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Clive Barker, Devotion (1997)
#YEAGHHHHHHHH#dyou guys know my blog title is actually feed on the wound like that pig lyric#anyway no reason for mentioning that btw#c#i
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Based on somewhat real events
I spent way too much time drawing this...
But yeah, Ford finally saying thank you
A continuation (kinda)
#sometimes my skin smells too strongly and I hate it. I wanna crawl up and die. it's not that bad usually#only when I'm already overstimulated#there were 2 times where I was sick and I started crying and almost threw up because the smells were too strong#one time the smell of tge city. the other time it was roasted chicken. I still feel sick when I smell reheated chicken to this day#I'd love to have someone comfort me and rub my back in these moments but 1. I don't want anyone to touch me and#2. I feel like I don't deserve to be touched because it's an inconvenience to others#anyway enough about me. I am now projecting in these characters#I hate drawing their faces so much#gravity falls#stanford pines#ford pines#young stanford pines#stan pines#stanley pines#young stan pines#art#fanart#traditional art#comic#long post#watercolor#forgot to mention but I can't take a shower when the sun is still up except if I was swimming in a pool/sea. no specific reason I just can'#projecting to Ford because Stan would never feel like that :/ oh well#is this cringe? maybe. probably. do I care? no. not really#I'm self diagnosing myself with 'definitely something wrong but not further specified' because this can't be normal#btw sorry if this is disappointing. I tried my best (the first part is pretty neat imo)#wonder if anyone is gonna read all of these tags#is this the worst thing you've seen yet?#teen stan#teen ford
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“embrace switching!!” what if i don’t want to. bottom!dean feels ooc (to me) no matter how hard the enjoyers of this dynamic try to prove otherwise
#btw since when finding certain dynamics ooc is considered rude lol#also bottom!dean is aesthetically unpleasing to me why should i force myself to “embrace” this dynamic#not to mention that 90% of content is bottom!dean anyway#and i hope this doesn’t come off as rude but#you really shouldn’t complain about someone not accepting this dynamic and wanting more bottom!sam content#you have plenty of content to enjoy unlike those who prefer bottom!sam#also it’s a bit funny how when i just joined the fandom everyone was only talking about bottom!dean#and for some reason no one even mentioned switching (i genuinely wonder why)#sam winchester#wincest#samdean#spn
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Here's a v quick vague rushed half assed TWSB propaganda post
TWSB is a romance novel isekai subversion story. You know, the escapist genre that there r 2353533535 kr webtoons/novels for... i got reincarnated in my fav romance novel as the villainess yadayada THAT genre. but a twist on it!!!
TWSB is for fujoshi/fudanshi/fujin who would rather ship the 2 male love interests in a romance than have a love triangle with the female lead... TWSB is also for poly/throuple/trio enjoyers (whether platonic or not ur choice). And old women yuri enjoyers. And people who enjoy novel isekai subversions like orv and surviving romance (and SVSS? i havent read but ive heard comparisons)... /ppl who think novel isekai premises Could be interesting but find so many of them boring cliche or wasted potential... and people who like fun worldbuilding... or ppl who r interested in the premise "typical shoujo romance novel plot gets derailed and ends up accidentally becoming a non-romance action fantasy which is also highkey extremely gay"..... *dangling a chocolate croissant in front of u* ooooh u want to read twsb so bad wooooo is it worki
(EDIT: oh to be clear im recommending the novel btw!! webtoon is cute but the novel is where u get the full experience 🛐 idc which one u start w but pls read the novel... hehe)
#i made an entire twsb rec post without even mentioning yeseo at all sknfjsdj#or cedric or christelle#twsb#btw dont get mad at me for this post (for reasons idk) im being /LH here#*spongebob get hit w a piano and live pose* IM /LH!!!!#anyway back to drawing twsb fanart and brainrotting and hopefully drawing ppl in organically#when the third wheel strikes back#서브 남주가 파업하면 생기는 일#talk tag#sidenote ive still only read up to ch 92 as of this post fkfbd#oh also forgot to ment#TWSB stands for When the Third Wheel Strikes Back (서브 남주가 파업하면 생기는 일 lit: what happens when the 2nd male lead goes on strike in kr)...#even the title sounds unserious as hell😭😭 youd never expect it to actually be Deep...#twsb rly is the def of taking like a funny gag concept#and really goes ALL the way w it#so so so much love and respect to the author... sookym-nim...🛐#recommendation#rec post#webtoon recommendation#novel recommendation#edit: to be clear im recommending the NOVEL tho!!! webtoon is cute but novel gives u the full twsb experience
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How about Webgott + love letters, for Valentine's day :)
greetings!! i stared at this prompt for Forever, and was trying to write it in an Organic and Normal way. and it turns out that the Organic and Normal way for me to write this was modern exes webgott. so although i’m sure it wasn’t exactly what you were thinking, i hope you enjoy <3
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Sun, Feb 4, 9:38AM
From: [email protected]
Subject: Books
Web -
You forgot your collection at my house. It’s all Dostoevsky, which I knew you did on purpose, idiot. You know I can’t stand that fucker, and you took all of the Vonnegut with you.
