#embarrasing music etc

[maize-puppet]

Tweek and Craig headcannons:

- Craig listens to David Bowie, Elton John, Conan Gray, and ABBA (he's embarrassed about listening to Conan Gray and SUPER embarrassed about listening to ABBA) (among other artists probably)

- Tweek has trichotillomania and OCD

- sometimes Tweek misses the school bus because he thinks he forgot to lock the door and has to go back to check

- he also sometimes drags Craig back to Tweak Bros. late at night for the same reason

- Wendy shaves Tweek's head when he's around 16 (this is me hardcore projecting) because of trichotillomania. He's really nervous about it (he barely trusts himself or anyone else to give him a haircut) but it's a way for him to feel like he has control over his life)

- before he shaved his head he would sometimes wear Craig's hat to cover up bald spots if it got really bad

- after school Craig waits for Tweek to get off work to walk him home. He's allowed to stay in after closing and sometimes falls asleep.

- if Tweek's working alone, Craig helps him with dishes and Tweek will give him the tip money from that day.

- when Craig has sensory overload or autistic shutdowns pressure really helps him, so Tweek will either hug him or lay on top of him to help him calm down

- sometimes if he can tell Craig is struggling Tweek will come up with a lie to get him out of class (disguising as his own paranoia or separation anxiety, like "I don't want to get mugged on the way to the bathroom, can Craig come with me?", etc. so Craig won't be embarrased)

- once Tweek stops drinking meth-laced coffee, he starts gaining more weight (/pos)

- Tweek and Craig aren't allowed to share beds at the Tweaks' (because Tweek's parents suck) but they always end up in the same bed anyway (Tweek sleeps better that way)

- they both sneak into eachothers houses at night from like 10 years old (mainly Tweek because he'll be freaking out about something and needs comfort eg. Put It Down, but eventually Craig starts doing this too, but he really scared Tweek the first time. (Tweek always sends Craig's mom a text when he does this, the Tuckers have just learned not to care)

- Craig's parents really like Tweek. They take better care of him than the Tweaks, but Tweek and Thomas got off to a rough start (obviously)

- Tolkien was Tweek's first friend in South Park

- Craig uses nicknames far more often than Tweek. (Honey, Babe, coffee bean, coffee cake, sugar, etc.) Tweek sometimes complains that it's gross but he actually likes it)

- acts of service and physical affection are Craig's primary love languages. He loves doing things for Tweek and it takes Tweek a while to realize that its not Craig thinking he's incapable of doing them himself, Craig just likes doing things for him. (Craig also likes to be the one who initiates physical affection, otherwise it can catch him off guard)

- Tweek's is words of affirmation. He's not as big on touch, but having Craig hold his hand is very reassuring to him

- Craig's favorite drink is hot chocolate with marshmallows, Tweek likes to bring him one when he gets off work

- Tweek is a theater kid along with Jimmy and Timmy (sometimes they all listen to music backstage together pump up for a show)

- Craig plays football (along with Stan)

- Tweek keeps up boxing, and he's kickass at wrestling too but he's known to bite

- Tweek and Tolkien both play piano, sometimes they play duets together

- when they're adults Tweek and Craig always have soft 70's and 80's music playing while doing chores or making dinner, sometimes they dance together to it. (Their favorite ABBA song is Love Isn't Easy)

- Tweek becomes a piano teacher (he wants to be able to help inspire kids like him and help them find an outlet)

- Craig becomes a mechanic

- Tweek's attachment style is anxious and Craig's is avoidant

- Butters tutored Craig for a while

- Tweek knows how to sew on buttons because he frequently pops his while tugging at his shirt. He keeps a mini sewing kit in his pocket and a larger box of buttons in his room

- all the buttons on Tweek's shirt are mismatched

Hcs for a storyline revolving specifically around the meth:

- Tweek overdosed at 14 and that's how the Tuckers found out about the meth. It was really hard on everyone, especcially since they didn't believe Tweek when he said he didn't know how it happened. Especially Thomas was really dissapointed in him, until the Tuckers found out what was really going on at Tweak Bros.

- Tweek finds out what his parents have been doing when he's taken to rehab and they applogize, making him promise not to spill the secret, but he ends up telling Craig. Eventually Craig encourages him to tell Thomas and Laura who handle it from there

- Tweek's parents are arrested and he lives with Tolkien's family from then on

- Richard used to run Tweak Bros. with his brother (who didn't know about the meth). When Richard's brother started getting suspicious the family packed up and moved to South Park without him (Tweek was around 8)

[thehollowwriter]

🎻🐈👨‍👩‍👧‍👦

for all ur new twst ocs :)

Does Morrigan count as new? I'm gonna add him anyways

🎻 VIOLIN — Does your oc play any instruments? what is their skill level (beginner/intermediate/advanced/virtuoso/etc)?

Morrigan likes music, it's a very big part of mer culture, after all! He always struggled to focus during music lessons since he found them boring, but he still loves to play. He's quite skilled at the flute (intermediate) and is a very talented singer :).

Cosme plays guitar and is quite advanced! He started when he came to NRC. He's very good at it and will play for his class if they're well behaved enough.

Nkululeko does play instruments! He can play a number of Xhosa instruments (he's quite talented with the uhadi and umrhube) but also the mbira! It's not a Xhosa intrument, in fact, it is Zimbabwean, but he has recently begun learning how to play it and is a beginner. He likes music a lot and probably would've joined the Light Music Club if it weren't for Track and Field.

Timo doesn't really play instruments, but he does like to sing. Is he good? Nobody knows. He doesn't let anybody hear him. Well, Finn has heard him, but he can't remember because he was very small at the time.

🐈 CAT — Does your oc prefer a wide circle of friends or a few close friends?

Morrigan always struggled to make friends, since most people first experience his well behaved middle class personality, and then his more wild, sometimes even cruel, side later, which makes them leave since they feel he was tricking them. Nonetheless, he managed to make a few close friends, and he definitely preferred that.

Cosme prefers a few close friends. He's friends with Sam and a couple of other people outside NRC. He spills campus tea to them lmao.

Nkululeko likes a wide circle of friends! His personality gels well with most people, and they generally like him. He's also quite popular on Magicam, and he considers his followers friends in a way.

Timo also struggles to make friends, but he has a few of them that he's close to and definitely prefers it over a bunch of them that could turn on him on a whim.

👨‍👩‍👧‍👦 FAMILY WITH MOTHER, FATHER, SON AND DAUGHTER — how many people are in your oc's immediate family? how many people are in your oc's extended family? do they have aunts, uncles, cousins, grandparents, etc? who in their family are they closest with? are they close with their birth family, or do they have a found family?

Morrigan has a mother, father, a few siblings, as well as a number of aunts, uncles, and cousins. No grandparents, unfortunately. And obviously, Silas is his husband. He isn't estranged from his family and loves them deeply, but he always felt rather detached from them, like they didn't really understand him and vise verse. He always felt closest to Silas.

Cosme has two adopted mothers, an adopted sister and a niece. He is very close with all of them and loves them dearly. He spoils his niece rotten ;)

Nkululeko has a father (a human from the Sunset Savanna) and a mother (a Sally Lightfoot Crab beastman from the Land of Dawning), as well as a three younger siblings who he adores and several cousins. He's especially close with his father.

Timo is an orphan. He was not fond of the girl's orphanage he grew up in at all and felt very isolated from the others, and he did not get along with the adults there. He really wanted to find work to get out of there, so he began looking around and found a couple of ads for Silas' business and applied. He did end up babysitting Finn because [insert lamentations spoilers here], and during that time, he got pretty close to Silas and views him as a father figure (he will never admit it out loud he feels too embarrased) and views Finn as his lil brother. It's kind of found family, but also kinda not at the same time.

