#definitely gonna check out their newer album

[mikimeiko]

Albums I listened to in 2024

Creatures of Habit - Kiltro (2019)

[swangtup6]

Mixtape Review: Sematary - Rainbow Bridge 2 (2020)

Another mixtape by Sematary, and probably my 3rd favorite release from him. This is (obviously) the 2nd mixtape in his Rainbow Bridge series and is, in my opinion, the best of the 3. On this mixtape, Sematary moves to a darker, heavier sound and refines the formula from the first.

Starting with the production, this is very "typical" Sematary, building off of the foundation established on RB1. The beats are just about all sampled from black metal, with heavy, bassy trap/drill drums. This mixtape definitely has some of my favorite beats from Sematary. I think on this mixtape he reached a good balance of noisy and heavy, because it's definitely more aggressive than RB1, but it's not as blown out and distorted as RB3. It's like a 60:40 proportion of drill to black metal, and I think it works well.

I also like how Sematary refined his vocal approach and mixing. With the exception of Funeral and Desecration, as they were made immediately after RB1 and therefore sound more like that project, the vocals all have this kind of muddy, buried quality, with the super slurry delivery unique to Sematary. I don't know what it is about how the vocals are mixed on this album, but they just sound so fucking good it drives me crazy.

Speaking of the vocals, i REALLY like the lyrics on this mixtape, Sematary leans really hard into the horrorcore/violence on this one, and I think it's cool as hell, as a death metal / grind fan and former juggalette (i should prolly be more ashamed to admit that but idc). Below are some of my favorite lyrics.

from My Cutter, I like these lines a lot because it's just pure early Sematary. Who else makes drill about candy and energy drinks?

from Red Mist. fuck doc martens

from Duster Huffer, this chorus is so catchy i can't stand it. I see a lot of people calling this a "love song" and i think i kind of agree, but it's like a love song that child Michael Myers from Rob Zombie's 2007 Halloween reboot (phenomenal movie btw) would write

I also think the features on this mixtape are all really good. I think Juju is my least favorite, just because his voice doesn't really match the vibe of the song he's on (Skellingtons) but I still don't hate him, I can fuck with it. Ghost Mountain is amazing as usual, though after hearing him in his absolute PRIME on HAW, he feels a little out of place on more horrorcore-focused releases like this one. Also, sematary got fuckinn underground LEGEND SLUG CHRIST on this which is insane (even tho it was a bought feature, it still goes hard). I love slug christ, and i think his verse on Skinwalker is fantastic, if lyrically unrelated to the rest of the song.

And finally, I want to touch on the atmosphere, which is very important in all of Sematary's music (probably why I don't like a lot of his newer stuff). I am in love with the world this mixtape builds. Not quite as much as that in HAW, but still, this mixtape has great vibes. Some tweaked out (on middleschooler poverty drugs u can buy at walmart) white kid mumbling about killing and mutilating people over these super bassy black metal rap beats is just a sight to behold (is there an auditory equivalent to that saying?) and some combination of Sematary himself, the sound of the music, and the content of the music just creates this almost indescribable energy that I find completely addictive.

(is buddy inside a fishtank in this pic?)^^^

Overall, I think this is one of Sematary's best ever mixtapes. I think it's the peak of the Rainbow Bridge series and anyone who likes underground rap SHOULD check this out. I'm not saying you have to like it, but I think it's worth your time if u value ur chief keef inspired soundcloud gallows.

9.4/10

Standout Tracks: Chandelier, Skellingtons, Red Mist

I'm gonna do reviews for the other 2 rainbow bridge mixtapes for comparison purposes

[here2bbtstrash]

Hey there, it's the anon you recruited lol

Tbh, i forgot to inform you that it was not only that you convinced to to finally listen to bts, but to kpop in general. I had some weird dislike for bts because of the 'boy with luv' ( was salty they didn't give halsey more lines) and was afraid of k stans in general. I don't personally love their newer releases, but wings is *chef's kiss* and also all of their cyphers are amazing.

I think i'm gonna have to go with Yoongi for my bias. fitting since he was the first person i read fanfic about lmao

Thanks for spicing up my playlist. I'm more cultured now!

(wow this ask became long, sorry for that)

Looking forward to ldomlt and your posts in general, they always bring a smile to my face :D

omg i'm so happy you came back 🥰 hi!!! i'm so excited for you to fall down the kpop rabbit hole with us. there's so much fun to be had!!!

tbh i feel you on the fandom aspect 🙈 i casually followed bts for quite a while before i got fully into the online army world. i think there are a lot of negative perceptions about kpop fandom - some based in truth, some less so - that largely come from the 'vocal minority' that sadly tends to exist for any kind of large community. just gotta carve out your own groove with what works for you!! and as with anything on the internet, the mute/block buttons are always your friends 🫶

and congrats on your immaculate TAAAAAASTE w your album and song choices my friend !!! wings is so slept on imo and has some of my all-time faves. BS&T ofc but like lie? mama? first love? awake? interlude: wings? 2! 3!? 21st century girl????? literally all so good 😭

OMG YOU ARE IN YOUR PRIME, THERE HAS MAYBE NEVER BEEN A BETTER TIME TO BE A YOONGI BIAS THAN TODAY!!!! have you listened to d-day yet, or watched the haegeum MV that just dropped??? i'd love to know what you thought 🥺 definitely make sure you check out his previous solo mixtapes as well if you haven't (agust d and d-2) - the agust d trilogy is truly a goddamn masterpiece!!

also highly recommend digging into the broader kpop scene if you still want more, there's a lot of amazing groups and artists out there beyond just our bangtan boys 🥰 i'll recommend a not-quite-kpop group that is one of yoongi's faves (and inspirations!) and goes well with the more rap-heavy style it seems like you're into - epik high!!! i saw them in concert last month and my god they are just living legends, for real. definitely check them out if you get a chance!!

my response being even longer omg, i threw so much at you 🙈 for real though, i cannot overstate how happy it makes me to hear from you again 💜 got a bias and everything, there's no turning back now!!! 😈 i'm so glad you decided to give bangtan a try, and it means the world that you're enjoying LDOMLT and all of my weird chaos on this little corner of the internet 🥺 thank you for being here!!!! 🫂

[tomsmusictaste]

I trying to listen to some new bands for the summer any recommendations. I’ve been jamming 408 so anything similar to that I’m down.

Very summer-y bands, Ok, then!

Well since you're already jamming with 408, they just did a collab with Magnolia Park that has big 'sound of the summer' energy honestly

On top of that, I'm definitely gonna shout out We Were Sharks, particularly Hotel Beds and Never Looked Better, big summer pop-punk energy on all their stuff but those two in particualr

Between You & Me's new song Nevermind is basically summer incarnate

I'm assuming you were meaning bands both new to you and also newer on the scene, but just to cover bases if you just meant the former (and because I'll take every opportunity i can to shout them out), Every Avenue, their first two albums are also summer incarnate, check out Where Were You and For Always Forever

In Her Own Words, their debut album just had it's anniversary, lotta good summer vibes there, in particular the song Circles featuring Derek Discanio of State Champs

WSTR literally just dropped a new album, haven't been able to listen to it fully yet, but all the singles are summer-y and WSTR are super underrated

Same remarks apply to The Bottom Line, who are also due to be dropping an album or an ep or something later this year - check out Reasons, Long Time Coming, Broke

Alright those are all the recs I can think of for now, there ya go, get rec'd ;)

Thanks for the ask! <3

[mis3rychick]

Since Grunge is trending for some reason, here’s some new/modern grunge bands I think you should check out!

1. Valentiine

Lead vocalist sounds like a mix between Taylor Momsen and Nina Gordon from Veruca Salt.

Definitely has an overall Veruca Salt and Hole kind of sound.

Nirvana and Soundgarden influences with a modern twist.

2. Senium

Heavier, more industrial sound.

Muddied riffs and drum beats in the best way.

Early Nirvana sound (think Bleach).

Reminiscent of Melvins, Mad Season.

Classic mid-90s grunge sound.

3. Skating Polly

Heavy on the L7, Hole, Veruca Salt vibes (they even have a song with Louise Post and Nina Gordon).

Faeriecore but make it grunge.

Has worked with producer Brad Wood who’s produced albums for Sunny Day Real Estate and queen Liz Phair during their hay day.

Early, grimier grunge sound (almost punk/punk in some aspects)

Raw and simple feminist noise (I say that as a compliment).

4. Pom Pom Squad

I feel like I’m gonna get some pushback on this but hear me out

A lot of these bands are reminiscent of the grunge sound of the 90s

While Pom Pom Squad definitely has some 90s influences, it’s sound is what I think grunge has kind of evolved into.

Now obviously, certain songs of theirs aren’t grunge at all and fall under a more “indie” kind of sound.

But I still think the band is worth checking out if you’re looking for newer, grunge-aligned music.

5. Noiseheads

Good choice if you’re looking for bands that aren’t heavily influenced solely by Nirvana.

Alice In Chains and Smashing Pumpkins kind of vibe.

Lead vocals and drums are a stand-out performance.

6. Superbloom

Classic grunge sound, very minimal modern influences while still utilizing modern technology and production techniques.

Gritty, picturesque, Pearl Jam style lyrics with a Smashing Pumpkins style production.

Sick album art.

Feverish, hypnotic sound.

7. Violet Soda

Courtney Love reminiscent vocals.

90s Fiona Apple with a grittier sound.

Bush and Garbage influences.

Has the same kind of vibe that Pom Pom Squad has, where it’s a more modern take on the genre instead of sounding like something pulled right out of the 90s.

8. Movements

Again, if you’re looking for a direct carbon-copy of that 90s sound, this might not be your favorite.

But I’m trying to encourage y’all to listen to bands that take the sound of 90s grunge and do something refreshing and new with it.

Imagine a cross between pop-punk and grunge.

Blind Melon meets Day To Remember meets liberal arts college student.

More straight-forward approach to lyrics and storytelling as opposed to the psychedelic, philosophical, dreamy lyrics of classic grunge bands while still remaining engaging.

[tsaritza-mika]

The Main Six LI’s as YouTubers!! Because why the hell not!?

Nadia

Nadia has a few things on her channel, and it keeps her image very intriguing to her subscribers

MAKEUP TUTORIALS!!!

This woman can work with any skin type and tone in the damn rainbow, and she proves it every damn day!

Often has Asra and Portia over to demonstrate different skin tones and types

Nail art anyone?

Videos on current fashion trends and making your old clothes work for newer fashions. It’s very frugal for those who may be tight on cash

Also well known complex puzzle solver! Subscribers and professional puzzle builders send her things to try and solve. Her favorite ones usually take many varying methods to figure out a single phase before unlocking the next

Will also do time lapse videos of her own mechanical creations!

She waited until after gifting Portia a three-foot music box to post the reaction video

Asra

Anybody watch Snake Discovery? Because Asra would be that!

Loves that special time of year when all the new clutches are ready to hatch and he and Faust can welcome them into the world!

Tips on proper housing, feeding, and reptile care

Explanations on the hows and whys of snakes and various other lizards he’s come to know on his own, and with Faust’s help!

Bo-Ho pottery? Jewelry and homemade clothes? Damn tootin’!!

Time Lapse and ASMR vids of him making his own stuff to sell on his Etsy!! Rent won’t pay itself

TRAVEL BLOG VIDS!!!

Cool places he’s traveling now, where he’s been, souvenirs with stories, and how time consuming it is to get through customs

FOOD REVIEWS!!! From the weird to the fashionable, from the savory to the salty and even to the sweet, Asra���s got your international foodie hookups, and you’re not gonna want to miss a second!

Julian

Honestly, he’s probably done it all, but he has his staples

A new vid every week where he watches a new episode of whatever medical show he’s working thru/random movies with a lot of medical references and corrects the bad medical shit they have on tv/movies

Are you fascinated by weird medical history? Well you came to the right place!

Dating Sims and how to unlock every character and special ending

SURGEON SIMULATOR!!!

Anyone for a dance video? The man has the moves and will put his money where his mouth is! Wanna learn how he does those fancy moves? Just catch his instructional video at the end of the week with surprise guests! Who will it be? Depends on the moves! Stay tuned!

