#bsd ada x reader

[yenkat101]

Seeing reader cry pt 2

25 post event. 1/25. -pt. 3 (Fukuzawa and Mori)

Characters: (Dazai x you) (Chuuya x you)

General: headcannons

Text type: Pine point

Warning: Mentions of insecurities, stress and even the urge to take upon your own life aka suicide and only one curse word at the end (all the warnings are not describe what further detail other than mentioned and their opinion)

Master list

Osamu Dazai

-honestly seeing you cry shocked him. Because he's not exactly certain on how to deal with that type of situation but it's certain that he does not like seeing you cry.. he feels like his heart is at the bottom of his stomach

-if he has feelings for you there's a 68% chance he would try to comfort you

-surprisingly he approaches you in a different manner because he has never seen you cry and certainly doesn't want to make it worse so he approaches silently and managed to have the confident to say "hm.. what's has gotten you this upset, my belladonna?"

-if you do talk, he will listen carefully

-if you feel stress, anxious or even upset he would be the one to make sure you take breaks, even if you don't want them. if he see you're spending too much time working he'll drag you out of work, simple enough and if he sees you're getting even more stressed he'll secretly do your paperwork just for you to be happy (you're too stressed to notice that a lot of paperwork has been complete)

-if you feel suicidal, have low self-esteem or even think your a failure, he would actually try to avoid talking about suicide because if you were some just random girl/boy then okay (double suicide here we go) but you're his crush and once he has a crush on someone they're practically the only one he'll ever love and the last man he wants is to lose you like he lost his friend Sakunosuke Oda.. so yeah you wouldn't mention suicide in front of you and try to guide you out of that path

-(if you hugged him while crying he would silently hold you back. because you're giving him a hug while you're in despair.. maybe that means that a hug might make you feel more better, so if that's the case. If he hugs you back then you may feel better than you already are)

-Now if your his S/O he acts a tab bit differently instead of a 68% chance he's would comfort you it is now 96%

-he would still approach silently because he's still not entirely sure on what to do... because he did not one to comfort, but rather tell people from experience to not pity themself... but he doesn't want to slap you across the face like he did to he's apprentice.. So he'll let you take time to cry and try his best to be gentle.. after a bit of crying he'll ask you what's wrong

-if you do talk, he would absolutely listen carefully

-if you feel stress, anxious or even upset he would make sure you take breaks when needed or even when they're not needed but it is needed... If you show signs of being more stressed he may or may not work on your paperwork just to ease you a bit, and if it gets even worse then he'll be talking to your boss/workplace (because he thinks it's ridiculous that a workplace is letting someone work in that condition)

-if you feel suicidal, have low self-esteem or even think your a failure, he would never mentioned suicide in front of you because you're his s/o, meaning that you're probably only one he would ever love sexually.. he would absolutely praise you like you're a goddess (He really thinks you are because you came into his life) he would stop your attempts in a heartbeat.. he would probably make you feel a little bit guilty about leaving him (yeah he's going to tell you about Odasaku)

-there's a 26% chance he would cry because you feel this way

-he would offer anything love related such as hugs, kisses, cuddles, embraces, hand holding, ect..

-he will try to spend more quality time without running around like lunatic, trying to commit suicide just for you (I'm saying that he would let his suicidal ideas aside for you *for the meantime of course*)

-if someone harmed you (physically), (good thing he's not in the Port Mafia.....) But that person would be punished for hurting a civilian by the justice system (society/police department) afterwards he would spend more time with you just to avoid situations such as harassment, ect...

Choice: S/o thinks their ugly

"Belladonna..? Oh my.. what has gotten you this upset? (You say something) Oh I see.., What! My precious Belladonna says thier ugly! What nonsense is this? " (You try to say something but was cut off) Ah-ta-ta! My beloved Belladonna is absolutely gorgeous! I must ask who has taken your beautiful sight! because you truly don't see your beauty! (Lowers head in shame) Y/n.. I'll be serious.. I love you Just the Way You Are.. okay? So forget that nonsense. okay?.. because you got me to tell you the truth!"

Chuuya Nakahara

-it honestly shattered his being... Because he has never seen you cry and there you are crying... Chuuya doesn't like seeing you cry... So he'll be very worried..

-if he has feelings for you there's a 89% chance he would try to comfort you

-He would apporch you silently and reluctantly but ask with a straight face "why are you crying? What happened?" (With a stern, slightly shaking tone)

-if you do talk, he will listen carefully while trying to process every single word

-if you feel stress, anxious or even upset he would try to make your life easier for you... By doing things like, holding the door open, graping a drink for you (coffee/tea/hot chocolate), making sure you take breaks, grabbing something to eat, ect... (Nothing that seems too suggesting)

-if you feel suicidal, have low self-esteem or even think your a failure, he would probably ask Kouyou for some advice before making he's move (he'd even ask advice from Dazai) then he would presume with the best advice and comfort (he'd might even ask Mori for some advice, if necessary)

-(if you hugged him while crying he would totally hold you close and coo you, even if it damages his ego a bit)

-Now if your his S/O he acts a tab bit differently instead of a 89% chance he's would comfort you it is now 100%

-He would still apporch you with reluctantness but certainly with more confidence then before... And would ask worriedly what's wrong while showing so much concern (he doesn't like seeing you cry)

-if you do talk, he would absolutely listen carefully while trying his best to understand your point of view

-if you feel stress, anxious or even upset he would try to make your life easier for you... By doing things like, holding the door open, graping a drink for you (coffee/tea/hot chocolate), making sure you take breaks, grabbing something to eat, ect... He might even do some of your paperwork just to make you feel better... If it does get worse then he's communicating with your workplace or even suggesting that you should quit because he has more than enough money to take care of the both of you.. he's also the type to even prepare a nice relaxing bath for you..

-if you feel suicidal, have low self-esteem or even think your a failure, he would probably ask Kouyou for some advice before making he's move (he'd even ask advice from Dazai) then he would presume with the best advice and comfort (he'd might even ask Mori for some advice, if necessary) he'd totally stop any of your attempts to end your life. He's one to also worship you like a god/goddess because you mean the world to him..

-there's a 67% chance he would cry because you feel this way

-he would offer anything love related such as hugs, kisses, cuddles, embraces, hand holding, quality time, words of affirmation ect.. (whenever he's not working he'll try his absolute best to be always able to offer that)

-He may or not may bring some puppies home if you're an unemployed stay at home (unless you're allergic) and (because if you're a stay at home then the dogs and you wouldn't be lonely *bonus the dogs would be taken care of*)

-if someone harmed you physically, simple enough.. they feel the wrath of the a Mafia because they harmed his innocent s/o.. yes, he believes your his innocent one.. (he thinks he's way more sinful than you) Afterwards he would suggest that you should become an unemployed stay at home because you're in less danger when you stay at home.. He has more than enough money to take care of the both of you, so why not? He would feel alot better knowing you are in his home, safe and sound..

Choice: S/o thinks that their ugly

"Hey Doll... Why are you crying? Did something happen? ...Fuck that was a stupid question... Of course something happened because your crying... I'm sorry, Please tell me why your crying.. (you say something) ugly....? Ugly? Who? Because I clearly don't see anyone in this room that's ugly.. (you try to say something but got interrupted) Hey doll! I just told you you're not ugly.. so embrace the genuine compliment that is actually true. Okay? Even if you were ugly, I still love you the same.. (you try to say something once again) hey! I said if you were! So you're not ugly! Come on we're going on a motorcycle ride, I need to show you something.. and for the last time you're the most beautifulest person that I have seen.. so let's get going.. okay love?"

25 post event with (Dazai x reader) and (Chuuya x reader) 1/25.

[svetlovasart]

🤭

[aluraveil]

yandere ex pm dazai x reader

im imagining a scenario where it turns out that pm dazai doesnt really love you and that you were just a toy for him to play around with..

you're angry and rightfully upset and you're in tears and sobbing. you thought dazai loved you and it turns out that he didnt? what a sick joke.

buuuut then dazai sort of realizes that he's alone without you. there's a sick feeling of regret crawling up his spine.

and once he starts to regret, it hits him hard. he went from not caring and then did a whole 180 and started to miss you a lot.

once hes in the phase where regret eats up at him, he's quite literally scary as fuck. all of a sudden he becomes more agitated, more selfish, and has less patience.

all of his subordinates and people working under him can tell that dazai is a time ticking bomb about to explode. when he regrets, dazai becomes more aggressive and downright scary. if his men fail a mission they are all getting severely punished. dazai just doesn't have the patience anymore.

it doesn't get any better when he becomes the port mafia's boss. if anything, he becomes even worse. if you thought mafia executive 'Demon Prodigy' dazai was scary, you haven't seen anything.

as the boss of the port mafia, dazai is naturally in charge of everything that happens as he quite literally is the highest ranking member of the mafia because he's the leader. during the time period he takes over as the boss, nobody even wants to mess with him.dazai has much more influence over everything during this time and you can bet that he has been watching over you for quite some time.

it doesn't take long for dazai to snatch you back up. he quite literally was 'suffering' and in so much 'pain' without you even when it was clearly his fault. you cant blame yourself for leaving him. who wants to be with someone who doesnt love you? nobody right?

during this time, he tries to run into you by coincidence. at this point he sometimes runs into you if you worked at a restaurant or something. he tries to play it cool but you both know what his true intentions are and it doesn't need to be said out loud.

you however, are downright terrified. this is literally the same guy who committed 625 counts of fraud. 625. not to mention he is the literal boss of the port mafia. the boss. the frickin boss.

you're scared because you dont believe he will show any mercy towards you. this is because the two of you arent 'lovers' (you don't know if the both of you ever were because dazai didnt hold any feelings for you) and he probably sees you as nothing more than a stupid idiot. this is not the same dazai you loved. this is the dazai that doesnt love you meaning that he doesnt care about you which in turn means that if something happened to you, he just straight up doesnt care.

he starts calling you 'belladonna' and 'darling' again which feels awkward and disgusting. whenever he calls you that you straight up wince and cringe and you don't even try to hide it. there's a whole wave of awkwardness that lingers in the air when you just reply back with a "..hi?.." dazai senses that the tension in the air is so thick that you could slice through it but him being him he just straight up dgaf.

you're not thrilled to see him whatsoever. when he comes here he doesn't even order any food and just tries to talk to you. he always leaves you a huge tip when he does leave though. you never take it though. you dont want his money. the next time he does come you give the money back to him and but he refuses to take it back saying "you've been working so hard belladonna, you deserve to treat yourself." again with the belladonna thing. it doesnt feel right for him to call you that at all.

dazai knows that youre refusing his advances but it doesnt stop him from trying. afterall you loved him once. thats all that matters. its only the results that matter in the end right?

right?

...

maybe.

[stuffeddeer]

ddeeeEEER 😭 you have me clutching my chest dying from ur fluff good LORD

i'll be the first to ask for the rest of what you wrote post that shit NOW this is a threat/j

ouggggh ur dazai makes me want to squash him and blend him up and smash him into bits

butt anywho happy thanksgiving!!

-🩵

uefiuhseufh THANK YOU 🩵ANON!!!! i wrote these literally seconds after "pt1" but didn't wanna clog ppls feeds w thousands of kissing hcs um oops

PT1

(not necessary to read, just more silly ideas)

15!Dazai who, whether it's you who leans in first or him, gets so overwhelmed. The rush of emotions and warmth he's never been shown causes him to panic, which makes him push you away! (Quite harshly at that..) He doesn't mean to but omg Dazai is just SO not used to affection and comfort that the warm fluttery feeling in his chest makes him sick to his stomach. Processing these feelings makes him feel flustered and sheepish and AHH!!!!! It's too much!!! He'd avoid you so horribly after he's so stupid, ducking into other hallways or using his hands to physically cover his face (very obvious to poor you!!) all so he didn't have to acknowledge the fact that you made him feel different. It'd probably take Chuuya yelling at him for his stupidity for him to realize he really really likes you! And that feeling is actually good!!!

