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clockwayswrites · 4 months

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Jason stayed a boneless, morose lump as Danny picked up his arm and slipped under it to lay face to face with Jason. Danny’s dark brows were furrowed in concentration. It didn’t take the nudge at their bond for Jason to know what Danny was asking. “I’m not sad.” Danny rolled their eyes. “Okay, fine, I’m sad. I’m sad and I’m pissed off and it’s not fair!” Jason closed his eyes and breathed. “It’s not fair… but worst of all I know they’re right.”

#everything is pain today #pain and suffering #so have a little bit #not so imaginary #dp x dc #dead on main

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zeroducks-2 · 10 months

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When I see Jason and Bruce acting like the stereotypical "prodigal son and gruff but loving father" (in canon!) my blood boils.

Jason died. Bruce did not avenge him, not even "playing by the rules", so not even by arresting the Joker. He didn't do JACK SHIT after his boy was murdered. And once Jason came back, Bruce slit his throat in order to save the life of the man who murdered him, and then left him to die in a burning building.

They should be unable to coexist in the same room let alone speak let alone have a "difficult but ultimately loving relationship". I hate you DC I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE

#the enormous injustice of what happened to Jason is hard to even process #he's one of the most mistreated mainstream characters I've ever seen (as in mistreated by the writers and directors)#this boy died and his family didn't lift a finger and suddenly he comes back and everything is his fault #it's his fault for dying it's his fault for being traumatized it's his fault for suffering it's his fault for being angry it's HIS FAULT #while Bruce keeps being heroic and stoic and in the right even if he slits a boy's neck in order to save his murderer's life #because how dare Jason demand love and demand justice and demand his pain to be seen and heard and acknowledged #aaarghbgvnhgrghenvvfkj I know this is nothing new but I'm hella stressed so this is going to be my emotional outlet for today apparently #bruce wayne #jason todd #my meta

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copias-juicebox · 4 months

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Tobias about his Brother Sebastian who passed away shortly after Ghost released their first Songs and took off on Myspace. 🤍🤍🤍

#i did not mean to make you cry ok i cried myself #the raw fucking emotion in his eyes and voice really gets to me #rip sebastian #thank you for everything and for being the role model for tobias that he needed #</3 #the whole fandom will forever be thankful #thank you for influencing tobias to be the man he is today #ok i feel kinda bad for this post because it feel so wrong because it is so personal and intimate i hope you don't mind #i feel his painand i think it is a pain that we will never not carry around with us for the rest of our lives #tobias forge #ghost #copia #papa emeritus #ghost band #ghost sweden #ghesties #the band ghost #myedit

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enden-k · 5 months

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taru, somewhere in the waters for who knows how long after he broke out from underwater jail, possibly reliving abyss trauma or smth, while fontaine is about to be flooded :

"yea hell be fine"

my bbg falling and scraping the entirety of his ass in a tournament :

#i rewatch the scene and THE INSANE FEELINGS I GET GAAAAAAAAH I NEED TO TAKE CARE OF HIS BRUISES AND CARE FOR HIM #HE HAS BAD POSTURE AND BACK PAINS AND IS IN HIS THIRTIES HE DEF TWISTED SMTH HE DIDNT EVEN KNOW EXIST AND CRY ABOUT GETTING OLD even tho he #never did so before bc 30 is not old at all but still young but its rather the realiziation that he indeed is getting older and feeling it #so its settling in and giving him a crisis he accidentally got himself into when he was just meaning to whine about his bone pains and #haithams just looking blankly into the camera before he continues cleaning his cuts and scrapes and tells him to calm down and stop fussing #and then kaveh eventually calms down from the entire tournament and the fall and brainwash attempt and the thing about his father and sees #that his reaction rlly was just piled up from everything that had happened today and just got out over smth as trivial as some aching bones #(and prob a twisted knee or smth)#im rambling its my mushy brain #i should focus on doing the trial LMAO #babbles #genshin tag

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tangledinink · 8 days

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if y'all have any donnie-centric hurt/comfort fics send them my way pretty plz

#everything that could go wrong today has tbh lol #it has been incredibly stressful and busy on top of everything else #and i just want my blorbo being fucked up and bloody and in pain #and then his brothers come and save him and help him and fix him and then hes ok and its better #plz #ty #it should go without saying i figure but no tcest fics plz

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yrfemmehusband · 9 months

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Hi sorry I didn't respond I wasn't feeling well yeah sorry I'm moving slow I'm sick today thanks for understanding I'm just feeling sick right now sorry I can't go I'm sick again I'm really sorry please I'm so sorry I don't feel well I'm sorry I haven't talked to you i haven't been well please don't forget about me I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry

I'm just feeling a little sick right now.

