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osachiyo · 2 years ago

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˗ˏˋ꒰ 🍒 by anonymous user ꒱. . . hello ! I really like your works, could I please request an insecure!reader with chuuya? and him fucking some sense into her? don't feel pressured to do this btw and feel free to ignore :D

˗ˏˋ꒰ 🍒 note ꒱. . . here u go, nonnie ! I really liked this idea and sorry for taking so long on this request 😭 anyway, hope you enjoy ~~

˗ˏˋ꒰ 🍒 c/w ꒱. . . (18+) n/sfw content, mentions of insecurities, body worshipper chuuya, praise, lowercase intended, hints of dumbfication, overstimulation, fingering, mirror sex, cunnilingus, chuuya eats it from the back !! 🗣️🗣️& more + not proofread

summary. . . you've been feeling insecure about your body and started to wonder if you were really good enough for someone like chuuya? but no worries, your lover doesn't mind reminding you how much he loves your body and more importantly, you.

you sighed, staring at your reflection in the fancy full-body mirror in front of you; god, you looked horrendous. you didn't know how chuuya, one of, if not the most beautiful man you've ever met, love someone like.. you.

what you also didn't know, though, was that your beloved chuuya had been standing in the doorway the entire time, slender figure leaning against the doorframe as a dull pain throbbed in his heart while he watched, heard you pick apart your body like it was the ugliest thing you had ever seen. he watched as you ran your fingers up and down the parts you hated the most, a frown tugging at your lips as you muttered something about "not being pretty enough". he didn't understand why you'd say such things about your body− all of those beautiful parts of yours that he cherished wholeheartedly.

you whipped your head around hearing the sound of the once slightly ajar bedroom door shut, your boyfriend entering the room. "hey doll, what're you up to?" chuuya's voice was heavy, laced with something you couldn't exactly put a finger on.

"hey, chuu," you smiled, though the action didn't meet your eyes. and chuuya could tell.

his eyes narrowed, gloved hands found their way around your waist, tugging you closer to him− your back flush against his chest. when did he walk all the way across the room?

"y'know, I heard everything right?" he muttered into your neck, strong arms tightening around your figure as you gulped nervously. "chuuya I−" "you're fuckin' beautiful. so don't say hurtful shit about yourself 'cause it for sure ain't true," he cut you off, now pressing soft kisses on the back of your neck to your shoulders, gloved hands reaching up your shirt to knead and gently caress your soft skin.

a whimper caught in your throat as chuuya's hands found your breasts− pushing your bra up to grope them under your shirt. "i love all parts of your body. fuck, you're so pretty. i'll fuckin' prove it to you if i have to."

"you see that, baby? see the way this pussy sucks my fingers in?" chuuya mused, now bare fingers plunging in and out of your sopping cunt as he had you spread in front of the giant mirror. "mm-! fuck, chuu−!" you were cut off by your own moans, beads of sweat forming on your forehead, making the little strands of your baby hair stick to your skin. "shh, baby. just focus on the way i finger fuck this pretty cunt, yeah?" your lover's voice was muffled by the soft kisses he was busy pressing all over your nape and shoulders, moving your hair out of the way to make it easier.

you could see everything in the mirror, from the way chuuya's slim fingers disappeared inside of your pussy to how much of a mess you've already become− glossy lips parted as loud moans and whines escape from your throat, the way your tits bounce and jiggle with each thrust of his digits. and hell, was it embarrassing. you jolted up when the tips of his appendages rubbed against that one spongey spot inside of your gooey walls− your jaw slacking as your eyes shut. only to receive a gentle but firm slap on your face from chuuya, "nuh-uh, baby. you're gonna watch how I please this beautiful body of yours," he growled lowly in your ear, fingers speeding up their pace as you twitch and whine in response. your vision was blurry− but you could still make out the way your face contorts to one of pure bliss in your reflection.

"yeaah− cum on these fingers, sweetheart," the ginger groaned as you soaked his fingers− your slick running down his wrist and staining the bed sheets underneath, soft curses and his name spewing out of your mouth as his fingers slowed down, aiding you to ride out your orgasm.

you gasped when he abruptly pulled them out of your still sensitive cunt− only to pop them in his mouth as he moaned from the taste of your juices melting on his tongue. "fuck, doll− I gotta taste you, need'a make you cum on my tongue−" he pushed you on your hands and knees before even finishing his sentence− a large hand pressing your back to a perfect arch, face down ass up.

"such a nice fuckin' ass," he groaned, fingers digging into the soft fat and spreading them as you whimper, pitifully clawing at the bed sheets. he playfully bit one of your globes, earning a whine in return which made him chuckle. chuuya's greedy hands ran down from your ass to your thighs, only to go back up to knead at your ass, "and these soft thighs− god, I could kiss 'em for hours."

and as if to prove himself, he started littering kisses all over your inner thighs, hands still kneading your ass before giving it a firm spank, making you jump. "hah, and of course−" he smirked before making his way to your pussy, "this pretty fuckin' pussy− prettiest one I've ever seen," he growled before diving in between your legs− hungry lips wrapping around your clit as you gasp out from the feeling.

"fu−ck! chuuya−!" you babbled, pussy still sensitive from your orgasm from earlier, his nose bumping against your slit as he runs his tongue in a zigzag motion across your clit. his fingers were spreading your ass apart for him, to get easy access to your sweet pussy that he wanted to devour so bad.

shamelessly nasty slurping noises came from between your parted thighs. your slick was already dripping down chuuya's chin as you tried your best to keep your gaze on the mirror, watching yourself getting eaten out from the back. fuck, your hair was a mess− your bare figure covered in bites and bruises that your boyfriend gave you, claiming it was his way of showing you were his. your makeup had been completely ruined; mascara running down your cheek in inky streaks, lipstick smudged− you looked utterly debauched, chuuya's favorite look on you.

a gurgled moan came out of your mouth when two fingers pushed inside of your sloppy pussy, the mafia executive's tongue now writing his name on your clit. a deep groan rumbled in his chest when you tried to run away from the feeling of his tongue and fingers on you− pulling you back before harshly cracking a palm down on your left globe, before curling his fingers further into you. tears were falling freely from your eyes at this point, mouth dropped to an 'o' as you chanted his name like a prayer− "chuu− please, fuck! s'too much−!" you cried out, if it weren't for chuuya's death grip on you, you'd already have fallen face first into the matress.

"you can− fuuck− take it, sweet girl," chuuya moaned into your pussy, the vibrations of the sound making your toes curl and apparently that was the last straw for you− "fuckfuck! 'm cummin'− cummingg−!!" your eyes rolled back into your skull as you squirted all over chuuya's face, his own hips rutting into the mattress as his eyes widen− he wasn't expecting you to do that.

chuuya gave your messy cunt a few more licks before kissing your clit, then pulling away. you looked back to see his face completely drenched− him licking his lips as he gave you a lopsided grin. "holy shit, baby. that was..." he muttered, still dazed as he ran his clean hand through his sweaty orange locks. you were still panting, chest heaving as you tried came down from the euphoric high before looking away in embarrassment, fingers fiddling with the sheets− then suddenly, you got slammed back against the bed. face down, ass up, again.

you heard a metal clink− likely his belt. the sound of expensive leather hitting the floor snapped you back into reality, he must've tossed the belt somewhere. it wasn't long before your thoughts got quickly cut off, chuuya's heavy tip slapping against your clit a few times as you whined, begging him to give you a rest but no− he wasn't gonna stop until he was sure he fucked all those negative thoughts out of your mind− wasn't gonna stop 'till all thoughts but his left that pretty little head of yours. you just had to sit still and take it, like the good girl you were.

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akutasoda · 2 years ago

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Hello! Can I request fyodor, Nikolai and chuuya having a dream that their s/o cheated on them?

you'd never leave, would you?

synopsis - they dream you've cheated on them and even though they know it's not true they can't help but seek reassurance

includes - chuuya, fyodor, nikolai

warnings - gn!reader, angst to comfort, mentions of cheating, accusations of chraring?, petnames, reader hot on in nikolai's, wc - 1.2k

chuuya nakahara ★↷

he hadn't really been having a great day. the boss kept assigning him work after work and therefore he had to spend a fair share of evenings stuck at his desk or put on the field instead of the comforting embrace of you. what made it worse for him was that your schedule didn't align either.

so when he was finally having a rest, you were busy with either work or something else. so he hadn't properly seen or hung out with you for a while and somewhere in his stressed filled mind he started imagining the worst. and as he walked into your shared bedroom he almost forgot everything.

seeing you so relaxed made him feel more relaxed. he quickly got ready for bed and slipped under the covers beside you, careful not to wake you and eventually drifted to sleep. except it wasn't pleasant. within a short amount of time he began tossing and turning.

why? because somewhere in his mind he had the awful thought that all this time you were out, you were cheating on him. his dream reduced him to a nervous wreck and he was shook awake. you had been woken by his tossing and turning and seeing the look of discomfort and pain on his face made you quickly shake him awake.

he was startled as you look at him concerned asking him something along the lines of 'is everything ok?'. he could only stare at you. he was ashamed he even considered the thought of you doing such a thing and he didn't want to say anything as he didn't want to seem as though he was accusing you of anything.

so he responded with a shake of his head as he wrapped his arms around your torso and pulling you back down beside him. and before you both began sleeping again, he lifted his hand, his pinky out infront of you. you could faintly make it out in the dark and linked yours with his as he said 'promise to stay with me?'

fyodor dostoevsky ★↷

alot of the time, fyodor spent a longer than average time sat infront of his rather excessive amount of monitors. sometimes you would join him but you honestly couldn't see how he could sit there for as long as he could as you got very bored after a while.

especially because the most response you could get out of him was a simple hum or nod. and besides you did have a life outside of your relationship. but nowadays you found yourself more and more busy with said life. whether ot was hanging with friends or working, you barely had time to spend time with fyodor.

and it's not like he made an effort. so the most you would see of him would be briefly before you went to bed. and fyodor was a rather rational person so he assumed you were always just so exhausted and he respected that.

but as his eyes drroped a bit from exhaustion, he couldn't seem to help but let his mind wander, to drift to less than desirable scenarios. some of which involved you and other people. he immediately stilled and thought over the absolutely horrific scenario his mind played him. you. you with someone else. someone that wasn't him.

now he would never accuse you of doing so as a small part of him was arrogant enough to be rather cocky of your relationship, but considering the past weeks he felt more inclined to indulge that idea. he cleared his throught as he stood up, he wasn't going to allow such scenarios to distort his view but he had to check.

he saw you were fast asleep by the point of which he entered the bedroom and he felt a little bad for waking you. you stirred before waking up as you sleep filled voice ran out a simple 'what?'. he didn't really want to be direct about the subject but he still wanted to address it.

so he settled for the simple statement of 'dear, would you ever consider cheating on me?'. he secretly feared you answer as he dreaded you uttering the words yes but instead you returned a very sleepy 'no, whatever gave you that idea?'. he smilrd to himself before uttering a 'nothing before pressing a kiss to your forehead.

but you reacted quickly and dragged him next to you. nestling into his side as you muttered a 'now stay' as you caged him in your arms.

nikolai gogol ★↷

he was never one not to create elaborate scenarios in his head. he also enjoyed dragging you out with him. so after a very long day he decided he just wanted to see you and be with you for the evening. but he could barely sit still for five minutes.

and that's what lead to you beibg dragged around by him until he found a bar suitable for his mood. and whether or not you were one for this kind of scene, today you really just didn't feel like doing much. completely ignoring everyone else around you and focusing on your conversation with nikolai.

eventually nikolai excused himself for two minutes and so you turned your attention to idly swirling around your drink as you zoned out. you heard someone sit back next to you and assuming it was nikolai you looked up with a smile, just for that smile to drop as you realised it was a stranger.

they started talking to you and no amount of disinterest on your end would stop them. even as you internally wanted to just leave, you wanted to wait for nikolai. you thought they would never shut up and that was until nikolai came storming back over immediately grabbing your hand and dragging you back home.

you were silently very glad and much enjoyed just staying at home with nikolai. but he seemed off. and that was due to the fact that he saw someone else trying to hit on you and for some reason, tonight his mind drifted to rather different scenarios.

his mind was clouded with questions suxh as would you ever cheat on him? did you have any interest in anyone else? and more. you noticedhe seemed distant so when the front door closed you turned him to face you.

you brought your hands up to his face, cupping it as you asked what was wrong, even though you had a pretty good idea. he'd never looked so sad before and it made you worry. he pushed your concerns away before resuming his normal cheerful mood. but you weren't convinced.

so when nikolai was shaking you awake you knew exactly what was up. he couldn't shake the questions away and eventually shot up like a bullet from his nightmare. taking a minute to assess where he was he immediately looked for you. a bit surprised he hadn't woken you but he needed you so he begrudgingly woke you.

he seeked out your embrace as he expressed his concerns with his head buried in your shoulder as your sleep muddled brain barely worked out much but you knew what was happening. you returned the words by offering nothing but comfort and promises that you'd never dare such a thing.

eventually you both drifted off to sleep and he felt more content. he did have faith that you'd never dare cheat on him but he still couldn't help it, especially when he got jealous.

#x reader #x gender neutral reader #bsd x reader #bsd x gender neutral reader #bungo stray dogs x reader #bungo stray dogs x you #dazai x reader #bsd x you #bsd chuuya #chuuya x reader #bsd fyodor #fyodor x reader #bsd nikolai #nikolai x reader

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dazachi · 1 year ago

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Theory time on the whole "ADA member transfers to PM" deal and why I genuinely think this was part of Dazai's plan (loooong post):

Based on what we have, I actually think we can assume that Fukuzawa, Ranpo, Dazai, all of the higher ups in the PM, and the govt. are aware of the deal and that Dazai will go back. Here's why:

Prior to Fyodor's arrest, Dazai had been maintaining an essentially crimeless record (and if he does do something morally questionable, he either had government backing from Ango, or was done in a way that can't be pointed back to him).

However, before anything could progress in S4, Dazai purposely put himself out in public to get arrested. I'd even argue that he had Ango purposely release some of his old crimes rather than it being written on the ripped page of the book (and if it was actually written in the book, then Dazai must have anticipated it in the first place because he knows Fyodor would do that).

