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I might be insane but hear me out Mira and erza religious trauma bond they are 2 sides of the same coin fr.
Mira was raised in a pretty religious town right. As soon as she developed her demon magic all of them, everyone she knew, turned on her. She wanted to remain there but was forcibly pushed away, isolated and told she was a disgusting monster for something she really couldn't control.
Erza however was not raised at all basically, as far as we know she was on her own from day 1, then at like 6 was kidnapped and dragged into a cult against her will to be forced to work for a god she didn't know anything about.
For Mira developing her magic was the end of everything, the day her entire life fell apart and she hates herself for it. She tried to burn her arm off because she hated it so much, when the villagers said she was disgusting she believed them and hated herself with every fiber of her being.
For erza, magic was the one shred of hope she ever had, joining fairy tail and being a wizard was her dream growing up and the day she developed it was the day she was finally able to fight back. As an adult she clung to her magic and armors as her only way of hiding her weakness and protecting those she loves. In erza's mind, outside of her ability to protect she was nothing.
Mira was forced out of her religion,
erza was dragged into hers.
To Mira, her magic was a curse. It was a disgusting mutation that she hated because she believes it made her unlovable.
To Erza, magic was all that she had. She as a person was nothing, her magic was the only thing about her that ever would be worth loving.
#fairy tail#erza scarlet#mirajane strauss#erzajane#yappin#I think about them a lot btw#same with jellal tbh the 2 sides of the same coing shit always demolishes me#i hope i explained this ok#basically mira lover her religion and hates her magic#erza loves her magic and hates her religion#and both of them hate themselves#and each other#but mostly themselves
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This panel is so important to me. But aside of the obvious (that Jason mourned both of his parents; father, too, since Bruce grew distant, making him ache for the only people that were his family from the beginning), I also love the implication that Jason spoke with Alfred about his family even prior to that.
It is obvious that Bruce didn't at all, but Alfred says "avoids talking about his family lately", which means that he easily did it before.
I wonder if Alfred was the only person, aside Jason, who bore memories about Catherine and Willis before they become tragedies. If Jason told him that in the better days, before cancer, addictions and even bankruptcy, Catherine read his all kind of books she liked herself. That Jane Austen was her favourite, and it was no surprise that Jason loved her nowadays too, almost religiously so. That before things went down to the south, Willis did maths homework with him, eyes squinted at pages (his sight got worse with the years, but he refused to buy glasses) as he instructed Jason on how to resolve this equation, a faint memory of his own youth coming in lazy waves. How they took him to the walks around Gotham, to the amusement parks, and even circus.
I wonder if sometimes Jason visits Alfred on Catherine's death anniversaries, because though Alfred didn't know Catherine Todd, he knew what kind of the person she was. And this is better than nothing; better than people only remembering her as a victim of OD.
#oh Jason Todd you started betting on losing dogs long before Bruce or Sheila; Catherine and Willis were your first parents after all#what is worse — having an awful household to grow up in or to grow up to witness how your once good family becomes nothing but dust?#seeing your mother becoming a ghost of herself and your father spiralling in angry man he promised never to be both to you and himself#knowing that they would hate themselves for all of this if they could — but also knowing that you could never hate them yourself#mourning people that the rest of the family thinks of as a “poor and troubled environment”#urgh yeah#jason todd#red hood#batman#dcu#dcu comics#dc universe#batfamily#bruce wayne#batfam#alfred pennyworth#willis todd#catherine todd
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"Why is Jason fighting Tim as a grown man?"
"Why is Jason fighting Mia as a grown man?"
Bitch they are in the same age cohort they would have been in high school at the same time.
#jason todd#red hood#not to mention both of these characters would hate that you treat them like helpless babies who can't defend themselves
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9 days, 12 dead.
