#bc I can only have a little bit of it before I feel sick soooo

[natreads]

in my grandma era (I have a few squares of dark chocolate each evening and enjoy each bite)

[g-xix]

🔞Eating Out Headcanons | Beta Squad

Niko -This man's stubble would graze your thighs and have your flesh BURNING with each step and rub of your thighs the next day -Long ass fingers always working where his mouth isn't, ensuring that he hits every spot imaginable -I think he's a bit of a tease asw- gets you to the edge before pulling away with a sick grin right before you get a release -Bro's nose is so attractive in a weird way, and I feel like it'd nudge against your clit whilst his tongue works which would have knots forming in your stomach and make your head SPIN

George -Ohmyfucking GOD he's so fine and im SICK of ppl not noticing this -My tall lanky, rings n glasses wearing bf frfr -Has you sat on his face OFC -Loves all that pressure and the feeling of your thighs squeezing the fucking life out of his head as though you're tryna crush it -Just like Niko, his beard leaves your inner thighs feeling RAAWWW the next day the way he's so enthusiastic w eating you out -Sloppy with it too, mixes his spit n ur arousal all the same, making such sinfully pornographic noises that'll have your goofy lil head SPINNING at the mere thought of it -And when you've come undone all over his tongue and his arms are the only thing keeping your body upright? -He looks up at you with blown out pupils and a devious grin, glistening lips from your arousal looking so ungodlily corrupted you consider pushing his head back between your thighs again

Chunkz -It's so weird but I just CANNAE imagine Chunkz acc giving head 😭 -100% more receiver than giver vibes -And he's handsy with it, yk? Hand on the back of your head, running through your hair and getting through all those knots before wrapping his hand around the base of your skull and guiding your movements on his cock

AJ Shabeel -AJE AJE AJE! My no1 bf is an absolute DEMON when it comes to head  -It's like he's genuinely racing to have you cum - lapping up and sucking on your clit with no mercy, literally sending you barrelling towards orgasm -And my word he doesn't even stop after that. -Will litr lick your cum back off your thighs and pussy and have you an overstimulated, shaking MESS as he does it -And then has the NERVE to ask to go for another round?  -Such a little cretin, loves looking up with that smirk and seeing how much of an uncontrollably moaning wreck you are when he's using his mouth

King Kenny -I feel like bro would try a MAD position with it... Like, have your back resting against the bed frame of smth - but he's holding you up by your thighs so that you're literally suspended in air? -Leaves hickeys on your thighs bc he just loves the look of them against your skin n knowing that only he can see them... -I just KNOW he's got a long tongue too, like, he's hitting spots that have you legs shaking so that you're literally convulsing in his arms, eyes rolling to the back of your head as you barrel towards that orgasm -And I just know he'd be an aftercare king, esp after putting you through a HARD orgasm

Sharkyyyy -Oh my God of course he'd have Frank Ocean playing in the background and blue or purple or red coloured lights whilst he's giving head -Has you lying back in bed and is soooo intimate-romantic with it... -Like, he's pressing kisses onto your thighs and gently caressing n massaging your quads n muscles... -Sounds sooo dumb cocky when he's giving head too, bc he'll go from sucking your clit and licking you up to asking "That good, yeah?" and "You gonna be loud for me?" - those dumb littel questions that have you whining and being somehow even louder when he's got his head between your thighs

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[tartagliatum]

Also… If you’re up to it, I’d love to know your thoughts on Cyntham 🥰 theyre such a funny pairing and have incredibly tummy potential 🤗

I LOVE CYNTHAM SO MUCH!!!! no hate to cynari but it's literally soooo much better sorry ‼️

i feel like they both probably hide any illnesses they have - cyno out of stubbornness and the fear of appearing weak and alhaitham just bc he knows he can get through it on his own, so why would he burden him? but they always find out sooner or later and scold each other for not letting them know (double standards hehe)

- alhaitham isn't big on physical contact in the first place, so when he's feeling under the weather he despises it

- cyno is the only one he allows near him, rubbing his back as he gets sick and petting his hair. after a while alhaitham is like..... wait being cared for when you're sick is pretty nice actually and becomes clingy when he's sick or tired or generally not feeling great

- he rests his head on cyno's as he hugs him from behind, gently holds onto his clothing and follows one step behind, hangs out in his office a little too long and holds his hand a little too tight. if they're at home he curls up on his lap, big and awkward and trying to get as close as possible, falling asleep as cyno rubs his stomach better

- cyno hates being ill because being seen as weak or vulnerable is a dangerous game for him, even in the akademiya where he needs to prove himself bc of his desert heritage. it takes a long time to let alhaitham in - the scribe is always pestering him for letting himself go hungry or trying to work through his sickness

- he's a great caretaker towards cyno despite his own self-neglect and disdain towards others' weaknesses. he makes cyno stay home (much to cyno's annoyance) and takes the day off work himself to look after him bc he knows he won't do it himself

- over time, cyno builds up trust and stops holding back and downplaying his symptoms, even voicing them when he needs help. he lets alhaitham into the bathroom and lets him hold back his long hair and rest a hand on his stomach when he throws up, lets him rub his tummy for hours and bring him soup and tea and medicine and read out whatever books he's reading or transcribing to him

- because he doesn't eat very much, he struggles to get sick. he dry heaves or sits by the toilet with unbearable nausea for hours, eventually forcing himself to puke no matter how unpleasant it is

- alhaitham hates this, and berates him when walks in and finds him doing this. cyno instead tries to hide it but somehow gets caught each time, and eventually gives up the bad habit when alhaitham turns to listening out every medical reasons it's terrible for both your body and your mind as he gently rubs his tender stomach, boring him to tears

- cyno's undereating is beacuse he often works through meals and doesn't have much of an appetite/hunger cues, so alhaitham also pesters him with facts about why this is unhealthy

- he brings him food during breaktimes and makes him breakfast, knowing he'll probably skip both if given the opportunity

- alhaitham is a big guy and probably eats a lot - especially with his exercise regime - so makes cyno's portions a bit too big. cyno doesn't want to disappoint him and finishes it all, often finding himself much too full and letting alahitham take his office chair so he can sit on his lap for belly rubs to soothe the ache before getting back to work - only after making sure the door is locked. he doesn't need his men to see him in such a pathetic predicament. he sometimes slips on a shirt or steals alhaitham's cloak to wrap around him, self-conscious of his full stomach

- at home, he stretches out across alhaitham's lap and pushes the book out of his way, looking for attention to his quietly grumbling tummy after a big dinner. he nuzzles into haitham's stomach, practically purring as he moves to hold his book with one hand and rubs deep side to side motions over his stomach with his other one, his hand warm and comforting and big enough to almost completely obscure his small stomach

- while cyno's tum is quiet, i hc alhaitham's stomach as v loud and rumbly:3 which cyno probably teases him about a lot. i think he also often overeats and gets sleepy after his meals, struggling to stay focused, but the noisy grumbles of digestion keep him awake

- he's a big lover of belly rubs, melting into his bf's touch and closing his eyes in bliss the minute he slips a hand over his stomach. he particularly enjoys post meal rubs, and cyno frequently finds himself rubbing deep circles into his stomach after eating, fingers pressing into tender spots to coax up gurgles and hiccups and make space in his tum, only aiding in him falling asleep even faster

- when cyno has a risky question to ask he hugs alhaitham from behind and runs his hands over his stomach as he leads up to the question, buttering him up for the answer he wants. the day alhaitham realises what he's doing (only after agreeing to cyno hosting a two month long late night tcg campaign in their home every weekend), guilty expression on cyno's face, he can't even be mad at his manipulation tactic; extra attention to his tummy is never unappreciated, no matter the price he must pay

- his sensitive stomach is no issue, as it's one of cyno's favourite parts of him. he snakes an arm around alhaitham's waist to rest his hand on his stomach, gently brushing his thumb over it when they're out. places a hand over the soft pale skin when they kiss, leans over his chair to nuzzle into his silver hair and gently rubs his stomach as he quietly tells him he's been working too late, sticks his hands up his shirt during the colder months to warm them on his middle (much to alhaitham's bemusement)

- while sensitive to touch, his stomach is very sensitive to foods too !! alhaitham sometimes finds himself in uncomfortable predicaments of foods not agreeing with his stomach, and has to hold his poor upset stomach under the table and not completely disassociate from the conversation as he holds back hiccups and wishes he was curled up in bed with cyno's comforting hands on his tummy </33

- i think his tummy gets especially noisy when he drinks and he has to hold back small burps and hiccups as it rumbles loudly, much to the amusement of his friends. while neither of them are big on pda, their tipsy clinginess surpasses their disdain for touchy feely couples in public, and alhaitham lets cyno wrap an arm around his waist and place a comforting hand on his stomach to calm down its loud protests and tight discomfort. it's not rare to see him dozing on cyno's shoulder by the end of the night, head nuzzled into his hair as cyno plays a one-handed game of tcg with their friends, his other hand softly rubbing comforting motions into his bf's stomach <33

