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it's interesting to go back to the start of Seafoam and see Thala before she heads down the long, winding path of vengeance. Her personality at the start leans more towards her being a lover, not a fighter, and she only eventually becomes a fighter because she's a lover.
Because, where I'm at in Part I, she's sweet and she's grieving and she's scared. She's just trying to take care of the people she loves (namely her mother, but when she heads to the capitol in Part II and befriends the other Stoli and gets close to Solera they're included in that category, too). But, that being said, it's not like the anger that fuels her later on comes out of nowhere in her personality. There's like an underlying current of it that she occasionally taps into when the situation calls for it--which is when someone she loves is being hurt.
I guess, now that i'm thinking about it, she's already on the path to vengeance, she's just not aware of it yet.
#writing journal#wip: seafoam#mc: thala galanis#she's my baby girl i want to give her everything her heart desires which is all four of those men's heads on a silver platter#like say less kiddo i got you#like she's angry too ofc she is what woman isn't#especially in this environment#but idk i just really like the idea of her love and grief being the driving force for this story#because what is grief except for love that has no outlet
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I'm sorry but the irony of Nico calling Max unprofessional is sending me so bad like sir there's an entire garage full of people, who were literally in the trenches trying to survive the Brocedes fallout while just doing their jobs, who might have a few things to say about your (& Lewis') level of professionalism at that time 😭✋️
#f1#formula 1#formula one#max verstappen#nico rosberg#lewis hamilton#brocedes#like niki lauda had to try multiple times to literally parent trap them to try and get them on speaking terms it never worked#because one would arrive they'd see the other and the other would leave#& if i remember correctly the garage crew would swap around from race to race as a like see we aren't favouring anybody gesture 😭#and thats no shade to nico because it was both of them contributing to that environment#his comment re max is just making me laugh#like if i was a part of the pr/media team - which is a part of the degree I'm working on irl - at merc that year i would've lost the plot#like its insane reflecting on it nearly a decade later but the poor souls just trying to do their job in the eye of that storm#truly gods strongest soldiers#ngl the professional comment irks me a bit because its not like max is engaging in inappropriate work place behaviour#he's engaging in another aspect of racing that his involvement raises awareness of & that makes racing more accessible#& we all know how inaccessible not only getting into racing is but also to continue to pursue the further along you go#theres so many stories of 1 sibling giving up racing so the other can keep going because the family can't afford for them both to race#its a huge financial strain & we only see a handful of drivers talk about that & try to do something to change it#and nicos fellow sky sports commentators are routinely unprofessional on so many levels#additionally max had a lot of valid reasons to be annoyed at his team today#but alas he's not english so he's ungrateful#i hate that drivers can't criticise their teams or car without immediately being branded as bratty & ungrateful#ESPECIALLY WHEN THEIR JOB IS TO GIVE FEEDBACK#you can see the double standards from sky when say Lando or George have complaints with their team/car v the likes of Max and Yuki#especially Yuki my god the things i would do to get the British media to leave him alone#this was a jokey post at one point and then became a rant whoops lmao#I'll leave it that before i write an actual essay here 😭✋️
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quitting jobs because you aren’t happy there should be more normalized. just walk out.
#they try so hard to convince us we need these jobs when in reality they need us#the employees are the business#the employees can find employment elsewhere#they owe us a paycheck we don’t owe them attendance#especially when the environment is nasty and toxic
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In today’s media landscape where everything is always about big shocking reveals with little to no narrative set up or follow through, going with the most obvious route and actually making Langdon have an addiction problem was the most subversive choice they could make imo. And to me the fact that there is so much outrage is evidence of that. It was the obvious answer all along and was right in front of us the entire time, and yet most of us still didn’t see it coming. Because Langdon is a kind, charming guy and he’s likable and put together and highly competent and we didn’t want it to be him. From the get-go this show has been asking the characters and the audience to examine their internal biases, and now we are all being forced to whether we like it or not. And as disappointing as it all is character wise, in hindsight I think any other resolution to this storyline would have felt like a cop out.
#i dont think this is the last of langdon well see btw#i also just dont agree that addiction is ‘overdone’#its an incredibly common issue especially in people who work in very high stress environments with very little support in how to deal with#it all#and i have faith in this show actually unpacking that in a way that doesn’t vilify him#that being said i completely understand the disappointment. especially when you hyperfixate on a show and then things dont turn out the way#you hoped#but personally speaking im still excited to see how this all unfolds#the pitt hbo#the pitt 2025#the pitt#frank langdon#the pitt spoilers
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The hardest, but most important, part of my transition has been untangling what my personal dysphoria is, and what is more a result of cissexism.
What I mean by this is that I learned that I am not dysphoric about certain aspects of myself, my body, and my life, but my discomfort in these aspects was influenced by the cissexist culture I live in which told me I couldn't exist as myself.
