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shallowseeker · 8 months ago

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I'm breaking this one out by itself because it's a little funny.

*Dean's phone rings*

*Dean answers without looking*

*Dean proceeds to yell at Cas*

Ah, right. What could possible be so important?

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Sam goes on to tell Dean that *drumroll* Sam is Lucifer's true vessel.

WOW! Scary!

DEAN: *sarcastically* Just when you thought you were out, they pull you back in, huh Sammy? SAM: That's it? That's your response?

It's... completely lost of Sam, though, the REASON for Dean's sarcasm.

See. It's this: now that Sam's found out that HE'S a vessel, he's in his car, an absolute FIRE lit under his goddamned tail, EAGER to get back in and fight.

Sam.

SAMMY.

🤦🤦🤦🤦

Dean throws a hint.

DEAN: *sarcastically again* I guess I'm a little numb to the earth-shattering revelations at this point. SAM: Well what are we gonna do about it?

And Sam... still doesn't get it.

Sigh.

Here's the thing. Sam wasn't panicking when they learned that Dean was a vessel. Only Cas and Bobby were panicked and stressed. They were mean, but they were at least aware of the reality of things.

But Sam.

Yes, Sam was going through things, struggling with things, and taking time to go through things is okay. But on the other hand, it definitely still hurts that Sam wasn't insisting on staying in the fight on Dean's behalf, to protect Dean from becoming a vessel.

But now that Sam's learned that he's a vessel?

Boom.

It's not even that, though. It's this whole conversation.

Because what's missing here? Empathy for Dean's plight.

Sam doesn't realize that this is why he's perpetually at... the kids' table. This right here.

In this whole conversation, Sam is eaten up with ranting about his own feelings, about how he's sick of being a puppet, and how he's going to hunt Lucifer down and gain redemption.

Sam's all about "how he can do this," how he's "gonna prove it to you."

It makes him seem a lot younger than he is.

....

There's no acknowledgment of how helpless Dean must have been feeling all this time, knowing that he's been targeted by an archangel, about how scary this whole thing is.

Hell, even Cas acknowledged Dean's fears re: Michael.

I mean: He did it in his Cas way, but it still acknowledged the enormity of the fear.

Cas:

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Meanwhile, Sam back in 5x01, right after DEAN learned about being Michael's vessel: Geez, why is everyone so cranky and stressed?

🥺Dean, what do you mean that you didn't mean your pep talk to Bobby? Whaaaat? 🥺

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....

And the thing is. Not "getting it"? That's understandable. But this conversation is just... devoid of support for Dean.

And they're not. Sam's zapping all the strength for himself.

When they've been together lately, Dean is the big brother who lends support, and Sam isn't giving anything back. Sam's out to prove himself, not to support others.

And they tell older siblings and parents to be patient, to let them learn, to step back and forgive, to be "a soft place to land."

That's hard to do. And it's exhausting.

And aside// Sam's apology to (demon) Bobby was SO MUCH NICER. Sam, where is this humility and energy for other people????

SAM: No, actually. Bobby, this is all my fault. I'm sorry. Lilith did not break the final seal. Lilith was the final seal. I killed her, and I set Lucifer free. You guys warned me about Ruby, the demon blood, but I didn't listen. I brought this on. I'm sorry.

#i think sibling jail is my fave new thing #GO TO SIBLING JAIL SAM #when sam is a vessel he expects everyone to panic #when dean is a vessel sam's just like: yay go team let's go #spn 5x04 #spn 5x05 #aside it's fun for dean to yell at cas at this point #he likes that cas is annoying him #and he likes making a fuss about it #i'm 99.999% sure i'm correct #it's part of the fun in bickering with someone who cares about you and is willing to disagree with you #dean doesn't get that form many people #it's probably comforting that cas calling him has become a regular part of his day #also i'm pretty sure there was a whole episode where sam AND dean are in a bratty fight and not thinking about bobby #but like #that kind of immaturity is expected sometimes #but there comes a point when...sigh #yes it's a very normal very frustrating part of life and growing up #to see your childhood caregivers as people #and hey from time to time dean puts too much on bobby on cas etc #it’s a scary tho to be alive

