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personally I think that all queer books should have a “special edition” with a subtle cover (and a code name if it’s necessary) for all of the people in homophobic areas
#it’s me I’m people#no but seriously we’re out here in the trenches smuggling queer books and desperately hoping our parents/family/friends won’t find out#I have stack of all the queer books I own in a bag underneath a bunch of clothes IN MY ATTIC CRAWL SPACE so that they don’t get found#and the amount of times I’ve had to switch out a cover on one hardback for a cover of a different hardback is insane#my sister thinks I’ve read The Shadows Between Us like 6 times but most of the time it was actually RW&RB#it gets ridiculous#for example#to get RW&RB in the first place my twin had to stuff the book under her shirt while we were in the bookstore#buy it herself in all cash#and then hide it again as we left#so please I am begging for “special edition’’ books like this 🙏😭#literature#lqbtq#queer#queer books#gay#lesbian#trans#bisexual#books and reading#booklr#homophobia#pride month
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Diana Taverner knows Jackson Lamb’s weak spot is Catherine Standish and she will go for it every time.
Slow Horses | 1.05 Fiasco 🐌🐎
#obsessed with this scene#it reveals so much#her knowingly poking the bear when it comes to standish#AGAIN#after their scene on the bench when she first brings her up#and the CHOICE OF WORDS#’if you get lonely i can always send standish down’#like what are you implying diana 👀👀#we know what she’s implying#jackson’s face while he’s listening to this#a calm facade hiding what i suspect is anger and slight fear#AND HER FLINCHING#she thinks she’s got him cornered#and then#when he gets up quickly#the flash of fear in her that she’s pushed in too far#before lamb makes a joke#as lamb does#before pulling his bonus card: pretending he’s left a bomb in the basement and sneaking river in to checkmate lady di#don’t fuck with catherine standish if you don’t want jackson lamb to fuck you up#i fear i’ll never not be obsessed with their dynamic#jackson lamb#gary oldman#diana taverner#kristin scott thomas#catherine standish#saskia reeves#slow horses
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My main flaw with how I characterize Kaeya in my head is that he doesn't actually hate being a knight. He gripes like any adult gripes about their job, but the reason he hasn't left to pursue literally anything else in Teyvat is his ingrained cultural trait of loyalty.
Not to a god, but to his friends, his community. He's needed in Mondstadt; needed as a strategist, diplomat, and administrative head of an organization of civil servants.
I can't help but compare his actions with Capitano's account of his allegiance to Natlan (more specifically the masters of the night wind) or even Arle with Fontaine, though she like Kaeya is contemporary. Or perhaps most critically, the Dahri of Sumeru.
Kaeya, as distant as his ties to Khaenri'ah are, still embodies their shared trait in supporting humanity, no matter their allegiances or faiths, in times of crisis. He's already paid his price to be here, now he's making the most of it, even if he likes to pretend he's not.
Still the same boy who scrubbed wine casks 'til his hands bled for someone else's punishment.
#talking point#kaeya#thinking about him again because hes everything to me#i need some positive kaeya posts out there kaeya fans have deeply offended me this week#something something kaeya serving the ordo vs khaenrian harbingers serving the tsaritsa#serving gods when it serves a higher purpose (humanity)#lore doesnt support kaeya not being “safe” in other regions anymore we know that people have been living in hiding all over teyvat atp#if you pay attention to how he talks about mond in his hangout or even in his brief convo with dain in caribert#mond is his home for better or worse#diluc left#but kaeya stayed
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(COUNT)DOWN TO DAWNTRAIL — day four: shadowbringers
atlas my old friend I found some people want to lend a hand carrying the weight of the world
#ALWAYS crying about d'alia and thancred but especially over their growth in SHB#ha ha what if we were both stubborn people who always try to be a pillar for others to lean on and hide behind a façade of strength#and both internalizing guilt over the same woman we love; sister to one and (former) lover to the other#because she died to save a world and now it's on us to finish what she started#except now the warrior of light/darkness is a heap on the floor and perilously close to transforming into a monster in her efforts#with all the brunt of responsibility to take on the light and fresh guilt of losing the battle with it on her shoulders#and all you can do is carry her half-conscious mumbling body down the mountain and swear she'll see her family (sid + rielle) again#because she never left you alone in all her needling to support *you* and you will return the support even this much#learning to rely on each other……..#(count)down to dawntrail#dani plays ffxiv#game: ffxiv#oc: d'alia liveq#ch: thancred waters#lavampira poses#ffxiv gpose#gposers#miqo'te#shadowbringers spoilers
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I've put a decidedly Halloween twist on my desk's right hand side, considering that the stores are putting all their pumpkins out. Bog Witch to Halloween Party City mode: Engage! (The shaky hand is a feature, not a bug.)
