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#while it was very much a traumatic series of events that left me with horrible mental health I just find it funny how my fixation#of family bonds in fandoms is a result of both my parents abandoning me#and then being told by my grandpa that he and my gran never wanted to take me in either and only wanted a free sitter#and then basically finding out I most likely will not be able to have kids myself even though i want to be a parent so bad#because of a combination of things#woohoo let's just live vicariously through fictional characters and get deeply attached#and give them the love and care I needed#honestly if i had just been given up at birth instead of cared for at first until my mom had healthier non disabled kids#it probably wouldn't affect me as much that I wasn't wanted#I was loved once but the moment she found out she could actually have more kids it was over
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missed the mark by (looks at calendar) uhhh. hm. but I really wanted to do something for the 5th anniversary! happy five years to these idiots 🎉
#art#twisted wonderland#twst 5th anniversary#i'll stop for a while now i promise i just wanted to get this out#genuinely feels a bit weird to be 5 years in already huh!#that combined with having finally finished up episode 7...#oh no all the milestones hit at once help#hold on while i reminisce for a moment#because MAN i did not expect the anime disney boy game to become so special to me#(especially my little wet rat dragon and his family)#to be fair 2020 onward was uhhh let's say prime timing for a piece of silly and unapologetically indulgent media#(not to get too real here or anything but let's just say that. some of the stuff in 7 specifically did hit a bit harder than it should've.)#but also just. you know how it goes.#sometimes a thing doesn't so much speak to you as it reaches out and grabs you by the throat#with an intensity that shocks and bewilders no one more than you#and sure you can ignore it because having any emotions about media beyond faint scorn is of course the epitome of ~cringe~#but you could also just throw yourself wholeheartedly into it#and lemme tell you one of those options is a hell of a lot more fun#idk i'm just kinda rambling here#it's been a weird five years but i'm glad to have had these guys for it#and hey if nothing else it gave us meleanor#the inside of my brain at any given point is just the 'do it for her' meme covered in pictures of our late great dragon princess#i would not have it any other way
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It’s very funny if Steve befriends a hellfire member and it’s just…not Eddie.
Like, Steve gets the shit kicked out of him, comes back to school, and immediately gets partnered up with Jeff in their personal finance class.
And…honestly, this is kinda nice for Jeff.
He only took this elective because it wasn’t a gym class. Steve is actually pretty knowledgeable about this stuff and when he isn’t, he asks his dad. Their fake business is out preforming everybody else’s.
Then the project is over and Steve….Just doesn’t go away. He’s sitting next to him in class. He’s following out into the hallway. He’s talking to him about sports, and then once he realizes Jeff doesn’t know anything about sports starts asking him questions so he’s the one talking.
It’s weird. It’s really weird but so far, it’s only been confined to the hallway between Mr. Sinnett’s classroom and Jeff’s locker.
But today.
Today, he’s coming up to him in the lunch line and asking if he wants to come over to watch a movie this evening, and like, “It’s fine if you’re busy. My parents are out of town and like, I’m free after I drop my friend off at the Snowball.”
“Isn’t the Snowball a middle school dance?”
“Yeah.”
And now Steve is following him. To his table. With his friends. Who decidedly don’t know about this - whatever this is thing is going on with Steve. Who are watching them right now. Jeff is just like, “I’ll think about it.”
“Cool! Let me know before the end of the day so I can be ready,” Steve says with a big smile, shooting him finger guns as he leaves.
Jeff finished walking to his table and when he sits down, Eddie asks in a voice that’s going to be killing off his characters in the next ten D&D campaigns, “What was that about?”
