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yeah haha fun fact abt me, I'm ambidextrous. no I can't show you it only happens when I'm sollux from homestuck, sorry
#this one feels super niche but its funny to ME so who cares#all our fictives are left-handed or ambidextrous#plenty of brainmades are too but the main fronters are all right-handed#could not fuckin tell you why#actually did#system memes#osddid#did osdd#sysblr#did system#did memes#osdd memes
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Prof. Trein: Let's talk about the time before magic was a thing–
Ruggie: Nah, too boring
Me: A hyena is gonna die tonight
#TELL ME#FUCKIN TELL ME THE LORE YOU COWARDS#what do you mean “the time before the advent of magic”???#WHERE DID IT COME FROM#do you understand that I could possibly be related to the people who existed before magic arrived at Twisted Wonderland??#do you understand that it might give me a clue on how to go back home???#on how I got there?? on why the Mirror brought me there even though my soul is shapeless???????#TELL ME ALREADY#twisted masquerade#twisted wonderland#devaneios de bellee
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#something is very obviously different about these two compared to my normal images on this blog. i acknowledge this#also the sv model is Really good. and since they always stare straight at the camera anyway… and no one pays attention to the background…#and the only high-quality phantump model i could find was so horribly shiny that its eyes were just white voids#in my defense‚ phantump always just stare straight at you in game#the lighting is different‚ yeah. that's probably the dead giveaway. beyond the background. but like. i'm the only being on the planet who#really likes phantump anyway. i feel like it's a generally forgettable pokémon to most folks#phantump#HELLO this one is a weird one. i have some explaining to do. so when i did this one i didn't know how to edit models really at all#and when i got the models for these‚ the xy models were super shiny. shiny to the point that it made their eyes fuckin invisible#and i decided that since you could barely tell it was phantump‚ i needed a different way to get these images#i remembered that in the SV dlc‚ every time you find a wild phantump‚ it just fucking. stares. at you. and i was like. aha#i kinda remembered because of the test stream that i did. tumblr user alligayytorr (am i getting the right amount of Ys) said#“haha i am getting a sneak peek” when i zoomed the camera in on a phantump. and i remembered that. and i was like. i can utilize this#and ended up using just an in-game screenshot of SV in replacement of the regular content. later on‚ after that#once we got into gen 7 and it became less and less reliable to find models‚ i had to learn how to edit them manually to remove the shine#i am a software dev. not a 3d modeler. this ended up coming down to editing the code of the models directly (which i ended up writing a#script to automate). now‚ today‚ january 22nd (the day of me writing these tags and updating this post)‚ i remembered this post was in the#queue and was not normal. so i went back‚ ran the script on the phantump and trevenant models‚ and unshinified them#then edited these two posts to be normal. i have left the original pictures i took under the cut for reference and as bonuses#because i really enjoy phantump. so that's why those images are there‚ and that's why these tags are here#just for posterity's sake‚ the folks who come here mostly for my commentary‚ i've left the ORIGINAL tags of the post when i initially#made it with the SV pictures up at the top (i wanted to rearrange them‚ but tumblr makes that Very difficult‚ so i left them as-is)#so if these tags are confusing to read i Apologize. but i hope now that you're at the bottom you understand what happened#i'm gonna go edit the trevenant post now
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Losing my shit at this passage from The Untold Origins of the Detective Agency-
#Kunikida just did Not have to say that#imagine telling your coworker that you think your boss’s glare could kill multiple kids- like bro-#i’m sobbing#need more people to include Kunikida casually just saying mildly unhinged shit without batting an eyelid in their fics-#THE EMPHASIS ON THE INSTANTLY TOO??#FUKUZAWA FIGHT BACK#or don’t i guess- this was technically said in admiration#like. the next line (not in the image) is like ‘and that’s why hes the president’ so like. at least it wasn’t negative#i’m sorry but the bluntness of it just took me out#fuckin love this series#liveblogging#(does this count as liveblogging? idk)#bsd#bsd light novel#the untold origins of the detective agency#bsd kunikida#bsd tanizaki#alt text included in image. pls tell me if it doesn’t work#or if its like. done badly-
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gamers who still, to this day, get angry about the simple existence of black ppl (both real players/creators and characters in the games) in the gaming space are genuinely so fuckin awful and unbelievably annoying. it's 2024, either learn to change or die idk
#the twitter for you page is a curse I'll tell u that#im interested in pursuing some sort of gaming career but the fact that my existence as a black person could cause so much unneed discourse#it's fuckin tiring dude. im sick of these dumbass annoying ppl permentally stuck in the past#black people simply Existing in your precious lil video games isn't automatically 'political'#and even if it was 'political' why does that bother you? you exist in the world. ur gonna experience politics one way or another#this post is just me ranting about gamers lmao
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ID LOVE TO SEE YOUR HUMAN RED GUY BTW
well gosh if you're gonna be so enthusiastic about it sure. here's a drawing i did of him a while back. if you really want i'll show you the others but ah, im shy.