Come back and get your books before I burn them all.
- Joe
//
Sun, Feb 4, 2:19PM
From: [email protected]
Re: Books
Joe -
You have my phone number. Just text me. What if I don’t have time to check my email?
I’ll pick up my books at 6.
- David
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Sun, Feb 4, 6:01PM
From: [email protected]
Re: Books
Web -
You always check your email. At least five times a day. Don’t lie to me. And I don’t want to have to compete with your goddamn spam texts, I know you forget to delete them.
P.S. You’re late.
- Joe
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Fri, Feb 9, 3:06AM
From: [email protected]
Subject: Journal
I can’t find my journal. The one from August to November? Can you see it at your place? I need it.
//
Fri, Feb 9, 3:41AM
From: [email protected]
Re: Journal
It was in your nightstand. You didn’t think to clear that out?
Go to sleep. It’s ass in the morning.
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Fri, Feb 9, 4:13AM
From: [email protected]
Re: Journal
Can I come by and pick it up before Public Speaking? And you’re the one that responded.
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Fri, Feb 9, 4:39AM
From: [email protected]
Re: Journal
Public Speaking starts at 10, I’m at work by 6. You know where the key is.
You’re the one that emailed in the first place. I can’t believe you didn’t just text.
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Fri, Feb 9, 5:01AM
From: [email protected]
Re: Journal
You’re so old I thought a text would confuse you.
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Mon, Feb 12, 9:03AM
From: [email protected]
Subject: Journalist
Why did I just get called by a guy about a sports journal? The fuck are you up to?
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Mon, Feb 12, 12:41PM
From: [email protected]
Re: Journalist
Don’t worry about it.
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Mon, Feb 12, 12:52PM
From: [email protected]
Re: Journalist
Web, he has my contact info. If you get crazy-insane murdered so do I. Did you do something?
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Mon, Feb 12, 1:13PM
From: [email protected]
Re: Journalist
Don’t be a doomsday planner. He’s not a murderer. I just went out with him one time. It didn’t end great.
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CALL FROM: JOE (DON’T)
February 12, 1:27PM
“Yeah?”
“What the hell did you do?”
“What — Jesus, Joe, is this about the guy? It’s fine—”
“Yeah, see, that doesn’t exactly instill me with confidence that you didn’t do something stupid—”
“I already told you, I just went out with him. To dinner.”
“When?”
“I… I don’t have to tell you that.”
“Yes, the fuck you do, because if—”
“Oh, what, you expect me to say I went on a fucking date with him when we were still together? Get over yourself, Joe, it was five days ago—”
“I didn’t say that! I did not say that—”
“And why the hell do you care, anyways? We broke up in December, okay—”
“Jesus, that was only two months ago—”
“It was three, and that’s plenty of time—”
“I’m just saying, you won’t catch me going out with—”
“Because no one can stand your crotchety ass—”
“Oh, but they can stand yours?”