Living with a Corvid and how to properly care for the little shit!

Has videos reviewing pretty much every drink at Starbucks and which he would recommend for the season

LINDSEY STERLING LEVELS OF MUSICAL ENTERTAINMENT!!!

This man will pull out all the stops for his music videos! Originals, covers, there’s nothing he won’t play! Be sure to check out his album this September, available on iTunes, Spotify, SoundCloud, and Amazon! Move quick and get the special signed editions with limited copies!

Muriel

Ever see those videos of the guys who literally wander off into the wilderness and build mansions out of nothing but dirt and palm fronds? Yeah, that’s Muriel

He doesn’t talk in them, he just turns dirt and mud into cool 1-2 person dwellings, often with a small pool and running water

Wood carving time lapse videos and what tools are best for different levels of detail

Leather working for long-term wear and weather protection

Foraging and making meals from scratch

INANNA CAM!!! WATCH HER SHE’S WONDERFUL!!!

Deep forest w/ fireplace ASMR and sleep and meditation sounds

Protective charms w/ Asra and how to make them so they work against goats... or whatever else might be bothering you!

Portia

My GOD the things Portia has done for her channel! Hers is definitely the most eclectic of the group, but they’re all just so her!

Want some supernatural stuff? Portia’s got it, and she’s ready to get spooky! She’ll read from either her own story collection, Creepy-pastas, or viewer recs. Three times a month join her for some Tarot readings, divination, or classic Ouija board spooks in a collab with Asra!

Remember the beginning of Tangled? Yeah, Portia does all of that! And there’s a video for all of it!!

Cleaning and gardening tips, candle making, games of all kinds!

Ways to tame that crazy, curly mane and other cool hairstyle collab vids with Nadia!!

Cottage core ASMR w/ purring sounds provided by Pepi!

Anyone for some classic Nevivon cooking? Portia’s got you covered, and she’s making a new dish every week with special appearances by everyone’s favorite salty Grandmother, Mazelinka!

Lucio

Lucio’s unboxing vids are the envy of the internet~! What doesn’t he get in the mail to unbox? It’s like X-mas every day when you get a new box of cool mystery swag!

Makeup and fashion collabs with Nadia

Dance and musical collabs with Julian

His most surprising hobby? Gold-leaf, duh! He’s got surprisingly fancy handwriting, and besides, there’s never enough gold!

Do you love dogs? Of course you do! You’d have to be crazy to not love M&M! Dog park and play cams!

Hell, why not! You just love animals? Every week take a walk with Vesuvia’s biggest collection of albino animals and meet a new one in every video!

Spirographs? ....yeah, spirographs. They’re easy, they’re fun, and just look at all the colors!! We’ll add more gold though. There’s never enough anyway.

Your favorite Count demands cookies!! Collabs with Portia trying to teach this disaster how to make his favorite snacks and sweets! Special appearances by his new best friend, the STOVE SALAMANDER~!!!

[little-smartass]

THE VAMPIRE LESTAT COVER ALBUM - the legendary Vampire Lestat is back and bigger and badder than ever, this time bringing a whole album of song covers ranging from classic bangers to newer fresh takes on chart hits! get your copy now, complete with a transcript of the artist's commentary on each song!

(songs I think Lestat would cover and release as an album in an attempt to re-kickstart his career and/or make some sort of dramatic statement to Louis. tracklist and "artist commentary" under the cut)

Survival - Muse

“And I’ll reveal my strength, to the whole human race, yes I am prepared, to stay alive, and I won’t forgive, and vengeance is mine, and I won’t give in, because I choose to thrive! Yeah I’m gonna win!”

Oh, I wish this song had been around back on that opening night at the Cow Palace - how apt that would have been! What a fucking anthem! They would have been rioting all night. I mean, they already were, but, like, because of the music. Not because vampires were being immolated in the middle of the crowd. Different kind of riot.

The Bitch Is Back - Elton John

“I’m a bitch, I’m a bitch, oh the bitch is back, stone cold sober as a matter of fact, I can bitch, I can bitch, ‘cause I’m better than you, it’s the way that I move, the things that I do!”

One day I want to have this play as I walk into Night Island. I’ll time it perfectly so that I throw off my coat - my denim jacket, or- oh, no, a fur! Maximum drama! - just as the chorus starts. Armand will know that I’m coming of course, but I think that’ll just make it even better. And I have good memories to this song... [muffled question] Sorry, gentlemen don’t kiss and tell, bébé. [laughter]

Everybody Loves Me - OneRepublic

"Oh my, feels just like I don’t try, look so good I might die, all I know is everybody loves me, head down, swaying to my own sound, flashes in my face now, all I know is everybody loves me”

Look, do I even need to explain this one? Didn’t think so.

Bad Reputation - Joan Jett

"I don't give a damn ‘bout my reputation, I've never been afraid of any deviation, and I don't really care if you think I'm strange, I ain't gonna change - and I'm never gonna care bout my bad reputation"

This one's fairly self-explanatory again. It could have been my personal anthem when I was mortal quite honestly. And it's an awful lot of fun to jump about and headbang to, don't you think? That's a new thing I've found out about, headbanging. People have been hopping about to music looking like fools for centuries but now there's a name for it. Fantastic.

bad guy - Billie Eilish

"I’m that bad type, make your mama sad time, make your girlfriend mad type, might seduce your dad time… I’m the bad guy. Duh.”

Creepy? Check. Sexy? Check. Tongue-in-cheek? Check check. This song was great and a lot of fun to cover.

Lover to Lover - Florence + the Machine

“I believe there’s no salvation for me now, no space among the clouds, and I feel I’m heading down, but that’s alright, that’s alright, that’s alright”

I don’t know, this one just felt very relevant. Also the piano was great to do. You might have noticed that I’ve picked a lot of songs with piano, and that’s because I bullied the studio into getting me a goooooorgeous grand piano for the recording space and I wanted to use it as much as possible!

Feeling Good - Muse

“Stars when you shine, you know how I feel, scent of the pine, you know how I feel, oh freedom is mine, and I know how I feel”

I just really like this song - I’ve done a cover of an excellent cover! Can- can you put emojis in this? Do people still use emojis? Well imagine I’ve put the shrug one. Wait, isn’t there- Daniel, Daniel, come here, isn’t there a shrug emoji made up of keyboard- [muffled words] yes! The shrug one! Yes, put that in the transcription. [ ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ ] I just like this song.

The Man - The Killers

“I got gas in the tank, I got money in the bank, I got news for you baby, you're looking at the man, I got skin in the game, I got a household name, I got news for you baby, you're looking at the man”

I feel like this one speaks for itself too. Can you put that shrug emoji thing in here again? [ ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ ] Yes!

J'ai Pas Envie - MIKA

J'ai pas envie, de faire comme si, comme les maris, qui disent oui, j'ai pas envie, j'ai pas envie, j'ai pas envie d'te faire plaisir, j'ai pas envie, j'ai pas envie, si tu m'aimes viens me le dire"

Look, I'm not going to translate the whole song for you, because it has all this clever wordplay you just totally lose in english… but the gist of it is that these two lovers are… at odds a lot. It's… it's maybe a little spiteful [laughter] but in a fun way! It's a fun song! Louis won't even be mad about it, it's MIKA.

Good Old-Fashioned Lover Boy - Queen

"When I'm not with you, think of you always (I miss those long hot summer nights), when I'm not with you, think of me always, always"

[Long pause] God, I miss Freddie.

Let 'Em Talk - Kesha

Ah, full disclosure - I put this song in purely because of the expression Louis made when I played it in the car and it got to the line “can suck my dick” and she did that popping noise… it was incredible, and I just knew I had to cover it so I could see his expression when I said that. I can’t wait to play it to him. [laughter]

So What - P!nk

"So so what, I'm still a rockstar, I got my rock moves, and I don't need you, and guess what? I'm having more fun, and now that we're done, I'm gonna show you tonight, I'm alright, I'm just fine, (and you're a tool, so)"

I'm actually a big fan of nineties and noughties female stars - all that grrrrrrrl power, it's great fun, you know? I'd say this one is fairly self-explanatory, because I am still a rockstar! This is my new album! Fuck you EMP and your sniffy little article calling me "washed up"!

Little Lion Man - Mumford & Sons

"But it was not your fault but mine, and it was your heart on the line, I really fucked it up this time, didn't I my dear?"

This one could be self-deprecating, but it's also very vindictively angry at the same time, and that's a combination I definitely get. Like, oh, it's my fault, isn't it? It's my fucking fault again, what a surprise. Perhaps "learn from your mother or you'll spend your days biting your own neck" is a little on the nose… [muffled words] you've read my books, right? [muffled words] Good, good.

Missy - The Airbourne Toxic Event

"But I swear there's still some good in me, I think if you'd stuck around you'd see, all the botched attempts at integrity I once had"

Oh, I was feeling philosophical when I picked this one. No, philosophical isn't the right word… melancholy? Do people still use that word? "I swear I swear I swear I'll never get sad" is both furiously defiant and yet so self-defeatingly ironic. [Exasperated noise] Enough of that. Next!

Please Don't Leave Me - P!nk

"I don't know if I can yell any louder, how many times have I kicked you out of here, or said something insulting? I can be so mean when I wanna be, I am capable of nearly anything, when my heart is broken… (please, please don't leave me)"

Oh, we’re… we’re getting to this section now. [clearing throat] Well, I have to make up for that sucking dick line, don’t I? Get a bit vulnerable. Oh God, why did I decide to do this bit? [muffled words] [bad chicago accent] But why buy the cow? Because you love him, you really do. [sigh, laughter]

Next To Me - Imagine Dragons

"Oh, I always let you down, shattered on the ground, still I find you there, next to me, and oh, the stupid things I do, I'm far from good it's true, still I find you, next to me"

Why did I- I don’t remember putting so many of these ones in.

Run To You - Pentatonix

"I've been settling scores, I've been fighting so long, but I've lost your war, and our kingdom is gone... how shall I win back your heart which was mine? I have broken bones and tattered clothes, I've run out of time"

[Sigh] [clears throat] Yeah. I think we can move onto the next one.

Love of My Life - Queen

“Love of my life, don't leave me, you've stolen my love, you now desert me, love of my life, can't you see? Bring it back, bring it back, don't take it away from me, because you don't know, what it means to me”

I play this one sometimes on my baby grand when we've had a fight, and it's impossible for him to stay angry. He's a sucker for this sort of… formality in romance. God, I wish I'd realised that earlier. If I'd written him a letter in fancy copperplate script with scented paper and enclosed rose petals politely requesting him to bend me over his desk back in the day, it might not have taken two centuries of mutual blue balls for us to figure our shit out. Ah well, live and learn… as it were. [muffled words] Look, I did a whole bunch of vulnerable songs! Now I get to make sex jokes! [laughter] oh fuck off.

[toastybugguy]

If you artists/writers are needing some very specific music to help inspire you and your story writing process, lemme give you some BANGER soundtracks to check out.

1) Tron: Legacy, starting off strong! if you’re looking for futuristic vibes there’s no better soundtrack than this one. It’s majority written by Daft Punk so you KNOW it’s good, and it’s got all the different songs you need to spark some creativity. Definitely one of my top favorites of all time.

2) King Arthur: Legend of the Sword. Fantasy heads, this one is for you. I’m telling y’all this one slaps so hard, you’re gonna come up with DND characters for each song even if you don’t play DND. Underrated movie, underrated soundtrack. PHENOMENAL. Genuinely one of the most fun albums to listen to y’all.

3) Pacific Rim, this one is VERY versatile. The specific vibe would obviously be “this is a movie about fighting giant monster demon aliens in a giant robot suit” but the all around soundtrack has a rock central motif that works for anything that needs to be totally. Kick. Ass. Definitely dystopian vibes if that’s what ya need. Listen to the main theme, you will NOT be disappointed.

4) Spider-Man Into the Spiderverse, superhero fans HELLO? Honestly if youve watched this movie and haven’t already been using this album to inspire you then who ARE you??? Got exactly what you need for those modern superhero vibes.

5) Halloween (2018). This one might be a little too specific- obviously it’s got that horror movie tension with a newer more electronic twist. Very strong rhythms, unique sound design, etc. If you don’t mind working around the very iconic Halloween theme, it might be just the thing for you!