#I KNOW HE'S BASIC I KNOW HE'S REAL BOILERPLATE OK. YOU DONT GOTTA TELL ME#my dhmis postings#dhmis red guy#me art#he can see just fine btw#he's like a cartoon emo kid alright#he can see fine#ALSO HE'S A NATURAL REDHEAD. HE HAS TO BE OKAY.#IT MAKES WAY MORE FUCKIN SENSE TO ME THAT HE WOULD BE A NATURAL REDHEAD THAN THAT HE WOULD DYE IT#like. bc naturally being a redhead is both something that would draw attention to him and something out of his control and you could tie a#really cool parallel between that and in-universe RGs height and stature bringing attention to him against his will bc he contrasts so hard#against the puppety nature of their world ykwim?#anyways. i know a lot of people make his hair dyed bc they read him as black and thats FAIR however there are. black redheads in the world.#like that exists!!! its REAL on this beautiful bitch of an earth!!! SO WHY NOT UTILIZE#its fine. i don't have strong feelings about this ok#<- (definitely has super strong feelings about RG humanizations)
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mmmnnother idea too
#sneak peek#hyperfixation says esau cast in dnd style- but i don't think i'll do em the way i did nezha's doodle cuz that was a horrible way of shading#at least for me personally KEKW-#emelin rambles#to bed i go#i wanna try sleepin early for once#also i find it funny how as a dental tech i know why my jaw is hurting rn#muscle stress would be my guess cuz it's just the side of my jaw around the area of my left mandibular condyle#so i'm currently tryna force myself to physically relax more to try get rid of it quicker cuz it's annoying when tryna eat at times#also i was at an info meeting about a study some university students wanna do with autists regarding noise cancelling headphones#was hilarious considering i immediately began to critique the way the meeting went by telling my psychologist about#how they had the audacity to give a full group of diagnosed autists the OPTION to pick between showing up on a monday or tuesday#cuz we were all fuckin confused and one girl even had to ask like 2-3 times about how tf this would work and when we're supposed to come in#like how dare you tell us we can pick a day- that sparked so much lowkey panic and i could tell by the confusion of all- including myself#just give us a solid day DHFNDFHNDHFGNHDGH
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i cant explain it but daigo being subtitled to just be like 'you're making me look like i have no balls' feels so illegal and wrong. hilarious but something's off
#snap chats#WAIT I HAVE TO INTERRUPT THIS POST WITH THE FUNNIEST SHIT#SO I WAS GETTING FOOD FROM MY SCHOOL'S DINING HALL AND YOU CAN WRITE DOWN WHAT YOU WANT ON A SHEET YEAH#AND I SAID I WANTED A SAMMY AND FRIES OK BUT WHEN I GET MY PLATE ITS JUST FRIES#AND YK W/E OK I'LL JUST EAT THAT BUT THEN. WHILE IM LIKE. GETTING PIZZA TO SUB IT YEAH#I HEAR THE COOKS BE LIKE 'yoo why do we just have a sandwich here' AND THE BIN IT#AND I WAS LIKE 'was that a chicken sandwich cause uhhh <:)' AND THE WOMAN WAS JUST ':OOO IM SO SORRY'#LIKE DAWG /IM/ SRRY I FEEL BADLKAJLJ but yeah. they were nice enough to make me another one 😭#ok. back on topic with this fuckin post SORRY. i just have all these potatoes and a pizza to eat with this sadnwich now#i didnt eat breakfast or lunch so its ok. moving on#watch me explain it lol. i think its just cause its hard fr me to imagine daigo even saying balls like that. in jp or english#like he just doesnt have the Oomph to do it like the kansai bitches#see this how i know jo from kansai.... that easy as balls to imagine...#LIKEIM TELLING YOU THE ONLY PEOPLE WHO CAN SAY BALLS AND MEAN IT ARE KANSAI/EAST COAST BITCHES#in regards to eng its the accent... you just put a heavy mphasis on the b yk... any east coast bitches know what im talkin bout#or am i insane.it could be both idk#its cause in context he looks so meek like no !!!!! you dont be shy about balls talk !!!!!!!#I JUST IMAGINE HIM SAYING IT SO POLITE LIKE NO !!!! YOU HAVE TO SAY IT WITH FEELING. WITH YOUR BALLS#anyway daigo bb ily and i care for you but youre not hard enough to say balls#which is the most insaane thing i could say considering Daigo And His History but yk... im right...
