#deserve better

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⇢ ˗ˏˋ cillian murphy x daughter!reader ࿐ྂ

*ੈ✩‧₊˚ WASHING MACHINE HEART : angst ; imagine ; all is fictional ; cillian is a bad parent here (probably a great father irl)

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_________ ׂׂૢ་༘࿐ BEING THE OLDEST childnever had been easy. y/n was cillian & his wife's first child, but she wasn’t wanted by them; she wasn’t in their plans. they were just before marriage when y/n was born, and she totally ruined all of their plans. unfortunately, she wasn’t this kind of child who was unexpected but loved anyway. maybe her mom paid attention to her when she was a newborn because she has this maternal instinct. but everything has changed since her brothers were born; they were the apple of her parents' eyes. they have always had the attention and affection of both of her parents; even if cillian was filming a new movie and didn’t have time for anything, he had time for his boys.

her parents always wanted the best for their boys; they have everything they asked for, and she was in the shadow of her brothers. she never heard her parents say ‘i love you’ to her. her childhood was full of crying and wondering, ‘why don't my parents want me?’ she was jealous of her younger siblings, she wanted to be loved like they were.

but the worst part of this came when she started to be a teenager. she started to understand more than she could as a child, but the nightmare didn’t stop. she started to be aware of the fact that her parents never really wanted her, and she could not do anything to make them love her. she was trying her hardest to get her parents' attention. she even signed herself up for a drama club because she wanted to have common interests with her dad and make him proud. but he never showed up for her performance because one of her brothers always had his own performance in theater, and he chose him, just like always.

she remembered, like today, her play where she was playing the main role, and after the show, she was looking for her parents in the audience, but nobody was there. she was still a kid, crying at the scene because her parents didn’t care about her, even on an important day like this one. she was doing all of this acting because she thought that her dad would be proud of her, and she wasn’t even enjoying it. she wasn’t happy doing that; she just thought her dad would be happy.

seeing other people her age having the best time with their families makes her wonder why her parents hate her so much and what she has done for this type of life. watching happy families makes her suddenly feel like a child who begs her father to pay attention to her.

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years passed, and she had her eighteenth birthday. it was supposed to be her happiest day in life because she started to be an adult, but of course nothing can be perfect, even for one day in the year. she wanted to celebrate this day with her family, but when she came to the living room, everyone was acting like they forgot what day it was.

she was mad. she had enough of being ignored all her life; all she wanted was to be loved by her parents and have a bit of attention this day. without thinking, she grabbed the family photo she wasn’t even be at and threw it on the floor. watching as the glass broke into small pieces.

“what is wrong with you y/n?!” her dad snapped at her, didn’t understanding what she was doing.

“what is wrong with me?! you-” she didn’t realize that tears were streaming down her cheeks. “you don’t care about me; you don’t give a shit about me” cillian wanted to say something, but she interrupted him. “you shouldn’t just make people if you are going to treat them like shit and make them think they do something wrong their whole life.” at this moment, she just broke into tears as she looked at her father’s face, and without saying a word, she came back to her room.

she didn't deserve it. she didn't deserve it at all.

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⇢ ˗ˏˋ thank you for attention! and im sorry for any mistakes. and remember it’s all fictional, cillian is probably great father but i wanted to write something like this. take care!

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Read this twice, sometimes the person you want doesn't deserve you.

[sapphiclover-tv]

I know Clexa deserved so much better, but who else?

I got one Root and shaw!!!

How about you guys?

[nesiacha]

Rest in peace Lucile Desmoulins,Marie Françoise Goupil, Arthur Dillon,Jean-Baptiste Gobel, Philibert Simon, Pierre-Gaspard Chaumette, Granmont and his son...

[sawiet]

'what?' said harry, wheeling round to stare at her. 'he's ill? what's wrong with him?'

and even myrtle, who had been devotedly in love with harry for years, refused to give up draco's secrets to him because he genuinely sympathized with him.

only narcissa realized that draco couldn't kill a human. she knew her child well. and also knew the desperate situation he was in.

even harry could clearly see that draco was not the villain in this story. being school rivals, harry still noticed that pain and loneliness behind draco's bravado. he sympathised with him.

i could never have loved draco so much if I hadn't found out the agony he was in for the entire sixth year. it became so obvious that he was just a bully, not a bad person.

[chaosmagicwanda]

[aleesabella]

[aldoodles]

“Way in the distance, Fishlegs and Camicazi, seated on the back of the Deadly Shadow, had seen the drama unfold…”

[nirvanaissogood]

Currently fucking sobbing rn remembering this

My sweet baby boy deserved so much better, he was a sweetheart. But, at least he made the sky prettier 🫶.

[this-blog-needs-a-new-name]

And yet zero announcement about a third season

[gerotonin]

[blogofsara]

Elaine....

Elaine still had a photo of her and her husband as the background of her cellphone, deep down she loved him but unfortunately she felt that he no longer paid attention to her.....poor thing....no one helped her 💔. Original screen: Florina (Pinterest).

[aleesabella]

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