6) The Amazing Spider-Man 2, you might not remember liking this movie (even if I think Andrew Garfield is the superior Spider-Man cough cough) but the soundtrack was fuckin DOPE. SUPER intense dubstep shit with an impressive mix of orchestral vibes, I felt no shame in adding another Spider-Man movie to this list. Absolutely genius, good songs for “villain origin” type vibes.

7) Many Beautiful Things, FINALLY a TONE CHANGE am I right? If you want coming of age, romance, emotions and/or heartbreak you have the right movie. These songs can straight up make you cry just from how beautiful they are. Perfect for you 1800s sapphic love stories or fairycore daydreamery.

8) Kingsman: The Golden Circle, that’s right folks I am indeed recommending to you the most confusing album to explain to someone ever. This movie said we’re going mix superspy bullshittery with all the classic American cowboy glory you want and make bucks off it. You wanna do action? Got it. You want old west? Yeah it shocked me too but they got that also so yeehaw motherfuckers.

Aaaand that wraps it up! I hope you found this useful! If nothing else it was an awesome excuse to rant about some of my favorite movie soundtracks EVER. Reblog to help out a fellow storyteller :] feel free to leave some of your suggestions, or lmk if this helped! Have fun writing folks! <3

[cuntess-carmilla]

Thank you! So many bands i haven't listened to yet! And efreshing not seeing Bauhaus there lmao What songs from London after midnight would you recommend? Wanted to listen to them but I want to start with the right song you know?

I actually really like Bauhaus too but I’ve been paying them more attention recently than I did my first decade as a goth so they’re not like a super formative band for me lmao. But I get you. So many goths immediately just name the big 4 or whatever instead of mentioning that, for one, there’s more than one type of goth sound and that there’s still newer goth music being made.

Like, imagine knowing someone who’s so far only into very danceable synth music and recommending like, Idk, only Fields of the Nephilim to them and leaving them at that with the impression that all goth sounds only like that, when there’s a ton of fantastic synth goth music ready to be recommended to someone like that. What a mess.

It depends with LAM because their sound has changed a bit through their 3 albums. The 1st album is more straightforward Gothic Rock with very romantic lyrics. The 2nd album brings in a lot more synths but remains in that happy middleground between Darkwave and Gothic Rock. The 3rd is heavily synth-based and debatably not so goth anymore, however it’s his most political album of all.

Here’s some trigger warnings if you’re gonna check out LAM:

Revenge, the 1st track of their 1st album, has a sample of a speech by... Fucking Hitler. Sean Brennan is a leftist so it’s definitely not in support of it and I wouldn’t say it’s just for shock value either, he’s always been very political, but yeah not the most sensitive choice especially to open a fucking album. He is white and as far as I’m aware he’s not Jewish either.

The Black Cat makes me a little uncomfortable because what was the fucking need to refer to the person he’s “singing to” as “little girl” like why would you do that.

The second abum and its title track are called Psycho Magnet. If we were to take away That word it wouldn’t be Problematic imo but yeah, it’s used as a pejorative to refer to a terrible lover.

Psycho Magnet (the album) deals heavily with toxic relationships in general and “the loss of innocence”.

Kiss, also from Psycho Magnet, uses the word “rape” in a very tasteless manner. It’s not talking about actual rape. You know how people used to use it a lot to refer to rough sex and shit like that? That’s the meaning of the word in context but it’s still very. :|

If you’re still interested after knowing all of that, my favorites by them are:

Claire’s Horrors

Spider and the Fly

Carry on... Screaming

Untitled

Demon

Let me Break You

Blessing

Where Good Girls go to Die

Feeling Fascist

The Kids are all Wrong

Hate!

[girls-scenarios]

Recent Girl Group Comebacks You Should Check Out

Heads up, this is gonna be LONG. Since I missed March, I’m going to run through a few March comebacks before I get into all the April songs!

ITZY - Wannabe

You all know this comeback. It was incredible. Ryujin’s shoulder move killed it all. All the songs on the mini album are great. Do I really need to say anymore?

Favorite - Lie

Favorite went semi-viral with “Loca” before kind of disappearing for a year, but they came back with “Lie” in March. If you liked “Loca” then you’ll enjoy “Lie” as it has a similar vibe. It’s a really good song and it’s a shame that this song hasn’t gotten as much recognition, because they really deserve it! Go give the song a listen, you won’t regret it!

Yezi - Home

You might recognize Yezi from Unpretty Rapstar or from her former girl group, Fiestar. She’s more known for her rap songs, but this time she mixed it up with home! It’s a really good song with a softer vibe and a powerful chorus.

Sejeong - Plant

I’m not sure if you guys know, but all of us admins adore Sejeong and absolutely LOVED this album. I bought a signed copy myself, and she actually won a music show award with this song! It’s a soft ballad so I know it’s not for everyone, but I’d recommend you all give it a listen. It really strikes you in the heart and makes you think as you listen. It’s very melancholy but inspiring at the same time.

AleXa - Do or Die

I’m sure most of you have heard of AleXa by now. She’s a dancing powerhouse and I love watching her live stages. She’s doing really well and if you like more “loud” sounds like Loona’s “So What” you’ll like this song.

Now that we’re done with March, let’s get on to April!

(G)I-DLE - Oh My God

Again, I’m pretty sure all of you have listened to this song by now. They really said gay rights! If you haven’t looked at the lyrics for the English version yet, you definitely should. That being said, they killed it once again.

Cignature - Assa

I have been gushing about Cignature since their debut so I’m sure I sound like a broken record, but they’re incredible! This song is about being proud to be yourself and not minding being an outsider, and like with their debut, they’ve blended their cute image with a girl crush side, powerful dancing, and incredible live vocals. The song and music video just make me so happy!

DALsooobin - Dive

DALsooobin, or Subin of Dalshabet, just released another self composed song. This is a similar vibe to Yezi’s home, a slower song that is also uplifting and shows off her vocal talent!

Keembo - Thank You, Anyway

Keembo is a duo made of former Spica members Boa and Bo Hyung. This song is also quite somber, but the vocals are incredible, as expected from the vocalists of Spica! I really miss Spica and I hope you give this song a listen!

Apink - Dumhdurum

We got our yearly Apink comeback! As always they never disappoint, this song is so addicting and the aesthetic is absolutely gorgeous. If you haven’t listened to this song yet, do yourself a favor. You’ll fall in love.

BVNDIT - Children

So this is actually a prerelease leading up to their comeback, but it’s just so good and I wanted to share it with you all. It’s exactly my type of song and really gives me Hoody and Oohyo vibes. It’s a slower song, but their vocals are on point and the dance is actually really cool (I believe two of the members choreographed it).

April - Lalalilala

We were all so excited when we heard that April would be coming back this month, and they didn’t disappoint! This song calls back to Kara’s songs while keeping April’s vocal-heavy style and it’s seriously a bop! I’ve been listening to it nonstop, as well as the rest of the songs on the mini album! Once I get over this writers block, I’ll hopefully be able to write something for them because the music video really inspired me. Anyway, please go give this song a listen!

HA:TFELT - 1719

HA:TFELT, or Yeeun from Wonder Girls, just released a full album and lots of music videos for the songs on the album. There’s Satellite, Sweet Sensation, Solitude, Life Sucks (tw: this mv has blood), and most recently Cigar. Every single song on the album is incredible and so beautifully artistic and I hope you’ll all take some time to check it out!

Chungha - Stay Tonight

Another prerelease single and oh my god, Chungha killed it with this song, but did we really expect any less? Do yourself a favor and listen to this song, as well as watch a few choreo videos. The dance is incredible.

Oh My Girl - Nonstop

Oh My Girl is one of my favorite girl groups of all time, and they did not disappoint with this comeback! My bias Mimi seriously killed the raps and the entire song is just so addicting to listen to! “Nonstop” also debuted at #1 on the charts, their first song to do so! I’m happy to see them getting more attention both in South Korea and internationally, they seriously deserve it.

GWSN - Bazooka

GWSN never disappoint! Since their debut, they’ve quickly become my favorite newer group. “Bazooka” is a fun, upbeat song perfect for the spring, and all three b-side songs on the mini album are fantastic! If you haven’t listened to a GWSN mini album, you absolutely have to do yourself a favor and check them out! Their vocals, visuals, and even physical albums are just top notch.

[haknyeonrk]

surprise LIVE ! per_se : 1 YEAR!!! ILY!!!

initially he had planned to write a long and cheesy instagram post. yet that didn’t seem like enough to convey his gratitude to the fans –– words were powerful, but he’s sure that they’d probably at least like to see his face. now that their promotions are over, they don’t exactly have a schedule packed for the month to actually meet their fans, and haknyeon thinks it’s about time he’s started doing more vlives. 

he takes a moment to think about what to title it, but settles on something simple and straightforward. “1 year!! ily!!!” he smiles and clicks start. it’s much different than an instagram live, because the hearts begin pouring in and haknyeon stares into the camera for a good few seconds, unknowing if anyone’s gonna watch. but they do and he smiles as he looks at the numbers increasing. he begins to read the comments.

“oppa, are you just going to stare at the camera? say something!”

immediately he turns to look at the camera, away from the comments and laughs shyly. “oh! sorry! i was really fascinated!” he laughs. at that he clasps his hands together and notices that the viewer count has increased, there’s a good number of people watching him now.

“everyone! it’s our one year already!” he beams, and he claps his hands together, smiling wide. “can you believe it’s already been one year with per_se? i wanted to celebrate it with all of you, that’s why i decided to do this vlive!” he continues, and he watches as the number of hearts continue to increase. “it’s something really special to me, and something that i think could only be achieved thanks to our fans! i can say thank you a million times but it’ll never be enough,” his words are sincere as he speaks, and he knows they aren’t face-to-face, but he hopes that his genuine gratitude can reach them. “i was going to write a long... cheesy... instagram post... but i wanted to be able to share this moment with all of you!” he smiles.

from the corner of his eye he spots a comment that says “do you miss hugo?” but he ignores it –– he has to. he’s not too sure if he’s allowed to speak on it, if the company might come after him if he does. it’s not exactly a situation that he can speak so candidly about.

the vlive proceeds, and haknyeon continues to read other comments. “what have you been doing lately?” a comment asks.

“me? i’ve been practicing of course~ i’ve been working really hard on my rapping and dancing and singing too! i want to make sure ceo hyunbin doesn’t call me a terrible singer!” he adds the last part cheekily, referring back to when the ceo had called him a terrible singer on television. it’s not as though hyunbin would watch these vlives, right? he’s sure a little playful jab wouldn’t hurt. 

another comment catches his attention. 

“i didn’t know you were friends with anna!” 

he smiles as he answers, “we are! anna noona and i went to the same highschool! she’s a year older than me and we didn’t see each other much in highschool since she was a trainee back then, but we got a lot closer after i debuted! she’s a dependable senior!” 

“are you close to convex?”

“definitely! i have a few friends in convex~ we’re buddies!” he smiles widely. it’s always fun to talk about his friends, and the friendships he’s made. “sang–– ah, link, haru, micha and i were actually all in a dance crew before we became trainees. it’s crazy right? then i became a trainee, and then link hyung, then micha, then haru... then we all debuted! they’re really close friends of mine! and they’re really talented too! how can i not be a consta when they have so many handsome members right?” he cheekily raises his eyebrows. “ah... but my bias is actually jinwook sunbaenim,” he laughs before he makes a heart with his hands. “jinwook sunbaenim, i love you!”

more comments continue to flow in, and it’s getting a little tough for him to read them one by one. but he notices the interest in his idol friends, and decides to speak about it.

“other idols i’m close to? i’m really close to de:code’s shion and a.c! jihoonie... seonho...” he calls out their name playfully. “i remember crying at jihoon’s graduation because i was sad that he was leaving school! super embarrassing right? but that’s how close we were,” he smiles fondly at the memories, and makes a mental note to check on jihoon. “and i’m really close to seonho too! we have a lot of history together,” he smiles, but ends it at that –– he isn’t going to disclose just how much history they have of course.