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knifearo · 1 year ago

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ultimately when it comes to shipping and fandom space treatment of aspec characters i just don't accept "aro/ace people can still date/have sex" as an answer from nonaspecs. like yeah. mhm. okay. now i think we both know that you're not saying that out of real interest in the diversity of aspec experiences. so you can turn in your seventeen-page essay on why and how you plan to examine this character's aspec identity within the context of a romantic or sexual relationship complete with evidence from canon and peer reviews from multiple aspec people within the next week or i'm putting you in the pit from the edgar allen poe story

#you know. the one with the pendulum #'hey. why are you as an allo person shipping this aspec character like this'#'oh aspec people can still date/have sex!'#'yeah. now can you answer the question that i actually asked you'#like goddamn just say you don't care they're aspec and you want to fulfill a sexual/romantic fantasy with them. that's Fine #it like. sucks. for sure. lotta aspec people will be unhappy with you. but everyone is entitled to their own wants and experiences.#but i'd prefer you just be honest with it rather than using our community's conversation points as retroactive justification #and ONCE AGAIN. you guys are real fucking cavalier with this shit and it shows a real fundamental lack of respect for aspecs #when most of you would NEVER ship a canonically gay character with the 'other' gender. cause again. it would suck.#you can do it. nobody's Stopping you. but it would suck.#and we understand that putting a queer character in situations that erase that queerness is shitty! until it comes to aspec characters!#and whoa... there it is again... people don't consider aspec identities to be queer... crazy how it always comes back to that #anyway. you all know what i'm talking about. have seen many posts about this lately #it is [ long sigh ] unfortunately a very hot button issue with the advent lately of alastor hazbinhotel #which. again. god i wish there were other canon aspec characters to be having this conversation about.#but we'll have to do our best with what we have #aromantic #aromanticism #arospec #aroace #talking #aspec #asexual #asexuality

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cute-brainz · 26 days ago

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sighs

#theyre either ordering pizza or lasko is on the phone its up to the viewer #GAUGH. I LIKE THESE TWO SO MUCH #i also need to draw dear at some point and then draw them and FL getting high. or something #SIGHS.#the confession audio is probably still one of my favorites. I'll feel more inclined to relisten when summer finally comes around #redacted freelancer #redacted deviant #?#redacted gavin #redacted audio #redacted fanart #brainz oc tag #digital art #fanart #redacted asmr #digital artist

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icyblogs · 5 months ago

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sigh still on my brokeback mountain thinking thonks. this time a rift off of ghostprice. poor little you- set to marry Price. then the summer before the ceremony hits, and he comes back .. different. you two get married- practically pushed onto the older man from your family. he doesn’t open up to you- not like he ever has before anyway- so you continue to be as good as wife as you could be. naive, young- too inexperienced to know otherwise of what was happening outside your relationship.

eventually the first year passes, when you finally meet this ‘Mr. Riley’ your husband has mentioned in passing. he was his fishing partner. it was laughable really, when you first met the man. a fishing partner? more like a rabid dog, taller and broader than your husband as he stares you down opposite of the table. calculating. expectant. knowing. and when John finally tells you later that he was spending the night, was it ever a surprise when that night turned into two? two into three- and then you’re shackled, stuck as you’re thrust into a relationship that you never wanted. is it really a surprise when your ankle grows brittle with the cuff cutting into it. is it a surprise when you’re meat- a feast for the two men to sink their teeth into? a delicacy, tender flesh that blossoms so beautifully when touched.

you should have known better to ever let him into your home. after all, give a stray a bone, and it’ll never want to leave.