This idea is further cemented by the fact that Ango, Mori, and Chuuya are actually aware of what Dazai is doing (more than the ADA even). Dazai had contacts in and out of Mersault ready before his arrest.

To make these plans in the first place, Dazai had to have talked to (at least) Mori and Ango. This would have to be roughly around the same time as when Mori and Fukuzawa made a deal. What if all of this was just one meeting?

Because let's face it. Fukuzawa only saying "except Yosano" was such a red flag moment. If there was anyone Mori would have wanted back in his control, it would either be his angel of death or his demon prodigy. The conversation must not have ended there...

Also, why was this deal even created in the first place? I feel like there could have been a different agreement, and this just looks like an excuse to get Dazai to go back. Fukuzawa agreeing with this deal is weird because he knows what the PM is like. Why would he subject his employees to possibly experience working there?

Dazai may have actually purposely put himself up for the taking in preparation to a future enemy that needed him back in the PM- back in his hometurf with all the manpower he could command and to give soukoku the free reign they had once again (without the limitations of the law on Dazai).

So anyway, now we have Dazai with his crimes leaked, which would have been fine alone because it could be played off as part of what was written on the page, but then he kills some guards in Mersault and commits jailbreak, along with several other crimes in just 30 minutes. In addition, he is clearly shown to be working with Chuuya, a well-known criminal, who has also committed several crimes while there.

Say what you will about Mersault security (which is actually good but just couldn't keep the demons on hold lmao), but they would 100% have records of what Dazai had done there. Even if he could be considered crimeless before, he can no longer be called crimeless again now. His actions here are beyond the manipulations of the book. To have these crimes (in France) erased would require the government to have an agreement with another country and to have Dazai go into hiding for some time again (doable, but troublesome).

That leaves us to the fact that Dazai is back to willingly committing crimes and partnering up with Chuuya as Soukoku for an extended period of time. All of these acts are known to Mori and Ango.

This implies that the choice had been made prior to S4, and this is why Dazai could do all these crazy schemes.

This also clears up why Ranpo and Fukuzawa no longer consider Dazai in the ADA roster recently. Not because they don't care for him, but because he is secretly no longer part of the ADA in the first place, and Dazai's safety is now under the concern of the PM.

Scarily enough, this could also possibly set up Dazai as the next boss of the PM in preparation for the next big enemy. One thing some people in the fandom noticed was that Mori had mentioned before that Dazai would become the boss when he turns 23. This fits in the timeline well because Dazai is several months (or maybe even weeks) closer to his 23rd birthday (or he may already be 23 right now). All of this may have been pre-planned for longer than we think.

Also, as a personal opinion on the other possible transfer candidates, they actually have better hold on the ADA and would not function well in the PM.

The PM would clash with Kunikida's ideals (though it would be interesting to have the future leader of the ADA be put in the PM the same way the future leader of the PM was employed in the ADA)

Tanizaki would be a great candidate, especially for his skills (and it would be interesting to have another redhead in the PM hahaha), but I highly doubt Naomi would take his transfer sitting down (Naomi would probably even attempt to join the PM) and, in turn, Junichiro would hate to bring his sister in the PM as well. Tanizaki's entire shtick involves his care for his sister, and taking that away brings him back to having no motivation to go crazy.

Atsushi is actually my 2nd option. Moving Atsushi to the PM would make him learn more about how the PM functions, and this allows SSKK to spend more time building their relationship. Chuuya could watch over the two of them as an aide to Dazai's mentoring, and this could lead to more character growth for Atsushi. Unfortunately, this voids Atsushi's plans to learn how to fight under Kunikida's tutelage, and the "no killing" deal with Akutagawa slightly lessens its impact because they would now be in the criminal organization rather than the opposing one (I'd rather have Akutagawa join the ADA tbh. This would further cement the "no killing" idea that Atsushi demands of him and build the SSKK partnership.)

Kenji is also a good bet, but the PM already has Chuuya, which makes having Kenji redundant. Kyoka would not return without an all out brawl and would actually waste all the efforts from S2. Ranpo would be insufferable lmao, and he is not made for Mafia types of strategy (he's smart! But he is not here for the manipulation and long chess matches. He doesn't have the patience for that when he can get straight to the point), and I'm not sure who in the PM he would have synergy with yet...he works best as a detective.

NOW, I may be wrong, because who knows what Asagiri will pull on us, and all of this is based on what is shown (I'm not sure if we could trust it lol), but this is the theory I came up with based on my understanding of events. Dazai planned to go back, and the tripartite knows of it.

Before anyone says this is a waste of Dazai's character development, I'd argue that there may be a misconception as to what Dazai is actually here to learn.

Odasaku knows that good and evil does not matter to Dazai. Dazai choosing to save people is not Dazai's character growth because he has ALWAYS been capable of that despite his unconventional means. The real character growth that Dazai needed was that there was a world beyond the darkness that he insists on putting himself in, and that he is capable humanity. Mori realized this too by proving the humanity in Dazai by chasing him out with Odasaku's death. Dazai has also realized this, and is now ready to return to his hellhole as a new man touched by the light. He is ready to be a leader, not the tyrant that he would have been without this lesson. Mori just prevented another insane mafia boss from taking the throne.

In addition, the PM has repeatedly been defined as the organization that protects the city in the dark. Being in the PM does not hinder Dazai from saving people (again, they've done so before while there). This might actually give him more power to move around and defend Yokohama more efficiently.

I guess this is it for now. I may have missed some things, but these are my main arguments for now hehe

#bungou stray dogs #bsd theory #firm believer of Dazai going back to PM because he is the only one meeting the plot reqts lol #bsd dazai #dazai osamu #bro said its his turn to play with the xbox #dazai having full command of the PM and being amicable to the entire tripartite is probably important for the future!#also wow this is long...i keep yapping #im a pro yapper. this is my 2nd blog where i keep yappinh #dazai would not be surprised by the deal too. he can read mori as if the man were a toddler book lmao.#edit: i made some minor grammatical corrections and made the title bigger

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usagi-chwan · 2 months ago

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Here is the part two, of course you must read the first part to understand what is going on here :)

Contains mentions of blood!

(The images used do not belong to me).

Chuuya x Reader - A new world (2/2)

Over the past few months, he had returned to the bar regularly, sometimes even for days at a time. So much so that Kumiko had begun to call him by his first name, and so had he.

When he was in that place with its sober shades and amber lights, he felt as if he were in a completely different world from the one he actually lived in. The blood and violence of his work no longer existed here, and he felt as if he were just an ordinary person in this infinite universe.

In Kumiko's eyes, barely breathing in the aroma of coffee that reigned in her establishment, and seeing the smile of her owner, he felt like a normal person, and at the same time unique. She now sat with him almost every time, when the bar was not too crowded, and talked with him for hours if she had the chance.

He was aware that he sometimes said things that he should never have said to someone outside the Mafia, but he felt that he needed to tell her bits of his daily life, in order to lighten the weight that rested heavily on his shoulders, but without revealing to her what his work actually consisted of. Kumiko was content to listen to him with a benevolent smile, asking him from time to time a few questions about what he was saying, which he decided to answer or not.

One night, like any other, he did not know what had taken him. He had let his thoughts speak for him, and had invited the pretty waitress to have dinner with him. She had looked surprised by this sudden request, before a slight blush came to enhance her beautiful smile.

"I would love to, Chuuya!"

He had felt his heart swell with joy at the answer, which even the whining and incessant nagging of that bastard Dazai couldn't make it dry up when he returned to work the next day. He was looking forward to this new meeting with Kumiko, the young woman who had been occupying most of his thoughts lately.

As expected, the young woman looked beautiful in her "civilian" clothes. The waitress uniform suited her, certainly, but less than the dress she wore during their rendez-vous. He had the pleasant and exhilarating feeling of being unique, while he had the chance to observe Kumiko as she was in everyday life.

Their dinner was like a dream. Chuuya had of course booked the best table in a big, fancy restaurant, where even the price of the chair they had to sit on would have been enough to make anyone faint.

Kumiko had been quite uncomfortable at first to be in such a place, but as the evening went on she had put that aside and concentrated on the meal itself, whether it was the delicious food, the equally good wine, or the conversations she had with Chuuya.

When they had gone out, Chuuya had noticed that the young woman was wobbling slightly, and that her eyes were closing by themselves. When he came to put his hands on Kumiko's shoulders to prevent her from falling, he also realized that his date's cheeks were flushed.

She must certainly not be used to drinking alcohol, he concluded, feeling slightly guilty, but smiling nonetheless as he saw the one Kumiko was addressing to him, her eyes sparkling in the light of the street lamps and the stars, firmly anchored in his.

She was beautiful. Without hesitation. In the silence, interspersed only with the distant sounds of cars, he could have sworn he could hear his heart beating a little louder as her hand rested gently on his cheek, which flushed red at the touch.

Kumiko looked at him with a particular gleam in her alcohol-weary eyes that he could not define. His own blue eyes opened wide as her lips touched his, as Kumiko's hands came to rest on his shoulders, before they slid around his neck as her body pressed against his.

He did not know how to react at the time, too disconcerted and taken by surprise by the sesudden actions, which he had absolutely not seen coming. More than ever, he could smell the aroma of coffee lingering on the skin of the young woman, pressed against his. The hands that played absentmindedly with the red locks of his hair triggered something in him, so much so that his arms moved of their own accord to surround Kumiko's waist, responding favorably to the kiss.

He could not say how long they remained there, moving their lips in unison as if they were one, interspersed with pauses to catch their breaths, necessary but oh so unwelcome.

He finally laid his forehead gently on Kumiko's, watching the young woman's closed eyelids, his lashes sliding with each almost imperceptible beat along her slightly red cheeks, visible even in the dim light of the streetlights around them.

Their lips still brushed against each other at times, and he thought he would falter once more when the young woman slowly opened her eyes, discovering her pupils overflowing with stars, as a beautiful smile formed on her face. She had caught him shamelessly detailing her, and yet this did not seem to upset her. Far from it.

The smile of the young woman soon turned into an unexpected yawn, however. Fortunately, she was not working that night thanks to the day off she had taken, and Chuuya could take the time to walk her home without having to fight against the clock.

The way to Kumiko's apartment was done in a soothing silence, their fingers intertwined and the reddened cheek of the girl resting on the shoulder of the redhead, who felt more serene than ever. The very fact of being at the side of this woman had the gift of delighting him as no one had ever done it before.

A feeling more intoxicating than any alcohol, which he experienced for the first time and which he knew he could not do without from now on.

Not now that he had tasted the happiness of being so special in the eyes of someone, and so normal in those of the society. As if blood and violence didn't exist anywhere anymore.

As if a whole new world had opened up to him the moment he had pushed the door of this bar for the first time.

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Torture, murder and blood were part of his daily life, that was undeniable. If there was a heaven, he was more than sure that he would never be able to enter it no matter what.

How many people had died under his orders, by his own hands? He had long since stopped counting, and stopped feeling any pity for those he was robbing of their last breath, for those he was seeing die before his eyes.

And yet, that day, the blood on his hands made him feel as nauseous as he had ever felt. As he had become accustomed to in recent months, he had once again walked towards Kumiko's apartment, his mind lighter than ever, just after work.

With every step he took, the euphoria inside him grew. He knew that, if he hurried, he could find the young woman before she went to take her shift in the bar she managed.

The elevator was slower than ever, as the floors went by one by one. Arrived at the fourth, he emerged in the corridor lined with gray carpet that he knew perfectly. But as soon as he looked at the door in front of him, Kumiko's door, his heart stopped for a moment.

The door was wide open, practically off its hinges. He ran the few yards to it, all sorts of thoughts hatching in his mind as he did so, his coat clattering violently in the air with each quick step.

Had Kumiko been robbed? Was she injured somewhere? Or, in the worst case scenario, had the Mafia finally discovered her existence? Had he gone too far in his conversations with her, had he revealed things to her that should never have been said?

The apartment was unrecognizable. Instead of the well-kept living room he had expected to see, a real hurricane seemed to have razed everything in its path. Everything was destroyed, overturned, even by the simple light of the ceiling light that hung on one side.

With, half leaning on the coffee table, a figure he knew perfectly well. A trail of fresh blood ran from the kitchen to the living room, a sign that the victim had crawled as best she could, in the hope of reaching the cell phone that lay on the coffee table...

Broken, and therefore unusable.

He shouted the name of the one he loved with heartbreak, his face turning white as snow as his clothes soaked with blood almost immediately, his trembling hand slowly placed on the back of the bloody young woman.

He called her name once more, in a voice no higher than a whisper and breaking at the end, as he saw Kumiko turn her head slightly towards him, resting on the blood-covered coffee table.

"Chuuya...?"

He swallowed a happy sob as he listened to the voice he had hoped to hear more than anything, but gritted his teeth as he saw the disastrous state of the young woman. Her hair was stuck together because of the blood that was leaking from her split skull, not far from her left temple, most likely caused by a blunt object. Kumiko's entire body was covered with raw wounds, torn clothing and blood, that was more or less dried in places.

This carnage was nothing like what the Mafia did, however. To execute people, they would simply break their jaws and finish them off with three bullets in the body. It was only when they were brought to the torture rooms that they were done such horrors, in order to make them confess something in particular.

And, more than anything, the Mafia did not leave their victims alive. They always took great care to finish off the people they targeted. Kumiko was still breathing and talking, which looked more like a beating than a real revenge.

Did the assailants know the young woman, to have attacked her so hard? And for what reason?Obviously, nothing had been stolen from the upside down apartment. So they were indeed looking for something, and maybe they had something to get from Kumiko. And even under torture.

But what?

"I'm sorry..."

This almost inaudible sentence of the girl brought him back to reality, while he did his best to try to stop the bleeding of the wound he considered the most problematic, the one on her head.

"This is no time to apologize for anything," he replied in a firm but broken voice, pressing the fabric of a blanket over her wounds. "You'll do it when you're out of danger, okay? I'll get you to the hospital and you'll be fine..."

Even he didn't believe his own words. He had seen enough dead bodies to realize that, after losing so much blood, the chances of survival were non-existent. He felt tears welling up in his eyes at the thought.