#chronic illness art #chronic illness posting #disability poetry #chronic pain #endometriosis #fibromyalgia #internalized ableism #vent #i went home from work sick today and everything is bubbling up because i felt ashamed for it #it was warranted my whole body was spasming i had a migrane i was nauseous and couldnt eat butnit was embarrassing i cried n had a meltdown

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hammill-goes-fogwalking · 1 month

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#not dislike. its hate #it made me cry several times today #thinking of how my classmates manipulate our teachers #and chatgpt AIs can EVERYTHING #its so painful to think of it #today I broke down in the bus and cried #idc what people think. hiding my feelings any longer would destroy me from the inside #maybe youve also seen how people use freakin AIs in their exams #the thing is that:#we wrote an exam for which Ive studies for like 2 whole days #this week we finally got the exams back (w the grades ofc)#and ok Ive got a 3 (C in America syste #*m)#my friends who used chatgpt throughout the exam got way better grades (I didnt expect it otherwise)#PLUS #the most provocating messages from the teacher:#“10/10 POINTS :)” “YOURE ROCKING THIS” “YEAH”#💔#seriously #this breaks my heart #dont the teacher see something suspect in the exam?!#why cant they open their eyes and get modernized to reality.#& they KNOW- the students Im talking of. they usally have bad results.#once our teacher came to a chatgpt student and said the most miserable thing:#“youve been using duolingo a lot lately hm? thats where your nice grades come from 😉🥰”#you get it?#no- this peoson didnt learn.#no- this person isnt even interested in the stuff we learn in lessons #AWFUL feeling to hear the praisings of da teachers when *I* gotta sit among the gpt-students and look like Im a worse student than *them*#[writing this at almost 1 at night] still have some tears. this topic really has the power to destroy someones day. 💔💔

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tianhai03 · 1 year

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warm up sketch that took way longer than it shouldve

#i solved my homework problems today (i gave up and handed in like 20% of what i was supposed to do) and took a long nap #and now ive just. forgotten how to draw. even though i literally drew something like two days ago #im in pain. but hey at least i have time to draw my own stuff now for a bit before my next sem starts lol #gonna try and finish everything i can before i have to go back to suffering for school...#devil may cry #dante(dmc)#allyart

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eggtomatosoup · 1 year

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omg cuttlefish

#fruitart #andreana #arknights #hahahahahahahahahahah drawing a lot today (12/14) and not doing schoolwork death pain suffering #everything queued rn is from today LOL

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iknowwhereyousleepatnight · 8 months

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could i offer you an L in these trying times?

#death note #death note fanart #l lawliet #my art #small doodle for today #the last thing i did was the lineless misa (excluding nonsensical painting)#and i was like. wow! i like it lineless! (proceeds to not do lineless anymore)#i’ll do it again sometime else i’m just feeling some nice lines. they feel like home :)#anyways y’all want to hear about my day because i said so. if you don’t then that’s not my problem #anyway i got nothing done today (boo)#because instead i was sick and in pain and i could not go home until like 3pm but i had been on campus since 6am #so i just wandered about trying to find someplace to hide #because everything was so loud and too warm and it was wet outside so i couldn’t be there and there were too many people #and i need to sit on the floor. i need it. chairs ruin me actually #so i was just pitifully wandering #i tried to do some assignments bc deadlines are approaching but i couldn’t focus so i was a bit useless today #as soon as i got home i just dry swallowed a number of pills and now i’m better and i drew L (yay)#now i’m going to go to bed at like 8pm because i’m trying to be more well-adjusted #on other news. i plan on stacking a pile of library stools to inconvenience that man tomorrow. very exciting stuff #:)

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oatbugs · 19 days

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procrastination is starting to have its consequences finally