[moonchildstyles]

so like i mentioned i listened to she a few days ago and its just .. it’s so ! prosecco and was thinking about older h taking care of himself and pretty girl going over to his house and sorta walking in on him :P maybe he’s on his couch in only a pair of sweats pulled down enough to let him … you know and she’s all flustered apologizing softly and he’s just like “hi pretty was just thinking about you” and she’s even more bashful walking to him because why would he say that !!!!!! but he just smiles all dreamy and tells her to come sit with him and pretty girl is just so :O watching him jerk off maybe she asks if she can help which of course he’d immediately be thanking her so sweetly. pretty girl would probably edge him a little on accident (the first time at least!) she’d definitely keep doing it after seeing how much he likes it all groan-y and kissy , he’d beg her for kisses and lazily tuck his face into her neck when it gets just a little bit too much but not before nipping at her neck sweetly when she squeezes him a little, did i mention kisses? lots and lots of messy kissing- whining into her mouth and a flustered pretty girl trying to not completely fall over anytime he rubs his hands on her thighs the way she likes .. also the ask from a few days ago about the guy who was eating * so sleepy and lazily with his cheeks flushed and his eyes closed? prosecco after 100% ! just wanting to help his girl out after just like she helped him <3 just him so sleepy and out of it while eating her out on the couch rubbing her tummy or holding her hands or her thighs <3 the nap after would be so sweet and cuddly and wah <3333 🎧🤍

Bestie you are SICK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The idea of him not even stopping just looking at her w a lazy smile and hooded eyes telling her he was just thinking ab her before bucking into his hand bc now that he’s actually seeing her and not having to imagine………and she’s a little shy coming over to him when he tells her to sit w him and he’s so sweet holding his other hand out for her and “cmon pretty it’s just me, been lonely without you” and just sitting next to him legs tucked underneath her and she’s looking at his lap 🥸 big eyes and all w her head on his shoulder before she asks if she can help🥸 and he’s so sweet kissing her head and pulling his arm around her and “go for it pretty, thank u for asking” and it makes her all smiley before she’s touching him and it’s soooo much better having her do it w her soft little hand and he’s taught her everything he likes w the soft squeezes and touches over his head and licking her hand so it’s all slick for him🥸 sooooooo many kisses over her neck and little whispers of her name whil he’s grabbing at her waist and petting her hair and grabbing for her thighs and just feeling and loving on her telling her how good she’s doing how much he loves her🥸 and maybe maybe maybe he’s gonna cum but he tells her to slow down grabs for her wrist and “wait wait wait pretty don’t wanna cum yet slow down” and she’s all ??? At him w pretty eyes and he just brings her in for a big kiss all messy w tongue and “feels better if we wait a little longer right???” And she’s just so gone bc he’s ssooooOOOOOOO🥸🥸🥸🥸 but ofc soon enough he’s finally letting himself cum over her hand and maybe maybe maybe even….kissing a little after she licks up her hand okay ANYWAY🥸 him pushing her back to lay on the couch and fitting himself between her legs so he can all sweet and lazy and sleepily take care of her just like she took care of him :( holding her hands or rubbing her sides and letting her cum as often as she wants before she’s pushing his head away bc it’s all too much:( and a little nap on the couch after omg :(

[salaciousslut]

Maybe thats why you find me a little bit addicting<3 & i love things turning out in my favor bc the fact that youre an august virgo is a win🤭 i will say, i cannot fully beat the god complex allegations its a small need to be worshipped.

Cute<3 i'd be a fucking idiot if i never took advantage of you, its not even a question. I will say i dont think im a grear person bc if you start to cry i'll get wet, I like seeing someone realize they fucked up, I like seeing cute little toys like you realize i picked them to be my little victim<3 Youre so soft i wouldnt be able to help myself 🥺

You've no clue how much i wish i could see that video, ive only seen a little bit bc of an older pic and i just know its pretty. I need to make out with your pussy until youre crying from being so sensitive and begging me to stop. I've supposedly almost made someone squirt but they panicked bc they didnt want to make a mess in my room and i feel so disappointed in that (partly bc i think its bullshit). But maybe we can try to recreate that minus you stopping me 🥺 and i hope i can add to that log sometime<3 how many times have you added to your log so far, sweetheart?

God i could info dump to you about the play modes and how much i hate blizzard entertainment fucking boo i hate that company but i spent a lot of my teen years bonding with old friends on overwatch so i have a soft spot. And nooooo i dont want you to get motion sick i will avoid apex 🥺 im a bigger asshole on overwatch anyway 🤭

I hope to one day feel comfy enough to go into your dms, dunno if i'll tell you that its me out the gate tho. I might be a lil shy about it since im much more bold behind anon status 🫣

And i dont mind, to keep it simple i work at a hardware store. But the place isnt actually open and we're actually low key still building the shelving and stocking the store. Like my first week i was installing shelves, today i built some frames/bases for the shelving. Yesterday was a different story though for the last two hours i was hauling heavy shit from one side of our giant store to the other. Im still tired from that 😭

good morning my dear butch!! i hope u slept well! i slept okay but am still sooooo sleepy

hehe i love god complexes i love worshipping i love making sure people know their worth so true me, ill feed into that god complex

cute lil victim omg i love that 🥺 please i need it soooo bad

ive never squirted before but feel free to try as hard as u can! im sure my body will give in hehe!!! and my log has too many to count, im like average 1.3 times a day

booo we hate blizzad!!! but thats sooo fair, i wanna know the lore!!!

hehe i get it! take ur time! anon is there for a reason!!

omg thats sooo fun!! i love building things!! but come here and lemme give u a massage so u can relax

[wheretheivystillgrows]

I’m in Europe right now!

I’m here with my family, traveling to different cities. I’m enjoying it so much. I recently started a new medication and stopped two of my older ones that were hurting me. This new one along with medications for my stomach have done incredible things for me. I’ve been able to have pizza without being sick for 4 days afterwards, I’ve had gelato and chocolate and cheese and my body is somehow able to handle it now. It’s crazy! It makes me want to cry. It’s been 7 years of this. 7 years of missing out on family experiences, family dinner, family trips, and just happiness in general. I should be crazy, crazy sick right now even just from the food I’ve had. Usually I would be incapacitated from eating even one of those things. Today I have a migraine, but it’s the first intense one since this trip started, which was about two weeks ago. I’m sore throughout my body, but not as sore as usual. My stomach pain and nausea have been worse today, but still mild compared to my usual pain I had before these medications. I went on a tour through Zürich, Switzerland and it was so beautiful. The sights were beautiful, but it was also very beautiful and healing for me to be able to do something like that without crashing 30 minutes into it. By the end of the tour (it was like 4 hours-ish, I think), everyone was exhausted but I wasn’t as tired and painfully sore as I usually am after going somewhere like the mall. My doctors haven’t diagnosed me but are basically treating me for fibromyalgia, migraines, weird mysterious stomach issues, and depression. All of those thing seem to have gotten significantly better since I started the newest medication like 3 weeks ago. My family is so happy for me, but if we’re being honest, no one can truly understand what this means to me unless they’ve been through it themselves. I’ve been isolated and robbed of soooo much, and I’m finally getting to live again, finally getting to genuinely smile and laugh again. It’s always scary for me to have hope bc for some reason, in the past I always seemed to be punished for thinking that maybe I could be whole someday and my body would just torture me even more. But, I can’t but feel hopeful this time. Tentative hope, but it’s still there. There’s still so much fear that I’m carrying that probably most people with chronic illnesses carry. A lot of fear, anger, hopelessness, sadness, trauma, anxiety, should I go on? Lol. But I’m gonna work on it, I promise. At least I have medical support now for depression so that should help me as well.

Anyway, here are some pictures I took in Switzerland:

Switzerland is the most beautiful place I have ever seen in my life. I am so lucky to be here and to be able to enjoy it with my family.

Yesterday, it rained all day long and we were all so tired. So we just slept in and chilled all day. I sat on the hotel patio, listened to music and read. The light rain was so calming and it was cooler than the past few days had been and it smelled so good and fresh. That was exactly what I needed to rest and recuperate a little bit of my strength (and sanity).

I think I want to do like a post about my interests and about who I am outside of my illness. Of course, I’m the only one reading this right now, but i think would be fun for me and also I want to remind myself that there is more to me than being sick and depressed. I’m not like this super cool person that everyone wants to be around at all times lol, but maybe I’ll find some people here that enjoy similar things and we can be friends.

Okay, well, that’s all for today folks. Tune in next time ;)

— Love, Ivy 🌱

[lavnderkiwi]

A little rant bc yea...

