#death note angst

[luvvsoft]

ᰔᩚ female character x female!reader, angst, one-sided pining, gender envy(?), implied relationships, friends to strangers, wishing you were someone you aren’t

word count: 285

You saw how she looked at him, and it crushed you. It crushed you to think that it would have been you if only you were also a guy. It crushed you to think that maybe, in another universe, you would have had a chance. But not in this universe.

This universe was cruel, unforgiving. It didn’t care for what you wanted, not at all. You wished that this universe would grant your wish of being him. Maybe then, you would have been able to call her yours.

Maybe, if you were a little bit rougher around the edges. If you lacked the softness you had. If you weren’t so carefree and happy. If you treated her as if she meant nothing to you, but you both secretly knew she did. If you were just a guy.

So many thoughts swirled around your head, so many maybes, so many possibilities. Would she have loved you if you were him?

You didn’t just want to be friends, you wanted more. You were greedy when it came to her, only wishing for what you could never have. You wished she would have found it within herself to love you as deeply as she loved him.

In another lifetime, she would be the one sitting in your lap. You would be the one sweetly caressing her face, watching as she leans into your embrace. You would be the one getting her smug looks and comforting words.

In another lifetime, she’d be yours while he wished he was you; just not in this one.

[hey-dont-touch-that]

You know I’d really like think that despite all of Light’s flaws and manipulation and over all toxicity that he wouldn’t criticize L for his autistic traits and characteristics. And that L feels comfortable enough to show them around Light good and bad. I like to think that Light would research everything he can to try and better understand where L is coming from. Very quickly he finds himself advocating for his friend and when something happens Light takes matters into his own hands and tells the task force that he’ll be okay, he just needs to be alone.

Just imagine L who doesn’t give one shit about what people think about him and who randomly says “I’m too autistic for this.” With Light who also doesn’t give a shit and will kill anyone who tries to say anything.

They’d be unstoppable

[jomamaofficial]

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[er4tous]

hi! can i request anything angsty/comfort with mello? maybe like mello and reader get into a heated fight and afterwards mello just comforts reader <3

'Till death do us part.' Mello (death note) x GN reader (this takes place around the time of mellos first acquisition of the death note)

“Please mello! Just…understand! I dont want  you hurting yourself or even..worse over some stupid killer!”

You pleaded, this has been going on for a while now.

Mello and you met up in America, three years ago and a beautiful and sweet love blossomed between you two, before he became obsessed with trying to capture ‘kira’ and get the death note, you were supportive of course, as all would be…but you haven't realized how dangerous it truly was until you saw how kira impacted the world.

“We have a plan! Just don’t get in the way and you’ll be fine” he says matter of factly, not knowing this was NOT the reason why you were freaking out.

“Dear. i…care about you, what if something goes wrong?” you hold back tears as you cup his face and make him look at you “I can’t bear losing you,.. You know what happened with L after he got too ambitious” you cried out.

His face softens, but quickly goes back to being annoyed, “I cant have you messing up our plan just because you wanted to get in the way” he swats away your hands and walks out of the room but not before adding “Just remember to not get in the way of the plan.”

With Mello focused on the plan and you being heartbroken, both of you haven’t talked to each other for a few months. He stayed in a hidden place somewhere while he worked with the mafioso for the plan. But as soon as the news reached you that he had successfully gotten the death note, you started to doubt yourself “Maybe…i really was just in his way after all” you cried, having been curled up in your bed for a long time and doubting yourself, even your relationship “He deserves someone better than me.” Your brain tells you, and in a moment of weakness you cower, ‘Yes…he does…’ You didn’t hear the front door swing open as Mello walks in, heading straight to the bedroom “My sweet, im home” you heard his typical singsong voice, hes in a good mood? But…you thought…nevermind. The door to your bedroom swings open as he struts in, before pausing once he sees the state you’re in “...My dear” he immediately rushes forward to give you a much needed hug after the months you’ve been away from each other. You looked up at him with teary eyes and buried your face in his chest “Im so glad you’re okay” you managed to get out between sobs.

Mello shushes you and starts stroking your back, comforting you “I’m sorry dearest, im back now…the plan went well” he reassures, before kissing the top of your head “You have nothing to worry about, i’m back.” he soothes. Mello will never let harm come to you, but he will have to survive to make sure of that, so you’re stuck with him, for eternity.

a/n: hi omg im so sorry i took long to get this ready ;-; but i hope you like it!