#photos#videos#halloween#spooky#autumn aesthetic#autumn vibes#it kinda goes back to being full cottagecore witch mode with the lights on#the purple light is my plants' uv light lol#(I think I always show off the right hand side of my desk. the left hand side is nice but a lot plainer.)#and because it's where I set my drink and snaks#pu pics#witchy vibes#I love my impatiens#we're a little lopsided right now because we got pruned#but I didn't have the heart to prune the stalks that had active flowering buds right now#so when those fall off we're getting trimmed back again#and I got a new little geometric terrarium for my moss#propagating my polka dot plants currently too#and my pepperomia lol#I try to hide the xbox from view but it loves to peep out from behind my monitor#xboxes can be spooky right#they have elden ring and resident evil on them!#(scary sounds)
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What if I wanna invite my friends fron different parts if the timeline out for ice cream?? What're the time demons gonna do then?? Snatch me???
#I wanna go out for ice cream with everyone from when I was younger#I wanna eat ice cream with my entire third grade class#I miss them and haven't seen them since that day I moved schools#I still have all the letters they made me and I still remember that dumb dance they did telling me they'd miss me that made me hide behind#My math teachers desk because I was embarrassed#What if I wanna eat ice cream with Hei Hei from when we were in 5th grade??#What if I wanna go out to eat with her and her grandparents one more time before senior year??#What if I miss the talks we had all the time and I just wanna go back to her house where her mom makes us both mickey mouse pancakes and we#Talk all night#What if I wanna see raine from 6th grade just one more time#I miss her#I wanna eat ice cream with her#But I never got to#What if I wanna her her young voice and see her in person just once more. I wanna see her before she left. Before all we could to is text.#I think her phone number changed now#But I wanna see her practice guitar while I get us some ice cream. I wanna see her practicing the gravity falls theme. She sent me the#Finished product once#But it's lost and I can't get it back.#What if I wanna have fun with K and J one more time before they made me cry? Before they separated everyone? What if I miss the younger the#What if I just wanna see them once more??#What if I wanna see KK in 4th grade again. Not with Raine#I don't wanna see that...#I wanna see their smile and I wanna see the way they got happy every time we all hung out?#What if I wanna see them again?#What if I wanna take out my very first friend group#The one I called home#We had games#We tried to climb that tree on the playground#We pretended to be animals. We acted as family. We gave ourselves a name... JACKS. All of our initials put together#I wanna see them smiling again
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It’s a little bit late for Valentine’s Day but here’s the reveal of my cursed Kirby crack ship as promised: it’s Dyna Blade/Captain Vul and I envision their relationship dynamic as being like Donkey and Dragon’s relationship dynamic in the Shrek movies.