#Eddie and jealousy is a lethal combination and Jeff is just like: I’m sorry I’m living your dream. I don’t want it#Steve doesn’t really know how to make friends because he’s always had them#and is now just following Jeff around like a puppy because he doesn’t want to be home alone#steve harrington#eddie munson#jeff stranger things
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My favorite part of The Pitt is every single doctor desperately vying for Robby’s attention and approval and then there’s Whitaker who looks like he wants to scurry off into the walls or crumple into a puddle and disintegrate every time Robby so much as glances his way and so of course that’s who Robby decides to be like “that’s him. that’s my new favorite white boy” with
#im joking but also#smth smth the boys club of it all#robby latches onto to whitaker and says he has game and constantly checks in on him in a way you can picture him doing with a younger#Langdon. meanwhile mohan and mel and santos and javadi and mckay are kinda just. there#and he is obviously a good teacher to all of them. hes hard on Mohan because he believes in her and mel and mckay are doing fine and dont#need checking in on and santos he does check in on when it becomes clear there is a problem and collins and him had a thing so he can’t#hover. but also#its clear he sees himself in whitaker and saw himself in langdon and adopted them as His Mentees in a way we have not seen him do with any#of the women#and you combine that with everything with David and Mckay and its like. okay i see you robby#like he is not a misogynist but he has created an unintentional boys club! hes thinking more about the kid with a hit list than the girls#that list targets!#it is just. such a realistic depiction of a genuinely good guy who is trying his best but also does have ingrained biases that even he#is not aware of#the pitt#the pitt hbo#the pitt 2025#michael robinavitch#dennis whitaker
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even dogs pass the mirror test
#hello again everyone. how's it going#isat loop#in stars and time#isat fanart#in stars and time fanart#isat#lucabyteart#isat spoilers#so. had this idea Before getting my hands on the artbook and being validated. literally have a voice note from 4:30am on the 8th where#i frantically noted down this just horrid horrid horrid caption because i'd been musing on the sasasap Dress line all day i suppose#just kind of rotating in my brain the way any kind of first time trying on new clothes for them would be .#just absolutely mental breakdown material and not one i think would be recovered from quickly. they hate being in their own skin#like. a lot? like a lot. the collateral of any kind of transfemme read was barely in my mind until it ended up relevant again while i was#actively working on this. because christ that's a bad combo. 2x different forms of body dysphoria in one. maybe even 3x somehow#plus any scenario where they get clothes is... likely gifted. something they react viciously negatively to in game and i doubt#would improve thereafter. just a veritable katamari of disgust and self-loathing#like i was mostly just thinking abt how a lot of our collective depictions of loop being alienated from their body are rather abstract#in a body horror way mostly. on account of loop being more of a metaphor than a person half the time. so i think i wanted to depict#something closer to just. a human level of body dysphoria. no focus on the whole duplicate thing just... raw disgust for the self#but with the addition of recent discussion and playing ball more with the she/her loop and transfem loop angle...#scenario of leaning into femininity to try throw off suspicion on who they are PLUS realising they might want that PLUS the party#trying to use this to bond with them PLUS body dysphoria PLUS new!gender dysphoria PLUS the usual revulsion for wanting and desire#like. that is a catastrophic combination . not coming out of that one without it getting worse for a few weeks thereafter#that's a real lash out at everyone around them and then recede in shame type breakdown. which im sure looks interesting from#the party's pov because jesus christ that touched a nerve something awful (<- they only have half the context AT BEST)#. so . there's your free scenario to ponder on if you'd want to. seeing as ive done a picture without a shitload of words on it for once#ALSO don't get smart with me in the tags about the mirror test being an absolutely ass test in most regards re: self-awareness#or that things like minnows pass it. i'm a fellow pedant dont worry. it's just that minnow doesn't really have the same ring as dog yknow?#this is supposed to be like an absolutely excruciatingly self loathing thought spoken aloud of a caption. it's pithy and cruel on purpose#and more than a little inspired by (reblogged yesterday) liminal space's 'there is no other dog. it's just you'
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i have an entire AU in my brain where viktor and shadow are friends (and later enemies)
#HEAR ME OUT.#viktor has gerald's intellect and morals (before he went insane) combined with maria's sickliness#i think that shadow would feel drawn to viktor because he reminds him of the only family he ever had and lost.#but then shadow would try to stop viktor from doing his whole glorious evolution thing#and they try to kill each other#i am cringe but i am free#also shadow’s song the chosen one is kinda viktorcore as well#viktor arcane#shadow the hedgehog
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Come to me, Angel of Music
#drawing#sketch#doodle#foxtea#fanart#procreate#the locked tomb#harrowhark nonagesimus#tlt griddlehark#combining my two favorite things because art can be whatever you want#phantom of the opera#goth#wlw#lgbt#gay
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Darla & Drusilla + Outfits
#btvsedit#btvs#buffythevampireslayeredit#buffy the vampire slayer#creations#darla#drusilla#buffysource#dailybtvs#BTVSOutfits#my vampy girls!!!#had to combine because they have tragically few outfits#drusilla was present all s2 and gets to swap through like 4 outfits!! boooo#half the season she's in the white nightgown and the other half she's in the red top/long skirt#she should be getting a new gown every episode of s2 tbh#one thing about darla & dru? they will wear a GOWN
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Imagine sheep (idk lol) y/n dragon meeting longan I bet longan would be wondering "how come the dragon kind has been reduced into this... so cute and floofy?!!"