[dantemisan]

Death to an unfinished melody..

Pairing: Near x FEM!Reader.

Genre: Angst.

Warnings: The Readers death, perhaps a creepy and clear description of the corpse, in any case, sorry =(

Word count: idk.

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Near never thought that Kira would get to you.

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He did too much for that to happen.

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Emergency security for you, 3 names and request to stay in the building with him, very rarely going out in front of people. You didn't mind, but you didn't expect him to do so much to save your life. He loved you.

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Looking up from the various toys in the main room, which was also his office, Near walked through the many corridors in the large headquarters building. Suddenly quiet notes from a recently bought piano for you pierce your ears, his eyes widened slightly and he went to the sound of this melody

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Near walked 2 more corridors before slowly leaning against the opening to the great hall, from which came a skillful melody.

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The ringing song of the piano reverberated throughout the large room, each note coming out of the strings inside the large instrument as your long and graceful fingers ran over the white and black buttons.

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Near looks at you: you were wearing a white, long dress, your hair was braided in a low, lazy ponytail, the strands of which could easily come out with any hard movement, and your head slowly and gently goes to the rhythm of the melody.

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You don't immediately notice Near's presence, your eyes were softly closed, concentrating on the piano. Near listens to the quiet and calm melody surging from the depths of the instrument, his eyes slowly closing, trying to blend in with the notes of the instrument that you are producing. every minute he enjoys your piano playing talent more and more, almost falling asleep to the gentle melody....

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Suddenly the melody stops. Near quickly opens her eyes, his gray eyes rushing towards your silhouette on the high chair: Seeing you clutching your heart, clutching the white fabric of your dress around you and trying to suck some air into your lungs, Near quickly rushes to your figure. Your body falls towards the piano, and your head on his keys: 7 sharp and ringing notes dig deep into nate's ears as he almost reaches your silhouette. He clutches at his ears, trying to get rid of the uncomfortable ringing in his head, a quiet "oh!" escapes from his lips.

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Your dead but still warm body is now resting on the piano: Your shoulders are slumped, your right hand is hanging in the air while the other is in your lap. Your eyes no longer express any emotion, except for the unexpected pain that pierced your young heart. A couple of strands that escaped from that simple ponytail in the course of a heart attack now lie luxuriantly on your exhausted face. Those (E/C) orbits, looking so dim now. Your soft and plump lips are slightly parted from the outgoing shock, and the color of your skin is now pale. You died.

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Realizing this, Near slowly walked towards you, there was no emotion on his face, only his eyebrows were slightly furrowed, maybe even saddened. Now, standing over your fallen body, Near understood that he must take revenge on Kira at any cost, you will never see each other again.

[white-poppie]

Baby, I am scared!

Content warning: blood, crying(a lot of it), death, imprisonment, miscommunication (Teratophilia?), over-drinking of blood (is that a thing?), Dub-con (not nsfw however.) Genre: SUPERNATURAL! AU: The characters as mystical creatures (multi), ANGST

🎶 : "As the hours pass, I will let you know. That I need to ask; before I'm alone." --After Dark, Mr Kitty

His heart ached for you, to have fallen for such a pitiful creature, but alas! Mortals rarely ever know, how to contain their desires.

He could never be by your side, you knew that! Why are you crying in front of him then?

The fat tears that rolled down your face, almost made him reach out and comfort you, but he stayed, as still as a statue.

"I am bound to this place," he said, "you know I cannot leave. Find someone well, someone human,"

His last words made you flinch. His stoniness broke when he saw your response. His monstrously, huge hands reached out to caress your face.

You closed your eyes to devour the feeling--nothing pricked your skin. You carefully opened your eyes and as soon as you did, you wished you hadn't, an echoing wail left your throat piercing through the walls like the cupid's arrow.

The first rays of the sun had turned him back to stone.--the way it was supposed to be.

(Megumi, Hawks, Aizawa, Illumi, Near, Iwaizumi, Bokuto Mattsun, Makoto, Shinichiro, Muto, Kisaki, Kakucho, Wakasa, Shion, Takeomi) As a GARGOYLE

🎶 : "I don't want to be afraid, the deeper that I go, It takes my breath away."--House of Memories by Panic at Disco

"You have to run, you have to go!" He shouted, his voice reverberating beautifully across the walls of the cave, you were entranced, even when he wasn't using his magic.