PM!Dazai who's cocky and knows exactly what he wants; He's the demon prodigy for a reason. This Dazai is an asshole who kisses you without warning - no "I'm interested in you" or slow lean in or anything - just cuts you off with a long kiss that takes your breath away before he moves back. He'll tease you for being "so in love with him, as many are," before waving his hand dismissively and leaving. Dazai is a total jerk so when you ask if this means he likes you, he denies it: just saying that he knew you liked him and thought he'd be generous and give you your first and last kiss with him. Dazai flaunts a pretty smile and leans suspiciously close as he says this before immediately leaving under the guise of some meeting he's definitely lying about. He'd start doing things to draw your attention to his lips after this just to mess with you - putting on chapstick and the like. PM!Dazai would love to see you get frustrated and annoyed with his antics but not do anything, knowing it'd only make it worse. grrr biting scratching clawing i need him gone

ADA!Dazai who's anxious. He's so totally in love with you and is overwhelmed by it all! His eyes sting and his throat turns dry, a sign that he feels like crying, but he just stands there at the sight of you. You 'd be the one to initiate it first, an anxious look on your face as you pull back to a ghostly white Dazai standing frigid. The thought of oh fuck, did I overstep? leads to you apologize profusely. Once he finally gets his breath back (you feeling downright horrible with every moment he's silent), Dazai practically hangs off of you, pathetically gripping onto your arm with both of his and holding you close. You ask if this means he likes you back but he still can't speak, just burying his head into the crook of your neck. Give him time, he's still working through everything!!!! It's been a long time since he has actually liked someone, especially so deeply, so it's hard for him to come to terms with it :( He just wants to be near you but he can't find the words to express that just yet. Being vulnerable is so scary!

Beast!Dazai who gets horrifically drunk. How else could he manage all of the things he has to go through? Just knowing he could never confide in Oda like he once has leads him to throwing back drink after drink... Until he ends up on your doorstep. He'd wanted to keep you at arms length, to stop you from following him down the dark road he was paving, but with a few too many drinks in him he found he didn't care. You let him in right away, more than happy to pour him a glass of water and let him crash on your couch for the night. Before you could even turn towards your kitchen, he pulled you in for a passionate kiss, full of love and need and every feeling he has felt for you across lifetimes. The kiss would last a minute or so before Dazai would pull away, hugging you tightly and making you promise him that you'd never leave him, even if he makes horrible decisions and drives everyone else away — you are his, remember? In every life.

[iridescentdove]

What about a Platonic! BSD x Child! Reader is very smart, like almost Ranpo-level smart, but they don’t use their smarts and intellect for anything at all except for online video games, board games, etc., and they’re lazy and don’t go outside at all. Plus, the first time Reader and Dazai had a game of chess, Dazai literally lost two moves in, and Dazai was rethinking his entire life choices in that moment because how the fu-

(How Dazai and Reader’s game of chess went *REAL* link)

WHY DO I HEAR BOSS MUSIC?

platonic!bsd x child!smart!reader

A/N: I for an odd reason, love it when characters are humbled and seen inferior 😭 I love this request too! Here it is~

Everyone loves you.

I'm so jealous rn /j

Well as a kid it would be expected to be like that! Although, it was a little different as you were ... considered unique to other children around you. How so?

ULTRA DEDUCTION BABY.

No but for real. FUKUZAWA merely took you into the agency since you seemed to have had no parents by your side to take care of you. As such, he took on the responsibility himself. The agency takes care of you now! <3

Anyways, let's say you were basically rivalling RANPO in terms of deduction and overall smartness capabilities, as he now thinks you are a worthy opponent.

But even he himself lost to someone like DAZAI.

Yes. Of course it was true, the suicidal detective just seemed to be way too good. The so-called 'world's best detective' had lost to a man, in which who, flirts with women 24/7 and asks for double suicide everywhere he went.

But to say the day came when brunette's demise lurked around the corner ... because of a chess game.

The agency had nothing important going on in particular as the peace of Yokohama was maintained in the meantime. Simply put, you guys were on vacation. So what else to do other than some old family bonding?

There were lots of activities planned that day, and everyone had enjoyed it to the fullest. You did also find it fun, but ... of course, for someone your age – you were mature as fuck.

And so, you did what everyone wouldn't have the balls to do.

Challenge DAZAI OSAMU himself to a chess match.

So obviously, everyone got a bit nervous. Pretty sure you had no idea how smart the suicidal maniac was, nor did they ever believe you would last a good 'ol round even once. By some experience of a certain detective – there is absolutely no one better than DAZAI himself.

The chess game went on. You looked so cute and innocent! Maybe he should go easy on you?? After all, you're just a kid.

And yet ... he was downright horrified.

In a matter of four turns in, the death-craving young man was absolutely OBLITERATED by you. Upon the match ending, a pin drop silence was heard. Eyes widened in shock, whom even RANPO himself never imagined such. Everyone never spoke, not even coughed for a solid 5 minutes.

But it was true. You DID defeat him. FUKUZAWA had the face of a very proud parent – he really didn't think you'd emerge victory in this small innocent match.

The president promised to treat you out next time a successful mission was in tow. Of course, DAZAI couldn't believe he had lost to you! A little child!

It would definitely take a lot of time for him to wrap his head around that – but once he does, oh boy.

I think you a little crazy there uncle ahaha

He almost literally brags about your existence everyday to anyone. You can't tell me he hasn't literally shoved in and mocked in front of people's faces with that shit eating grin of his oh my fucking God 😭

Then again, no one is safe. An even better gifted than the two greatest treasures of the Armed Detective Agency.

FYODOR better be shaking in his fugly ass boots.

You're coming for him alright. (and so am I)

Honestly, the ADA cannot be anymore proud to have an ally like you by their side. Missions and war would cease to exist from how well you managed to help them. And even moreso, combined with RANPO himself.

World destruction who?? I only know (Y/N) (L/N) 😍

Your existence is known, everyone knows about what you've done and how respected you are despite your young age.

Who tf let the Port Mafia fuck ya'll up?? Oh nevermind they were destroyed because of ur amazing little ass. The Hunting Dogs tryna tear apart the ADA which was mistaken as terrorists? Umh chill anyways so you already had a plan– RANPO doesn't know what to do for once? You're already there to help. Decay of the Angels? Lives up to their name, they're decaying under your superior brain and intellect.

You're just found to be the lifeline of the agency. In return, everyone treats you very well (spoils you even), making sure you lived your days as a child to the best extreme possible.

And to be frank – no one dare underestimate you anymore.

[tinkerleaf]

Beach Day with the ADA :)

Since Bungou Stray Dogs doesn't have a 'beach episode', I thought I'd make one myself with the reader. If y'all would like a separate one without the reader, let me know. :) Genre: fluff, comfort? Warnings: probably a few gramatical errors Pairings: platonic everyone, a little extra bit of dazai Words: 880 ish

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It had been a rather tiresome week at the agency, so when Fukuzawa offered to let you all have a day off, you were ecstatic. It was Atsushi’s idea to do something together as a group, which prompted some interesting ideas. After Dazai suggested bar hopping, he received a harsh smack from Kunikida.

After looking at the forecast on your phone, you had an idea. “Why don’t we go to the beach? It’s not too far away. It’s close enough for a day trip." And with that, the decision had been made.

Kunikida opted to drive, with you in the passenger seat. He agreed to come along only if Dazai was in the other car (thankfully not driving) with Kyoka, Atsushi, and the Tanizaki siblings. He figured if this was going to be his day off, he should at least get some form of stress relief.

After a stop at the convenience store for snacks and sunscreen, everyone finally arrived at the beach. You got out of the car and helped everyone unload before heading out. The weather was phenomenal and the water was the perfect temperature. The waves were calm enough to relax in the ocean and the sand was incredibly soft.

It was around noon, and you had finally blown up your little ring float to bring into the water with you.

“Aww, can’t swim?” Dazai teased.

“Actually, I can swim just fine.” You playfully flicked him on the shoulder. “Just wanted to ride the waves a bit while they’re smooth.”

He paused. “Well, since you can swim…” He picked you up before you realized what he was doing and ran toward the water.

“No, no! Put me down!” you pleaded. He started to throw you in, but you clutched onto his arms. “You’re coming with me!” You both fell into the salty water. Laughter came from the rest of the gang, except for Kunikida who merely sighed a you two.

“Don’t think we won’t come for you next!”

You ran after Yosano, and Dazai caught Jun’ichiro. Not long after that, everyone had been submerged at least once, sparing Kunikida for their own safety. He had been sitting in a chair underneath one of the umbrellas trying to read a book. He looked over to find Ranpo eating snacks. “You know you have to save some of those for everyone else, right?”

He stopped chewing, “Hm?”

-

Atsushi and Kyoka were building a sandcastle together. They were fixing up the moat before filling it up with water.

“It looks great! Now we can collect some shells to decorate!” The boy offered.

“Can we use this?” She held up a big crab that was desperately trying to get away.

He made a face. “…Sure!”

The girl placed the crab on top. However, it jumped off and skittered away into the sand. “Well, there goes that.”

-

The Tanizaki siblings were playing volleyball. Naomi was winning by one point.

“Hey! Anyone wanna play with us?” She called out to everyone.

“Me!” Yosano jogged over to them along with Kenji.

-

You had been in your swim tube, floating with the waves while Dazai held onto it, keeping you from drifting too far. “This was a good idea. I have to admit, this is quite refreshing.”

“I know, right? I couldn’t think of a better way to spend our day off.” You squinted at his pink nose. “I think you need a little more sunscreen.”

He shrugged, “I’ll be fine.”

“Okay, but if you’re burnt to a crisp tomorrow, don’t say I didn’t warn you.”

He laughed at your remark before flipping you into the water. You popped you head up.

“What was that for?”

“If I leave you here to put on more sunscreen, you’ll float away! You must come with me.”

“You’re so dramatic.” You walked with him back to where the group had settled. Kunikida was still buried in his book. You had grabbed the last bag of chips from Ranpo.

“You havin’ fun?” Dazai asked his partner.

The blonde put a single finger towards him, “Don’t.”

“Oh, come on. I haven’t even done anything-”

“Yet.”

You chuckled at the two, “Why don’t we go play volleyball with the others?” Dazai nodded.

-

After hours of playing in the sun, you all had decided that it was time to go back. Everyone mentioned they were hungry, so you found yourselves at a restaurant nearby. It was a great way to end the day before heading back to the agency. You were satisfied with your food as you listened to everybody talk. The restaurant was cozy and warm, and you were getting tired. After leaning back against the back of the chair, you slowly nodded off.

You felt someone tap your shoulder. “Hey! It’s time to go!” Kenji whispered. “We’re leaving!”

“Hmm? Oh-” You quickly woke up and went with the crew back to the vehicles outside.

You couldn’t remember the ride back since you were out like a light. Thankfully, the loud ones were in the other car, allowing you to get some sleep. There may or may not be a photo floating around of your face squished against the window. Dazai sent it to you the next morning, along with the other pictures taken the day before.

"Which one of you took that?"

"Not telling!" It was him.

[thelesbododo]

I only saw bits and pieces of the latest chapter and now I have questions

Did Sigma wake up? If not how did Dazai know about how Fyodor was killed by a vampire?

Why did Chuuya say "speak english" when they are Japanese? (It could just be a joke or it could somehow be a plot point)

Are any of the Ada even going to make it to the mafia transfer?

How the hell is Dazai going to get to the others in time to kill Fyodor before he can kill the others?

Who will get the page in Fukuchi's pocket?