I do a whole bunch of rambling in the tags for this one ^^u But! Dragon y/n would ask them so many questions about the time when dragons were common!
#I home you don't mind I combined these three#because I dont know that much about the other dragons ^^u#I've been debating getting cr to learn the story or just watch it and i haven't chosen yet so I uhhhh have been putting off drawing the#other dragons. sorry ^^u#also ananas is kinda overwhelming to draw. hes got alot going on but I'll figure it out! ^^#eventually#Anyway! about dragon y/n and longan dragon! i think they would have a mkre mentorship type relationship!#dragon y/n is verry much not young but has been around cookies for their whole life. they were raised by a family line of shepherds that has#long since died out but the bell on their neck is from them!#so they dont really know alot of “dragon” things.#i think Longan would feel like its necessary to teach them how to be a dragon and not behave like a cookie so much#yaknow because of their whole “bringing back the age of dragons” thing#although this is only from my limited knowledge on Longan sooo feel free to correct me or give your thoughts!#dreamydraws#cookie run kingdom x reader#cookie run x reader#also i dont think they would mind dragon y/n being fluffy but they wouldn't like how much of a pacifist y/n is
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working on my style
#i've missed them so much#inktober really sucked the life out of me. combined with this week i have had almost no motivation to make things#but i doodled these while rewatching the first aos movie and i started crying because i love them so much#anyway#how we doin fellas#my posts#my art#st#tos#trek art#spirk#spock#kirk#star trek#star trek fanart#star trek tos#star trek the original series#k/s#the premise
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JET LAG THE GAME | Benjamin 'cardinal directions and vibes' Doyle (1 / ?)
#jet lag the game#jltg#ben doyle#myedits#if you don't love ben then truly madly deeply i do not understand you#i want to pick him up and put him in my pocket#narrowing down my favourite ben moments to six for this thing?#the literal horrors#hence the 1/?#this will continue#i'm not even going to pretend to be remotely sorry#these idiots have taken over my brain#this one in particular#ride-or-die teamben#but then also team badam#but then also my discord is corrupting me with other combinations 🤨#fyi for anyone annoyed that my gifs are so long because apparently people get annoyed about things like that#because people are stupid#my very autistic visually sensitive brain finds it so FUCKING uncomfortable to watch 3 second gifs#i like them longer - so - you know - if you do too then cool and you're welcome! and if you don't then ... eh
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"A stream through the valley to nourish these hills would lay all my troubles to sleep" A Field Song - Unfamiliar Things
Based off of CherriFire's designs!
#WHAAT two krash posts in one day???#don't get used to it lmao- I had this done a couple days ago#trafficblr#traffic smp#wild life smp#wild life fanart#It's been?? long enough that I'm not tagging the team as being spoilers pretty sure it's known by now#slight trafficshipping#inthelittlewood fanart#rendog fanart#inthelittlewood#rendog#treebark#was listening to unfamiliar things while making this so it's only fitting to assign it one of their songs :]#also I was a little evil with this one but idk if anyone's gonna catch it lmao#edit because I love them being in dresses so much (will be drawing them again)#I’m pointing directly at the both of them: you are now queer. you are both masculine and feminine in a customized combination#your relationship? also queer. nobody knows what’s going on with the both of you except you#friends?? married?? worse?? idk what it’s called but they’re a matching set#krash art
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i need a name for this bug
#ultrakill#v1 ultrakill#v2 ultrakill#v1#v2#doodles#should i tag as ship? i think it can count so why not#v4v#y2r1#so far i call it two things#hybrid and w1#get it because uhm#w is a letter thats just two v's smushed together#i am still to fully design this abomination but ill get there!!!#so far im sticking with 1 head for those two#jsut because it fits better with the whole combined and intertwined so much they arent sure who is who sometimes deal#two heads would mean one controls one part and the other the other stuff#but no they both move this entire thing together#id imagine its by constantly giving each other requests they approve of#sorry for my tag ramble enjoy my sketch o7#W1
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Dark AU, Arkham patient! Jazz Fenton.