So basically...i just started this new job and i'm already looking to quit lol. Mainly because i start in a new college in January and i'll most likely be full time. So i have to make that my priority and not a retail job that pays little to nothing. Anyways that being said, i'm sick of working in retail. I've done it off and on again for a few years and i'm so sick of it.

I'm sick of dealing with rude customers, i'm sick of dealing with flip floppy schedules, im tired of being told to do more work than whats in my job description. I'm sick of it lol. I feel bad for having to cut my hours cause my manager relies on me to be an opener but im simply not gonna have the time or energy to do that after this month.

I know i still need income coming in and eventually once i get settled into my college stuff, i want to do remote work or even administration work but its unnecessarily hard to get into that shit unless you have some referral from someone. Yes yes, i know networking is important but i live in a place where its hard to network if you're not trying to get into the health field. So honestly...i'm probably just gonna rely on pet sitting apps/websites like Rover for a while since you can make your own schedule and all that stuff. I might even try to take some time out to start really focusing on writing books but i know i won't see money from that for a long while.

Idk...i'm just soooo over having to settle for shit for shitty pay. There is simply no way i can live off of what i'm making now and i'm only staying at this job for this month and a little bit of next month to get a few paychecks in my bank account before i dip out. But if anyone has any advice or remote jobs they could lead me to...i would greatly appreciate it! (Of course i know entry level ones are gonna be customer service which is fine but physically...i'm sick of going into work and doing retail.)

[sephinot]

Got tagged by @that-one-empty-skull

Rapid fire questions go

1.coke or pepsi? Don't care, just make it sweet

2.disney or dreamworks? DreamWorks def makes the better movies (looking at you, HTTYD)

3.coffee or tea? Coffee unless I'm sick then tea

4.books or movies? Can't decide, either one would be a devastating loss

5.windows or mac? Windows, what even is MAC?

6.dc or marvel? DC bcs Batfamily

7.x-box or playstation? PC Master race

8.dragon age or mass effect? Never played either of them, but dragons are hot soooo

9.night owl or early riser? Switches at random

10.cards or chess? Cards if I'm in a silly goofy mood, chess for serious occasions and special talks

11.chocolate or vanilla? Vanilla

12.vans or converse? My kicks are CAT (and I don't own any other)

13.Lavellan, Trevelyan, Cadash, or Adaar? I have no clue what that means

14.fluff or angst? Both. Both is good

15.beach or forest? Forest

16.dogs or cats? Cats. And I stg it's not only bcs of warrior cats

17.clear skies or rain? Clear skies

18.cooking or eating out? Cooking...except for the cleanup...

19.spicy food or mild food? Spicy. Can't handle it too well but what's life without pain, right?

20.halloween/samhain or solstice/yule/christmas? I'm blasting Christmas hits in the summer so there you go

21.would you rather forever be a little too cold or a little too hot? Too cold

22.if you could have a superpower, what would it be? Stop time. I'd get so much shit done and still be well-rested for the entire day

23.animation or live action? Animation

24.paragon or renegade? The jeep renegade is a superb vehicle

25.baths or showers? Showering while in a bath

26.team cap or team ironman? I dunno man

27.fantasy or sci-fi? fantasy (star wars is fantasy fight me)

28.do you have three or four favourite quotes, if so what are they?

"Many that live deserve death. And some that die deserve life. Can you give it to them? Then do not be too eager to deal out death in judgement" - Tolkien (my favourite quote is basically the entirety of LotR I love that books to bits)

"You failed, Your Highness. I am a Jedi, like my father before me" - Luke in Ep 6, when he overcomes the dark side

"Mistakes are teachers" - my brother

29.youtube or netflix? Youtube

30.[REDACTED]

[R3D4C73D]

31.when do you feel accomplished?

After a day of work

32.star wars or star trek?

The love people have for star trek is justified and the message and all that runs deeper than most things star wars, but I gotta stay with my first love...

33.paperback books or hardcover books?

Hardcover, looks better on the shelf

34.to live in a world without literature or without music? Either of those means living in a world without me

35.who was the last person to make you laugh?

Some kid at work today

36.city or countryside?

Countryside. With decent wifi pls

37.favorite chips? The kind I can exchange for a ride on a rollercoaster

38.pants or dresses?

Dresses.

39.libraries or museums? Libraries

40.character driven stories or plot driven stories? Character driven tends to resonate better with me

41.bookmarks or folding pages? Folding pages and yes I hate myself for it

42.Dream job? Singer or author

43.What gives you comfort?

Hugs and friends, a sheet of paper and a pen, a good song

44.what are some of your favorite song lyrics?

And today we're all brother/Tonight we're all friends/A moment of peace in a war that never ends

Today we're all brothers/We drink and unite/Now Christmas has arrived and the snow turns the ground white

Sabaton - Christmas Truce

The silence isn't so bad/Til I look at my hands and feel sad/ Cuz the spaces between my fingers are right where yours fit perfectly

Owl City - Vanilla Twilight

45.favorite ice cream flavor ever?

Mint/after-eight (and yes I also like pineapple on my pizza and I salt my Nutella)

46.first fandom

First active fandom I participated in was either Eragon/Inheritance Cycle or Star Wars when I schooled a ton of adults at my first con at 7 years (I was an obnoxious child)

tagging others, add your own new question at the end if you follow up:

I'm kind of a lurker, I have contact with like one of my mutuals and I dunno who to tag so yeah...if anyone sees this, consider yourself tagged darling

[onlyswan]

summary: in which you always come home to jungkook.

> fluff, angst lowkey, very suggestive LMAO

> word count: 3.7k

> warnings: mention of the word whore, they shower together, a love boner that won’t go away </3 not a warning but we have a special guest hehe

note: i feel sick to my stomach i want they have so bad OH GOD

anw i will be travelling for the next week so i wrote this right away bc i’m not sure if i’ll be able to write then :D + feedback is always appreciated <3

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your heart thunders in surprise when you swing the door open to find jungkook’s tall figure standing only a few inches away from you. when your gaze falls on the bouquet of flowers he’s holding, you breath out a sigh to release the tension that zapped your body.

“yah! can’t you atleast knock?!” you exclaim with wide eyes.

his mouth hangs open in confusion, before looking behind him where you can immediately see his cozy living room. “i’m inside my house. why would i knock on my own door?”

“bro, i-i don’t know-” you stutter. “you scared me! why are you just standing there?”

a look of horror and offense flashes on your boyfriend’s face. “did you just call me ‘bro’?”

you wince at the realization. “it slipped! i’m sorry!” you push inside him the house, shutting the door behind you. you throw in your car key beside his on the little bowl and leave your opened umbrella by the doormat so it can dry off.

you’ve been in his apartment a bunch times — knowing the passcode and where he keeps his secret stash of snacks in the living room and the brand of aftershave he uses and all that jazz. basically, you just waltz in whenever you want. so no, you are not used to jungkook welcoming you by the door.

“what do you mean ‘it slipped’? what happened to babe, baby, my love?” he whines as he tails you to his living room.

“sorry, baby. i’m just tired from school and work.” you groan as you fall back on the soft couch, sinking into the bunch of pillows.

he looks at you sympathetically, sitting next to your curled up figure. “would flowers help make you feel a bit better?”

you lift your head up to see the bouquet of tulips poking your thighs, the sight of them making your heart clench in your ribcage.

“of course, they’re so pretty. thank you.” you breath out, enamored by your favorite flowers gifted by your favorite person.

he quirks an eyebrow.

“. . . my love.”

he seems satisfied after hearing you call him your usual terms of endearment, letting you hug the bouquet as you rest. you mutter a quiet i’m cold as you shift and curl up against yourself more. poor baby, he pouts. jungkook immediately grabs the blanket hanging on the armrest and throws it over you, making sure to tuck it under your chin. a small smile makes it ways to your lips.

he chews on his bottom lip, trying to come up with ways to make you happy as it saddens him to see you in such a frayed state, but he decides that it’s best to just let you do nothing as the true meaning of resting.

he leans down to give a kiss on your forehead, but he frowns when he feels your damp hair against the palm of his hand. “baby, you got rained on?”

you hum in response, eyes closed as you savor the feeling of his touch- the feeling you’ve been craving to come home to as the draining events of today rained on your parade.

“it just poured so hard while i was walking and i had to get my umbrella out my bag soooo, and it was windy so it was practically useless in the end.”

he clicks his tongue in worry, deciding his course of actions. “don’t fall asleep yet. take a warm shower so you don’t get sick.”

you feel your body getting effortlessly lifted off the couch, and you grunt in protest when the flowers slip away from your arms. “but i’m too tired!”

“you don’t have to move. i’ll take care of you.” he reassures you as he carries you to the bathroom.

“you don’t have to. i’m not a baby.”