"No... I have to tell you right now, before it's too late... In reality I am not who you think I am. I work for a rival organization of the Mafia, and I approached you because I was instructed to gather as much information as possible about it... I just didn't expect to run into one of their executives..."

He couldn't believe his ears. The word "Mafia" had no place in Kumiko's mouth, and yet... How did she know he was part of it in the first place? He'd never told her out loud, he was sure, and the hints he'd made weren't normally enough to let her know.

Did she know his name before they met? If so... Did that mean that she knew very well who he was, and that their conversations had no other purpose than to gather information about the Mafia?

It meant that the feelings he thought he was getting from her were all wrong...? That the smiles he loved so much were not real?

Kumiko spasmed, before she spat out a large amount of blood on the coffee table, mixing with the blood already there.

"At first I reported to them every time we saw each other, but as time went by I couldn't do it anymore... They started to get tired of it, they started to threaten me to give them the information I was getting from you, and they... Their patience finally come to an end, and... And they broke into my apartment to get rid of me... Since I'm no good to them now."

The young woman's head was now resting in Chuuya's arms, the cloth he was using to try to contain the bleeding pressed to the hair covered in sticky blood. So it was because of him that Kumiko was in this state...? Because she didn't want to report the information about him to her superiors...?

"Why? Why didn't you keep telling them?"

Despite the blood and tears, the smile he loved so much was back on Kumiko's face, who looked at him with a strangely serene expression, as if the unbearable pain that assailed her no longer existed.

"Because... Because I love you. I just love you."

He could tell that, at that moment, those words were the most genuine he had ever heard. As life slowly drained away through her wide-open wounds, Kumiko had nothing left to lose.

She had not wanted to continue to sell his information as she did before, which she knew in order to take his life, for love of him. This had caused her loss. She was no longer of any use to her organization, so it was high time to get rid of her before she had time to talk to anyone.

They had left her for dead, condemned to slowly bleed to death with no way to contact the outside world, with her unusable phone and weak voice, in order to make her regret her actions until the end. They had searched her apartment from top to bottom, hoping to find hidden information about the Mafia, but nothing.

Kumiko had said nothing, even under torture. While the iron bar was crashing down on her skull many times, while her ribs were breaking one by one and her organs were bursting one by one, she had said nothing.

Chuuya's tears now flowed freely down his cheeks, as his arms clutched Kumiko's increasingly cold body with all their might. He felt a hand gently touch his face, making him open his eyes and look into hers, full of love and warmth.

"Tell me, Chuuya... Do you remember the question I asked you a long time ago, when we hardly knew each other? If you had the power to cut off all contact with your work, without any consequences or anything, would you do it?"

He remembered it perfectly. It was a question he couldn't answer because it seemed so implausible. And yet, at that moment, he would have given anything to have a normal life, far away from the Mafia and far away from death.

"Yes. I wish I could have done it," he murmured breathlessly, burying his nose in Kumiko's bloody hair, the red-soaked cloth he had used to hope to stop the bleeding, now useless, lying somewhere on the floor.

The young woman's bluish lips curved slightly as her hand traveled up Chuuya's cheek, making him meet her own fading gaze.

With what little strength she had left, she kissed the redhead's lips tenderly as a flood of blue lights submerged the ravaged living room. An ability that Kumiko had had all this time, which he had never known existed.

Instead of the vision of horror that was before his eyes a few seconds before, Chuuya could now peacefully detail a gigantic building, which he recognized as a school, a high school more precisely.

Looking down, he could see that he was wearing a uniform, perfectly ironed, and that a hand was placed in his. That of a girl with a beautiful smile and also in uniform, who was looking at him with all the love in the world, her head resting on his shoulder.

His heart swelled with happiness as he tightened his fingers around Kumiko's, walking towards the school, which was bathed in warm light and the sweet smell of coffee.

Here it was. The life he had always dreamed of, the ordinary life he wanted more than anything. Far from blood and death.

Hand in hand, he heard in his ears the voice of the young woman, one very last time.

" Forgive me for not being able to offer you more. Goodbye , Chuuya. I love you."

And with that, the idyllic vision slowly faded away, just like the hand that wrapped his face, as Kumiko's last breath passed her lips.

Leaving behind this new world he had thought he would know by her side.

#two shot #chuuya x reader #chuuya nakahara #bsd #bungou stray dogs #anime

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crimson0lake · 1 year ago

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BSD: One Time Sanity

Chapter-1: Worse case scenario

Warning: swears, mentioned blood, mentioned corpses, mentioned ripped limbs, more swears.

A.n: hello, it been a while since I posted something, but I'm thinking to be more active after the second or third chapter's post. I hope you guys enjoy the tale of gravity siblings!

Ao3

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BSD: One Time Sanity Masterlist

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The waiting gets longer and longer my minutes, for some reasons the investigation team couldn't get where he was. What was happening was all messed up and absurd at this point! At first the plane which should have been arrived later landed way more early. This valley was too empty, the investigation team couldn't get where he was, and.. that symbol in the plane...

Did someone possibly know about his past? Was that a prank? A trick? Was he falling for another trap again? But who possibly could knew it? It just didn't sound right

Chuuya breaks out of his thoughts when an vehicle coming by start to be audible. 'finally. It took way too long for them to get back here' he thought as he let out a breath he didn't realise he was holding. It wasn't the best but it was better than being alone with his thoughts now

Fast forward to ten minutes later, the investigation team had arrived to his destination, some quickly gets out of the vehicle and following where Chuuya told them the plane is while others start to take out their materials and equipments from the van.

Yet it didn't took long enough till two of the investigators, who went where Chuuya described, return with a confused look.

—Chuuya-san, are you sure the description you gave us where the plane is?

One asks with slight nervousness that people get when they are talking to a mafia executive.

—Yes. I'm most certainly sure, that is where that plane is located. Why?

Now he was confused too, why were they asking this to him? They should have been found the plane. It just can't be possibly fall into a hole that just opened and closed!

—Cause.. there's no plane.

Or maybe it can.

—What?!

—Theres no plane there Chuuya-san.

The two investigators look at eachother nervously before the other one continues his colleague started

—There's no plane in sight, Chuuya-san. There isn't even a part of plane, or a single proof that there was one there any near time. The grass wasn't even leaned towards or looked crushed.

Chuuya could only listen to the two men explain the valley. But wait, this whole ass plane just couldn't be possibly vanish to thin air! He saw it with his own eyes, the blood, the corpses. He even checked if the bodies were still alive! He remembered that symbol very clearly like it happened just a second ago.

—That's can't be. There was a plane and corpses just moments ago! Do you guys sure you guys aren't forgetting something? Is this some kind of joke?

The two investigators look at eachother again then to Chuuya before one offered him to see the valley himself.

'okay, I'm going go check this thing myself, and that plane would be there.. right?' he started walking the same path he used to go to the valley, slowly walking towards that same place where that reminder of his nightmare was.

Yet his steps stopped in his tracks, eyes widen with shock and confusion. The plane... It really was gone. No trace, no leaned or crushed grass, no blood or any possible proof that plane actually was there!

—What the fuck... Is happening..?

His mutter to himself didn't last long as he checked his phone again, when he last tried to call investigation team from this valley, his phone couldn't work right and he couldn't make a call.

Yet another answer was right infront of his eyes, his phone was working clearly well and his connection was clear as it never been.

'What the fuck is going on? Is this some kind of prank?!' there shouldn't be anymore explanation to this situation than a prank, right? I mean, a whole big ass plane disappearing in 35 minutes or so, no trace of it left, his phone was working as well as always...

'No, the plane was just here! It was here! It should have been... here... What's going on with this valley?! Is someone playing pranks on me?! That ugly mackerel isn't this cruel to use that nightmare against me!? So what-..'

—What the fuck is going on with me..

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—Chuuya-san, can you explain what happened there again?

Chuuya was looking calm as always, he opened his mouth, repeating the same words for the second time to his boss. That incident really take a roll on port mafia. Not only they lost many very important documents about port mafia and it's doings, whereabouts, they also lost many important and dangerous weapons was in that plane.

—Yes boss. I get to the destination at the decided time. Yet the plane was already landed. I went to greet our guests and take them to the port mafia base, I knock on the door with the decided code but there was no answer. I repeat the process three times before using my ability to open the door. The seven men in the plane was dead, alongside with the plane crew and pilots. I checked everyone there. There was no vitals. There was so many blood on the walls. The documents were long gone. There was no connection so I had no choice but go back down

Chuuya clench his fist that he is holding with his other hand behind his back as he come to that part

—I go back from the path I used to go there to call the investigation team. It took about 25 minutes for them to come there. It took ten minutes for the first part of the team return. They told me to the disappearance of the plane and how there wasn't even a plane been there to begin with. I went to check it out, and after that is the same as me and others described.

Mori placed his hands back on the reports infront of him with a half serious and half calm look.

—That is certainly a weird scenario. The valley, it does not look there was a plane even slightest. Also investigators reported that they found no blood soaked in dirt or on the grass as well.

Chuuya could only bite inside his cheeks and clench his fist, digging his nails to his palm with the same memories flashing back at him from that moment and his past.

—Hm.. Do you know about the werewolf game, Chuuya-san?

The gravity manipulator looks at his boss with a calm and serious gaze before speaking

—No, I don't, boss.

—Well, this scenario is just a bad replication of that game.

The executive let's out a silent confused sound before he quickly regains his composure.

—In that game of Werewolf that children often play. There would be two werewolfs and a doctor. Others would be villagers and no one would know who is who. The doctor have to keep themselves hidden so werewolfs won't try to kill him. While werewolfs would decide to kill one player each part of the game. The main topic of that game is, strong and well actions can even hide the beasts and murderers, while weak and off guard ones gets framed for their crimes.

Chuuya was still confused to his boss' words, he didn't understand it fully yet he get the idea. After Mori had finished he spoke again, selecting his words way more careful than always.

—So the men who were killed were on villagers. Those who killed them thinking they are werewolves. And trying to get someone framed, and that someone is being me.

—Just like that, Chuuya-san.

Mori smiled again with his that same dark and serious smiles yet there was a power just his smile holds..

He takes some reports and documents from the pile on his desk and places places to side

—I want you to find who is this bold to be port Mafia's enemy and bring them to me, alive and in one piece. You may go now.

Chuuya could only nod and take the reports and documents placed to side of his boss' desk. He bowed down before leaving the office with the documents.

Whoever was messing with mafia had get their hands in the worst case scenario now. They rather be careful or their heads won't be in place soon.

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—I don't even wanna know how the fuck is our coffee machine is broken... And why the fuck there's a arm in the trash bag?

The younger boy shrug his shoulders as he slowly suck the candy in his mouth

—Dunno? Why is our coffee machine is broken, Hermano?

The older boy rubs his templates before sighing, he was using his last patience with this... Creature.

—First thing first. Don't use random Spanish words in a normal sentence, this is irritating me cause I cannot understand you most of the time. Second, are you going to completely ignore the fact there's an whole ripped apart ARM in our trash bag?!

—Might crawl itself there.

—so you arent technically disagreeing you ripped someone's arm out.

—Im not agreeing either.

—You know what? IM GOING TO KICK YOUR DAMN ASS FOR BREAKING MY COFFEE MACHINE, YOU LITTLE SHI-

There goes the last patience.

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the-silver-peahen-residence · 1 year ago

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||An Officer's Corruption part Thirty-one||

Hello there dears, Peahen mom here but it's time to add another part to the Officer's Corruption series. <3

If you wish to see how or where everything is going, you can follow up on the chapters down below.

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((Your reading part thirty one))

||Drabble Summary||

When Oblivion gets the information update about what was explained, she now awaits a phone call from them. Now she was worried to what she will find out. And it's not good. Meanwhile, more events have happened in the Northen State Pentiaterny and what of Yuu? What has the Hero Public Safety Commision done? Read to find out.

||Warning||

~An Argument is noticed in this drabble

~Dark themed memories are noticed in this

~Forced drug use is mentioned in this drabble (You were warned)

~Trauma events or flashbacks are present (You were warned)

~Dark Nsfw is present in this. It involves Vomit warning, blood warning.

||Guests in Drabble||

Rave"Oblivion" Daitengu and anyone else mention belongs to my amazing Rp partner @demon-blood-youths While Matt Knack with his Lovely Horrors belong to the sideblog @lovelyxhorrors that is run by demon mun.

Luna so-yeon koboyashi, Yuuka Nakano and others mentioned are my OC's and belong to me. Terry Mcginnis belongs to and is from batman beyond but also me due to having him as a muse. While Dazai Osamu, Chuuya Nakahara, Ryuunosuke and Gin Akutagawa from BSD series are mentioned in this but are rped by me as my muses.

((Note: Their will be grammar mistakes and errors in this drabble as others have this warning. But like I state before, this is written for fun. So I hope you like it and my friend too. And again for this part, theirs a part that's a bit dark, if your not alright with this please don't read. With that, I hope you Enjoy.))

During all this, Oblivion was sitting down looking at the notes she was given from both Sai and Terry. Even now, she was really worried about her. This was a lot more worse than she thought it was. Given the shots just aggravating her quirk or making her worse. Biting her bottom lip, she couldn't imagine her going through something so horrible like this. Or something worse.

'Yuu..I will help you. I will. I know your suffering right now but It hurts to see you like this. I know you are angry and hate others..but please know others care.'

She closes the folder but closed her eyes to sigh, covering them with one hand. Thinking about this really upset her but it almost reminds her of herself. Someone with a similar dream but her story was different or..maybe not. She imagines what it would have been like if they met under different situations? She would have been happy and her regular self. Seems she even liked to make friends given from the report of her old self. Someone bubbly but showing a sweet smile at the same time.

"........." However, now, it was shattered. Oblivion knew things back at Yokohoma has changed given the thoughts of her own father that was released for false arrest but she became a officer to steer away from the hero life. That dream was shattered for her years ago. As of right now, she wanted to help Yuu..no matter the cost. She'll see her later on that next day due to still being on her sick leave.

When holding up her cell phone, she checks her contacts and finds her uncle's number. Selecting it, she waits for the other to pick up on the other line. It rings for a few moments before someone picks up.

'Hello Warden Dazai Osamu's office speaking. May I ask who is calling?'

