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[downtownbetty]

‘Flow’ is a series of yeses coupled with a few, possibly surprising, yet trusted, redirects for good measure & magic 🤎 Mantra: Thank you to the Universe for playing along, conspiring in my favour & having my back.✌🏾🌎🌿 What mantras are you working with these days? 📸 @ishtadevi wearing our 95% cotton/ 5% lycra Athletica Sweet Crop + 95 Bike Shorts #naturalfiberathletics #lessplastic #sweetcrop #95bikeshorts #athletica #cuteset #flowstate (at Kelowna, British Columbia) https://www.instagram.com/p/CnsYowRyWID/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[lenstreet]

pov: ur an it girl ꨄ

[guy60660]

Helsinki Athletica

[fuck-your-proana-blog]

TW: Doing really bad right now-ALL BECAUSE OF ANOREXIA, MY EXERCISE ADDICTION, AND MOST RECENT SUICIDE ATTEMPT!

I'm in so much pain from both my older and newer diagnosed physical conditions I just want to throw in the towel. On top of the full-body pain conditions, I can't enjoy a meal without the torture of my throat trauma from being intubated making me feel like I'm choking and like stuff's constantly stuck in my throat ALL DAY after my first meal. I can't cook a meal or do any chores without my wrist feeling like the hole in my ligament that I needed surgery for (and never got, yet continued to lift weights with for years like an idiot) is brand new, so I need to ice my wrist and back for hours after I cook (even with my husband's help). Also the spinal pain is getting worse and more extensive every damn day; obviously worse when I'm cooking because I'm standing, measuring, grabbing ingredients, etc. Food used to be my favorite thing- sure I starved, but when I ate it was the highlight of my day.. but now there's no more joy from food due to my throat issues and the pain from preparing it. Nothing gives me joy but the quality time my husband and I spend together and my cat- but the good times with my husband are limited because I'm always so miserable and he's sick of doing all the chores, so we argue a lot now.. and my cat is not as cuddly as our other super senior cat that died last year (my cuddle buddy and constant companion😔).

I know I did this to myself, but I didn't mean to. I just focused on getting my "perfect body" to distract myself from my actual life.. I was trying to (for several years literally) run from my sexual trauma/C-PTSD that was very emotional-abuse heavy, with broken family shit, physical and emotional bullying, etc. because I only started facing the fact that this trauma existed in 2010, and with no other way to cope with my sexual revulsion due to the facing of my trauma, exercise helped me feel better and get out frustrations. I was already psychologically disabled, and being denigrated for that by everyone in my family, I felt like I had nothing else to offer the world than what others have often referred to as my "beauty." (Note: I do not now or ever have considered myself beautiful- only others have) Now my stupid, excruciating as well as dumb way to obtain more so-called (and mainstream) "beauty" through overexercising and starvation has made it so I haven't showered for two days despite my OCD SCREAMING at me that I'm not clean, I'm filthy, I'm disgusting, etc., (more trauma-reactions) but due to my many excruciating physical disabilities I can't even get out of my damn recliner to shower more than a few times a week, when I used to shower up to 3 times a day.. and forget restful sleep- I wake up every few hours to change my ice pack and readjust my 6 pillows to help cushion my broken apart bones, lack of cartilage, damaged nerves, osteoarthritis, etc.

It's not worth it. I wish what I tried worked.. my life is only worth living now because if it ended my loved ones would suffer. I am only alive so I don't hurt the people who love me.

YOU CAN AVOID THIS FATE- if you plan on having a long term restrictive ED, and think that it's some "perfect solution" to be skinny forever, you're wrong. So wrong- I spent 13 years wasting my life to get the "perfect body," I was used as thinspo on here, praised for my tiny body, called "body goals," everything the pro anas on here claim to want. But you can only live that life for so long.. with my routine, the length of that particular life was 13 years (and that was pushing it). Now I am suffering more and more each day, with no relief in sight.

I will continue to post these reality checks- sure they're good for my need to vent my frustrations, but if just one person reads this and thinks twice, it has served a purpose beyond my ability to complain into the void of Tumblr.

Get help. You are never "not sick enough"- if you abuse your body in any way with food, exercise, or medication you deserve help.