“no, you are an overworked adult who has a very caring boyfriend.” he sets you down by the sink, fond eyes gazing directly into your tired ones.

“i know that. but you are, too.” you bow your head in shame, playing with your fingers as a way to distract yourself.

“i am what too?”

“an overworked adult. you work harder than me. but i’m the one always being taken care of and it makes me feel-” you cut yourself off, the word lingering in your mind would taste too bitter in your tongue and feel too heavy in the air. you close your eyes in frustration, sighing in defeat.

jungkook’s heart breaks into two. the other half drops to his stomach, and the other, he feels climb up to his throat. he anchors one hand on the sink, leaning his weight on it. he uses the other to tilt your chin up to connect your eyes once again.

“feel what, baby? talk to me.”

your eyes droop with vulnerability. “like a burden.”

you and jungkook live in two different worlds, and you entered this relationship acknowledging the challenges that may come along with that fact. the world you carry on your shoulders is different from the world he carries on his. way too different. just imagining yourself living in his shoes for a day scares the living daylights out of you. you adore him for waking up every morning, for smiling at you with sparkles in his doe eyes. for memorizing every lyric, for practicing every dance step. for attending meetings, for showing up on dates. for taking english lessons, for doing abs day at eleven pm. for answering emails until two am, for listening to you talk until he passes out.

and sometimes you get so terrified that listening to you complain about your professor who talk too fast, the customer who didn’t gave you a tip, having to walk home in the middle of a rainstorm . . . god, maybe even hugging you and kissing you and saying good morning and good night; they may start to feel like a chore. and you wouldn’t even be able to blame him because you’d understand based on his lifestyle.

his hand comes up to cup your cheek, his thumb caressing your skin. and you start to feel self-conscious, about it being oily and dirty from the long day that you had. from the stress, the pollution, the weather. but you don’t push his hand away, because as greedy as it may sound, you want him to still want you despite of that.

“you’re not a burden. you’re my partner in life.” he says with unadulterated sincerity, praying that you can feel it through his words and through his eyes. “life is hard for the both of us, so fuck, what a relief that we have each other. that’s what i think about when we’re together.”

and then his hand drops to the curve of your waist, which you recognize to be one of his favorite places to hold you. “me taking care of you— that’s me loving you. you don’t see how happy i am when i brush your hair or watch you eat the food i cook? it’s my peace.”

“but i’m so chaotic.” you interject with a whine, hot tears gathering at the corners of your eyes.

he chuckles at your comment, giving you a kiss on the lips, emphasizing the mwah sound. “you are. it’s a breath of fresh air for me. and besides, we both know you show your love through physical touch more than anything.”

“yeah, i’m so clingy. love you so much, want you close to me. so i can catch a bullet for you.” you agree quietly, wrapping your arms around his neck. you close your eyes with a sigh, and the tears escape one by one.

“no need, baby. i’m bulletproof, remember?” he snorts at his own joke.

you mentally facepalm yourself. “right. almost forgot my boyfriend is a bulletproof boyscout.”

you don’t know how much time passed with you and jungkook just hugging in comfortable silence. you can imagine how silly you look, acting all lovey dovey in the bathroom of all places.

you almost fall asleep in his embrace until he breaks the silence.

“i feel fine overall but my throat is a little sore from practicing today. a warm shower should help with that too. want to take one with me?”

“one warm shower with my boyfriend, please.”

your small, squeaky voice makes jungkook’s heart flutter. “coming right up, baby.”

—

“my new seatmate asked me last week why my hair smelled like a dude’s.” you randomly share as jungkook lathers your hair with his shampoo.

your tone and choice of word make him chuckle. “and what did you say?”

“that i slept over at my boyfriend’s house. then she jokingly called me a whore.”

his mouth hangs open, and he’s about to scold you for not calling out your seatmate for referring to you with such an offensive word but- “which i can admit, but only for you. because i like the smell of your shampoo on me.”

he swallows thickly, your words making him turn red. he turns on the shower to wash off the shampoo on your hair. “you’re so honest, it makes me speechless sometimes.”

your eyes remain closed as you feel his fingers softly massaging your scalp. your arms wrap loosely around his naked waist.

you’ve always been honest and straightforward, speaking out your mind even if it involves topics many people aren’t specifically brave enough to talk about aloud. he realizes it’s one of the reasons why your relationship is smooth sailing, because you’re open with your thoughts and emotions and well . . . because there is the constant reassurance that you are crazy about him as he is crazy about you. it leaves no room for doubt in his mind and heart.

“is that why you like sleeping over? because of my shampoo?”

you slowly open your eyes once your head starts to feel lighter, free from the thick bubbles. “no, because sleeping beside the owner of the shampoo is nice.”

the shower gets turned off again. your boyfriend is squatting down there, spreading body wash on your legs while it’s your turn to put shampoo on his hair.

he silently looks up to you with one of his eyes closed, and you wipe away the bubbles covering it with your wrist. he goes back to work after, pressing a quick kiss to your right knee before covering it in bubbles too.

you massage his head like he did yours while you wait for him to finish, and when he stands back up, he gives you another wet kiss on the lips. and then he’s lathering your upper body with the body wash next. from your arms, up to your shoulders, your chest, your stomach, your hips.

“need to do your back next.” he says quietly, expecting you to turn around like you’ve done in the past. but then you snake your arms around his waist to embrace him.

touching your breasts is an entirely different experience from feeling them pressed up against his own torso. raw skin-to-skin. his heart beating against yours. two souls intertwined. overwhelming all the senses of his body. and like a teenage boy, his hands tremble as they run across your back.

he feels you smile against his shoulder blade. “why are you scared? you’ve touched me a million times.”

“am not. i just love you a lot, i’m malfunctioning.” he reasons, which isn’t exactly a lie. being this close and intimate with you is somehow making him emotional— he feels like his heart is being squeezed inside his ribcage by a nutcracker.

“a love boner. cute.” you giggle as you trace the ink covering his biceps. a tingle runs up his spine, and he shivers. you squeeze him tighter, making his breath get stuck in his lungs. the way you nuzzle your face against his soft skin doesn’t exactly help his case either.

“want me to take care of it?”

the offer is tempting, but he knows you too well— knows how greedy, and even competitive, you get. knows how one becomes three then five, how minutes become hours. and you’re practically limp in his arms, in the verge of falling sleep any time now if you stay in this position for the next five minutes. you’re not in an entirely coherent headspace, and your stamina is a far cry away from his. “not tonight, my love. when you’re recharged, you can have it as long as you want.”

the shower turns on again, washing away the dirt and worries of the day behind you down the drain.

you look up to him with wide, innocent eyes. your next words almost make him burn and crash to his knees on the tiled floor of his bathroom.

“mmkay. can i atleast give it a kiss? just a peck.”

he genuinely thinks he might burst into tears if he gives you what you’re asking for. despite being in a relationship for quite some time now, he’s not entirely sure if there is no wicked intentions of driving him wilder in your pure acts of love and intimacy or if you just truly don’t see the loose grasp he has on self-control when it comes to you.

jesus christ, the only thing he’s sure about is that you’ve got him wrapped around your finger.

“baby, are you trying to kill me? be honest.”

the expression on his face looks helpless, and though you won’t admit it to yourself, you secretly enjoy to see him suffer like this. you hide the smile on your face by squirting body wash on your palm.

you huff, running your palms across his tattooed arm. “okay, fine. i won’t even make eye contact even though it’s staring at me right now.”

he laughs raspily, shaking his head in disbelief and amusement. how do you act so casually about this? “be good. today is about learning the art of self-control and yearning.”

he chastises you with his tongue poking his cheek, but truth be told, the lesson is meant for him. especially for when you copy his previous position to spread body wash on his waxed legs too, and his tender hands covered in conditioner run through your hair. this position is really not- the art of self-control and yearning. if this was a normal exam, his brain should be filled with answers. however, in this case, it’s better to leave it blank. except jungkook has never been good at leaving things blank. he likes writing down answers, and if not answers, then doodles. in other words, his imagination is running wild and it’s so hard to breathe and-

“breathe. it’s almost over, baby.” you press a kiss on the corner of his lips, and he stands motionless as his adoring eyes watch you put conditioner on his hair as well.

how could you ever think that you’re a burden to him? not when he feels like he’s lying on the clouds.

the small yawn you stifle reminds his cloudy mind of the reason why he’s trying his very best to be good. he turns on the shower again, and you automatically cling to him. this time, he reciprocates your embrace. his nose brushes against your shoulder, the running water washing away the remaining conditioner on the back of his head.

his love boner, as you like to call it, is poking the both of you. the art of self-control and yearning, he chants in his head over and over again.