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Why I love Breaking Benjamin so much
#breaking benjamin#non pokemon related#could you not fucking tell?#idk why i made this#can you PLEASE shut UP crystal?#about breaking ben for one fuckin second#Spotify
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ooooh man oh man the Asexual Angst™️ is hitting HARD tonight 😭😭
#WHY COULDNT I HAVE BEEN ACE AND ARO#MY LIFE WOULDA BEEN SM EASIER#BRO DO YOU KNOW HOW HARD ITS GONNA BE TO FIND A GUY THAT DOESNT WANNA BONE??? 😭😭#like im sitting here thinking a what the ideal scenario would be#n like the thought of telling my hypothetical boyfriend 'hey i dont wanna have sex ever' n him being ok w that???#like i literally cant fathom it#even in my IMAGINATION i cant think of a guy being ok w that#sigh..#jus. why me#how come everyone else gets to like#be in a relationship n stuff#n my irl friends are like 'oh youll find someone!!'#best friend saying that doesnt make it TRUE#like whatre the fuckin odds#could i not jus have been allo#ngl this ace thing kinda sucks#like truly honestly think abt it#could you honestly imaginr a guy being cool w not having sex for the rest a his life???#exactly#why did i get the asexual heteromantic combo#its ace but with Horrific Yearning#i think ive come to terms with it atp#but like damn...#shit sucks#doomed by the narrative to never know the (romantic) touch of a man ✌️🤪#hey God if You could jus like#make me not asexual overnight#thatd be appreciated#n like im not even depressed while typing this. jus resigned#asexual
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in one week it will officially be one year since I finished a fic edited it & posted it hahaha 😵💫😖😞😑
#and like. it kills me that. I had this whole fckn idea for a 5+1 recently for one of my north star ships#and I got the notes all done and had the ideas and even dialogue snippets and could see the scenes#but I just. could never make myself get farther than the notes. ever. I couldn't ever get to actually writing it. at all. ever.#and now I've been sick & bedridden for a literal week and I still haven't done ANYTHING with it#before I would have worked on it! I would have worked non stop! I literally cannot be out of bed for longer than 15 minutes#I would have written another 10 chapter idiots to lovers with a whole intricate plot to weave a romance around#that no one asked for#but now#nothing.#to be fair to myself tho I have been so sick I couldn't even activate my new giga pet#I had to quit playing sims cause I got so sick I couldn't go to my desk. the show I was looking forward to debuted and I can't watch it#cause I'm just fuckin dead. wanted to get the new t0mb raider re-release but I'm so sick I couldn't play it#but it's killing me that I can't make myself write. it is like. why won't you do this? you LIKE this? this was once ur fave hobby!#and I'm just also very tired of being confined to bed for a week and I'm going a little nutty can you tell???#erin explains it all
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Have you ever gotten so furiously spitting mad in a dream it wakes you up?