Tagging: @theleechyskrunkly @cyanide-latte @the-banana-0verlord @officialdaydreamer00 @jovieinramshackle @cynthinesia @oya-oya-okay @skrimpyskimpy

[fbfh]

loded diper's new guitarist hcs

pairing: loded diper (ben, chris, ward, and rodrick) + reader, future rodrick x (gn) reader

wc: 1.9k

warnings: unsupportive parents, country music, reader has a younger sister and another sibling greg and manny's ages, mentions of making out, one use of the phrase hooking up but like in the vague sense yk, second hand embarrasment (showing up to a rock audition dressed like a country music star), all of them think you're really hot

a/n: welcome to more fics that are from my scripts lmao,, rodrick deserves more love tbh

also imagining this during the audition

tags: @yesv01 @dustyinkpages @the-snake-pit

You love music

You've loved singing and performing in any way shape or form that you possibly can since you were a baby

You know in your heart and soul, with every fiber of your being that you're going to be performing in the music industry someday

You don't know when

You might not even know specifically what you'll be doing

But you know deep in your bones that you'll be on stage belting your heart out

That's all you know and that's all you care about 

Your career planning teachers HATE you

They hate that you refuse to consider a backup plan

You know that's probably smart for other people, but you don't need a backup plan

You’re going to be on stage, singing and performing

Your family thinks you're crazy

They think you're delusional, that you're going to get torn to shreds by the real world 

Every "be realistic", every "and how's that going to work out?", every eye roll and shared look when you tell them you got a new instrument or are going to practice your guitar hurts

Of course it would

But more importantly it's more and more people to prove wrong 

You have a list of what achievements your parents feel need to be met to have made it as a successful musician 

They were trying to give you a wake up call about how hard it is to make it in the industry 

You drew little check boxes next to each line and have it hanging on your wall in between band posters and concert tickets

Every jab from someone that should have your back is one more name on that list of people to prove wrong 

It's strangely motivating 

The most frustrating part of all this is that no one sees how hard you work for this 

You've taken every gig, every odd job that involves singing and music and performing that you can find

You've dressed up as various popular characters and lead karaoke and sing alongs at kids parties, been a tooth fairy's assistant at a kindergarten, a keyboard playing mascot at a car dealership, and most recently, a tribute act to a famous country star performing at retirement homes 

Seniors in plainview really like country music for some reason

Once word got around, at least twice a week you get all dressed up in the polar opposite of your usual self

Down to a cow print cowboy hat, garish boots, and a rhinestone fringe denim jacket 

You whip out your acoustic guitar and sing some hits from the 60s and 70s to the seniors there who tell you that you have such a nice voice, why aren't all kids your age like this, back in my day etc etc

And a lot of them tip really, really well

So even though it’s not something you’d normally even consider, it’s a gig

It’s a paying gig

Which makes you a professional musician

So you’ll happily take it

Your parents have been talking about moving to another part of town for a while, and after months of looking, finally found a nice place on Surrey Street 

The only problem is you would be in a different school district, and have to transfer to Crossland high which has the most shitty theatre and arts programs ever

Which makes it a hard no from you

Your younger siblings aren't to happy about it either, but are very quickly won over by the idea of having their own rooms, leaving you out voted

You had even tried to bribe the youngest by letting him touch your guitar, something he always tries to do as soon as your back is turned, but it was already decided 

The only way they got you on board at all was with the (very reluctant) promise of guaranteed practice space in the attic and slightly less babysitting duty

Right before the move, you're at a gig at a retirement home 

Leisure something? Towers, village, something like that 

It's closer to where you're moving, so that’s something

Part way through your set, you're very thrown off guard by the surprisingly hot piece of ass that's a dead ringer for Billie Joe Armstrong watching you play at the back of the room

He and a kid that looks around the same age as your sister are standing next to one of the older guys

Mr. Heff-something? 

You can't remember

But goddamn that guy is hot 

By the time your set is finally done, you thank them with your signature twang that you spent hours perfecting in your room

You watched interviews of country singers for a week straight until you got it perfectly right 

The hot guy and leaves with who you're assuming are his brother and grandpa before you can even consider approaching him and your heart sinks a little

You’re thinking maybe there will be some hot guys at Crossland, even though your hopes aren’t high

On your way out, you see a blue piece of paper on one of the coffee tables towards the back of the room you’d been playing in

You pick it up and your heart starts pounding

Wanted: gutarist for a rock band. Must know how to shread.

You skim the rest of the flier

You’re so excited you don’t even notice the glaring typos scattered across the page

A rock band

You were finally going to be able to audition for a rock band

You’d be lying if you said you weren’t freaking out 

But the auditions are at the end of the week

And you have a gig that day

You type the addresses into your phone

It’s only a few blocks down the street from your new house

If you get the timing right, you should be able to get home and change out of your country music getup, then make it there before auditions are over

That also means you’re going to have like, no time to prepare

The next three days are spent practicing nonstop

Much to your family’s dismay

Your little sister barges into your room, hands over her ears

She’s never been shy about her disdain for your beloved rock and pop punk music 

“I have a spelling bee tomorrow.” she states

“Sick,” you reply, not looking away from what you’re doing

“I have to focus!” she says

“Same!” you reply, tone sarcastically chipper

“I can’t focus with all this racket.” 

You toss her a pair of headphones and go back to playing

She leaves with a scoff

She’s always been very straight laced and rule oriented

You have always been the “rules are meant to be broken” type

You do not see eye to eye at all

You never really have

This week is jam packed for you

You have to finish packing everything up because you’re finally moving into your new house, you have a gig at the end of the week, and that audition the same day

You can totally handle this

You can so totally handle this

That’s what you tell yourself as you scramble out to your car after your gig, which has somehow run tremendously late 

You barely manage to make it to 12 surrey street, grabbing your guitar and scrambling towards the garage, where the audition flier is taped

“I’m telling you man, no one’s going to show. Let’s just call it-” 

“Hi, is this the guitarist audition for the rock band?” You ask

Four punky looking guys stand in the garage you just entered, all eyes on you

One is holding a bass, one’s next to a mic, one of them is wearing a t shirt that says “loded diper", and one is standing in front of a well loved drum kit

You recognize the last one as the hot guy from your last gig, and your heart flip flops in your chest

“...yeah.” the hot guy says

You introduce yourself, rambling a little about how much you love music and how long you’ve been playing

They don’t seem sold

“Can you shred?” hot guy asks

“Yeah, totally.” you state

The guy next to the mic says something quietly to the hot guy and he shrugs

“Show us what you got.” 

A few minutes later, you’ve played your way through some pop punk classics and a few personal favorite riffs and guitar solos 

Watching their jaws drop when you nailed the guitar solo in I’d hate to be you by mayday parade was something you really enjoyed  

They’re stunned as you finally finish playing, and let out a satisfied sigh

“Told you I could shred.” 

Honestly, Rodrick was sold on you when he saw you playing guitar at his grandpa’s retirement home

He had no idea how you’d gotten a flier, he figures one fell out of his bag or something

And now he’s thanking a god he’s not sure he believes in that it did

That it brought you here

Because you are exactly what they need

He shares a look with Chris, Ben, and Ward

There’s no way they can turn your down

And not just because you’re the only person who showed up to the audition

You’re amazing

Ben sighs

“I mean, we’ll need to do something about the look, but-” 

“Oh god no,” you interject, “I don’t normally look like this. It’s for a gig.” 

After some introductions and exchanging numbers, you’re ready to meet up for practice twice a week 

You smile, elated that it went this well in spite of the bumps in the road along the way 

You thank them again before you leave 

They watch you exit the garage and get into your car, letting out a muffled cheer before heading out

“...Okay,” Rodrick starts, “new rule - no dating band members. No matter how hot they are.” He mutters the last part, and everyone very, very reluctantly agrees

Are you the hottest person he’s seen in a very long time? Yes!

Are you the best guitarist in plainview hands down? Fuck yeah!

Is your hotness amplified by how excited you are to be in loded diper in spite of their terrible reputation? Abso-fucking-lutley! 

But Rodrick won’t let anything jeopardize the future of this band 

He knows all the guys think you’re hot

Like really hot 

So if they can navigate this

If they can write some more songs and book a few more gigs without anyone hooking up  or making out with anyone else (cough cough with you) he’ll consider that a huge success

Lying in bed that night, Rodrick decides there’s no way you can be hot enough to break the no dating band members rule 

That decision is challenged when you show up to practice in grungy eyeliner and a worn ramones t shirt 

And it’s challenged further when you start playing together because jesus fucking christ you’re good

You’re exactly what this band needs, he reminds himself 

The band needs a guitarist, not their guitarist and drummer making out in secret 

But with the way you’re looking at Rodrick, watching him play, the feeling is mutual

And it’s a matter of time before the rising tension becomes too much and someone cracks 

Because not only do you get to be in a band, you get to be in a band with a stupid hot guy that looks like the pop punk star you’ve had a crush on since middle school

This won’t be a recipe for disaster

Not at all

[cinmngirlnfr]

Reese Wilkerson bf headcanons

HE IS A SIMP

For real tho.

Everything you do is charming for him

You and Reese are in the mall after school, you needed to buy a birthday gift for a friend and you didn't wanted to go alone. But one thing lead to another and you not only bougth your friend a lipgloss, but you also bought a whole new winter wardrobe for your self. Jackets, jeans, leggins, long sleve shirts, hats, etc. And of course Reese was carrying your three bags full of clothes around the mall, whith a grumpy expression. "Oh! those boots look so pretty!" You say looking at the brown leather boots showcased in the store window. Reese rolls her eyes "Yeah, yeah, you can buy them next time" He grabs you by the arm, trying to get you away from any shop "Reese, you are such an asshole" You say giggling, because when shoping, not even your grumpy boyfriend could ruin your good mood. Reese rolls his eyes "Let's go!" He said as a child about to throw a tantrum. You smile softly. "Lets make a deal, you will stop complaining and i'll buy you McDonalds before we leave" You say caressing his cheek. His grumpy expression starts to turn into a smile, but he still doesn't seem thant convinced, so you give him a peck on the lips and two kisses on the cheek, now his expression is a full on dumb smile, he is such a bitch for your lips.