“don’t fall asleep on me yet.” he reminds you as he makes sure that the body wash and conditioner are completely washed away from the both of you. your eyes are closed as you feel his hands on your hair, your body. gentle and thoughtful. the opposite of his rough and fast actions when he washes his face and brushes his teeth- and this case, rubbing the conditioner out of his hair.

“all done.” he coos as he wraps you in a towel. you mutter a thank you, and you pat yourselves dry on your own.

he leads you to his walk-in closet, and you part ways to choose what you want to wear to sleep. you take a dark blue oversized shirt, and one of the clean underwear that you brought here for your frequent sleepovers.

jungkook, in his matching pajamas, worriedly pads over to you. “baby, aren’t you cold?”

“it’s your job to keep me warm.” you answer simply.

he breathes out a laugh. “making it my full-time job then.” he pulls you in for a hug, gently rocking your body back and forth. you weakly grip the soft cotton of his top, his movements lulling you to sleep.

“let’s go take a nap now, hmm?” his lips brush against your neck before he puckers them up for a soft kiss.

“wait. i’m thirsty.” you pull away with a pout, already making a move to the kitchen.

“okay. go drink while i fix the bed.” your hand slips away from his when the distance grows too long, and you disappear from sight.

he enters the bedroom. he fixes the fluffy pillows into a neater position, smoothing down the pillowcases. he decides to change the blanket in hopes of the smell of fresh laundry will make you feel better too. when he finishes up and you’re still not there, he journeys to the kitchen to fetch you.

he finds you standing infront of the fridge, drinking from a carton of chocolate milk he bought only yesterday.

“shouldn’t you drink water if you’re thirsty?” he smiles at the adorable sight.

you lower the carton from your chocolate-milk-stained lips. “i did- hmph-” jungkook can’t help but to crave for it, interrupting you with a long, hard kiss.

he licks his lips to taste the sweet dairy, and you unconsciously copy his actions. you continue talking like nothing happened. “and i can’t pour this on a glass, it spills down the side. it’s annoying.”

“oh, then let me-” he tries to take it from your hand, but he freezes when you yelp loudly, some of the cold liquid spilling down on your feet.

“you squeezed it too hard!” you whine, sucking on your knuckles where it also streamed down from.

“i didn’t know it was still full.” he squeaks in defense.

as he cleans the small pool of chocolate milk with a rug, you put the carton back in the fridge and venture back into the bathroom to wash your hands and feet and brush your teeth.

on the other hand, jungkook divides your precious tulips between the three vases in the living room. they can last seven up to ten days if taken care of properly in a vase with fresh water, you told him once. these days, you like coming home to his apartment more than yours, so he figured he should display it here instead.

“please live as long as you can to make my baby happy.” he talks to the flowers cutely as he sets the third vase down on the left side of his giant television.

when he comes back to the bedroom, he finds you already passed out on his bed. the only evidence left of you trying your best to wait for him is the baking video playing on your phone screen.

“so cute. didn’t even let me blowdry your hair first.” he whispers, more to himself as he lies down next to you.

he watches the rest of the video, the chef finally assembling the strawberry cake. it’s an asmr cooking video, of course you’re the type to fall asleep to the sound of cracking eggs and intense whisking. he carefully sets it down on the nightstand after, deciding that he should follow the recipe later.

the thing about you is when you sleep alone, you curl yourself up into the fetal position and cry about your back hurting in the morning. however, when you cuddle with jungkook, your body straightens without complaint so you could be as physically close to him as possible. it also helps your back when he hugs you very tight. (you heard cracks that one time and almost cried of relief) so when you say that it’s nice sleeping beside him, it’s not only because it boosts the feel good chemicals in your brain, but also because it’s almost like physical therapy.

and so, as much as it breaks his heart to bother your peaceful sleep, he manhandles you into your usual cuddling position. you whimper weakly as you throw your arm over his waist.

“you’re so heavy.” you whine when he puts his thigh over your legs.

“i know you like it.” he grins, tugging you closer using the strength of his leg.

“hate you and your love boner.”

he gasps in offense. “you just wanted to give it a kiss earlier!”

“i changed my mind because it keeps poking me awake.” you complain, nuzzling your face against his chest.

he scratches his head in dismay. “then should i go take a cold shower and play overwatch in the living room?”

“nooo, don’t leave me. i’m too attached now.” you bundle up the cloth of his top in a weak closed fist, a sad attempt at preventing him from moving away.

“attached to my love boner?”

“yes.”

he makes a noise of confusion. “how does that even work?”

“i don’t know. psychoanalyze me while i sleep.” you mutter tiredly, falling back to sleep with a steady rhythm of your breathing.

“but it hurts.” he whimpers, suffering in his silent battle. fuck the art of self-control and yearning.

he lies there in silence for a few minutes, observing you before discreetly making a move to the bathroom. he manages to remove his arm under your head, but while he sits up, he feels your grip holding him back.

right then and there, a small bundle of fur walks into the bedroom. the clueless creature who has been sleeping for hours in its bed in the living room has finally awoken. it jumps on his bed and curls up beside you, its cheek leaning against your stomach.

jungkook desperately makes eye contact.

“gureumie . . . please help me escape.”

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[meltingpotimagines]

Boyfriend!Bakugo

Warnings: None

A/N: Thank you for 100 followers!! I still can't believe 100 people have liked what I've written enough to follow me asjksjkd I appreciate every single one of you and will do my best to keep producing even better content 🤍

okay

if you have any sweet thoughts about katsuki as a boyfriend, imma need you to leave them at the door thanks

he's not kirishima

this boy is an explosive punk

but i mean isn't that the appeal?

i do however headcanon him as a lowkey mama's boy

and you know what they say about mama's boys

how they treat their mom is how they'll treat you

hope you can keep up in an argument asjdksjsk

imma be honest

he

did not like you at first

but it's okay bc he doesn't like anyone at first

he doesn't like most people at all aksjsj

but somewhere along the line you became less annoying than the others

more tolerable

almost... enjoyable to be around

he even liked you more than kirishima, not that he was willing to admit it

partially bc that would mean admitting to liking kiri and he was not about to acknowledge his feelings like that

honestly it didn't hurt that you didn't seem to be afraid of him

you said hi to him whenever you saw him, and you invited him to a party you threw a while back

and your smiles were never... forced

they were genuine and kind and it didn't seem like you had anything against him??

which makes no sense bc he's

him

loud and explosive

even his classmates only tolerated him baby they like you and kiri and denki frickin LOVE you hush

you definitely piqued his interest

so when he found out you needed a tutor, boy nonchalantly offered to tutor you

and by nonchalantly i mean practically j u m p e d at the chance but in a way that made it seem like he was only doing it so you'd owe him

which... would be a little challenging bc he's not the most patient person in the world

but he is one of the smartest in his class so you were willing to make it work plus he's super cute soooo

surprisingly he's more patient than you thought he'd be?

he's not deku but he's not screaming at you or bonking you on the head like he did kirishima asjdkad

he actively did his best to be patient and understanding, which shocked the entire class when they found out

kiri and denki had figured out from that that katsuki liked you and immediately started encouraging him to ask you out

which obviously he fought bc no wdym i don't like anyone

l i a r

did they accept that answer? no

took a few months of them constantly pushing and risking being blown to bits before he finally accepted that he likes you

still took him a little longer before he could work up the courage to ask you out

you know he's insecure, he had to make sure you weren't going to reject him before putting himself out there like that

and considering you were painfully obvious about your crush to everyone b u t him, kiri had no problem reassuring him that you wouldn't turn him down

he was a frickin t s u n d r e when he asked you out, but of course that didn't stop you from saying yes

nor did his slightly stand-offish attitude stop you from going on more dates

he was trying his best and you knew that

the dates were simple but (for him) sweet

he'd hesitate for a moment before quickly grabbing your hand to hold, slightly blushing and refusing to look at you

he'd buy you a snack from a street vendor when he bought himself one and act like it was no big deal

occasionally if he was really struggling with his emotions, he'd "buy himself a snack" and take one bite before giving it to you

he most definitely actually bought it for you but he wasn't going to admit that

honestly he was even awkward when he asked you to be official

"so... we're dating now. you're mine. aight?"