It's definitely a slow process, but I have found that it helps me self-actualize and actually see myself instead of what others demand of me.
#trans#transgender#lgbt#lgbtq#ftm#mtf#nonbinary#dysphoria#and what makes this really tricky is that often it isn't clear-cut as to what makes you dysphoric...#...versus what makes you uncomfortable due to your culture or environment...#...i still experience dysphoria but now i find that my motivation isn't to please the people around me...#...if i truly wanted to please the people around me then i would cease to exist altogether...#...and once i truly recognized that and came to terms with this reality i stopped feeling like i owed the world everything...#...i stopped feeling so disconnected with myself...#...i don't think this will be useful for everybody but i want to offer a different approach to it...#...by no means do i think that this is a 'cure-all' in fact it's not even close...#...because what i found that this has done is bring me *closer* to my trans body and my trans soul...#...i have found that my dysphoria has narrowed (especially since going on testosterone) and i feel more at peace
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it's so strange to me that naveen andrews was completely absent from that variety article on Lost's racism in 2023. not a single mention of him or sayid whatsoever (except for an odd comment from harold) especially considering he did come out and express his "general dislike" of the show.... especially considering sayid is subjected to some of the most obvious racism from the show over the course of it's run.... he was completely absent from the getting lost documentary.... he gets a pretty rough treatment from the "fans" who seem to consider him a bad actor because he drops his accent on occasion.... even though he was the only non-white supporting Lost actor to be nominated for an emmy and golden globe..... and they blame and talk shit about him because he proposed the romance between shannon and sayid (and we all know how the average misogynist Lost fan feels about shannon)..... and he wasn't happy when maggie grace was written out of the show.... the decision kind of fucked over sayid's entire arc....... his role and screen time was heavily reduced after it..... and sayid's six season presence in the show was reduced to fans complaining that sayid should have been with nadia in the finale – not shannon..... when that doesn't make any sense for the thematic premise of the show... and naveen is a hardcore #shayid fan – obviously.... idk but I feel like there's a lot more to come out about what went on behind the scenes, with both the non-white and female cast and crew..... it's interesting that Lost has had such a massive comeback as soon as that variety article came out. very interesting.
#lost#lost tv show#lost abc#lost tv series#abc lost#sayid jarrah#shannon rutherford#sayid x shannon#naveen andrews#maggie grace#his post-Lost career trajectory being primarily female and POC and queer led shows is so interesting to me too#especially when you consider how hostile the work environment was with Lost#its so annoying to me that he's always being accused of “falling off” after the show when he's had a pretty steady career#he just didn't go into film and he didn't get really famous. which he had a taste of in the 90s and ended up ummm........ not great#he's also brown.... like brown brown. there just aren't opportunities out there for actors like that. so all things considered. he did well
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My OC Calyssa from the the game Touchstarved.
Fun fact about her name Calyssa (Καλλύσσα) – Comes from the greek words "kallos" (beauty) and "lyssa" (madness).
Her curse really intrigued me to mix some parts about her with Dionysus orphism especially having her route being an oracle. She can manipulate people with this madness and use it when necessary, but of course as a last resort, because she doesn't want to take advantage of people.
Many abandonment issues, many insecurities and of course... Being touch starved 😅
#she's a very empathetic person and sensitive but being an oracle has been in an environment where she learned to mask it#so the story is gothic dark and dystopic#a world where people more easily betray than show care#but i want her character to remain kind and compassionate in this dark world even if she tries to hide it#and to be honest i am kinda leaning into Vere#i know! a mischievous tricky fox god who's also very obvious he can kill? what can i say i like those dark characters xd#especially him meeting a person so unlike him 😂#my art#calyssa#touchstarved game#vere x mc#touchstarved vere#touchstarved oc#touchstarved mc#touchstarved
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SIDLECKIE: wild thing
#fun fact this is one of the first songs I learned on guitar#and now I never want to listen to it ever again after hearing it for hours and hours while editing this lol#fyi this vid isn't exactly disney channel friendly so don't watch with grandma#editor's commentary: so what I wanted to do was trace sid and leckie's arcs up until the point where sid leaves#and explore how wartime is a period of freedom and self-discovery for many men especially someone at the end of childhood like sid is#and sid was probably a bit suffocated back in mobile because he never got the opportunity to do what he wants on his own terms#so chaos and independence are the kind of things leckie represents to sid and that's attractive and intriguing#and leckie rubs off on him (purposefully a lot of the time) and so sid comes of age during the war#but at the same time this less restrained environment comes at a cost and guys like sid become more careless and cruel#because they're constantly surrounded by violence and are so far away from home#and then guys like leckie just become utterly exhausted by it all because they were a bit jaded in the first place. so that's the thesis :P#sidleckie#sid phillips#sidney phillips#robert leckie#the pacific#thepacificedit#hbowaredit#hbowarsteal#my edit
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Been thinking about Soundwave dragging someone into a groundbridge portal like a demon drags someone to hell
#transformers#maccadam#tfp soundwave#Soundwave#unnamed character#we need to make him scarier#canon does it well#and I think scary is a good look on Soundwave#we also see it a lot with Earthspark Soundwave and how his environment really emphasizes his size sometimes😍#and really his utilization of portals in TFP is so cool_ especially for popping up in unexpected places
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aqua kingdomhearts
#kingdom hearts#aqua#scribblins#i played a fragmentary passage recently and it was fun#not a huge fan of the modern KH style but the environments were so pretty auhghhh#especially the castle world i'm a huge sucker for shattered floating landscapes
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After the fifth time that Katsuki pops up at UA, surprising Izuku with Bento for lunch, calling him "sensei" in a cocky(affectionate) tone, Kouta just stops at Izuku's desk on his way out of the room and asks him point blank,
"So are you and DynaMight actually dating, or what?"
