Redraw of something I did for @queenwinry in honor of the sequel fic getting an update for the first time in years
(I haven’t gotten the chance to read it yet but I’m excited)
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Hello all to my nighttime tumblrinas and my readers I haven’t written fanfiction in a while and it’s because of a couple reasons, but the main one being that I get too into writing and begin to fully isolate myself which isn’t too healthy. But I have been constructing a little story for a while now👀 and I’ve been learning how to write and allow myself to take breaks.
It’s a Kendall fanfiction. I’ve said this so many times I know😭 and then I never do or finish it! I’m sorryy it’s just a struggle for me to write in a healthy manner.
The fanfic’s basis is kind of just like, well it’ll be a Kendall/original female character, and it’s kind of a deep dive into the minds of the characters. They are different from each other, he’s rich and wealthy, she is just affording rent and lives in a small little place, but they come together as they realize they think the same about life and being let down.
Here is a sneak peek snippet?👀
Ahhh you guys idk idk if how my writing style has changed for the better or for the worse! Too cheesy? Too deep? Not fan fictiony enough? I don’t know😭
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okay i haven’t been posting about it on here a ton bc it is causing me so much anxiety but. i just auditioned for a community theatre production of newsies, my first time ever auditioning for something (TECHNICALLY not true i tried out for a student production in college and did not have enough availability to reasonably do it anyway and it ended up getting cancelled due to covid, also that was a straight play IVE NEVER SUNG ALONE IN FRONT OF PEOPLE BEFORE) and i’m so scared about doing it because it’s a half hour drive from me and that’s a LOT for me i hate driving more than 15 minutes (especially on a regular basis) and i HATE going out after dark in the winter. BUT they offered me Specs (i had said in my audition form that that would be the dream for me) and i’m like. i told them i would call back tomorrow 😭 i’m 90% sure i’m gonna do it but like holy fuccccccck i’m scared. not even about performing but about the commitment
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i lost the post but i saw someone talking about how some of y’all act like being weird is a choice and like. YEAHHHHHHH.
that’s fine, it might be for you. but i just live like this and don’t know any other way. like yeah i’ve worked customer service, i can do innocuous small talk, but anything beyond that, i don’t understand what i’m missing. and it’s frustrating to see the tonal disconnect especially from people who are like “uwu embrace weirdness!!” where they’re like. dressing quirky and talking about bugs and listening to obscure music and eschewing small talk to ask Deep Questions on the first date and unlearning their tendency to not infodump. and generally have an idea of what Weirdness is supposed to look like. idk man some of us wake up and get out of bed and can’t figure out why the rest of their coworkers chitchat with each other but when they join the conversation it dies.
weirdness is value neutral. let’s stop trying to turn it into a badge because quite frankly, it’s not a choice for everyone. it’s fucking exhausting to never be on the same wavelength as other people and they’re going to react the way they do and label you the way they will without any conscious actions on your end. it’s difficult to talk about this without feeling like you’ll be dismissed as immature, a teenager whining “no one understands me” but the thing is. sometimes you don’t grow out of feeling alone and different, and there’s no good way to talk about it without feeling like people will think you’re just fishing for pity.
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Went to a renaissance festival as an elf! Best compliment I got was from someone who said I already had natural elf features, so the ears and everything thing suited me. 🥺 Another person said I just looked so “real” as an elf. High compliments!
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i just realized with that last prompt fill and all my bonus prompt fills i have technically filled my whole guardian bingo card. everything else i manage to finish after this is just bonus. huh. wow. i didn’t think i’d actually manage.
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Actually I was so brave yesterday I went out with a friend and ordered both at the restaurant AND the cafe without fucking up badly and only while dying inside A LITTLE
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feeling immensely proud of myself that today marks exactly three years since I started my current job (+ one promotion a year ago) 🎊🎈
I know a lot of the employment market is completely arbitrary and ~ less than ideal ~ but what I’m proud of is that I worked so hard to get where I’m at and for learning so much and being really, really forking good at my job, too (which I am! 🫶🏻)
so like, this isn’t a post to celebrate corporate life or capitalism, it’s to celebrate all of the work I’ve done for me, and I’m just really proud of and happy for myself about that 💞💖
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