How will Nikolai react to Fyodor being alive? Will he be happy? Upset? He would definitely be shocked (bonus points if he still has the arm)

Is Fyodor's ability something that he can turn off or is it preventing him from dying? Is that one of the reas9ns he wants to kill all ability users? But if that's the case why not have Dazai kill him?

Could Fyodor use the page to kill all ability users or would he need the book?

Edit: I now know the answer to the first one

Edit again: I just read the full thing and what the actual fuck.

[suchagreatimetobealive]

𝐈 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝'𝐯𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐛𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐲𝐨𝐮 ~°•*'▪︎

Dazai Osamu x Reader

- Tw¡! Extremely toxic relationship, self-destructive behaviour, delirious behaviour, brief mentions of a past toxic relationship with a possessive partner, angst without comfort.

- You know Dazai since his mafia days, but he never indulged you into joining the activity. When finally he left the toxic environment behind, he tried to make the wall between you and him crumble. Sadly, it didn't last long.

- Very rushed, I'm sorry for any spelling/grammar mistakes just felt inspirated, I need sleep tbh.

Dazai Osamu has always been defined as someone sadistic, enjoying the pain shine in his victims's eyes, while he bend them over and shots them from behind, after he just reassured them he would not. Not even shooting them on a vital organ; the shoulder, or the arm, so that they crumble on the ground, bloody, in agonising pain, tight grip against the wound in the desperate attempt to soothe the suffering.

He takes pain so rationally, so detached from any mental attachment from someone that It's natural to think he does feel the pain others feels; just not on an empathic basis. He feeds off of it, delighted by the way his enemies -especially the older men who thinks of him a kid- look at him with fear and terror as soon as they realise he's not a normal 15 years old who needs to screw off.

But the truth is that Dazai Osamu is a masochist. A huge, helpless masochist who has moments that really makes you scared. You are not even sure if you are scared of him, or for him. He has no intention to hurt you, you know it; but at one point, you are afraid of him.

Afraid he could harm you to self-destroy.

The day he begged you, on his knees, hopelessly sniffling and sobbing soundly, so pitifully it brought you to tears as well to tear off his limbs is the day you really started to feel the agony in your chest, the dread pooling in your chest, a sudden nauseating sensation ascending from your abdomen to your throat.

That's the day you realised how serious he's sick in the head. He never acted like that with you before, only implied jokes about the thematic, nothing serious. Or so you always thought.

A copy mechanism Dazai Osamu utilises also is, as mentioned earlier, self-destruction.

He would go as far as hurting you just to make you despise him, watch him with hate; he knows it would break his heart, he feels so frustrated when you look at him with worry, the aggravation in his pupils as he tears up even more, as if it's the worse thing that could have happened to him.

But as soon as that gaze appears even for a fleeting second, he's instantly on you, clinging on your side with his hands locked on your waist, head buried on his chest, loud thumping of his heart, restless as the panic rushes to his veins. Soft, trembling hands caressing your scalp as the fingers dig between your strands sweetly, soothingly as if to make you forget what just happened.

But everything that happen each passing night becomes so much, the overwhelming feeling of everything that each time happens, the weight of his words, you feel like you are losing your sanity staying with someone who already lost it a long while ago.

Because you can't fix him, you know. It's impossible to stay with him, he's so broken that instead of you making him feel better, he is slowly destroying you and also himself in the process.

You can't believe even if he looks you straight in the eyes that this whole relationship isn't hurting him.

You had problems with a possessive partner in the past, and that's been hell, so hard but at the end it went away, at the end you fought him, you broke free. But this?

How can you handle this?

How can you handle Dazai Osamu, if he can't even handle himself? You thought you knew what you were getting yourself into when you agreed to become his partner. Turns out you absolutely didn't. At all.

You can't take it anymore.

Trying to hold him together is making you lose yourself. Each day your anxiety becomes unbearable, your heart always beating so hard against your chest, in fear he could invite you to his apartment the evening. That only means you would witness one of his crisis, or even more than one.

Poor boy wakes up in the middle of the night with a loud gasp, sweat, tears and a raising panic attack as his restless brain registers that it's not real, your chest rising and falling softly, your calm breath seemingly to momentarily also soothe his racing thoughts.

Momentarily.

And that's how another sleepless night at his apartment happens, with you lulling him, keeping his head on your chest, scratching his scalp and giving some kisses here and there, a obsessive chant falling off his lips, same mumbles on loop as he sniffles silently, face wet in tears as whatever thoughts possess his brain.

But you can't break up with him.

This is different; your lover is toxic, but you can't leave him like this. He's suffering. He's suffering so much your heart ache so much every time you see him, but It's just too much.

Everything has become too much, to the point you can't look at him without trembling, panicking, crying and shaking and going into an internal panic.

And he knows, he sees how much this affected you, his selfishness hit again, he's such a cruel creature, isn't he?

Still the ruthless, heartless beast he was back in the mafia. He's hurting you; out of all people, the one who he's hurting is you.

The love of his life, the very reason he's still breathing, the only person who can make him feel safe. But you don't feel safe around him anymore.

You see him as a imminent danger, someone you have to run away from. There are no more goodmorning kisses, there are no more smiles coming your way as he enters the agency, there is nothing.

Not a kiss, not a hug, there's just.. terror.

The way your limbs hugs him like he's made of glass and could break at any touch, the way you curled your fingers around his cheeks with devotion in your eyes now replaced by fear.

Fear hidden behind an anxious smile, lips painfully pulled up in a fake smile every time he encounters your eyes.

And your mental health doesn't get missed by your cowokers; Kunikida often stops by to ask if everything is alright, you are so stiff and It's unusual from someone like you. Ranpo happen checks by as well, giving you subtle glances from the side of the room from time to time and giving you sweets, sometimes dragging you with him to catch some air outside.

He doesn't know if you talked to him, knowing him he already knows anyways. Dazai doesn't even want to focus about what Ranpo knows actually, or he wouldn't even show up in front of the agency door again, he swears.

It would be so shameful.

Atsushi often worries as well, acting similarly to Ranpo, but using more empathy than the older male does, gifting you cute stuff such as peluches, your favorite food, random things he asked to know if you like them or not. Everyone, in their every own way, tries to make you feel better, but nothing can really erase your problem.

And It's so painful, so heart-crashing knowing he is the problem.

And it is also for you, because you love him.

Loved him. At this point, you aren't even sure anymore if you are with him because you want to or because you are just concerned about how he would react if you break up with him.

What if he kills himself?

You would never forgive yourself if he would do that after your decision.

You really don't know what to do, each evening without him sending you on a spiral of desperation, agony and torturous paranoia that just doesn't shake off no matter what you do.

You can't live like this anymore.

"I..." your words struggle to leave your tongue, stuck like a block of ice you can't pull out, blocked between your teeth. It will take time for it to melt, but you don't have all the time of the world.

It's a now or never situation, you don't know when you will get all this courage again in the future. It's not like you hold much of it now anyways, but surely you feel braver than usual.

"...you want to break up with me, right" if it's supposed to be a question, it does not feel like one at all. Your eyes snaps on his, and you flinch.

For the first time in years, you flinch looking in the eyes of someone. Of a man.

The man you loved for years, Dazai Osamu, you don't even recognise him anymore.

You can't find him inside those pupils, the lost gone Osamu you knew didn't left a trace of himself behind.

"...yes" you grit your teeth, cursing yourself under your breath for how weak your voice sounds. Your eyes darts towards the ground, hands gripping each other behind your back, anxiety swallowing you whole, in a cage you can't escape from. That's what his gaze gives you; each time you lock eyes with him, there's no more love, there's no more devotion, no more affection.

You feel, indirectly, forced to stay with him. All because you are afraid.

"Okay" okay? You heard well?

You can't help yourself, your eyes snaps back towards his face; hollow eyes welcoming your surprised one. "...okay?" You speak again, as if to have the reassurance that you heard well.

He gives you a nod, stuff his hands on his coat, and his lips pull upwarbs. His expression is so empty, so void of any single emotion you feel like you are looking up at a corpse, dead with a smile on it's face.

It makes a shiver run down your spine, hands still scrutching themselves nervously behind your back subconsciously.

"You.. will do nothing?" You ask, voice barely a whisper as you don't look away. No matter how lifeless he looks right now, you don't want him to actually die.

But does he even have to keep living? And for what? Watch you find a man (or a woman) who deserves you, someone who deserves your love? His gaze fall on the ground slowly. "...depends on what you mean" his voice is rough, of course he can't hold his tears much longer, the restrain is about to fall off, he can feel his eyes burning so terribly. He would love to do it in your arms right now.

He wants to fall on his knees and scream his lungs out, so much pain not enough to yell out with a single shout.

"..please, don't kill yourself"

"What else?"

"What..?" You stop. You are sure you stopped breathing after his question, a confused frown composing in your worried expression.

"I mean," he speaks slowly "What else is there to be said? I don't have any proper answer to that. I.." his voice falter when he take a look at you "...I won't start again, please calm down.." tone breaking at the end of the sentence, every teardrop spilling from your eyes at the anticipation of yet another breakdown that's about to come feels like a knife stabbing his chest insistently.

What? What is he saying? He won't start anything? How is this somehow even worse than starting? You don't want him to die, you don't want him to kill himself. You just want him to see someone that is capable of helping him, It's impossible no one is able to fix Dazai Osamu. At least a little bit, even if the bare minimum. You don't want to weight the death of one of your best of lovers, the one man you trusted so blindly, who made you feel so loved and cherished. You will never thank him enough for those years, you will never regret them, but you don't want your entire mental health to be thrown away because of his.

Because all humans beings have to be selfish sometimes, to get out of it alive.

But Dazai Osamu feels like he's been too selfish, not asking you himself to break up, waiting you and hoping for something that's never to happen.

For what you know, that's the last time you ever see him again. He completely disappears from sight. The agency has no idea where he ended, if he killed himself somewhere and nobody found his body.

Just know that if Dazai Osamu doesn't want to be found, he will not get found.

Lurking in the shadows is something he does so well, disguising himself and becoming one with the darkness, forgotten by the light, acting as if he never reached it, not knowing what it is like, what it feels like to receive some love.

And that's exactly where Dazai Osamu rests; in the darkness, right where he came from.

Everybody said mafia blood just flows in his veins, and he doesn't even have the strength to deny that to himself anymore. He disappointed you, Odasaku up there must be so deeply disappointed already from how he turned out to be; he tried, he really did, but the mask can't be worn forever.

Dragging a scalpel on someone's throat has never been easier anyway.

[hiddenlife-manager]

Hiii I hope your doing well :)), i was wondering if you can do cockwarming dazai in public aka a meeting and someone notices pls and thank you (you don't have to do this If your not comfortable:))

Dazai Public NSFW

Dazai x Fem Reader

Extra: voyeurism ish, public sex, meeting sex, teasing, friends with benefits, not too much Nsfw, cockwarming

Authors Notes: slightly nsfw not fully, but also sorry it took so long hehe. But I was on spring break and I was resting cause I’m tired.

Good Reads

"You’re late." Kunikida mumbled under his breath, staring at his diary, and there Dazai stood with a smile on his lips. He shrugged his shoulders and walked over to the meeting. You sat there next to Atsushi, and you handed him a box of chocolate. 

"You did amazing work, Atsushi; no one could solve that case like you." Your smile was clear on your lips till Dazai pulled your body up and slid his body under you, taking your seat while placing you on the floor. 

"Dazai-san, you can’t just do that. Here, you can have mine." You laughed and shook your head. 

"I’ll stand; besides, I need to anyway." Dazai chuckled and grabbed your hand, pulling you on top of him. "Dazai! You can’t just do that!" he chuckled, placing his head between your neck. 

