The minute I heard my first love story, I started looking for you, not knowing how blind that was. Lovers don't finally meet somewhere. They're in each other all along.
"Woh ajab ghadi thi main jis ghadi, liya dars nuskha-e-ishq ka,
ki kitab aql ki taaq par, jyun dhari thi tyun hi dhari rahi"
~ Siraj Aurangabadi from Khabar-e-tahayyur-e-ishq
Siraj here very beautifully explains how, when one falls in love, i.e., "takes lessons of love" (dars nushka-e-ishq ka) leaves all rationality behind, the passion behind love is something which blinds them, the fire burning within them is so bright that they cannot see or know what is wrong and what is right.
He says he didn't know when it happened and didn't know what was happening. It was a weird time when it happened (woh ajab ghadi thi main jis ghadi...), he was so blinded by love that all the rationality was neutralized by the beauty of love.
the moment one falls in love, the intellect, or the reasoning (kitab aql ki) starts staying in a old dusty corner of the mind (taaq par), slowly collecting dust (jyun dhari thi tyun hi dhari rahi).
In honor of the final installment of @doodlesofthelastpage 's story Pehli Si Mohabbat
This is such a beautiful story and I am so humbled that she asked me to sing the ghazal she has named the final chapter for.
The original is by the legendary artiste Farida Khanum Ji. And my attempt is a very, very insignificant one. I haven't sung Indian music in years so there are a lot of mistakes and the quality is nowhere close to what it should be. However, please believe me when I say that this piece reflects my love and respect for @doodlesofthelastpage 's writing and her storytelling prowess.