#anyways. back to crying BYE
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reminding his ass its PRIDE this month
[MARVEL Voices: Pride #1 (2021) - 'Early Thaw']
#snap chats#time to re read this whole thing and cry !!!! FUCK#whats so funny is that while i was at the doctor today some geezer was freaking out about some questions#yk. the ‘preferred pronouns’ and ‘sexual orientation’ questions. really easy stuff.#whatever. he can be a weirdo all he wants. my main concern rn is the fact my mom almost (accidentally) killed me. again.#she made us grilled cheeses but I Guess she always puts peanut butter on one side#she made me a new one so its ok… crimes forgiven today i suppose…#SEE I THOUGHT IT SMELLED WEIRD BUT I STILL TOOK A BITE and now my mouth is swollen and itchy. great.#‘cheese’ is a geneous addition she always puts like one (1) slice. time to make another and put fifty#anyway i also forgot this is the issue where karma has her filipino girlfriend… SUPER epic….#the like… one of five filipino charas in the entirety of marvel SOZJSKS god bless….#i revisit this thing like once every other week and esp after THAT weirdo. time for the first reread of june !!!!! pride month baby….#the most appropriate time to reread this issue actually…#this issue is always so funny its both Very Genuinely Nice and good for my heart#but also fucking… of COURSE this kicks off cause erik was gonna throw missiles at charles’ house 😭😭😭#i promise if bobby and erik talked more mfer wouldve suggested sending missiles to warrens room THATS NOT THE TICKET ERIK#THAT JUST WORKS FOR YOU AND CHARLES#see now im reminded of my other favorite panel where bobbys like#‘geez prof i just cant seem to have any luck with jean :(‘ and charles just. ‘hey… why not go walk around new york a bit….’#so supportive of their boy you love to see it#anyways. back to crying BYE#happy pride everybody…. magneto always on the side of queer rights…
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doodles as i relive my spideyman phase from eighth grade
#first fanart in a while!#i was rewatching the ultimate spiderman cartoon bc it was my entire childhood lol#also this also happened bc i watched deadpool and wolverine and loved it but also came out of it loving spideypool and i feel like ive been#played. somehow#their dynamic is so good and crazy and i started reading the spideypool run and its actually so insane im crying#anyways here i am sorry i forgot about tumblr for a little bit i just forgot to log in ndjfhdjjr#school starts back up again and i am Excited (fear) but hopefully i can still post stuff ehe#have a good day and week! :3#spiderman#peter parker#marvel#ok bye
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Jason as a nibbler, a neck biter, a vampire. Not literally, he doesn't need blood to survive, no, but the way his mouth somehow always finds your neck, always finds a way to catch his teeth on your carotid, you'd think he did.
He comes up behind you so innocently sometimes, his hands ghosting over your hips and his hair tickling your jaw. His beautiful, soft, jet-black hair that is so quickly replaced with sharp nips of his teeth. You pull away, pushing his head back with your hand, and he groans; what did I do, his eyes say when he lifts his head to look at you. "You're biting me." you point to the teeth marks on your neck, indents a little deeper where his canines were. "I'm loving you."
You patiently wait for the day he gets carried away and accidentally draws blood, the day when the permissiveness of your flesh gives way to this indulgent behavior of his. He'll nose at the tiny droplets of blood collecting around the puncture wounds, licking and laving as a pool of iron collects on his tongue. Pulling away, looking like a wolf who's just devoured its prey, with blood smeared on the tip of his nose and his pupils blown wide.
He'd tasted blood before when he'd punched too hard, when he'd been punched too hard; the taste was always bitter in his mouth, too metallic, and always lingering long after he'd washed it away with water, but not yours. No, yours was welcome, just as bitter and metallic but also sweet? Comforting? Welcome? Yes, welcome. He'd welcomed you into his life a multitude of times, made room for you in places he'd previously thought to be too cramped. In his home, in his mind, in his heart, but the one place he could never figure out how to integrate you was his body.
Of course, he'd had sex with you, let you touch him in ways he had never been touched before, seen him at his most vulnerable, but it would never be the same for him as it was for you. You could never be inside of him the way he was inside of you. He thought he'd never know how it felt to walk around with ghosts of you inside of him the way you did when he came too deep or stretched you out too much. He thought he'd never know what it felt like to carry a part of his lover around with him outside of a material object. Now, he knew otherwise; he knew there was an alternative—a painful, bloody alternative—but an alternative nonetheless.