“of course i’m close to and*roma! they’re our sister group!” he says with a smile. “darae noona is like my nova mum! she took such great care of me when i first entered nova, i’ll forever be grateful to her!” he beams. “speaking of which, and*roma just had a comeback so be sure to listen to the song lots! i’ve been listening to it nonstop because it’s so good,” he holds up his phone and shows the and*roma album that he’s liked on melon. “and*roma is the best!” at that, he puts a thumbs up.

“if darae is your mum, then is hui your dad?”

haknyeon laughs out loud before he nods his head. “yes! you are one hundred percent correct!” the accuracy in that statement has him giggling a little more. “actually, let me tell you a funny story about hui hyung and i! when i first entered the company, hui hyung was like... a legend! like a legend among legends in the b-boying world! so of course i had to ask him to practice with me and help me train, right?” the comments begin pouring in with yes huidong oppa is a legend! and haknyeon nods. “and once while we were training, he was teaching me how to do this trick. it was really tough, but after trying a few times i got it! i was so happy and excited that i looked up at him and i said thanks dad! i called hui hyung dad!” he’s giggling as he tells the story, his encounter with hyung. he doesn’t think he’s shared this story anywhere else before, but what better time to share it then now during his vlive, right? “that was so embarrassing! and he just looked at me all surprised,” at this, he attempts to imitate huidong’s expression at that time, but he’s still laughing. “hui appa, hui appa,” he adds, smiling as he reads the comments, most of which were full of laughter. 

“i actually have a lot of funny anecdotes with all the members! like that one time jungwoo hyung and i got matching couple bracelets but we lost them and had to get new ones! and when i accidentally back hugged ricky hyung when i was still a newer trainee! that was actually quite scary,” he shudders a little, “but we’re closer now of course! and when hosung hyung and i went on an adventure in morocco!” these are fond memories of his, and he almost lets slip a memory he’s shared with hugo, but catches himself before doing so. 

he’s careful not to let his expression slip, and quickly he turns back to the comments. 

“can you say i love you noona?”

haknyeon reads the comment out loud and looks at the camera. “okay! be sure to record this alright?” he smiles. “noona, i love you!” he says, before he continues. “and for our male fans, hyung, i love you!” lifting both his arms, he makes a heart shape over his head.

“hyung loves you a lot junju”

he giggles at the comment and makes a heart finger. “i love you more hyung!” he says, scrunching his nose in an attempt to cutely show how serious he was at loving. 

another comment immediately catches his attention, and at this haknyeon bursts into laughter.

“5 hyunbin sajangnims or a 5 year old hyunbin sajangnim?”

he’s laughing as he reads the comment. usually you’d expect to see this question about the members but seeing one about your ceo is something he honestly didn’t think would happen. 

“ah... do i have to answer this? i’d rather not...” he replies. “it’s so funny just thinking about it. imagine me bowing 90 degrees to a five year old and greeting him with hello sajangnim!” he laughs. the image itself is funny to just think about. “for this... pass!”

haknyeon continues to read the comments, unaware of how much he’s been talking –– mostly because he’s having such a great time communicating with the fans. 

“put on some filters!”

“filters?” he repeats, fiddling with the screen. “ah... here we are!” he begins to play with a bunch of them, from a cat filter, to one of him in a beret, to a filter of him as a dinosaur. 

he opens his mouth wide, like how a dinosaur would and smiles. “this is how much i love you!” he says, and he attempts to open his mouth even wider, only to accidentally choke on his own spit. 

there’s a lot more talking during the vlive, most of which is full of haknyeon thanking the fans, and sharing stories that he can remember. like how nervous he was during their debut, and how happy he was when they celebrated his birthday with him. it’s only when a notification saying “your phone is at 20%” pops up, does he gasp a little.

“everyone! i didn’t realize i’ve been on vlive for so long!” he says, blinking at the screen. “i had so much fun talking to you that i didn’t notice how fast time flew by!” he smiles at the screen, glad to have spent his time talking and communicating with the fans. “i wish i could stay and talk for another hour but the phone is running out of battery! and i need to go back and practice,” he pouts a little at this, but he knows that he has to train. “thank you so much for loving per_se! we only made it to this one year milestone because of you guys! please look forward to what else we have in store!” he reaches out for the phone and feels a little sad, honestly, that he has to end this vlive. “bye bye everyone! i love you!” he kisses the screen and the live ends.

[i-think-i-luv-ya]

Gunshot - KARD M/V Review Rant

I’m at it again with another so called review, when in reality its just a whole essay on my thoughts of my favorite artist’s comebacks, aka a rant lol. If you haven’t seen Gunshot, GO WATCH IT! I promise it’s amazing and this is one of their best songs/videos/comebacks etc. I have attached the video so no excuses! Also this is a lot of spoilers so don’t read this first it will ruin the shock and awe that is this video. And putting the “keep reading” to contain said spoilers and so ya’ll who don’t wanna read this don’t have to scroll endlessly to reach the end of my rambling.

Hi! Hello! Thank you for continuing reading! Lolol my Taemin 2KIDZ review actually got notes which was surprising, so hope you guys like this. I have a lot to say so here we go...

So first I wanna start on the meaning of the song. On his VLIVE BM said the song is about verbal abuse and how detrimental it can be to your mental health. Considering many pop songs, especially kpop, are all very cheery and upbeat I applaud them for covering such a serious topic in a way that’s not sad and slow. PLUS BM is creating new merch called healers where everything will be donated to an organization that fights against bullying (including homophobia and racism) which is incredible so be sure to check that out when it’s dropped. 

So on that note I wanna get into the song itself. Let’s start with lyrics. The song starts with the words “LOVE damn 4 letters” like what a perfect way to start a song. Also the way they blend a lot more English into this song is something I love as a non-Korean speaker. Plus the parts in English are so powerful? Well so are the Korean lyrics. Like KARD you guys just went hard with this whole song. The chorus is literally “You words are like a gunshot, I’m bleeding love”. Just wow. That definitely describes verbal abuse perfectly, especially coming from those you love because it’s those cruel words from loved ones that hurt the most. I mean “the words you spit out kill me like bullets”, how else is there to describe that pain because it fucking sucks. Other lyrics that just show the words are coming from the one you love: “As long as you love me, the good or the ugly, everything is okay” as well as “I won’t surrender my darling”.  And this relationship is obviously toxic with words like “Selfish I will never be enough even when I pour out all of myself” and “It’s like you control me, without you I’m lonely” and “So far you’ve concealed the true color” and “Without you dying slowly”. And they clearly have had enough with this abuse with lyrics like “Need to drag myself out of there, remove you from my life, take off the tag you” and “They hit me like a gunshot, I’ve bled enough”. 

Now into the sound of the song. It has all the classic KARD elements: it has a powerful sound with the instrumentals, it’s faced paced, it’s something you can dance to, and it has that chorus that slows down then just picks up again. But this song just sounds very different than anything they’ve released before? Not in a bad way, since this is probably one of their best songs. Between the lyrics, the vocals, and the overall sound where the music just doesn’t completely take over like in some of their other songs. Don’t get me wrong I love songs like BOMB BOMB, but it was very loud and a lot happening in the song at once. Which isn’t a bad thing, cuz that’s like the perfect club song. But with this song (and the whole album really) it shows them refining their sound. Also they had a lot more involvement with this song, especially BM who did everything from lyrics to producing which probably has a lot to do with it. The music itself just goes perfectly with the vocals. Just the flow is really nice, and the beat is fun, and them gun shots really just add to it. And can we talk about that breakdown when BM is like “1 shot, 2 shot, 3 shot, 4″? Like what??!! Those sirens and everything just ramps up just before it ends, like yaasssss. 

Now the music video! It starts with Jiwoo zipping up a body bag...which just sets the tone for the video cuz it’s like ok this is how it starts lets see how tf we got here. Then you find out at the end it Jiwoo zipping up the body bag of...well Jiwoo lol like WHAT THE FUCK?! (I’ll get into this here in a sec). Anyway in terms of the video it also has some classic KARD elements like the choreography that’s very intense and dramatic, the bright colors, the flashes and lasers, some crazy stuff happening, and some really cool props and visuals (not just the members lol). Other common stuff is the piles of technology surrounding them, especially J.seph. Like in Red Moon, there’s cameras and old televisions around them. This time the video starts with them being surrounded by cameras and J.seph has a pile of old computer monitors. There may be some meaning with this, but I don’t get it but think it’s an interesting theme. Perhaps its an analogy for them being constantly watched and put on every screen, like showing a darker side of being a celebrity (also will get into this in a minute when I talk about interesting interpretations and theories). 

Also this video gave me suicide squad vibes. Like Jiwoo with them pony tails and the way her makeup was done resembled Harley Quinn. And idk BM gave me Joker vibes (may be due to the coloring of his teeth), BUT he also gave me Harley vibes with the blue and pink coloring of his blonde hair (which is just an amazing look for him). Then BM was just covering everything in black, Jiwoo is just fucking shit up, Somin is ready to cut a bitch, and J.seph is burning shit up as usual (just like BOMB BOMB, so another parallel). Everyone looked good in this video...like they are all such great visuals. Somin looked like a queen as always with the jewelry and everything (they always do that and she looks stunning). Jiwoo pulls of that outfit with those threads everywhere, like that would drive me crazy yet she looks amazing. Blonde BM is truly a look. And J.seph? I think this was the best he’s looked in any video...maybe its the dark hair and clothes paired with those light contacts that just make his eyes stand out. Idk but looks good, all of them! Even with all those slashes to their faces! Also this video is a lot less sexualized, especially with the girls but that’s a whole other topic for another day.

So we know this song is about verbal abuse. I talked about how it could be from someone you love. Obviously the cuts on their faces are caused by the words and pain inflicted on them, until eventually its more than just lashes but a full on gunshot killing them completely. An interesting theory I read is this is a song to their fans, or really people just leaving hate comments. Again you can draw from the cameras and screens how their whole life is recorded, and how they are trying their best pouring their heart and soul into their music when they get all this hate and criticism. So these “shots” hurt the most when it comes from their fans. Also going with this concept, Jiwoo shooting herself could be killing who she is to be who they want her to be. Although there’s so many interpretations, especially to the ending. Like it could be her killing the weaker and darker part of herself (like the part of herself willing to put up with the abuse out of love), so by killing that part of her she is free. BUT, could this “winner” be that dark part of herself killing who she used to be? This could also be killing that pain, but by embracing it and letting it morph you into something darker like a person embracing that evil and using it to make themselves stronger and protect themselves. OR she is causing this pain on herself, it’s her own words are the insecurities and lack of love to herself that is affecting her until she ends up just killing herself (not literally but figuratively). Idk so many ideas and interpretations to the ending alone. Plus we have them all just spreading this darkness and anger (like BM literally painting everything black, which is symbolic into spreading darkness). But ya this video was amazing, the visuals were stunning and the song is just great.

The rest of the album (all 2 songs...hope they release more) was just as incredible. Hold On is a farewell to J.seph who will be enlisting soon, and omg that made me cry. So J.seph you better keep your promise and return soon because we’ll be holding on and waiting for you babe! This song was also really slow (at least for a KARD song) which just shows you they can be diverse in their music. Plus just the contrast of the verses (which are just super powerful) with the chorus (which is very melodic) was great. And with AH EE YAH, like that was so nice to listen to and its a cool mix between old music with that beat it starts with, to newer music especially with the way they rap. So, shows they have a lot of influences and it also shows a different side to KARD. 

Overall I think it’s a great comeback (idk what else they have planned but hoping for some new stuff because I’ve missed them so much). Please go show support and stream Gunshot and listen to the mini album! They are so talented and deserve so much more recognition. They have such hope with this comeback, but yet they still are like “we’re never gonna be number 1″ and that just breaks my heart. So show your support, hopefully they can get a win this year or just something big happen for them because they deserve it!! So that is the end of my rant...back to watching this video for the 100th time we go!! 

[lovemesomesurveys]

“I’m going to stand on the ground like a skyscraper”

Is there a necklace that you wear all the time? No. I haven’t worn a necklace in years. How often do you wear skirts? Never. Do you enjoy baking? I used to, especially during the holidays. I haven’t done any baking the past few years, though. Do you have a large kitchen? No, it’s really small. Is anything sore on your body at the moment? Of course.