#simon ghost riley #call of duty #captain john price #john price #cod 141 #task force 141 #ghost x price #ghost x price x reader #idk i think im just spouting nonsense at this point #but in the movie when he comes into their home ???#ugh imagine #yeah this wouldn’t be as angsty if written #definitely dark me thinks but holy guacamole it has a chokehold on me #sighs woefully #something something ghost only takes your ass as price still has his martial duty ):

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martyryo · 1 year ago

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unpleasant

#artists on tumblr #art #illustration #digital art #doodle #faith the unholy trinity #faith the game #amy martin #more faith huhu #just wanted to mess a lot with filters so this was born #luv my girl amy #girlie never got to be an adult #le sigh #I really liked that part in the game cause while creeping out of the corner she had an amused expression somehow #until that point she's always been wearing some possessed expression or just the arm face ifefnuefin #idk I just found it nice for some reason like it was just her #amyyyyyy #little me would throw up at the missed eye hidden by hair opportunity #like literally tried to NOT cover it and was disappointed when I had to erase that little part under the hair #huhu anyways #I hope this comes out as unpleasant to see cause that was my goal #love myself some eyestrain from time to time #martyryo

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lucabyte · 7 months ago

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transfem loop + siffrin... you agree

i does agree.... i does in fact ... write a 7k word essay on the subject..... if you would like to perhaps click that link and read it if you were not already aware...... kisses u on the forehead......... sorry its that long but i had to cover all of my bases you know how it is with textual analysis when you're trying to draw a distinction between "headcanon" and "reading of the text" because those are different things.... to meeeeeeee.......

#a headcanon is when i say shit like loop has feetie pyjamas.#a reading of the text is when i go jesus christ dude im not sure someone that repressed has a particularly great grasp on their ideal Self #lucabytetalks #isat spoilers #back on the homestuck tangent sometimes i think about how ppl picked up on the trans coding of roxy but were so set in their ways that #they thought it mustve been in the past and not a potential future... and then got real mad about a character being like.#complexly transmasc with a nuianced relationship to gender and not Easily Brushed Off Before The Narrative Begins Binary Trans Woman #one of the few times i think ive seen it be That way around? but i think it comes down to that whole. visible transgenderism happening #during the plot vs Invisible transgenderism that shh its okay you dont have to actually think about you can just say for brownie points #BUT MAYHAPS THAT IS MEAN. mayhaps that is mean. but i know what i saw back in the day.#sighs homestuck tangent over anyway uhhh yeah hold on isat fans ill throw you a new bone instead of getting off topic uhhh #isabeau seems like such a pragmatic planner to me i think theyve got contingency plans for whatever family they want to have in future #logical nerd with his transition timeline planned out and it includes a flowchart with an 'IF partner has X then i need Y to have a kid'#shrodingers op isabeau . guy with a gender spreadsheet and punnet squares. i think it being that methodical is funny #it also speaks to his occasional hesitance but thats too dark of a read i think im not going to stake anything serious on that #i have thoughts on isa but they're more obviously aligned with what he literally says with his words in-game. not really much worth #elaborating on besides poking at how his insecurities and appeasement to others might inform his literal decisions #i have maybe a few bullet points in my head for him. not 7k words

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sciderman · 10 months ago

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howard the duck (1976) #10

#coming for spider-man's life i see #sci talks comics #howard the duck #spider-man #yes. i am reading the entirety of howard the duck comic canon from the beginning thank you for asking.#i had read the most recent two howard the duck series and i enjoyed them but now? reading the classic stuff??#dear god the new stuff doesn't hold a candle.#sighs. howard is just like every marvel character. lost his edge.#marvel stop forgetting the entire point of your characters in order to babify them to appeal to wider audiences #seeing how counter-consumerist the early howard books are and how cynical and honest the writer is..#it's a little heartbreaking what he's become #here i was thinking he was just a funny duck.#kind of sad that howard's entire existence now is reduced to “remember when we wrote about a talking duck?”#“hheeheheahahahohoh what a funny thing that was. a talking duck. could you imagine! what a silly time that was.”#“what an embarrassing time for marvel”-– shut UUP this is so interesting and sincere. that duck is really interesting and sincere.#i love you howard.#i even like your weird movie.#fun fact: howard the duck was one of the first movies my dad ever watched in english #and it was this movie that he always tried to describe and try to find because he loved it but he didn't remember the name #he said it's a movie about a duck who gets stuck in the human world #and eventually i got into marvel and was like wait. howard the duck? is the movie howard the duck???#he loves that movie. well. the first half of it. and me too i also love the first half of that movie.#love you howard!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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catgirlkirigiri · 16 days ago