Sadly, Jazz Fenton is convinced that her brother Danny is still alive, that Phantom didn't kill him, that ghosts are actually sentient and not necessarily evil. Clearly she was brainwashed by Phantom who was pretending to be her brother.
The GIW graciously don't charge her with the crime of violating the anti-ecto act by protecting ghosts as a kindness to her parents who have done so much good work. She is sent to a mental hospital outside of Amity Park because they think she will recover better away from ghosts.
Well Arkham doesn't know what is about to hit it and Jazz is going to do whatever it takes to escape and save her brother.
#i think this could be well combined with arkham patient Jason and Jazz/Jason ship#Maybe Jason senses that Jazz is Important (ghost princess) and they team up to escape together#Jason is happy to have his murder urges turned on people who deserve it#you could take this two ways depending on your taste. Either the bats actually help and realize what is happening OR they are the antagonis#if Jason is there than probably they are antagonists. Even though he was treated okay there in the comics actually#but we can ignore canon for angst if we want#does this one exist yet? I have seen villain jazz and dark jazz but not this specifically#mostly i see AUs where she works at Arkham#some quick content warnings for implied:#psychiatric abuse#medical abuse#psych abuse#Although I am a bit tired of the use of medical abuse in Arkham in canon and fanon.#It would be neat to see it portrayed as a place that actually tries to help people.#Because in canon they do try to make it better!! So it would be interesting if Jazz wasn't abused in the typical way here#instead they ARE trying to help her but they are just WRONG about her 'illness'. It would make things more fucked up actually.#Like wouldn't it be MORE fucked up if she was treated well? If her parents were kind and supportive? Trying to help her 'recover'.#Imagine the Fentons bringing sweets books games to their 'sick' child. The only child they have left. They want her to 'get better'#Wouldn't that be like peak fucked up?#especially because she is a person who believes in psychology so much. yet it betrays her...#jazz fenton#danny phantom#dc x dp#dc x dp crossover#dc comics#dpxdc#dp x dc crossover#dp x dc prompt#batman#arkham asylum
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hehhej shiny 🤸🤸🤸🤸 *jumps like a crow* thas mine
First doodle with the wing design: here

#combining two of my favourite things or maybe three even because I like glow and shiny stuff#I cant believe I can just pick a pencil and draw whatever I have the power#mwahhaha#and the touch#but that’s not confirmed#transformers rung#rung#doodle#sketch#bialbovi art#maccadam#mtmte rung#idw rung#idw transformers#lost light#mtmte#digital art#украрт#арт козацтво#укртф#трансформери#укртумбочка#art#drawing#transformers#fanart
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Kingdom Hearts Dream Drop Distance
#kingdom hearts dream drop distance#khddd#sora#riku#nightmare's end#mirage split#my gif#i was going to write up a whole thing in the tags about my thoughts on this keyblade#but i just know it'll be an incoherent essay because i can't properly articulate my thoughts#the x-blade must be forged through a clash of light and darkness#but i find it so highly significant that sora and riku can create their own keyblade which is so unheard of#this keyblade isn't created with a clash but rather through harmony and balance#not with conflict but with understanding and connection and love#and i always felt as though that's how the x-blade SHOULD be forged. that master xehanort went about it all wrong#because balance and connections are such important themes in these games#it has two handles and looks so regal when combined. all of the shapes feel reminiscent of the x-blade too#it shines so brilliantly with both sora and riku's symbols. the heart and crown which is the iconic logo for the entire series#also the way stained glass is always used to represent hearts. it's so significant!#and yeah the paupu fruit keychain is its own thing to unpack#okay so i ended up writing something anyway but there's still so much more#i just really hope we get to see more of this in future games because it would be shocking if it was nothing more than a cool combo attack
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