#my art#Kirby#Kirby fanart#Dyna Blade#Captain Vul#what do I even tag this ship as? Dyna Vul?#Meta Knight is shook lmao#sorry that this is a couple hours late I had to work today and got home kind of late so it took me longer to finish this#but anyways here it is finally my very cursed Kirby crack ship#they’re literally just Donkey and Dragon from the Shrek movies lmao that’s the vibe this relationship gives off#I started shipping this as a joke because I was wondering if Dyna Blade’s chicks had a dad/who the dad is#and I thought hey she and Vul are in the same game and they’re both birds what if Vul was the dad lmao#the main reason this ship can’t work is that Vul straight up shot her during Revenge of Meta Knight#she lived because we see her again in Star Allies but that would definitely end a relationship lmao#maybe they were together at one point and had the chicks but then they split up#Dyna Blade got the kids in the divorce lmao#maybe the reason we haven’t seen Vul in a game since 2008 is he’s hiding to avoid paying child support#Vul left to get milk and didn’t come back lmao#happy belated Valentine’s Day hope you enjoy this cursed ship
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i may have been too emotionally invested in this one random nor.ton player in this one match i played,,,,,,
#i was playing as emma - ive been found out immediately by a hunter (fools gold ironically. ha)#so im running right. suddenly this summer frisbee norto.n notices me in danger and starts to prepare his magnet for me#hunter diverted his attention to nor.ton instead which allowed me to run away with ease and no harm#shortly after- no.rton eventually lost the hunter's interest and went somewhere to hide#i told him to follow me and i healed him :) after that we walked to a machine to decode#i let him decode and i emoted a kiss to him just to say thank you#he stopped decoding and goofed a little bit and went back to decoding#its worth mentioning he had a blue butterfly as a pet btw (cute)#so time skip - now im stuck on a chair. im waiting for someone to pick me up. all the chaos happening on the other side and im here locked#suddenly i see this silhouette of someone approaching to rescue me. i was like “omg is it n.orton” - it wasnt. its luca#he rescued me but still i got hit and back on the chair. hunter was preoccupied with luca#SUDDENLY I SEE THIS SILHOUETTE OF SOMEONE CROUCHING . I SEE THE BLUE BUTTERFLY. MY EYES WIDEN#the hunter AMAZINGLY walked past his crouched over silhouette AND IT WAS THE SAME NORTO.N COMING TO SAVE MEEEEEE#I WAS SO HAPPY I DON'T KNOW WHY LIKE OMG AHAHSHDBDBDBDBBDD#i was running to the gate to leave - i followed nor.tons direction BUT I GOT CAUGHT UP BY THE HUNTER AND EWKEKEKEKRHRHD I WAS CHAIRED AGAIN#NOR.TON LEFT WITHOUT ME 💔💔💔💔 I WAS SO DEVASTED SJDHHDBDHD DNOOOOOOOOO#BUT ALAS... IT WAS THE TIE... I WAS THE CAUSE OF THE TIE 💔💔💔💔💔#BUT AT LEAST HE ESCAPED.... SWEETIE.....#IM EMOTIONALLY INVESTED.#its worth mentioning there's 2 hunters so like. double the pressure HAHAHAHAHA#omg im crying n rolling around bro
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A Drama In Two Parts
So the context is, my sis and I have been griping to each other about the lack of Zeb and the potential of Kalluzeb to either be canonized or be massively no-homo'd in the Ahsoka show and this is the product of that enjoy
#I ceased to exist for a couple minutes at that last sentence#I'm laughing at it again now#idk what to say man#except that yes I would also take kallus with a ring as canon kalluzeb I need my crömbs#and no I wouldn't put it past them to hide his left hand so we couldn't sus it out whether or not he was wearing a ring#anyway my sis is an icon#I laughed so hard man#kalluzeb#garazeb orrelios#zeb#alexsandr kallus#star wars#Star Wars rebels#ahsoka show#ahsoka series#martian's sis#his entire hand is a gay flag#GIRl heLP#it's too much#I'm perishing from this earth#martianbugsbunny ships
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I'm biased as heck and I'm gonna go with one of my faves - how about 18, 22 and 25 for Francisco from EoA and a freebie question - thoughts on his relationship with Esteban pre and post series?
18. How about a relationship they have in canon with another character that you admire?
It gets much less screen time/focus than his relationship with the other characters, but Francisco's relationship with Isabel is very underrated and one of my favorites to watch. It's especially poignant and striking as Francisco is the oldest of the main characters, and Isabel is the youngest--but there is still so much understanding and affection between them. And the two of them have such similar personalities.
I feel like they are probably the most alike of all the Flores family members. Both are quieter and relatively even tempered (or at least compared to the rest of the family who are much more talkative and hot-headed), sensitive, creative/artistic. I'd also say that they are the two "wisest" members of the family and the most open-minded. (Though of course, they do have their very stubborn moments as well!)