"Hello this is Officer Seon."

'Officer Seon? You must be Warden Osamu niece..' Sid said.

"Yes. That's me." Oblivion mutters but Sid remains calm.

'I see. Well, hello to you. What can I do for you?' she asked on the phone.

"Well, I was hoping to speak with the warden about something important." Oblivion said hearing some things in the back ground.

'I see. Well, right now he's attending something important Officer Seon correct? He did wish to pass a message to you.' Sid said but Oblivion blinks.

"A message?"

'Yes, he said he will call you later tonight so you and him may speak. I already got informed of this and I hope this is alright?' Sid asked.

Hold on, what could he be doing that was really important? Well, knowing him he tends to be always doing something in that prison. But she never questioned it.

"I guess that's fine."

'Alright. I'll be sure to inform him so you both can speak later tonight. Was their anything else?' Sid asked.

"No, thank you." Oblivion said before hanging out when Sid did too. She lowers her cell phone but sighed wondering if he will but he should. Or in that case.

~~~~Meanwhile back at Northen State Penitentiary~~~~

All the prisoners here were now in their cells speaking about the crazy fight in Area E. It was wild yet dangerous at the same time. Others have been spreading the news all through the prison but it was the talk of the day right now. Other guards were confused hearing this but seeing that some seen the fight, it was true. And it was normal for that to happen. Right now, Sid was heading into Area E but saw Charlie in the same area seeing the mess.

"Geez..."

"..Seems the rumors were true. Another bloody fight and kills happened again. What do you make of that, Sid?"

"Same as the last few that happened." Sid sighed looking around with some cleaning up the area. Yeah, what a mess indeed. She pushes her glasses up to see this but she remains quiet.

"Hey by the way..."

"Yes?"

"Were you able to give Prisoner Nakahara his few minutes of calling a lawyer?" she heard Charlie asked who was getting something from the main room as Sid sighed pushing up her glasses.

"Yes. He told me got the time he needed for that one phone call to speak to a lawyer. Though, he didn't say who the lawyer was. All I know is something if true should be coming later on in the week to help him out with his case or bail. Though.....that might give him time to stop shouting like he lost his head." she mutters but her mind still thinks of when he called her pretty.

"Hmmm, I see."

"Then what of the others? Like the Akutagawa siblings?" she asked Charlie while she sees some taking the cut up body parts away but looks to Sid.

"I don't know. Right now in our section, Area D. Those females are behaving a bit better. I'm still given orders to keep a eye on Wong. Shea. Pratt. Flowers. They behaved so far but that was ruined when she started another fight and was sent to the isolated cell again." she said.

"Oh again? Hmmm....seems she was a lot more violent than we thought.." Sid said. "Then what of Pete? We haven't heard from him in a while...." Sid said seeing other guards walking by or dragging things along the ground.

"I heard Pete in Area C had to stop five fights between Foster. Durham. Mullen. Kelly with the other inmates. Those guys really must love to start things. Though, I hear his baby brother Yumeno is helping him out as well knowing he's good at helping him. He's really adorable even if he's grown up a bit."

That was true, Sid and the others had met the him when he was a little one but he was sweet indeed when growing up. Even when Pete save his life from a horrible child kidnapper and took him in as his own baby brother.

"Then what about the others?" Sid stood to get some coffee.

"Shrika is fine from what I heard. She had to put two men down due to them acting like wild animals earlier today. Though, I heard Willie almost strangled Grimes due to him taking ill of her. Their taking a break right now in her private quarters so it's fine. Though, McEarl. Kim and Rojas are behaving in Area A. I also know Charle, Valdez and Leblanc in Area B are behaving since their scared of anger Willie like the other idiot." she takes a sip of her coffee but Charlie didn't know that. But Willie did have a temper on him.

"And of Matt?"

"I hear he's taking care of something important right now. So he will be back later this afternoon. Though, Akutagawa is out cold. Seems like he did have fun though. Right now, I think he's in the infirmary after the fight or it tells me this is going to happen a lot more now."

"Is that so?" Charlie said.

"It is. Ryunosuke I believe his name is already hates Matt that he wishes to rip his throat out. Though, I know Matt can take care of him like any other prisoner in this place. What got me curious is what he said to him." she mutters and yet Charlie believes her.

"Well, I'm sure we will be fine given the thought. For now, both of them goes ahead with getting back to their stations. Right now, Charlie goes to her area knowing the female prisoners were out and about or so. In a moment, both heard running foot steps to turn seeing Officer Woofhees.

"Geez, what the hell happened here!?" Jason asked.

"It's a long story but we can just give you a short answer: Matt challenged the hellhound and won but it was all due to a inmate that disabled his collar. Which resulted in him killing some of the prisoners before Matt challenged him."

"I...damn.."

"Though, I heard you also had a situation happen in your area too?" Sid said seeing Jason sighed.

"Ehhhh you can say that.."

~~~~~~~~Flashback~~~~~~~~

"Hey, are they still behaving?" Jason blinks hearing this but he sighed to look at Charlie.

"No worries, they behaved so far when you were gone. However, Akutagawa was released from her cell." he said seeing two guards opening the door and seeing Gin walking in as the door closes behind her. She sighed looking left and right but the other female prisoners were grumbling again looking away from her but Gin didn't care.

She goes to take a seat and look bored now and yet, Wong was near as she glares. She hated her so much but she didn't say anything when one looks to Gin again. That same prisoner goes to look annoyed at Gin.

"Look who's back. Did the officer let you out for good behavior little baby?" she asked but Akutagawa looks away not really caring about her. Right now, she was trying to be 'good' but it might be hard to do that.

"........"

"What? Got nothing to say bitch?" The woman said trying to get her attention but Gin rolls her eyes not wanting to be bothered. This made her angry only to grab her prison shirt. "HEY! STOP FUCKING IGNORING ME!"

"...Look, I just got out so unless you want me to stick a knife in your eye and rip it out, fuck off." she growls that both Shea, Pratt, Wong, and Flowers heard this but they see the female shove Gin back looking annoyed.

"........The fuck you say to me you bitch? Oh wait..I think I should be saying doggy. Why? Your all bark but no bite now? I still haven't forgiven you for the last time you made fun of me."

"Hmm? Oh you mean beating your ass for being stupid? I'm so sorry that your not as smart as being fucking stupid....maybe if you learn to be smart then maybe you can do better." she said seeing the women's eye twitching.

"........Hey, behave down there!" both heard Officer Gallows at them both seeing the two quiet. However, the female snarled at Gin to look at at her. She was not in the mood to deal with her right now so she gets up.

"I'm going to do some exercising..Move." she warns shoving her out the way to walk off. Seeing Gin ignore her, this only pissed her off that she walks over and grabs her shirt. "???" Before speaking, the female prisoner threw a punch at her showing blood. Gin falls on the ground holding her nose as blood shows through her mask. She sees the other woman panting holding her fist up as Gin tastes the blood from her nose.

"What? If you don't have shit to say..then fucking get up and fight me you son of a-" Suddenly, Gin got up and tackles the female and started throwing punch after punch at her. the female prisoners shouted and chanted, "Fight, fight, fight, fight, fight!" seeing blood flying as the woman kicks Gin off right into the tables. She crashes into them before the other rushes over holding a knife trying to stab Gin!

Being quick, Gin even seeing her mask slip off but quickly grabs the female's wrists only to break her wrist hearing a pained scream before stabbing her right in the eye pulling her eye out.

"Aaahhhhh!! FUCK M..MY EYE! YOU TORE OUT MY EYE!" she screams.

"What the hell!?" Officer Gallows saw but sees guards trying to break it up only for Gin to punch two away from her but she shows blood running down her nose now growling at them.

"HEY HEY HEY, CUT IT OUT!" Officer Woofhees said jumping over the railing to stop Gin. She feels him grab her wrist again but she headbutts him as he staggers back. He shook his head but she now tries to attack him even if he grabs her wrists again, he noticed something. canine fangs? Wait..what!? He sees this but she kicks him back as he skids across the ground. Charlie now was tying up whoever was close but he had to stop Gin before she started another close Riot.

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"And that is what happened after everything but.." Jason looks to Sid that looks to Charlie.

"it's true.."

"Hmmmm....goodness can't the females behave themselves for once? They'll end up getting killed by Gin if this keeps up. Even so, good job on stopping it." Sid said to the two.

"It's fine...it would have got bad if we didn't." Charlie said.

"Yeah....." Jason said but he was trying not to think of what happened between him and Gin. He wouldn't let her win this game! Though, he was worried about it and her effect on him.

Sid too notice. "You alright Jason?"

"Yeah I'm fine...anyway, I hope the cleaning crew can get this cleaned up before later." he said seeing this but the other two watches with Jason being lost to his own thoughts.

'Damn it..this might be harder than I thought. I'll have to stay strong..or I might break...'

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Some of the guards said nothing seeing Ryu knocked out in the infirmary right now. Though, seeing someone that disturbing was pretty scary. He went all out killing the inmates and going head to head with Matt. If that don't tell anything then this should. As he lays there on the bed, they wonder what he'll do if he wakes up.

"Hey don't worry so much. After that blow to him he won't be getting up for a while. He won't end up killing anyone." Cobin said checking some medic charts right now. He seems calm right now and this got some wondering.

"But you heard about the fight right? That was-"

"Something normal here in the prison. Remember, this is normal here." he said not worried about it.

"......" He sighed to set the folder down before standing up to check the time. "Though, given the fight, he's out cold for a couple hours like I said."

"Hmmmmm..that still sounds like he would have done something." A guard said to Cobin that looks in his direction adjusting his own glasses to wonder.

"And that isn't a problem to you is it?" another asked.

"No." Cobin said walking by the two with him looking ahead. "Besides, given his medic records they are pretty interesting. Even from his health, he's still a dangerous to everyone here." he explains with eyes closed.

"Ummm, how dangerous are we talking here?"

"Dangerous to kill anyone on sight or dangerous that only Matt can restrain him. Want more proof?" he said as the two guards got nervous to hear that. Yeah, that explains a lot.

"I know right now the rumors are spreading through the prison right now involving the fight. Though, others that see how 'cute' Ryu is might end up wishing to either break him down or own him? I don't know..it's a unknown suggestion."

"That sounds messed up." They said with Cobin sighing.

"That's normal but again, lets just see how it goes. I know Matt is happy giving he found a new challenge that can keep up with him unlike the other idiots that challenged him. This should be something."

Looking to Ryunosuke, he was knocked out but clean of blood on him. He will be sure to treat his wounds in the future but for now, he will let him rest.

~~~~~~~~~Back to Eclipse prison~~~~~~~~

"Thank you for taking the time to speak with us Mr. Yokumiru Mera. I know this is at a short notice but thank you for that."

Luna was speaking to the head leader or the acting president of the Hero Public Safety Commission. Yokumiru Mera is a lanky middle-aged man with beige, chin-length, and messy hair. He is dressed in a formal black shirt with a white undershirt; his shirt is followed by equally black pants. He wears a loose tie and black shoes. He completes his look with a microphone for general speeches and commentating.

His eyes are framed with small but noticeable bags caused by a lack of sleep. Today, Luna asked for a request to speak to him about their request of getting Yuuka off the drugs due to the effects it's had on her. For now, she had to know what the status was.

"It's fine Warden so-yeon but given how you said this was important I don't mind the time I can give." He was sitting in the main desk looking at a video screen with her and Swan there at her side.

"Now, what was this about your request?"

"Well, my officer Swan sent you a request involving a prisoner here at Eclipse prison. I was hoping you took the time to look at the request involving the help she was getting.." she said seeing him think about it but Yokumiru looks at some documents to open it up seeing the information.

"......."

"Sir?"

"Sorry miss Luna. But yes, I believe your speaking about Nakano right? Haven't heard anything of her in a while." he mutters flipping through the pages.

"Yes; it's been some time but we were told that you and your accountants were looking at the request we sent that would help with the drugs or medicine she's been given due to her-"

"Quirk I remember. I heard someone told me of your request and it was looked through already and voted on." he said closing the folder to sigh.

"And what is the status of it?" She asked only for Yokumiru to open his tired eyes looking down at her.

"I'm afraid it was decline Miss Warden So-yeon." he said simply.

Wait..Declined!?

"Declined?! What do you mean Declined!?" she said now a bit angry but calms down to hear him speak.

"We know and heard of Miss Nakano's case and what her quirk is like. It's too dangerous for her to be off the drugs given the fact it keeps her under control. Right now, we already have sent new orders for her medicine to be doubled due to the information from the other doctor we have working there. He gives us information about her status and I don't see anything else wrong with that."

"What are you talking about double the medicine and the shots!? You don't understand sir. This treatment you have under order is not helping her. It's making her worse and worse. We want to help her but sending her to prison like this isn't the answer!"

"I assure you Miss Luna this is needed to keep the public and that woman safe. We know what we are doing given the number of ideals and what she can do. We need to be sure she stays docile."

"But Mr. Mera. She's speaking the truth. Prisoner Nakano is getting worse by the day the more she gets that shot. I understand the people are scared right now because of her but it's not her fault. She went through something horrible and is having bad reactions to it right now. Please, if we can just stop with the medicine-"

"I'm afraid I can't do that Miss Swan. As of right now, she is to still be under your care and the medicine isn't stopping. We know what we are doing. This is to help her and her future. I know it's nothing bad but this will help."

"Sir please, you don't understand doubling the strength of the medicine might do more harm than good. Please, if you just listen-"

"I believe our meeting is done miss Luna. I have other things to do right now. As I said, your request is denied but again trust us, we know what we are doing. Good day." he said before the call ended leaving Luna and Swan alone.

"...........Luna?"

Luna said nothing but she closed her hand into a fist before hitting the wall. Damn it! Why wouldn't they listen to her. Even when hearing about her getting a double strength of the shot and medicine she fears of what it might do. She didn't know if they were going to hurt her or just paralyze her!

"Swan come on, were going to check on her!"

"R...right!" she said as the two rush out.

