#be here

[transonlyspace]

"queer identities are getting too complex" good. be complex. confuse cis people. confuse straight people. aim to be what cishets call cringe. be incomprehensible. be unfathomable.

[everypigeondeserveslove]

Rest In Peace. Gone to soon, 5 (or 2000) is to young an age to blow up 🕯💔

[jodielandons]

BE HERE- Raphael Saadiq ft. D'Angelo (2002)

[llittleredbird]

kanej breakdown time

[harlowhockeystick]

I miss him <3

[arlos-warm-drpepper]

Teenage girl realizes ao3 is down. 12 dead, 42 injured.

[sexintheraine]

This is Amazing. Watch it.

[justanothergay23]

omg kill me now

@taylorswift loves melbourne no joke

surprise song one: come back be here X daylight

surprise song two: teardrops on my guitar

help

[catholickedd]

“thanks so much for teaming up with me,” she said to the girl who asked to be her partner so she wouldn’t have to be partners with me. “you saved me.”

[robthegoodfellow]

Parallel I’d never noticed before and if I thought the Duffs were at all competent writers I’d tip my hat but WE ALL KNOW this was pure coincidence:

So in CJ the X’s recent vid on the metatextual/metaphorical/metaphysical significance of one of the best scenes in all of ST, they highlighted the recurrence of the word “here” during Max’s interactions with Vecna and Lucas:

“You belong here.” -> “You’re not really here.” -> “We’re right here. I’m right here.” -> “I’m still here. I’m still here.”

Basically making the point that Max’s triumph over Vecna is rooted in this reunification of mind/body and being present in the now, rather than be sucked into past trauma/depression in the isolated trap of the mind, unrooted from the present and those physically around her trying to reach her. She reaches out in return, connects with them and reconnects herself.

ANYWHO when I was very responsibly trying to fall asleep at a relatively reasonable hour, the Billy brainrot crept in, as it does, and I thought of the moment we first lay eyes on the fucker:

And how this isn’t something Billy says, as with Max, but something imposed by the metatext of the soundtrack, a promise made by an invisible Greek chorus, but a promise that goes undelivered as it becomes clear how much Billy is driven by the trauma of his past and fear of future trauma.

And yet, in his final moments Billy also achieves a reunification of mind/body when El reaches out to him, rooting him in the now and not in the swirling hurricane of memories, and with his last moment of oneness sacrifices himself to save her. He reaches out in return, only not toward her, but toward the monster, to hold it off.

And how in Max’s letter to Billy, she wishes she had reached out to him and pulled him away from danger, and imagines that if she had, he would “still be here.” That they could have ultimately reached out to each other, had a sibling relationship, been here/there for each other.

And how all of this forms a powerful message about the role of our connections to others (reaching out/reaching back) in being present, being wholly ourselves, and living.

[iknowitwontwork]

@blogrecanon bestie come backkkkk

[rforrebel-blog]

I find you in every moment but you're not here.

[bea-lele-carmen]

[wiirocku]

Mark 1:15 (CEV) - He said, “The time has come! God's kingdom will soon be here.   Turn back to God and believe the good news!”

[mmemirrorball]

COME BACK BE HERE I WEEP

[gotyouanyway]

:/