"They'll take you hostage if they ever see a human with my kind!."

His blue tail glimmered under the faint moonlight, scales shining like pearls deep under the sea. He was the sea. He was ancient and he was the last of his kind.

"Go," he yelled ever so melodiously, "run before the catch, you and never come back!"

"I can't- I love you!" you screamed.

"I don't!" he growled, eyes turning green as you fell away from the water source, "leave Y/N, don't make me use my powers on you."

"You wouldn't- you promised," your voice cracked as you pleaded.

"Promises are mere words when you are few of the last of species," he shrugged, "Besides, I am not doing this for anything, as baseless as feelings, I just pity you, I am stronger than all the men in your town combines, I'll escape, but no way, I'll help you if you get trapped."

"You...are a monster!" you cried out, stumbling away from the rocks.

A monster, huh? He could live with that. The faint shouting of the pirates was audible clearly, maybe if he submitted himself, they would be kinder, gentler, nicer...less monster-like.

He laughed tearfully, staring at the moon. Humans are truly the real monsters.

(Gojo, Getou, Bakugo, Kurapika, Oikawa, Kageyama, Izana, Mitsuya) as a SIREN

🎶 : "And God knows, I'm not dying but I bleed now, and God knows, it's the only way to heal now."--My Blood, Ellie Goulding

"I am gonna kill you, I am gon' fucking kill you, I can't do this!" he rasped, but the desire in his voice and quiver in his eyes was fixated on your neck.

You pitied him, he had been resisting for so long. He was hungry and tired. The sleeplessness in his drooping eyes and weakness in his flail arms clearly showed it.

"It's okay, you can drink a little, I'll tell you when to stop," you whispered.

His eyes lit up a little, yet he was cautious," really?"

You pulled down your top a little to expose your collarbone, "I trust you."

As soon as the statement left your lips, he was plunging his fangs into your flesh, he groaned in delight at how sweet you tasted, energy coming back to him and his ears rang with a carnal desire: more.

At first, it felt like a mosquito bite, painless, but slowly your body started to feel cold. Pins and needles accompanied the feeling of helplessness and your voice died in your throat. You patted his back to warn him about the blood loss, but he was too drowned in ecstasy to care.

Black spots danced in your vision as you whispered again to stop until you fell limp in his arms.

His eyes snapped open as he wiped the blood off his chin, his impotent sobs echoing through the walls of the cathedral. After that he made sure to get you to a medic.

That was the last you will see of him. Hundreds of years have passed and yet every time he drinks blood from a passerby, he is reminded of your cold body. Who knew a blood-sucking freak like him could bleed in pain?

(Yuuji, Nanami, Mikey, Chifuyu, Daichi, Tsukishima, Kenma, Izuku, Denki, Kirishima, L, Hanma) As a VAMPIRE

🎶 : "Who's that I see walkin' in these woods? Why it's Little Red Riding Hood"--Lil' red riding hood by Sam The Sham & The Pharaohs

You had no idea how, but you had tamed the big, bad wolf. But tonight he wasn't acting obedient.

"Yeah? You are gonna kill me? Put a silver bullet through my heart, make it quick!" he growled, his already large form, looking ginormous as you shrank in fear. What had irked him? Only the heavens knew.

"I-I wouldn't dare," you squeaked, your voice betraying you.

"Oh, please, I heard your little first talk about our kind, and you didn't disagree," he laughed, betrayed.

Your eyes widened as you remembered your loud-mouthed friend spewing nonsense that you were ignoring, "I wasn't-."

"I bet after I left you must have said something like, 'Oh how someone like them? The transformation, the primal drive, the bestiality? If I could kill them, I would!"

"I would never, I love you! I wasn't even listening to her!" you shouted angrily.

"Spare the explanations," he shouted, "I had trusted a human once, I was foolish to trust again." You knew the scar on his hand was a reminder of his distrust towards humans, and yet you pursued him, when he finally opened up to you, the house of cards came toppling down.

His intent was murderous so the best decision was to crawl away.

He regretted it. He wished he hadn't let his fears control him--maybe you wouldn't have been named a witch by your townsfolk. On that day you were there to tell him about how your friend had seen you with him and how the church knew.

