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Hold Fast, Perseus. Brave the Storm.
#percy jackson#sally jackson#my art#art#been burned out for a while#getting back to making art again#pjo#pjo series#blond percy
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deepthroating a gun without breaking eye contact...... he put his entire gongyussy into that | SQUID GAME 2
+ the video because the sound he makes when he puts the gun in his mouth? [redacted]
update: he improvised that. the man really said i'll go full slut.

#my beautiful unhinged wife..... you know the salesman is an utter freak on the streets and in the sheets#i watched one episode of the new squid game for the plot#the plot: gong yoo showing off his lack of gag reflex <3. he gloc on that glock etc.#the way he drags his bottom lip down with the muzzle of the gun sjhfsgfjhfgkj. redacted redacted redacted.#anyway. new username to celebrate#he put his entire ahjussy into his performance here. his ahjussiussy. his ahjussussy. you get it.#mutuals/followers from my old asian drama blog remember when train to busan came out in 2016 and for one and a half months#and i slipped back into my obsession and i was just a gong yoo shrine? ;_____;#i'm on the brink of regressing.......... help.....#also pardon the quality realised only after exporting that my grain was too strong -.-;#gun tw#blood tw#gong yoo#squid game#squid game spoilers#squidgameedit#netflixedit#tvedit#kdramaedit#uservik#chewieblog#userbbelcher#userisaiah#it's been a while i forgot what other tags there are…#long post#you know what.#gay#i cannot read salesman/gihun fic because i dislike ljj with a burning passion though.....
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Pizza heals all wounds!
#crawls out of a burning pit this clenched in my teeth#hey! been a while huh!#I honestly forgot this account existed 😔#I post way more on insta if you wanna make sure I didn’t die if I disappear again 😭#forsaken#forsaken roblox#forsaken fanart#forsaken 007n7#forsaken elliot#pizzaburger#<- I guess??
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Trench Spotlight
#malevolent#malevolent part 53#wow this was a muscle study that exploded#I listened to the entirety of the second murderBot book while doing this#I was supposed to test out nightreign tonight#fuck man#turned into a color study I guess#arthur lester#john doe malevolent#I figured I’ve been coating him in blood too much lately so I left out the thorn injuries and such#moments before 3rd degree burns#malevolent podcast#malevolent fanart#I missclicked on a multiply layer and the entire piece came together in a blink of an eye#gotta love serendipity#Arthur was cold as fuck for just taking that#crazy what good references can help you with#everyone use sketch fab I beg of you#want to thank a mutual who just posted a pic of a very beautiful bare chested man#istg I learned so much from looking at their sketch
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I think it would be very hilarious to write Idia with a girlfriend for years and no one found out about it, not because he doesn't share, they just thought she was not real. Probably another 2D, anime girl he likes, and yapping about as always.
And it turns out to be the Prefect. The prefect that was admired by everybody, adored, and loved. They choose Idia out of all the bachelors they can have out there. And the most shocking thing about it is Idia not being negative about their relationship.
He seems confident, sure, and very soft towards you. He just raises his eyebrow when asked, how did it happen? And just shrugs it off and replies, "Obviously, because it's me."