#cw blood#guys guys guys i don't#have a blood kink#i really need to say that *crying*#i'll probably never expand on this#anyway this is just a little experiment#not entirely sure it's any good bc hello#brain fried#(just finished 4 assignments)#back to back#anyway !!! bye#jason todd#jason todd x reader#jason todd x you#jason todd smut#jason todd imagine#red hood x reader#red hood x you#red hood smut#red hood imagine#jason todd lover
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a wizard and her kitten 🔮
#my arts#baldurs gate#baldur's gate 3#baldurs gate 3#baldur's gate#bg3#tara the tressym#tara dekarios#gale of waterdeep#gale dekarios#gale bg3#tara bg3#baldurs gate gale#baldur's gate gale#baldurs gate tara#baldur's gate tara#bg3 gale#bg3 tara#the wizard of waterdeep#i hate tagging things so much like girl IDK i hope this email finds u well or whatever T_T#anyway. been thinking about tara lately and getting very emotional about “my little love” in particular#i finally finished my first playthrough (durge) and was like “i should try an origin now :)” so i picked gale and WEEP I LOVE YOU TARA#WHY COULDNT SHE BE THERE FOR COMPANION GALE?? BE SO FR LARIAN. MY ANGEL MY BABY MY AUNTIE <333#they love each other sm. theyve known each other for years. theyre friends theyre siblings theyre owner/pet theyre parent/child UGHHH#screaming crying throwing up etc#also this was referenced off a stock photo i found on pinterest#which after some digging i found was called “elegant lady holding cat” on a site called dreamstime. so. there u go ig#(ps i havent posted my cole/spite pic bc Anatomy Hard and there are no good ref pics of close quarters knife fights. sigh)#(not that anyone cared probably but. yknow :P)#so yeah for now im gonna go back to being devastated by tara and gale. bye <3
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#miltank#no‚ it's not milktank..!#this is a pog angle but i don't have a tag for those#eh! maybe there could be one:#pog#anyway. when i beat whitney in hgss i didn't know she was crying and completely forgot i needed the badge#i saw the wwWWAAAAAAHHHH and assumed she was just surprised that i won#and i just tried to leave. didn't even bother talking to her again. i just Accepted it#like. damn. guess i won. bye#the bitch at the entrance had to tell me to go back and get the badge. which was silly
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DO NOT READ THIS IF YOU DON’T WANT TO READ LIFE IS STRANGE DOUBLE EXPOSURE SPOILERS STOP READING THIS JUST SCROLL DO NOT READ THIS CMON YOU KNOW YOU WANT TO PLAY THE GAME AND FIND OUT WHAT HAPPENS ON YOUR OWN SCROLL RIGHT NOW
so um. i am NOT buying this game. from the little i saw i can already tell how much of an out-of-character cash grab it is. also, pricefield broke up. i am SO done with this shit. they really should’ve left Max and Chloe’s story (because it’s THEIR story dude this whole thing is so dumb) alone. this is not respecting both endings. r.i.p. Chloe Price you would’ve hated this
#life is strange#lis#life is strange double exposure spoilers#lis de spoilers#lis double exposure spoilers#life is strange de spoilers#double exposure spoilers#chloe price#max caulfield#pricefield#still hoping something magically happens that makes up for it all#but it is way too late for that i fear#positive side of things : I AM SAVING MY MONEY AND BUYING LOST RECORDS INSTEAD EVERYBODY SAYS HOORAY#“my powers might not last” “that’s okay we will forever”#“don’t look so sad i’m never leaving you”#OH YEAH GUESS THAT WAS CASUAL#also Max feels so un-Max#LIKE 2013 MAX CAULFIELD COME BACK THE KIDS MISS YOU#anyway gonna cry myself to sleep now that i know love isn’t real. bye.#☹️☹️☹️
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“Come home to me.”
-Afterlife, Chapter 29
I have felt no emotions what so ever about the recent chapters of Afterlife. Nope! None at all. No emotions here. *hides behind pile of tear-stained tissues*
Go Read Afterlife. You won't regret it. Top shelf angst.