Do you like 3D movies? No. Where were you 3 hours ago? Sitting right here on my bed. Have you ever heard of Hot Chelle Rae? Yeah. I liked a couple of their songs. Do you know where Poland is? I know it’s in Europe. Are you afraid of dying? Yes. Are you wearing socks right now? Always. Do you speak your mind? I keep a lot to myself. If you found a wounded bird, what would you do? I honestly don’t know. I’ve never encountered a wounded bird. Ever rode on an elephant? No. Have you ever had braces? Yes, but not for my teeth.

“Cause I finally realize that I can’t get you off my mind”

Have you ever eaten a crayon? No. Do you like strawberries? Yeah. I haven’t had any in years, though. Wrestling or boxing? Neither. When's the last time you went to the mall? Last December. Have you ever gone Christmas Caroling? I have, actually. A few of us from the psych club I was in at my community college went caroling one year to a few different nursing homes. It was nice, they seemed to enjoy it. What song do you never get tired of? There’s numerous songs that will always be a favorite of mine. Do you have a favorite chef? No. Do you know who Travis Pastrana is? Yeah. What song pumps you up and makes you feel good? Hmm. What's bothering you right now? My back and the fact that I don’t feel well.

Favorite flavor of gum? Minty flavors. Does your school have air conditioning? How many mirrors do you have in your home? 5 that I know of for sure. That doesn’t include handheld mirrors, though. What does your wrapping paper look like for presents this year? I haven’t bought any, yet. Do you like Jay-Z? I’ve only liked a couple of his songs. However, the Linkin Park and Jay-Z collab album was/is dope.

“we’re gonna party like it’s your birthday”

What time was it 14 hours ago? 5:30PM. What's the craizest thing that happens in your hometown? Uh, high crime rates. :X Have any of your friends ever stabbed you in the back? Yes. What's your favorite city? Beachy, touristy cities throughout California. Have you ever laid on a hammock? I think I have as a kid. Who's the most famous person you met? Jamie Lee Curtis. Have you ever had a boyfriend/girlfriend stolen from you? No. Where do you want to live someday? Near the beach. I’d love to have a beach home one day. Do you like your eyes? I wish I had blue or green eyes instead. Do you wear a watch? Nope. Do you like peanut butter? Yes. Do you tan easily? If I spend a day at the beach I’ll sunburn and then it turns into a tan. That’s the only time I spend a long period of time outdoors. Do you have sensitive skin? Yes. Do you care if people smoke/drink? Not in general, no. If it becomes a problem then yes. Has anyone ever gives you roses? Nope.

“every little thing that you do, I’m amazed by you”

How many hours of sleep did you get last night? Sigh. I dozed off around 5AM and slept until 7AM and here we are now at 7:53AM. I don’t understandddd. D: I’m going to definitely attempt more sleep, but I have to call my doctor soon. Do you hate it when babies cry? If it’s loud and excessive it gets overwhelming and annoying. Would you like to get snake bites? (the piercing) Not now, but I wanted them back when I was like 16.  Would you move to a new state/country to be with the one you love? That’s one of those situations I’d have to be in to know what I’d do. It’s hard for me to even imagine cause I’ve never even been close to that before. It’s also hard for me to imagine ever moving far away from my family. I think I’d try to work something else out to be honest. Like, maybe they wouldn’t mind picking up and moving here? Why would I have to move?  What is your name? Stephanie. What do you plan on buying in the future? Christmas presents for my fam soon. Who is your favorite "That '70 Show" character? I don’t have one. I actually watched that show during its original run, but I tried again years later when I was older and couldn’t get into it. There is a mummy behind you. What do you do? Uh, run? What do you think of Miley Cyrus? I like her. Do you tend to think you are always right? Absolutely not. What was your favorite toy as a child? Barbies. I was obsessed. Do you think more about your funeral or wedding? Uh, neither.  Dinosaurs or unicorns? Unicorns, I guess. You need new jeans. Where do you go? I haven’t bought a new pair of jeans in years. I’d probably look at JCP first since that’s where I used to get them. I always found the perfect fit there. What do you think about Maroon 5? I like a lot of their music.

“someone pinch me, I must be dreaming again”

Have you ever snuck into an R-rated movie when you weren't old enough? Nah. How many Emily's do you know? I don’t know any. Have you ever slept in a tent outside? No. What's your favorite kind of Girl Scout cookie? I like all of ‘em really except for the coconut ones. Their newer cookie, Lemonades, are quite delicious. What do you hear at the moment? An ASMR video. Why do you think a lot of people left Myspace for Facebook? Facebook became cooler for some reason. I remember not wanting to make the move at all, I thought Facebook was lame lol. I just did it because everyone literally left. I don’t know about everyone else, but when it happened for me it was soon after graduating high school and Facebook was for college students, so I guess we just graduated from Myspace or something. *shrug* It’s crazy how quickly it flip flopped, though. Myspace became lame and now we all kinda laugh about it. Do you watch the Olympics? Nope. Have you ever been to Minnesota? No. What's the strangest thing you've seen on TV? Hmm. What do you miss most about elementary school? I miss being elementary school ages the most, but also school was fun back then. I liked the projects and music class and this thing called field day that we did on the last day of school every year that consisted of like relay games and whatnot. It was fun. Anything funny happen to you while you were at Wendy's? Uhh, no. I very rarely even go to Wendy’s. It’s been awhile. When's the last time you picked up a stick? I have no idea.

How often do you have camp fires? Never. I’d like to do bonfires in the fall.

“honestly, I haven’t been happy for a long time”

How long has your computer been on? Hours. Do you like chips and salsa? I used to love chips and salsa. I can’t eat spicy food anymore, though. :( Do you have any pictures of the guy you like? There’s no such guy at the moment. Ever touched a fish? I don’t think so. Maybe as a kid with my pet fish. When's the last time you uploaded pictures onto Facebook or Myspace? I uploaded a new profile picture last month on Facebook. Do you have any band-aids on right now? Nope. Ever had a blister? Yes. Not fun. Do you watch the show The Hard Times or RJ Berger? No. Have you ever voted for anything? Yeah, for elections and other smaller stuff. Do you like high top shoes? I can’t wear them cause they’re hard for me to get my foot into. Do you think those nerd glasses are cool? What are nerd glasses, exactly?

Do you own any t-shirts of your favorite band/singer? Yes. Have you ever worn a tie? No. Have you ever made dinner for someone? No, cause I don’t cook. Do you only listen to your muisc loud? No. I like to listen to it at a comfortable level. It varies, but never super loud.

“my give a damn’s busted”

Have you ever taken drama class? I actually did take two drama classes in community college. :O Shocking, I know. Have you ever rode a mechanical bull? Nooo. That would be very dangerous for me to do and I’d never even attempt it. Have you ever played on a basketball team? No. Ever stayed in a motel? Yes. What number was your jersey in high school? I didn’t have a jersey, I didn’t play any sports. Have you ever choked on something? Yes. I had one really traumatic experience that changed how I take my medicine ever since. That happened almost 10 years ago now, but ever since I’ve had to crush my pills. When I tried taking pills again not long after it happened, it literally felt like my throat was closing up every time and I was terrified of it getting lodged again. That day was really scary, my dad literally almost had to put his finger down my throat. Do you wear a belt? Nope, I only ever wear leggings. I’ve actually never worn a belt before, though. Do you have a rug in your room? No. Do you go camping during the summer? Nope. I have no interest at all in doing that. Do you carry a purse everywhere you go? Not anymore, but I used to. In most recent years it was a mini backpack. Where's your favorite place to get coffee? Honestly, I’m a basic bitch and just go to Starbucks, ha. It’s nearby and convenient and yeah. Plus, people hate on it but I actually like it. *shrug* I get really into it when they come out with their winter drinks, like they have now. I wish we had a Tim Hortons so I can see what that hype is all about. What's the last time you searched on Google? When’s the last time I searched on Google? Earlier. Which of these singers have the best voice: Katy Perry or Usher? I think they both sing well. They’re very different, you can’t really compare. What food is your weakness? Boneless garlic parm and lemon pepper wings from Wingstop. How many unread emails do you have right now? I don’t feel like checking at the moment.

[eds-trashmouth]

Middle of the Night

A/N: I know it’s late. (For me at least) But I really wanna post this. I’ve been sitting on it and finally finished it. This new movie coming out is really inspiring man. Anyways! Here’s part 2 of Good Side. It’s sad. But also fluffy. The song used is by The Vamps by the way.

Part 1

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The night started as well as Eddie could’ve hoped. It was a relatively small concert, probably only 300 people. So Eddie got a spot right at the front. He’d never allowed himself to go to a Trashmouth concert so he was a little excited honestly. Even if he was upset with Richie, he still thought the band was extremely talented. They came on stage and it was like a magnet pulled Richie’s attention straight to him. They locked eyes and an expression only describable as pure and utter shock fell on Richie’s face. Richie shook his head as if to regain focus and walked to the mic. ‘How’s everyone doing tonight?!’ He was smiling and waving with his guitar hanging by the strap. Eddie wasn’t completely sure but he could’ve sworn the smile never met Richie’s eye. He would know a true Richie Tozier smile. The crowd went nuts regardless and Eddie was just glad he’d remembered his ear plugs. ‘I’m so happy to hear that, we are Trashmouth and we’re gonna rock your world!’ Que more screams from the crowd. ‘I hope you don’t mind if we start it off with a brand new song.’ Richie’s smile still not meeting his eyes, he started strumming as the band came in.

I keep coming back to that moment

Where it all fell apart

So I try and drink my emotions

Till I can't feel my heart

Another sad song. Eddie could tell the crowd wasn’t too into it. A song about another lost love. They probably expected a more upbeat opener but they cheered anyways. Eddie couldn’t take his eyes off Richie. His lips slightly touching the mic and his vocals came out a little breathless. He kept his eyes forward, and Eddie could only assume he was cause. His eyes slid closed as the beat picked up slightly and his voice seemed to grow in confidence.

And I don't understand

How you slipped through my hands

And I do all I can

To get you out of my head

That was all the crowd needed to go crazy once more. Eddie couldn’t help but cringe at the sudden mass scream. Even ear plugs couldn’t save him from that outburst. The lights faded to a deep blue and purple as they danced across the stage. All Eddie could think was how perfect Richie looked up there. He truly did belong on stage. Seeing Richie again was like a slap of nostalgia, right in the face. A distant memory of late nights on his roof with Richie and his guitar. ‘I’m going somewhere someday Eds. That I promise you. Someday it’ll be me and this guitar,’ slapping the soft beige acoustic in his lap. It was unmistakably Richie’s. A faded weed sticker barely sticking out behind a newer alien, because Maggie hated the stoner vibe, and Richie’s own cat scratch in the corner spelling out Losers for his ‘real family’.

So when I call you in the middle of the night

And I'm choking on the words 'cause I miss you

Baby, don't tell me I'm out of time

I got so much of my loving to give you

Seeing Richie was understandably a little overwhelming. Eddie didn’t know what he was thinking, coming here, pretending it would be easy to feel all these emotions again. Before long the opener was over and Richie was talking into the mic again. ‘That was Middle of The Night. I wrote it for the new album coming out next month. Thank you for coming. Truly, this is my favorite thing to do. And I get to do it with all of you.’ Another scream from the crowd. Eddie couldn’t help but smile at the sincerity in Richie’s voice. He knew he belonged up there. The concert continued for a few more songs. The older, more upbeat ones that the crowd went crazy for. Eddie even found himself singing along to a few. Even if seeing Richie was hard, he’d be lying if he said he wasn’t enjoying himself. Trashmouth was amazing. Especially live.

In the middle of the night

In the middle of the night

I need you

In the middle of the night

Eddie wasn’t sure but he swore Richie glanced his way quite often. A few times a song maybe. But maybe that was wishful thinking. The house lights came up as Richie asked for a little light to see all the beautiful faces. He glanced over the crowd, definitely looking at Eddie this time before speaking. ‘Stunning absolutely stunning.’ Richie almost whispered into the mic. Staring directly at Eddie like it was a secret just for them. The edge of his lips gliding softly against the mic. A few faces around him glanced Eddie’s direction to see who Richie was staring at, but most the crowd just erupted into cheers.