#I wanted to see Idia's complete 360 attitude when they're around#imagine he is now very comfortable around you have been together for a while#the shock to everyone because they just found out about it and can't process why Idia is not saying anything negative#like how he doesn't deserve you#or how he self pities#they just don't understand that you have been together for so long that Idia knew and trusts your love for him#he knew that you love him and it is sincere#Slow burn is not my forte so I am still thinking writing this#idia shroud#twst idia#idia x reader#twisted wonderland idia#twst idia shroud#idia shroud x yuu#idia shroud x reader#idia shroud x you#twisted wonderland x reader
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trans!soap taking his baby and running away from his rich abusive husband
(cw angst, financial abuse, single threat of child abuse, single mention of transphobia)
he's owned soap for years, since he was a teenager; paid for his medication and all his surgeries and tied them so deeply, soap’s lost hope of ever getting away. he gets even worse when soap falls pregnant. he was always controlling; blowing up at him if he spent too long out of the house or did something without telling him. but he becomes utterly possessive during the pregnancy
soap knows it has nothing to do with his safety or the baby's
he knows he sees his baby as an investment; another being he can control and hold over him
he gets worse and worse but there’s nothing soap can do. there's been nothing he can do for a long time. then a few months after the baby is born, soap doesn’t watch his tone closely enough and his husband threatens to drop his baby in punishment for it
soap doesn't think. he doesn't plan
he takes his baby and runs
he sneaks out of the servant's quarters of the sterile mansion he's been forced to live in for almost a decade and walks down the street without a backwards glance; his baby the only thing in his arms. he knows all of his husband's cars have trackers, all of them in his name since he never lets soap drive or go anywhere by himself, so he walks far enough to be out of view of the mansion's cameras and steals one. it doesn't have a car seat and all he can do is clutch his baby to his chest as he drives
he doesn't know where he's going beyond away
he doesn't know what he's going to do; he doesn't have any money, no supplies for his baby, he doesn't even have water for himself so he can reliably breastfeed him. he's terrified his husband will find them; he’s always felt omniscient, always everywhere and seeing everything he did. if he didn’t have eyes somewhere, he paid someone who did and they always dutifully reported back to him
soap just keeps his eyes forward. just keeps driving and driving, lost to the road and numb until the low gas light pops up on the dash and it all hits him at once
he turns into a gas station he can't pay for, in a car he stole, and parks behind it and his baby immediately starts getting fussy
he can't even call him by his name sometimes; too afraid to get attached, too afraid to lose him. as if he doesn’t love him more than life itself
even throughout his pregnancy, as happy as he was to finally have a baby, he didn't know if he could carry to term and that fear just let his husband dig his claws in even deeper; paying for extra scans he could never hope to pay for, favours on top of favours so he would aways owe him and isn’t he such a loving husband? taking soap in when his parents kicked him out for being trans, looking after him for all these years? you can’t even take care of yourself john, you’d still be a woman without me, john, what is this tantrum about john-
soap tugs his shirt up to let his baby feed, drops his head back and cries
he can't stop it; wails loud and uncontrolled, chest heaving with his sobs enough that it sways his baby, occasionally breaking his latch and he can't even do this right-
he can't save him
a light knock sounds on the window and soap flinches, curling over his baby to protect him from his huband's cruel hands
but it's not his husband outside the window
soap blinks tears from his eyes and looks at the large stranger standing beside the car. a neck gaiter covers his mouth and it should be off-putting… but something about him stops the feeling in its tracks. the stranger takes a half-step back and lifts a chilled and sealed water bottle, pressing it towards the window
soap quickly swipes his face clean and rolls down the window. "sorry 'bout that," he apologises with a choked laugh, the careful front he’s built over the years cracked and bleeding
the stranger gives a dismissive but somehow not diminishing shrug. "long day?" he asks
"could say that," he gives a shrug of his own and pats his baby's back as he makes a disgruntled noise, unconsciously swaying him
he politely keeps his gaze up on his face. "looks like you could use a break."
soap's breath hitches, anxiously darting his tongue out over his bottom lip. "could say that," he repeats uselessly and takes the water with a quiet “thanks,”; his throat dry and screaming for it after crying so hard
the stranger hums, watching him down the bottle and soap doesn’t notice his eyes drifting to the backseat and footwell of the passenger side. doesn’t notice the slight tension in his fists at what he sees. "how long you been runnin', lad?"
soap freezes, the water settling in his stomach like a stone. he swallows thickly and the bottle falls from his lips
"not long enough."
the stranger just nods, looking idly back down the highway
"you know, this place is connected to a garage,” he starts, nodding back to a building attached to the station without taking his eyes off the road. “lotta people drift through 'ere on road trips; too many to keep track.”
soap frowns slightly, shifting his hold on his baby
“funny thing is, plenty of 'em just abandon their car when they break down. like yours,” he adds and finally turns back to him with a pointed look. “got a whole junkyard of 'em. just rustin' away. be pretty easy to convince me to trade ya one."
soap’s mouth parts in a gasp as he realises just what the stranger’s saying. "how easy?" he whispers
he shrugs and even with his face hidden beneath the gaiter, he doesn’t feel afraid. "i'd say this car'd be a good deal. would blend right in with the rest of ‘em; no one’d ever notice it. what say i take it off your hands?"
soap's breath shudders out of him, his whole body going limp with relief. his baby's eyes fall shut with a satisfied hum and for the first time he can remember, he feels the gentle touch of hope
"i think we can work something out."