Izuku sputtering and dropping all of his paperwork and avoiding the question out of sheer dumbfoundedness.
Then, the sixth time that Katsuki barges in, as he is thrusting the bento into Izukus hands as usual, Kota raises his hand, and stands up from his seat and yells out,
"DynaMight, sir!! Pardon me, but are you dating Deku-Sensei??" And the whole class gasps and whispers. Katsuki appears just as dumbfounded as he looks wide-eyed at Kouta and the students.
"Kouta!" Izuku balks, but then Katsuki suddenly grins mischievously. Izuku doesn't trust that look...
"Well, brat, maybe I SHOULD date him, then I could make sure Sensei doesn't forget to eat every day, right??" Katsuki looked entirely too pleased at the louder gasps and chatter that came from the students. He has a wicked grin as he turns his sharp red eyes back to Izuku.
"K-Kacchan, what are you doing?!" Izuku stammers, beet red and grabbing his arm. "This is not the time for--"
"If you don't want me disrupting your class, then stop leaving your Bento in the fridge!!" Katsuki scolds Izuku before swinging himself back out of the open window. There was a fresh wave of gasps and excited murmuring at the insinuationthat the two lived together. "We're ROOM MATES, OK?" He adds hastily, pointing his finger at the noisy classroom of kids.
He drops out the window and blasts off.
Izuku is left, stood at his desk, hands planted and hanging his head, trying to collect enough of himself to quell the riotous theories now flying around his classroom.
Kouta stands at his own desk amidst his unruly classmates, eyes narrowed as if he had just realized something, "I knew it!" He hisses.
"You're the worst," Izuku texts Katsuki later.
"I know" katsuki replies.
"Now eat your fuckin food or I'll stop making it for you."
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I think I was inspired by this art post ^^;
#bakudeku#post epilogue bkdk#post epilogue drabble#deku sensei#dynamight and deku sensei#in this one they are definitely room mates :3#oh they were roommates#kouta knows the trope apparently#he is familiar with it#kacchan prepares meals each day#izuku forgets to grab his sometimes#so Katsuki flies it over to UA before going on patrol#gives sensei some grief#some days more than others#izuku now understands why aizawa is so tired all the time#kids are rowdy especially when they get wind of some tea#its ok kids katsuki is waiting until the perfect opportunity to ask izuku out#when theyre both heroes again#when theybshoot to the top of the ranking#just give it time#the class starts shipping them#izuku doesnt always remember to grab his bento even after that bc dude is tired#but kacchan always brings it and riles everyone up#its almost as if he likes doing it#likes flustering Izuku#aizawa is not pleased#he worried about the learning environment#hes this close to forbidding izuku to accept kacchan brining his lunch on campus at all#his problem children continue to be his problem#and for this drabble i am assuming that the windows in the UA classroom can open
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Someone in the house hates cats...
#i love mononoke so much but in a way that makes it really hard to draw for it without putting in a lot of thought#and as u can see the result isnt perfect. its just that i dont find thr medicine seller very interesting. hes just a vessel thru which to#watch interesting stories play out and i love mononoke especially bc it seems to be centered around the pain of women but not in a direct#way. in a way that outlines it and only makes it more painful. if u look at the 2007 series and the ayakashi samurai tales episodes. all the#stories are about horrible things happening to women and none of those women becomes mononoke except maybe the bakeneko redo#and in that story its a more modern day women who is very forward thinking and is probably more allowed to feel her pain. for the rest of#them the mononoke manifest from the environment where their pain existed. oh i forgot the other women that became a mononoke in the 2007#movies doesnt become a vengeful spirit to harm other people. her pain is turned inward and she imprisons herself. but anyway. that's just#how i see it. i dont kno how much the 2024 movie fits this idea but i mean it was made almost 20yrs later and we only have half the story rn#so well see. Anyway i fucking love mononoke so much#mononoke 2007#ayakashi samurai horror tales#bakeneko#tw blood#tw animal death
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I don't understand people interpreting Silco's line "You're perfect" as something sweet and kind toward Jinx.