"I can do anything I want; you smell nice." He whispered the last part in your ear, causing your cheeks to heat up from the closeness. Dazai was someone you slept with occasionally, but no one knew, and if they did, they didn’t say anything.

"We can begin since everyone has arrived." Your hand grabbed onto your notebook, flipping to the next free page. He held you tightly while you wrote notes from the meeting. His hand was placed against your back, distracted by your presence. His hands lowered as Kunikida spoke about save statistics. His hand laid on the zipper of his pants, lifting your ass with one hand. 

He silently unzipped his pants, finally letting your ass go. There, you could feel him below you; his cock was hard yet held back by his boxers. Your hand shook while writing notes, feeling his cock under you. 

"Kunikida!" You squeaked as he thrust up into you. "Sorry. Dazai is tickling me. But I see a mistake in Kenji's saves. I worked on his report, and he has 183, not 173 saves." 

"This can’t be." He pulls his calculator out. Dazai used the commotion to give him a chance to pull his cock out, using the hole in the boxer to free himself. His hand silently pushed your underwear to the side. Right when you were about to write once more, your hands flew to the table to grab it, dropping your notebook. 

"Are you okay?" You laughed at Atsushi and smiled towards him. 

"Of course, I lost my balance." You laughed, and right when you laughed, Dazai pushed himself into you, causing your laugh to cut off. 

"You are right," Kunikida admits, "Let us move on." You nod, picking your book back up. Your cunt felt full from Dazai’s cock; your hands shook slightly each time you wrote notes in your notebook. His cock went deep in you, hitting you slightly at your spot. Your lips trembled as you attempted to hold back a moan. He stayed there, simply tapping his fingers on your hips. 

Kunikida’s voice started to tune out; your thoughts were simply on Dazai’s cock. You wanted to move to feel the pleasure of his cock going in and out of you. Your hands dropped the notebook and you leaned down on the table. You started to write on the notebook as it rested on the table. The movement slightly lifts you off his cock. 

Your hands trembled while you laid your ass back down onto his cock. Your skirt kept both of you covered as Dazai’s fingers in your hips tightened at the feeling of you slightly rising and lowering. 

Slowly, as you leaned on the table, your ass lifted up from him and lowered down. The movement is almost unnoticeable to anyone; you made it seem as if you were eager to write notes. You held your pen tightly and moved your hips gently on him, attempting to be as silent as you could. 

He chuckled out loud, forcing Kunikida to stare at the both of you. 

"Shut it, imbecile." Dazai shrugged, focusing on the board while attempting to balance while holding your waist tightly. 

Your lips parted, almost letting a moan escape you as Daai thrust harder than normal into you. You held your pen so tight that it started to crack. Right when you couldn’t hold yourself up anymore. Your body almost hit the table, but you caught yourself right before your body thudded against the table. 

"Are you okay?!" He cried out, suddenly jumping up from the table. Your hands finally snapped the pen as you realized what had happened. You tried to keep cool, but suddenly sweat dripped down your brow. 

"Atsushi! What is the matter?" Kunikida was furious as everyone was bothering him. While he attempted to debrief everyone. 

"Nothing! I am sorry!" 

"I can’t keep doing this! We will have the meeting next week, and I am ordering more chairs. Clearly Dazai doesn’t know how to handle himself, and neither does Atsushi." That was when he stormed off, and everyone followed suit. Astsusi sat there nervously while Dazai couldn’t help but laugh as he pulled your body closer to him. A loud moan finally leaves you. 

"I will be leaving!" He cried out, running out of the room, leaving Dazai and you all alone. You finally lifted yourself fully off of him, leaving your dripping cunt of your slick and his pre-cum. 

"I have to work, Dazai. Have a good afternoon." You got up and walked away, leaving Dazai with his cock out and wet from your slick. 

[yenkat101]

Seeing reader cry pt 6

25 post event. 1/25. -pt. 7 (Kyoka and Aya)

Characters: (Ranpo x you) (Poe x you)

General: headcannons

Text type: Pine point

Warning: Mentions of insecurities, stress and even the urge to take upon your own life aka suicide (all the warnings are not describe in further detail other than mentioned and their opinion)

Master list

Ranpo Edogawa

-it honestly confused him.. of course he knows people need to cry once in awhile.. but.. based on the title of this headcannon, it's referring that this is their first time seeing you cry.. so.. yeah.. that wasn't a fun experience.. not only because he is awful at comforting but also because he absolutely hates seeing you cry (in the nicest way possible)

-if he has feelings for you there's a 29% chance he would try to comfort you

-He would approach you with reluctantness because the last thing he wants to do is make you think that he doesn't care about you... He would accidentally act a way that makes you question if he actually cares.. He would probably say something like "there's no need to cry, I am here! Ranpo Edogawa the greatest detective in the world at your service" (yeah.. he's ego got in the way)

-if you do talk, he will listen carefully while trying to comprehend you on a emotional level

-if you feel stress, anxious or even upset he would probably be quick to tell you how to solve the problem.. but however stress isn't exactly something that can be solved within minutes.. if he clearly sees that you're becoming sick because of stress... he'll snitch on you in a heartbeat (he can be childish sometimes.. so that's why I used that term) he might even share some of his snacks (after that, the Agency confirmed that Ranpo definitely likes you more than a friend *Ranpo doesn't even share his snacks with Yosano or even Fukuzawa at times*)

-if you feel suicidal, have low self-esteem or even think your a failure, he would somewhat secretly tip off Fukuzawa about it.. Yes he even predicted when you were planning an attempt and set up for someone to catch you in the act.. (aka someone from the agency) before then, he would be very clingy in a way.. sometimes he would look at you, perk up and say something nice about your appearance (most of the time it's something your insecure about)

-(if you hugged him while crying he would try his best to hug you back and remain there until you're ready to depart... Despite he's ego wanting to brag to anyone he can because he received a hug from you)

-Now if your his S/O he acts a tab bit differently instead of a 29% chance he's would comfort you it is now 89%

-He would still approach you with reluctantness but way less than if you were his crush rather than his s/o.. He would almost approach you with all of the confidence he got.. he would still accidentally let his ego shine but underneath you can see his anxious and worried face.. he'd probably say something like "umm.. hey..why are you crying?"

-if you do talk, he would absolutely listen carefully while trying to understand you on a emotional level

-if you feel stress, anxious or even upset he would trying to tell you then and there has to deal with the situation.. but if you refuse to take any of the options.. then what will he do? When he thinks you're working too much, he'll annoyed the heck out of you until you finally pay attention to him.. he may be thoughtful and get you some food (or rather send an agency member to get you food) he'll even share his candy with you.. I'm assuming you're working in the agency but if not, if you work in a facility that does crime solving or anything of the sort, he may or may not help you because he wants your attention.. (totally because he doesn't want to show off)

-if you feel suicidal, have low self-esteem or even think your a failure, he would still somewhat tip off Fukuzawa about it.. He would be very clingy in a way.. sometimes he would say something nice about your appearance (most of the time it's something your insecure about) he would stop your attempts in a heartbeat.. sometime he would make cheesy jokes like "y/n, you need to visit the eye doctor. because you clearly don't see your beauty" I believe he's another to worship you like a god/goddess (he doesn't vocalize it, he clings on to you)

-there's a 46% chance he would cry because you feel this way

-he's willing to offer anything for you.. (not that you really have the choice) he'd offer stuff like hugs, hand holding, quality time, cuddles, embraces...

-he would let you eat some of his snacks

-if someone harmed you (physically), the person will simply get arrested for harming someone.. (charged with assault) after everything would go back to normal.. maybe Ranpo would be a little anxious but he knows it doesn't exactly happens to someone on a regular basis (for a citizen, it isn't often that they'll be targeted every single time)

Choice: S/o thinks their ugly

"Hey.. uh. Y/n.. why are you crying.. ..., You.. you shouldn't cry anymore! The greatest detective Ranpo Edogawa is here to help! there's no more need to cry! ..., Please stop crying.... I don't like it.... There we go I can see you're pretty face now! (You say you're not pretty) you're.. not.. pretty..? who told you that you? (You say you think that way) you think that way..? well I think we should set up an appointment for the doctor (you asked him why) Why? because you're clearly losing your eyesight! You're one of the most beautifulest person I have ever seen and you think you're ugly... If you can't see your beauty then you must be losing your eyesight! Because you're beautiful inside and outside no matter what people say! So no more crying because you're ugly.. because your not.. now let's go on the date you promised me earlier!"

Edgar Allan Poe

-he is shocked.. of course he understand that people need to cry.. but he didn't like seeing you cry.. like it shattered his heart when he saw you crying in pain.. he tried to comfort you but he received a small panic attack while trying to do so.. He absolutely hates seeing you cry (in the nicest way possible)

-if he has feelings for you there's a 26% chance he would try to comfort you

-he would approach you very reluctantly.. not that he doesn't care.. it's because 1. He has social anxieties, 2. He doesn't know how comfort someone and 3. He has crush on you! (When he has a crush, he's very shy around them) he would be the type to stutter as he ask you "what happened" (poor Poe, he's very shy especially around his crush)

-if you do talk, he will listen carefully while trying to understand your point of view

-if you feel stress, anxious or even upset he would try to help you the best way possible.. if you're the type to overwork yourself then expect him to try his best to remind you to take breaks or even force you to take them (even himself has that problem.. so he'll try to improve his own health to show you that your health is more important than work) he may bring you some small snacks/drinks just so you have the necessary nutrients

-if you feel suicidal, have low self-esteem or even think your a failure, he would probably spend time trying to figure out the main reason why you feel this way and probably do some research about the subject so he's not being offensive in any way.. afterwards he would try his best to absolutely be supportive in every way possible (in a positive way) honestly he would spend a lot of times trying to understand you.. because we're at the episodes he seems like you very much like it if you understood his rival Ranpo.. because he always questioned "how".. so I think he's a man based on the 5W & H (if you do not know what I'm talking about I'm talking about "what, who, where, when, why and how")

-(if you hugged him while crying he would try his best to hug you back and remain there until you're ready to depart... Despite he hormones screaming at him for receiving a hug from you)

-Now if your his S/O he acts a tab bit differently instead of a 26% chance he's would comfort you it is now 90%

-He would still approach you with reluctantness but way less than if you were his crush rather than his s/o.. He would almost approach you with all of the confidence he got.. (if he has any that is) he would still accidentally struggle with speaking but underneath you can see his anxious and worried face.. he'd probably say something like "umm. hey. why are you crying? Do. you want to talk about it?"

-if you do talk, he would absolutely listen carefully while trying to understand your point of view

-if you feel stress, anxious or even upset he would try to help you the best way possible.. if you're the type to overwork yourself then expect him to try his best to remind you to take breaks or even force you to take them (even himself has that problem.. so he'll try to improve his own health to show you that your health is more important than work) he's not a bad of a cook actually.. not the best however.. but better than decent I would say.. so he may make you little snacks for you every 2 hours.. sometime he'll literally drag you away from work and read you one of his novels (because he doesn't want you to read them and get stuck in some unknown land with a killer on the loose.. not to mention the killer is very dangerous) if you write reports he might put an input on your writing style and correct some mistakes..

-if you feel suicidal, have low self-esteem or even think your a failure, he would still do his research because he doesn't want to be offensive.. but he would be so supportive.. like if you don't like the way you look like, then he'll start naming a whole bunch of things he likes (loves) about you (he even wrote a poem about you just so you know how much he loves you) on the failure subject.. he would start naming a whole bunch of things he's proud of you for.. he wouldn't hesitate for a second to stop any attempts.. he'd most likely end up crying and begging you not to leave him.. he is yet another that will worship you (with mostly words.. if he can word out the compliments that is)

-there's a 78% chance he would cry because you feel this way

-he'll try his best to offer anything for you.. but sometimes it's a bit difficult to do so.. but he can offer hugs, cuddles, embraces, hand holding and quality time..