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ghost owns the service station soap pulled into. he wanted something quiet and isolated after he retired and you can’t get much quieter than a backwoods servo surrounded by forest. he hasn’t had anyone pull in in days so he’s quick to notice soap’s car. he’s also quick to notice soap's subsequent breakdown in one of the cameras. the sight of him crying, desperately clutching a baby like they’re all he has left in the world, is so familiar he felt sick with it
he knows someone running when he sees it
if he didn't check on him, if this lad disappeared one day and the baby along with him, he'd never forgive himself. the lad doesn't even have a baby bag or car seat with him, and the personalised sticker on the back window of a lady and a dog is a dead giveaway that the car is stolen
but the lad is terrified. and when he startled him, he didn't turn. didn’t lift his arms to protect himself. no
he covered his baby
like he was afraid he'd be hurt
that's enough for ghost
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i'd wanna set this in the 80's or 90's, just to make it even harder for soap to get away from his husband. he's a trans man with a newborn; he has no one to run to and no resources to help him. his husband's bought and paid for everything for him since he was 17; a few whirlwind weeks of unbelievable dates and extravagant gifts and he was living in his mansion, getting married the day after his 18th birthday. he thought it was love. thought he was being looked after and cared for the way he’s always wanted
he was in pain and alone and naive enough to believe the first person who came along and promised to make it better. nothing's in his name, not his insurance or his meds, he doesn’t have a bank account or savings; other than a birth certificate, nothing even ties him to his baby. his husband could take his world away from him with a snap of his fingers and he made sure soap always knew it
he never had a chance of getting away
but ghost is ex-military
he doesn’t know the lad’s story, doesn’t know the details of what he’s running from. he doesn’t need to know
he decided he was helping him the second he pulled into his service station
#what up i had a nightmare about an eldritch horror trying to steal my baby and john mcclane from die hard shooting it to protect me#i woke up freaked out and decided to torment soap with it to feel better#thats literally the only reason this exists#that and the thought of soaps super hairy chest but thats besides the point#anyway#i was going to have ghost be a drifter after retiring but i like the idea of him being the unlikely safe person living out in the woods#ghost moves soap into the little one bedroom cabin he built behind the station#its hidden by the trees and kept warm by a fire. he gives soap and the baby the bedroom and sleeps out in the living room#he keeps watch out the window for whoevers after soap#he doesnt find out who it is for a while; soaps been burned and reluctant to trust anyone#but they gradually heal each other; ghost gives soap someone to trust and soap helps ghost heal his truma by giving him someone he can save#soap starts to work in the service station despite ghost telling him he doesnt need to but he wants his independence back#he finds he likes working and ghost cant take that from him when hes so obviously happy cleaning and shelving stock#soaps husband comes looking for him but ghost still has his contacts and calls a whole militia down on his head#each one of them with favours in the government if not outright political immunity; money means nothing in the face of them#they just threaten him; lets him know soap is protected now#at least; thats what ghost tells soap 😉#coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt#we’re a team. ghost team#ghostsoap#soapghost#ghoap#john soap mactavish#soap cod#simon ghost riley#ghost cod#save post
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could you pretty please perhaps draw Richie x Jason 🙏🙏💗
kyle put him up to this
#jason jepson#richie lipschitz#jepschitz#hatchetfield#definitely art#id in alt text#big fan of jason and his 2 braincells#they would have the slowest burn because richie would wait for him to offer to carry his books and jason would take richie basically#on a date and be like “yay my dude im so happy we could hang out like friends yknow buddy :]” while internally congratulating himself for#being a good boyfriend. in my perfect world they went to homecoming together#and richie looked at him with moe eyes while twitching his fingers like “uh.. w.. what... does this make us...?”#jason looked at him with a blank expression and went “have we not been dating for 3 months”
