#dean castiel

[wickedwitchofthesouth]

I am still thinking about Castiel walking out on Dean during the divorce arc... After he apologized, after he held his tounge because I fucking know cas would have had some shit to say after Dean got Jack killed (and yes he did. nothing will ever change my mind on that)

But mostly I'm thinking about what was going through castiels head when he left. What emotions was he feeling? I'm sure he was sad, devastated even. But I wonder if he felt some tiny, distant, and undoubtedly dreadful inkling of relief at the thought of never seeing Dean again. Not because he was angry with Dean (which he had every right to be) but because not seeing Dean would have meant that he wouldn't be able to achieve true happiness

And not achieving true happiness at that point would have meant the empty leaving him alone, which would have in turn meant getting to live longer.

It would have meant getting to feel Dean's presence on earth for longer. It would have meant getting to admire humanity for longer. It would have meant getting to love Dean for longer

Even if it meant he would have only loved him from a far, Cas would be okay with that. He wouldn't be happy but atleast he'd be alive

Because god, at least he could still love him.

Maybe Cas left because he didn't want to be forgiven. Maybe he knew that forgiveness would leave him crawling back for more.

And the deal he'd made had bound his wrists in chains that read "more is less"

[babygirldilf]

My favorite thing is knowing team free will 2.0 live in a warm, cozy and happy home filled with love, laughter and peace. They celebrate birthdays and eat dinners and dean cooks and cas burns the kitchen trying to cook. They take miracle out on walks and sam gets to have a dog again. Jack makes friends and tells them all about his two dads and his uncle sam and aunt eileen. Jack and claire make cas a "best celestial dad" t-shirt and he wears it all the time around the house, including dean's Zeppelin shirts. Dean blushes constantly. They have all the fluff and warmth and love. They make popcorn and watch movies in the dean cave. They invite claire and jody and everyone over at least once a month. Charlie visits for movie marathons and takes dean to fantasy conventions. They live fully and are whole heartedly content, not because they "earned it", but because everyone deserve this. Everyone deserve a home. And finally, they got it.

[sammyshuntingbuddy]

god i hope no one made this already 😭

[intruding-stranger-universe]

goodness i just spent the last 2 hours watching these 2 video essays without skipping any part which is huge for my easily distracted ass.

go watch them (if you haven't already . YES. I know the videos are 3 years old)

[trenchcoathunnybee08]

You ever just wake up and know without a shadow of a doubt that you’re going to start obsessing over Destiel again. Every time I think I’ve made it past them I find myself being dragged back and end up witnessing this Greek tragedy again. I never asked for this but here I am. Deep in the trenches with the rest of you and I’ve tried to leave but I can’t. Not when my boys haven’t gotten their happy ending yet. I can’t move on till they are happy and that is my curse to bear.

[barchiefangirl]

„I wondered what it could be…what my true happiness could even look like“ watch full video on YouTube 🎬

[castielcodedd]

I had to

I was making friendship bracelets

And couldn't NOT.

[catboyrichardkarinsky]

I've never watched a single episode of spn but I've been thinking about the implications of being stuck inside a meme

[uh-ohspaghettio]

Pornbots are so annoying like I’m not gonna fall for this I’m not an idiot I know sex isn’t real and its just something made up for destiel fanfiction

[threefuckencrowsinatrenchcoat]

Myself included tbh

[molt3ngold]

[babygirldilf]

nothing brings me more joy than dean hugging miracle. just a little fyi as we speak dean is making pancakes at his and cas' home kitchen while cas hugs miracle himself. jack is telling them about what he has planned for today. apparently, he's meeting up with claire and kaia. life is good.

[sammyshuntingbuddy]

look at his eyes going for cas' tits 😭

[inlovewhithafairytale]

Hello my dear people. Since i am delusional and have the constant need to add myself up in all the tv shows I watch. I am going to start making short pov's with Winchester sister reader along with a short imagine since season1ep1. If you all have any ideas or some requests they are open.💜💜💜

[intruding-stranger-universe]

I have this weird urge to read a destiel fic which hasn't been updated since 2014. Should I give into this temptation despite knowing better or make another decision which will keep me up at night for years to come.