22. If you're a fic reader, what's something you like in fics when it comes to this character? Something you don't like?
Honestly, I don't think I've read a ton of Francisco fic, but not really sure that there's a ton out there. But I do enjoy the little I see of him as a background character in other fics. In terms of an aspect that I like (and would love to see more of), I really enjoy seeing focus on his relationships with Isabel and Esteban. Much of the Francisco content that we see in the show itself is understandably focused on his relationships with Luisa and Elena, so it's always nice to see fanwork delve deeper into his dynamics with the other members of his family. I've already talked a bit about his relationship with Isabel and I will talk more in another question about his relationship with Esteban. But yeah, these are really rich, underrated dynamics that have so much wonderful potential to be explored.
As for something I don't like, I read a fic once where Francisco died the day after "Coronation Day," and he sort of knew that it was going to be his last day, which gave him a bit of an extra vitality on the day itself. And just...it made me too sad. Plus, like Esteban was just finally reintegrated into the family again, Elena just ascended the throne. There's so much going on in Francisco's life at the end of the series that he should be there for. Yeah, I get that he's older and he might not be in the best of health (especially given his sweet tooth). But no, in my mind, all the characters (except Shuriki, lol) are functionally immortal for the foreseeable future.
25. What was your first impression of this character? How about now?
I liked Francisco reasonably well from the start, and I like him even better now. I find him a nice, calming presence for the Flores family. He gets a long reasonably well with everyone and is able to provide some very sweet moments as well as a little bit of humor.
26. FREEBIE QUESTION!!-- thoughts on his relationship with Esteban pre and post series?
While we really don't get to see all that much of it, I feel that Francisco's relationship with Esteban was very, very good-- pre-series, during the main timeline of the show, and post-series alike. In fact, I feel like I would go so far as to say that it's probably one of (if not THE) most positive relationship in Esteban's life. Esteban was around 8-9, when he was orphaned, so he likely remembers very little about his actual father. Instead, Francisco was the fatherly presence guiding Esteban through the struggles of adolescence.
He would've been the one who taught Esteban everything he knows about being a man. He would have been the one to teach him how to tie his cravat and how to shave. (My headcanon is that adult!Esteban decided to grow out his beard and mustache during the Dark Times specifically as a way of honoring his absent abuelo who has his own impressive facial hair). He was probably also the one to teach Esteban how to play the guitar and the one we see in "Secret of Avalor" may even have been a gift from him. (Shame that Shuriki probably had it destroyed at the end of the scene).
And the little hints that we see of their relationship in the main series suggest that the relationship continues to be strong. During Esteban's trial, Francisco is the only one to vote in his favor. His line about judging Esteban not for the mistakes of his past but the man he has become in the present--suggest that in Francisco's view, Esteban has become a man that he is proud of and one that is already worthy of forgiveness/a second chance. As a lonely, love-starved, fatherless boy, Esteban probably worshipped Francisco when he was a child, and so to hear that --even knowing Esteban's greatest mistake--Francisco is still proud of what he's become must have been so validating for Esteban as an adult. That's all he's ever wanted: to be a great man, a true son of Avalor just like his abuelo. Too bad Luisa then totally crushes Esteban's heart immediately afterwards.
I am also very struck by the throne room scene with Francisco, Luisa, and Cahu in "Coronation Day." While Luisa has the flashier role in the scene and the more powerful lines, I'd argue that Francisco is actually the one who ultimately inspires Esteban's decision to sacrifice himself for Elena.
Esteban watches Francisco call for a sword to defend Luisa from Cahu, hears Francisco ask him "why are you doing this, Esteban?" because Francisco still cares enough about him to want to understand. Esteban knows that Francisco is the kind of man that he himself has always wanted to be, the man that he should be. The man that maybe he still could be if only he had just one more chance. And then he does get that chance, and he's finally able to do exactly what Francisco would do--sacrifice himself to save his family.
I also have a lot of feelings about how the last interaction we see between the two of them on the show is at the end of Esteban's sacrifice-redemption-and-resurrection scene. We see Francisco place a hand on Esteban's shoulder as the scene fades to black.