Close up and Chapter 30 Variation (Major Spoiler!) under the cut
#so this has been bopping around my head since reading 29#but I still start actually drawing until 30 because I had to do SOMETHING#what the fuck#anyway things I like about this#fan of the lighting as usual#I really like their eyes this time around#I think they're mostly correct#I just realized I forgot astarion's undereye bags but I'm not going back now#astarion's face came out good too I think#I'm not a fan of how gale's body hair came out#but I've never drawn body hair before so I'm gonna deal with it#fun fact: I did shadowheart's scarf after the colors of the nigh orchids#I thought it was a neat little detail#anyway I'm gonna go cry about them bye#bloodweave#gale dekarios#G-413#astarion ancunin#astarion#bg3#afterlife#my art#fan art of fan fic#OH AND I GAVE GALE CAKE I THINK??#idk
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LIGHT IS CONJURING 🤩🤩🥳🥳🫡🫡
#aka i am finally reading a conjuring of Iight BRO i am 20 pages in and already in 10 different levels of distress#this is actually diabolical goddamn#also i just almost read the back but i rly want to read it blind alsjdhdjajfjdksjs#the back is too easy to see tho lol#i kinda wanna stay up for unrelated things like fun news probably around 1-2#but :| i packed all my shit today and went back home and also cried and i got up early and i am tired#so might be needing to be old and retired tn lol#but ill read a lil more maybe#my eyes r also just kinda puffy rn ig :| bc i did end up crying when i said bye to my roommate lol 😭#im SAD and i need to stop thinking abt it 😀 ill think abt it more later to write a message for her bc im better at words in writing#anyway lemme read a lil more lol#jeanne talks
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Marvel Meow (2021), Nao Fuji | Professor X and Magneto
Bonus:
#xmen#xmen comics#cherik#professor x#magneto#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#erik magnus leshnerr#snap scans#i dont scan ever please forgive me for. Everything jvAE:KJ i tried my best to match the purple as how it looks in person#i love the purple used for this whole comic .. its really nice#all the comics have different colors its neat yall should check it out if youre able. its a lovely silly collection#BUT GIRL PLEAAAASSSEE IM CRYING#as a part of my Visiting My Family For The Weekend trip my bro and i went to the store#and i told him about the wolverine cat comic and the whole collection and he found it while we were browsing ....#naturally i got it. because i love the idea of cats being heinous freaks ESPECIALLY to my faves#this all did happen because of a cat. btw. phoenix possessed one while scott and jean were baking a cake#which had everyone trying to catch it. leading to. this. jWLRAKJAWRLKJKJ#this is 1000% has 'we'll be back by 8PM please keep the house clean' vibes i'm sobbing LIKE WHERE ARE THEY RETURNING FROM#also can i just say ... i love it when american comic book characters get the manga treatment#idk i just love it ... i esp love how wolverine's drawn in these comics but. this aint about him#i just wanted to gush about my favorite old people LIKE PLEASE CHARLES IS GOING TO HAVE A STROKE I SEE IT#the fact they still got that goofy lil 'welcome back charles and erik' banner im going to be sick. theyre the whole mansions dads#anyway i have an assignment to do. because my prof hates me Who The Fuck Makes An Assignment due At 12:59AM#bye bye hpoefully ill be back with my own doodles ajvlekjla
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i want to make more oc x canon ships for gw2 but everyone i think of i want to pair with canach
i cannot have a 50 person canach polycule!!!!!!!!!!!
#im torn btwn braham and caithe#but what holds me back mostly is i KNOW i cannot convincingly write as any character other than canach#and even w him im still meh about#and i know i shld let it go and just be free have fun!#but im so scared of ppl reading and being like Ugh youre misrepresenting caithe she doesnt act like that!#cus i might cry or get rly mad and i dont want either emotion !!!#anyways bye
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slight / soft vent utc ?? idk what to call it lol
ajksds the way I still get so nervous rambling about my yumeships & my oc stuff to my friends ?? ( both on tumblr and not ) 😭 Like even though they're the sweetest ever and I know in my heart that they don't mind, a big part of my me is always so worried that I'm being annoying + they're just tolerating my rambling 😭 So I'm always so nervous and self-conscious like— am i talking to much? Am I taking up too much of their time? Did I repeat myself too much? Maybe I'm annoying them, or maybe they're just too nice to tell me that I'm bothering them >< And I usually just end up cutting myself off and shutting myself up bercause I'm scared I'm being a burden lollllll
#𝙎𝙩𝙧𝙖𝙬𝙗𝙚𝙧𝙧𝙮 𝙈𝙞𝙡𝙠.ᐟ.ᐟ⠀₍^. .^₎⟆ ♡#ksadsa just to clarify but this isn't a cry for reassurance or attention btw >< this is just me letting my feelings out akjsndas#Idk I've just been feeling this for a bit ??? It's kinda why I'm shy to interact or talk too much about my ships with other people lol 😭#abdkdj idk if I’m using the term right but lol imposter syndrome ????? maybe ?????? HAHJDKDKKD#posting this when hopefully no one will see HAJKDKKDNDN#ANYWAY#bye bye back to work 🫶
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i despise those who say taco is an abuser and then don't listen to those who try to say their point of view
"im not reading that" go fuck yourself then.