~~~~~in the medic room~~~~~

Yuuka was laying down sleeping right now but the two guards already given Yuu her daily medicine shot while being knocked out a few hours ago. Now, a nurse is watching over her for the time being. She was looking tired now curled up but she was dreaming of her life before being caught. She could see she was little and happy with her mother, father, and siblings. Having dreams of being a hero to prove she was going to do right even with her quirk. It was a nice dream she was happy and felt like nothing was wrong.

~~~~In her dreams~~~~~

It seems her dream was nice and peaceful before that calm dream changed showing her own subspace being at peace. Though, Yuuka was nervous almost like something else was here in her dream with her. That's when she saw some mirror in front of her. The body was coated in gold and wood, a nice finish touch. She walks over seeing her reflection in it before seeing her self.

She saw her self when discovering her quirk that made her nervous. From whatever got close would be poisoned by her by mistake. It got her feeling scared but she tries ignoring it. That's when she sees herself crying when accidentally poisoning her siblings by mistake.

She didn't mean to do it. She didn't! It was a accident and yet, others were scared of her quirk. Yuuka sees the mirror but she saw some cracks forming now.

"????" her fingers touch the surface of what she saw in front of her as it cracked more and more. That's when it shattered making Yuu's eyes widen.

'What is this? What is happening!?' she thought in her dreams seeing more memories again. Then she saw the same one now turning to a nightmare. She looks around in her dream seeing the same scary faces and familiar laughter.

'N..No...No no no......not this again..' she thought scared now seeing familiar faces hidden in the dark.

'Don't worry it won't hurt..'

'Just open up and take your medicine..'

'Stop squirming! Your nothing but a dog remember!? take your medicine!'

She covers her ears trying to block out the voices but she was shaking as they were either coming through clear as day. She hated hearing the voices, the noise of trains and the heavy smell of chemicals.

'No...please stop...stop it already. I don't want this....I don't want this!'

'You don't have to be afraid...'

'It's alright..just give into the drugs piggy. It's going to be alright..'

'Stop fighting it! Stop fighting us!'

The voices got louder and louder as they were now almost shouting at her to make Yuuka start crying but feel sorta off. Almost like she was sick right now. She grips her arms but her hand was scratching where she felt like the injection remains. Their was already scars from her healing but fresh ones were being made by her in her dream.

'Give in...give in...give in..give in...GIVE IN...GIVE IN...GIVE IN!!!'

'Stop it please..please just stop already! Stop!! Stop!!'

Their voices boomed in her ears, her head felt like it was going to split apart. The voices sounded like hammers hitting nails into wood but she only grips some of her hair hearing the shouting get louder.

'BAD DOG!'

'YOU BETTER TAKE YOUR SHOT! STOP FIGHTING BACK YOU WORTHLESS WHORE!'

'BE GOOD AND DO WHAT YOUR TOLD! YOUR NOTHING BUT A MONSTER TO THEM NOW!'

"No! No! No! NO!!' she screams in her dream only to feel hands reaching about to grab her when suddenly-

~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Suddenly, Yuuka shot up screaming in fear panting heavily in a panic. Her eyes were wide gripping her shirt and the blanket over her as sweat was heavily coating her skin. She had a horrible dream but she suddenly felt woozy and dizzy.

The nurse guard heard but goes to check. "Miss Nakano?! Are you alright!?" she asked but she only held her head trying to stop the headache but her stomach felt horrible too. Right away, she tries to get out of bed to head to the bathroom but she was too weak only to fall on the ground.

"Miss!" she goes to try helping her but Yuu moves away from the guard but pushes her back. She falls on her hands and knees but looks down panting as she was sweating. Something was wrong. Her stomach was doing flipflops only to cover her mouth quickly.

"!!!!"

In that moment, the guard rush in only to see Yuu vomiting on the ground. They tense seeing her get sick, coughing with tears in her eyes. However, she was panting for air only to look down before vomiting again. Everything she ate today came back up within the bile while she was throwing it all back up.

"Hey, easy now! It's going to be alright. Just take deep breaths.." the guard said but Yuu hits them away as they see her look away.

"Don't touch m..me! Just leave me alone!!"

"Prisoner Nakano please, you need to calm down!"

"Stay back! Get away from me!" she screams but as she did, she felt something running down her nose to stop talking. "......." Shaky fingers reach up to feel it was from her and touches where it was felt. When she pulls back she saw red to look scared.

'I..Is this m...my.....'

"Miss Nakano?" a guard asked seeing her being quiet.

Yuuka was shaking but blood was running from her nose heavily as she was starting to freak out.

'M..my blood..I'm having a nose b...bleed? W..why? Why am I having a n..nosebleed?!?'

She looks at her hands trying to stop the bleeding but it only got worse that she saw something else. Her purple eyes widen seeing things crawling under her skin in her vision. It was like the bugs were trying to get out of her that she was shaking. This made her horrified thinking it was the 'worms' again.

'N..No..not again...not again! Their st..still inside of me!! Why are they still inside of me!? I thought i got them o..out..did they get worse?!?' she freaks out trying to dig her nails into her skin drawing blood. However, she felt sick right away to cough again crying worse.

'I have to get them o..out..get them out!' She screams in her thoughts that she suddenly vomits again to fall on her side. She was freaking out seeing the 'worms' that she was sobbing.

"Get them out!! Get them out of me!!" she cries hugging herself but her hand was clawing at her arm again where she was scratching in her dreams. This was getting worse hearing Yuu scared voice before seeing her throwing up more in the room.

"Calm down!" One guard said but Yuu kicks him away only for the others to see her move away but was holding her head.

"Leave me alone! Their all under my skin..i..it's scary..their eating me from the inside out! I have to get them out of me!" she cries scratching her upper arm showing blood once more. Heavy breathing was heard from her like she was hyperventilating.

"What are you talking about!? Theirs no worms in y-"

"Yes their is! Get them out! Get them out of me!!" she said in a panic shaking but the other guards were lost on what to do! Even the collar was beeping out of control due to her mental state.

"WHAT DO WE DO!?"

"WE NEED A DOCTOR IN HERE NOW!"

"SOMEONE CALL 911!" another shouted seeing her laying on the side shaking now. However, they could tell she did get her shot but it was the new recommended one. The double dose shot. Right now, she was crying feeling worse but she was just laying there hugging her stomach sobbing. That's when Luna and Swan show up.

"What the hell is going on!?" she said but Swan gasped seeing inside. She saw the puddle of vomit and drops of blood. What did happen!?

"Hey, what is going on!" Luna asked a guard.

"W..we don't know! We came here when hearing the scream. We just showed up to see this!" he said as Luna and Swan pushes through the officers but stops seeing. She looked to have gotten sick on herself and the floor. Even blood was noticed as well around her and saw it was coming from her nose. However, sobbing was heard that worried the two.

Did she already get her double strength of the shot? Looking worried, Luna looks. "I need you guys to get her cleaned up and clean this. We need to calm her down." she said.

The officers were nervous touching her but they tried to go to her, about to touch her but right away, they shout from being burned.

"I SAID DON'T TOUCH ME! YOU FUCKING DAMN POLICE FUCKERS!" she screams about to burn them.

"Swan!"

"R..right!" Swan quickly had golden feathers show to quickly fly in the room around Yuu. She got nervous seeing them but that's when she felt suddenly sleepy. She tries to shake it off but it was too heavy and soothing to make her see her vision fading away. In that moment, she slips to the floor knocked out with a thud as the officers were worried.

".........."

Luna and Swan said nothing but Luna was quiet. "Give me the time stamp of who gave her the shot tonight. NOW!" she said.

"Y....Yes ma'am!" two officers said scared and rushes to go do that.

Yeah, Luna was not happy right now. However, she goes to check on her, seeing Yuuka not moving. The blood still shows from her nose as her pools of vomit too. Being careful, she goes to check with Swan seeing she was knocked out asleep so she was docile for now. She'll have to be moved to another room till this one was cleaned up. For now, this might have gotten worse now.

'I'll have to tell Oblivion about this. I don't want her to get too worried but...tch, those guys don't know what they are doing. How is this even going to help her?'

Luna sees the guards carefully pick up Yuuka's knocked out body but goes to set her in another room to be cleaned up and changed. However, she could see her lips moving with soft whispering in her sleep saying 'n...no..no..no..no....no...no...'

Though, the puddle of vomit and blood from her nose were being cleaned up. Even if some was disturbed from what they just saw just now. Swan was going with the guards to help with cleaning Yuuka up. However, Luna sighed remaining where she was.

Whatever these guys were planning, Luna was not liking it.

#IC #silver roses #Drabble/short or long stories #silver butterfly mun #peahen mom #the mansion owner #A Officer's corruption part Thirty one #The fractions of NYC #demon-blood-youths #peahen writer #The fractions outside of NYC #officer demons au

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dniosamu · 1 year ago

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Are my ears deceiving me? Did I really hear that you also considered me as a friend?! Ah, it's such a pity that I didn't have a camera to record it... I somehow forgot the most important thing in a rare situation such as this.

Haha, but I am glad to see you, Chuuya-san. Tell me, how have things been going recently in the Port Mafia? So much must have happened in these six years; why, even your fashion sense has drastically improved. I still remember the days when you only wore a hoodie that didn't match your red shirt.

Though I do admit that I miss the old times. I wish that I can still share a drink with you, and play a game of billiards in the Old World. Those were truly the golden days, where everything was much simpler.

The rest of the Flags also say hi, by the way. They're really impressed at how you managed to fool Verlaine and that Russian criminal as part of Dazai's plan. Lippmann did say that you would make a fine actor afterall, and I couldn't agree less.

Even if you might not think so, you're rather talented, Chuuya-san. And don't let anyone else tell you otherwise.

I'm never repeating that ever again.. And things have been going, as smoothly as it can be here.

And don't even mention those days where my outfit choices were... Questionable. I suppose I do miss those times as well, those days were much more fun I must say..

Tell them I said hi back, also you guys know about that?.. I didn't know you guys could... Whatever, that just makes me have more questions than answers, thanks for uh, the compliment. Genuinely... I guess.

#bsd rp #bsd chuuya #bsd roleplay #bungou stray dogs chuuya #chuuya nakahara #bungou stray dogs #bsd

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your-fave-jewish-magical-girl · 2 years ago

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EPISODE 61 SPOILERS BSD Anti-Delulu theory post: Why [REDACTED CHARACTER] dying from [REDACTED EVENT] would probably be a good thing.

This is reposted from Reddit. So Episode 61 just came out which luckily ties up a lot of the cliffhangers from the manga and serves as an ending point to the vampire infection arc--which is making me party on the inside because holy shit has that been going on for awhile. But now we have more cliffhangers. The last two minutes teasing a new arc, Sigma's fate, whether or not the armed detective agency are still criminals and ambiguous character fates. Oh yeah, and one of the main villains for the past 3 seasons might be dead.

I've seen people saying that he's not dead, and if he is, he shouldn't be dead. But I would like to propose a second opinion.

I feel like it is likely that Fyodor is dead from the helicopter crash. And that seems like a pretty good way to end this arc. It puts an end to the 'I outsmarted your outsmarting' stuff that's been going on for over a year at this point in the prison and it proves to Fyodor from his insulting of Dazai and Chuuya's relationship previously that their bond was NOT superficial. The thing that he ultimately doubted was what killed him and It's such wonderful irony. It also ties back to his biggest flaw, how he didn't trust the people he couldn't use and how just being a super smart 100000 iq guy doesn't matter in the face of sheer arrogance, which Mori commented on all the way back in season one. His overconfidence and lack of regard for other people stabbed him in the back, which serves as a great contrast to Dazai even brought up by Sigma. Dazai does not use the armed detective agency, he is a part of it, and his trust in the agency and in his friends was what kept him alive. But Fyodor can't do that, we don't know much about him, but from what we've seen, he doesn't really value the people in his life, he didn't value Chuuya, not Nikolai, Sigma, not his subordinates in the Rats in the House of the Dead. And that being the thing that kills him is great.

**Please do not take this to mean I don't want to see more of Fyodor or that we SHOULDN'T have more**

I do genuinely think that we need to know his power and his motivations as a character, not to mention. This episode they teased a certain man that Dazai lives up to that we don't know about. So how can you develop on that if he's dead?

Well from a story perspective, I hope he doesn't survive the helicopter crash. That would be such a cheap ending to something that was built up so well, pretty much nulling any impact for the finale, twin darkness, and Nikolai's character. But what I think will happen is that Fyodor is going to live on. Someone smarter than me mentioned this, but the words he says when he dies were the last words Jesus said before he came back three days later. That is obvious foreshadowing if I've ever seen that.

But keep in mind, Jesus died on the cross. There was no fake out.

So while I do believe Fyodor died in that crash, he is coming back in some way. There are theories that he might live on through Sigma which I find to be an interesting concept, helping us understand his backstory. And I think that him serving as an antagonist beyond the grave through memories, mind games, and manipulation would be such a Fyodor thing to do. If he does get revived, I wouldn't want it to be a respawn basically. Living on through the book, his orders, subordinates would honestly be a great way of preserving him and moving the story forward passed the whole "Dazai and Fyodor do mind game death note stuff" thing that he's been basically reduced to, liberating his character and moving forward in the story to this next arc. I don't know exactly how it would be done, but there are ways to kill him in that helicopter that don't involve throwing out his entire character, past and ability. From what we’ve seen, Asagiri seems very capable of writing a workaround to that. And knowing him, he probably has at least something figured out.

As for the body, Fyodor making a fake arm in theory sounds smart, but there is just too much bullshit involved. He wasn't injured when he came in right? how could he predict all the damage done to his arm with the bandages wrapped exactly as they were when they got on? How would he survive the copter in the first place, didn't look like he was escaping when the entire screen consumed his being? How would there be enough TIME to make a fake arm. I don't care how smart you think this guy is, that stuff takes time to make, and there was like what, 30 minutes overall inside that prison? No matter what way you slice it, you need to make at least someone in that scenario Mary Sue levels of big brained to pull that off and that's not really the kind of writing Asagiri does. Not to mention, it's a total copout.

As for the lack of body, yeah we didn't see it, but he also got blown up in a dang explosion, for all we know, the arm was the only thing that was left after he got blown to smithereens. And it didn't seem like Nikolai teleported to save him since he didn't really move, so what would that be? He has Kenji's powers now?? And even if somehow he DID survive all of that, also, even if he did survive, Fyodor doesn’t have the antidote, Dazai does. And we only have one antidote. So even in the best case scenario, Dazai would be thrown under the bus and there’s no way in hell dazai is dying yet, even more than Fyodor. All of those theories are even bigger plot holes and oversights than if he actually died.