“I — Jesus fuck. I’m hanging up. He only called you because he saw your name and thought it was a different Joe. I’ve gotta get to class. I’ll see you—”
“Wait, wait, Web—”
“I’m not even going out with him again, I just was thinking about the fourteenth. I’ll see you around, okay?”
“David — fuck.”
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Mon, Feb 12, 6:34PM
From: [email protected]
Re: Journalist
I shouldn’t have pushed that far. That’s my bad.
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Wed, Feb 14, 5:28PM
From: [email protected]
Subject: (no subject)
Can you come pick me up?
//
Wed, Feb 14, 5:37PM
From: [email protected]
Re: (no subject)
Are you okay? Are you hurt?
Where are you?
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Wed, Feb 14, 5:31PM
From: [email protected]
Re: (no subject)
Outside of Delancey’s bar.
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Wed, Feb 14, 5:32PM
From: [email protected]
Re: (no subject)
Please don’t call me.
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(DRAFTED EMAIL - UNSENT)
Wed, Feb 14, 5:33PM
From: [email protected]
Re: (no subject)
I couldn’t stand to hear your voice right now.
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Wed, Feb 14, 5:42PM
From: [email protected]
Re: (no subject)
I’m on my way. Stay where you are.
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Sat, Mar 23, 1:18AM
From: [email protected]
Subject: (no subject)
I miss you, I think.
//
Sat, Mar 23, 1:23AM
From: [email protected]
Re: (no subject)
Finally giving in to just emailing, huh?
Go to sleep, kid.
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Sat, Mar 23, 1:29AM
From: [email protected]
Re: (no subject)
I understand it, now.
It’s less personal.
You have to think more about what you say.
And you’re not asleep, either.
Thank you for picking me up last month.
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Sat, Mar 23, 1:53AM
From: [email protected]
Re: (no subject)
I thought you wanted a clean break, after that. That’s what you said at the bar.
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Sat, Mar 23, 2:02AM
From: [email protected]
Re: (no subject)
I think that once your ex picks your shitfaced ass up from a bar because he got an email, there’s no such thing as a clean break.
I think I’m just delusional.
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Sat, Mar 23, 2:10AM
From: [email protected]
Re: (no subject)
Well, I never said you weren’t.
But it seemed like we might have made it, in this go around. It’s been almost a month since we last talked.
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Sat, Mar 23, 2:18AM
From: [email protected]
Re: (no subject)
Well, in the words of one of the best movies of all time: I just can’t quit you.
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Sat, Mar 23, 2:32AM
From: [email protected]
Re: (no subject)
Eugh.
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CALL FROM: WEB
April 6, 8:52PM
“You know, he almost broke his nose here.”
“Yeah, I do know, Web, ‘cause everyone knows that. There’s not an American alive that doesn’t know that.”
“Mm. I like this scene.”
“What, the making out? Or did the TV’s go outta sync again?”
“No, the making out. Both do a good job at the… the emotion. The desperation, I guess.”
“Mm.”
“Are you eating something? I hear chewing.”
“What are you, a cop? Can a man not eat a toblerone while watching a movie?”
“No, you can, it’s just — you’re chewing right into the receiver, Joe, it’s gross—”
“Alright, alright, I’ll put it down. See? No more chewing. Enjoy your gay cowboy movie.”
“If I recall correctly, you’re also watching the gay cowboy movie.”
“Only because it was on! And I would’ve turned it off if you didn’t call me.”
“If I didn’t — you called me!”
“Yeah, yeah, believe what you wanna believe.”
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Thur, April 18, 11:27PM
From: [email protected]
Subject: (no subject)
I think we’re better as friends.
//
Thur, April 18, 12:09PM
From: [email protected]
Re: (no subject)
What makes you say that?
//
Thur, April 18, 12:31PM
From: [email protected]
Re: (no subject)
It’s just.
I can’t be the only one that thinks that we get along about a thousand times better now then we did for the entire time we dated. I mean, you would have NEVER watched a Wes Anderson film with me if we were still together.