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junk food show to me
#my art#solar opposites#terry opposites#korvo opposites#tervo#would you believe me if I said the main dynamic of this show is a genuine shockingly sweet slow burn gay relationship#been watching for a while cuz I have a soft spot for romances between older men who bicker#would I recommend it? depends on if you think referential pop culture humor has the potential to be funny#and also getting through the first 3 seasons of korvos original va…I really like how the show deals with the voice change#was only intended to put this on bluesky but the showrunner interacted with it and I freaked the fuck out. creator of lower decks…
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#carbono ship rambling ahead but...................................#really into the dynamic of omg the new fallen angel coworker at Hell is so cute and has no idea how really doomed we are#like...!!!!#(not saying Williams is Hell but the underdog team scraping in the mid field vs the high gloss ferrari life!! an adjustment!!)#so many options and tendrils for my rpf tinkering in the mind palace garage#both burned by rbr new coworker awkwardness to battle worn and weary together#Alex consoling Carlos after a number of consecutive finishes just outside the points and finding warmth in dreary weather ahhhhh#them cooking together!!! 😭🩵🩵 a Ghost-esque pottery scene around a golf swing!!#or bonding over pets or Carlos taking Alex on late night drives in a bittersweet ferrari#much to think about much to consider#and as a new(ish) fan still more for me to learn!!! Williams has much idk about yet#yayyy#anyways!!! I love hearing about more! excited to dive in#and don't get me started on then throwing in James ahhh the carvowles content has been dizzingly good too 😵💫🩵#our boss in Hell is really awkward but it somehow comes out immensely charming and there's a depth of sharp keen desire & ruthless knowledge#hmmm something something#fun to indulge in diabolical rpf imaginings while I gotta run to yet another work event!!! ahhh#potato gifs I should tag properly#carlos sainz#alex albon#carbono#autumn posts#brb y'all!! hope its a good day there!! or night or morning!! 🏙️🌃🌆
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that old man yaoi brainrot got me good, folks
#poolverine#deadpool and wolverine#wolverine#deadpool#so the story I imagine with this one is#they start making out sloppy style (obvs) while logan is smoking a cigar on the fire escape (wade just cannot resist)#and neither one of them notices until the cigar burns down to logan's fingers#then they resurface for air coughing and spluttering from all the smoke they've been inhaling and exhaling#does this count as shotgunning?#shotgunning#cigar shotgunning even?#deadclaws#the wolverine#deadpool x wolverine#old man yaoi#old man yaoi brainrot on full display#I fear there is no cure and I must be tranquilized and released into a new habitat for my own good#but alas I am my own zookeeper and I don't wanna#so here we are#deadpool art#wade wilson#logan howlett#let those old men kiss sloppy style#and yes they are wearing each other's colors but with little bits of their own (lines in Logan's flannel and drawstring on Wade's hoodie)#and yeah they can smoke as much as they want because regenerative healing and wade is already like 50% cancer#what could happen
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It’s pumpkin spice season. 🍂🍁
#omg hi!!!#it’s been a while#no excuse just burn out but i finally fixed my game#this hair is perfection!!!!!!#mine*#the sims 4#sims 4#ts4#s4#the sims community#show us your sims#ts4 gameplay#showusyoursims#simblr#the sims 4 screenshots#the sims 4 screenies#ts4 simblr
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Leaf-bare again and we're already off to a bad start :')
#clangen#clan generator#warrior cats#warriors oc#sporeclan#my poor girl finchpaw cant catch a break ever she keeps getting ill </3#btw with petunia. the reason it says he got better was because literally in the game his infection WAS cured#and then the literal message after that was that his wound got infected AGAIN. sigh#sc:fennel#sc:fennelacorn#sc:finchpaw#sc:fadedtuft#sc:petunia#sc:cliffthicket#sc:dawnpelt#sc:mousegrove#sc:spottedfrost#sc:puddle#sc:crowstar#yall im so sorry ive been so slow with the updates i wish i could say im busy but really ive just been gaming this whole time#ive blazed through like 2 and a half f!re embIem games in like a month and a half. plus i read all of dunme5hi#plus i did take a lil break to draw other stuff than cats for a bit just so i didnt burn out#ive been looking forward to the next moon for a while so hopefully it'll be up fairly soon#sc moons#tw blood#tw injury#tw illness