Your silent cry of life was never heard. All you wanted to do was to live...

( Toji, Baji, Kazutora, Shion, Draken, Kuroo, Akashi, Chrollo, Mello ) As a WEREWOLF

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[plinfaaa]

Matt x Mello Angst Headcanons

They keep me alive rn. Also I am angst filled so lots of angst

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cw: fruit salad, mentions of self harm, mentions of cigarettes and drugs, overall, probably very depressing

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Both are obviously not mentally stable. The time in Whammy's house, Mellos hatred to Near, Matt's sepration from Mello and the Kira case. This just fucked both.

Mello sometimes will sit hours and hours at night on the couch and think about his life. How he ended in this state, how he could end so low. It drives him crazy to the point he doesn't accept Matt's comfort.

Matt cuts, Mello cleans and bandages them. Afterwards he holds him for a while without any of them talking to each other,

They cry in each others arms. Both know damn well how bad they're doing sometimes and always provide the other the warmth of their arms,

Matt had terrible nightmares and Mello always sings him lullaby's in his mother language (I hc Mello as Slavic. So it's probably Russian, I am bad with stuff like that- sorry)

When Mello had nightmares Matt always hums the same lullaby's since he can't speak the language. Or he sings something in polish (I hc him as polish for some reason)

Connected to the previous two, both find comfort in music and each other voice,

Since I hc Matt as trans, he sometimes gets really dysphoric and will just cry. Mello holds him and tells him what a handsome man he is.

Matt had a time he didn't only smoke but also do harder drugs. it wasn't difficult to get them due to Mellos contacts.

Mello also did drugs, stopped before it got to fatal and then helped Matt to quit harder stuff than nicotine or weed.

If one of them doesn't sleep, the other doesn't too. They will just sit with each other, cuddled under some blanket. Either in silence, watching a movie or Mello watching Matt play video games.

Small special to make you less depressed:

Mello tried to get Matt to quit cigs. Obviously it didn't work but he reduced his smoking by banning him from kisses if he smoked up to 2 hours before.

Somehow they always end up kinda fine. Both are mentally ill but they like to say "nothing a kiss can't fix"

Both have unhealthy habits and ways to live; both make their life healthier with each other

[gojoandtojisleftnut]

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Pairing: L Lawliet x female reader

Genre: angst

A/n & possible tw: I love him. That’s all. (Spoilers). The girl name given has a meaning behind it. -> fem!reader, crying, death, pregnancy.

Bare feet walk through the hallway. The leg of his blue jeans scrape against the gray carpet. Gentle strides guide him towards your bedroom door.

He opens the door quietly revealing your sleeping figure. Black tank top showcasing your shoulder blades, gray sheets draped over your thighs, giving him a peek of your black underwear.

He comes over to you ever so quietly stepping on to the bed, walking towards you and eventually sitting down in his signature pose. You look so peaceful sleeping. But he knows he’s probably got a few days left.

The rain is pouring outside. He knows it makes you sleep easier. A small tear escapes his tired eyes falling next to your arm. L rarely expresses his feelings. It was something you had to get used to and learn how to cope with. But you did help him express himself a bit more over time.

You start to stir in you sleep. Making L’s breath hitch. A soft whimper leaves your lips while rubbing your eyes, “L, are you okay my love?” “We’ll part ways soon Y/n”. You knew this will eventually happen, since he started working on the Kira case. Tears start to spill from your eyes as well. Getting up you put your hand on his cheek looking at him deep in his eyes. “Lay down with me.” You say letting go of his cheek.

L lays with you, long arms holding you tight to his chest. You could feel his heartbeat so you lift your left hand and place it where his heart rests. Letting him know that you’ll still hold it and protect it even though he might not be there anymore. “I love you. Even though I might not tell you enough.” “I love you too L, forever.” Small sobs escape your mouth, slender fingers wiping the tears from your cheeks until you’re sound asleep.

November 5th is the day both L and Watari died. You knew it was Light who’s behind this. You never doubted L once. If he believed Kira was Yagami then so did you. The days go by slower than ever. A void is not filled and you miss him deadly. Their deaths have taken such a toll on you. Especially your boyfriends. When you saw him collapse you felt like a part of you was stripped away.