So what does all of this mean, well Fyodor is almost probably dead (check his wiki). But that doesn't mean that his character and arc are over. He'll get immortalized somehow in a way that serves the oncoming arc without cheapening the finale for the prison arc, Dazai and Chuuya's relationship, and the absolute horror Nikolai was experiencing at the death of his friend. Yes it was painful, but if it turned out Fyodor was actually alive the entire time, that moment will have gone to waste.

Basically, anything can happen, but if I see Fyodor crawling out of that broken helicopter, I'm throwing hands.

#bungou stray dogs #bungo stray dogs #bsd #fyodor dostoevsky #fyodor bsd #bsd season 5 #bsd season 5 episode 11 #bsd theory #bungo stray dogs theory #anti-delulu #I could totally make a follow up to this #keep in mind that Fyodor does not have the same plot immunity as Dazai #anyways I love this season finale #sigma please be ok

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frost-eyed-autumn · 1 month ago

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Chuuya couldn't help but furrow a brow a little at her little display, frown subtly deepening, and there's that moment of hesitation again -- because her 'guess' is a little too on-the-nose, and a part of him has a real hard time believing that to only be coincidence.

He tries to ignore it, for now. He has his ways of figuring things out even if she tries to make a point not to answer him about her own peculiarities.

His eyes close again as he takes a fork and his steak knife to start cutting a corner off of his steak.

"Not that it really needs explaining, but I'm sure you know already that the world is filled with all kinds of different Abilities and all of them are unique, and there's not any real limits on exactly what an Ability can do, as you saw. You have Abilities like creating illusions or summoning up objects, turning one's own blood into a weapon, freezing the air... one guy who's Ability is-- ...well, his real Ability should be being an annoying jackass."

He almost mentions Dazai's Ability, but he rethinks that, considering what her Ability is. She can preach all day about being on his side because it benefits her. When he stops being useful, he doesn't need to let her know there's an Ability out there that can render his Ability inert. That's dangerous knowledge to give.

Much as he and Dazai have their differences, there's some things Chuuya can still trust him with. Not using No Longer Human to fuck him over when it really matters and put his life in danger is one of those few lines that even that bastard doesn't cross with him.

Neo? He doesn't trust her that far. Not really.

"I knew someone once whose Ability detected another person's killing intent. Another could liquify all solid mass within his field of vision. And another who could turn human lives into gem stones equivalent to the presumed value of their remaining life. Among Ability users, my healing isn't really all that unheard of either. There's one person who can almost bring people back from the dead," he shoves a piece of meat into his cheek and chews on it, keeping his eyes closed as he talks. "--and another person in this city we've fought with before who's had whole limbs sliced off who just regrows them almost instantly, like some kind of weird fucking lizard."

And somehow, it only stands to reason that that tiger brat is Dazai's newest favorite protege after he ditched Akutagawa. Like master, like student. They're both damn cockroaches that are hard to actually kill.

"Although I'm sure you already know a lot of this, all this to say, there are a few rules Abilities do follow though. For one, Abilities only occur in humans. There's never been a recorded case of either animals or plants having them. Secondly, even though some Abilities are far more powerful than others, under all normal circumstances, every Ability has limits to how strong they can be. There's no single Ability so powerful that it could blow up the world, for instance. That said, with so many different Abilities in the world and such a broad range of uniqueness, every so often, there's this phenomenon that occurs. Let's say hypothetically that two Ability users meet. One has the Ability to always determine the truth without fail, while another has the Ability to always successfully lie without anyone knowing. You can probably make a few educated guesses about the different ways that could go. In most cases, Abilities like these meeting might cancel each other out completely, but in some cases, they might also interact in unforeseen ways, such as strengthening each other beyond what they're capable of on their own. In the very rarest of cases, certain Abilities might clash and have an observable impact on disrupting reality and physical space itself, like a bad chemical reaction. These contradictions are known as Singularities."

𝐒𝐇𝐎𝐖𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐖𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐎𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑 𝐏𝐄𝐎𝐏𝐋𝐄 𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐒𝐈𝐃𝐄𝐑 'due deference' has always been a shortcoming of hers. She never liked doing it with her father, she never liked doing it with Lady Beat, and she certainly loathed that it was expected for not only Salem, but Cinder by proxy. (As. If.) Here and now, while she has respect for Chuuya as her contractor, she isn't someone who he's actually the boss of. In her eyes, they're meant to be equals, and so it's no issue for her to treat him like one. Especially when he's being a pernicious, presumptuous little brat.

(Whether or not Chuuya agrees with her assessment seems to be of little consequence.)

At least it seems her point is made, and Neo watches him from behind the hands she's laced together in front of her face. Her expression is calm and a touch wary, but not antagonistic. Her mind, however, is racing- because she doesn't quite trust how easily he seemed to come around. Oh, she knows she made her point- and made it well at that- but if she's learned anything it's that Chuuya is, unfortunately, an incredibly stubborn person who doesn't like giving anyone an inch.

Still, there's no reason to push further- even if her hackles are still raised, and so resigns herself to an awkward rest of their meal. Which is why, when he stops to ask her something as she's midway through a mouthful of pasta, she lifts her head and narrows her eyes curiously.

Singularity?

While she doubts he means math or physics, she nonetheless opens one palm and brings to life what she imagines a black hole to look like. Swirling and dark and tinged faintly crimson with the effects of gravitational redshift.

Casting a look from that to him, the inclination of her head combined with the shrug of her shoulders attempts to convey:

Not unless you mean something like this.

#t: Opportunity #paramythas #Canon verse #ic

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milky-aeons · 1 year ago

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— WILD ONES

౨ৎ . . . alpha!CHUUYA NAKAHARA is not very fond of the attention you have been giving one of his subordinates — and he never could be subtle about anything.

warnings: alpha!au, pining, criminal themes, swearing, mentions of violence, mating-bonds, jealousy, depictions of smoking, w.c. 724

♪ . . . ˗ˏˋ ꒰ teenage dream — katy perry ꒱ ˎˊ-

Chuuya Nakahara hadn't realised he'd been constantly tapping his pen until the sound became mingled with his daydream.

The one where he emptied an entire round of bullets into his subordinate's shitty head.

He snarled to himself — what the fuck was wrong with him, thinking about shit like that? A Mafia General didn't spend time fantasizing about killing his own men lest they did something very wrong. And this particular subordinate hadn't necessarily done anything wrong — except, smiled at you in a way that made Chuuya's blood curdle sour.

The memory of this morning's meeting came on unwanted — he didn't need any more reason to feed the feral side of him — and yet there it was; clear as rain, scorching as a brand.

Each of the five executives had been called for a weekly debrief and sat poised around the round table — Mori and Elise, of course, leading at the top. He saw how the entourage of lower Mafia men filed in to provide drinks at the brief interlude; he saw how of those men — one of his men — smiled at you. And above all else; he saw how you, lowering your lashes and resting your cheek on your hand, smiled right back.

He didn't really absorb any of the likely important meeting pointers after that.

Chuuya leaned back in his chair and threw an arm over his eyes. He knew these feelings weren't his fault, he knew that part of being an alpha was to find your mate, and he managed to land his amongst one of the bloodiest, most lethal echelons of society. From the first time he saw you and felt the mating-bond snap into place, Chuuya Nakahara vowed that he never could tell you. Could never subject you to a relationship so strong when, at the drop of a hat, either one of you could end up in a casket in this line of work.

The heartbreak of losing a mate when the bond is accepted is said to be devastating. It has been likened to having your limbs ripped away, like having an integral part of yourself gone, forever.

Chuuya sat in his office and let the image of you with another man torture him for a couple of minutes. Maybe to subject himself to the pain of it so it would hurt that little bit less. His inner canine roiled at the idea. It tried to claw its way through his ribcage, making every inch of his skin strain and burn. It was so inherently wrong to imagine his mate with someone else; someone that wasn't him, who knew and loved you so deeply he didn't know what to fucking do with himself.

His leg started bouncing.

Now that he let the floodgates down, it was a tidal wave. An influx, both an assault and a blessing on his senses as his mind filled with all things you. Your subtle scent, the swish of your hips as you walked so proudly down the hallways, the way you lit up a cigarette and held it so delicately between your red lips. He'd tell himself all of this was magnified to him. That his alpha senses projected you as the perfect, ideal partner. But in times like this when his instincts prevailed over his common sense, he couldn't see that difference — the line was a distant, blurred, incomprehensible thing.

His other leg started bouncing.

Stifle it, push it down, she deserves so much better than you.

He could feel the pressure in his gums; his incisor teeth trying to elongate; evident that his beast was stirring and gaining control. Fuck, he had to breathe, he had to get his feelings under control.

Then, there was the image of you in a white wedding dress. You had someone else's ring on your finger. You let somebody else lift the veil from your head and promise their soul to you, their life to you. He imagined standing in the cheering crowd while you were dipped down and kissed on the lips by a man that was not him, and suddenly, any rhyme nor reason did not seem so loud.

The pen he had been previously tapping clattered to the floor. His chair had hit the ground with the force of how hard he stood.

Suddenly, everything just seemed so damn simple.

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dxwnstxr · 2 years ago

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Do you take request? If not then feel free to ignore this little thing hier

Chuuya X reader

Chuuya and reader are training like they do every day. But then chuuya made the mistake of taking Reader in a stranglehold, witch resolved in reader having a panic Atack.

I just had this situation just a couple hours ago and you block helpt me come down. Thx

Calming down with you

Fandom: Bungou stray dogs

Characters: Chuuya x y/n (reader)

Warnings: panic attacks, mentions of ptsd.

A/n: I'm happy i could help, but I'm sorry that happened to you T-T. Hopefully, this can help comfort you in a way if I do it right. If it's alright, I'll be writing this in the readers/your pov (first person). I did make a few changes but only with the chokehold part^^.

Getting off of the phone I let out a sigh. I had just gotten a call from my landlord saying I was late on rent again. I've been struggling to pay my bills of lately due to the fact I'm paying back my family for previous problems. Not to mention, just yesterday someone broke in and shattered my windows and broke the handle on my front door. Leading to more bills.

I felt like screaming but I didn't, know that doing so wouldn't solve anything. I put my phone into my back pocket and walked out of my office and into the training room. Everyday around noon Chuuya and I spar as a way of training.

Stepping foot into the room I saw Chuuya sitting on the bench, swiping on his phone. After hearing my steps he looked up and shut his phone off.

"You're late." He sighed.

"I know I'm sorry" I apologized and looked to the ground.

I could feel his gaze on me and I tensed.

"It's fine just don't be late again." He sternly replied.

I looked up and nodded. "Yes sir!"

He smiled a little and nodded his head to the sparing mat. I sprinted over to the mat and got in position as he did the same. During every sparing match me made a deal not to use our abilities and just our physical strength.

On the count of three chuuya shouted "go!" And he leaded to me. I dodge him and went for a under kick which he decided to jump over. Chuuya was always known for having strong leg power so whenever we spared he made sure to focus on using his upper body strength instead of his lower. And for me, my lower body strength.

He went in for a punch and I dodged it, grabbed his arm, and flipped him over my shoulder and onto the foam mat. He groaned and shakily got up.

"Damn, nice one" He grunted. I just chuckled in return and waited for him to attack.

Chuuya composed himself and positioned himself. I decided to go in for the attack this time. I saw his stomach was open so I went in for the punch. He caught my fist and I kicked him in the side. Then, letting go of me and he groaned.

Catching me off guard he went for a upper cut to my jaw but I moved out of the way. Not giving me anytime time to process his movement, he wrapped his arm around my neck and tighten it, putting me in a choke-hold. I gasped and both my hands reach for his arm.

I tapped his arm but he didn't let go. Feeling the tightness around my neck kicked in my ptsd. I tried kicking but I couldn't. A tear slipped down my cheek, the wetness hitting his amr made him loosen up and he let go. I fell to the floor and my hand went to my neck as I start to hyperventilate.

My hands started to shake as my mind raced. I couldn't focus on anything so my eyes stayed focused onto the floor mat. Little coughs came out as my breathing went haywire. Chuuya bent down in concern and kneeled infront of me.

"Hey you okay?" He asked trying see my face, as it was coverd by my hair.

I looked up at him and tried to talk but I couldn't. Nothing came out. It was like I was reaching out for something that wasn't there. His eyes widened at my actions and appearance. He tried to put his hand on my cheek and I flinch.

He stopped his hand and brought it back to him. No matter how much I tried to calm down, i couldn't. I couldn't focus on anything. I shakily reached my hand out for chuuya and he quickly enveloped me in a hug. Wrapping his arms around me I instantly took in his scent. I could feel the worry radiating off of him. He sat back a sit and let me sit in between his legs.

He stroked my hair and rubbed my back, whispering calming words into my ear.

"Shh, it's okay. I'm right here" He soothed.

My hand cringed onto his shirt and I gripped it. I practically melted into his touch as my body leaned into his. To my surprise I was able to focus now and calm my self down. Though it was hard I struggled to do it. He hugged me tighter and tried his best to calm me down.

I stopped hyperventilating and my breathing slowed. My hands were still shaking but I was able to focus and see properly.

I slowly wrapped my arms around his torso and he gently pulled back a little to see my face. He carefully brought his hand up to my cheek and wiped away some of my tears. I leaned into his hand and he tensed for a second just to relax again.

"You alright" he practically whispered. I nodded in response. Still to afraid to talk I didn't say a word. And I think he noticed that to.

He both just stay like that. He continued to study my features, trying to look for anything he should be worried about. Though his eyes ended up meeting mine and he just smiled. He brought my head forward and place my forehead against his. I quietly heard his say he's canceling training for today. Then he whispered one more thing.

"Let's just stay like this for a while longer..."

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ramne7 · 2 years ago

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First Meeting with Atsushi, Dazai, Chuuya and Ranpo (Part 1)