#apparently i will be extremely pissed off if someone interrupts a play based on my favorite book and tries to coopt it into nazi shit#which idk why they would even try to do that with catch 22 but let me tell you i was extremely pffended on joseph hellers behalf#my opening line was did you chucklefucks even read the book?#i mean the first line is the first time yossarian saw the cjaplan he fell deeply in love with him#anyway i woke up just incredibly pissed lol#the book is about the futility of war and how the glorification of it just leads to young men spilling their guts in the back of the plane#ughhhh anyway i dont even know where my brain could have dredged that whole situation up from#if dreams are supposed to be a way to help you process the events of the day#i fuckin worked 12 hours and nothing eventful happened except for making jokes about the guy who calls in every weekend calling in again#and how to get holiday pay je would have had to work today and he knew it so why does he keep calling in#i mean granted the weather was so good this weekend it was a shame we had to work but like. bitches need money#anyway#idk i dont have nightmares that often#but apparently i also have. idk what even to call this. ragemare?#fuck
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okay im reading an unauthorized fan treatise and im loving it already. just finished the prologue and it’s just. perfectly captured the energy of toxic fandom culture. the absolute speculation… i’ve avoided spoilers and i’ve once again literally only just finished the prologue so idk if this is a running theme or something ppl already talk about one of my favorite details so far is just. how much the fandom (or at least the part we see) ignores anya. like it starts with an article talking about how she’s the star of the show and literally no one talks about her or her character. gottie literally removes her section of the interview. that’s so fucking real. the amount of fandoms i’ve been in that just ignore the girl characters/actors to instead focus on gay romance (that most of the time doesn’t exist) is staggering
#crazwaz posted#an unauthorized fan treatise#i don’t think i’m going to liveblog reading this or anything unless i get way too invested#but just them ignoring anya is so good and accurate#like that alone tells you the author knows fandom culture#i also know that there’s a plot twist later but i don’t know specifics about it so my brain just keeps forming fuckin theories#latching on to every little thing like okay chill#trying to read normally but random predictions keep popping up so i can later claim i predicted it#my brain is just going ‘oh rob and nathan kill anya!!’ like yeah brain that could be it but it also could be literally anything#the twist could be gottie is anya or some shit it could be fucking anything lemme just read this#could be gottie kills someone#idk why my brain is so caught up on murder most of my random theories involve someone murdering someone else
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baby we are dropping like flies over here my great aunt passed this week.
#🐇#it's like a joke kind of. like god is just fuckin bashing me over the head with a bat over and over!#my mom found a photo of me with my papaw and great aunt from when was little today. very sad#and you know what else I found out today?? my grandpa has diabetes and my grandma tells my mom that his blood sugar keeps getting low to th#point where he's super out of it and isn't making sense. like on the verge of going into shock and even after that she was complaining to m#mom that he'll tell her he needs to eat right now because he isn't feeling well and she's like okay well I'm busy! I'll get to it!#lmfao grandma he could DIE what are we doing here???#I think she's desensitized tbh he's been through so much already. I mean like his brain was literally rotting at one point#and he just....got over it. he flipped down the side of a damn mountain in a golf cart. had cancer twice. he's running on pure spite#she's also very mentally ill and not on any meds! so you can see why we're all dropping left and right
