It was my birthday yesterday and I weighed in at 54.95kg which is the lowest I've been in a rly long time :D!!
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ed: this is a fear food. You’re afraid of eating it, because it makes you feel bad if you do.
me: *eats it anyway*
me: I feel bad
ed: bitch what
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And for clarification, I used to be 135 when I first started about 4 yrs ago and then I gained it ALL BACK and then recent lost it and am at my lowest weight since middle school
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I really wish I was a proper annarexic. But I am just stuck living with BED, and thinking like a rexie. Ëdnœs sucks.
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Imagine being able to go to beautiful scenic destinations like the Swedish countryside or New Zealand moorlands and be able to look like an ancient ethereal being and not a fat tourist...
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Lost -2.1kgs and going to celebrate by smoking a blunt🤓
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HOLY SHIT
IM UNDER MY LOWEST WEIGHT
I CANT FUCKING BELIEVE IT!!
IVE BEEN STUCK AT 129 BUT I WEIGHED IN THIS MORNING AT 127.6 AND IM SO HAPPY
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New year, Same ED
New year and my period comes out to play! No new year weigh in for me 🤦🏼♀️
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37h into my 44h fast and my hunger isn’t too bad but I am daydreaming about the broccoli soup I’ll break with tonight 😌
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hey folks, so i picked up one of these things at target yesterday. just tried it, and oh my god. fucking delicious. ive been fighting the urge to go binge at the local indian buffet all week and this finally satiated my curry craving. the whole giant bowl is only 260 calories, and i could barely finish all of it. theres other kinds by the same brand but this was the lowest, the others were more like 300-350 cal. but 10/10 would recommend if youre like me and miss eating huge bowls of curry on the regular. this is def one of my top 5 safe foods now.
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I always start to feel thin and then I look in a mirror and all of the sudden it all comes back to me why I hate myself so much...
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~180 cal vegetarian sushi roll!
- 1/2 cup cooked white rice / 103 cal
- 1 nori sheet / 5 cal
- 1 tsp sushi vinegar / 8 cals
- 1 tbsp shredded carrots / 4 cal
- 1 lettuce leaf / 0 cal
- 1/4 c chickpeas / 60 cal
Directions:
Take 1/2 cup of rice (you could use less for reduced cal but i found that its a good amt of rice) and add the sushi vinegar. Lay out your nori sheet and spread the rice, leaving about an inch of space to seal the roll. Add your mashed chickpeas (I toasted mine with some salt, pepper, and cayenne powder for more flavor. 0 cals) to the beginning half of the rice, layer on the carrot, and add the lettuce leaf on the top. Grab the side facing you and roll it over the carrots or about halfway onto the lettuce. Continue rolling it, keeping it tight. Once you reach the end add some water to your fingertips and seal the end to the roll. And you’re done!
Its very filling and easy to make. You can cut it up like regular sushi or you can just slice it in half and eat it! Stay safe! -spoon
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i’m less than a pound away from my lowest weight, holy shit.
and in more great news- i’m almost at 1000 followers! so thank you guys! ❤️
what should i do when i hit 1000? put ideas in my ask :)
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(Rant)
That moment when ...........
It’s almost finals the holidays are coming up your broke and stressed along with being depressed that you are eating when your bored and gaining weight which makes everything worse so you restrict and fast which just ends up making things even worse so you sit in bed, fat, watching videos on YouTube because your life’s a mess and you are scared of your meds because of weight gain side effects ✌️ someone shoot me 🤦🏼♀️
Me
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