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🔥Centipede furry yaaaaay🔥

Idk how people make anthro bug limbs look like bug limbs but also functionally anthro so don't mind her weird limbs k thanks

#might change their name at some point if something better comes to me but ive just been staring at them trying to find a name and all i #could think of is 'wow this is like. sludge green.' and slush sounded nicer lmaooo #might still make a different bug design for bug fursona im not sure im really clicking w this guy. rip my desire for niche centipede specie #dramatic sigh.... i should just make a cicada fursona........... or a beetle. true bugs and beetles have easier features to work with imo #idk. i guess i'll figure it out #zoracontent #zora arts #clovers characters #slush #scheduled post btw i am at work when this is posting ✨ cause i didnt want to spam refs back to back. yea im typing this right after posting #lichen and scheduling iris. im so good at posting #furry #sfw furry #bug furry #bug fursona

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shewhoeatssand · 8 months ago

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they are similar

#painting is Interlude by Jeremy Lipking #my beautiful Neki #I must tell you all how beautiful he is waking up in the morning.#he tries to blink the drowsiness from his eyes but he gives up so quickly #he isn’t fully awake for another half hour or so!! but I rush ahead #he’ll sometimes do some stretches when he gets out of bed #common one is the Touka Stretch! he reaches his arms over his head and grabs the opposite elbows!#he has very pretty arms. pretty muscles. his complexion is very even but his skin is a little dry #Kaneki likes to leave the curtains undrawn overnight so when the morning comes it illuminates him so wonderfully!#I love how he looks bathed in light he is truly a marvel #I love when he wears t shirt and shorts or briefs to bed unbeatable boy combo #anyway when he leaves his room he might go take a pee or splash his face or something (usually it’s bathroom time) but immediately after #he sets up the kettle to boil so he can have his morning coffee #the coffee is extremely important!!!!!! it is what will actually wake him up!!!!!!!!#until this point his house could’ve been moved to a different planet and he wouldn’t even notice #this is a secret but sometimes while waiting for it to boil if he’s leaning against the counter and no one else is up #he’ll start drifting off again…… don’t tell anyone 🤫 it’s really cute #and when he sips his coffee.. he may do a little sigh…#he’s only up that early when he has somewhere to be though otherwise my boy will sleep in so late #and then he goes to sit with his friends or somewhere where he can watch them a bit while he gets himself together #maybe Banjou will look at his bed hair and say “huh. you look like a dandelion”#and it’s true he is the most wonderful dandelion there is because you don’t even have to make a wish #he alone is like every wish come true!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#my Kaneki!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 🌱🥰#kaneki time #kaneki ken

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clairedaring · 9 months ago

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KAO NOPPAKAO as SARUJ and PP PUNPREEDEE as CHEEWAN

DHEVAPROM: PONCHEEWAN (2024) | 1.04

#dhevaprom: poncheewan #pp punpreedee #kao noppakao #dhevaprom poncheewan #dhevaprom #lakornet #lakornedit #asiandramanet #dailyasiandramas #thai drama #thaidrama #thaidramaedit #lakornsource #clairedgifs #dhevapromedit #my fave juthathep bois are saruj and chat #chat my boi your crown is slipping #saruj kinda lost point after he yelled at my lil cheewan in ep 3 but im a sucker for guys in diplomat work so #thinking about it. perfect 10 liners might be similar to dhevaprom in terms of it being split into 3 series set in one big universe #but im tired of the uni setting. i only liked it when u prince did their thing which was quick and cute #gmmtv WHY DONT YOU MAKE A DHEVAPROM TYPE SERIES BUT GAY!!!!! LIKE CMONNNN #sighs still waiting for more 20th century setting queer love series #the loyal pin the hidden moon and mom pet sawan come save me