#elena of avalor#francisco flores#isabel castillo flores#esteban flores#ask memes#i've also talked a bit about the whole 'esteban sees shuriki again in song of the sirenas and hides behind his grandfather'#but that was more from esteban's perspective#of him being so terrified of shuriki that he reverts again to the scared little boy who needs to hide behind the braver man for protection#but we can also consider it from francisco's perspective as well as esteban's#he doesn't care that esteban is younger and presumably stronger and by all rights 'should be' the one shielding him#no; for all that esteban is an adult who 'should' protect himself#he's still francisco's little nieto at the end of the day#francisco can and will protect esteban--just as he did that day over 50 years prior when his orphaned grandson was left in his care#ask meme
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1) Opens up drafts with my head empty, ready to be flooded, not knowing where I'll go. 2) 30 seconds later: Okay but I will go feral any day of my life over Perilous Trail, and the fierce dichotomy of Xiao and Yelan. While they're far from being 'the same', they both view themselves as soldiers in one way or another (it's a very difficult word to use for Yelan, so I'm using it very liberally and very loosely), they have both suffered losses on the 'battlefield' and carry the burden thereof in their own ways. And yet they stand so firmly in opposition throughout the entirety of that questline up until the very end of the 'the end of the line' conclusion of the quest. Yes, I know that she offers him her gratitude in its aftermath and it is genuine, but she still never agrees with him and the decision that he made moments earlier. It simply 'worked out' because of Zhongli's interference, he's the only reason it worked out. And it's because of that, that she doesn't give him a hell of a hard time (obviously she can't go down there, but imagine the inner frustration of severe extents; when you condemn someone who you can't even see anymore). In the same way that she would do to anyone who would sacrifice themselves for others, but in this case, I think it's 'beautiful' that it's to Xiao; the one who seems most adamant to do so (which honestly, fits into the contract that the Yakshas chose to sign with Morax; 'the ultimate sacrifice' to protect for Liyue; 'for Liyue', and Liyue has always centered itself around its people), the one who everyone reveres (and so does she, as she notes in her voiceline, 'if I ever have the honor to fight alongside') and respects for good reason, she stands against him, because in that moment, regardless of his status, he makes a call that she considers wrong. And he doesn't even... fight her on it very fiercely, and that's what actually hurts me the most, it's as if the following line hit the nail directly on the head?
"Besides, if you were really so determined to end it all, you wouldn't have given us the opportunity to share our opinions."
#[ mini study. ] that which hides inside her… that constant calling; it is the blood of heroes which has been howling for 500 years.#[ and then shortly after 'the point is: it's not time for drastic measures yet.' ]#[ /shakes ven into another dimension. ]#[ i thought the ost at the end of perilous ruined me enough. but tale of the yakshas may actually ruin me more. ]#[ also i love how i typed up the bit of the contract and 'for liyue' and zhongli in my head isn't rattling at bars but-- ]#[ he's sipping his tea (the equivalent). one day ven. i /promise/ you. one day you'll get him from me. ]#[ he'll likely be the 2nd genshin blog to run alongside yelan if/when i get to being able to run two again. ]#[ but until then. can we talk about the dynamic of xiao and yelan until we're blue in the face? i'd like to do that too. ]#[ i type this as if i'm perfectly chill but i'm not. i'm really not. the concept of self sacrifice and sacrifice as a whole. ]#[ BETWEEN THESE TWO. drives me /insane/. and part of me sits here and goes-- ]#[ god. what happened with yelan and her team down there? we know that despite every plan she ever made and prepared-- ]#[ their enemies (WHAT WERE YOU FIGHTING??) were too powerful and more specifically-- too smart. too calculating. ]#[ ... and too strong (okay literally what on earth were you fighting? are we talking the khaenri'ah soldiers? like what? or abyss mages?) ]#[ (but abyss mages don't exactly entirely fit the description in her story. ugh. UGH). ]#[ any way-- it was her and her team. /they/ all died and she didn't. yanfei describes it as... ]#[ 'knowing that your life was saved when others weren't'. surely the millilith didn't intervene or happen to arrive. yelan must've... ]#[ gotten away? or something? but that doesn't feel quite right. but i'm just sitting here left with the idea of... when you lead a team. ]#[ you bear the responsibility of even their lives. and yet despite bearing that responsibility; she's exactly the one who lived. ]#[ the only one who did. that has to be a /stupid/ burden. it's like the captain who has to go down with the ship but is the only one... ]#[ who gets to live. only one who gets to survive. i just. ]#[ i didn't think i'd love a character as much as this one. where did she come from; jesus christ. ]
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so it's like this.
you're young and you're scared and you're trapped in the feywild (happens to the best of us) with the love of your life. You're a half-elf and she's a fullblooded elf but you don't think about it very much because you're barely surviving day to day. And you get offered a deal to get yourself home again, and you take it. And the price of your freedom is that you leave her still trapped there, alone.