Love Lenguage: Physical touch, Acts of service.

Acts of service being the main one, because i don't think Reese is super PDA.

He would hug you or grab your hand in public, but not a lot.

But in private you can spect lots of hugs and kisses.. and more.

He loves to do things for you (things he is able to do, of course he is not doing anything homework relate)

He loves to cook for you, especially brownies or cupcakes, or anything he can bring to school and hand it to you.

He loves the face you make when he brings you sweet treats, without asking him.

You and Reese are sitting in a tabe eating lunch "Oh, I almost forgot!" says Reese, then, he opens his backpack and takes out a tupper with a red lid. "I made brownies yesterday... for you" He says the last part kinda embarrased, he doesn't wants to sound to corny. You smile widely at him "Aaww!!! you are the best!" You say, to practically jump on top of him giving him a tight hug, and lots of cheek kisses. He, is Surpriesed and blushed at first, and doesn't really knows how to respond, but then he gives you a small kiss on the top of your head.

Makes you watch horror movies.

If you like them, you have probably seen the same ones he has, so movie nigth quickly becomes make out session nigth.

If you don't like them, he will giggle in that creepy ass laugh he has, everytime you jump or flinch or even scram a little, then he would hold you tightly to protect you.

The last part really inflates his ego.

You will make him watch your favorite movies too

Again, if you are into horror movies, you two probably won't even watch the movie.

Me, personally i'm into Flick Chicks and Rom-Coms, and musicals of course

Imagine Reese watching Legally Blonde, lol.

He would hate the girly movies (or at least that is what he claims)

"I can belive you are making me watch this crap" Reese says annoyed. "Come on Reese, The Notebook is my favorite movie!" You say gigging and snuggling next to him on the couch "A movie named 'The Notebook' has to be the lamest of all time" He rolls his eyes, and then puts an arm around your shoulders. "Come one, give it a chance at least" You say, he rolls his eyes and presses the play button.

TWO HOURS LATER

"Baby?... Are you okay?" You ask your boyfriend who is slightly shaking next to you. "HE BUILD HER A HOUSE!" Reese shouts with tears on his eyes.

Horny as fuck.

No, really, everything you do is a turn on.

You smile, Boner.

You tie your hair, Boner.

You giggle, Boner.

But he specially adores when you focus in something completly random.

He also likes when you get meanie.

Every figth you two have, ends up with a make up make out... Sometimes is more than just making out.

Jealous, Jeaous, Jealous, boy.

Even with Malcom.

Even with Francis.

Surprisingly with Dewy.

Especially with Jaime.

He hates when you have to share living space with other guys

He will deny his jealousy though

"Pff... Me? Jealous? Don't be ridicoulous babe"

He hates when you pay more attention to his baby brother than to him.

Lois had just had Jaimie, well, three months ago to be exact. You practically lived in the Wilkerson house, but when Jaimie was born, you where there a lot more. Reese's gaze was pure hatred, towards that little baby who wasn't even able to chew his food yet, being hold by his girlfriend. "Aww!!! Jaime, you are so cute! I love you, I love you, I love you" You said holding the baby and giving him kisses on his tiny head as he giggled. If looks could kill, Jaimie would be six feet under ground level, and Reese would be having his girlfriend all to himself again 'You can't kill your baby brother, Reese' He though 'Mom would be pissed'... But Reese had to admit, that the little fucker had some cuteness going on.

Pet names

Mostly babe or baby

Some other variation of your name

He once tried "sweet cheeks"... It wasn't well recived....

[ballburster]

fuck it KOROSENSEI HEADCANONS:

He hates meeting new people, so Karasuma has to convince to go to any event that has anyone that he doesn't know yet. I imagine their conversations goes like this:

Korosensei: "Are we UTTERLY, ABSOLUTELY, OBLIGATED to go?! *curled up in a corner and on the verge of crying*"

Karasuma: "....I am so done with you."

He uses fancy words occasionally in his sentences, making him sound like a grandpa at times

Occasionally throws in fun facts in the middle of his lessons; he'll be teaching the students biology before trailing off and going "hey did you guys know that..." and all the students collectively groan in unison

He stress eats or stress chews, so Irina bought him a teething toy so he won't bite everything and leave his saliva again

He likes both men and women, which mean he's bisexual

Not much of a big spoon, but he just loves cuddling in general so he doesn't really care

When he eats hotpot, he just straight up eats the ingredients raw because he's too impatient to wait

REALLY weird music taste, ranging somewhere between Tom Lehrer and Kim Petras

He's a hermaphrodite, which for some reason he is REALLY embarrased about???

When he finds a new thing (a bug, type of plant or fish, etc.) his immediate thought is either 'kill it' or 'eat it'

Since his canon height is 3 meters but sometimes gets depicted as smaller then that so I like to think that he transfers his height to the length of his tentacles so he can go through buildings easier

He can rearrange his tentacles to ANYWHERE on his body, like he can move a few tentacles to his back so he has some more helping 'hands'

Whenever he's at some sort of fancy gathering, Karasuma always get wine; Irina gets champagne and before Korosensei could even open his mouth to order, Irina immediantly orders him a glass of milk (which he always pretends to be offended by)

Irina and Karasuma are like a sugar mommy and sugar daddy to Korosensei

Karasuma likes mainly the 'classics' (which when asked to elaborate he will REFUSE) and '60s rock

(I wonder if people will bash out on me for saying Karasuma likes country)

The three of them all are dumbasses, Karasuma is one too except he pretends to understand

Irina likes those girlboss female power artists like nicki minaj

Irina (ofc) takes selfies ALL the time, she even takes selfies while shes teaching

[leverage-ot3]

I was tagged by my buddy and old siren (freeform) mutual @imaginejolls for this ask game!

Star Sign(s): Sagittarius sun, Aquarius moon, Capricorn rising

Favorite Holidays: halloween :3

Last Meal: my mom's cajun beef stew with rice pilaf and a roll

Current Favorite Musician: I've been listening to a lot of noah kahan recently (vermont represent), but I also adore hozier, gracie abrams, lizzie mcalpine, phoebe bridgers, etc. I've never been the same since I was told my taste in music was yallternative. I also love lil nas x and found a new musician through tiktok that goes by brye that is really good

Last Music Listened To: the playlist I listen to the most, especially for sleep: immaculate fall vibes (technically the name of the playlist is just a bunch of the artists featured in it but the description is immaculate fall vibes). my most recent song was save me by noah kahan

Last Movie Watched: this is so embarrasing but I watched the meg with my dad yesterday lmao. I have a weakness for stupid monster movies (we used to watch the shittiest syfy movies together when I was in hs. the shittier the better). I thought he'd like it because jason statham but he was meh about it

Last TV Show Watched: last one I was invested in was the new episode of percy jackson, but I did watch a little bit of that polish show high water on netflix the other day which seemed interesting

Last Book/Fic Finished: god I actually haven't been reading fic for a hot minute which is really surprising. probably my reread of of the northmost winds and skies by @jjackfrost. wasn't in the crossover fandom until earlier this year but actually adore that pairing. this is now my comfort longfic (+400k). it's so good, I read it and I wasn't even in the fandom at the time and it was amazing!!! all the characters are written so well, the voices and pov are great, the worldbuilding and storyling is amazing! I've gushed in the comments before but ugh I love it so so much. inject this into my mf veins

Last Book/Fic Abandoned: I don't really abandon fics, I just wait for them to get updated again. as for books, I really tried to get into loveless by alice oseman because aroace rep but I couldn't really get into it :/

Currently Reading: nothing at the moment (not going to list all the fics I'm waiting for updates for because I can't remember them all and the ones I can remember would take up like multiple pages lol)

Last Thing Researched for Art/Writing/Hyperfixation: ooo this is hard. technically speaking I've been hyperfixated on playing animal crossing so the most recent thing I looked up for that was what treasure islands were lmao

Favorite Online Fandom Memory: oooo I'm not sure actually? I really love having mutuals even if we don't talk. I also really enjoy when people engage with my posts and appreciate my tags and aus. I like sharing my thoughts and ideas with you guys and it's so heartwarming and validating when y'all enjoy it right back

