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hey google, how do you human
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shitpost bc apparently doing the requests isn't working against artblock, sorry chuuya is currently searching for his hat
#sab posting#bsd#bungou stray dogs#bsd chuuya#chuuya nakahara#bsd dazai#dazai osamu#skk#soukoku#im soooo funny#im currently sick n barely functioning but i really wanted to finally draw something anYTHING#just imagine sab listening to a 2WW related audiobook and at the same time being on a call with her mom like#'yes im dying i cant get outta bed'#while drawing this sht#my life is a joke
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sometimes you gotta lure your overly-studious ravenclaw gf into spending time with you 🥰 📚 ( from 'Every Teardrop is a Waterfall' by Kat_12739 on ao3, GO READ IT!!! the first story is about seb falling sick and still pushing himself/not admitting he's sick until he ends up in the hospital, the second story is about the birth of seb and clora's daughter and seb's reaction to clora almost dying in childbirth, and the third is about dealing with a fussy newborn lewis😭🥹THEY'RE SO GOOD AND SWEET AND SOMEWHAT SAD (not to mention beautifully written) so go check it out!!💖💖 )
#READ SO I CAN YAP TO SOMEONE ABOUT THEM🙏😩💘#the seb sickfic made me realize how much i needed barely functioning and sick seb (but him still trying to be tough)#theres also a part that cracked me up bc at one point seb is so sick he cant even see straight but he just thinks to himself:#eh its fine.... ill just ask ominis how HE functions without vision later🤷 LMFAO#so stubborn...JUST LET CLORA TAKE CARE OF YOU MFER🤺🤺🤺#defs gonna be drawing more from it especially sick seb LMAO but also seb having a tea party with celeste🥹🥹#hogwarts legacy#sebastian sallow#sebastian sallow x oc#sebastian sallow x mc#sebastian x mc#hogwarts legacy fanfiction#sebastian sallow fanfiction#hphl#choccyart#also i was never planning on writing anything about clora giving birth or abt the kids so to be able to read it WAS AMAZING#THERES A PART WHERE SEB IS HOLDING CELESTE AND CRYING AT CLORAS BEDSIDE THAT I NEED TO DRAW😭😭#LIKE SRSLY seb being conflicted and not even wanting to HOLD celeste bc he doesnt know if clora is alive or not... IT WAS SO SAD BUT GOOD#i honestly dont know what seb would do if clora died in childbirth tbh.......i could honestly see him resenting celeste#esp since she looks so much like clora😭😭#LETS JUST NOT THINK ABOUT IT!😃👍#(still thinking about it)#like this line in the fic: “Sebastian hesitated; if this was Clora’s last gift to him he wasn’t sure he wanted it.”#😭😭😭ITS SO GOOD UGHHHHH😭 TY AGAIN FOR WRITING THESE💖IM SO TOUCHEDDD💖💖
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Doomed Sonadow AU (14)
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How do people write romance,,,,
#wow 2 days in a row#doomed sonadow au#sorry its short i dont know jow to romance#aromantic and i dont watch/read romantic media unless its a side plot#bare with me pls i dont know how romantic people function 🧍#anyways sonic thinks shadow being a demon looking freak is kindaaaa 👉👈#my art#art#comic#sonic the hedgehog#sonic#my au#shadow the hedgehog#sonadow
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Fallen star

"I pleaded with the starry sky."

"For once I was the one being teased."
I like giving soundtrack to art I make :] ⬆️
Usually based on what I was listening in the background and or the feel I want the artwork to give.
#saltsour arts#fanart#artists on tumblr#art#digital art#digital painting#shadow the hedgehog#shadow the hedgehog art#shadow the hedgehog fanart#sonic fanart#sonic fandom#sonic the hedgehog#sonic the hedgehog fanart#sonadow#sonic x shadow fanart#sonic#sonic adventure 2#sa2#sa2 fanart#i imagine him descending in panic chasing after a glow in the middle of nowhere#only to find a barely functional other inhibitor ring of HIS#clearly i hate being happy
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BOTTOMS (2023) | dir. Emma Seligman
#bottoms 2023#bottoms movie#rachel sennott#ruby cruz#summer joy campbell#ayo edebiri#bottomsedit#wlwsource#wlwgif#dailylgbtq#bottoms spoilers#mygifs#every time i think i'm done i catch another detail that cracks me up#hazel and pj barely functioning / sylvie teasing them / josie being so done 'what it wrong with you'#only for pj to say she's ready to go for it again sksksksk#so many comedic gems in the background#it's gonna be a cult classic i just know it
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local grump hides in hole
#the biggest pout in all the land#what's he scowling about?#probably something heavy and devastating#I'm still going to bully him about it though#for some reason processing my own depression and frustration often leads me#to drawing Ruyak being sad/angery/angsty#he's such a disaster ♥#not sure why that's comforting#maybe because even though he's barely emotionally functional he's still loved and valued and gets through it#something something not being allowed to be emotional as a child and never learning to regulate#emotional reactions treated as noncompliance and punished accordingly#idk man he's my brain child he's probably got a lot of my neurosis#tmatb#ruyak#grace makes art
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Grovyle, Celebi, and Dusknoir creating the most intricate plan regarding the most appropriate time to meet Hero and Partner again in the present while they’re next to the Passage of Time. How they’ll explore the present first as a trio for a couple more weeks/months, have Grovyle and Celebi reunite with the two whilst also giving a Big Heads Up regarding Dusknoir; where they’d then go on to see whether or not they truly want him there, and take the necessary action based on their decision. (Whether it’s a unanimous ‘fuck no we don’t want him back’, 50/50, or completely okay with starting over.) Nodding in agreement towards the plan and stepping into the portal together.