The grieving has started to to take a physical toll on you as well. Every morning you throw up and feel dizzy. You blamed it all to your mental state until you missed a period.

It was almost 11pm when you saw the two red lines on the test. You stared back it crying holding it tight to your hands. You put your coat on and ran out of your house. Rain pouring outside, but you didn’t care. You slowly open the gate of the cemetery and run towards L’s grave.

It wants next to Watari’s and kind of hidden away from the others. He always liked his own personal space.

“My love..” you fall to your knees in front of the stone. Your tears mixing with the winter rain. “I’m so sorry if I only found out sooner. You could at least known that we would have a baby together. I’m so sorry. But I’m so happy. Our baby will always be a reminder of you. Of us... Watari? I hope you’re happy too.”

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It was a beautiful August afternoon. A light breeze flowing your dress. “We’re here.” You whisper and get down on your knees once again. “This is Ichigo. Ichigo, this is daddy and this is papa Watari.” you face the small pink bundle towards the two graves. The little girl cooing. “She’s beautiful isn’t she L? She looks just like you. My little blessing.” Tears started to flow once again from your eyes as you looked down at your babygirl. You prayed all nine months she would look like her father. That’s all you wanted.

And she did. Black eyes, black hair, full lips. She’s the perfect copy of him. The perfect reminder of him. And you’ll forever make sure she knows it. And you’ll forever make sure she knows how great he was.

“We love you. Both of us.”

[h0neybunns]

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[juicequeen21]

Death Note Au where if you through anymeans no longer own the death note you lose ALL of your memories since the first moment you ever touched the death note. But it's not very clear, so reading the rule it just reads as the Canon rule of losing all memory associated with the death note. So Light gets it and does his thing but he and L fall in love over the span of years and L convinces Light to stop being Kira and they can live a happy life together, and Light forgets everything. The last thing he remembers is being 17 and sitting in class staring out a window. So L has to deal with losing his partner and all that. Worst part touching the death note again doesn't bring it back, it's like starting anew. All of those memories are gone forever.

[gh0stbeeee]

The Yotsuba arc happened during the holiday season, and L misses the orphanage. Wammy always created the most magical Christmas atmosphere, with mountains of sweets, the largest Christmas tree he could find, decorations, and a celebration with all of the residents.

Light notices L looked down, and so he sent a message to Watari during work. They end up planning a small celebration since the investigation has gone pretty stagnant, and it could be a little pick me up. They end up having a fun time, with Matsuda especially creating a cheerful atmosphere and everyone deciding to give themselves a break. Even though they're Japanese and Christmas isn't as big for them, spending Christmas eve together as a team was surprisingly great.

L and Light eventually break away from where Matsuda was drunkenly singing English carols with the rest of the team was laughing and encouraging him, and have a little quiet time on the roof.

"So this is Christmas" comes on from a speaker, and L softly confesses it's one of his favorite songs, despite (or because of) the melancholy tone. As Light tipsily asks him if he wants to dance, a rare snowfall begins to flutter from the night sky. They rock together to the song, small white snowflakes tittering down to rest on their hair like little gems and kissing their exposed skin before melting into little droplets.

The Kira case seems so far away, as is their roles to it. L tries to forget the ominous future that seems to cloud everything, while Light denies that little voice in his head that doubts his innocence. They let themselves have that night, dancing together inside their own little world of what could have been.

[cxncri]

stigmata martyr [misa amane]

summary: misa amane decides to commit suicide after her life without kira becomes pointless. cross-posted on ao3.

word count: 900

author’s note: this is somewhat of a dark fic; please read the tags if you’re easily triggered. also! i’m trying to post more consistently but school is killing me right now :((

“when light died, bleeding out on that staircase, dying of a heart attack, misa did too, just internally. misa’s heart kept beating, but her will to live faded, for she had realized that she no longer had anything to live for. no savior was going to save her now.”