-as a bonus, Poe would let you hold Karl as if he was a plushie (of course he wouldn't let you squeeze the life out of him.. but he'll let you hold Karl whenever you want without permission)

-if someone harmed you (physically), I don't know why.. but I honestly think that Poe would just lock the person in one of his impossible mystery novels that only Ranpo can solve... And that's that... Now afterwards, nothing much happened because he honestly hoped it was just a one-time thing.. if it does happen again then something will change.. but I'll leave that for another Post in the near future

Choice: Severe School Stress

"uh.. dear.. why are you crying.. oh! Uh! Please don't cry harder, I'm sorry for being ironic! I thought you would at least try to answer.. I apologize.. but please tell me what's wrong.. perhaps I can help.. (you say something) oh.. you want a hug? All right.. come here.. now.. uh.. please tell me why are you crying.. (you say assignment from school is too difficult) oh.. school's not going great.. umm.. what's the subject (you said the subject is English literature) oh that's good then.. I'm not saying I'm happy that you're crying but it means that I can help.. (you ask him how he can help) uhh.. not to be bragging or anything.. but when I went to school, I was told I was the best at English literature so this shouldn't be too difficult for me to help.. (you ask a question) of course I'm willing to help.. if I didn't I wouldn't offer.. but we should take a break before.. it's harder to concentrate on work when you cried yourself.. please come to my study, I can read a book of mine while we eat snacks, then I'll help your work.. okay?"

(I'm so proud of Poe, this is probably the most he had ever said)

25 post event with (Ranpo x reader) and (Poe x reader) 1/25.

[svetlovasart]

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[elvestoneanzelote1]

Hi! I really enjoy your Makima/Nayuta reader and wanna give you my own ideas for part 3! >_<

I feel like reader will just be with Mori most of the time because Mori is very interested in reader ability and maybe cunning personality (probably try to dress the reader with some ouji clothes he buys) Then the rest of port mafia meet reader and was quite interested of him. Meanwhile the agency is literally ready to take reader back

𝙰:𝚗- 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚗𝚔 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚙𝚛𝚎𝚟𝚒𝚘𝚞𝚜 𝚋𝚕𝚘𝚐! 𝙰𝚗𝚍 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚐𝚒𝚟𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚝𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚐𝚑𝚝𝚜.

𝚂𝚘𝚛𝚛𝚢 𝚒𝚝 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚕𝚊𝚝𝚎.. 𝚃𝚘 𝚠𝚛𝚒𝚝𝚎..

𝙷𝚘𝚗𝚎𝚜𝚝𝚕𝚢, 𝙸 𝚠𝚊𝚜𝚗'𝚝 𝚐𝚘𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚘 𝚠𝚛𝚒𝚝𝚎 𝚙𝚊𝚛𝚝 𝟹 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚜𝚒𝚗𝚌𝚎 𝚒𝚝 𝚒𝚜 𝚊 𝚛𝚎𝚚𝚞𝚎𝚜𝚝.. 𝙴𝚒𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚠𝚊𝚢 𝚐𝚘𝚘𝚍 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚊𝚑𝚎𝚊𝚍.

𝙰𝚗𝚢𝚠𝚊𝚢𝚜, 𝙸 𝚑𝚘𝚙𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚑𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚝 𝚘𝚛 𝚗𝚘𝚝𝚎 𝚒𝚝 𝚘𝚛 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚗 𝚛𝚎𝚋𝚕𝚘𝚐𝚐 𝚒𝚝 𝚘𝚛 𝚜𝚘𝚛𝚝.

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Part 1 here

Part 2 here

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𝚈𝚊𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚛𝚎 (𝚙𝚕𝚊𝚝𝚘𝚗𝚒𝚌) 𝙱𝚂𝙳 𝚡 𝙼𝚊𝚕𝚎 𝚌𝚑𝚒𝚕𝚍 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚎𝚛. 𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚎𝚛 𝚒𝚜 𝚊𝚛𝚘𝚞𝚗𝚍 𝟷𝟷 𝚢𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚜 𝚘𝚕𝚍.

𝚆𝚊𝚛𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐: 𝚐𝚊𝚜𝚝𝚕𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐, 𝚖𝚊𝚗𝚒𝚙𝚞𝚕𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗, 𝙰 𝚌𝚛𝚒𝚖𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚒𝚜 𝚋𝚕𝚊𝚖𝚎 𝚘𝚗𝚝𝚘 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚎𝚕𝚜𝚎, 𝚍𝚎𝚊𝚍 𝚋𝚘𝚍𝚢.

After the incident at the mall, Chuuya have been often around you, despite you wanted to be around Gin or Hirotsu or even Tachihara or seems and the fact Mori often let you and Elise to dress doesn't make you happy.

Though.. Elise only dress if you are with her of sort which make you more a victim to hang out with her of sort.

"Chu-chu-niisan"

"Yes y/n, what is it?" Asked Chuuya who lean to your level as you fiddle with your fingers slightly pouting.

"Where are we going?"

"...to meet Ane-san"

"Ne? Chu-chu-niisan, who is Ane-san?"

"She is like my elder sister, she eventually went for mission some days earlier, today she just arrive" said Chuuya who have a visible smile on his lips as you tilted your head curiously.

"O-okay.." You muttered as Chuuya lead you to a garden.

There you saw beautiful women with red hair as she was busy watering the flower as her eyes flicker onto you and Chuuya.

"Hmm? Who is this young boy, you have?"

As you hide behind Chuuya who let out a soft chuckle as The women approach you.

She kneel onto your level as she gently smile at you.

"What's your name?" She asked as her gaze was warm which make your anxiety disappear as your eyes twinkle.

"Y-y/n"

"What a cute name for a cute boy" she said as she pat your head making you blush in embarrassment, her gentle aura and warmness truly remind you of your mother warmness.

Chuuya smile at the fact you get along with Ane-san.

"From where did you brought such a cute boy?" Asked Kouyou as Chuuya awkwardly sighed.

"Boss was the one who brought him, eventually.."

"Ougai-dono? For why?"

"..."

Her eyes flickered onto you as you tilted your head to side with your eyes curiously stare at them as she kneel to your level again and gently smile at you.

"May I.. know where you are from?"

"Shinjuku"

"Oh.. And how are you here in Yokohama?" Asked Kouyou as Chuuya was taken aback that you spoke about yourself after days on staying in port mafia.

"I was lost in the carnival.. Then I met Mr.Whitey hair!"

"Whitey hair?"

"He is from the.. Agency I think? He and one found me.."

As Kouyou glance up at Chuuya who to kneel onto your level.

"How.. Many days have you been in.. Agency?" Asked Chuuya as he try to confirm a particular event that took place in Shinjuku.

"Since I'm.. 11 years old.. About .. When I was nine years!"

"So.. You have been in agency.. For two years?"

"Hmm mmh! They told me they would find my parents.. "

"Did your..parents came to take you?"

"Yes! But.. But.. The others in agency said.. They left me in their care.. I don't want to believe it.." You muttered while holding tightly onto Chuuya hand who frowned a bit.

"..say will you believe us if we find your parents and ask you why they left you?" Asked Kouyou as your eyes widen.

"Y-you will a-ask them?"

"Yes"

"Ane-san"

Kouyou just smile as Chuuya was unsure as you happily hug her which she chuckle at your enthusiasmically smiling and hugging her happily.

"Thank you so much! Ane-san!"

She chuckle as she patted your head while your face was on her stomach side as you couldn't see her dark smile at Chuuya who silently nod.

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"What do you mean he is in Port mafia?!" Shouted Dazai alarming the others as Ranpo frowned. "This is bad if they already know his ability" said Yosano frowning as she was as hell going to break every fingers of Mori if he lay a single hand on you or either traumatized you.

"We will have to get him back!"

"Yeah!"

"Wait"

As they all glance at the president who look stern and serious like he always do, but his eyes were more narrowed.

"We can't just wage war against port mafia."

"B-but!"

"President is correct.. We have to get y/n safely" said Kunikida as Kyouka frown as she was held back by Atsushi who told her not to be reckless.

"Either that or.. We have to make y/n trust us more" said Ranpo as they all blink confused of what he meant.

"Because .. I get a feeling that.. They are going to use his parents against us"

"Y/n parents? But didn't we already deal with them? I doubt they would utter a word" said Jun'chiro as he recall their terrified expression as Fukuzawa shook his head slightly.

"The port mafia have their own ways.. And we all know how they are.. Especially dealing with.. Children" said Yosano as Kyouka clench on her dress as she frown.

Perhaps they may have manipulate you? Or make you kill someone with your ability? There were many possibility as they can't make a wrong mistakes.

"We might need to talk this out.. Professionally" said Fukuzawa as Ranpo frown, while Kunikida and the others try to argue with.. Atsushi who was frowning and feel like blaming himself for leaving you even for a minute in the aquarium..

As you call him your elder brother yet, he failed.. Atsushi mind of thoughts held as Dazai spoke out.

"There might be possibility that y/n parents will be kill.."

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They didn't want to see you so, horrified yet.. For some twisted pleasure they are pleased to see your reactions as Mori patted your head who flinch yet, never moved your eyes from the dead body.

"How cruel of them.. To have murdered your parents.." Said Kouyou as she brought you to a hug as you stood frozen.

"Considering the fact that.. They suddenly left.. Or perhaps more likely.. They were killed.. " muttered Elise who hold your hand as Kouyou let go of the hug as you approach the dead body with tear stricken face.

"Mama.. Papa ..."

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"We should give him some time.." Said Mori as he left. So, did Kouyou who told Akutagawa to stay back which alarmed Chuuya who was going to stay.

"B-but ane-san"

"Don't worry.. I think Akutagawa will handle this much better.."

Chuuya hesistantly left as Akutagawa was very much confused as he approach you who hold onto your dead mother hand.

He kneel down onto your level as you let yourself cry.

"You shouldn't let the grief take over you.. As it shows your weakness"

"...but.. Mama.. And.. Papa.. They"

As Akutagawa glare at you making you flinch as he glance at the dead body then at you.

"They won't come back alive even if you cry for them so, wipe that tears of yours!"

"..." As you nod while been scarred of him slightly as his anger face make you want to cry more.

"Wh-what shall I do.. Mama.. And papa.. They..*hic*" as you stopped yourself from crying when you felt a hand on top of your head as you glance at Akutagawa who wasn't looking at you.

"Make it a goal to fight against the world.. They killed of your parents.. So they should pay.." He said as he glance at you with serious face as he was about to let go of patting your head, you firmly nod and tremble hands hold onto his hand that was on top of your head.

He was alarmed but you smile gently.

"Your hands are warm, Ryou-oniisan!"

"Oniisan?"

"Hmm mmh! Can I call you that?"

"..." He hesistantly nod as your smile brightens while chuckling.

"Yay! Ryou-oniisan accepted me as his younger brother!"

He blink twice confused yet nod while keeping a stoic face as you smile brightly. Until..

His eyes widen a bit as you fall onto him asleep as he sighed while pat your head.

Maybe.. the toll on the lost finally took over you.

Yet, he smile a bit as he oath to himself to protect you, like how.. An older brother shall do.

' I promise.. I will protect you like how an older brother does..'

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A:n- that's all! Good day/night to you all! And no! I am not making part four.

That's all.

[damagedintellect]

ADA Dazai x Reader

💌Obligatory sex pollen fic I guess??💌

Summary: Certain abilities Dazai can dispel outright without touching the user. This has always confused the brunette greatly where the technical line was drawn. During Q's apocalypse, he couldn't bring individuals back to their senses but with Shiwabusa's fog he could prevent Chuuya’s ability from manifesting. Apparently this “Sex pollen” ability was more like the former example. Which left Dazai the only one conscious of their actions as everyone fucked like rabbits.