And we talk way more too, I think. Because of the emails, maybe.
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Thur, April 18, 12:54PM
From: [email protected]
Re: (no subject)
Well, first off, the reason we talk way more is because of the emails. Because you don’t delete those spam texts and have no filter and are therefore near impossible to reach.
Second off, we still get along terribly, fuck you.
But I can understand parts of that. We’re still seeing each other just as much as when we were together, I’d say. Now you’re just half an hour away, though. Much shorter distance.
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Thur, April 18, 1:08PM
From: [email protected]
Re: (no subject)
Do you think we’d still be together? If we hadn’t been long distance for so long?
And I’m just saying. You never would have agreed with me on any of this if we’d still been doing the whole dog and pony show. You just don’t have the bone in your head that says to be nice to people.
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Thur, April 18, 1:19PM
From: [email protected]
Re: (no subject)
I disagree with you on everything just on principle.
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Fri, May 3, 7:12PM
From: [email protected]
Subject: The New Deal
I want to propose something.
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Fri, May 3, 7:39PM
From: [email protected]
Re: The New Deal
You get five sentences.
//
Fri, May 3, 7:57PM
From: [email protected]
Re: The New Deal
If neither of us is married by forty, we marry each other.
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Fri, May 3, 9:02PM
From: [email protected]
Re: The New Deal
That is the most stereotypical bullshit I’ve ever heard in my entire life.
And I’ll be forty in five years, you’ve got a while. How in the hell does that even work?
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Fri, May 3, 9:23PM
From: [email protected]
Re: The New Deal
It works in normal marriage ways, idiot.
And that’s why I was thinking about it, anyways. You’re 40 in 5 years, I’m 40 in 12 years, we just split the difference and get married in 7 years. Avoid a lot of hassle.
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Fri, May 3, 9:44PM
From: [email protected]
Re: The New Deal
When you say you were thinking about it, it makes you sound like this is a pity marriage thing. Which is weird, by the way. I don’t think that’s how it works, anyways. That’s more of a heterosexual friends who are scared they’ll die alone sort of deal. Real platonic like.
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Fri, May 3, 10:01PM
From: [email protected]
Re: The New Deal
This isn’t a pity marriage thing! I just think that it’s something to consider. Unless one of us gets hitched in the next 7 years, it doesn’t seem like a half bad plan.
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Fri, May 3, 10:19PM
From: [email protected]
Re: The New Deal
Oh, I have plenty of issues with this plan.
But fine. We’ll get pity-married in 7 years. You’ll be a child bride.
//
Fri, May 3, 10:34PM
From: [email protected]
Re: The New Deal
I’ll be 33, dickhead.
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CALL FROM: JOE
May 19, 9:54AM
“The German dog tags are a nice touch.”
“Mm. ‘s an interesting movie. I like this part, though. It’s incredibly violent.”
“Yeah, I figured. I dragged this fucking DVD across the country and rented a DVD player from the hotel to sync this movie with you, and get such wonderful comments as I like that it’s violent.”
“Well, I do! Nothing much to add there, really. D’you have anything smart to say, jackass?”
“You’re chewing into the receiver again. And not at this particular scene, though. I just like Eli Roth in this movie.”
“Hm. Figures. Want me to start bashing people's heads in with a bat? I could be the Bear Jew.”
“No one could be the Bear Jew. I’m sorry to tell you this. You don’t have the flair. Or the height.”
“Oh, go straight for the jugular, why don’t you—”
“It’s true! You’re chewing, again.”
“How’s everything going?”
“Ugh. Fine. I hate these fucking tours.”
“I know. That’s why I delight in them so much.”
“I hate you.”
“Yeah, yeah. Do you still want me to pick you up from the airport?”
“...yeah. I can’t get anyone else to do it.”
“Don’t worry. I’ll spare you the humiliation of having to be picked up by your ex. I’ll wear a hat and sunglasses. Send me the information.”
“Oh, yack it up, asshole. And I’ll email you.”
“Fine. Remember to make sure it has a fucking subject, I hate it when you do that.”