this frickin loser aksnsjs

but it's okay bc he's a cutie

and angy cutie but a cutie nonetheless

and now he's your cutie~

and boy if it ain't an interesting experience

he's ticklish on the sides of his neck only

you only found out bc you had your face buried in his neck while cuddling and he flinched slightly when you sighed

it was barely noticeable, but you were in tune with him well enough that you noticed

threatened to punch you if you ever dared intentionally tickle him

it was an empty threat and you both knew it

luckily for him, you agreed to not tickle him most of the time

definitely the type to hold your hand 24/7 while driving

like, he doesn't let go even to shift gears, just uses your hand to do it

will make you food when you're sick

or if there's something you really really wanna eat

it's one of his ways of saying i love you without actually saying it

gets jealous easily but never in a way that's directed at you

if he notices someone checking you out, he'd show them that you're his

what he does depends on how interested or sleezy they seem

if it's not much, he'll just grab your hand or wrap an arm around your shoulders

if it's a little too much for his liking, he'll wrap an arm around your waist or peck your cheek or lips

if they're r e a l l y lookin, he'll pull you into him and give you a deep kiss before locking eyes with them, a fire in his that just screams "get lost"

honestly comes off as more protective than jealous if you know him well enough which you do~

also

if someone smacks your butt, grabs you, or gropes you in a n y way

hope they picked out their casket bc they w i l l die

that boy will beat the living crap out of them

w i t h o u t his powers just to make it worse and to avoid getting in trouble bc this boy is a future hero

when you hold hands, he does the thing where he rubs your thumb with his

90% of the time he doesn't even realize he's doing it

it just helps him relax a little more and maybe just maybe helps remind him that yes you a r e real and there is indeed someone who loves him that much but you didn't hear that from me

he's not usually the greatest at initiating any kind of physical contact, but sometimes if he's feeling really cuddly or missed you a lot, he'll just kinda throw you over his shoulder and take you to bed to snuggle

if you're willing, he actually really likes working out with you

you encourage him, he encourages you (in his own way ofc)

and he takes care of you, but like... wordlessly

like he'll bring you a towel if he notices you need one or fill your water bottle when he fills his

he may not say it, but he feels responsible for you

you're his partner after all

everyone else may be extras but maybe- just maybe- you can be a main character with him

[delightfulclouddreamer]

Helloo, I really love your Laxus one shot! If your requests are open, could I request another laxus one shot where laxus and the reader find out they’re having a baby?

Soooo, this is my first request ever and I'm really excited! Yes, my requests are open, I'll write a post with the fandom I can try and wright for. I made it a little bit angsty since Laxus is not the type of character who radiates fluff. Anyways, hope you like it, please let me know♥️

I should be happy... right?

Laxus x pregnant! Reader

Synopsys: You have been with Laxus for a long time, even before his exile. Now after the Great Mage games, you receive news that will change your lives. You love each other, he'll be fine right?

Your eyes were wide open, as you stared at your hands.

Your hands were gripping the fabric of your pants as you tried to breathe. Your mouth was dry, no sound dared to come out. Your heart was beating fast, as your lungs started to increase their rhythm. Tears started to dwell in your eyes, threatening to fall.

"Y/N...." Porlyusca whispered.

You heard her, but your mind wouldn't acknowledge her, busy repeating over and over again the same questions that made even more anxious and sick. "what is going to happen.... why me.... how is he going to react... I don't want to... I don't want that..... I don't want him to leave me...."

Your breath was now so fast your chest hurt. And then everything became black.

"Y/N, wake up" You heard Porlyusca voice speaking and opened your eyes, sitting on the bed you were laying on.

"Porlyusca san, what happened?" You asked, "After I told you the news... you had a panic attack, so I sedated you, you slept for an hour" she explained, sitting on her little chair near the bed. You couldn't bear looking at her, you felt ashamed, after what she told you all you could feel was anxiety and preoccupation.... what a good mother you thought, slowly caressing your stomach.

"There's nothing to be ashamed of" the medic said, as you continued to stare at the white cover, "It's normal to feel overwhelmed... especially if the child wasn't planned... if you want... there are ways to...." You stopped her immediately, staring at her with fear in your eyes, but there was something else, "I... want to have it" you whispered, now staring at your hands on your stomach, "I'm so scared I could pass out.... but I want to have it...." Porlyusca smiled and nodded.

As you walked back to your apartment your mind was wandering through all the possibilities. You were so worried at how he would react, and it scared you the most the fact that him leaving you and your child was a plausible option. After all... was he ready to become a father... was Laxus Dreyar ready to have a child... dang you weren't even sure you were ready.

You sighed and dried the tears with your hands as you reached your home, feeling anxious at every step you made.

"Tadaima!" you spoke, receiving no answers. You let out a breath you didn't know you were holding. You weren't ready to tell him. Sighing you lay on the couch and swiftly fell asleep.

When you woke up a strong scent could be smelled coming from the kitchen. The smile that naturally grew on your face was swiftly blocked by the thought of the news... You shook your head and buried it away, letting the smile grow.

You reached the kitchen and there, your boyfriend was, cooking for you. You stared at him, feeling your stomach flips, just as years ago, feeling your heart melt, as you knew how much he hated cooking, feeling your eyes wet, as the fears you were trying to cast away were crushing you once again. However you knew what to do, you knew what you wanted and he didn't want to be involved in your decision... then...

"Don't stare too much or you'll consume me" he said, still looking at the pan in his big sift hands, you giggled, "Sorry, wouldn't want that to happen" you replied and made your way to him, hugging him from behind, breathing him his scents.

"Is everything alright?" he whispered, as you nodded, tightening the grip around his torso. He sighed, aware of your lies. During the meal, you were silent and distant. Laxus stared at you as you ate, preoccupied.

"I'm going to have a bath" you said, as he nodded. You reached the bathroom and started crying. why were you so anxious? He loved you, he was going to be there for you... "Y/N... are you ok?" you heard his voice from the bedroom and tried to stop your tears, "Yes, I'm alright" you replied, "Do you want me to come in?" he asked.

Your mind was once again running around. You took a deep breath and clenched the doorknob. Another deep breath, you thought, calming your mind and your body, "No...I...I'm coming out... there is something I need to tell you....". You opened the door, revealing your teary eyes and puffy nose. Laxus was shocked and preoccupied, he followed all of your movement, never leaving his tough facade. He observed as you took his hand and led him to your bed.

He observed as you took a deep breath and left his hand, feeling his preoccupation rising.

He observed as you brought your eyes up to his, staring deep in your eyes, searching for something, strength...? Love....? He couldn't tell.

He observed as your mouth moved. As those words left your mouth the world stopped. Silence filled the air.

"I'm going to have it....." silence...." With....or without your involvement..... you are free to choose....".

Nothing could be heard in that household. Laxus was staring at the floor and you were staring at your hands, waiting for the moment of truth. I... should be happy right? you thought as tears ran down your cheeks.

The silence was broken by the sound of the front door shutting. You were now alone, almost.

You cried, feeling all your emotions flowing down. This child. She was going to receive so much love, you will make sure of it, you thought, as you fell asleep, tears still streaming down your face.

The sun was beaming through the curtains and the birds were chirming.

Your eyes slowly opened, still puffy and red from the night before, his heart melted. You turned your head and saw him, sitting on the armchair opposite your side of the bed. Now your anger was taking control of you.

"Y/N...." he whispered, as you got up and moved your hand to slap him, he stopped it, placing it slowly on his cheek.

"I'm sorry... I'm sorry that I left" he continued, "I'm scared..." Your eyes, before full of anger now lovingly staring at him.

He has always dealt with things his way, "I... I'm so scared...." he repeated, as tears streamed down his face. You moved your hands to dry them, caressing his cheeks, "I'm scared too... but if you want... we can be scared together, you don't have to carry burdens all on your own, we are in this together" you said.

He was staring at you, your strength was the only reason he became the man he was now, your love, was the only reason he was going to be a father, you were the reason he was happy.

"Let's do this together.." he whispered, placing his forehead on yours, you nodded, kissing him.

The kiss was gentle, slow yet passionate.

I'm happy now, you thought.

LITTLE EXTRA BC IT'S MY FIRST REQUEST...

"Gramps... We needed to tell you that.... well....Y/N's pregnant..." Laxus said, scratching the back of his neck, as she half hugged him, smiling.

"Gramps!" Laxus yelled as Makarov passed out. "Guess it went well" she said, laughing.