Notes: Based on a dream I had a few nights ago. At least what I can remember of it. It's got some plot holes & semi ooc but it was hilarious, I had to share it with the class.

Contains: sex pollen, dubcon, pregnancy, mpreg, pregnant Fyodor, Fyodor being painfully religious, 🍋

💌 Wordcount 5,160 💌 Chapter 1 of ?? [I might actually continue this bc I want to see where it goes but not a priority unless ppl like it]

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After the Shiwabusa incident you thought most ability users left Yokohama but it turns out someone is hunting down the surviving few. It's the reason why the special divisions unit Ango is a part of reached out to the ADA. There had been missing people cases flooding his desk, all with one thing in common. Every last one of them had been ability users. This didn't seem like the work of the Decay of Angles or any other known organization on record. It didn't line up with their past methods and ideologies. Plus Dazai added that Fyodor would never be this sloppy. Most were taken in broad daylight with no concerns about witnesses.

Between Ranpo and Dazai, they were able to sniff out the new threat with ease but they still didn't have enough information to assume the motive behind the kidnappings. Ango could only give so much details to go on because the member of his team that was investigating this case also disappeared. The first priority would be to find the hostages. With that in mind Ranpo insisted on working alongside the remaining guild members and, for some reason Akutagawa. Your guess was that Mori sent him to reclaim some mafia members who vanished as well. Apparently Chuuya was also supposed to join the investigation but ended up being stuck overseas. Instead you were to partner with Dazai.

You and Dazai, Kunikida and Yosano, and Ranpo and Poe were on recognizance while Lucy, Kenji, Kyouka, and Junichiro were on rescue, leaving Atsushi and Akutagawa as a diversion first and foremost but if they can capture the culprits that's an added bonus. Despite splitting up, you, Dazai, Kunikida and Yosano ended up trapped in the same room. Not exactly trapped, you could use your ability to get out but you still needed info.

“This isn't looking good.” Kunikida said flipping through the radio frequencies. “The signals jammed.” He looked up at Dazai as he nodded. “They know we're here.”

“We walked into a trap” Dazai gritted his teeth. There was no way to warn the others. He pushed you out of the way frantically typing at the computer that you finally hacked into. You look back at the scattered files on the desk. You were kicking up dirt. So far you've found a comprehensive guide to all the missing people. Which you already had from Ango. The only difference is that this seemed like a test subject profile. The more you read through them the more you realized they really focused on the compatibility of certain abilities. That's when you smelled something alluring and you dropped everything. 

Dazai heard the clattering and ignored it. He was pissed off. It felt like he was missing something glaringly obvious. He slammed his hand on the desk muttering under his breath.

“Anyone else find-” Dazai stopped mid sentence as he took in the sight infront of him. Kunikida and Yosano were looking at each other lovingly as they hastily stripped, and pulled the other close. That's when Dazai finally noticed the faint pink dust in the air. An ability?

“I know what they're trying to do.” You said standing in front of the distracted brunette. He snapped out of his stupor when you gripped his shirt. Your pupils were dilated and your breathing was ragged. Biting your lip, it took your last bit of sanity to not jump Dazai. You took a deep breath. “P-please touch me, before I can't think straight.” Your eyes were narrowing on his lips. The desire to kiss him while you fuck like rabbits was swirling in the pit of your stomach.

He reached out to touch your forearm but it didn't do anything to help clear your head. “Shit, you gotta be kidding me” You are trying to fight your impulses . Internally you moaned at the touch. Your head lulled forward pressing into his chest. You couldn’t describe it but something about his scent was luring you in. This is really bad. Dazai looked over to Yosano and Kunikida. They were being really lovey dovey and handsy. He gulped as he felt you unbuttoning his vest. He grabbed your hands to prevent you from undressing him further. “Stay with me (Y/N). What's their goal?”

“They,” you inhaled heavily “no I, want you to fuck a baby into me!”

Dazai blinked back at you dumbfounded. He took a step backwards, that's what he was afraid of. They were up against a sex pollen ability user and he was the only one not affected. He tried to push you away but he was conflicted, you had him pushed against the wall with your body. Dazai has had a soft spot for you that he never intended on tapping into. A crush? A sexual fantasy? He didn't want to explore it but here he was letting you paw at him while you stripped away your clothes. He's had dreams about this and now it's actually happening but it couldn't have been at a more inopportune time and place. Just staring into your horny hungry eyes already left him half hard and he cursed his body for reacting this way.

“Dazai don't you love me?” You cooed.

Love was a strong word, he would rather not think about but he was left at your mercy as you crashed your lips on his. He groaned into your mouth. This was the best and worst case scenario. Best because you are forcing yourself onto him and not someone else. He could only imagine the jealousy he would have felt if you ended up with any of his coworkers. Although this was the worst because he knows he’s not going to stop your advances. Slowly he slid down the wall and let you crawl into his lap. He couldn't say no to you. Dazai has always made sure to keep everyone at a distance but not you. His head and his heart couldn't be bothered to make decisions right now. He found his hands caressing you just as feverishly as you were feeling him. He should stop. Dazai was in his right mind you were not but your touch was intoxicating. He let you unzip his pants and set his member free. Dazai threw his head back as you fully engulfed him. You were so warm and wet with no prep needed, ready to take him in. This was wrong but it felt so right. Dazai has always found it easier to beg for forgiveness than ask for permission.

You were kissing his jawline and bouncing on him with such vigor he wasn't going to last much longer. You were both a mess and as he felt your walls shake around him he held you in place and finished you off with a thrust of his own. You both were spasming in bliss as he hit his climax. He had been too enthralled with his own pleasure; he forgot to think about why you all were here in the first place. He was about to ask you what it was you found when he felt you roll your hips again. 

A jolt of pleasure washed over him as he gently held your hips from doing that again. He just came, he needed a minute. Dazai was easily overstimulated and he feared that he might not have a choice in a moment but while he still had the strength he needed to do something. 

“But Dazai~” You whined into his ear “You need to fuck a baby into me! Once isn't going to cut it.” You struggled to move as he pinned you to the floor. He hoped with this new position you wouldn't be able to do that much damage before he was capable of another round. On the other side of the room he could hear Yosano and Kunikida still going at it. Sounds he really never wanted to hear from either of his colleagues. Dazai weighed out his options, grabbing for the files you dropped earlier. He dug out his phone. The signal was back, probably because they knew everyone would be incapacitated. He tried calling Ango to update him that the plan failed and everyone needs extracting now before the rest of you get captured.

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When you finally came too you were exhausted and sticky with Dazai’s arms wrapped around you. You tried to push him away but his grip only tightened as he cried out “Aaahng~ Stop moving! I can't take anymore! Nghh~” He was trembling and breathing heavily like he was going to pass out.

“D-Dazai?” You don't remember anything past when you dropped the papers. You tried retracing your steps. It finally occurred to you that you were sitting flesh against Dazai’s lap, feeling the fullness of multiple rounds with his dick pulsing inside of you. You choked on a moan as you involuntarily clenched around him. The events of the evening were catching up with you. You had been begging Dazai to fuck you which is something you had always wanted to do but never had the guts to say. You've had a crush on him since you joined the agency but never tried to pursue a relationship with Dazai. Mostly because he was a massive flirt to most women. You would reciprocate his flirty jokes and he always gave you a look like no one's ever done that before. Playful banter aside you don't think it meant anything on Dazai’s end.

 He whimpered in your ear again “hmmmng P-please don't move I swear I’ll explain. I just need a minute. You've been riding me for an hour I-” He was panting desperately trying to catch his breath. His fingers were digging into your skin to keep you as still as possible. “sex pollen user, couldn't stop it. Fuck” 

You felt Dazai lift you up to pull out, gasping as his body slumped against the wall. You tried to move out of his lap but your legs were numb. Although the slight movement made you feel the cum dripping out of you. Your head was a mess. The words “you had sex with Dazai” were repeating like a mantra. 

 “I'm so sorry-” you had started to say but he grabbed your shoulders “It's not your fault. I could have stopped you at any point but I didn't know if we were being watched.” Which was true but definitely not the reason he didn't stop but you didn’t need to know that. “As soon as everyone was affected they stopped jamming the signal so I managed to have Ango send reinforcements. I should be the one apologizing for taking advantage of you.”

You were both at fault but not at fault. Net neutral you guess? You didn't dwell on it because you don't remember. Still you were embarrassed by everything. You know you weren't in control of your behavior but still. Dazai was being too dismissive about it. You wanted him to look at you disrespectfully. You understand that the mission comes first but you're still a woman. You have assets he should be ogling at. Like right now as your clothes were long forgotten about besides you. 

As soon as you opened your mouth Ango and his men busted down the door. Apparently the rescue team managed to move all the hostages to Anne's room before the sex pollen hit the air and they were just waiting for it to dissipate. So the mission was not a complete failure like you thought. If anything you'd have to wait to see what Ranpo and Poe had discovered. All you were able to report was that they were trying to match make compatible ability users.

Ango tried helping you to your feet but your legs were unstable and you were back on the ground in a matter of seconds. It made getting redressed a challenge but Yosano was able to help. The doctor wasn't nearly as fucked out as you were but considering Dazai let you have your way with him it makes sense. Since your legs were still wobbly Dazai ended up carrying you out. This flustered you way more than the realization of having sex with your crush. His cum was currently inside you and somehow being princess carried was what made your head explode. You buried your face in his neck as you met up with the others. No one batted an eye except Ranpo who smirked and gave you a thumbs up. 

On the bright side everyone seemed just as disheveled and out of it. You don't blame them either. Ranpo and Poe were probably just fine, you've always suspected that they were that close already but Poe was extremely skittish more so than usual. Both Atsushi and Akutagawa looked traumatized. Kunikida was in a similar state but Yosano didn't mind one bit. If anything, her being unfazed was unnerving everyone. Well everyone but Ranpo, Dazai and Akutagawa but you doubt Akutagawa would care even if he wasn’t so distraught at the moment. Whatever the case it was interesting watching everyone's reactions to whatever happened tonight. You were just glad that Lucy, Kyouka, Kenji and Junichiro didn't have to go through it.

By the looks of it the sex pollen user got away but Atsushi and Akutagawa did manage to tie up some goons for further questioning. After a quick debrief Yosano came up to you and pulled out a sealed tablet, instructing you to take it as soon as possible. A morning after pill, you assume. It suddenly clicked why she was so casual. Every time you've gone out drinking with Yosano she's always managed to go home with some attractive stranger. This was similar to one of her drunken escapes except this time Kunikida was the victim of her flirty advances. Poor Kunikida looks like he's about to kill himself for stepping outside of his ideals.

With everything seemingly done and dusted you all went home. Ango drove you all back to the dorms and you managed to walk to your room just fine. You were still haunted by the events you don't remember and you want to ask Dazai but then again maybe you don't. If you don't remember you could almost gaslight yourself into believing that it never happened. That way you could still preserve the idea that your first time with him will be special. Although based on the fact he dismissed it so easily, you don't think he finds you attractive in a sexual sense. Again you'll never know unless you talk to him but it's still embarrassing for you, but hey it could have been worse. Originally you were supposed to be on a different team had Chuuya not been overseas. Or maybe it was because Chuuya wasn't here that the ability user was able to incapacitate all of you. None of you were captured so it's fine. 

Within the next few days everything went back to normal. Well close to normal, you still couldn't look Dazai in the eyes but you haven't partnered with him since that night. Currently you were with Kunikida and Atsushi for a mission. The boys have done most of the work but as you were finishing up one of the bastards tried to take you from behind. You dodged the initial attack but as you went to retaliate you froze. Your ability wasn't working. You ended up getting shot twice before Atsushi was able to get to you.