You do not want this life. I gained all the weight back due to being so unintentionally immobile due to the damage anorexia/overexercising caused; the osteopenia from it definitely helped progress the degeneration of my spine and other bones, as the weight gain was aided by the complete destruction of any metabolism I had.. so now all I have is the triggering memories on Facebook, old pictures shared by family- most of whom do not know how much it hurts to see my sick pictures.. they all knew what was happening, but I've only confessed it to a few- they all make sure to talk about it behind my back though!🤬

Save yourselves from this. Save yourselves from a life much worse in EVERY WAY than not being "the skinniest girl in every room." 🙄

If you have any recovery questions or need help trying to recover, please reach out to me on any of my blogs- you're not alone.❤️

[calciopics]

Born on this day: Hope Solo (30.07.1981)

[miahupdates]

📸 | via Ajeworld . com . au

[no-footprints-in-the-snow]

Thanks for Nothing, GoFundMe

So GoFundMe, made an error, and sent back all the donations I was sent. So now I’m back at square one with zero donations, and have to start all over again. Great. To anyone who donated, I’m sorry, it was GFM’s fault, and they openly admit it in an e-mail. Thanks GoFundMe, for making everything look sketch AF.

[the-chronically-in-pain-yogi]

A typical setup for a vinyasa flow. Props mandatory; cat optional and always welcome.

Did you know that Lululemon makes knee pads for yogis with painful lowbody joints? Yep. They do. While I do not support Lululemon as a company, nor do I appreciate the vast majority of their company values, I am grateful for their knee pads. One of my yoga teachers gave me these while i was in her teacher training and lost the ability to walk or stand without dibilitating pain. These yoga knee pads have opened many doors for me within my accessible yoga flow for pain management, as most of my power poses are now founded in my knees and not my ankles.

For anyone on the lookout for new props and accessibility tools in the yoga community, these knee pads are significantly superior to blankets and pillows under the knees (unless we are doing yin -- that's a horse of a different color).

**Notes: these knee pads are not a full remedy to pain. I will sometimes still have unpleasant sensations in my body during my flows while utilizing these; however, they are a wonderful tool for those looking to work on lowbody joint pain in their yoga. They are a piece of the puzzle for my body to be able to perform more vinyasa-style flows. I do not utilize these for yin poses.

[imsorryimednostic]

Well I guess I should check in or something. lol  I decided to challenge myself and lose 15lbs in 15 days. So this is how it’s going. Solo Challenge for 15lbs in 15 days. Down 10.6lbs 4.4lbs to go. Deadline is October 13th. So 8 more days to lose 4.4lbs. If I can surpass it, I will keep going until the 13th, when my next doctor’s appointment is.  Total weight loss so far: 80.9lbs Wish me luck. :) I’ll try and stay in touch more here.  Oh great recipe btw:  1 Diabetic Boost Vanilla (15g of protein, 0.5g of sugar) 1 tablespoon of Torani’s Sugar-Free French Vanilla Syrup 1/2 cup of Skim Milk (I use lactose-free) and sometimes 1 cup. Add ice. Blend.  If 1/2 a cup of skim milk: 235 calories. If 1 cup of skim milk: 275 calories. It’s a great way to break a fast, and a delicious, nutritous milkshake. :) Lots of vitamins, very little sugar, good protein, and filling!  Love, Ren

[nerianasims]

“Now, we are perfect islands of emotional self-reliance, and it is seen as embarrassing and co-dependent to want to be touched. We are doing this for ourselves, because we, apropos of nothing, desperately want to achieve a physical standard set by some invisible Other in an insurance office somewhere.”

[guy60660]

Helsinki Athletica

[professionalnooneatall]

"Welche Kampfkünste kennst du?" And he was all "Ja."

[miahupdates]

Mia for the Aje and Aje Athletica LOVE WINS World Pride campaign. Debuting a limited-edition, gender-neutral t-shirt, emboldened with the classic Aje logo and the message ‘LOVE WINS’, 100% of profits will go directly to Equality Australia.

[maybe-eli]

Lululemon haul

just got my first pair of under trains high rise tight. color misty glade. I got there for figure skating and im in love. I also got a define jacket. I have the cropped one in sulu with I love they lust get smelly so fast so I wanted to be able to switch them while the other is washing.This is again for figure skating and I got it in the color twighlight rose.