Soon: Kunikida, Akutagawa, and Ango (Part 2)

killing, explosion, stalking, mention of suicide, foul words, f!reader, fluff scenario

ngl you gotta be so fuckin' unlucky to meet them out of all the ppl u could've meet 💀

ps. this post and the next, next(2nd meeting) r connected obv, so some details will be kind of confusing

AtSUSHI

I'm walking up to one of the stores to buy something. I got in and picked up all the things I needed. There weren't a lot of people inside, but for some reason the moment I stepped inside I felt something is amiss and usually my gut feelings never gets wrong, so I'm confident that something is wrong and I've been trying to observe the surrounding—

“GET DOWN!” I shouted as loud as I can when I saw blinking in the upper corner of the store— just beside the CCTV camera and just like my hunch...

“AH!” A civilian screamed in shock. Something in that corner made an explosion, fortunately people who were left were already running out of the store before it exploded 1/3 of the store.

2 men came running towards the store, they introduced themselves as the Armed Detective Agency with their IDs. Though, to be honest I couldn't care less...

“Can you tell us what happened?” The boy with the er... unique? haircut asked.

“Boi, you have pretty uneven bangs”

“Oh? You thought so too” The boy wasn't offended but looks like he hears this on a daily basis. Though, I shouldn't have pointed that out.

“Oh, sorry I shouldn't have said that. Well, the CCTV camera is still working, it caught exactly what happened, it'd be better to ask the footage instead” They seemed confused.

“I made sure it wouldn't be damaged during the explosion, so that I wouldn't need to be interviewed” They said their appreciations and I said my goodbyes before going out.

OsaMUAH (DUHzai)

“Tell me... What do you know about that guy you're staring at?”

“Fuckin- Can you not talk to strangers such as me??” I got jumpscared by a guy who looked like a mummy... But hot though— priorities, anyways he's been following the guy who I have also been following, since he's the guy in my mission.

“You're with Ango aren't you” He wasn't even asking, that's a statement.

“And you're with ADA” I sighed my most tired one as this one seemed to be the most troublesome according to all the things I've heard about his glorious reputation before and after him joining the peaceful side.

“Look, you're prolly in a mission too about that guy, but my mission here is to gather informations about him, since he's one of our suspect so...” I observed his facial expression and ngl I enjoyed it more than I should've have.

“If you can exchange infos with me, I can let go of that guy for today and forget you ever followed that guy” I assumed he's also on a private matter with that guy and it seemed to be an important one considering it's only him investigating this.

“Hmm~” He gestured a thinking position. He looked at me again after 2 seconds.

“Commit a double suicide with me then it's a deal” Can I punch his pretty face?

“You can die alone” I retorted.

“Such harsh words from someone who's been enjoying herself while looking at my pretty face” I raised my eyebrow and made a disgusted face as a first response to that truthful claim.

“Fine” Was my second response.

ChūyUH

I walked in the elevator and pressed a floor. The elevator opened and I proceeded to go to our agency. Just as I was halfway of opening the door Kunikida spoke;

“Good morning, Y/N. Good timing I have work for you” I gave him my 'really?' face.

“It's not so 'good' morning anymore” I sighed before approaching Ranpo with his requested snacks, Ranpo hugged the paper bag full of calories.

“C'mon, it's just an errand, no serious cases” Supposedly easy tasks are always the dangerous ones and Atsushi can vouch me on that one.

“Yeah, sure” I strolled my way out off the building and walked my way to the location.

I'm supposed to meet a double agent who'll be delivering an important envelope to the agency by the request of the Special Division.

An 'errand' so to say.

I spotted a guy that matches the too detailed description of the double agent, so I started approaching him before a bullet head shot him. I wandered my eyes to locate the culprit and spotted the mafioso.

“Why kill him?” I asked since that guy wasn't even in the Port Mafia.

“Well, it was a request offered with a great sum of reward. Sorry to take your double agent” The last sentence was said sarcastically. He approached the now dead guy and tried looking for something.

“Looking for this?” I smirked while raising my hand with the envelope.

“How—” He tried to get it from me when I suddenly burned the envelope.

“Too bad, it's on Kunikida's table now” I can teleport any matter that I'm currently touching to places I've been.

“You could've saved that double agent if you wanted to, why didn't you?” He asked annoyingly.

“It wasn't in my task”

RUNpo

I spotted the crime scene I'm assigned with. I also spotted the infamous member of ADA. I walked my way closer to the detective.

“I'm from the Special Division, Y/N. I'm only here to collect a certain evidence” He's circling around the dead body like he's looking for something on the body.

“This case is under our agency. You'll have to wait until I close this case” He replied. I sighed mentally as I was hoping to finish this task as quickly as i can.

I waited at a nearby café, since I'm not about to stand under the burning sun for a long period of time.

8 minutes later I ate some of my words.

“You're already done??” I asked the agent who's now in front of me.

“Yeah. Is this the evidence you needed” He handed me the victim's phone.

“Thanks? How'd you know?”

“Buy me those cookies first” I was informed of his obsession to sweets and his amazing deduction skills, but I wasn't expecting him to solve it in less than 10 minutes.

He hugged the paper bag full of sweet pastries.

“You're under the Special Division-Tech. The victim had no other useful belonging with her in the crime scene other than her phone and wallet, you're not wearing any gloves and you chose to not watch over the crime scene in case the evidences get touched or go missing, so you're not here to collect any DNA nor did you need the contents inside the wallet. The phone gave away your position as a tech” He explained before walking away.

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chuuyrr · 3 years ago

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Gojo reader comforting Dazai about what’s underneath his bandages.Or Gojo reader comforting Chuuya about “not being” human,in both scenario’s she is obviously accepting of it no matter how much they doubt it.

upon the tainted sorrow & no longer human — bsd x gojo! reader

masterlist of infinity

╰➤ CW(s): possible spoilers for stormbringer (bsd light novel) and dark era, mentions of suicide and self-harm on dazai's part, and major themes of hurt and fluffy comfort

╰➤ SYNOPSIS: in which your dearly beloved struggles with their inner demons, but you're there to comfort and wholeheartedly accept them no matter what.

╰➤ PAIRING(s): dazai osamu, chuuya nakahara (separately)

before you read: i read from somewhere how dazai and chuuya's abilities kind of talk about each other's past. also, lemme know if this new theme is better than the old one, and if you got the (somewhat) references i put into this.

upon the tainted sorrow — dazai osamu

the reason i love you is you being you, just you.

dazai was an enigma, and he still was. sure, there were many things you didn't know about him, but even without your six eyes, you're no stranger to the mask he wears; the fake smiles, laughter, and his jokes about committing double suicide with you.

although his eyes sparkled and his hands were warm as they held you, they couldn't conceal the emptiness, the black hole embedded in his heart, or the sadness beneath his bandages.

and the thing was, even when you two got together, your boyfriend never really told you much about his past, but you were quick to tell what dazai had been through. after all, the eyes were the window to the soul.

every time he tried to take his breath away, your curiosity and genuine concern grew. although dazai liked to make it light for every failed attempt, it was still heart wrenching for you, and although you never expressed it properly, mostly probably out of fear, you were scared that one day, dazai would become successful and he'd be gone. nonetheless, despite your fear of him, you loved him.

right now, it past midnight. you were supposed to be asleep under the covers with your boyfriend by now, but you were wide awake. you couldn't get your mind off what had just happened. you had just returned from tokyo, specifically from your organization, and were on your way home to your boyfriend's when he attempted again, but this time it was different.

he had gotten a little closer to death's door today, and you can only imagine what lies beneath his bandages as a result. after that, dazai didn't let you see anything. with a smile and a laugh, he simply shrugged it off as another failed attempt. you remembered seeing what was underneath when he got tangled up in the same bandages he was trying to change, and dazai was quiet for the first time.

dazai felt the demons inside his head come after him and flood it with thoughts because of the way you were staring at him with those bare heaven-sent eyes of yours as you changed his bandages and cleaned him up, but if only dazai knew that wasn't the case. you were staring for an entirely different reason.

you simply couldn't find the right words right now. your attention was drawn to what was painting his skin; the sorrow tainting him, and as he became tainted by sorrow, you knew how he languidly lingered on dreams of death.

so there you were, clutching the blanket, staring at the bandages that were still adorning dazai's arms and neck while he was still wearing his pajamas, wondering if you should have said something after you had cleaned and bandaged him up because after that, you two just went to bed in silence, pretending nothing had happened at all.

"[name]?"

when you heard your boyfriend's voice, your eyes widened in surprise. dazai was no longer facing you with his back to you, but had turned around and looked you in the eyes.

"yes?" you asked in a murmur, blinking.

dazai responded, eyes widening, "you're crying."

your cheeks were damped as you reached for your face, and it was only then that you realized your field of vision was also blurry due to the tears welling up in your crystalline blue six eyes.

oh.

"it's nothing," you said calmly, not bothering to wipe your tears away as you closed your eyes, adding a quick lie as a cover up, "just a bad dream, that's all."

"you had been awake all night, belladonna. i highly doubt you were dreaming at all," dazai stated matter-of-factly, running his fingers through your hair, his eyes softening at the sight of you crying quietly.

damnit. of course, your boyfriend is aware. dazai never sleeps, especially not when his demons keep him awake.

you remained silent for a moment, but only until dazai spoke up again, a small frown on his features, "is it because of earlier? if that's the case, i'm sorry.."

you bit your tongue for a second before opening your eyes to gaze into his, a small smile twitching on your lips as you outstretched your hand toward his bandaged arm, "hey, i love you, you know that, right?"

"of course i do, belladonna," dazai chuckled softly, wrapping his free bandaged arm around your waist and pulling you closer to his embrace beneath the covers.

you shook your head, causing him to furrow his brows and let out a confused hum, "huh?"

"i don't just love you, osamu," you clutched his bandaged arm as you buried your face deeper into his warm yet cold embrace, "i love you no matter what; no matter what you have or may have beneath your bandages."

as he held you in his embrace, you felt dazai stiffen and unconsciously squeeze you. your eyes widened slightly as you felt something wet dampen your hair as he buried his face in it, but you kept going.

"you don't have to be honest with me all the time, but I just want you to know that I'll be here," you continued, smiling to yourself.

"tell me, [name]," dazai's voice was shaky and incredibly soft, almost like a whisper, but desperate and longing, "why do you stay?"

"because i want to, osamu. i want to be with you, always," you drew back just enough to face him, gently taking his hand and cupping your own face, "and i accept everything that makes you who you are—i love you."

"no matter what, [name]?" dazai asked softly, pressing his forehead against yours and closing his eyes, "do you really mean that?"

"it's a promise, osamu," you leaned your forehead against his, closing your eyes, but not before turning your head to kiss his wrist, pressing your lips against his bandages.

your face was squished by his larger hand as he pulled it away from your lips, and the next thing you knew, you and dazai were laughing ever so sortly, with him kissing your face as he held you tightly. that night, the stars shone brighter.

no longer human — nakahara chuuya

your beauty never ever scared me

you and chuuya had something in common: you were both cursed in some way. you both had something that made you not quite human. so, knowing how you had your own demons, you weren't a stranger to the ones your boyfriend was dealing with.

it didn't take long in your relationship with him to discover that he was a vessel for a god named arahabaki, and that this fact caused him to question his humanity.

chuuya, in fact, never hid anything from you and was very open about it, especially when he discovered your six eyes and blood-relationship to sugawara michizane because you two shared a kind of inhumanity in a way. he did feel less lonely as a result of it.

even so, it was a constant struggle for chuuya, especially when he had to use corruption, the very manifestation of his ability and the god for whom he serves as a vessel, arahabaki. despite the fact that chuuya has no reason to be afraid of you getting hurt because your limitless ability always protects you, he can't help but be afraid of him hurting you and making you fear of him.

but most of all, the feeling of not being human; of not being qualified as a human, of being a disgrace, that washes over chuuya after corruption always gets him, and it's a horrible, horrible feeling.

you had just returned home to the penthouse you shared with chuuya when you decided to relocate to yokohama despite the fact that your work was in tokyo. it was a little late, considering it was already past three a.m. you stepped inside the dimly lit environment, exhausted as you removed your heeled boots.

you were on your way to the kitchen to grab a snack or two before washing up and joining chuuya under the covers in bed to finally get some sleep when you noticed him on the balcony.

you immediately changed your path and went towards him, where you saw him leaning against the glass railing, eyes seemingly vacant as he held a cigarette between his fingers and puffed out some smoke.

you were familiar with that expression, and if there was another thing you knew about chuuya, it was his penchant for smoking when he was upset. even if you weren't the type to drink or smoke, you didn't mind his vices. in fact, you were more concerned with chuuya himself personally.

"still awake?" you swallowed and cleared your throat. your voice was able to drag him back to reality.

chuuya turned to face you, his eyes widening in surprise as he noticed you standing right beside him, now leaning against the railing. you smiled at him, relieved to see him return to you in some way, and said softly, "hi, darling."

"couldn't sleep," chuuya sighed before putting out his cigarette. normally, he'd embrace you and smother you in kisses and affection, but he couldn't hold you or even touch you right now.

"chuuya?" you asked softly, gently removing your blindfold to reveal your six eyes to him.

"such nice things as a heart don't suit me..." said chuuya, staring at you with a lost, despondent gaze. your gaze was drawn to his trembling gloved hands.

you approached him, taking his hands in yours gently. to comfort him, you entwined your hands with his and rubbed circles on his knuckles. chuuya's breaths paused, but you continued your actions, this time removing his gloves, causing his eyes to widen slightly as they met yours.

"you once told me that these gloves give you a sense of restraint, a sense of attachment to the life you live—i could say the same thing," you chuckled softly, "i have to cover my six eyes to stay human."

while the gloves are for chuuya, wearing a blindfold or even sunglasses gives you a sense of restraint. when it came the two of you, it meant only one thing: you and chuuya were no longer enjoying the rush of a battle the moment you unveiled yourselves, and you two genuinely needed to defend yourselves. in other words, because you two are attached to your life.

"but to say such things as a heart don't suit you? i don't think so," you shook your head, gently pressing your lips against his knuckles.

"i'm not human, [name], and i never will be..." chuuya found himself unconsciously gripping your hands as he closed his eyes.