“Shut up. I’m trying to watch this.”
“Mm. But you’ll still email me?”
“Yeah, yeah. I’ll still email you, Lieb.”
#rie writes#making up email handles took years off my life btw. legit nearly killed me#also i know this is Off and i'm sorry!! hope ya... like?#for some reason with this i was like hmmmmmm. i have Never written words in my life#anyways. this is queued which doesn't really matter but seems important to mention#band of brothers#webgott#david webster#joe liebgott#hbo war
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grrr cross whump… grrrr making him suffer… grrrr giving him extreme amounts of injury and blood soaking his bones… grrr…
#whump#cross sans whump#cross whump#block those tags if you don’t want to hear me talk about cross abuse!!!!#how much whump is too much whump#it’s not sexual. or suggestive. but like when does it teeter into ‘oh that’s not!’ territory. I don’t want to cross that line#haha get it. cross#anyway when is the line drawn chat#dehumanization conditioning coding humiliation (not in the sexy way)#ive been there written that#not piss btw??#anyway#how much gore is too much gore#when does it become cancel worthy#like i wrote disembowlment#and near-decapitation once#and severed limbs and teeth injury (i don’t like the latter. not my thing)#cw whump#cw gore#mention!#cw violence#cw character abuse#is there liek? a line to be drawn?#tortues is so iffy to write. Like yeah it’s torture it’s bad and it’s angst for a reason#but when does it seem like the author is kind of fucked up and needs help#cuz i dont! literally the only reason i write whump is because i love psychology and like descriptors#and there’s not many descriptors to casual scenes#because not a lot is going on#like yall wouldn’t cancel the saw movies or anyone who watched them. But you get real weird when someone makes horror content#i dont. get off to it?? people assume that a lot for some reason. no i don’t like gore that way i just think it’s cool. i dunno
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ok soooo im like 5 episodes into dear brother and i need you guys to know how much i love rei so far if only for her staggering around like a rain-soaked stray dog just haggard and unseeing all the time. like we know very little about her thus far except that every scene she's in she steals the show by flopping and wilting all over the frame
#just like me fr perhaps#dear brother#oniisama e#idk what it is but shes so intriguing. mysterious shit-untogether lady#also i love everyone's beef so far like im completely hooked on the drama as camp as it usually is#like went OHH SHIT the second i found out the big three were on bad terms like ouhhh theyre fightinggg#and minako is profoundly real. the video essay that convinced me to watch this mentioned her encapsulation of quote#'every bpd feeling ive ever had' and as an outsider that seems right#school full of girls to study under a magnifying glass like bugs. girlbugs#this is an era of shojo im not very familiar with (ok ig all eras are like that but my knowledge of 70s shojo is like.#ok rose of vsailles over here and that tennis thing's over there and uh. yeah thats it)#and yeah ik the anime's from the 90s but it appears. to me. pretty married to more 70s aesthetics at least#ANYWAY kaoru ily we need a butch failgirl to shout these girls into line and shes balling too btw no way#and minako ily you're extremely real and a scene stealer and i need you to beat more girls up#nanoko im leering over your shoulder like a little shoulder devil bc i want you to be worse and im suspecting you're getting there#oh i forgot to say this part but i keep comparing it to utena#no one ive seen brings up db in their utena analyses as an influence so i have to wonder if 1) this is just more obscure#(if only for the western video essayists im watching) or 2) they share other common ancestry im not familiar with#once again i gotta watch rose of vrsailles for brserk reasons but also now bc of this#she's important she's influential etc etc#anyway yeah excited to get back to the mentally ill girl variety hour ✌️✌️#asuka rei#<- I FORGOT TO TAG IT WITH HER 😫😫😫
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DISCLAIMER: i have my own opinions but mainly i just enjoy stirring up chaos. Tell me in the tags what you all think!!✨
Reblog for sample size etc etc you know it
ps. Yeah thats not a walrus emoji but its the closest i had cmooon cut me some slack guys
pps. bts as in BEHIND THE SCENES dont come @ me talking about BTS the group yall (<-actual mistake i have done. multiple times. yay.)