They then proceed to immediately get spotted by Hero and Partner just relaxing on the beach.
#I THINK IT’D BE FUNNY#still absolutely of the opinion it’s Grovyle that drags Dusknoir into coming with them.#Mainly because those two deserve closure/get their feelings towards the wraith out.#But Also knowing Dusknoir misses them and would never be able to move on for himself if he didn’t at the Bare Minimum apologize-#-for the heartache he caused those two. but if he heard from the two grass-types that they never wanted to see him again. he’d accept it.#(Because Arcues knows what they want is 100x more important than whatever the hell he was hoping for)#BUT. THAT DOESNT HAPPEN. AND NOW HE SUDDENLY AS A TEARY; FATHERLESS PUPPY CLINGING TO HIM.#AND THE MOST VENGEFUL 1’FT FOX SIDE EYEING HIM.#<<< Ribbons says it’s okay for him to stay. (for literally only her partner; brother; fairy grandmother’s sake.)#(obviously any adult with functioning eyes could tell that was the case/she still hates his ass)#but it’s not like Dusknoir can just up and leave because lo’ and behold it ended up being a 50/50 😭 that old fart is STUCK there#I’ll probably elaborate on this more when my brains functioning#but tl:dr= Grovyle: pure of heart; dumb of ass. (and ends up unintentionally saving their doomed ass father/daughter/son relationship.)#even if it takes. (checks my notes) 3-6 years
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what if i just cut myself from online except maybe discord. like the exam lockdown barely worked but what if i just cut myself and retreated in my room or better yet took a backback and ran away. what if the world stopped being so much and so loud. what if i ran off a cliff. what if things stopped happening. what if things werent the way they were
#i am not doing well i am doing exceedingly poorly and the slightest trigger is enough to send me into a meltdown#or a screaming match or knocking me out for six hours straight sleeping or just zoned out#i am. not good. rn.#i am doing very very badly#i am not being a good friend or person and im still not a functional member of society#i can barely parse my own existence#i want to interact with others but it also gives me hives#i need the world to just stop. now#eli talks#ze brains
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grian and the life series may be officially consuming my life. my recommended on every social media is predominantly them. less than 2 weeks into the year and i already rewatched the entier series (wildlife included) and listened to all the evil anvil "i turned [life series] into a song" mutiple times and they play in my brain on repeat. im craving a gem secret life re watch. ive watched grians phamso videos so many times and i want to watch them through again. im genuinly considering re watching the hermit tour. i want to insert these people into every conversation. and the snails? both life series and hermitcraft? dont even get me started on the snaails. this may genuinly be a problem like i have assignments to do and all that goes on in my brain is silly block people and their shinanigans.
#i love them so much#they have taken over my brain#shiny duo?#on my mind constantly#the lore i know barely anything about?#being analysed in my mind#it my genuinly inhibit my ability to function normally atp#life series#traffic smp#grain#gem#3rd life#last life#double life#limited life#secret life#real life smp#wild life smp#phasmophobia grian#hermitcraft 10#grian hermitcraft#snails#hermitcraft snails#life series snails
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I literally read that kitten post and was like “Raph” then I scrolled down and saw you had thought the exact same thing LMAO
the way i saw that final rb to it and immediately hit the reblog button because RAPH!!!!!!!!! ITS LITERALLY HIM
#ask#raph#there's even exactly three other kittens there its so weirdly perfect#also i would like to mention how close in age raph actually is to his siblings.#i have siblings with that kind of age gap and it barely ever comes up#theres something so heartbreaking about the order of their ages being so immensely relevant to the way they function as a family#because things like raph falling into the role of caretaker like that and mikey being the baby despite only being a year younger#-than the twins. i cant help but feel like thats indicative of the way they coped and handled their kind of neglectful home life#they are so dedicated to playing roles like that#ngl its a big reason im such an older twin leo truther beyond the fact that it was actually intended to be canon#because it makes leo and raph's conflict make a lot more sense#the argument is implicitly about their roles as older siblings. there's a reason raph rarely if ever gets after DONNIE for this.#just leo
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it breaks my heart and at the same time amazes me how clouded, obfuscated, numb Babe looks. how he his embodying mourning. truly. it aches so much to see him like this and still i am here all crazy due to Pavel's acting. wtf is this give him trophies give him recognition give him kisses and hugs wtv it is he deserves it all
#wow Pavel just WOW!#as a mental health nurse i have seen so many people mourning that end up being so switched off of the world...and he is there! what!#the only thing keeping him walking talking and barely functioning is the fact that he needs to destroy tony#apart from that he is so not there. it's amazing#pavel phoom#pit babe the series
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Every once in a while, I cheer myself up by remembering the absolute gem that was Nightwing acting as Tim's responsible adult for the Young Justice parent meeting.
