#don't mind me; just setting things up!

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Masterlist

(f) fluff, (sg) suggestive, (s) smut, (a) angst

Small blurbs contain all genres; soft/hard thoughts, opinions, little scenarios etc

Gunil

Practice (s)

Cinema (f)

Wedding party (f)

Small blurbs

Your camera roll when dating him

Jungsu

Caught (s) (part2)

Plump (f, sg)

First Kiss (f)

Small blurbs

Your camera roll when dating him

Gaon/Jiseok

Blind Date (f)

And they were roommates (s)

One night stand (s)

Lake Pluto (f, au)

Small blurbs

Your camera roll when dating him

[ collab with @xhdream ]

1. Money on my mind - preppy!jiseok (s)

2. Tba ft Jungsu

O.de/Seungmin

Caught (s) (part1)

Hickey (f, sg)

Spider-Man Kiss (f)

French Kiss (s)

Happy birthday (f)

Small blurbs

Your camera roll when dating him

Hyeongjun/Junhan

Spending the night (f)

Small blurbs

Your camera roll when dating him

Jooyeon

Isn't she lovely? (f)

Drive In (f, sg)

Lucky Charm (f)

Small blurbs

Your camera roll when dating him

Other

MTL kiss you during an argument (f, slight a)

MTL sending nsfw content to you + their reaction to you sending it to them (sg)

Their s/o sleeps with a lot of plushies (f, sg)

MTL office romance/sex (s)

They catch you crying while listening to one of their songs (a, f)

Kissing you first when they leave vs asking for a kiss (f)

XH as types of kisses (f)

XH as seasons (f)

When they have the insatiable need to kiss you (f, sg)

Reaction to you not wanting to see their comeback teasers because they're too hot (f)

Fake text messages (just fluff and suggestive for now!)

You miss them (f)

Junhan bf texts (f)

Watching RTW and sending a screenshot (f)

[irregularjohnnywiggins]

You ever have those moments where an idea just... won't leave your head?

[sysig]

Chewtoy (Patreon)

[azaracyy]

a lesson on good karma digimon survive week 2024 day 4: supporting characters

[chirpsythismorning]

bylers when over 350k people don’t have the exact same thoughts and opinions as them

[averlym]

some very very quick costume shorthands!

[moe-broey]

Textpost redraw that only works in a modern setting, so. I gave them silly outfits (and a little bit of lore!)

Some zoom ins on the illusts!

And Lore

Moe is like. A SHUT-IN shut-in. So in any modern setting that isn't "Hey wanna visit my hometown for a sec (events so far have followed canon at least loosely)", it would have to meet Alfonse under Extremely Specific Circumstances.

And finally! Textpost under cut!

[theophagie-remade]

People who fancy themselves intellectuals on this hellsite love to condescendingly bring up fandom issues to minimise them or go on about whataboutisms when the question simply is do you think people deserve to be told they ought to die or be abused over fiction and fantasies or nah

[foolishnpd]

turns out I just love to dominate the coversation or at least have it be all about me and the stories I'm telling and any responses should be about me and what I want to hear and and and

[x-adoringvoid-x]

Apparently that's called the 'irresistible force paradox'

[donnyclaws]

I'm gonna be real I have no clue how I'd ever post Tiger crawl home, it's so atypical compared to the way I write now. Like new stories I'm so clearheaded about what parts characters serve in the narrative, I know what I want to say, even if it's something more freeform like my stuff with Leopard which is contained and has a purpose in my mind. Tiger Crawl home as a story and not just a headworld exists as years of script like snippets I can't post without feeling like I'm having a public vivisection. Like it's easy to write complex characters when you are Writing them with purpose.