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supurman-a · 8 months ago

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#Am i evil for wanting to sacrifice pa kent sometimes #love him hes great hes done his job with clark #but i always toyed with the idea of clark getting grief for development later in life #i dont think any of his adoptive parents should die well into him being an established superman #but what i do think is one of his parents dying would do him a service in his later years character wise #pa kent is generally agreed upon to be the most sacrificial ( sorry pa kent.. )#a time in clarks life where his father is gone and he just has his mother to look after seems like it would be #a refreshing pov for him to remember what he has left in this world...#there are all sorts of iterations btw. some where both parents die at the same time from tragedy (car crash)#or where one dies #i personally love superman: braniac where clark fails to save his father as a young superman #which shows him..not even a superman can save everyone - a rude awakening. so its just him and his mother.#while i do think of making the braniac origin my canon definitively i also love the pa kent interactions w clarks league friends #like that one time batman visited and they chatted was nice ( standing )#we will see! will probably sacrifice pa kent i mean if a comic origin story did it + a movie i meannnn.#but that means i would have to rework how clark comes back 2 life in death of su.perman #also last point here: clarks a mamas boy i love him being the young son taking care of his ma ( sighs wistfully at MOS scenes when he visit

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altruistic-meme · 5 months ago

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also debating putting up my tree today,,,, I didn't put it up at all last year and at the very least I like to stare at pretty lights so...

#hrm #its so much effort when the only one who'll see it is me 😭#or well my mom will be coming over at some point.............#sigh #yeah lets do it....#im gonna watch klaus again #cus i was originally gonna do this yesterday when i watched it but didn't #shh ac

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whenyoucomeback · 7 months ago

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I CANNOT BELIEVE THE SOLE MOTIVATOR (BASICALLY) FOR ME FINALLY MAKING AND FINISHING MY RESUME WAS ODYSSEUS. AAAAAARGHHFGHFHH why am I so GAY

#[🪼] talking #⚔️#i need to kiss him. when i get hired somewhere Whenever That Is it will be because of him. sigh.#at this point i DESERVE a physical copy of the odysseu i think. i mean ofc i do but come on I'm being all responsible and mature #solely because of him. mhm. so. i deserve a physical copy of it to appear in my bag when i wake up tomorrow! tysm universe #i can't wait to check my bag tmrw yayyy ^_^

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tojiscrack · 7 months ago

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OMG OMGOKGOKGOGMGKGKGKGMGMGMMGMG MY BRAIN IS SO POWERFUL forst of how are you my munchkin i hope ur doing amazing and that all is well for you LOVE YOU LOTS

So yk that one song thats popular ish (maybe you've heard it maybe you haven't) its the CHERRY BLOSSOM ICE TEA CHERRY BLOSSOM ICE TEA song. ANYWAYS is that not y/n and megumi with their lil barista jobs?!?? CMONN SEE MY VISION ...Ill link it..

HELP I’VE SEEN THIS SONG ON TIKTOK 😭

i’m asking you liars to give me a BREAK, i’m smiling so hard and still haven’t recovered from the malakai-y/n-megumi-triangle-gay debate yet 😭 like CHILL, one at a time pls 😭 (nah i’m jk this is fun send in moreeeeee 😡)

it’s crack, which is so them. it’s a grumpy dude and a sunshine girl, also them. everything is them, i see the vision, except for the fact that megumi would somehow materialise in front of me and throw me up my chimney if i confirmed this as liar, liar canon 💀

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seventh-district · 7 months ago

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again and again i find myself lamenting that audio roleplay isn't taken more seriously by some people. like yeah, they often have a romantic element, and by nature they usually directly involve/address the listener- and i totally get that those things aren't to everyone's taste. no art or entertainment is universally appealing, and that's okay! but.. it still makes me a lil sad that the "cringe" reputation of asmr/audio rp precedes it. there's a whole lot of talent and creativity being poured into these audios by so many people that i feel goes unrecognized and/or disrespected simply due to the medium that the stories are being told through.