#just a small quick comic of your typical fight between lovers. they never admitted so#reiterating my thoughts on ww to be the type to cry out of frustration like a child bcs he doesn't know how to deal w his emotion#(only bcs he never had the chance to sort that out)#i think he'd be an angry crier as bad as vash or even worse#ppl (and wolfwood himself) just never knew bcs he doesn't show it until [VASH THE STAMPEDE] and then it shows a LOT#crying competition: wolfwood wins#a fight where both of them are not even mad at each other but themselves...#ww for letting himself love to the point of murder (vash hates that) vs vash for letting himself be loved to the point of murder...#does this even make sense#trigun#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#vashwood#trigun maximum#myuminjiart
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if i had a nickel for every time i drew grif and locus with a pomegranate i’d have two nickels which isn't a lot but it's weird that it happened twice
#YOU TWO. IN THE MICROWAVE. NOW !#i am so sick of them aughhhghhgg they are best friends to me. they both hate themselves but also they can help heal and accept each other#DO YOU UNDERSTAND THE VISION#just two guys sharing fruit or whatever#guys. i really am proud of this one. i am cringe but i am free.#rvb#red vs blue#my art#dexter grif#rvb locus#samuel ortez#logrif
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Trainwreck in double speed
#Fuyuhiko kuzuryu#Peko pekoyama#kuzupeko#super danganronpa 2#sdr2#an art#Fuyuhiko ruining himself with the pressure and violence and fitting into shoes he neither fits nor wants#Peko ruining herself by erasing herself and falling into a role she hates for someone she loves#Both of them shaving off bits of themselves until they're just not the same people at all in a bad way. Together through it all!#Both of them hate it but are powerless to change what they were sculpted into!#Anyway. How are we feeling tonight guys. I'm having weird feelings about family (not found but obligatory)#(Hiko and Peko aren't found family they actually are. Enforced obligatory family that's barely even family.)#(That's NOT as in they dont care about each other they care so much. But they didnt grow up as family or friends)#(They grew up through obligation)#OKAY time to stop talking
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Zenos quickly earned his reputation among the scions as a cruel master- a brutal teacher often seen carrying those he trains back to the annex for recouperation on their first days spent with him.
For he has one simple goal: to break apart his companions doubts and weaknesses so that he may build those he cares about back up stronger. Even if they yell at him, hate him for it, take their frustrations out upon him, it matters not.
What matters to him is that they will have the strength to forge the future they want.
So that in every parting he can hope to see them again come the morrow.
#ffxiv#gpose#adventurer zenos#zenos yae galvus#alisaie leveilleur#alphinaud leveilleur#the scions get their abilities individually evaluated by a former legatus and are in fuckin agony because of it#the scions are strong especially together#zenos wants them to be even stronger#local prince willingly becomes a training dummy that hits back#especially for the martial teammates he will point out the flaws or weaknesses in their stance and will not apologize for it#the dangers of someone who is both hyperobservant and also combat oriented#thancred fuckin hates this btw#he is also the one most commonly training with him LOL#mr gunbreaker just wants the satisfaction of rotating him one day v-v#zenos and meteor also willingly banned themselves from training together in the scions usual spots#instead meteor gets to be a little shit occasionally and help zenos :>#dont mind alphi he just spent a brutal three hours getting ragdolled#yes alisaie is smacking him and no he does not care#tbh he'd expect the squad to flat out try and kill him for some of the shittalk he does#he is fully aware of what pushing their limits might lead to and is honestly unfazed#makes me think of one of them that are struggling finally draws blood from him and he gets hella stoked over it#the tall blorbo- the biggest yet somehow also meanest cheerleader ever#followed closely behind remembering estinien calls us broke during the beginnings of the dragoon questline ;-;
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Does anyone ever think about Jason Todd and Dick Grayson having such complex views about eachither and they're so diffrent and they're SO SIMILAR AND VERISTILE.
Like Jason sees Dick as the favorite, the holy child the first his brother his kinda parental figure the sun but at the same time Dick burns out and takes up all the space and fills every nook and cranny of Jasons life and will always whisper in his ear and touch and LOVE and pity Jason.
And Dick sees Jason as his little brother a star a moon his successor he runs his hands across Jasons shoulders and wants to cry but at the same time he wants to rip Jason apart, want to scream and cry because robin was his, robin was taken and hes a theif that's allowed to do anything after he died even though dick died too dick suffered but he never suffered enough.