Favorite Old Fandom You Wish Would Drag You Back In/Have A Resurgence: I agree with jolly, I miss siren dearly. can they just do a leverage in like five years and retcon the last season? thanks

Favorite Thing You Enjoy That Never Had an Active or Big "Fandom" but You Wish It Did: probably some of the kdramas I've watched. I adored the guest on netflix but there's no fandom. I really REALLY wanted some fix-it fics for the ending of my name but there weren't any because the fandom was too small :(

Tempting Project You're Trying to Rein In/Don't Have Time For: so many things that I jump between (the adhd of it all lmao). I really would like to make a leverage ot3: are they queer video essay and I have some stuff typed up BUT I work in the healthcare field and I'm really hesitant of putting myself on video because when you work in this field it can be weird if clients or employers find your channel. so that's technically on hold for privacy reasons rn. I also really want to learn how to sew and make clothes and my roommate has even offered to help (they used to do competitive cosplay) but I'm just very unmotivated. I want to get back into witchy things but don't have the mental energy to invest in that other than appreciating my stones

tagging 10 moots but anyone can play!!!: @leverageclips @all-things-breathing @digitaldiscipline @peachyteabuck @vampirewalterskinner @buzzmcnab @sidras-tak @my-beloved-lakes @kajaono @suddenrundown

[bloody-trio]

GENERAL HEADCANONS FOR THE BLOODY TRIO

Allan Crowell, the poet.

-Allan, like most children of hispanic parents, has a middle name and two last names, his full name is Allan Graham Crowell Ramírez.

-His father is English and his mother is Spanish, but being born and raised in Spain he is Spanish too.

-His Birthday is the 5th of January.

-He was a lonesome kid, not having many friends.

-Started writing poems at 10 years old, previously only writing short stories.

-Allan's a romatic, loves romanticism and romance histories.

-He has anxiety and has anxious attachment, leading him to seem clingy and overbearing, but really he's just scared that those who he loves will leave him.

-He loves red roses.

-Often falls asleep while working, a trait he shares with his best friend.

-He met Gabriel when he was 6, when he still went by his original name.

-He uses poems to express himself and his feelings, using them to vent.

-Allan fidgets a lot with his gloves when he's nervous, when he doesn't have them he picks at his fingernails, a bad habit from his childhood.

-He blushes very easily, not always because of romance but when he is embarrased, angry, cries, etc.

-He cares deeply for his loved ones, wanting to support them all he can.

John Doe, the hunted. TW! general gore warning, read w caution!

-Altough he's not the best at comforting, often just trying to reassure them if he doesn't end up crying with them.

-He's pan, don't know if I mentioned it before or i'm retconning something I said previously but, xD.

-He died in Madrid, Spain.

-He has 7 gun shots, but died from the one to the head.

-He was tortured for months before dying, his face was so bruised that authorities couldn't recognize him.

-When he was alive he used to straighhten his hair.

-He was engaged, he doesn't remember to who but does remember that "she was the most beautiful woman he had ever seen."

-He loves music, the guitar beig his favorite, feeling as if he already knew how to play it.

-It's not really noticeable, but he has green eyes.

-He is a very bad hunter, often fumbling with his shotgun and opting to hit survivor with it instead of shooting them, he feels repulsed by the tought of pulling the trigger.

-He has a limp, due to his legs being so damaged it's difficult to stand straight.

-John's left arm is also not really stiff, not helping with the previous problem.

-His english isn't the best, greatly preffering to speak spanish, so when he does have to speak english he has an accent and is often very broken.

-He really appreciates those he calls friends, like Jane Doe and Giovanni, especially Giovanni.

-He's very sweet despite how he looks, wich leads to him being extremely insecure about his actual appearence,

-He loves tea and sweets, having a really sweet tooth.,

-He doesn't remember his birthday, so he decided for it to be in the date that's engraved in his engagement ring, 9th of April.

-He tries very hard to remember who he was, but it seems the harder he digs the more confusing it becomes, afterall he was shot in the head.

"Gabriel Álvarez", the informant.

-He smokes, not frequently but he does when he's stressed.

-Anna-Maria is his twin, she's older by a few minutes.

-He's lived and visited many countries, he was raised in Spain before moving back to Argentina where he was born.

-His mother's German while his father is Argentinian.

-Gabriel's is one of the many name's he's gone by.

-Gabriel's hair is dyed, being naturally blonde.

-He bruises very easily and get's beat up regularly in matches or by his sister.

-He's very cocky, loves to tease people and be and asshole but is also really pleasant to be around most if the time.

-He loves very deeply but feels as if he shouldn't, often distancing himself from those he cares about.

-But like Allan he's also really clingy when he can, a little possesive too.

-He can work himself around guns pretty well, knowing how to manage most of them.

-He doesn't really need glasses, mostly uses them because he thinks he looks hot.

-Gabriel cares a lot about his appearence, his tired, messy look often reserved to his closest peers.

-Is really good at drawing, loves to sketch buildings and people.

-Is very anxious and kind of paranoic, plays it off as just nerves from not sleeping well.

-Despite all the bickering, he really loves and cares for Anna, she's his sister above all things.

-His birthday is the 30th of August.

-He loves coffee, but he loves sugar more, puts life 10 spoonfulls in his coffee because he refuses to taste it in it's prime.

-Gabriel despite not being the tallest out there is actually quite strong, having to carry uhm, human sized bags.

-He's not of a much a romantic like Allan but he doesn enjoy courting his s/o, thinks it's necessary before the dating dating.

-He's bi, open to anyone who cares enough to make it past his persona.

[kusanalogy]

Teyvat idols !

Characters: Ayaka, Venti, Chongyun and xinyan Band!au, Modern!au. some character x gn!reader, but its mostly focused about them as a band

Author's note: was inspired by this picture below and a result of playing too much bang dream/bandori.. also i rewrote this bc the original one was "being their manager" but i think i'd get more ideas if i changed it to s/o, sooo now we're here :D I might make a pt.2 but im sure it'll be shorter than this

summary: Your s/o whom you knew for the longest time becomes an idol for a band, How would they act?

Ayaka/Vo.

She's also known as "The Kamisato Princess" due to her angelic look :0 The young girl needs lots of encouragement before setting on stage, venti usually helps her with boosting up the confidence last-minute. Her big brother, the infamous ayato also watches her perform, Giving her more the reasons to push thru and make beautiful music.

As for you, She'd be so happy if you watch her !! Its all the assurance she needs. If you're the loud type and you always cheer her on, she gets kinda embarrased but in reality she doesnt mind it that much. After all she does have all sorts of fans. Though she'd prefer to hear your praises after a concert in private, she feels much more comfortable that way.

Speaking of fans, at first she had so much trouble communicating with them, Making her occasionally stutter :( Once you see her look uncomfy while talking to fans, you try to push her away steadily, without making a scene and go in a corner, attempting to soothe her

She actually slowly improves communicating at public events, meetings, etc. because of you <3 let the girl take her time with this, And spend time with her equally. Even after all of what the both of you do, she'll thank you for being by her side. As long as it stays like that, rest assured she'll be happy.

Venti/Ba.

Okay pretend he isnt a god in this au hes just some random guy

He loves posting on social media, Lots of the content on his account are song covers, pictures you took of him or memes (which is what his supporters love about his account). He interacts with his fans in the comments each time, But ofc there are always haters. He seems like the type to fight back but in reality he just deletes the comment and ignores the account, not wanting a bad image.

He also wrote some of the songs that the band created !! the rest are from different multiple sources

Awards the band members with a glass of wine/juice/drink of choice and some snacks the day after going on a concert. Sometimes brings you with him! He believes it'll give them some motivation to move forward, Which does work most of the time, ...unless he gets drunk and starts scaring them with objects they would not appreciate

One time it was raining outside while they were having an after party at the kamisato estate so while drunk, this mf ran outside and got a FROG into the house and claimed it as his pet. Thoma had lots of trouble trying to find it after venti lost the frog a while after.

"And as the *hic* MoNdstadt saying g-goes... wait.. where did the frog go????"

[insert sound of xinyan screaming afterwards]

Xinyan/Gt.

She's an amazing role model !!

She makes it a goal to like or reply all the comments, even the ones that are just "Great!!" or "amazing", she'd reply with a "thank you 🤍" or simply liking it

Like venti, she makes stuff for the band that she doesnt really need to do by herself, but she does it anyway because she adores what she does, the girl picks out outfits for the band i just know she has amazing taste in clothing. She also draws lots of ideas for merch, her designs always impress the other band members and you

She usually asks for your opinion before going on with making merch, creating tunes or just anything that she wants to improve later on. Xinyan trusts you so much with it, even if you dont know much about what she does.