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light yagami was her god, casting down his ruling and authority down on the unworthy and unjust who’ve done wrong. he was her idol, untouchable on a throne of righteousness.

he’s misa’s savior, and every single time she looked up at him with her round eyes shining with admiration, he felt so adored. not adored as in a way a family might love each other, but adored as in the way a king loves his subjects; the way a god loves his followers. the thing that he loved most about misa was she would do anything for him, how she would steal for him, kill for him, die for him.

and that’s exactly what she’s about to do.

she’s about to die for kira, just to see him again. she’ll see him in his heavenly kingdom, where he’ll sit atop his throne and finally be not only a god to misa, but a god to everyone.

and when light died, bleeding out on that staircase, dying of a heart attack, misa did too, just internally. misa’s heart kept beating, but her will to live faded, for she had realized that she no longer had anything to live for. no savior was going to save her now. she had no purpose, no god to worship, no one who would look out for her. without kira, there was nothing left to live for, which means she was worthless. her only purpose was to serve light, to love him, to put her faith in him.

she’s so desperate for a reason to live again that she would go to the ends of the earth for him. she would walk and make her aching body carry her as far as it needed to see him again. she would walk until her feet bled against the ground, until she was starving, because only he could satisfy her hunger at this point.

but she knows she can’t. kira isn’t coming back. there’s nothing she can do anymore, and there’s no purpose for her in this world anymore.

she can hear the church bells in the distance, seven chimes resounding from them. with every chime, her heart grows heavier and her resolve hardens.

misa’s gown is pinched in both hands, and it’s hanging just above her ankles, the lace-trimmed hem just barely brushing the ground. she’s taking slow, careful steps up the stairs, taking one stair at a time. she’s ascending up, up, up, and she can see the sun, almost setting. her time is running out, the hourglass of misa amane’s life has nothing but a few grains of sand left trickling down. she holds her head high, chin up as she reached the top of the stairs. it’s her bridal march to the end, to her funeral.

a bridal march. she and light never got married. her eyes full with tears as she thinks about this, how she was robbed of light, robbed of a marriage, robbed of the man she loved most.

she can see the ledge clearly now, overlooking the entire city of tokyo. her shoes click on building’s roof, and from up here, it’s silent. there’s no wind, no sounds from the city, no one on this roof but her. there’s nothing but silence up here. it surrounds misa, leaving her with nothing but herself and her thoughts.

she steps closer and closer to the ledge until she can see over it, she can see the cars moving, the people walking, the happy couples walking together because their future wasn’t ripped from them. she’s so bitter, her heart is full of hate and spite and nothing can stop the tears forming in her eyes.

she’s sobbing, she’s hysterically crying on this roof from which she’s about to end her life. she misses light so badly, she just wants to be with him again, she just wants her lover back. her sobs subside, because in the midst of this breakdown, she remembers. she remembers what she’s doing; she’s about to get her lover back. her tears turn to laughter as she stands here, overlooking the city.

she feels delirious, insane, fucking hysterical as she laughs and laughs until her tears turn from tears of sorrow to tears of mania. her makeup is ruined, running down her face. she’s more determined than ever now, determined to see him again. he’s waiting for her, just over the edge of the building; he’ll be with her again as soon as she hits the ground.

taking a shaky breath in, she approaches the ledge, preparing to finally do it, to finally commit. she stands up straight, holds her head up high, and falls back.

at first it doesn’t feel like much. it doesn’t feel like much until she starts plummeting, plummeting down, down, down. the wind is everywhere, she can hear it rushing in her ears, her hair is loose, and she stretches her arms out. in this moment she feels as if she could fly. she feels ethereal, she feels invincible.

she’s almost there, it’s almost over.

she closes her eyes.

she’s smiling.

there’s blood everywhere.

misa amane is nothing but a pile of broken bones and dislocated joints, a gruesome picture of how far she was willing to go for love. it’s horrifying, it’s disgusting, it’s a sickening case of a martyr dying for their cause. in the end, that’s really all she is; a martyr. a martyr who died for her truth.

[mellosshoes]

One less strawberry on our cake

⚠️ Deathnote spoilers ⚠️

putting that there so continue if you please ♡

Genre : Angst

Warnings : Death, unhealthy grieving, swearing,

It was a normal day, the quietness of the headquarters L was working on the Kira case like normal. you were always nervous something would happen to L and you'd voice your concerns with him however it always fell on deaf ears and he'd always tell you "well this is a dangerous case [your name]." It was crushing to know that there was a chance he could lose his life at the hands of Kira. So many times you wanted to scream at the raven haired male to just put the Kira case down but you knew better he wouldn't do it he was going to take Kira down even if it killed him. You were confident that he would make it out alive little to your confidents all of that would be whisked away within seconds.