I've got no good explanation

For what I put you through

Managing my expectations

Is what I never do

All the lights faded as Richie was illuminated by a single spot light. The stage help brought out a stool and a familiar guitar. It was definitely Richie’s extremely old acoustic. The weed and alien stickers still present, but joined by a Trashmouth sticker and even more chicken scratch. He couldn’t quite make out the words but he knew the writing. ‘This next song is very dear to me. I wrote it at a great place in my career and a not so great place in my life. This is Good Side.’ Eddie knew it well at this point. It had quickly became his favorite Trashmouth track. It was tragic, and maybe Eddie related to it, or maybe he just understood this one better than the rest. Richie’s voice seemed to fill the entire space. People bringing out their lighters to sway along to the beat. But Richie’s gaze never once left Eddie’s. He felt like the only one in the entire venue, it was almost intimate. The longer the song went on the harder it was for Eddie to keep looking. Richie’s face was screaming emotion; once again Eddie felt the pain flow through his body. He suddenly felt trapped.

Yeah, and I don't understand

How you slipped through my hands

And I'm trying all I can

To forget you again

The room seemed to close in on him. The longer Richie stared the tighter his throat felt. He shouldn’t have came. This was a mistake. His breathing came out in short pants. Was he hyperventilating? The air just wasn’t filling his lungs. He hasn’t had this problem since he was 14. Eddie subconsciously checked his pockets for his inhaler. Panic seeped into his veins as he realized he didn’t have one. Wait. He hasn’t had one since middle school. He needed to get out of here. Right now. As Richie began the chorus he was radiating sadness, and his eyes slipped closed. Eddie took that as his cue to get the fuck out. He immediately turned and started pushing his way through the crowd. As he reached the middle of the crowd there was a sudden silence. ‘Eddie! Wait!’

So when I call you in the middle of the night

And I'm choking on the words 'cause I miss you

Baby, don't tell me I'm out of time

I got so much of my loving to give you

He didn’t wait.

In the middle of the night

In the middle of the night

I need you

His feet carried him out of the venue and into the storm. It didn’t take long for the tears to fall. There he was. Richie Tozier was right in front of him for the first time in 7 years. He was 18 when Richie left Derry. When Richie left him. This memory always hurt the most. The sky was dark with clouds as it poured down on the two teenagers sat on the roof. Neither boy was sure where their tears ended and the rain began. ‘What do you mean you’re leaving?’ Eddie hiccuped. ‘Eds, please. We got the opportunity of a lifetime. I have to take this. I thought you’d be happy for me.’ They might’ve been arguing but both seemed to need the comfort of the other. Tangled in limbs, the world seemed to stop. ‘Of course I’m happy for you Chee. But why do you have to leave tomorrow? Why couldn’t you tell me sooner? How could you spring this on me so suddenly and think I would be okay? You’re. You’re leaving Rich. And I can’t go with you. I was supposed to go with you.’ Their was a heavy sigh as Richie began untangling himself and standing up. ‘I should’ve had the guts to tell you sooner. But I didn’t. Maybe it’s for the best. You not coming with me, I mean. If this deal doesn’t turn out the way we hope, I’ll be just another wannabe. No one wants a wannabe.’ Richie was already climbing back inside Eddie’s room before Eddie could even comprehend what was happening. ‘I don’t care what you become. Rags or riches, I want you Richie. Our lives together are just beginning.’ But it was too late. Richie was already sliding past the doorway. ‘You don’t want me Eds. You shouldn’t want me.’ Eddie tripped over himself as he climbed back through his window. Running to his bedroom door. ‘Richie! Wait!’ He didn’t wait. Eddie couldn’t help but see the similarities between tonight and that night. The rain. The tears. The pain. He continued walking the streets of New York City; past the bus stop, past the subway, even past his apartment. He needed this walk. Pain was easier when you had something else to occupy your time. It was half past two in the morning before he decided he should go home. He’d already walked to multiple parks and down multiple streets in the 2 hours he’d been out. Part of Eddie wished he was back in a small town, just so he’d be alone this late at night. The hustle and bustle of a city is something Eddie would never be used to. Too many people.

So when I call you in the middle of the night

And I'm choking on the words 'cause I miss you

Baby, don't tell me I'm out of time

I got so much of my loving to give you

*Ring* Who could possibly be calling right now? Eddie checked his phone to see an unfamiliar number illuminating his screen. Without even thinking, his thumb slid to answer. ‘Hello?’ He tried his best to sound like he hadn’t been crying for hours. ‘Eds. Please don’t hang up.’ Maybe answering was a mistake too. ‘R-Richie?’ His voice cracked. He was hyperventilating again. ‘Hi. I’m sorry to call you so late. I saw you at the show...wait, you knew that. Of course you knew that. Shit. I’m sorry. Again. You probably don’t want to hear from me. Or maybe you do? Is that why you came?’ Richie was rambling. He always rambled when he was stoned. Another memory of a small basement and a joint flashed through Eddie’s head. He’d never heard of shotgunning before that day, but Richie was a good teacher. He couldn’t help the smile amongst his tears. ‘Maybe.’ That was all that came out. So much to say but he didn’t trust his voice. ‘I miss you. I miss you so fucking much. I was too stubborn back then. I didn’t think I deserved you. What if I never made it? I could never give you the life you deserved. Eddie you deserve the world. I’d give you the stars if I could. I-I lov...I mean. I lost you that day, and I’ve never forgiven myself for it.’ Eddie was practically home by now, maybe 2 minutes away, but as he rounded onto his street he could see a figure standing at his complex door.

In the middle of the night

In the middle of the night

I need you

‘Where are you right now Chee?’ ‘I came to talk. If you’d let me.’ Without realizing Eddie had picked up speed and was speed walking to his doorstep. ‘Yes. We can talk. I’m coming.’ And with that he hung up. Slipping his phone into his pocket, he took off. Richie stood there, hands in the pockets of his ripped jeans, and a cigarette between his fingers. ‘Those will kill you, you know?’ Richie’s head whipped up at the sound. He snuffed out the cig as Eddie approached. ‘Nasty habit... You look good Eds....sorry. I-I shouldn’t have said that.’ The rain continued to fall, and Eddie was sure he’d be sick tomorrow. ‘Come inside. I’ll get you some clothes. We’ll get sick if we stay out here.’ As he moved past Richie, a hand gripped his wrist and gently spun him around. ‘Wait. I need you to understand. I always...I never meant to...I thought you deserved more than I could give, and I didn’t even give you a chance to change my mind. I’ve spent 7 years of my life missing you, and I don’t want to spend another 7 seconds without you. I shouldn’t be springing this on you now, but my only regret is walking away from you. From our lives together.’ ‘Chee...’ He was already closing the distance between them. His wrist slipped out of Richie’s hold as he took a step forward. Eddie caressed his face softly, getting up on his tip toes as he brought their noses together. ‘You really love rambling, trashmouth.’ Richie’s lips curled into a small smile. ‘Can’t help myself. I panic.’ It was Eddie’s turn to smile, after 7 years he still couldn’t help but feel fond of the taller boy in front of him. Before Richie could say another word, he was leaning in. Their lips touched in a soft kiss. Eddie remembered these lips, often dreamt of these lips. He pulled away quickly, but still with a smile. ‘Still can’t afford chapstick with that rock star salary?’ Richie let out a real genuine laugh, something Eddie was sure he’d never get tired of. Without another word, Richie followed Eddie inside. Hand in hand, maybe this was the real beginning.

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[bisexualbumblebee-writes]

Stay With Me (Bucky Barnes x Reader) Part 1

Pairing: Bucky Barnes x reader

Requested: Yes! By the lovely @thisisntmyrightera

Word count: 2,182

Prompt(s): #36 and #44

36. "As cute as that was, we have a life or death situation at hand."

44. "Can you hold my hand?"

A/N:  I had to split this into two parts due to the fact that I had too many ideaa for this and it was getting too long for my liking. The second part should be out very soon but I won't make any promises as to when. Also I'm so sorry to the lovely who requested this I promised it'd be out earlier this week but work had been a bitch and has tired me out. But I hope you still enjoy! Feedback and criticism is always welcome! 💖

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1934.

   (Y/N) looked around the dance hall from her table, drink in hand as she watched everyone talking, dancing, and just having a great time. She sighed, boredom taking over her features as she rested her chin in her palm. Of all nights for (F/N) to get sick, it had to be the night out they’d been planning for almost a month. ‘Go have fun without me.’ (Y/N) mocked (F/N)’s voice. ‘You won’t even realize I’m not there.’ As she was about to answer her own thoughts she instead heard another voice speak up from beside her. “Is this seat taken?” The deep voice asked, making her head shoot up to look at the source. There stood a clean shaven man in uniform, hat by his side. She had to admit, he was pretty handsome. And she was right. His earth brown eyes captured her almost immediately. They held such a sense of kindness in them along with something else that (Y/N) couldn’t quite describe. 

   She finally realized that she still hadn’t answered him as he still just stood there for a few minutes. “Uh, no. It’s free.” She tried to sound cool but it came out as more of a stuttering mess. The man chuckled and instead of taking the seat to another table like (Y/N) thought he would, he sat down across from her. He held out his hand. “James Barnes. Most people call me Bucky.” (Y/N) smiled and took his hand. “(Y/F/N).” Rather than shaking her hand, the man now known as Bucky brought her hand to his lips, placing a light kiss to the back of it with a charming smile. The gesture alone had made (Y/N) flustered. Bucky obviously noticed but decided to stay quiet about it. “So, if I may ask, what’s a gorgeous gal like you doin’ here all alone tonight on a night like this?” 

   What started with a simple question ended in a night full of talking, laughs, and even a little dancing between the two. He offered to walk her home after realizing that she was growing tired. Once at her doorstep Bucky gave yet another small kiss on the back of (Y/N)’s hand, emitting the same reaction she had at the beginning of their night. They said their farewells and (Y/N) walked inside, having a strong feeling that this wouldn’t be the last time she would see the charming soldier. 

1937

   (Y/N) had been right, that was most definitely not the last time they’d see each other. It started out with small things at first. Bucky would knock on her door hoping to check on her and talk for a few minutes before he had to continue through his day. Soon enough he began helping her around the house on his free days just so he could spend more time with her, but that evolved into him just coming over to her house to do nothing but spend time with her. Not long after that Bucky finally mustered up the courage to ask her on a date. They had dinner at a nice restaurant then went dancing at the same place they met. After a couple more dates Bucky asked her to be his girlfriend. They went on many upon many adventures, both falling in love with each other more everyday. Now, they had collectively decided they wanted to see each other everyday, to wake up next to each other in the mornings and come home to each other every night after a long day. So, with Bucky’s help (and a little bit of Steve’s), (Y/N) packed up her things and moved in with him. 

1938

   (Y/N) sat on the living room floor of their house, photo albums scattered on the coffee table and floor around her. Some were hers, some his, and the rest were both of theirs. (Y/N) had a knack for pictures, she loved having them, and she loved reliving the memories of them when she looked through them. She smiled nostalgically as she carefully flipped the page of the album she was searching through, eyes landing on what had to be her favorite picture. It was of her and Bucky at a fourth of July celebration, holding hands and staring up at the fireworks with such joyed expressions. Steve had stolen the camera and took the picture, knowing (Y/N) wanted to savor the moment. It was right after the picture was taken that her and Bucky had shared their first kiss, and that’s what made it her favorite.