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The girls are plottinggggg
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wen chao#wang lingjiao#Realizing she was supposed to have an upper lip mole was a cold slap in the face. So sorry ma'am. I won't forget again.#They are evil dumbass 4 evil dumbass and I think we are all missing out on the sheer potential of the comedy between these two.#They have way too much power and are using it for the wrong reasons - which makes them truly great villains.#And when things don't go their way they become piles of whining sludge.#Wang Lingjiao is forever fascinating to me even though we only get crumbs about her.#She's a servant girl who's greatest asset is her beauty and her attractiveness.#Meaning she's had a life being in the gaze of people with significant positions of power over her.#I can't help but read her childishness and petty tantrums as someone who has finally been given the chance to not feel powerless.#If she was a more virtuous type we might 'like' her more but honestly...I don't think she would have survived to this point.#WLJ has only known power hierarchies her whole life. Probably accused of seduction before she even understood what that meant.#I love contrasting her with mianmian because they have similar(ish) backgrounds but different approaches to moving forwards#But WLJ's story is about flying too close to the sun and mianmian's is about going too close to the water.#Like the sea mist dragging her down into complacency - all the sect powerplays are mandatory to 'go along with' if she wants to climb-#-the social ladder. Yet she is the cautionary tale (and a foil to JGY as well) she leaves before sacrificing her own morals.#Mianmian flies away with her wings only slightly plucked while those who sacrificed everything to reach for the top crash and burn.
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sometimes I think about how if Touya had gotten the love and help he needed, that Shoto, his friends, and even the entirety of Class 1-A might have looked up to him, some even done work studies under him when he became a hero, and saw him as a role model, and he’d have taken it all in stride because he was grateful that he’d made it so far, and now had an actual, genuine family around him, and then I cry
#And now you will cry too#Bc all I can think about is Touya teaching Shoto moves he’d come up with rather than having to learn from Endeavor#And how even Bakugo might have seriously been inspired when he learned of Touya’s aversion to fire#And yet he’d still mastered it anyways#This is coming from someone who’s falling g in love with the deaf Bakugo trope#Bc his quirk has bad effects on his body too#But seeing pro hero Touya#Burns here and there but still pushing forward#Ugh. 😭😭😭#And can you imagine having a moment when Izuku gets to nerd out over Touya?!#Mulling over his notes in front of him and Touya’s lowk impressed and lowk terrified that he knows so much about him#But he’s also like “I have fans 🥺”#Like just imagine Touya in the role of cool uncle to class 1-A#Imagine him vibing with Aizawa#Yeah#feel my pain#now Ill add actual tags so that more than just yall can suffer while reading this#mha dabi#bnha dabi#touya todoroki#bnha touya#mha touya#bnha#Mha
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Blue angst!!! Just some more practice for my tragic drug addicted boy 💙
#avm blue#blue#ava blue#alan becker#ava alan becker#piglin#piglin war#digital art#my art#fanart#angst#tw burns#spoilers???#ig??? its been out a while
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#hi! it's been a while! life put me through the blender again#and ive also been Super burned out on bg3. like. i havent touched it since i got Foehammer#also! be me#finally figure out hotsampling#cry as tumblr compresses the living fuck out of the image#:') this is fine#bg3#astarion#baldurs gate 3#bg3 astarion#baldur's gate 3#astarion bg3#astarion brainrot#baldur's gate iii#baldurs gate iii#astarion ancunin#baldurs gate astarion#spawn astarion#astarion posting#bg3 virtual photography#bg3 companions
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