[nerice]

coming in with some fresh ocs now that I can look at your site! 🕰️for garvith, 🤕 for shina, 💀 for noah

aaaaaa hello yes!! new oc info coming up i definitely drifted a little in these replies since i wna do justice introducing these guys to you :D!! as always u have impeccable skill in choosing ask game questions<3

🕰️ has there been an event that happened in your OCs past that affects their future or one that they think about still? is this a bad event or a good one? what are a few of their childhood memories they can recall?

extremely :D! abt this one bc it is so so vital to his existence!!! garvith is infact the other half of reina's soul (as in, resulting from the very soul split that broke the entire verse) the original ruler they were split her soul resulting in reina (who retained the original's name and appearance) and garvith, who took the form of a giant white feathered serpent, who didn't take a proper name until a bit later due to nerice getting nuked as consequence n there not having been a lot of time for identity-finding during that mess. immediate post-split reina/garvith is vry fun because they're essentially identical persons(serpents) who share a consciousness soup until they diverge into vastly different personalities over the following centuries of war :3!!! as such garvith's 'childhood memories' are exactly the same as reina's bc they were the same being up to the soul split, which definitely wins out on Important Event He Keeps Thinking About That Shaped His Future like. i do have to stress it's not that garvith is a split-off part of reina but that both reina&garvith as they exist now are divergent paths of the singular true ruler they were before the split!! i love going on endless meta on which aspects of og!reina each of them retained/are expressions of, it's soooo interesting!!!! but a ramble for a different time bc length! :D

plugging the reina/garvith aes tag here tho it's one of my favs <3

🤕 what is the worst injury your OC has ever suffered? do they have any scars or lasting physical reminders of it? do they get sick often or have any lasting medical conditions?

ohboy!!! shina is the lifesong user of lhnh generation making her everyone's favourite field medic (evil) the drawback being that to heal someone she essentially transfers their injuries to herself >:3 she's racked up an impressive scar count that easily beats out gray's habitual mutilation games to the point where there's not many places on her body that are unscarred. her worst scar(s) are the result of trying to save as many people as possible in the aftermath of one of azra's surprise attacks until the lifesong shut down on her (yay for parasitic power that wants to keep its host alive) & to her credit, with experience she learns to mitigate the damage she incurs by diverting e.g. one large injury in many smaller, less severe ones, so long as the total life force given balances out it works! descendant resilience keeps her from suffering too hard a long-term damage (everything heals eventually) also just general unrelated but vital fun fact im tacking on at the end: she absolutely fucking hates descendants and her war duty and while she will not let anyone die she is also always a second away from murdering people in cold blood, has stopped hearts in sincere threat, and despises reina with a passion. shina's only buddy is a guy by the name of irias who also keeps a pet blood demon which further dampens how much dmg she has to take for her job where she can just infuse its generated blood with her life force to heal people and then pass the fuck out. she's a lot

💀 has your OC ever lost anyone to death? multiple people? people close to them? how does the loss make them feel?

FUNNILY ENOUGH noah has never lost anyone to death (not on main anyway. avery dies a couple times, but that's Complicated lol) HOWEVER noah is notoriously unlucky in just. getting fucking betrayed to the point of the other person being dead to him/having to kill them which is just. extremely tragic how it keeps happening im laughing (crying) rn fucking f. heres an abridged list:

damia whom he technically betrays first when he allies with reina and leaves damia stuck at the bottom of the ocean. they have a cute deathmatch abt it in dream game

maheloas switches to azra's side and noah spends much of the rest of the war hunting him down/keeping him in check during battles

garvith, who ultimately flees the war during a critical encounter with azra (which also almost kills reina. oops) & that fucks noah up even more since he n garvith were kind of an item (in their own dragon/serpent way. advanced qpr)

noah's entire fucking drama revolves around a self-sustaining cycle of toxic loyalty and betrayal (where his own betrayal of damia is at the core) and he copes with what he did thru his unwavering loyalty to reina to his own and everyone else's detriment h.

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these were very fun so if anyone wants to send me more!! pls!!!! (oc page linked in description etc) uwwwwwu

[dirty-bosmer]

okay bc im SO invested in sylawen and her parents because 1. sylawen is so adorable and i think that a kiddie necromancer is an absolutely GENIUS idea 2. damn i wish my parents had loriel and caldemil's vibe so for the oc asks: 7, 8, 21, 29 for caldemil - 7, 8, 24, 39 for loriel - and 1, 5, 48, 49 for sylawen !! im sorry if the formatting is off idk why but <3 from @qah-naarin

Ahh, thank you so much!!! This was so much fun and such a good exercise for character building cause these guys are still so fresh and new to me.

1. What is your character's reaction to a minor inconvenience? Such as getting their jumper caught on a door handle? Sylawen would take personal offense, glare at the doorknob, then contemplate setting it aflame. If it ripped her jumper, then you would probably hear a lot of screaming and some vile curses scattered within. If, however, she was around other people, she would play it cool, do a little *teehee* clumsy me and smile.

2. Tea, coffee, hot chocolate or other? Tea in the morning, hot chocolate at night. Syla shares her mother's sweet tooth.

7. Are they a naturally assertive person or are they painfully shy? I would say Caldemil isn't shy as much as he is unbothered. He's more the type to keep their head down and avoid speaking up even when things get uncomfortable. I think if he went to a restaurant and they gave him the wrong order, he would probably eat it and not even care lol

Loriel is much more assertive, especially in her work as an archaeologist. She's typically a very demure and soft-spoken woman but will not bat an eye to correct you or call you out if she feels she is being slighted. Her mother was a bit of an eccentric academic herself and so she learned from a very young age to speak with conviction

8. Do they consider themselves a friendly person or aloof? Caldemil is straight up a golden retriever in Altmer form. He lives for love and is soooo happy to make friends. Loriel is a bit more reserved, and though she might come across as aloof on first impression, she's very willing to talk and she loves having people over for tea :)

21. What would be one item that they would hate to lose most?Oooh, this was a tricky one! I haven't thought too much about his personal possessions, but I feel like there must be some familial heirloom that was passed down to him through the generations. Maybe like a decorative sword that he hangs above the mantle (I don't imagine he could even wield it properly haha), or like a pocket watch.

24. What are your character's special skills? Loriel is a highly skilled baker! She makes the cakes and desserts for all her family functions and she tried to teach Syla when she's younger, but she just ate all the batter off the spoon and got sick all the time, so eventually Loriel gave up.

29. Are they an organised person? Or more laissez-faire? Caldemil is organized but only in the context of his work. He is an accountant for a big trading company in Cyrodiil, and all of his records are meticulously kept. Everything outside of his study/library is a disaster though. He doesn't ever fold his clothes and it drives Loriel insane because every time he shows up to a party, there's a wrinkle in his shirt. The horror!

39. What's your character's guilty pleasure Loriel loves a solitary wine night and a box of rich, dark chocolate. She'll curl up in her study and read in solitude for hours before forgetting she's the head of a household and is supposed to be watching her kids 😭

48. Is your character easy to make cry? Or angry? Or annoyed? Crying in front of others is a big no-no to Syl. She will avoid it anyway she can. She finds people boring more often than she does annoying, and if they annoy her, she will probably just walk away midway through the conversation before it can even get to anger.

49. What is your character's biggest fear? Most irrational? Another tough one 😭 I would say it's failing to meet her own expectations. She has a very rigid set of standards for herself that has been honed by how she thinks the world perceives her (which is largely with repulsion and scorn the moment they learn she is a necromancer). It's a very sore spot for her, though she denies it. She tries extra hard to look appealing and make herself easier to swallow, but lacks the social grace to understand why she makes people so uncomfortable. Instead, she crafts this idea of what "the perfect image" is and thinks, "if I meet that, everything will be okay."

Wooo, all done! Again, this was great fun. Thank you for asking. These are my little gems 🥰

[ihatebnha]

With the beauty stuff going on here- think Bakugo and Shoto (maybe Shinso?) would comfort their s/o in regards to not entering certain clothing stores? I can't go into a lot of them because all/the majority of their clothes are for skinny/petite women and I can't fit into it. Plus, with all the good looking girls who work in those stores I can't help but compare myself and see the trash I am. Sometimes I get physically sick if I walk into the stores because its so overwhelming. Sigh. Wish those boys would be a comfort, but they'd probably just be awkward or break up wif me. Especially explody boy.

Legend... the only thing that’s trash here is your garbage attitude! I wanna let you know that I’m on the tubbier side, too... so when you say you’re trash, you’re calling me trash, too... and I honestly don’t like that nor do I agree... (and trust me, I hate fitting rooms too... why do you think i only wear pajamas all the time?)

because the truth is...YOU’RE NOT! You just live in a world that favors conventionally attractive and skinny people over everyone else. Obviously it isn’t bad to be either of those things, but we all have a duty to work hard at rewiring our brains to reevaluate society’s sense of beauty (esp since its very eurocentric, too). 

it’s also funny you sent me this because I honestly believe that all the boys in bnha like chubby girls (but ofc they don’t discriminate)! im very genuine when i say that EVERYONE is their ideal type, and i could honestly talk for hours about how they’re too busy being heroes to give a crap about petty things such as looks and weight. 

the truth is, “real men” (and real partners, for that matter) don’t care if you’re heavy, have beauty marks, anything, so therefore... the bnha boys dont mind those things, either. 

plus lmfao... todo, bakugo, and shinso are all actually in my top list of chubby chasers soooo (although im biased and think every character is on that list tbh)... 

none of them would break up with you for your insecurities! They of all people understand what it’s like to be ashamed of things (as Bakugo faces feelings of inferiority, Shinso has his quirk, and Todo’s family is bananas), so they would only want to comfort you if you ever expressed your concerns. 

Not to mention, they all seem like the type to be in a relationship for the long haul... So if they’re already dating you, it means they’re in it FOR LIFE🤞🏻

Which is why, none of what you do could ever bother them... and as for comforting... 