“My ability is gone, I can't feel it at all.” You coughed up blood holding your wounds. It wasn't fatal but you were losing blood and fast. Your vision was starting to sway as you were rushed to Yosano.

When you woke up you were in the infirmary at the agency. Atsushi was still getting checked out even though the tiger would ultimately heal any major injuries. As you sat up you felt the pain of the two bullet wounds. Normally Yosano would use her ability to fix it instead of letting you heal naturally. They both looked at you with a wary expression.

“Atsushi, can you check if Dazai’s done and send him in?”

He only nodded before scampering off. You tilted your head at why Dazai needed to be called in. Yosano sat next to you “How are you feeling? Are you able to use your ability now?”

You tried really hard but no dice. “I feel like I've definitely been shot twice but more unnerving I can't feel my ability at all. What's wrong with me?”

She nodded, handing you a cup. “I'll try to explain it if I can, but I need you to get me a urine sample. How long has it been since you ate?”

You looked at the clock you had breakfast at 9 and it was currently 4, whoops that means you skipped lunch. “About Seven hours?” 

“I can give you painkillers after you get blood drawn. Not being able to feel your ability is throwing me a curveball so I want to make sure I check all my bases.”

“Okay.” You grabbed the cup and made your way to the bathroom. As you stepped out into the hallway you nearly bumped into Dazai, whose look of concern didn't go unnoticed but you only bowed slightly before you hurried off.

By the time you came back Dazai was already in the room. Yosano took the urine sample and walked into her office for a second before folding her arms across her chest. “There’s no eloquent way to put this and honestly as a doctor this is the grossest thing I've had to do but the reason why you can't use your ability is because Dazai’s sperm is probably still swimming around in your uterus.”

Your face started heating up as you stuttered “I-It's almost been a week how is that possible!”

Dazai hummed “Oh, so that's what the sample was for.” 

Yosano rolled her eyes “Unfortunately” she frowned before she continued her explanation. “Technically it's only been five days and that's about the cut off for irregular sperm lifespans.” She walked back to her office and came back with two negative pregnancy tests. “I wasn’t too worried about the results since you took the contraceptive but it's my job to be thorough. You should be able to use your ability by tomorrow unless Dazai’s sperm is just as hard to kill as Dazai is.”

Dazai shrugged, “I'm just surprised this hasn't come up before. Back when I was-”

Yosano put her hand up “I don't need to hear the rest of that. It's bad enough we had sex ten feet away from each other.” Yosano looked back at you, “Until you get your ability back I won't be able to use my ability on you either.  For now you'll have to heal your injuries the normal way.” You nodded.

Unfortunately as tomorrow came you still couldn't use your ability. You glared at Dazai who laughed at the situation. He was having a field day with how powerful his seed was. You haven't told the others what was going on but you're sure all the adults understood why you were out of commission. Kenji was the only one who kept asking questions you genuinely didn't know how to respond to. He was so innocent and Dazai was playing into it. This was killing you. How are you supposed to forget that night if it's all anyone is talking about. Not to mention that you were basically tied to your desk for the time being taking painkillers like candy.

A few more days later and to mostly Dazai’s surprise, since Yosano was out on a mission, you still couldn't manifest your ability. This was getting ridiculous. At first Dazai joked about it almost having a sense of pride but today he had been awfully quiet and no one likes a quiet Dazai. 

You had been more tired than usual. The injuries were taking their toll so you got up to make some tea in the office kitchen to help you relax. Today was a fairly busy day for everyone, but you. The others were all coming and going but you were still confined to the office. It was a jarring situation,  typically Dazai was the only one who had to heal like a normal human being. You sighed, pouring your tea. 

“Still nothing?”

You turn around to see Dazai holding a small paper bag, leaning against the doorframe. You shook your head. “Still nothing.” You didn’t want to think about it but you set your tea down motioning to the bag he was holding “Is that what I think it is?” You took a pregnancy test the other day, Yosano gave you a pill, this really shouldn’t be happening. Actually, did you even take the pill? Thinking back you were exhausted and out of it and you remember drinking water and going to sleep but did you not actually take the pill? Your head was hurting just thinking about it.

“Only if you want it to be. I can throw it away if you'd prefer.” Dazai put the bag in his coat pocket as he approached you. “To be honest I'm not sure if I want you to find out either. Logically I doubt you are, because if you were, then your ability should have come back by now. My DNA would have turned into our child's DNA and the nullification should have stopped.” He stood next to you leaning back on the counter. “However if you somehow are, I fear it wasn’t just a sex pollen ability at play.” He grit his teeth yet another ability he wasn't able to negate the effects of.

You looked at him eyes wide. That was their true goal. “They were trying to breed ability users.” He nodded as he looked down.

“That's why they waited for us to show up. I have a feeling they were after one of our abilities. Which is probably why Ranpo paired you with me. A copycat ability is already strong as it is but in the wrong hands it would be astronomical.”

You swallowed hard “I don't know how I feel about this. I kinda don't want to know because if you're right then what? If I'm pregnant then somehow everyone is pregnant? How would that work for the guys? Would you want to keep the child, or wait if it's an ability, is it even possible to keep the child?” You looked at Dazai, he was clearly uncomfortable with your questioning. “I guess I should probably take it before I work myself up over nothing.” You held your hand out lowering your head, waiting for him to give you the test. He raised an eyebrow “Do you want moral support or?”

“Depends if it's positive are you going to go buy milk and never return?”

“No promises, I never planned on having kids.” He shrugged.

“No really? I'm surprised” you said sarcastically “I've always wanted kids but I don't think this is the right time.”

Dazai stood outside the bathroom while you paced back and forth. The wait was killing you. You still had a minute left. Grabbing the test you opened the door. “Dazai we're friends right?”

“I would say so. Why?” He gave you a quizzical look. 

“I just wanted to make sure that you don't hate me? I don't know, that might change in a second.” You bite your lip as you flip the test over. Sure enough it was positive. Dazai leaned over your shoulder causing you to nearly drop it. “Well, I still don't hate you in case you were wondering. If anything I hate that what I speculated may be right to some degree. Which is more annoying than anything else.” Dazai's eyes narrowed thinking about, for lack of a better moniker, the anti-Fyodor. What were they trying to gain out of making more ability users?

Dazai didn't move and being in his proximity after finding out he did in fact fuck a child in to you, was making you dizzy. “I need to lay down”

You moved sluggishly as Dazai reached out and touched your shoulder “If you need anything just let me know. I'm the one who's responsible for all of this. I'm not going to make you do this alone.”

You both made your way to the couches in the waiting area as Ranpo came back from his mission. Dazai pulled him into the other room presumably to update him on the situation. That this “threat” isn't over and indeed was just the beginning.

You carefully laid on the couch your thoughts were scattered. On one hand you were glad it was Dazai but at the same time this just makes your relationship more complicated. As your eyes slowly close you realize you never actually drank your tea either. There was a good chance you forgot to take the pill too, it's probably still in the pocket of what you wore that night. Yawning you shifted to make yourself more comfortable. It had been hard sleeping the past few days but the pain has decreased significantly today. You were so lost in thought that you didn't even notice that Dazai draped his trench coat on your sleeping form. He stood there for a moment thinking about how cute you looked while you were sleeping. 

He wondered if his kid would look as cute. Speaking of kid, he should probably check on Ranpo. Dazai only took a guess at who the other possible pregnant people were but knowing that Ranpo is often lazy and chooses to forego physical activity if he could help it, he wouldn't doubt for a second that he had Poe do all the work. As he walked into the bathroom Ranpo was already using his glasses to stare down at the pink piece of plastic. The detective frowned, discarding the spectacles. 

“I blame you for this.” Ranpo showed the other the result. “This probably means Atsushi is also pregnant?” He took a deep sigh before adding “Things are about to get a lot more complicated.”

Dazai frowns. “No kidding.”

Ranpo smirks, opening his eyes to look at you on the couch before addressing Dazai again as he walks away. “Congratulations by the way.”

—

 It had been about a month and morning sickness was no joke. You would rush to the bathroom midsentece if you even felt remotely queasy which was a stark difference to how the other two handled it. Ranpo had placed waste receptacles around the whole office but still ended up puking out the window once or twice because he couldn’t be bothered to move the three feet to use a bin. Atsushi on the other hand would grab a waste bin but would end up swallowing it half the time off of pure reflex because he didn't want to waste food. The first time you watched him do it you and Ranpo immediately grabbed for a bin. Today hadn't been too bad for the nausea but you might have spoken too soon. You watched Atsushi perk up standing up from his desk.

“Knock knock!” out of thin air a familiar yellow portal appeared at the entrance. Your favorite jester took a bow before he opened his cape to release who knows what into the office.

“Nikolai!” Atsushi was the first one to jump into action as the rest took a defensive stance waiting for a fight. Dazai pulled you behind him as Fyodor casually stepped through the overcoat. “Long time no see, Dazai.”

“Fyodor, why are you here?” It was more of a statement than a question. 

The air was tense as Ranpo crossed his arms “Don’t tell me you're also pregnant!” Everyone looked shocked and waited for confirmation.

“I am and the child is an affront to god. That is why I've come to inquire your services. I require assistance with the abomination.” He motioned over to Kunikida “I made an appointment under a different name.”

Kunikida raised an eyebrow as he looked through the client meeting list and sure enough there was one scheduled for an ambiguous medical inquiry. “You came to get rid of the child?”

Gasping Fyodor looked taken aback. “Absolutely not, for a man to be pregnant is a miracle. Although most doctors are ill equipped to accommodate for the male anatomy.” He placed his hand over his stomach for emphasis.

Dazai rolled his eyes. “I thought you said it was an affront to god?” He crossed his arm clearly trying to upset the other.

Fyodor glared at Dazai. “It is but having an abortion is a worse sin than the child being born of wedlock. Nikolai will simply kill the child after they are baptized. I am here to take advantage of your doctor, as they are already overseeing male pregnancies.”

Atsushi was confused how Fyodor was even in the same situation to begin with but even more so now after hearing his reasoning for coming to the ADA. “Why don't you guys just get married? I don't know, it just sounds like a lot of work if you plan on killing the kid anyways.”

“Do you have any idea how difficult immigration can be? It is disgustingly time consuming to get married overseas.” Fyodor groaned “Not to mention the child will be a Japanese citizen while Nikolai is Ukrainian and they do not allow dual citizenship, it's all so messy.”

Ranpo walked up, putting a hand on Atsushi’s shoulder. “He's right you know, it's a massive pain in the ass.”

“Of course it's a pain in the ass we're here on work visas. I'm not dealing with immigration, I'm a terrorist not a psychopath.” Fyodor seemed to slump into Nikolai’s side as the white haired man held him upright “Dos-kun you should probably sit down.” the russian nodded and let Nikolai lead him into the waiting area.

Yosano looked over Kunikida's shoulder. “If they have an appointment I guess we should at least hear them out. Especially if what he says is true and he is with child.” This was all incredibly bizarre for everyone.

Dazai nodded “Fyodor wouldn’t make his presence known if he didn't have something up his sleeve. Any insight Ranpo?”

Ranpo had his glasses on and shrugged “It all checks out. He's not lying about genuinely coming here for medical attention but I suspect they were accidentally caught by the sex pollen. They probably had planned to wipe out as many ability users as possible but underestimated our opponents just as we did.”

You turned to go make tea but Dazai immediately grabbed your arm “I'll handle the tea. I don't want him getting too close to anyone just in case he tries to pull something.” His serious expression softened as he patted your head. “You should go rest for a bit too. You're still healing.” You nodded with a light blush on your cheeks.

[mncxbe]

𝙊𝙛𝙛𝙞𝙘𝙚 𝙨𝙚𝙭☆

(𝐝𝐨𝐦) 𝐤𝐮𝐧𝐢𝐤𝐢𝐝𝐚 𝐱 𝐟𝐞𝐦!𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫

Don’t hide from me, pretty. I want to see your face. After all, you’re the one who wanted this, right?