It isn't an affirmation of Jinx personhood, it's a last wish to stunt it.
As we see with Viktor (often compared to Silco.. ), perfection is stagnation. It's even akin to the death of self.
It's unnatural and wrong.
Silco has always wanted Jinx to be Jinx and never Powder, never someone else. Never someone he cannot understand nor see himself in.
When Silco said you're perfect, he asked her to never change.
#Arcane#arcane silco#Silco#Jinx#jinx arcane#Viktor arcane#Even if only mentioned#It's seems so obvious when you compare Jayce's speech to Silco's#When you actually listen and watch Silco behaviors when it comes to himself and Jinx#Idk if it's a hot take but whatever#Jinx wasn't perfect#She never was#And she needed to change#For the better#She needed to be loved and to love#She needed support and a better environment to actually grow in#It's also why I kinda roll my eyes when I see it comes up in a fic (especially Jayvik.. Y'all should know better!! 😤)
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Trying to learn a language with ADHD is just. Damn.
I really love this. This is a hobby that I enjoy!! However, getting myself to complete flashcards? Study consistently? Especially in early stages, where it’s harder to study since you can’t really just write or read or watch anything not made for learners.
Anyway anyone out there feeling guilty for not reaching their language goals — it’s ok. It’s difficult. We can take our time.
#it’s like#I’m either obsessively doing it for an entire day#or like every spare moment for a week#or it’s a long period of just not keeping on top of it at all#at least for Spanish I’ve got it so I just see it around a lot and I can like#watch videos in Spanish read stories and posts and whatever#speak Spanish to friends#but Japanese requires more effort to get into an environment where I can study it#if that makes sense#so it’s harder to get myself started and set up#it’s ok tho#this is kind of just a vent but also meant to comfort people#especially other learners with ADHD — I am not that great at studying#it is difficult#you are not the only other one struggling here lol#language#langblr#adhd#actually adhd#Quinn posts
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In a sense it feels like Till has always lived in a metaphorical "fishbowl" enclosed and isolated from the world outside of it, not just physically but emotionally, because in the same way his love and memories are sealed away in a coffin, he also keeps those feelings and keepsakes in their own little space where they can float around and stay untouched by the world, guarded. His life started in a cage with Io, just a different kind of fishbowl where they were trapped and could only see the world inside looking out, but they were happy. Till was happy to have his passion for music and the love of his provider in that fishbowl, the same can be said for when he's living in Anakt garden, he was trapped in an idealized environment with entities on the outside looking in where he could only touch the true outside world from a distance, but his most treasured memories belong to that fishbowl, you get used to it after a while and you fear leaving it alongside the comfort of your memories and the other fish alongside you, I think that's why Till dreams big, is inspired by the outside world, but doesn't leave the fishbowl as much as he asserts he doesn't want to be 'restricted' as backwards as it is he can't leave it all behind when all that he loves and all that's familiar is there in that fishbowl

#i wrote this because i wanted salmon#the picture of Io and Till is especially precious to me they just look so serene even if they're stuck in a cage they have each other#i think this can also be said for a lot of the other characters because in anakt garden theyre like display fish#awyhwhhhh baby till and momma io#alien stage#alien stage till#alnst till#alnst#did i say i love that image on the lef. because ofvijsaj baby till momma io#hmm his guarded heart and care for sentimental memories captured me#i think thats why if he were to be in the rebellion its be a tough shift aside from the obvious#its a totally different environment#he would have mizi or someone he knows and that would make him feel better#but its a world bigger than himself bigger than what he's ever known#🌚#his art always encapsulates reality too but he fears it as much as he loves it doesnt he
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Kingdom Hearts Dream Drop Distance - Traverse Town
#kingdom hearts dream drop distance#khddd#traverse town#scenery#my gif#trying my hand at giffing the worlds of this game despite the lack of a first person view (something i'm very upset about)#so i have to obtain and edit these shots in a very awkward manner#all while constantly being shoved around by my dream eaters#i'm so serious when i say making this set was really really frustrating lol#i can't find a free roaming camera mod or anything else that would be helpful for me#but i'll keep at it because i love looking at still shots of video game environments#and being able to share it with other people who enjoy it too#ANYWAYS traverse town is so beautiful in this game they added so many gorgeous areas with pretty glowing lights#i like the wacky whimsical mail room too and how there's this entire secret workshop hidden beneath that weird mailbox haha#the world really does feel magical and dreamy especially with its updated music#just realized the stars in the first gif are moving which is strange
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