And then five years pass. And you age a century in that time, and you grow, and you change, and you find her again, and you're still in love, and you meet people, and you lose people, and you love them too, and you learn, and you start wanting a future again, and caring again, taking care of yourself, taking care of other people--
and after all of that, at the end of things, you find out the man responsible for all of the misery in your short, sad life has cast a spell which gives him complete control and ownership of you- mind, body, and soul (again. this happens to the best of us). And you are given the choice to stay under his thrall, and live a thousand years-- or to age and die, like humans do, and to be free of him.
And the love of your life is there, and you're married now, and she's still a full blooded elf, and you're still a half-elf, and you think about what that means a lot more than you used to.
And still, after everything you've learned-- you choose your freedom. You choose leaving her behind.
#dnd#dungeons & dragons#ttrpg#you understand why i am insane. about my dungeons and dragons character#the way that this all started because 'she' (clone. its a long story) wanted to be free from her small town & her family's ideas of her#and so she inadvertently left THEM all behind too.#like bro watch out i think the cycle is repeating itself!!!!!!!!!#honestly girlie has to learn that passing out of someone's life is not always a betrayal#like she NEVER got over it!#giving pesche a whole speech about how loss leaves a hole behind that is filled in by rage & grief & impulse & violence like#ok. well. loss is inevitable and i think you have a very fucked up way of looking at it that despite all of your personal growth has maybe#only gotten worse over time because now you have things you care about again?#like i think she made the right choice for herself.... if the lesson she had 'learned' was to subjugate herself to Ohdran for 900 years in#the name of not 'leaving people' again. that would have been tragic. learning that love is good and precious and it matters even though#you are inevitably going to lose it. thats the real lesson. and she is learning it. she HAS learned it! she's never going to hide herself#away from the world to avoid losing people again. but she hasn't like... attached the lesson to herself yet lol. 'i accept i might lose my#friends & even though it breaks my heart im still glad to know them. if i leave people (read: LITERALLY DIE) im evil tho.' girl...#i was pretty bummed about it at the time like we have been 3 years on the endless train of suffering cant she just have a happy ending.#one thousand years of elf marriage.#but this is cool too like MAN the kind of organic storytelling moments that evolve out of ttrpgs are so crazy. we couldnt have planned this#and yet. perfect full circle moment.#mm campaign#it's alive!#harris#fisher
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…I need to stop waiting for you to either apologize or ask for an explanation. Or send your own damn meme. I already know deep down it’s not going to happen. Even though you’ve acted outside my (actually low, negative) expectations before.
#tiger’s roar#…it’s either the weather or…finally processing the stress this has had me under for over a year#fighting to get us the Chance to be friends. challenge myself to grow socially. learn to trust people again.#learn to present a Persona that I’m actually happy with that doesn’t make me want to claw my skin off or hide#thinking said Persona would repel people to be Left Alone except by other freaks and weirdos#but actually seemed to attract people instead. including This One#who was actually Top of the List Repel If Like Everyone Else#because…I wanted to be Left Alone about dating too actually#just because I have a ‘huh. well maybe…’ doesn’t mean my expectations or priorities have changed#they haven’t. they’ve only ever been friendship#AFTER we finally spoke. and I realized it was Utter Bullshit that we allowed others’ gossip to not have us interact#so that we wouldn’t have to deal with it. it. was. beyond. dumb.#and I am absolutely over hiding to keep myself safe but ending up dictated anyway#just. are we friends or not. are you even able to accept that we’re friends
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I think this flashback episode is very cruel to show us luffy as a child suffering because of the same thing current luffy is going thru. Enough