#this post brought to you by: me bingeing Sam & Darlin's entire storyline over the past few days and having a Lot of feelings abt it #asmr #audio roleplay #rp audio stuff #redacted audio #anyways i don't have a conclusion to this post. and i'm not Mad or Upset or anything i'm just thinkin' out loud #and i mean it's not like it doesn't get plenty of praise within its respective audience bc it does. at least for the more popular creators #but i feel it'll still always have the shadow of its cringe reputation looming over it #which makes it hard for some ppl to openly appreciate or share with others that aren't already fans of the medium #like do u know how many comments i've seen along the lines of 'this is great but i'd die if anyone knew i liked this kinda stuff' ?? :(#idk maybe i feel strongly about it bc i'm a self-insert fanfic writer. and i feel like the two have a lot in common. including a bad rep.#like. not every audio will be well-written or produced and neither will every fanfic. but that doesn't mean it's a less legitimate artform #and i'm lucky to have never (yet) received negative comments on my work. but that doesn't mean that it doesn't make me sigh when people-#-say shit like 'this reads like fanfiction' as a way of calling something bad. or other similar sentiments that make the same implication #and i wouldn't be surprised if audio creators feel the same way when they encounter certain comments or statements #like. those YT videos where ppl will 'try bf asmr for the first time' or whatever and it's just 20 mins of cringing and over-reacting? eugh #tbf i haven't watched many bc why do that to myself. so Maybe there's some that are respectful but still. imagine getting roasted like that #and yes yes i know that by posting stuff online you're inadvertently sighing up to be criticized by Anyone but still. man. i dunno #i'm going on a tangent but my point is. i'm grateful for the creators that still make their art in spite of the public's perception of it #bc some of the most impactful emotional experiences i've ever gained from fiction took place in audio rp and i'm so serious abt that.#anyways. this post almost feels like i'm 'making up a person to be mad at' but i promise it's not that serious i'm just yapping. mostly.#certainly not trying to start any kind of debate or anything either i just have a lot of fixation-induced energy and nowhere to put it #this is Eric's fault (/lh) for cooking Sam up in a lab catered exactly to my taste and making Darlin' waaaaay too painfully relatable #but it's also My fault for bingeing the Inversion /and/ the Quinn arc /and/ the Summit all within a couple days. but i can't help myself #feels like i've run an emotional marathon. triathlon. The Emotional Olympics if u will. i'm feeling Everything #who knew that beating the shit out of ur fictional abuser could feel so goddamn cathartic! it's a nice replacement when u can't do it irl #anyways i'm off on a tangent again. thanks for coming to my TED Talk i'm gonna crawl back in my hole now #actually i'm gonna go relisten to a few audios. as Research for my Sam & Darlin' playlist as well as a post i'll be making about it soon #u Know i've got it bad when i not only make a playlist but start Posting on here about the songs that remind me of them. i'm cooked guys.

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seaquestions · 11 months ago

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anyway on a totally different note. times like these i wonder why i dont just buy a cane for mobility aid. like. sure i dont always “need” it. but that… doesnt mean i Never need it… like even without a sprained ankle i literally limp home far more often than not cos i just get so worn out and my feet hurt. and its like. i make light of it like haha yeah i sprain my ankle a lot like once a year at least gee i wonder why, haha yeah like i have zero walking stamina when i get tired i just start dragging myself forward moreso than actually walk.

but maybe theres something to that eh. 👉🧠 thiiiink motherfucker. think!

#incoherent turtle noises #ive known for a while that i could rly use a cane sometimes. might make walking a lil easier for me and i dont have to start falling apart #or ask for my hand to be held or for breaks to sit down just to walk 30min frm point a to point b. but i just never feel like..#like i need it ‘enough’. and. part of it too is my mom. the idea that i would need help. and she’s… idk. i dont wanna talk abt it.#something’s all rotten and tangled up inside my brain when it comes to things that i need and thing that i deserve. sighs.

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