#polls#ao3#fanfiction#fic#word count#how do i tag thissssss i dont want to tag specific fandoms ahhhhhhhhh#uhmmmmm maybe ill do it anyways ho ho here i go#hp#naruto#mdzs#tgcf#bnha#atla#orv#tbf im tagging orv just cause i think itd be funny to get into a fandom war with kdj over ways of survival lol#hmmmm now that ive thought that i gotta tag alsp#svsss#for the same reason tbh#pidw fanboy shen yuan ftw#oooooooh you know what#lotr#asoiaf#yeah that tracks#i think thats it#cant think of other fandoms with that many super duper long fics that im also into lol#btw i may have not mentioned it until now but i just know that stwwx is with us in spirit. if not in tags. akhsksjsls#if you have no idea what stwwx is well. good for you. you dodged a bullet there lol.#cql#for real tho has anyone ever counted cql as separate from mdzs in the history of ever lol#the art of making polls to poll
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folks who agree that infantilizing autistic/autistic-coded characters is bad and then go ahead and call that character their "child" or headcanon that a close friend of the character is like a parental figure to them
do you. do you see what you're doing there like
#friend of mine headcanoning mach and pilby having like a parental and kid relationship really icks me for some reason and i feel a little#bad but like. do you hear yourself#''infantilizing autistic characters is bad!! don't do that!!! anyway i headcanon this adult autistic character has a child/parent relation-#ship with their close friend!''#do you hear yourself im sorry#the friend i mentioned btw if you see this i promise im not mad or anything it's just very. offputting to say the least!#miles posts#regretevator#autism#autistic
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my sister is telling my dad the story of last night and they are hard core both sidesing it. "well, you know, she doesn't take apologies well..." 1. that's her fucking problem not mine. 2. that doesn't have any fucking bearing on the two and a half hours straight of transphobic talk. 3. not taking an apology well is one thing, telling someone they're "lucky" you're not assaulting them when they say they're sorry for being a bit rude is actually a totally different thing LOL!
#jack facts#as far as i heard sister didn't even actually mention that part lmao#all ''jack got upset and raised his voice so i changed the subject'' and ''he tried to apologize'' and ''she didn't take that well''#by jove! it's press release ready!#and btw i didn't ''try'' to do shit#i said. word for word. ''i'm sorry for raising my voice.''#i fucking did my part thank you very fucking much#and then they went on with ''i know jack tries... but she tries too!''#girl. misgendering me at every opportunity threatening to hit me calling me an abuser#and constantly telling me i'm mean and rude and ungrateful and lazy and everyone who ever left me had a good reason#and belittling all my beliefs and cultural traditions and style and general way of life to my face and etc etc etc etc etc#AIN'T TRYING SHIT!!!!!!!#meanwhile i'm avoiding certain topics i'm making sure to i-phrase all my opinions i don't say anything if i don't have anything nice to say#i don't interrupt her i don't insult her i don't start arguments i ask for clarification or seek a translator/mediator#when i think i've misunderstood her i try to be courteous and remember to leave space for her i don't cross any boundaries i know about#i always say hello and goodbye and please and thank you and i'm sorry and ask about her life and congratulate or commiserate as fits#but here we are. both sidesing. because i'm Rude (don't mask) and Stubborn (not a doormat) and Aggressive (honest about my feelings).#anyway!!!!! whatever
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social anxiety can be so funny sometimes because i’ll be talking to someone and they’ll go offline for whatever reason and i’m always like ‘oh no did I say too much’ when I said probably one of the most average things i’ve ever said to that person
#me n my irls sharing Way too much and then i’ll go ‘omg that’s so cool’ and worry if i’m too forward#the irony is that I keep forgetting i’m having a conversation and accidentally leave the conversation for like half an hour and come back#way later for another unrelated reason and only then will I remember#i’m a huge hypocrite and I am aware of this#regardless#wren wrambles#social anxiety#does this count as a vent#I don’t think so cause i’m mostly just laughing at myself here HKFHD#this is queued btw#I do have a tag for that but a single q amongst all these tags would probably look accidental so I thought i’d mention it#q#see that looks like I misclicked#anyway
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seems like so far the #1 enemy of the bg3 modding community has been... *checks note* age. just like... any signs of age whatsoever.