I love them im literally shaking
#batman#dick grayson#jason todd#jason todd angst#dick grayson really needs therapy#dick grayson angst#rahhhh#red hood#nightwing#jason and dick angst#sun and moon but they both see eachother as a star#they see themselves in eachother and hate them for it#but at the same time youre there you love me i love you dont go dont leave stay#THIS IS NOT A SHIP.#not a ship
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I love forcing my favs to kiss
#deadpool#the spot#ship art#deadpool x the spot#wade wilson#spiderman#marvel#crackship#comics#marvel comics#this came to me in a wet dream#im so normal about both of them#i love men that hate themselves for how they look
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to all of my dolls finding themselves:
originality is the "aesthetic" you are looking for. individuality is the "it factor" you are looking for. from your personality, pieces, hair, cadence of voice...even down to your favorite foods or special interests. you aren't supposed to change every aspect about yourself to be more palatable for everyone you meet. that actually makes you BORING!!!
"but so and so is doing this" "but what if people don't like it" ... so??? don't take people disliking your aesthetic as a sign that you need to do something different. like, of course they don't like it or have second thoughts - it's because THEY wouldn't do it themselves because it wouldn't go with THEIR given aesthetic. HELLOO??????
unless they are like minded, stop asking other people to weigh in on the things you CLEARLY like about yourself. especially if it's a core personality trait or interest. your LIFE isn't a group project. your LIFE is not a co-op game.
and yes... people will try to force you to assimilate and follow the crowd by speaking misfortune on your rebrand, your expression, your hobbies, your chosen path out of jealousy. however, that jealousy is lowkey unspoken respect for the fact you have the candor to go against homogeneity.
your authentic dedication to everything that makes you YOU is what will bring you the illustrious life you so fervently seek in the end...not some book a celebrity wrote or a youtube video. it's in YOUR DNA to be a star already in anything you want to do.
there isn't one tutorial on this world wide web that will help you if you don't realize you have the components within you first. there is NOTHING wrong with you!!! you are EVERYTHING that is right already!!!
NEVER conform to the way they think you should shine.
#thoughts#i cant stand seeing a pack mentality i hate seeing ppl shy out of who they are esp neurodivergents#while it is to be expected and is a result of our age group as well as cultural factors especially collectivism#i cannot help but reiterate how harmful it is for everyone to move as if they are the SAME PERSON! you are not so and so and they are not u#yall both just have the same hair or skin or smth you are still YOU hello#inspo is everything and dreams are a foundation BUT make it ur oWN#we all gotta start somewhere but golly gee! PUT THAT STUFF TO REST!#the obsession everyone has with humbling someone who is being themselves is old and tired! KEEP GOING I BELIEVE IN U DONT LISTEN TO THEM.#words i needed to hear when i was younger#ok rant over
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kaitos diabolical machiavellianist scheme to stop his classmates from hating themselves
#thinking about how him bothering shuichi and maki into training was actually a really good move#like they both hate themselves but sorta show it in different ways#shuichi is way more timid about it and would probably worry about ''bothering'' kaito if he sought him out for training#while maki doesn't believe she deserves to get better or have friends or that she even can#so when kaito drags them both along instead of going ''im so selfish for making him do this/i don't deserve this''#they can blame kaito for being annoying instead of putting the blame on themselves for seeking help#sorry if this makes no sense but i keep thinking about it and i swear it makes sense to me#kaito momota#shuichi saihara#maki harukawa#training trio
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theyre in my head. forever. take some scraps
#tadc#the amazing digital circus#tadc gangle#tadc jax#tadc zooble#tadc pomni#before anyone speaks up i am a lesbian pls dont point out the dyke part#i simply think he could be lesbian material. is he? no#i personally see him as very questioning and weird. too stunted with too many walls for romance#begrudgingly accepts friendships and maybe gets One close enough that gives him a weird. moment. realization#kicks his ass into gear that oops cant be driving them all away now or ill wanna kms#i wish i was capable of multishipping bc ribbun has some funny potential but man.#as is its too Not For Me. but gangle beating on jax for revenge is sooooo funny#also the fact ragatha and jax are the same person in different flavors? delightful.#both hiding themselves to such an extent that the one everyone knows isnt Real.#rags hiding herself through helping others while jax does it through pushing them away viciously and acting out#despicable. they care for each other in their own weird way.#she hates him but doesnt want him to die. she hates him but if something happened then she would be worried.#thanks for reading my rambling
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Anyway, for $100 I will come to Thanksgiving dinner, sit down with your family, wait for a lull in the conversation, and then I will loudly say "I HATE no-kill shelters! There is NEVER an excuse to TURN AWAY a healthy animal. I think it's just evil to pick and choose which innocent animals are worth trying to save, instead of giving every life an equal chance!" and then I will shove an entire apple pie into my bag and leave.