"i'm not human either, not with these six eyes and limitless, but we can always try, chuuya," you elicited a surprised look from him as he found himself relaxing as he heard your words.

"we can still be human together, even if we're both cursed with our blessings," you watched him lift his head, staring into your heaven-sent eyes that were giving him so much light and hope, "our blessings are not our fault."

chuuya's lips trembled as he shook his head, "but i'm not like you.. i can still hurt you. i can't be human even if i try, [name].."

"i'm not afraid of you or what you possess, and i never will be, chuuya," you exclaimed, releasing his hands and placing both of yours on each side of his face, gently cupping it, "and i will always love and accept you for who you are."

you leaned forward and pressed your lips against his, tasting the minty tobacco that was encapsulated by his lips and tongue. chuuya's arms snaked around you, tightening around you and deepening the kiss. as chuuya pressed his forehead against yours, the two of you drew back just enough to catch your breaths.

you closed your eyes, chuuya's lips grazing into a genuine smile as you softly giggled,

"your beauty never ever scared me, chuuya."

[ author's notes — i don't usually write anything at the end of my works, but i just wanna say, thank you for reading until the very end of this post! i know i haven't been consistently updating, and i'm sorry for that. school's being a pain in the ass and i've been stressed out lately that i haven't been able to write anything. so much has been going on from finals works, incoming college entrance exams and research proposal defense and needing to review harder at the same time as resulted into me sleeping late only to wake up and attend class and tire myself again :P it sucks so much that i'm just gaslighting myself that i'm actually getting enough sleep and doing great. sigh. so, if you're still here, sticking around, still reading my works, thank you. just thank you <3 ]

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nataliaphantomhivesblog · 4 years ago

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Newsflash: Dazai cares for Chuuya

Before reading any further, I will be talking about stormbringer, so spoilers ahead!! Translation credits go out to: @popopretty on tumblr, make sure to give this kind human some love and appreciation<3

Also if you want to read the first few chapters of stormbringer: @buraihatranslations is currently translating it, give them much love and appreciation as well, they deserve it!!

Honestly, I have been so obsessed with Soukoku lately and I think the reason behind this is because when it comes to Soukoku, their feelings for each other are not as easy to grasp as love or hate, it is much more profound than that. There is care, hurt, trust, resentment, companionship, bitterness, and consideration...And ironically enough, thats just the tip of the iceberg.

If we break down their individual feelings towards each other, it will be easier to understand their bond.

On Chuuya's end, his feelings are much more clear due to his expressive personality. He wears his emotions on his sleeves, he can try and hide what he feels towards Dazai but his true feelings tend to unravel easily.

He sometimes tries to mask his feelings towards Dazai by throwing insults, but his facial expressions are enough to contradict what he is saying.

Chuuya's feelings towards Dazai can be easier to comprehend. He obviously feels this certain betrayal due to the fact Dazai left the Port Mafia. Not to mention, he and Dazai have always had a rivalry relationship.

In the Soukoku wiki page, it is stated that Chuuya is aware of Dazai not experiencing a proper childhood, therefore allows him to act as childish as he can and lets him tease him relentlessly. I don't know how reliable this source is, but either way I think its worthy enough to add.

In the Dragon head conflict when Dazai was out of sight, Chuuya told Mori to forget about Dazai. That was until Hirotsu mentioned a microscope, Chuuya quickly realizes it was code language because he remembered a previous conversation where Dazai says he needs a microscope to be able to see Chuuya properly.

The moment he figured out it was a tracker, Chuuya did not hesitate to jump in and rescue Dazai. But here is the catch: No one but Chuuya knew about the microscope, if Chuuya really didn't care for Dazai he wouldn't have mentioned the microscope and kept all this under wraps, leaving Dazai in a mess.

Chuuya trusts Dazai with his life. He never hesitates to leave his life on Dazai's hands when it has to come to it. Chuuya and Dazai have known each other for years, for Chuuya to be able to trust Dazai that much is because Dazai also cares for him too, right?

The answer here is yes, Dazai cares for Chuuya. In a superficial level, it doesn't seem like Dazai truly cares, but I can assure you that he does care for him. Weather you like to think of his care in a platonic or romantic manner, the care Dazai has for Chuuya is undeniable and extremely significant for Dazai's character.

I think that stormbringer establishes this idea even further. There is one specific moment in this light novel that shows his genuine concern towards Chuuya's well being:

"There is one problem." Dazai cut off his sentence hesitantly. "It has nothing to do with the sucess rate of the plan. It is a matter we have to overcome in the end but... It may require some time to decide."

"What's with you?" Chuuya raised his eyebrows at Dazai. "Stop dramatizing it. Just hurry up and say it."

"I said earlier about this control spell to open the 'gate' that is used to reset the command inside Chuuya, right?" Dazai spoke with a strangely restrained voice. "If we use that, the logs of the command formula that were written in the past will be erased. That means...even if the memory erasure was used on Chuuya in the past, the traces of that will be erased as well."

"What?"

"I told you before right, the memory erasure command. The only way we can confirm if Chuuya is human or not is to check the history to see if the memory erasure command was ever used. It means..." Dazai looked at Chuuya with eyes that he had never looked at him before. Those eyes were serious. "If we use that control spell, the method to confirm if Chuuya is an artificial personality created by a string of code, or just a normal human being, will be lost. For good."

The time had stopped.

Chuuya opened his eyes and looked towards Dazai but his eyes were not seeing anything. The wind blew between the two of them. Even so, Chuuya did not blink.

"Verlaine became like that because he was tormented by the curse that he was not human. That only is enough of a big problem. The matter of being human or not." Dazai looked at his pocket watch, gave it a glance and continued. "I can delay the time until the plan starts for about two minutes. I will send an order for my men to wait... You can think about it alone for a while. Cuz I guess its hard for you to collect your thoughts with me around."

Having said so, Dazai turned away and walked down the stairs, leaving Chuuya alone.

Dazai fixated in his pocket watch. Two more minutes. Too short for a life decision. But he couldn't afford more than that.

Inside Dazai's head, he was planning a procedure to swith to an alternative plan in case Chuuya refused, at a tremendous speed.

This section in stormbringer is personally one of my favorites, this is a very rare moment between both of them, but especially for Dazai. Like I stated earlier Chuuya wears his emotions on his sleeves, therefore even if he tries to mask his care with insults, its still painfully noticable that he genuienly looks after Dazai. Chuuya also sometimes show a vulnerable side of himself to Dazai, especially after using corruption.

Dazai on the other hand is extremely unreadable. Its hard to understand his true intentions and if he really cares for people or only sees them as a pawn. In this moment though, Dazai was being painfully genuine. Dazai literally prioritized Chuuya over the mission. He was already thinking of coming up with an alternative plan just in case Chuuya refused, obviously the sucess rate of the alternative plan would be lesser than the actual plan Dazai had in mind, he choose Chuuya's wellbeing over a mission.

In this section, Dazai wasn't throwing jokes or witty remarks, he was being serious. Because Dazai knows how desperately Chuuya wants to be human. He knows how important being human is to Chuuya.

Dazai wasn't manipulating Chuuya by giving him the chance to decide, we can see that Dazai was literally showing a lot of hesitation when mentioning this to him, we also get to see what Dazai was thinking, and we can tell he wasn't thinking about manipulative his movements in any way. All of this wasn't coming out of manipulation, it was coming out of pure care.

After six steps, Dazai reached the stair. He stepped on the stair and started walking down. Three steps down the stair, he heard a *clang*, a cool sound of metal echoing behind him. It sounded like the metal was kicked by the sole of someones shoes. The moment Dazai realized what the sound was, Dazai turned around in surprise.

There was already no one at the top.

Dazai was dazed for a moment, then he loosened his lips and laughed.

"Trying to act cool, huh?" Dazai smiled, both annoyed and relieved. Then he turned on his radio and sent out his order. "Chuuya has sallied, everyone get ready for battle."

I personally love this part so much, relief washed over Dazai the moment he noticed that Chuuya was going to go through with the first plan, which proves my point that he wasn't manipulating him and how Dazai was under a lot of stress because he wasn't sure if the alternative plan would be as effective as his original one.

Yet he still was willing to go through the alternative plan if Chuuya refused, because Dazai values him and regards his wellbeing.

Dazai was being surprisingly gentle in this section, he was being honest. There was no ulterior motive behind his actions here, just a boy looking after his partner.

"So i'm going to send an order to my men to prepare for action... Is that okay?"

"Of course it's okay." Chuuya turned to Dazai. "Why are you asking me such a thing?"

Dazai didn't answer right away.

That was an unusual expression. It's like he was trying to say something, but he had to arrange the words in his head to decide where he should start. An expression he rarely shows.

This was right before Dazai drops the bomb to Chuuya about the memory erasure command. He was even asking for Chuuya's opinion on sending his men to get ready, this was the first time Dazai ever showed actual concern without masking it with witty remarks. You can tell that Chuuya isn't used to this.

And when you think about it, when Dazai and Chuuya have missions together, Dazai always uses corruption as a last resort and he always allows Chuuya to make the decision if they will be using it or not.

I personally belive that the main reason Chuuya trusts Dazai with using corruption is because The Sheep used to exploit his powers too much, but Dazai leaves the decision to use corruption up to Chuuya. Dazai understands the physical and mental toll corruption takes on Chuuya and therefore leaves the choice up to him.

Theres another section in stormbringer that I really enjoy, it doesn't necessairly show solicitude but I still think this should still be taken into consideration:

"You seem pretty confident that Chuuya is human, don't you?"

"I am," Dazai laughed with a sigh. "There is no way a man-made code could create such a personality that I detest so much."

Throughout the whole story, Dazai is more than determined that Chuuya is human. The main reason Dazai finds Chuuya so intresting is because of how frighteningly human Chuuya can be, because of the fact that he always wears his emotions on his sleeves, something Dazai rarely does himself. Thats personally a nice sentiment from Dazai's end, even when Chuuya struggles completely when it comes to believing in his own humanity, Dazai still can't help but see him as a human being.

Also I am aware that Dazai literally said he detests Chuuya here but he also sighed and laughed while stating this, showing us that he isn't being serious about hating him.

And its not only in stormbringer were he shows his concern towards Chuuya. In fact, in this following manga pannel Dazai is telling Chuuya that if he is willing to listen him, he will stage his own escape so that Chuuya doesn't get punnished.

Honestly, if Dazai didn't care enough for Chuuya, he wouldn't have mentioned this to him. Chuuya didn't care enough to realize that he literally unwillingly freed Dazai which would get the pm mad at him, so the fact that Dazai is literally helping him out is no doubt out of care for him. If Dazai didn't have any regard for Chuuya he would've not staged his escape or mentioned anything to Chuuya, eventually incriminating him.

There are many misconceptions when it comes to Dazai's feelings towards Chuuya, people think that he doesn't care for him due to the fact that he left the Port Mafia, leaving Chuuya behind. But heres the thing: Dazai's intentions had nothing to do with Chuuya. He left the organization for his own good, he left it to fullfill Oda's wish.

"If Dazai cared for Chuuya then why didn't he take Chuuya with him?" the reason is simple, he knows how much the PM means to Chuuya. In stormbringer it is shown that Chuuya feels as if his humanity is attached to the people he is loyal to, in this case its the port mafia. Verlaine wanted to get rid of the pm because he believed that the pm is what kept Chuuya's humanity, eventually making Chuuya believe that he is only human if he stays loyal to the pm. Dazai knows this. Thats exactly why he didn't take Chuuya with him or even explains to Chuuya why he left, he knows it would be selfish to basically rip Chuuya's sense of humanity apart.

I have a feeling that if Dazai told Chuuya about the real reason he left the Port Mafia, Chuuya will not only feel conflicted about being in the pm, but he would also have an inner conflict with himself as a human.

People also think Dazai may not really care for him because of the fact that after the fight against Lovecraft he actualy deserted him, maybe that part was truly just supposed to be seen as simple humor, but either way I want to talk about it. Chuuya's only request to Dazai was to take him back to base safe, so why did Dazai leave Chuuya behind?

I mean he has carried Chuuya back to saftey before with no problem, for example in stormbringer when Chuuya uses corruption for the first time Dazai carries him back to the billiards bar and not to the mafia’s base so that he could say goodbye to his passing friends.

The reson behind this is because Mori needs to know that unlike Dazai, Chuuya is absolutely loyal to him. Leaving Chuuya the way he did will make Mori believe that these two really are at each others throats and that Dazai is insignificant to Chuuya. Making it seem that for Chuuya, the mafia comes first before anything else.

Therefore Dazai established Chuuya's saftey within the mafia since not only does Mori want these two to be hostile with each other, he doesn't want Chuuya to eventually turn against him if he truly found out more about Dazai's true reason of departure. Then again, this isn't canon but it is a logical assumption.

Not to mention that although Dazai did leave him behind, he folded Chuuya's coat and hat before taking his leave. There is also an an extra chapter where Ozaki Kouyou was talking with Chuuya but when he left he forgot his coat, which made Kouyou came across the coat; where she noticed a badge sewed inside saying "Name: Hatrack", she smiled fondly thinking to herself that some things just never change, in this case, Dazai and Chuuya's bond.

Dazai literally took his time to sew this into his coat just to tease him, it was a simple gesture but it shows us how their dynamic will never change. No matter what these two go through, they will always share a bond that consists on teasing, trust and underlying care.

All of this actually makes that theory of Dazai planting a bomb under Chuuya's car for the sole reason that the PM doesn't find Chuuya as an acomplice who aided Dazai on his escape much more feasable.

For Dazai to just plant a bomb under Chuuya's car with no motive makes no sense because if Dazai's true intentions were to simply mess with Chuuya, he would've most likely made it clear at that time. Dazai always has an underlying motive behind his actions, and in this case it is very likely that he did that for Chuuya's sake.

Don't get me wrong, I am aware that the bomb incident could've just been a comedic moment and I shouldn't look too much into it, but there is still a posibility, right?

These two hold so much trust and care for one another, yet they also hold a lot of bitterness and resentment. In the end the good aspects of their dynamic outweighs the bad.

Either you see these two in a platonic or romantic way, you can't tell me that their bond isn't significant.

Thank you so much for reading!! I wanted to talk about this for a while because I feel like people misinterpret Dazai's feelings towards Chuuya a lot so I hope this clears up things a bit<3

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