#bg3#bg3 mods#fandom critical(?)#modder critical#when i started seeing these i tried to give people the benefit of the doubt#because i remember when i was in my late teens and early 20s the concept of being past my 30s/40s/etc felt so far away#and therefore people in those other age ranges seemed to exist in a different world from mine with different life experiences#and back then i would have created ocs that felt and looked as young as i was#and maybe would have felt uneasy romancing a character who seemed to have a large age gap with my oc since that's not my personal preferenc#and maybe SOME of the modders doing this are young and have similar reasons?#so i Sorta. Kinda. understand that thought process.#but i'm skeptical and would bet most of them are actually just adults who cannot handle age. period.#not to mention we're at the point where mods try to de-age npcs for no reason or straight-up ''''yassify'''' companions#or deprive them of their unique physical traits#and that's just. so frustrating and borderline gross.#let the characters in this game exist as they are. they have LIVED and they look like it!!!! that is good and their world is richer for it!#btw i'm talking about age and cosmetic changes exclusively. i'm not even including the racist whitewashing mods in this discussion because#those can go fuck themselves and i hope it goes without saying they deserve no benefit of the doubt. like zero#anyway. rant over for now#auri rambles
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thinking about fallout 4 against my will
#random thoughts#fallout#unfortunately nora compels me#the fact the 'hi honey!' tape specifically mentions her 'shaking the dust off' her law degree is interesting#like she gave up her job to stay at home with her husband and kid. why?#like that's a whole year. at LEAST.#love the idea of nate pressuring her into it <3 maternity leave turns into 'isnt it so nice being with sean around the clock?'#'too bad you won't have this quality time when you return to work'#turns into 'you can always return to work if you feel like it but we DO have a lot saved up . . .'#and it's like. okay so fallout 4 would be so much better if it were set in the 1960s. literally no reason it shouldnt be#yknow beyond complying with lore which. it isnt that faithful to in the first place#i just think it's weird the game is like 'here's the FUTURE' and then it's like 'here's the FUTURE FUTURE'#anyway make it the 1960s. give me time-appropriate fucked up family dynamics#and nora's a laywer and a feminist who promised herself she'd never compromise her career for a man#and nate seemed so NICE and like he understood until uh oh. frog in a slow cooker#and he makes everything seem like it's her idea until she's barefoot in the kitchen with a screaming baby on her hip and burnt food in a pan#and she doesn't even realize she's trapped until it's too late. isolated from friends and family#idk ill do more research later to make it more time-accurate (ESPECIALLY interested in second-wave feminism)#anyway i think she cheats. with a door-to-door salesman selling places in the bomb shelters#(honestly probably the only adult social interaction she's had in weeks beyond her husband)#i like to think at some point she had a bit of a car accident due to the stress so nate took her keys#probably just a minor fender bender he blew out of proportion but she believes it because oh god what if she hurt sean#her feelings toward sean are complicated. i dont think she quite loves him which she feels guilty about so she overcompensates#with trying to keep him as safe as possible and she feels like he KNOWS and HATES her#(honestly when the bombs drop everything happens so quickly and when she's in the future and registers sean's gone she feels. so relieved)#(followed by heavy shame)#nate sabotaged her birth control btw. love evil 1960s patriarchs#never outright stated but heavily implied!#anyway nora in the future (while she felt very progressive for her time) feels very out of place#like her ideals have no place. like she has no place
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writing some of eve's relationship with her dad. did you guys know it was this bad
#writeblr#original writing#writers on tumblr#dark fantasy#she writes#terras town#eve#also yeah eve's deadname of sorts is maria. btw. also double yeah shes about 14 at the time of this drabble#dominic evangelos was a fucking creep! more specifically a 'im grooming my young daughter into an image of the mother that died in her#childbirth' kind of creep! new kind of creep dropped#so there was that. and eve still has a lot of weird potentially unhealthy feelings about that. shes getting better though this is#her at her worst#anyway i need to edit this to be less on the mark from eves pov but the concept still stands and its been literal months since i last poste#so.. 📫. hi!#tw incest mention#tw grooming#tw child abuse#tw sa mention#<- doesnt actually happen due to murder reasons but covering it just in case#unsure if i should throw in my taglist for this one it feels a little heavy. ponders