#I think my sarcasm is obvious but since this is the piss on the poor website#obviously I don't hate ALL no-kill shelters#just. you know.#a lot of them#the ones who think they're morally superior for NOBLY saving the life#of the sweetest puppy you've ever seen#but become mysteriously deaf when you ask what they think would happen#if every shelter turned new arrivals away#GOOD no-kill shelters often don't call themselves that#because they have respect for their fucking colleagues#and understand the importance of having BOTH forms of shelter in order to save the most lives
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PERIOD HORNY IS WEARING OFF I MUST SAY THIS BEFORE IT'S GONE
Imagine a famous actor woman who's just been found out for having a secret daughter, but she refuses to tell anyone who she is because she wants her daughter to make her own name in the business! and then suddenly there's a new famous actor, a super young newbie who's already in the ranks of a certain mother! Of course people assume it's her daughter, and to stop that from coming out, after a few weeks on set with the other they start rumors that they're dating
Definitely can't be her daughter! So who's this!? But still... dating the actor near the age of her would be daughter!? How terrible! If only they could find the daughter to interview her... If only she wasn't already in an interview, with her girlfriend.. mom. :)
And you know the directors lean into it on stage, I mean really. They don't know that's ACTUALLY her daughter, and well both the mom and her daughter are this far in so they can't back out now?! Now they're in scene fucking and it's totally improvised that the young actor calls her mom's girlfriends character mommy... On accident. For the show. It's for the clicks NOTHING else is happening. And the conspiracy theorists are CRAZY!!!!!!!
#mother x daughter#momcon#momdom#ickyprincess#!cky daughter#!cky mommy#?#???#yuricest#toxic yuri#like#really toxic#like i want them both to hate themselves at the end#did j mention that they fuck nasty on set.. like screw the script IT'S HAPPENING the directors are just there#if someone wanted to write this in full dear GOD PLEASE DO#send me anything istg#also because i love hidden stuff the color was supposed to make a short little sentence but... only the purple really sounds good#trying my best here
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what if your name is lando norris and one morning you wake up in a bed that is not yours. you feel weird, as if out of touch with reality, and after a few seconds you notice that you're naked. which is weird, because yesterday, you didn't drink anything nor did you go out. you turn your head and see a snoring max verstappen. also naked. then you scream, because you might be a close friend to max but you're definitely not close enough to land in bed with him.
max wakes up, of course, you literally screamed into his ear. he blinks dazed at you, and then calls you "oscar." but you're not oscar, you're lando...
it goes downhill from there.
(bonking my head against the table i wanna write this maxcar fic so bad but finals have me in a chokehold and i NEED to study, i can't repeat these classes-)
#lando nursing his one sided crush because oscar has no interest in him. lando feels betrayed#because everyone around him told him that oscar is in love with him. has been for a while now#but lando finds out that this is not true and who actually receives oscar's love now. he hates it. so so much#but even more that both of them call themselves lando's friends and yet neither of them told him about this relationship....#dry heaving they have me in a chokehold oh my god#maxcar
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hated sons of brutal families
#warhammer rogue trader#rogue trader#marazhai aezyrraesh#heinrix van calox#aka ive been thinking about how they kill eachother in that fight a lot#not exactly sure on marazhai's death but heinrix boiling his blood vs marazhai decapitating him. chefs kiss#i know in my heart they relate to eachother enough they could heal IF they got over themselves first#and they would genuinely both rather kill themselves than do that for any reason (✿◡‿◡)#and it makes them hate eachother even more for recognising so much of themselves in another person and having never had that#except its THAT guy of all fucking people#they are making eachother worse and its not even intentional#anyway i got marazhais shoulder pads the wrong way around ignore that#heinrix as always i hate your face ❤️ be easier to draw bastard
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