𝑮𝒆𝒏𝒓𝒆: NSFW

𝑾𝒂𝒓𝒏𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒔: spicy kunikida

I am the type of writer who needs to explain why the characters are fucking. On another note, enjoy♡

Kunikida was once again doing paperwork at ungodly hours. Based on the harsh line between his brows and the fidget of his foot one could state that the man was displeased with the situation at hand, angry even. He was used to staying late to work to complete Dazai’s reports but this was different. Today the dark haired man went on a mission with you. You left the office at around 2 p.m and supposedly finished the mission three hours later. As per usual Dazai called, saying that he was going to be a couple of hours late and gave Kunikida all the details about the mission. But now it was close to 10 p.m and you two still weren’t back.

Kunikida couldn’t bear the thought of his girlfriend being corrupted by the brunette. He knew you were friends but recently he noticed more and more of his shenanigans in your behavior and that was infuriating. He wanted to scold you for being irresponsible with your work but mostly all your boyfriend wished for was to know that you’re safe.

His racing thoughts were interrupted by the sound of a closing door. He raised his head to meet your eyes.

You were sloppily walking towards his desk. The hem of your shirt was untucked and your tie was slightly loose. As you got closer Kunikida could see that your green eyes were lined by tiny red veins.

“Hey there. Sorry for being late” you spoke, leaning against his desk; hands supporting your bodyweight.

Your boyfriend looked at your figure and raised a brow before returning to his paper.

"Care to explain why you’re so late?”. His voice was harsh but not devoid of worry.

“After we completed the mission I went to grab a drink with Dazai. To celebrate, you know” You took a short breath, running your fingers through your hair “Then one drink turned into two and so on and we lost track of time”

Kunikida rolled his eyes and you noticed how his grip tightened around the pen. You knew about his anger issues, how he always stormed around the office whenever someone annoyed him but he usually managed to conceal his foul moods around you.

“Are you mad?” you asked gently, brushing your fingers against his

He suddenly got up, finally looking you in the eyes again. Then he snapped at you:

“Oh no. Surely I’m not mad about the fact that my girlfriend got drunk during working hours and now I have to stay overtime to finish her paperwork” He pinched the bridge of his nose with two fingers, closing his eyes for a moment. When he opened them again, his gaze was softer “And you didn’t even reply to my texts. I was worried”

You took a step towards him and extended your arms, embracing him in a gentle hug; your arms snaked around his torso and your head rested on his chest.

“I’m sorry for worrying you, darling. I promise I’ll be more careful next time. But I wasn’t in any danger. I actually had fun”

Your boyfriend scoffed, still not fully returning your hug.

Even after all these hours you could smell his cologne. He smelled musky; his perfume combined with his own scent were making your head spin. You could feel the heat of his body through his black shirt on your cheek, his heart had a steady beat. Suddenly you felt a familiar warmth spreading through your body. With a sheepish grin you slip your arms upwards locking them around his neck, pulling your bodies closer.

“I missed you, Doppo” you added in a honeyed voice. The look on your boyfriend’s face was pure frustration. He gently grabbed your hips, pushing you away from him.

"He cut you short with a low “Not now” before returning to his chair. “We could have been home by now if you hadn’t been this late.”

Kunikida couldn’t see you roll your eyes as you walked behind him, leaning to whisper into his ear.

“Who says we have to be home to do it?”

You let out a small chuckle as these words rolled off your tongue.

Kunikida briefly shook his head and continued writing. He couldn’t deny that your proposal was tempting, but hooking up in the office was immoral and totally against his ideals.

You huffed and stepped away, gazing around the office. You were the last people in there, all the other lights having been turned off. You walked to the closest desk, carefully touching the incandescent lightbulb of the brown coloured lamp. It was cold, which meant that it has been off for at least an hour or two ‘So they really left a long while ago’ you thought to yourself as you glanced over your shoulder at your boyfriend. A wave of guilt took over you as you realized how your behavior affected his precious schedule. However, you knew the exact way to make up for it.

Determined to not give up, you walked back to where Kunikida was seated and lowered yourself on his lap. He was focused on his paperwork so he didn’t think much of your actions, simply placing an arm around your waist. For a while you just looked at the steady rhythm of his moving hand. His slender fingers were wrapped around the dark blue pen, scribbling away some indecipherable words. After a while you began to slowly rock your hips back and forth, creating friction between your heated core and his thigh.

As soon as he became aware of your actions Kunikida dug his fingers into the plush of your hips, ceasing your motion.

“You really have no shame, do you? We’re in the office” he scolded you in a rough voice.

You simply laughed, resting the palm of your hand over his fingers.

“What? Can’t focus?” you teased, resuming your movement.

Your boyfriend’s mind was torn in two. Half of him wanted to push you away, to refuse your advances and finished the bloody paperwork so he could finally go home to get some rest but the other half of him wanted to give in, to indulge you. However he knew how persistent you could be so it would’ve been pointless to deny you any further. His grip on your flesh loosened as he began following your rhythm.

You felt satisfied with your victory. Although he was still absorbed in his writing, Kunikida was now guiding your movements. You let yourself loose, grinding away on his thigh. After a while, soft moans started escaping your mouth. Noticing this your boyfriend set a new pace, grinding your hips against his thigh at a faster speed. Your moans quickly turned into mewls and pants as you felt a familiar heat pooling inside of your core. Kunikida removed his hand from your hips, covering your mouth with it.

“Be quiet, pretty girl. I’m trying to work” he spoke, a trace of amusement in his voice.

As you rode closer to your climax groans started to leave your throat. You felt two of your boyfriend's fingers sliding into your drooling mouth and you gently started sucking on them.

Kunikida could only see a small part of your face, hence your back was facing him, but your sounds were more than enough to make him lose focus. He gazed at the side of your face, eyes slowly closing as you approached your high. He could also feel the wetness of your core, your juices damping his pants, only imagining how slick your pussy was. Before he knew, words of praise and encouragement escaped his mouth.

You were obediently sucking on his fingers, twirling your tongue around them. Every trace of stubbornness disappeared, focusing only on the knot in your stomach. His words only added to your arousal, making you pick up the pace. Eventually he removed his hand from your mouth, wiping the saliva across your neck and brought it to your lower abdomen, firmly pressing against it. You jolted at the sudden feeling, letting out  a ragged moan. Kunikida only chuckled, acknowledging how close to your climax you got.

“C’mon pretty girl, keep moving like that. You’re doing so great for me”

You only hummed a low “mhmm”, biting down on your bottom lip, focusing on your act. Soon after you reached your high, a slow tremor taking over you. Your boyfriend placed his hand back to your waist, slowly guiding you through your climax. When you finally stopped moving, his hand moved to your thigh; resting there.

You leaned forward, resting your upper body on his desk; arms curled under your head. You were slowly catching your breath when you felt his hand slide upwards. His fingers moved to your clothed cunt, sliding them across your slit.

“You’re so wet for me, dear” he whispered into the shell of your ear. “And in such an improper place, you must be quite needy today” he continued teasing.

You only moaned and squirmed in his lap. His touch was even more electrifying now that you were already overly sensitive. Kunikida grinned and chuckled. His voice was low and full of lust when he spoke again.

“Let take care of you properly, shall we?”

He gently picked you up and walked to the nearest couch, dropping you onto the mattress. He looked down at your figure, pulling at your thigh to loosen it. Before you knew it he was all over you, leaving butterfly kisses on your neck and collarbone, searching for your sweet spot. When he found it he started gently sucking and biting on it, leaving faint purple marks. Low hums and moans fell off your lips as his hands started roaming your body. You threw your head back in pleasure and yelped as he slipped his fingers into your core, plunging in and out at a steady place. You instinctively moved your hands to your face to hide your faint blush but his free hand wrapped around your wrists, pulling them away. His thumb moved to your clit, doubling the pleasure.

"Don’t hide from me, pretty. I want to see your face. After all, you’re the one who wanted this, right?”

You only nodded, closing your eyes as your second climax approached.

 He suddenly drew his fingers out and started unbuckling his pants. He let them fall to the ground before stripping his underwear; his tip already coated in precum. He slid his dick along your wet folds a few times, earning a whimper. He then slowly pushed himself inside.  “You alright, darling” he asked, making sure you adjusted. You managed to murmur a “yes”, hiding your face in the crook of his neck as he started moving. He quickly picked up the pace, high pitched sounds and moans leaving your throat.

“S’ good, Kuni” you uttered between whines. Your boyfriend moved his lips to your throat, leaving a trail of love bites across it.

The room was filled with the filthy sounds of your act. His dick was coated in your juices; your plush thighs squeezing his waist. Kunikida was slowly drowning himself inside of you, your walls tightening around him with each of his precise thrusts. He knew how to make you crumble under his touch and that’s exactly what he was doing. Your eyelids were fluttering; your eyes slowly rolling back as he bit into your neck, making sure to mark you as his. He didn’t usually do that, not wanting you to attract unnecessary stares but this time he couldn’t stop himself. His suppressed emotions got the best of him. He suddenly felt you jolt.

"I’m s-so close” you muttered under your breath, tears starting to prickle at the corners of your eyes. His thrusts grew sloppier and deeper.

You locked your arms around his neck, pulling him in for a passionate kiss. Even after he pulled away he stood close, a string of saliva uniting your tongues.

“You’re such a good girl for me, pretty. Come on, cum for me.” He encouraged you, digging his fingers into your hips to help ram himself into you.

You let go, letting the wave of pleasure wash over you. He let out a groan as he felt your pussy tighten around him. After a few sloppy thrusts he came too, filling you up with his cum.

The feeling of his warm juice flowing into you made you whimper; pulling him closer.

When you both regained your breath you got up, buttoning up your shirt. Kunikida put on his pants and smiled at you. He caressed your face with his calloused hand, his thumb resting on your lower lip.

“Sometimes I feel like I could step over all of my ideals for you” he spoke gently.

There was a sweet moment of silence between the two of you before you replied:

"And I suppose I could make the effort to complete my reports after missions”

He laughed; an honest laugh, before walking up to you and planting a gentle kiss on your forehead. 

[tojisloft]

ok but when ada was framed it was the most gut wrenching moment for me in the manga the fact that its now animated is making me to want to bang my head against the walll aaaah, the funny thing is they cant save themslesves unless they find the page from the book im gonna AHHHHH

[railleriee]

Dazai with a fem s/o that barely moans 🙏 occasional grunt and groan

Hellooo! I've received quite a few requests! I was honestly struggling to come up w/ some ideas so ur requests help a bunch!

Character: Dazai

Character is described as "fem" but is referred to with they/them pronouns.

Includes/Warning: mentions of sex, overstimulation, crying, rough!dazai, soft!dazai, praise, etc.

Oh it’s instantly like a game to him. 

Challenges himself to get any noise he can out of them. 

He’s so sweet when initiating sex but the moment it actually occurs he's so rough. 

He’ll fuck at an incredibly brutal pace, leaving bruises on their hips

(never intends to actually hurt them.) 

Willing to do anything it takes to make them vocal

Poor boy exhausts himself while trying to pleasure them. 

Tries the things he knows he enjoys; receiving neck kisses, teasing, etc. 

He’s definitely into crying 

Wants to see them sobbing from overstimulation :( 

On a softer note: 

Was shocked a bit at their inability to make much noise! 

Although the poor baby has a crazy praise kink in bed! 

Tries to get them to praise him more than anything. 

Want to know how good he’s doing! 

Craves the validation of them being vocal.

The first time he thought he just wasn’t doing a good job :( 

He now strives himself in making them feel the most pleasure they can! <3