Young Justice (1998) #7
#Like just imagine being Dick Grayson#somewhere around age 21/22#Barely old enough to drink alcohol#but going to the parants evening of your sorta but not really younger sibling who you've only known about a year#And realizing that you're somehow the most functional adult in the room?#nightwing#dick grayson#tim drake#red robin#young justice 1998#batfam
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Just had a middle-of-the-night “ohhhh” moment as I just figured out that Kim Dokja needs the Fourth Wall not because of the scenarios but because it was essentially his survival mechanism for life.
Now I have only read the novel once so I could totally be forgetting stuff & way off-base but this is what I remember. Inane rambling under the cut, major spoilers included.
We know he’s generally antisocial, placing himself outside of society like a reader, and he internally smoothed over Sangah’s rough points even before the scenarios, making her into a ‘character’ (a caricature of herself) that fit into an archetype.
Dissociating from reality & viewing himself as a reader is his coping mechanism & “WoS coming to life” provides a convenient excuse to keep ignoring that fact.
This kind of ties in with an idea I’ve been forming about the Fourth Wall, which is that KDJ is fundamentally incapable of believing that “The Characters” (read: everyone) can experience growth as a result of his actions. He exists outside of the story, he is in the audience beyond the fourth wall, so he cannot affect the characters.
Hence the paradoxical nature of the Fourth Wall. For as long as he is a Reader, the Fourth Wall is maintained. And as long as the Fourth Wall is maintained, he will continue to be a Reader.
(Warning this is where it gets incoherent and messy.)
Kim Dokja fundamentally NEEDS the Fourth Wall to be maintained. Not just because of the OD stuff, but because it’s the way he’s learnt to cope with existing. It’s also why dying is so easy for him—we know he cannot deal with the guilt of making people he cares about suffer, but if he’s just a Reader, that means he can’t really have any meaningful impact on their lives, so it’s fine for him to just… disappear.
Kim Dokja is not actively suicidal, he’s just invested himself so far into the worldview of himself being a Reader that to him, his temporary deaths no longer register as dying. More like… stepping out of the theatre for a bit.
It gets complicated when we hit OD. Because then we realise the KDJ we’ve been accompanying is essentially a self-insert OC. So we can ascribe the way he thinks to OD, including all the coping mechanisms and self-distancing. But where OD manages to escape the narrative along with SP, at the same time the KimCom Crew escape the narrative, KDJ actually kind of… doubles down?
Like, OD does what any Reader does and learns from the book. When KDJ says “I, someone of no redeeming quality, could be loved by the others.” It’s not just him learning this lesson. It’s actually kind of the opposite. OD is Reading this lesson so he learns that he’s allowed to accept the mercy of SP & the 999 crew. So they escape the narrative.
KimCom also manages to escape the narrative but KDJ… can’t. He comes to the conclusion that he was actually backstage all along. But that means he’s still not ON stage. A Character can’t feel for the Script Writer or Director or Stage Manager. So he doubles down on his separation from them, stepping into that role. And then then KimCom comes banging on his door backstage because they’re not just characters, they’re the Actors now, and KDJ disappears because he can’t deal with that, because he fundamentally cannot exist on the same plane as them.
I think that’s why I’m hopeful at a post-epilogue ending. KDJ The Reader exists at essentially a higher tier than the people around him, and so he believes he cannot be loved in a way that has a lasting impact on them. But he DID spend years being affected by WoS, by Yoo Joonghyuk. If he becomes the Character, and them the Readers… maybe, just maybe, he can actually accept that love.
#orv#orv spoilers#this is barely coherent#the first half I know what I’m talking about#(maybe)#when I get into the FW meta it falls apart but if I didn’t write it down I’d never manage to develop it#it’s 5am and I haven’t slept yet I just had a Need to get this out there on my initial realisation#was it reading fanfic at 4am that led me to my ‘oh?’ I reserve the right to remain silent#was it also halfway through a smut scene? you can stop asking questions now#meta stuff produces A Lot Of Thoughts in me#particularly around its paradoxical/self-perpetuating nature#my stuff#omniscient reader's viewpoint#please feel free to debate me (nicely) in notes/responses I love Media Analysis#this is definitely not the only take on his character eg i think he also has zero selfworth#& feels like he needs to be useful maybe bc if he doesn’t have a narrative function why does he exist#something something being a character wow maybe it does all come back to that
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they should invent an easy way to take care of your basic needs
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not only do I normally have sleepy guy disease on a good and normal day, but its also approaching winter and getting dark super early and I am still post-op aaaand I think I am sick. how am I even awake rn
#literally can barely function and i have finals next week#also being 2 weeks post op i am like how am i not magically 100% better#like my dude you had major surgery this will take weeks#the speaking clown#delete later
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