#ace carrying dadan 😭😭#i will never stop being amused by ace noticing that luffy is happy he is alive. how many times now and it still hits#give him a hug at least lmao poor child#i love seeing luffy through others peoples eyes because this story is mostly about ace and seeing luffy as a secondary character is so....#idk revealing. bc you know current luffy isnt telling you shit about anything. so ace has to. and now you see what he meant about having a#little brother that gets left behind. and you think luffy is dumb but he is capable but thats now. ace saw the little crybaby and still sees#still sees it#sometimes i feel a heat in my chest that tells me that if i run away i will lose something and thay scares me#😭😭 and in thay moment that was luffy#he got that from.his father!!!#see what i mean having roger as a father so presently is like a blessing hiding a curse. like yeah protect your family but you might die#and like is having his blood a good thing or a bad thing they are getting confused. bc ace said before dying that he has a demons blood...#i mean if we are seeing this now it overwrites that but still!!! in the future how does he keep thinking like that!!!!#back to luffy and his bugs....#luffy crying again and ace finding another thing to hate himself about#when you are able to change an era you decide if you want to live or die#jesus christ the foreshadowing... he changed an era unknowingly and died about it#ace tells luffy not to cry bc he feels bad when he does i know it.... men do not cry bullshit....#ace crying ok........ that is enough please.....#i was gonna say i wanna keep my two day streak of crying but i already failed earlier lmao#luffy saying he wants to become strong so he alone can protect what he loves... and ace saying he needs to worry about himself bc he will#never die 😭😭😭#after everyone wanting him dead he is going to live to protect his little brother... and he died watching his brother be strong and dying#for him still.... because he was still weak... they both were....#do you see how fucked up this is#didnt cry that much bc weve already seen half of this.... but alas still hits#not me realising now how aces death is a pure tragedy: could have been prevented but has been unavoidable since the start#talking tag#watching one piece#episode 503
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I really am the most embarrassing person when I like someone lmao
#eden speaks#i really had my best friend drive me all the way to the boy i likes work so i could visit him during his shift#and then i was awkward 😭😭#i was stupid and hit a friends pen a few too many times and i was high as hell when i went which made interacting so h a r d#i told him beforehand that i was high too so i prewarned him that id probably sound stupid lmao#i should've smoked after i saw him#he had a face mask to hide under too since he has to wear one for work and i was just perpetually awkward#i was so busy trying to look normal and overthinking that i forgot to say bye to him lmao i was like#im... im gonna go over there and then i left like what kind of exit is that smh#i see him again today i think we're going on like... kind of a date of sorts? we're going thrift shopping#originally i thought we were going with his rommates but from the questions hes been asking me i think it might just be us#hes so pretty i kept getting flustered when i looked at his eyes when i saw him yesterday#like sir your brown eyes are my weakness#we've been texting like non stop every day for a while now so clearly he feels some kind of way about me its the only thing that makes sense#when i get paid im gonna get him this sanrio and jjk collab shirt because he loves jjk and i love sanrio and if he likes it ill be so happy#we're gonna see the fnaf movie next week im so excited i gotta get a fnaf tshirt or something when i go to buy his shirt#i asked him to go with me on that one and im so excited for it#okay let me stop rambling lmao my ass never knows when i stop#*when to stop
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how did it go again? the end is never the end?
#ivy: text (they/she)#i… i’m probably going to feel sad for a while? i don’t know why i’m questioning it. clearly i’m going to be sad.#there’s so much… left of everyone else. reminders? of them. everywhere i go. mark’s signoff tag is one of the first tags to be automatically#recommended. owen’s partner banana split. seven’s rollerskates. max’s flannels. death’s choker and headphones… list goes on.#everyone owned at least something. something physical in our bedroom. i’d always and will be happy when i see the stuff they owned…#but it’s like whiplash. i then realize that… they’re gone and we’re unsure if they’ll come back. and i feel really sad all over again…#like i’m re-experiencing the same sadness when i first noticed that me and 8 sysmates were left in the aftermath.#i don’t know if i’ll ever stop tearing up.#but. good news! we have someone (unsure if they’re a fragment or a sysmate that doesn’t want to be documented.)#that’s acting as. a shield? i don’t think that accurate describes it but they’re hiding us to the best of his ability from. you know who.#… hm. the soup’s been awfully quiet lately. its still around and i think that has to do with it being a landmark within the weirdly#existent non-existent headspace? … i think so at least. i don’t know if you know who would be strong enough to erase the unquantifiable#amount of fragments that reside in the soup and make up the soup’s collective Being.
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