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#tbd#☉#lemme start by prefacing this with I KNOW there's no real normal way to be human#ok i get that#but fucking HELL I wish i was normal#i wish my health was normal for my age#i wish i wasn't fucking. neurodivergent#im fine with being queer but ffs why am i in between normal queer and accepted Aroace-ness#why am i abnormal in that regard too#i wish I didn't alienate people i wish i didn't have to explain why im extra quiet and moody and minutes from a meltdown#i wish my hands and feet wouldn't swell up and hurt and burn and I wish i could take a fucking shower without feeling dread#because i had the water temp set to hot and now im dizzy and my heart is racing and im overheating -- alternatively I wish#i didn't feel so self conscious because i DONT shower every day or even every other day like i dont like when my hair goes limp either!#and i use deodorant everyday and wipe off when i can but i have fuckin Let's Sweat Buckets For No Reason Disorder so i always look and feel#like a drowned rat. im tired of being tired but not being able to sleep. im tired of not being able to explain that yes its really not you#its me. me wanting to be alone has nothing to do with you ok its my brain deciding to fuckin shut down because everything is too much rn#& idk how to tell you that im at my wits end but if you treat me with kidd gloves i WILL go off like a fuckin bomb. just treat me NORMAL ffs#just treat me normal 😭 i just want to be normal. i want to be able to sit down and just do my application stuff instead of#staring at a blank document for weeks and then wanting to throw things as the deadline approaches (#its due friday and i have absolutely nothing written lmao) and idk if its executive dysfunction or anxiety or my tendancey to self sabotage#but either way im so fuckin fucked. im NOT in the headspace rn for writing a graduate school application letter.#trying hard not to cry rn bcs my friend and her parents are sleeping already bcs they have a 9-5 sleeping schedule to fit their 9-5 jobs#like i dont even have a normal sleeping schedule lmao mine's 2-10. i just don't understand why im so broken or whatever. not normal.#& i feel bad for bitching about it all bcs objectively i have a pretty decent life. i have a home i have food i have a family that loves me#im just back to feeling like im too much and also not enough and im so fuckin lonely. im tired of feeling lonely. and i think#ive got a platonic crush or two. or something. and idk how to handle that anymore. if i ever did.#idk idk i feel like im back to looking at the world and passersby through frosted glass again.
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dokja doing his best time and time again to help junghyeok with regressor depression…. I see the sauce being cooked here
#it’s gay sauce#for gay people.#going post#Orv#tbh dokja I think you should just tell junghyeok everything at this point. not for gay reasons but to make things easier#these two work rlly well together when junghyeok isn’t trying to kill dokja imagine how they’d be if they were fully on the same page too#every day there’s a new fuckin dokkaebi. where do they keep getting these guys#and why do they keep getting cuntier#A THANOS SNAP???#choosing between a thanos snap and killing the strongest incarnation. alright everyone time to speed up on the killing nirvana thing I gues#Junghyeok relying on the predictability of knowing everything…. You can take the man out of the timeloop but you can’t take the timeloop ou#of the man#(I know he’s not out of his regressions but sh)#‘I can’t think of a way to correct this’ junghyeok aren’t you supposed to be smart? Stop being stupid#dokja gets me. that’s why he’s also a reader#Ohhh okay we’re having a Big Talk now. good job dokja#‘But the real problem is when you’ve finally managed to save the world’ THATS WHAT IM SAYING!!!!! DOKJA GETS ME#YOU CAN TAKE THE MAN OUT OF THE TIMELOOP BUT YOU CANT TAKE THE TIMELOOP OUT OF THE MAN!#unless junghyeok kicks his regressor’s depression in the ass and learns not to rely on knowing future scenarios so much.#and they’re on a rooftop…. The symsbsnolismm….#Oh wait dokja’s making a different point#ah. ptsd.#well that’s part of my argument I guess#Ohhhhh I love dokja getting to be a prophet rn. and junghyeok realizing he’s onto some shit#‘This world you’re about to abandon could be the only world where you can live to see it end as a human being’ OOOOF. OOF.#that’s heavy#Anyway time for comic relief. sorry Uriel but no gay sex yet#‘Who’s the strongest incarnation?’ Junghyeok: no doubt it’s me#……………………………….#DOKJA IS ALSO CONSIDERING HIMSELF THE STRONGEST?? GUYS
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