Has so many ideas for her job, She can barely keep track of what she should try to push thru first. Its not like she doesnt enjoy it tho, hell, she loves it‼ Promotes the band's music everywhere, she likes to share it so more people can understand the art of music :))) shes really passionate about it

"Y/n!! Have you shared my solo to your other friend groups yet? I promise its good! I put lots of thought into it 😋"

Chongyun/Dr.

Like ayaka, hes pretty shy on stage too. He's also kinda a perfectionist? When its time to finish rehearsals he still practices at home, thinking it wasnt good enough. If you catch him getting to focused, pls remind him to take a break! He often forgets to take one

Gets stressed pretty easily, he randomly doodles or eats cold food to relax himself. Loves going outside <3 even better if you accompany him, sometimes just going out for a walk gives him enough inspiration.

Super supportive to the rest of the band members ⊹.(⁎˃ᴗ˂⁎). ⊹ He shows it with words tbh, he says its much easier like that. Likes the idea of working together, He believes it'll solve problems much faster and produce more ideas, making the future of the band brighter. He aims for that desire, seeking to make people proud.

He has lots of pets !! He posts lots of pics of them on social media. Speaking of social media, He tries to keep your relationship a secret. Not that he doesnt trust you or anything, he just doesnt like the fact that you might get hated or something. He's aware that he probably wouldnt stand it if his s/o got hate :(

[slasher-male-wife]

i’m not super into stranger things but steve and eddie got me acting tf up🫣🫣🫣

steve + eddie with a s/o who’s goth. dresses all dark and listens to metal the works. thank you and love you sm. don’t work yourself too hard you’re amazing

Ok so I was goth for awhile, I just want to branch out my style and I don't listen to many goth bands anymore but I do admire goth people and things like that so I'd love to write this. The goth subculture did come around in the late 70's early 80's. Around this time trad goth was the biggest sub set of goth so thats the kinda music and style they have. 

Eddie Munson and Steve Harrington with a goth s/o

Eddie Munson 

You being goth and listening to metal is what drew him in at first. Your big teased hair, bold eye makeup, all black edgier clothes just called out to him. 

He loves dating you so much dear god. You’ll be refered to as the “freak couple” if people know about the relationship. He loves that too. 

Please do his eyeliner. Just simple little lines on his eyelids and waterline. Like the simple kind. He’ll beg you to do this for you. 

Tell him about goth bands and he’ll listen to them. The Cure? Siouxsie and the Banshees? Bauhaus? Sisters of Mercy? He’s making a list and getting new tapes. 

Will take you to where he gets his jewelry and if you’re the same size will borrow your clothes and let you borrow his. 

If you dye your hair black or any other colors he’ll help you redye the colors or just add a new one. 

Will make patches for you if you have patch pants, battle vest or jacket. 

I feel like he has a lot of spray paint so if you need so paint something black he’s your man. 

Steve Harrington

To be honest he was a little scared of you at first but would still be nice. Might make a comment on how you look, but not a like creepy or rude one. 

“You’ve got a cool style, I’ve never really seen this before.” “How’d you get your hair like that?” “Your makeup is pretty neat? How long does it take to do it?” 

Might be a bit embarrased at the looks you two get going out together. It doesn’t mean he won’t go out with you he might get get tense. But if someone makes a rude comment he’s quick to defend you. 

He’ll like some of the bands you listen to. Mainly The Cure and Siouxsie and the Banshees. 

He’ll keep an eye out for stuff you might like. Rosaries, fishnets, leather jackets, chains, etc. 

[ilovejoo]

hi, joo— !! <3 here to say, how much i love the idea of your valentine's day matchup event, it's so sweet and fun, waiting to see who'll get matched with you. i was wondering if i could get a match?

( help, it's the month of valentine's day and i'm still as lonely as ever T~T )

if i'm able to get a slot, here's some information about me!!

TO YOU, little things about raine

preferred group . . . enhypen !

pronouns are she/her or they/them

love language = mainly quality time, then words of affirmation and acts of service

mbti is infp-t & personality description . . .

[ hobbies ] i love writing, basically one of the sole reasons to why i joined tumblr and at times, it's used as my coping mechanism with situations that may occur in life— most of the time, real-life moments and emotions are put into some of my writings. especially poetry. plus! reading, it's always been like that since a young age— and surprisingly, a lot of the books i read are actually crime and a side of thriller/drama. singing, you'll find me karaoking to songs i've heard on the radio or have been stuck in my head while i go to school / do the chores, when i'm bored. painting, i adore painting ( mainly oil-painting because i kind of suck at acrylic . . . ) and art museums are my safe-place, a place where basically unwind from the world as i try connecting with the artwork in front of, trying to understand the emotions put into each stroke of paint or sculpture.

[ daily things ] i'm a night owl, according to my parents + close friends, so some of the things done— i like to do at night example studying, listening to music, playing games, working on small art pieces, basically time for myself. i love star-gazing and looking at the moon. i read a lot of manhwa/webtoons!

[ likes ] i really like visual communication design, biology, architecture and photography ( i always have my camera with me when we go out, and my parents get frustrated when i take pictures of material things example buildings, lakes, trees, leaves instead of people ) VOLLEYBALL, i only started around the last few months of last year but i've been in love ever since— and when i heard i made it into the volleyball team for my grade, i was overjoyed and practically in disbelief when we won the premier league. i wish i could spend time more on volleyball practices, but my dad says it's a no ( sad face ). i love ramyeon so, so, much— it's unhealthy, but i can literally live on it. strawberries, bruh, i love them so much as well, and strawberry picking in the summer, straight from the strawberry farms is a must! i like staying in my room a lot, and spending time on writing or watercolour painting while listening to music by myself. it's basically my go-to break after an exhuasting week. music taste?? it's really broad to be honest, i love r&b though, i like rock-style music as well? ( i think i get that from my dad ) and ballad at the same time ( probably get that from my mum ) and k-pop, obviously, keke.

i also like cold showers. okay— here me out, they're actually nice!!

[ dislikes ] math. i think a lot of other people can agree, it's not that i'm bad at it— it just frustrates me so much, i have no idea why to be honest. ( physic too! i don't know how my dad loves i so much. biology for the win, bruh. ) bugs/spiders/insects/etc. no, ew, just— they scare the heck out of me. hot weather, and living in a really hot place like australia isn't convenient, but hot weather is just icky. deadlines— i'm literally the last person amongst my group of friends to send in my work, and i send it like— minutes before the deadline. oops.

there's nothing much about me, myself, honestly— except, i tend to be more comfortable in isolated areas— like, i like social and group activities but most of the time, i feel more myself when i'm alone. i'm a little quiet to strangers and sometimes it might come off as rude, but once comfortable, sometimes it gets too chaotic it's embarrasing.

in group settings, i sometimes take the leadership roles ( though it depends on the group ) and participate with group activities, and other times, i'm more of the, oh, hey! i'm just going to live, love and laugh.

height — 5'1

appearance wise, i'm a quite short— i have light skin that's been slightly tan on the arms after a trip to the beach around two weeks ago, i think i burnt my nose . . . :[ . . . my hair is really dark brown that it almost looks black, but once met with natural light or sunlight, it turns a way lighter shade of brown for some reason. at the moment, my straight hair is just below my shoulders and is layered with side-bangs. i have 20/20 vision!!! nah, just kidding, i wear glasses T T you'll either find me in sweaters or hoodies. also, knitted vests >>

what i look for in a partner? honestly, i'd like to have a relationship where the each other's comfortableness is mutual— time spent with one another, we don't even have to talk but just comfort with each other's presence. however, i would like to enjoy adventures and memories together, i don't really accept physical affection example hugs, kisses, holding hands because it's so awkward for me but i really want to give the affection, so i want to be freely myself when i'm with that partner that i can open up boundaries and share our interests with acceptance and love. basically wanting a soulmate at this point, why am i like this?? (ㅠ﹏ㅠ)

understanding with one another is what i look for in a partner, where it's equal— meaning, the significant other will love me as i am and i too, will hold them with open arms, i want them to trust me as how i put trust in them. like, trust is a big thing for me in a relationship as well.

i want to big spoon my partner. honestly, i'm a big spoon and spooning others is just so lovely, i like it because even if i don't say the words aloud and how much i love someone close to me, i want to express it through actions, i want them to feel loved and comfort. but being a little spoon is also nice.

ack! too much information, lol??? i'm really curious at who i might match with after all of this info if i get a spot, but thank you anyways, joo.

cutie its okay im lonely too </3 but i would LOVE TO BE FRIENDS omg

your valentine is... sunghoon!

listen to: whenever it rains by dept, nason, and amin

omg when u said being comfortable in each other's presence i immediately thought of sunghoon

SOULMATES??? i am thinking soulmates

the chaotic energy you guys have with each other and only each other is so cute

how you spend vday together...

you knew sunghoon got you something for valentine's day, and you had been dying to figure out what it was. him being his own biggest hype man, he had been talking his gift for days, crediting himself with the title of "best gift giver ever," "best boyfriend," "most creative man..." the list goes on.

however, when the time finally came, all of a sudden he seemed to be ashamed of what he got you.