It was like any other day November 5 2004 to be exact you had come down to the level everyone was on, excited to see your boyfriend. Walking over to L you said a cheery good morning like normal. L responded with his normal monotoned good morning and gave you a quick kiss to the cheek. And the rest of the morning went according to plan.

Heavy rain had really started to pour down, L was standing out in the pouring rain. Light followed walking over to him "What are you doing, out here Ryuzaki?" light said in his normal tone, "Well i'm not doing anything in particular, but.. the sound of the bells." The raven haired detective said in a monotoned unfazed. "Bells.?" Light questioned, "Yes. The bells have been really noisy today." the detective replied once again. "I don't hear anything" The brown haired male said calmly. "Really.?, they've been ringing all day, and i can't help but feel curious. Do you suppose its a Church, A wedding? or perhaps.." As L went to continue he was interrupted by light "what are you talking about Ryuzaki?, Don't say such silly things. Lets go back." light said. L's head shifted down and mumbled "I'm sorry.. Everything I say is nonsense, so.. Please don't believe any of it." their conversation continued further, after the whole ordeal they went inside while drying of. L gave Light a foot massage. {Soz i had to add it in gremlins </3} Until the young detectives phone rang, upon answering it was told to come back immediately. "Lets go Light" He said plainly, walking off.

A conversation broke out about the notebook, You were standing next to L while everyone spoke. Worried something bad was about to happen you could feel it bubbling in your stomach like butterflies but worse. "if we clear this. The case will be solved." The detective said. every word that was being spoken was making you feel worse, The raging storm outside was a unnerving feeling to add onto all of this.

Then it happened

All the screens went red in front of everyone. Watari was reaching for the button, "Watari?" L questioned, The button was pressed in Watari's last moments. All data deletion popped up on the screens "WATARI!" L yelled, Panic hit your entire body "L.. whats going on..!" you yelled. Then the older man collapsed on the floor, "Data Deletion what is the meaning of this?" one of the members asked. "I told Watari to erase all information in the event something happened to him" L stated. You felt worse, the over baring feeling like you needed to vomit but you couldn't. The Task force panicked "The Shinigami where is it?!?" He yelled, No one could see it "Everyone, The Shiniga-" L stopped mid sentence, Your heart sunk to your stomach when L stopped. His eyes widened before you knew it he collapsed to the floor, Running over to the young detective catching him holding him gently in your arms. Sobs wrecked your body. "L..! No, No.. don't do this.. DON'T DO THIS..!" screaming his name, he mouthed what looked like "i love you." before his eyes started fluttering shut. "L. KEEP THEM OPEN GOD DAMN IT.!" It was happening he was leaving you for good this time.

He was gone. you had lost the light of your life it felt like the world had fallen beneath your feet as you cradled his body. This world was to Rotten and Full one had to go. "{Your name..}, i.." matsuda went to speak, but he couldn't get anything out.

And this time

Neither could you.

That wraps this up my little adorable Gremlins, I felt like writing some heavy Angst so here it is, love you all ^^

[jomamaofficial]

Holidays aka. I'M ACTIVE AGAIN.

Hello my lovley toes. I AM BACK FROM MY HIDING.

As you may have all noticed, I dissapear into an abyss of darkness when school starts up but I'm on holiday now and I AM DYING TO MAKE YOU ALL CRY.

Please leave any ANGSTY suggestions you have in the Ask Box, or even the comments and I will try my best to write it up. I have a week and few days so I'll try and release as many pieces as I can.

I write for these Fandoms: Genshin Impact,

Boku No Hero Academia,

Death Note,

SpyXFamily (HEHE).

If you have any other fandoms, please don't be afraid to post the ideas to me. If I feel as though I can write well for the character, I will give it a try :D.

Sincerely,

Your Favourite Toe,

RichieTheToe.

[fantastic-nonsense]

got a message out of the blue about that 'why Batman doesn't kill' explanation I left on someone else's post like two years ago but it was just "wait is Alfred dead????" and I sort of forgot that most of tumblr Batfam fandom doesn't actually read comics and so largely has no idea that Bane killed Alfred back in 2019 and he's stayed dead since

[nezz-cringe-crib]

"nightmares" -- lawlight angst comic

based off that one angst post i made