Tiger Crawl home isn't like that, these guys are like an insane pseudo mirror of my life via the way of untreated mega mental illness and schemas and abused kid delusions ages 14 to 22. Like this is the kind of story that I feel like can only exist in some weird 62 hour long visual novel with zero payoff but it alters your life somehow. Saying it has arcs is generous, I will write 8 page half script half summaries about how Damian is avoidant of homes and owns virtually nothing, how they choose concrete basements to rest in because it reminds them of cages, and it's a reason to never become comfortable, and why, and how, and how it changes over time but stays the same and how it effects those around you to come and go like a stray cat, hissing, disappearing and purring and staying in the same breath. Obviously I'm being so self indulgent in combining all my passions in clothing, design, themes and creatures in here, I put plenty in here just because I think it's cool and fun but the writing itself only exists as like agonizingly slow crawls through suicide attempts and relationship dynamics that might not ever get to a truly healthy and clean place. It means the world to me, I don't know how to actually show it raw to anyone though.

[bluesey-182]

this review for the ballad of songbirds and snakes is going to be critical so if you loved this book and don't want to see that critique then you are welcome to skip this post. im willing to have civil conversation and im also very willing to hear other points of views bc i love discussing books (and who knows! maybe someone could change my mind) BUT if you're at all going to be nasty and/or take it personally, then you will likely be blocked.

im gonna be so honest... the ballad of songbirds and snakes was a decent book. but. i don't think it actually added anything to the overall story. it added some perspective, maybe, to how snow became snow but it also felt... pointless? i think if I'm going to get a villain origin story, i want it to make me feel conflicted, or at least somewhat understanding to how the villain turned out that way. i want it to show me the gray area. but this book just... didn't do it for me. none of it was surprising. and also, from the beginning, i didn't overall care that much to know what made him this way, because the end result was still the same, and nothing happened to change that feeling for me. bc the only way snow was interesting was how he was as the villain. there was nothing beyond that to interest me, and i think that's what this book was trying to use as the draw. and moreover, to expand on my opinion that it didn't add to the series: i think it relied solely on easter eggs from the original trilogy to make you think it was adding anything. like "see, look at this reference i made! doesn't it remind you of the original books?" idk. like i said, it's a DECENT book on it's own. the writing is good, the story itself isn't bad--it just also gives you no reason to invest in the main character, and i think to some degree that's something that's supposed to draw you into a book. and like i mentioned, nothing surprised me. i saw all of it coming. i predicted every twist before it happened. which isn't always a bad thing! but i was also mostly underwhelmed when the twists DID happen. i was hesitant to read this book in the first place, hence why im only reading it now after the movie release bc my partner wants to see it, and honestly? im not feeling like i gained anything from the experience. i had fun reading it bc, again, it's written fairly well, but at the end of it, im just feeling.... meh.

(spoilers ahead in this paragraph only) i at first thought the only thing it added was why snow dislikes the mockingjays but the more i consider it, it didn't really even add that much either. he was just creeped out by them??? hmm.... (unless, and this might be reaching, he hated the mockingjays bc they showed him his true feelings about lucy??? there's a line about how he was getting tired of her music and maybe the fact that the mockingjays repeated music instead of voice, like the jabberjays (which he had no problem with) was like... his true feelings coming through? I'll have to sit with that and see what i think)

i will say, the parallels between characters in this book and the original trilogy are interesting and i will enjoy seeing those analyses but, again, i don't really feel like it added anything. i still think snow would have done the exact same things without them. because he never ACTUALLY cared about anyone at all, except for how he could use them. how they made him look.

if anyone is interested in a star rating, i gave it 3/5 bc the reading experience was relatively enjoyable, and the writing itself was good imo, and as a stand alone story it was not bad but also not excellent. it was all "just okay". and im trying to rate this as it's own story, not as part of of the whole. however, it being part of that whole is what makes me feel so let down

[sysig]

Wouldn’t want him getting lost now, would we (Patreon)

[llycaons]

I like how nobody reading these work posts could possibly understand the context for them. I'm like 'nothing will be picked right, I'll have to make my own roll, and I'm going to have to use a QUAD SUCKER 😩😭' and I imagine my lovely mutuals who read that and hit the like button do so purely out of confused sympathy. unless I have fellow periop staff following me I suppose

[dawei-s]

Close to my grandma's age when she had my dad literally wtf

[daz4i]

someone please send me sleepy vibes i need to sleep but i don't . wanna 💔