"just open it," he said, handing you a box while not being able to look you in the eyes out of shyness. your eyebrows raised out of curiosity, and with a small smile you opened the box to find a photo album inside. the exterior was decorated with silly stickers, some doodles (he tried), and finally a little "r+s", your initials, at the very top.

"awh, sunghoon.."

"you should fill it up with pictures of us, and only us, okay?"

you opened the album to find dozens of pages already filled- he had printed out pictures he took of the two of you, some candid, some posed, some silly, some cute.

"i can't wait to add many more."

[mundanemiseries]

More Random/Useless Muse Facts : Joel & Silas edition cuz they're technically kinda the same person

Did they believe in Santa?: kind of? saw his cousin putting something in the tree was was "from santa" when he was pretty young so that gave it away, still played along for a while though

Were they a dinosaur or rock kid?: Dinosaurs oh my god. (for the record, was absolutely a kid that voted to name the T.oronto R.aptors well....the T.oronto R.aptors.)

Bugs or slimy critters?: Neither, tbh was squicked out by both as a kid (still kinda are)

Do they fidget? How?: Very figety, shakes his kid (his right in partifular), plays with something in his hands (ex. batting a dangly earring he's wearing back and forth, playing with the cables of his earbuds, hoodie strings, messing with shirt buttons, etc), tapping lightly on a given surface, vebalizing his thoughts

What were they frequently in trouble for as a child?: Crying. "embarrasing his parents"Getting openly upset/frustrated/overwhelmed/etc in public (also applied to crying), getting upset/overwhelmed/etc and then when asked what happened not knowing why (he's been yelled at by school social workers and the like over it, he genuinely doesn't know/takes like...days to figure out what happened)

What underwear do they like?: boxer-briefs

Designs on clothing or no?: both? both. he owns a lot of band tees (Joel especially) and some basketball jerseys. shirts/sweaters/tops/w.e tend to have designs on them, pants? not so much

Birthmarks?: nope.

Do they have good self control?: mostly. unless you stick him somwhere that relates to one of his interests (music/photography/fountain pens in Silas' case) though? ha.

Favorite franchise?: uhhhhhh.....

Do they re-enact scenarios in the shower?: yeah, Joel especially. things he wished he said/done differently imaginary scenarios of what could have been

Do they tell the waiter that their order is wrong?: No, but if it was messed up in a way that like...bugs him for one reason or another (has an ingredient that bothers him/messes w/ him on a sensory level/a hot drink when he asked for a cold one) if you pay any amount of attention you can tell from how he's acting that it's not right...he will still insist it's fine.

Stairs or elevator?: unless it's only a few floors, elevator. if there's too many people in there though, he's just gonna suck it up and take the stairs

Are they an exaggerator when telling stories?: Nope. if he ever does, it's almost certain��that it's because he's misremembering what happened

tagged by: @tximidity

tagging: steal it from me :D

[majorbitchwillgraham]

On the other night's episode of "apparently I still get comp het for guys"...

Well, unfortunately it was a huuge comp het case that happened. Hadn't happened in such a long time.. I was kind of drunk and was very close to kissing that dude. I felt like I wanted to initiate it.

I've felt very lonely (and desperate lmao) this month maybe. And this dude seemed to *like me*. And this dude he kneww what he was doing, I think.

We were at a party and only talked a little but he kept looking at me a certain way. I thought he was a cool guy, that's how comp het happens, right? It's annoying. I thought his clothes were really cool and, he said he had wanted to major in philosophy, and asked me things when I said I had studied psychology, etc. As time passed I used my mbti freak powers and I could *smell* ENTP. He laughed very loudly and it was funny. I thought he was adorable.

Did I mention he was also a guitarist?? As someone who loves music so much to have been a guitarist myself, that was bad, really bad for me.

So back to me being desperate lol, I guess I was interested in being his friend but suddenly I felt kind of fascinated by him and how he kept looking at me and at one point the thought came to my mind: "I want to kiss the shit out of that little guy. I don't care if he is 10 years younger than me." He looked older.

I felt that I just wanted to use him for that moment, lmao this is very embarrasing. I thought wth is happening to me, and then remembered "finding guys is easier than finding gay girls AND I'm desperate. And drunk"

At one point they were talking in a group and I passed walking and he literally said he wanted me to hear. So I went there and then he said it: "I want to know what you think about this"

God fucking dammit. Did he know what he was doing? Because that is literally the best thing you can say to me, in the pick up line context or whatever. Now I really felt like kissing him.

I was really trying to be alone with him and initiate it myself, but it couldn't happen. I didn't think about what I would do next. I never thought about having sex, probably for obvious reasons. I just wanted to play the "seduction game" with a cool guy that looked at me like that. It is exciting when I think about it, but the trick with comp het is that it rarely feels good when you do it for real lol.

Then when he was saying good bye to everyone he was saying "nice to meet you" but with me he said "nice to meet you, psychologist" because god damn that is also the best thing you can say to me. Praise my fuckin major/title lmao because yes as an INTP it seems that's what I care about. Dude shut the fuck up...

So maybe he knew what he was doing. It's very funny because it is the direct contrary of what happened when I met my ESTP friend, he "made a joke" and told me "I should have majored in something else" and left me there marvelling at the audacity hahaha and planning how to murder him, and thinking "dude wth that is the worst insult you can say to me" lmao

That's what happened, comp het is annoying. I'm thinking I felt a "friend connection" with him, just as it happened with my 2 ex boyfriends. Why would I be desperate btw? I guess that's what happens when nobody has kissed you in -oh my god - almost 4 years. I remembered when Will kissed Chiyoh and, for the first time ever, I forgive him.

[kimbap-r0ll]

Hello, can i participate your match-ups event? i would like a twisted wonderland matchup please? also congrats to your 100+ (i guess you have 200+?) followers too! 🎉🎉🎉

I'm actually a female btw.

Appearance: I have a black short hair, Brown eyes, fair light skin, my height is 5'7", im quite chubby a bit..my clothing style is like gurenge the way i wear is boyish type with a dark color, sometimes i wear a bit girls clothes and cute clothes (kinda like soft girl aesthetic) if i want to and i wore a glasses, i used it sometimes if i can't see a far.

Personality (+about me):

-Im a (akward) quiet and shy person who have a stoic face, im very bad communicating/interacting with people cuz i have a bad anxiety issues but atleast i try/want to talk people if i want to (but not a lot, its getting tiring when talking to people). -People didn't really know that im a bit  softie person and playful when it comes to my loved ones or friends, i dont easily open up to anyone with my behavior.  -I have a short or maybe quick temper i can pissed so easily and is trying my best to control myself but mostly hard dealing my emotions, if i hurt people's feelings i'll apologise immediately if im calm.  -My friends commented me like im sort of mother/sister figure in our group, the way i act i didn't quite realized my behaviour the way i treat my friends or my little cousins. -Im very insecure person, i been compared with someone who is smart, pretty or etc than i am because i wasnt one of them, it makes me think i wasn't enough. -The way i act is boyish, but im bit act like a girl like im very shy, embarrased or flustered compare to the girls who acts girly. -people was wondering why always stay inside in my room, all i do is study, watching anime, reading manga/fanfics, playing video games with my younger cousin and sleep, but i sometimes go outside when i wanted to buy or walk around. -when it comes to my friends or family, i give them a headpat or hugs, but if i had a s/o, i will give them lot some hugs & kisses, i secretly kinda clingy or likes giving some affections but doesnt want to admit.

MBTI: INFP

Zodiac: Aries

Hobbies: Drawing (digital & traditional), Reading, Playing piano, gaming, babysitting, do martial arts and listening music

Likes: going to quiet place, sweets,(not a lot) , cold drinks, cute things or stuff, bunnies, watching anime & reading manga.

Dislikes: noisy/loud people, spiders or maybe bugs, math

My Love Language is:

Physical Touch: I like hugs/cuddles and kisses this is they way im showing my comfort or affection but im very shy when it comes show or expressed my affections to my s/o, but im very careful that i wont be extra clingy to them so i have to asked them first before showing it.

Quality Time: If i have a free time, i would like to spend time with my s/o, but i'll let them choose they want or plans for spending time with them.

Words of Affirmation: I maybe not good at talking, but i love and try my best give my s/o some compliment, praises and comforting words.