I don’t think either Bakugo, Todo, or Shinso are really going to notice if you don’t want to or can’t go into certain clothing stores. They’re heroes (and boys for that matter💀) with a lot on their mind, so if you mention you don’t like shopping somewhere, they’re just going to assume that you either don’t feel like it or it’s not your style. 

Their heads don’t really connect your insecurities with your shopping preferences, simply because they assume you already know what you like to wear and where you like to shop.

In Shinso’s case, while I can see him picking up on some of your subtleties, such as avoiding certain stores and/or sections, he’s probably not really going to think it’s a serious issue or bring up the topic unless you initiate the conversation yourself, mostly because he (doesn’t want to be at the mall) assumes you already know that he likes your body and really doesn’t care what you wear. 

That being said, when you are in fitting rooms together, he gets pretty handsy even before you start getting frustrated by things. Definitely distracts you from doing anything by whistling at you or grabbing at your thighs and pulling you between his legs from where he sits on the tiny stool they’ve provided... Also probably puts in some effort beforehand too, helping you pick out things that he likes and are more likely to fit in the first place.  

Bakugo is pretty similar to this, as well. With his parents working in the design industry, he definitely has a good eye for sizing and can help you pick out the most accurate things for your body type. He’s actually really useful because you can hold up anything, and he’ll generally have a pretty good idea on whether the style will suit you or not, and if it’s in the right size. This makes trying things on a bit more bearable, as you honestly end up fitting everything you bring into the changing room. 

He’s also good to shop with because he’s probably not gonna let you go to any shitty clothing stores either... So wherever you end up going is probably gonna have better stuff that’s in every size, anyway (it’s literally like 2200 and people have quirks... you can’t tell me stores would have things for literally every shape). The nice thing about this too is that everything you end up getting is super comfortable for that exact reason. 

Definitely can stay pretty serious in the dressing rooms... but you have to be careful because the moment you guys get home he’s gonna be horn-nee. 

Todoroki, on the other side of all of this, is literally motherfucking useless. It’s not that he doesn’t want to be comforting, it’s just he really just doesn’t put the puzzle pieces of your insecurity together AND thinks you look good in everything, regardless... so even if you tried to explain why you hate shopping, he’s just like “but everyone has things they don’t fit?” 

HOWEVER..... the redeeming quality about him is.... HE IS RICH!!! And probably grew up with a tailor, and/or at least a family stylist, so once you’re in with him, he just adds you onto the bill for that, too. Say goodbye shopping, hello to having clothing that fits you shipped right to your door... (and Todo just loves staring at you while you get measured for outfits). 

SO.... sorry for my earlier harshness... it’s just because I love and care about you sooooo much!! as well as understand what it’s like to feel like a freak in forever 21... 

ANYWAY... here’s just some little things I wanted to include, too! 

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I used to think that Bakugo wouldn’t have a preference for thick girls, but then I saw this tik tok that was like, “my attractive friends always ask me where all the hot and fit boys are.... in these guts bitch” and my perspective changed entirely... I just know a beefy boy like him who has a mean mommy LOVES curves... like you can’t tell me he doesn’t see your belly and absolutely melts... like that shit is straight FAXXXXXXXXXXX no printer... (i also saw a tik tok today that was like, “would you fuck me if i was skinny? and the person said “i would fuck you right now.” and tbh that’s big baku energy LOL) 

Todoroki also definitely gives me vibes where if you’re like, “but i look ugly in ____,” he’s just like, “doesn’t matter, it’s you.” AND YES TBH i cried

AND shinso... god tbh shinso is the guy that all your friends are jealous of bc he’s the one who’s like, “I like my women with meat on them” because he doesn’t believe in skinny culture or diets... he wants you chubby bc chubby just kinda looks more correct.... tbh king shit

[toastytoaster22]

Hi Toasty! I hope you feel better soon! :( being sick is the WORST. I got a few questions, some fic related and one not. 1) I don't think you've ever said what Shigeo does for work in the post-manga terumob series, I'm curious! 2) pls share a little random fact about Benjiro, he owns my entire heart 3) explain the origin of your url

Hi Fizzy! Thank you for coming to say hiiiiii <3 I have been asleep most of the day but i am up and trying out a cup of yogurt so here goes:

1. Fuck. Fuck me, I read this and laughed soooo much on the inside. You've caught me. I don't have a freaking clue what Shigeo would be when he grows up in my Post Manga TeruMob series. So many people give gentle and kind people the role of a teacher, especially a kindergarten teacher, but as someone in Early Education... I don't think Shigeo has the mental energy or the physical energy for that hahahah.

You know what?? I think he'd be a GREAT personal trainer. Calm, encouraging, patient, and being in that environment would also help him continue to reach his own body improvement goals!

2. Omg you are asking about my baby. My son. My Benjiro. I will give you much more than just one little fact. I have been waiting for someone to ask about him forever. Facts about Benjiro:

-his favorite color is purple most of the time, sometimes its red

-he has really thick eyebrows and really big ears that someday he grows into and is all handsome, but as a kid they're just too big for his face and I love him. he gets picked on a little bit in first grade and is sort of self conscious about it. Shigeo is great about coaching him through being teased. Teru doesn't know what to do bc he can't really tell Benjiro to punch the other kid and i mean... his ears are really big <3

-Benjiro has 0 interest in girls, boys, or dating in any capacity until late high school when he realizes that he has very slowly fallen in love with his friend. Oh dear moment. What do. Suffer, i guess? She's so pretty oh god how did this happen? it's okay, she'll ask him out eventually XD He's demi

-Benjiro loves wearing all of Teru's absurd clothes but NEVER outside of the house. That's embarrassing lol

-he actually doesn't use his powers much (shigeo's do it with muscle influence) except when it has to do with Mischief (bc teru is a bad influence in the best way)

-For years he calls both Teru and Shigeo "Daddy" which causes a lot of confusion when he's telling stories. Teru and Shigeo are the only ones who can tell the calls apart and forget that other people can't.

3. ahh, yes. The ToastyToaster namesake... I think I've explained it before but that was way back when i first got a tumblr. It's a silly cute little story between me and my husband. basically he gets really cold when he goes to bed and I apparently have great circulation so i am all toasty warm. We used to go to bed and I would let him put his hands on my tummy to warm them up and he would tell me that I was "the toastiest". 22 is both my birthday and my favorite number PLUS it was more alliteration so i liked it extra.

thank you for asks!!

[lmolm]

I 100% agree with you on Jae, I think there are alot of mydays who blindly support him but I would prefer a 4 member return. He needs to go through a LOT of growth on his own it seems like, hopefully away from the horrible streamers he's made his friend group now but 😐 also in some of the statements it sounds like he fought with members a bit with the shady comments. Even if you're bitter I don't find it professional or mature to throw that out there even if you feel you have nothing to lose at that point knowing you're leaving the agency. All I know is I have a shoot me Jae pc I already wanted to trade before this I want gone 😭 I also feel like I can't say this on my day6 blog w/ thousands of followers without being torn to shreds

yeah that's so 🥴 weird to see ppl literally stepping over their own morals to support a man who literally laughs at u with his edgy racist friend group. please respect yourself baby he's not worth it i promise

and oooohhh i have SOOOO MUCH to say about his friends! it was painfully obvious when back in 2018 he was buddies with very questionable ppl!! but i had a cognitive dissonance and was trying so hard to rationalize it. after all, an apple doesn't fall far from the tree. never will.

and the worst part is that these people are literal incels and racists and they're shitting and bashing on kpop & kpop artists (which he was like 24 hours ago) and he's like "haha oh yeaaaah kpop bad" LIKE???? THATS SUCH A PICK ME BEHAVIOR PLEASEEE god i feel sick in the stomach

and i can't (lord i fucking can't!!!!) even BEGIN on why his comments about day6 were incredibly rude, gross and highly unprofessional and he should've been gone since these words left his mouth. imagine just imagine working ur entire and whole booty off for 7 years only to be called inauthentic by your own team member. idk.

and to top it off with the fact that he's simply being jealous of other members being more popular & getting more promos (?) LAWLLLLL........ maybe he should've picked up the phone when his agency called him with work offers instead of being a little whiny bitch? like i can't believe he's admitted that he wasn't picking up bc he got mad at jype for taking away his twitch account 💀 if this is not peak undeveloped immature little boy tantrum example then idk what is.

and fucking finally, the gaslighting and mistreatment of his own FANS who literally keep the food on his table. the ignorance. the horridness. the absolute atrocity is INSANE. he genuinely needs therapy. i hope he'll be able to overcome this and grow into a better person because deep down i want to believe he's a good man and he can learn.

also sell that pc babyyyyy! get the bag! i hope you'll get some good $$$ for it 🥰