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Psychonauts dream.. Compton was there and hanging out with Ford :]
#duck speaks#they were going through a brain that was elementary school themed (like an elementary school but if it were weird mostly)#Otto and Bob had apparently already went in but they got lost or something so they went to find them and get them out#Helmut and Lucy and Cassie were sitting this one out I think. having fun elsewhere#a lot of the dream was like. going through a the halls and looking in the rooms (while also trying not to distract the kids)#or sometimes when you went in a room it would teleport you into a seat and you'd have to answer the questions correctly to get out#if you did something wrong it would restart I think#in one of the rooms though there was a flower pot with like.#a toy flower that had been grown really tall and large so that it could reach an open ceiling panel#oh I forgot to mention that this brain would make you small. shrunk#also for some reason Compton was leading this and Ford was following and doing what he said ?#he was kinda nervous and seemed like mostly he was winging it but Ford trusted him#anyways.#they figured that probably Bob grew that plant. which means him and Otto probably went up there#when they got into the ceiling it switched to be like. a neighbor and bus drop off ?#and they were in the bus but there was no driver. Ford took the driver's place and Compton would tell him which way to go#they drove around and helped kids (one of them brought their dog on the bus and it ran out the door and Compton had to go get it back)#but Bob and Otto weren't anywhere to be seen#I think they saw another plant somewhere but I woke up before they could check it out#I hope they found them wherever that one wouldn't taken them#psychonauts#<- forgot that#this is just what my dreams are like btw#they're beautiful and vivid and colorful and they always tell me some kind of story :]#and characters love to be in them also
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Okay I only quickly skimmed through the issues, so please tell me if I missed anything, but what exactly was the point of TD:R again? Like nothing significant whatsoever have happened in it and aside from Tim now living in a boat in Gotham Marina (which I wouldn’t be surprised if it was forgotten about by the very next writer) I don’t think anything introduced in this comic is going to be brought up again?
I’m just saying this because Williamson revealed that Damian finally returning to Gotham in B&R 2023 was always planed to happen before his solo was canceled, so now I’m wondering why exactly did DC think it was super important to squeeze a short Robin solo for Tim during that 10 months gap between Robin 2021 and B&R 2023 where Damian didn’t have anything going on? It honestly came off as DC just wanting to capitalize on Tim’s popularity post-coming out (ironically it ended up being the lowest selling Bat-book and reaching No.198 on DC’s top 200 best selling books)
Now I could understand it if it was a “farewell” comic about Tim FINALLY leaving the Robin role behind for good and getting a brand new superhero identity, which as all of you know by now, literally didn’t happen (even though Fitzmartin teased that idea over and over and over......and over again). TD:R was just a regular boring Bat-related comic with nothing special about it, so why exactly did it need to happen? For me it just feels like DC is trying to play with the concept of having Tim and Damian “taking shifts” when it comes to being Robin, so whenever Damian doesn’t have any books out, then they need to immediately give Tim some Robin stories that will go on until the next time Damian is going to receive a new comic.
#btw I also know that exploring Bernard and Tim relationship was something this book tried to do#which is nice don't get me wrong#but the few scattered moments they had could have happened anywhere#not to mention Bernard is just a supporting character and Tim is the protagonist#so exploring Bernard's character shouldn't be enough reason to give TIM a solo#anyways I really hope this is going to be the last Robin solo this grown ass man would ever receive#let the future generation of children be Robin in peace#plz you already had a Robin solo that went on for 20 years straight#you don't need anymore....#anti tim
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