When it comes the partner: I kinda like when my s/o who have same hobbies like me, i would rambled them my likings, also who also very honest and loyal to me, if my s/o is had problems or insecurities i will give them so many hugs, head pats and kisses. lastly, who have patience and accept for who i am.

Fun fact about me: + I maybe wore stoic expression cuz im not that a smiley type but i smile and laugh sometimes but my friends know my weakness which is tickling me this fails me to laugh, they even try to picture me.

+ Im a soft person who loves cute things like wearing cute clothes, plushies, or etc, and i adore cute animals. i hate to get caught if someone knows about my weird habit of mine i might ended up teasing.

Thank you and  i apologise if this is kinda long, also again congrats! have a nice day/night! ✨

Hi, thank you! Yes it’s technically much more than 100+ (I need to do something to celebrate 300 but I’m already close to 400 so idk what to do 😭), but more importantly, your matchup! I think that there’s a lot of characters that could work with you, but the one that would be the best is…

Idia

Hey look, your pfp! No but seriously, you guys match so much in vibes it’s so cute!

He’s someone that would prefer someone who understands his nerdiness and who can relate with him so he completely understands you. He’s into anime and manga, so you guys could recommend each other different series to watch or read! I can imagine you guys talking for hours on your favorite shows, or maybe taking forever on anime streaming catalogs to see what to watch next. He also really likes listening to music, so sometimes you guys just vibe next to each other while one of your playlists are playing. He’s always wanted to draw, maybe make his own comic one day, and he admires your skill in drawing so much. Please draw him one day, he’ll absolutely melt! You guys would absolutely love playing video games together. I can see you guys gaming until sunrise sometimes haha.

He’s not the best at doing pda, but he’s probably more clingy than he seems. He’s like you in being shy at first to initiate any kind of physical touch, but once he gets more comfortable around you, he won’t worry about cuddling with you. He’s not going to do any kind of pda, but when you guys are in private he’s totally cool with it (he might want it too honestly).

Speaking of physical touch, give him headpats! He’s been through so much (*cough* chapter 6 *cough*) and he’ll just melt if you give him any kind of soft attention. He’s probably a softie at heart like you are, so you guys match wavelengths so well.

Idia would love to spend as much free time with you as possible, even if that means you guys just hang around in his room or your room. Please just text him if you want to hang out since he’s more than willing to spend time with you. Ortho might ask you if he can join just because, and honestly all three of you might have a vibe going. Also Ortho’s adorable and he loves seeing you guys together so much (probably starts calling you “sis” too).

He will never judge you for what you like, your strengths or weaknesses, or anything else. He loves you for who you are, loves you for being an artist, a plushy lover, and a gamer like him. Know that he’s always going to be by your side and there for you.

Overall you guys match vibes so well, and he just loves being with you so much he could probably cry 😭

[papirouge]

You posted a video recently about "glamour magic" and celebrities... That's interesting. Ive started to believe recently that many of the famous people we see on tv (singers, actors, politicians) are not what they appear to be.

But I was wondering if you knew more about this topic. Do you think all of these celebrities will end up failing in some way or humilliated in the public eye, and is this because of their demonic influence?? I'm thinking about how many of these people do seem to either have something happen to them, they're embarrased or humilliated in some way or simply die rather young. But their image tends to be mixed. Like take Michael Jackson for example. He was (and is by many people) considered to be the best pop artist of all the time, yet his career took a considerable hit with the pedophilia allegations (which i do believe are most likely true), people mocked him for his appearance (multiple surgeries and skin colour change), his songs werent as popular anymore as before, and he became kind of a joke. Still, his songs still are constantly played and he has many people who admire him, thus why I say his image is mixed.

Do you think Beyoncé and Lady Gaga and so on are destined for the same fate? Like dying young, having multiple health issues, public humilliation and mockery, image somewhat tainted, yet still remmebered for their "contributions" to music?? Are there artists that got involved in magic and satanism who could actually save their image until their last days?

Also, do you have any opinion on other artists like John Lenon or Elvis or Madonna ?? Out of curiosity

One topic I'm very into lately is the "wealth relativity" of celebrities. There are very insightful content about it but to put it simply, celebrities aren't as rich as the public perceive them to be. With inflation, being a millionaire is not as much of a big deal as it was 10 or 15 years ago. That's why so many celebrities who were seen as above it all are either downscaling and/or starting to hussle big time. Look at Beyoncé. She released 2 albums, a tour AND a haircare line in the span of 2 year. That's a lot. She also did an ad for a phone operator (?) which is very odd for some alleged millionaire by the hundreds....

Same goes for Kylie Jenner, the so called billionaire. Homegirl did a PHONE GAME ad, and is hussling with ventures that make less and less sense (alcohol drinks, REALLY??).

I believe celebrities know what's coming up way before the public does, and that's why they have collective move that may come off weird at first, but will eventually make sense. I think a big financial crisis is coming soon. Cities are becoming more and more unliveable (personally I'm seriously considering moving out of Paris).

Humiliation rituals are mandatory is the high rank of celebrities. Every celebrities who managed to stay relevant for at least 10 years and still is today has undergone one. Taylor Swift ("imma let you finish" Kanye Stunt), Beyoncé (Jay Z cheating), Katy Perry (the bizarre "Witness" era), Lady Gaga (flopping during/after her "ARTPOP" era and then going to see the witch Marina Abramovitch in that weird (magick) retreat to refresh her career), Ariana Grande (the terrorist attack during her concert + Mack Miller suicide), etc.

I think Kanye being institutionalized was also a humiliation ritual but Kanye had too much of an ego to go along with it, rebelled and lost his mind in the process. There are some truths in the thing he exposed, but he's also extremely double-minded which makes him unreliable. He's not as much of a victim he paints himself to be. I think it's very interesting how ppl forget that he's the one who actively pursued Kim, that be did everything he could to save his marriage (with his allegedly handlers the Kardashians) and that the first thing he did after the divorce was dating another industry agent/handler (Julia Fox) and then dating a copycat of his wife wife. A copycat that he himself publicly humiliate by dressing her as a living sex bot. Kim never trapped Kanye in that marriage - there are even rumors Kim thought about aborting North but Kanye convinced her to keep the baby. But some people want to make us believe that Kanye was just a poor victim of the Koven and didn't have an active role in his own downfall by actively pushing a relationship with the wrong person....

Kanye is still part of the dark side - just on a different "clan". He's not saved. He's still battling the be acknowledged & respected by the same industry he allegedly hates and escaped from 🤷🏾‍♀️ If he was truly committed to escape he would have left the entertainment industry alright because there's no possible way to make it out there without selling your soul. When ppl blood sacrifice relatives for success, it doesn't have to be by their own hand (look up Jennifer Hudson). He can say as much as he want that "they" sacrificed (killed) his mom, he still had a responsibility for trying to make a place for himself in an industry that is pretty obvious in the kind of sacrifices it expects from you to make. lf he was as smart as ppl say he is, he should've known that.

I also think the reason so many men, and especially Black men defend him like there's no tomorrow and project themselves into him, is because they have their ego struck of seeing a "preference" very publicly divorcing (& humiliating) a black men, and dating a WHITE MAN (Pete Davidson) just after lol. "White lives matter" Kanye is the one who whined to a friend about Kim letting "a white man" around his children LOL but yeah, Kanye genuinely care about race equality and totally does not have a bias against White men when it comes to woo his ex wife 👀

I'm feeling second hand embarrassment for all the "Christians" who defended him hell and back with his Christian stunt that ultimately turned as no better than a silly aesthetic era for his music career.

I think most of the accusations against Michael Jackson were true as well. His last years alive were a long straining humiliation ritual bc like Kanye, he rebelled and refused to let it go. They killed hil bc on many levels, a dead artist is more bankable than when they're alive. Look at Whitney or Amy Winehouse.

Gaga and Beyoncé are too old to 'die young' now, and they're successful & meek enough to not represent a threat (for their handlers) needing for them to be killed and cash in money

John Lennon and Elvis are both in hell. I watched testimonies of ppl who went in hell saw Lennon and what was outstanding with him is that unlike other souls who were agonizing and repenting from their sins, Lennon was still blaspheming in his suffering. Same goes for Hitler.

[koaly-ty]

Different Princess (Episode Reacts)

Spoilers for Different Princess from episode 18 to 20. Tis what this review covers. Expect nothing and be not disappointed.