   She stared at the picture for what seemed like hours, and maybe it was, before she heard the front door open and a sigh of relief escaped the love of her life as he closed the door behind him. “Hi darling.” She called, not moving from her comfortable position. She heard his footsteps grow closer to the living room and finally looked up as Bucky stepped into the doorway. A smile etched its way onto his tired face. “Hey doll.” He says, exhaustion evident in his voice. He walked over to her and made himself comfortable behind her, (Y/N) now situated between his legs. (Y/N) leaned back against him and he took the opportunity to lean his head on her shoulder. “How was work?” She asks, looking back at him. He shrugs in response “Same old, same old. Only thing that kept me going was the thought of coming home to you.” He said with a cheesy grin, making (Y/N) roll her eyes. “Oh brother.” She mumbled, facing forward again. Bucky chuckled and kissed her cheek before she spoke again. “You hungry?” She asked, standing up and heading to the kitchen. “I was gonna start dinner earlier but I didn’t want it to be cold when you got home.” hen I didn’t hear him answer she stopped in the doorway and turned to him, only to see him staring at her with a smile full of love. She smiled back in an instant, unable to resist that contagious grin. “Bucky?” She calls softly, making him snap out of the trance he was in. “Yeah?” She crossed her arms and leaned against the door with an amused smirk. “Did you hear anything I just said?” His cheeks turned a dark shade of red and he slowly shook his head, realizing he’d been caught. “Sorry darling.” He mumbles, making her roll her eyes in a playful manner and continue her trek into the kitchen to start cooking.

    After spending the entire time trying to deflect Bucky from tasting everything as she cooked, (Y/N) spent the entirety of dinner talking and laughing with Bucky as if it were their first date again. Bucky held her hand across the table just as he had done at the restaurant from their first date, making (Y/N)’s sense of nostalgia surface again. After dinner Bucky helped her with the dishes then they retired into the living room, cuddled up with each other on the couch after moving the albums back in their boxes. Well, all except one that Bucky had insisted they kept out. He claimed he just wanted to look through it again but (Y/N) was still a bit suspicious. The album was only halfway filled with pictures of the two of them on different dates, at events, etc. They both seemed to have something to say about every picture. (Y/N) had just finished laughing at a memory from the last picture and went to close the book, only to be stopped by Bucky. 

   “What are you doing?” He asked, confusion heavy in his voice, making (Y/N) confused as well. “That was the last picture baby. I haven’t had a chance to put in the newer pictures.” She explains. Bucky shakes his head. “I thought I saw another picture on the next page.” She stared at him for a moment, trying to figure out what her boyfriend was up to this time. After a small staring contest (Y/N) sighed in defeat before flipping to the next page. She was surprised to find a picture she’d never seen before. It was of her at (if she remembered correctly) the dance hall they’d met at. She was faced away from him and leaning against the bars of a small ramp that led up to the building in question, staring up at a sky full of stars (though they obviously weren’t as blurry as the picture made them out to be. The longer she stared at it, the more the memory came back to her like a movie playing in her head. 

   It had to have been their fourth or fifth date and she’d gone outside after becoming tired of dancing and being surrounded by people. Bucky had obviously followed her out and just watched as she became entranced by the sky, pointing out that the stars seemed brighter than any other night. Bucky couldn’t see it but agreed with (Y/N) anyways as she was passionate about these kinds of things. She gave him a smile before diverting her attention back to the sky, staring at it with a wonder-filled gleam in her eyes. She looked so perfect in the moment, Bucky knew he had to capture the moment of raw joy and wonder that radiated off of her. He quietly grabbed a camera that he’d made a habit of bringing in his satchel and pointed it at her, attempting to be as quiet as possible as she snapped the picture of her. (Y/N) didn’t seem to notice until she saw him straighten up after putting the camera away. “What was that?” She asks, cocking her head curiously. “Oh nothing.” He said with an innocent smile, making her stare at him suspiciously before shrugging and suggesting they go back inside.

   (Y/N)’s smile was wider than ever as she stared at the photograph before facing Bucky. He had a small smile on his face and carefully got up. “I need to go get something. See if there are any other pictures in the album.” He said, trying (and failing) to act nonchalant as he headed to their shared bedroom. (Y/N) happily complied, taking a trip down memory lane once again as she flipped through the rest of the album that was now full of pictures, some of just her that Bucky had gotten to capture, the rest being the both of them that other people had taken. 

   She had finally reached the end of the book after a bit. Only this page didn’t have a picture of it glued to it, rather, a word very obviously written in Bucky’s handwriting. ‘WILL’ She became confused again and flipped to the next page; that one had another singular word once again written by him. ‘YOU’ 

   She anxiously turned to the next page. ‘MARRY’

   The next page: ‘ME?’

   Her eyes welled with tears and she quickly stood, facing where Bucky had walked off to only to see him down on one knee with a ring in his hand. (Y/N) covered her mouth in an attempt to top herself from crying. Bucky smiled, his eyes welling up with tears as well. “(Y/N)” he started. “I know that I’m not perfect, in fact there have been a lot of times that I’ve messed up in this relationship. I don’t have a lot to offer material-wise, but I vow to honor you, love you, and keep you safe until death do us part if you take me as your husband.” He repeats a speech he’d been rehearsing for almost a year now. “(Y/N), will you do me the honor and make me the happiest man on earth? Will you marry me?” He finishes off, his nervousness fully showing as he awaited her answer. (Y/N) had let her tears run free and a wide smile instantly showed up on her face. She nodded her head vigorously. “Yes! A million times yes!” She cried out, practically tackling him into a hug. Bucky reacted immediately, wrapping his arms around her as they embraced each other tightly. 

   After a few minutes he finally pulled away enough to slip the ring on her finger. She admired the way the ring looked on her finger. It was a simple silver ring with small diamonds embedded into it and a red jewel in the dead center. It was simple, which (Y/N) greatly appreciated. She wasn’t one for showy or flashy things. “This moment needs to be saved.” Bucky spoke up softly, quickly getting up and grabbing his camera from his satchel. He carefully grabbed her hand, holding up the camera and snapping a picture of their held hands before setting it down, making (Y/N) smile brightly. “I think that’s a great end to the album.” Bucky says softly, making her nod in agreement. A great way to end the album and an even better way to end the night. 

[tangledup-andtwisted]

Locked In a Haze

Leather Part 3

A/N: IT’S FINALLY HERE!!! I know you guys have been waiting a really long time for this, and I’m sorry for the wait. It’s pretty long, it’s almost nine pages in docs. ANyways - I hope you guys love it!

Warnings: SMUT (18+), unprotected sex (wrap it before you tap it kids), dirty talk

Part 1   Part 2   Part 4  Part 5

If you thought your relationship with Luke was strained before, it was now hanging by a thread. You thought you were saving yourself the argument by leaving that morning. Apparently, that was the wrong move, the usually fiery frontman was cold and aloof with you, brushing past you like you didn't exist. He no longer sought you out with insults or jabs. He just ignored you completely.

You were confused by his actions, but you were more confused by how affected you were by them. You had, wrongly, thought that Luke leaving you alone for the rest of the tour was what you wanted, but you find yourself missing his dark humour and disarmingly boyish smile.

At first, you were worried Luke would say something about that night to the guys, specifically Michael. If Michael found out you slept with Luke you’d never live it down. That played a huge part in you leaving before Luke, and the rest of the band woke up. The awkward ride from the hotel was bad enough, you didn’t want to imagine the aftermath of Michael finding you in bed with Luke. You replayed the morning over in your head wondering if there was anything you could have done differently.

                                                  ~ ~ ~

You and the boys were all on your way to breakfast and you were exhausted from the night before.  You mostly just kept quiet, Michael knows you really well and you were worried you’d do or say something that would make him suspicious. For some reason though, all the guys seemed focused on and slightly annoyed with Luke. At first, you were confused, but then Calum opened his mouth.

“Busy night last night, eh Lukey?” Calum smirked over at the frontman. From where you were huddled against Mike in the back of the van you could see Luke’s shoulders immediately tense. You held your breath waiting to hear his response, but he didn’t say anything, he simply shrugged his shoulders. You’d hoped that’d be the end of it, but it wasn’t.

“Aw, c’mon Luke, we all heard it,” Michael added from beside you. You groaned internally wishing he would shut up.  Ashton and Calum began moaning Luke’s name in high pitched voices, causing you to hide your face in Michael’s side so none of the guys would notice the shade of cherry your face had become.

“We’re just wondering where you found the time for a hookup, seeing as none of us went out last night,” continued Calum. You peeked over at Luke, wondering briefly why he hadn’t thrown you to the wolves yet.

“Had a couple drinks at the hotel bar,” he lied smoothly, “didn’t know I’d be interrogated about it later,” he said, eyeing Calum as he put his headphones in, effectively ending the conversation.

“You okay, Y/N?” Michael asked you.

“I uh - yeah? Why?” you managed to string together the words.

“Dunno, you just seemed kinda uncomfortable, I guess?” he gives you a strange look.

“I just don’t love hearing about Luke’s sex life this early in the morning, or you know at all,” you sniped back, hoping he’d leave it at that, and luckily he did.

                                                    ~ ~ ~

A loud noise from behind you shook you out of your reverie, one of the newer crew members had dropped some equipment he had been carrying around. He started to quickly gather up the things he dropped, a blush staining his face, you smiled kindly at him to hopefully put him at ease.

Tonight was the last show before a week-long break in LA, you wouldn’t have to see Luke for an entire 6 days. The only break in your respite being a friend’s birthday party Michael had asked you to attend with him in fear of running into his ex. You’d agreed, of course, knowing it would make Michael more comfortable if you were there for moral support.

You were excited for the break from touring, not only to escape the awkwardness any kind of interaction with Luke but also to sleep in your own bed for a little while. Well, not your own bed. You were staying at Michael’s place while you were in LA because you couldn't live there full time, it just wasn't your scene. You preferred your calmer, regular city life. He’d been trying to talk you into getting a small apartment for visits but to no avail.

The show went by pretty fast, the guys were amazing as usual, and the fans were overjoyed. You were just exhausted. You barely remember the ride back to the hotel. When morning came you were more than ready to get on the plane back to LA.

Once you landed you and Mike headed straight back to his house to catch up on some much-needed sleep. Michael had a couple days of rehearsal and some writing for the next album, but for the most part, you two stayed inside gaming and binging Netflix. Ashton came by a couple times, once with Calum in tow, hoping to drag you and Michael out on a hike or to a yoga class. While his efforts were in vain, you appreciate him checking in on you guys, and encouraging you to be healthier, even if he was unsuccessful. The majority of the week went by quicker than you’d like, and the birthday party was right around the corner.

When the night of the party finally came around you were nervous. You had spent a solid 5 days trying to forget Luke even existed, to no avail. In between episodes of Brooklyn 99 and your next takeout order, you'd find your mind drifting to those striking blue eyes. If Michael had noticed your daydreaming he hadn’t said anything. It wasn’t that you had a crush on Luke, no definitely not. He was just gorgeous and apparently amazing in bed. It’s not like you had started to actually like him, he was still an arrogant prick. Sleeping with him hadn’t changed that, if anything it had made it more apparent. You just didn’t know how you or your body would react seeing Luke again, especially since he’d be all dressed up and looking more gorgeous than usual, damn him.

Your party attire consisted of a very short and shimmery dress, you didn’t go out partying very often but you loved getting dressed up. By the time you and Michael show up to the party the other three boys are at least two rounds in. Ash and Calum are in the middle of a large group of people, socializing. Ashton seems to be telling a story. At first, you don’t spot Luke, not that you’re looking for him. After a few minutes you spot him talking to some girls you recognized as Instagram ‘influencers’. You roll your eyes and gesture to Mike that you’re gonna grab you guys some drinks from the bar. You’d only have one or two drinks, you’d decided because you’re not overly fond of being drunk. Once you make your way back to Michael he asks if it’s okay for him to go mingle. You tell him to go ahead, though admittedly you’re a bit annoyed that he dragged you to this party where you know no one but the boys and crew, just to ditch you. But you had only come to ensure his comfort and if he feels fine, then you can relax. Your plan was to hang out in the shadows, avoiding unwanted small talk. Or that had been your plan until you felt a body pressed up against yours.

“Hey, doll. I’m surprised you’re here” Luke whispers in your ear. You immediately tense. “Aww, play nice kitten, I’m just teasing,” he smirks at you, brushing his hand across the exposed part of your back making you shiver, before making his way back into the crowd, leaving you confused. Not just because he’s being openly flirty, but also because he hadn’t talked to you in almost two weeks. You need another drink, you decide, trying to get through the dancing bodies, to the bar.  Just as you went to hand the bartender money for your overpriced drink she simply shakes her head, gesturing to a man standing at the end of the bar. You weren’t certain how you were supposed to react, you definitely weren’t looking for a hookup, other than your confusing situation with Luke you generally tried to avoid one night stands. You’d never really been in this situation before because you don’t really go out drinking. You figured you should at least say thank you, so you walked over to where the man was standing. A smile immediately overtook his face, but it faded slightly when you merely said thank you for the drink. He tried to engage you in conversation and you tried to remain polite.