(this is about a certain microphone fan that i will not name but if you know, you know)
(and NOT targeted at any of my moots i will love and cherish you till the end of my days istg)
Fronting: Lollipop ~ She/He | Julius [He/They/Mew]
(lolli is the one who's typing she's uh filled with hatred and anger)
#vent#raichu's clicks ✨#raichu's lovelies 💌#ii#iii#taco#taco ii#literally what an asshole sometimes tacomic haters are literally dumb as fuck#when talking abt tacomic it all comes back to taco#and somehow mic's arc or personality was ruined because she could apologize#and of course you have to whine and cry abt how “omggg im literally grieving rn mic shouldn't forgive her abuser wahh wahh”#literally fuck you#taco is not an abuser you just can't see a mentally ill character unless they come to life and sock you in the face#brian did not say that for “fan service” you dumb dumb#he said that because tacomicers were raving and shit after truth or flare#if he really did fanservice shit he'd say payjay was canon#are you literally dumb#just because you dislike a character doesn't mean the writers of the show are scheming against you when something good happens to said-#character.#you are literally just petty and pathetic and sad#taco isn't an evil could-do-no-good villan#she is an interesting and nuanced character that you cannot seem to comprehend or understand#shakes you by the shoulders#if you read all the tags thx because i fr fr needed to get that off my chest ffs#i won't say the personout right because i don't want them crying to their friends say im plotting their demise or something#but you probably already know if you've ever taken a glimpse at tacomic discourse#jesus chriist. i want to punch a wall#anyway bye#growls + grunts 💥
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omw to school now chat!! 😸
#Mini vent bc im not ok haha:#So i literally cant stop shaking and ws barely able to breathe when i ws getting ready + ws hyperventilating the whole time.#Feel about a split second away from starting to cry again.#Mother left like 5 minutes before the taxi ws meant to get here bc she had to bring cat to the vet.#So she ws js like 'sorry i cant help :[ oh btw you gotta get ur shit together in <5min for school bye' which. Um. Yeah.#So i had about 3 minutes of breakdown time before i had to get my shit together and now i gotta sit through 6 hours of random bs probably w#a bunch of catch up work bc i wasnt in last week when we properly went back. So ive missed like 3 days worth of lessons.#So 6 hours worth of random bs + extra catch up work (besides the fact im also behind in a bunch of shit anyways bc i joined the class late.#& i'll probably have a thousand and one teachers 'checking on' me. All they want to hear is just another fucking lie of me saying im ok bc#Im too much of a fucking burden to not be. Even if i say im not ok the most ill probably fucking get is a shitty cup of tea and 5 minutes t#sit in the hall being gawked at for having the audacity to not be ok.#Spooks isnt in today. My other friend might be? Crimson might be? And Star might be? So idfk.#I dont want to make fake fucking conversation i dont really want to talk ever or do anything.#I dont feel able to exist right now. But i cant not?? So! Hn. Guess its fucking school instead.#Um. Yeah. Sorry?( I guess? Not really.) For this chat.#See you guys later.
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PUNISHER IS OUT ON WEBTOON????????
HELLO?????
YJH THE FINE WOMAN YOU ARE UGH
#gender envy or too gay for my own good who knows#probably both. yeah.#i need to catch up on the webtoon fr ugh. i also wanna reread the novel again uergh. i havent read lhk’s side story yet too uegrhwjqkkxfj#sobbing crying#anyways hi and bye again i just came back to scream this yeah
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I'm going to summer camp!

#we aren't allowed our phones#Ill be back in a few weeks!#I swear If dbda ends up getting cancelled while im gone im gunna cry#bye for now#starfruitsomething#my art#digital art#summer camp#ik no one is gunna really see this bc I dont have too many followers but felt like making this anyway :)#art#summer#into the great outdoors
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GRIEVING AND MOURNING AND GRIEVING AND MOURNING AND GRIEVING AND MOURNING AND
#MARVEL WHEN I CATCH YOU WHEN I CATCH YOU MARVEL#FUCK ENDGAME FUCK INFINITY WAR FUCK ALL OF IT#WHY WAS IT SO WELL MADE . I KNEW ALL THE PIEXES I SAW THEM COMING TOGETHER BEFORE MY EYES AND IT WORKS EXCEPT IT DOESNT#THREE MOVIES. THREE WHOLE MOVIES AND STEVE IS FIGHTING FOR BUCKY AND THEN WHAT DOES HE DO? HE GOES BACK WITH FUCKING PEGGY#SHE DESERVES BETTER . IM SORRY. SO DOES HE HE TOLD EVERYONE ELSE TO MOVE ON BUT HE DIDNT#WHAT A FUCKING HYPOCRITE STEVE ROGERS IM ABOUT TO GIVE YOU A PIECE OF MY MIND#WHY THE FUCK WOULD YOU DO THAT? DONT YOU THINK BUCKY DESERVES A SECOND CHANCE TOO? WHAT ABOUT HIM!#YOU MOTHERFUCKING BITCH PIECE OF SHIT YOU DESERVED TO BE SELFISH YOU EARNED IT BUT NOT LIKE THIS#I WILL NEVER BE OKAY ABOUT THIS.#anyway mcu rewatch over. only select post-infinity saga movies to follow. only the ones that aren’t dogshit.#gonna cry now bye.#🫧🪴
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