Ep 18

bestie stands disapproving of you rescuing your traitor wife (fish guy needs an award for all those exasperated frustrated im done with this looks, also a promotion to eternally disappointed in you bestie)

so much shoving

dont suck it out dont suck it out (chants frantically) please dont please please please nooo, eternally frustrated bestie why did u have to say that, u r a doctor do not make such terrible incomplete medical statements, lovesick people have very different interpretations of such matters

nooooooooooooooooooooooooooo (cries, not in a goood way, in a very sad utterly done with these people way)

also doctor thank you for stating that like you thought it was gonna stop him, or be retained in the memory of any of these people

now they are going to kiss feed her and fight over that (facepalm)

bro u should atleast be awake to appreciate all these tropes going on over your head (and on your neck)(he makes a nice vampire, perfect amount of agony on his face while attacking her neck)

please just end me

i cant do this

gongye qi i am so sorry for you and i respect you, i would have left the continent by now

and they have music, background music for the medicine mouth to mouth (sinking into the ground, im never coming back)

also bro u r the prettiest in the room, why didnt they give you more space for your faint, why such a cramped fall (so disappointed)

bro you need to get paid, forget brotherhood of revenge, your bestie has clearly decided to lose every single one of his braincells

what they cant share the medicine, mouth to mouth, it just all perfectly pours into the other person's mouth?

wrong word. u r a physician not a saint

bro changed his hairstyle (hello zhao yunlan)

bestie mad about it

such a im a big tough guy nice stoic pose (rolls eyes) could look a little less constipated though

oh oh fish guy reciprocates

Female lead: i will not believe these villains but of course they have explained their side of the matter and i may have misunderstood them (lies on floor, what logic is she on)

Ep 19

secretary du u have an exemplary work ethic

new robes new hairstyle bro got a full makeover

and how do u not know he is gentle? he carried you out there while running from pursuers, caught you before you could fall etc etc

he smiled!!!!! (who are you)

proud man applauding his brilliant wife's achievements (so cheesy, pauses to stave off the second hand embarrasment, does not succeed)

lady realises son is still after his bro's wife (aishh)

bestie accepts his in-law

everybody get up give this princess a standing ovation, ostrich (accurate, died laughing)

well now we have two matchmakers for her main couple

i did not just read goo-goo eyes (my eyes oh my eyes my eyes)

bury head in book why not

Ep 20

bro u wrote him, what do u mean since when do u understand each other so well

look who is jealous (smirky face)

secretary du, are u scratched, u r the assassin arent you

im dead sorry, look at him, look at that man staring so adoringly at his wife

ive passed away…………………………..ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh (insert more incoherent screaming) proposed, he proposed (more screaming) bro is totally on full husband mode

and here is the obligatory mid-autumn festival scene, every single drama has it huh lanterns wonder and adoring looks

sorry bro your automated script lines are not gonna reach those ears tonight

oh no that male lead is gonna confess his love to her isnt he? bro u know she's ur bro's, why do u persist so futiley

yao yao adorable as always

ah hah mid autumn festival, the holder of all the all cliche cheesy and embarrasssing romantic scenes of dramas

yao yao is the general's kid

murder bro u cant flirt and reciprocate and then suddenly have a moral dilemna, the dilemna should be before you throw yourself in

princess (give her a standing ovation), forget your brothers, u would be the best queen on the throne, she is every self-insert's dream, a pro at wrapping her man around her fingers

okay look here bro, u betrayed your murder bestie for your wife, now you who recycle your outfits has gone and gotten a new outfit to tell your bestie off for falling in love, he hasnt even betrayed you

i can give them a chance, if (insert pointy finger) u agree to marry me, admit to being my wife etc etc

bro u could have called him delusional, u could have pretended u had so many options instead u stood there like a goldfish and admitted it, then u blame him (slaps hand onto forehead)

get off my screen and flirt you terrible cringy creature, even ur servants are in on this (wriggles fingers at screen, shoo shoo)

so du has been replaced by someone else, and no one noticed? poor guy :(

[thecoffeeloverbutterfly90]

I know, I wouldn't be popular, with my opinion... But, I will say it, anyway. I maybe, the only one, but...

Idk, I find it really pathetic, that always the youngest sibling is the one, to blame for literally, everything. I know, it's my opinion but, here I come & go with it. So, I find it -excuse me for, repeat myself - really pathetic, that Brit always blame everything to Jamie Lynn. Like, "she done that, she do this, she does it, etc." Right?

Like, they never ever have, an older brother. But, they have. Idk, his name but, it's not important here. It's important to know, that She only blame, the youngest one of the three of them...

It's called "middle child problem" or something, like that. I guess, is it just because, Jamie Lynn has had her sh*t, together. She has a job at Netflix - working as an actor in the series "Sweet Magnolias" - and is happily married, raising her two daughters. While, Britney is what we know. Her sons, live with their dad & they are totally, embarrased with the behavior of their mom.

Thrust me, when I said we all, would have been in the same, If our mothers do what Britney - posting, weird dancing videos & all the stuff, she post on her Insta. Like, the one with the -prop- knives, right. Have, we see Jamie Lynn do the same in the internet, no we haven't. So, here's the thing. She's literally jelous for JL having her sh*t together & she don't... She literally, states it with the "last" bit of release from her book. I don't blame her, I blame those, who doesn't see clear...

Like, she's the only one of the exploited kids, from the "Mickey Mouse Club" kids, who blame her family, for her own fall. Right? Not, Christina Aguilera who literally, saw her father - Bruce - beat the cr*p out of her mom, till they escaped from him. No, it's Britney, who has a literal family behind her. I know, it's not a perfect one, but at the end of the day, they were there.

She literally, forget she has an elder brother, too. Not, just a younger sister, tho. She's act like, it's all the much younger JL's fault that, she was in lithium & her sis say, something like, they need a "sister talk-show" maybe, as a coping mechanism to help, her or something.

Idk, maybe I miss something, but from the snippets of the upcoming book, there's not a mention of their bro. Only, JL. Like, their brother is non-existent, or something. It's like a weird 2023 version of "Whatever Happened To Baby Jane" (alongside, the Kourtney & Kim version of it). Right?

Maybe, it's my opinion. But, I feel like I wouldn't be liked, for writing this cuz some people, would think I'm victim-blaming. I don't. I just, say my POV in the latest news. Also, she - Britney - said, she is a Sagittarius and she doesn't like... What she said! I write this, my POV down, because maybe just, maybe there's people out there, who feel something same abt it. I write this down, because I find it literally, pathetic that everyone only blame JL & the fam, for the fall of a grown woman. Because, she wasn't a child, when sh*t happened with her, but a mother of two toddlers. It's not a victim blaming, cause the only ones who I blame here is those, who jump on the troath's of those people, who have a different op in this saga. I was in the "Free Britney" bandwagon. I still love & appraciate her music, but I feel like, she really need some help. Her family, esp her mom Lynn really, wanted to help her & prop not, for the money as everyone believe. But, because at the end of the day, Lynn is the woman who give birth to her, raised her & in her own way loved her. With and ofc, without the money... But, people forget it & only saw it as she propably wants money, desperately or so... They are like, know every little thing, what happened in the family, behind closed doors. But, it's sure they don't.

I wanted to share this, not because I'm a pro & contra on this. But, cuz it literally, bother me that how pathetical people can be for attention. It's a middle child problem, tho. & I'm not blame her. IRL, I'm the youngest of three - I have an older paternal half brother (he's 14 years older, than me) and had one biological brother (who was 2 years older, than me but, he died by an epileptic seizure, before he turned 20.). I'm the only girl (turned 33 in 10.15). Guess, what I wasn't the favourite child, but the unwanted one. My bio brother, was the favourite one. My half bro, was the one, who was succesful & I was literally, jelous of it. I was literally, angry for the fact, that he has all the good things in life. It was until, our dad passed away to learn, how we are similar in one thing. We were, the unwanted children of him. But, at the end of the day when my father was alive, he talk to me nicely. Like, I felt special... and, I didn't say the fact that, my dad - a gifted, talented man of journalist - was an alcoholic. I grown up, with alcoholics - bio dad, the dad who raised my like I'm his own (with his wife, when my bio dad forget to return for me to take me home), two of my uncles from my mom's side and some people, I know from the pub where, I always accompanied my dad... Plus, stepdad. I'm even know woman who are alcoholic or, have to know when they weren't gone. So, it wasn't an easy to be with Jamie (neither was Bruce Aguilera), but somehow his kids managed. Ok, one doesn't and it's literally, both her and Jamie Spears fault. Not, just his. Because, she had a lot of opportunity back then, but... You know! Choose, her fam. Long story, short we are all humans...

We feel, we love, we laugh, we cry, we fell, we get down and do what's possibly on the cards. Cuz, life is to short to blame, everyone for the fact it was us who fell down to that f*cking rabbit hole, not them. Cuz, they live their lives. With & without money, right? Because, life is short to worry abt, the f*cking money problems of the families of peeps, we only know from TV & tabloids. But, yeah. We care, because we are all of human beings...

That's all folks...