Somehow you two ended up on the dance floor, even though you hate dancing. You didn’t really know how to say no, and you were really uncomfortable. Once the first song was over and you were hoping you could go back to hiding on the sidelines, but the crowd of writhing bodies made it impossible for you to leave. You tried to tell the man you were dancing with that you wanted to sit down, but he claimed he couldn't hear you and dragged you farther onto the dance floor, drinks in hand. You didn’t know that your discomfort was so outwardly obvious until you felt a familiar presence.

“Hey, man, mind if I cut in?” you hear Luke’s voice over the bass-heavy music. You don’t hear the other guy’s response, but his demeanour changes immediately, getting more and more aggressive. You couldn’t quite make out Luke’s response, but the man clearly did not like what Luke had to say, because he sent his drink hurling through the air, drenching Luke. You could feel the anger radiating off of his body, you were worried that he was going to do something stupid, but he simply called a member of security over and had the aggressive guy removed. You turn, planning on thanking him for saving you, but you’re met with an empty space, and you see Luke’s towering frame making its way to the bathrooms. You quickly follow the path he made through the crowd and slip inside the large one person bathroom.

“Is there a reason you’re following me into the bathroom?” you’re met with steely blue eyes, connected to a very shirtless Luke. His shirt sitting by the sink, where he’d probably been rinsing the alcohol out of it.

“I just wanted to thank you for helping me,” you murmur, feeling shy all of a sudden. You lean back against the closed door, trying to distance yourself from his harsh gaze.

“Couldn’t do that after I finish cleaning myself up, doll?” He starts getting closer, crowding you against the door, and you’re having flashbacks to backstage and leather pants. “Or did you follow me in here hoping I’d fuck you again, hmm?” You shiver at his words, but you try to cover it up by tensing your entire body.

“No, no that’s not––” your words die in your throat when one of Luke’s hands lands on your waist.

“Are you here to show me just how thankful you can be?” he smirks down at you, running his thumb over your lower lip. And just like, as if the spell he had over you had been broken, you glare up at him.

“You’re such jerk, honestly Luke,” you try to move away from him, but you’re stuck where you are, pressed between the door and his naked chest.

“Oh, I see, you’re gonna run away again,” his eyes flash at you, seemingly annoyed. At first, you’re confused, but then it dawns on you.

“I’m sorry, did you want me to stay for a morning cuddle and breakfast in bed?” you scoff at him. The atmosphere in the small room changes quickly,  hostility replacing Luke’s flirty tone.

“You didn’t have to leave in the middle of the night like… like––”

“Like a one night stand? Because that’s exactly what it was Luke, we aren’t together. Don’t get confused. We fucked, it happened, but it's nothing more than––” your heated rant is cut off by his aggressive kiss. You should have been surprised, but you weren’t. You should have pushed him away but you didn’t. You couldn’t help but surrender to him. You could taste the tequila he’d been drenched in earlier. And you know you’re gonna regret this come morning, but sex with Luke was unlike anything you’d ever experienced. It was raw and angry and honestly the best sex you’d ever had. You can feel his hands back at your hips pulling your body to his. You loved feeling his huge hands on your smaller frame, it made you feel powerless, in a good way. His tongue invades your mouth, taking what he wants. You hear the lock of the door click, as Luke pulls away to look at you.

“If you don’t want me to fuck you again, you need to tell me now,” he looks down at you, with a steady gaze, waiting for you to push him away. But you don’t, you grab his hands in yours and place them back on your hips. His passive face morphs into a cocky smirk, causing you to roll your eyes exasperated. He doesn’t make some snarky remark as you’d expect, he simply reattaches his lips to yours and his hands wander around to grab your ass, making you moan against his mouth. He tears his mouth from yours, nipping and sucking his way down your neck.

“Luke,” you groan out when his teeth scrape against a particularly sensitive spot near your collarbone.

“I love it when you say my name doll, but you’re gonna get us caught,” he hums against your skin. Suddenly your feet are no longer touching the ground, you’re suspended against the wall, held up only by Luke’s hands and a singular strong thigh. You wrap your legs around him, trying to stabilize yourself. Luke’s attack on your neck doesn’t falter, and you feel your head fall back against the door in pleasure. His hands slide slowly up your torso, slowly flicking your dress’ spaghetti straps off your shoulders, and tugging the upper half of your dress down to your waist. “No bra, kitten? It’s like you were expecting this,” he almost hisses the words.

“I’m going to fucking ruin you”.  You want to tell him he already has but you don’t. His lips find their way to your breasts kissing and sucking the soft flesh. Pure want thrums through your body. When he reaches your nipple he starts sucking gently at first, but then you feel his teeth sinking into the sensitive peak, causing a shiver to run up your spine. You can feel desire deep in your belly, making your insides clench. Luke is suddenly carrying you, carefully setting you on the counter next to the sink. You give him a questioning look, the abrupt change of location thinning the fog in your head. “Didn’t wanna drop you,” he shrugs, “and I want to finally get a taste”.

“What? Luke, we don’t exactly have a lot of time,” you worry your bottom lip.

“We’ve got all the time in the world, kitten,” you open your mouth to protest, but he beats you to it, “you’ve gotten on your knees for me twice already,” he reminds you falling to his knees and kissing up your thighs slowly. “Let me return the favour”. His warm hands rub up your thighs, slowly pushing the hem of your very short dress up past your hips. He then removes your underwear, with his teeth, making you giggle a bit.

He merely raises an eyebrow at you, you just shrug at him in reply, and he grabs your legs again, spreading your legs for him and pulling you closer to the edge of the counter. “Try not to scream too loud, doll,” he smirks at you with a quick pinch to your nipple, before lowering his head between your thighs.

“Can you stop being a twat for even fi ––” your words are cut off with a soft noise from your throat. He’s got one hand holding your legs open, while the other one is pulling the skin taut, giving him better access to your clit. Which he’s currently suckling on, hard.

He pulls away briefly,” Sorry what was that, doll?” He doesn’t give you time to catch your breath or formulate an answer before he’s diving back in, lapping at your folds. You can only let out a sigh and a tiny groan as his tongue works its way inside of you. He uses the hand above his head to press down on your clit, while his tongue fucks in and out of you. His thumb starts making slow circular motions teasing your small bundle of nerves.

Of course, he would be astoundingly good at this, because Luke Hemmings can’t be bad at anything, especially not at sex, you thought, slightly bitter, but mostly thankful. It had only been a couple minutes and you were already panting, your body twitching in pleasure. His focus moves back to your clit, his tongue flicking it rapidly over and over again.

“Luke,” you moan out, dragging out the word. It seems to be the only word your brain is able to form. And you feel his warm chuckle against your heat.

“Shhh, doll,” he says, stopping his ministrations to look up at you. “What would Michael think if he found you in here, dress bunched up around your waist,” he runs his finger through your folds, “ with my head between your legs, moaning like a whore for me, hmm?” He again doesn’t give you time to answer him before his mouth is back on you. But he certainly painted a picture in your head. Part of you is mortified by the thought of Michael seeing you like this, but the other part of you is so far gone that you’re not sure if you would even ask Luke to stop if it did happen. Your thoughts are cut short when, well you’re not even certain what he did, but it felt amazing. His tongue glides down your folds back to your hole, teasing the rim over and over. His fingers are back at your clit plucking the sensitive skin. Your legs start to shake as Luke slips his tongue back inside and he takes notice. His eyes flick up to meet yours, and somehow you can see his smirk even though his tongue is still inside of you. You’re close, and he knows it, the glint in his eyes makes it obvious. But you don’t care because you’re cumming, with a breathless moan of Luke’s name. He works you through the tremors, laving your sensitive core after you’d slumped back against the cold counter. He pulls you up, pressing your bare chest to his.

“Am I that good?” His signature cocky smirk, gracing his face. You roll your eyes, scoffing. You stretch up and nibble lightly at his puffy bottom lip.

“Thought you were gonna ruin me, rockstar?” You tease him, hoping he’d make good on his promise. You feel the growl in his chest before you hear it.

“So demanding, kitten,” you thought you hated it when he talks to you like that, but your body seemed to disagree. “Need me that bad, huh?” he chuckles a bit but reaches for his belt buckle. He’s got his pants down past his knees and is about to pull down his boxers when he stops.

“Luke?” you raise an eyebrow at him.

He looks sheepish, “I, uh –– I don’t have a condom,” you’d expect the venue’s bathroom to have a dispenser, but no, you guess they’re too classy for that. You groan and shake your head, he goes to pull his pants back on, but you stop him.

“It’s fine, I have an IUD. We don’t need one,” you tell him, yanking his boxers off. He doesn’t waste any time after that, his hands wrap around your hips, dragging you to meet him. He slips inside of you easily and starts a harsh pace that you remember well. His hands pull your body to meet his every thrust, leaving you quaking with pleasure. He was always so rough with you and you couldn’t get enough. You wrap your legs around his torso looking for a better angle.  

“Always so desperate for me, baby,” he grunts out, running one of his hands through your hair. His grip tightens close to your scalp, as you try to keep up with his brutal pace. He yanks your hair harshly, making you gasp in pain. “You’ll let me do anything to you, won’t you doll?” His words make you hot, half with anger, half with arousal. You simply nod your head because you know it’s true.  You know you’re just feeding Luke’s ego, but he makes you feel like no one else can, and you’re always hungry for more. You feel the edge of the cold counter digging into your ass, but you don’t care enough to say anything. His lips are back against your neck, leaving more marks you’ll have to hide from Michael.

“You wouldn’t let anyone else fuck you like this,” he says breathlessly, you shake your head, but he wasn’t asking, “in the bathroom of some club? No. Mike’s always on about how you don’t like fucking around,” he takes a moment to catch his breath, his hips never faltering.

“But you’re gonna let me cum inside your sweet little cunt aren’t you doll?” his dirty words make your core flutter around him.

“Please,” there's not much else you can say. You try to work through the haze in your mind, but Luke is the only thing you can focus on.

“Yeah? You want me to fill you up?” You can only nod rapidly at him, arms tightening around his neck. Luke chuckles darkly at you, “M’gonna make you mine doll”.  With these words, his hips speed up to a pace you didn’t know was possible, and the large bathroom is filled with the sound of his skin against yours and your uh uh uhs. One of Luke’s hands wanders from its place on your hips to tweak at your clit again, bringing you deliciously close to the edge. Your body starts to tense and you open your mouth to tell Luke but all you can manage to get out is the breathy repetition of his name. All it takes to push you over is a light pinch of your clit. Your eyes squeeze shut and you let out a very loud groan, as you tense around his dick. You let your nails scrape down his bare chest, leaving thin red lines behind. He sets you back down and uses his hands to brace himself against the counter, pace increasing once again. His lips find yours one final time, as he lets his orgasm take over. When it’s over, he detaches your lips from his but presses his forehead to yours, just looking in your eyes as he catches his breath.

“Fuck. Why are you so irresistible?” you assume it’s a rhetorical question, so you don’t reply, you just trace shapes on his back with your nails. He’s kind of nice to be around after he’s cum, you think to yourself. “Alright doll, let’s get the fuck out of here before someone finds us,” he moves back from you and starts to redress, you squirm a bit at the feeling of his cum starting to drip from your spent hole. He makes a tsking noise, using his fingers to push the liquid back inside of you, and picks your panties off the floor, handing them to you. You slip them on and jump from the counter, trying to fix your dress.

“I want you to spend the rest of the night feeling me drip out of you, reminding you of what we did,” he whispers in your ear, sending chills through your body. You look in the mirror trying to sort out the disaster that is your hair. After a couple of minutes, you give up, deciding that this is as good as it’s going to get. You make your way over to the bathroom door, planning on leaving when Luke stops you.

“Wait, before you go,” he says while buttoning up his still damp dress shirt, “I have a proposition”.

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