There comes a moment, a few years forward. Precision of memory fails. The exact cadence of their voice, light of their eyes, the way they made their tea. You catch yourself in the midst of a story; you don’t know the next words. They’re not here to ask. Immortalised in grief, they are myth and memory.
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He grew flowers in the darkest parts of me, they died when he left.
Sometimes I wish I would have died too.
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Are you alright, Kazuma? I read up briefly on your previous exchanges today and I simply want to check in and offer a shoulder to lean on if you need support.
Ryunosuke.
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I'm sorry you had to see that. I was...not at my best.
I'm fine. Just...well, furious.
Klint van Zieks...who does he think he is? To say after all this time that he wishes things could have been different, as if that changes anything. To say he wouldn't have done the duel if he'd known about me...
I don't understand it. If they were such good friends that my father did so much for him, how did he not know? Did van Zieks never ask? Did my father never in six years mention he had a son? It doesn't make any sense to me.
And then I have to see Klint's brother every day...sometimes I don't know what I was thinking.
Sorry. I shouldn't dump all this on you. I hope your day is going well.
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NaPoWriMo Vol. 3, 4.7.24
“Post Cards I Never Sent From Paradise"
I wish you were here
Without you, waterfall eyelids
Aren’t worth the wait
To slide–down the cheek
I wish you were here
Every room and hall and parking spot
Empty, leaving me spinning in place
Blank shot revolver door, still firing
I wish you were here
Wiping away each raindrop
Filling the space in my arms
Listening to heartbeat accompanied sighs
I wish you were here
The rain was always your favorite
Even if I made it for you
Oh gods above
Do I ever wish you were here
@env0writes C.Buck
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My heart will continue to bleed in silence for the soulmate connection that was never meant for this lifetime.
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I have this insatiable desire to be loved, to have someone who can think only about me all day, like I do with them.
I want to be someone's fp.
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U are part of us Syd Barret.
What kind of jewels we lost with your premature disappearance...
The Floyd's always knew that lot of their masterpieces would not have been possible without you. Until your dead at 60.
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