#on my friends living room floor they love together but one of them has been london for weeks or maybe months #to be with her love. im on a foam mattress from one of their beds next to a glass bottle of water opened by one of them #in a mug given to me by another. the weather felt like my childhood today and it also felt like 2 years ago.#(put space in the heavens Einstein's idea and hes your friend too so nothing to fear) around the table they drank and laughed and i thought #i hope you keep growing so full with the love you receive . i hope your appetite becomes insatiable from how used to it you are #and i know youre all leaving soon but i hope one day you miss this and that youll be happy you miss it #its worth missing i think #i thought he didnt care but he said after exams hes going walk around this area over and over #(this is near where he lived and where we visited almost daily for a year)#(hed come across the bridge on a lake)#we went where she used to live and at the entrance a fox sat calmly. it just yawned and stared.#it felt important somehow. i think maybe their impressions of me will never be close to how i feel inside but i think #i love them enough for that not to matter. i dont think theyll ever know this. i dont think if they did it would change much.#and seeing them smile makes my heart glow anyway. today i tried their malaysian tea the ginger burned my throat #they warmed my heart. hes going to canada soon and hes going to the US soon and shes going everywhere soon ill never understand #how were supposed to live with memories and with seperation and with the past but we do it anyway so i think it doesnt matter much #i wanted to write a poem for the lab rats with the fibre optic wires lit with blue forcing them to turn around and around #something about how im sorry that the two photon arrays burned the inside of your brain. im sorry about the sharp points of multielectrode #arrayes. im sorry about everything we do to you. she asked to see me tomorrow. im trying to have self control but i miss her so awfully #last night my friend talked to me and i updated on everything that happened with love and the lack of it and she just started laughing #and she told me about the same thing from her side. and she told me about how she loved london because she would walk the streets #and she felt like the people were her. and her eyes would go over the people and the bag of bagels and the construction men they probably #have a kid at home maybe shes a daughter. this kid is crying for her mother and the building you just walked past caused #blisters and pain and people died in it and very likely people were born in it. we talked for hours and i felt like #i was holding her hand just like that time she held mine watching a horror film. i love her so much #my friend is a genius and i remember her picking up the charms of my phone and staring at the leaf hanging from them. shes side stepping to #music drinking dangerous cider and cocktails from a movie and chit chatting with billionaires and undergrads #i love her dearly. his head covered in electrodes. she tells me about a syrian guy shes in love with and she says #what you feel and what i feel is like cocaine. ive tried a lot of fucking cocaine.#she says ive reminded her of what living actually feels like and to never put energy into someone who doesnt see me this way.

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figofswords · 1 month

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the post grad why did i get an art degree what am i even doing what do i want in life where am i going crisis has finally hit i want to. lie down in the dirt. or something

#WHAT AM I DOING!!!!#i get up i go to my stupid retail job i stick labels on bags they pay me fucking thirteen bucks an hour i come home i lie on the couch #too tired to draw in too much pain to go anywhere no energy to reach out to college friends to do anything fun #no idea where the even start with getting an industry job no clue what i even WANT at this point #trying to remember what i loved so much about comics i want it BACK i HATE this #WHAT IS THE POINT!!!! WHAT DO I WANT WHERE AM I GOING!!! WHAT COMES NEXT!!!!!!#there's no clear career trajectory i can't do freelance i need structure i can't work too much i need free time #my brain doesn't work every job requires me to move across the country the irs just took fucking three hundred stupid dollars from me #my friends live in different states i can't get a job without experience i can't get experience without a job #i can't work on my portfolio with no energy and no time and i dont have any money and everything is so expensive all the time #i can't get anywhere bc i dont drive and im too stressed to think about taking driving lessons again #and WHAT DO I WANT!#THE MOST INTERESTING THING I DO EVERY WEEK IS GO TO PHYSICAL THERAPY!#I AM EXCITED EVERY WEEK FOR PHYSICAL THERAPY!!!! WHY!!!!!!!!#anyway WHATEVER i need to go to bed #delete later #i got into spx. today. so. had to have a crisis about how i felt when i attended spx (energized. excited. a part of something. ambitious)#versus how i feel now (tired. unmotivated. kind of apathetic about art. disconnected)#i dont miss the stress of school but i miss being around other artists. ppl who speak your language and who want the same things you want #ppl who are excited abut art and that makes YOU excited about art. ppl who get you #i miss that i want that back #whatever. its 1am i gotta go shower i have an 8.5 hour shift tomorrow. wahoo. $13.50/hr lets go

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dailynakaharachuuya · 8 months

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#bungo stray dogs #bungo stray dogs chuuya #bungou stray dogs #bungou stray dogs chuuya #bsd #bsd chuuya #(I didn't notice his pose was extremely weird until I finished everything)#(Sorry Chuuya you got severe back pain)#(Been feeling anxious since I've woken up and I truly don't know why)#(I have a live stream today which doesn't help either..)

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starryluminary · 1 month

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Oh my god how the hell did Sierra get away with drugging Cody. Both in universe and as a plot in the show how did this make it through. Why did no one on the writing team stop and think maybe Sierra feeding Cody a tea against his will that incapacitates him half the episode was a step too far

#this is the last time I speak today promise #world tour gets so so so bad near the end #its so painful to watch im so. uncomfortable.#why does no one stop her ever. Why does everything she do to Cody get played off as a joke.#why oh WHY does Cody end the season considering her a friend.#(I actually have an answer to that last one. I'm not getting into it though)#I know i've said it before but rewriting wt for WTBNATOOK is sooooooo therapeutic its insane #total drama #total drama world tour #tdwt #and thats all im tagging!#Starry speaks

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destinationtoast · 9 months

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It's really, really nice to have a doctor say, "Oh yeah, that makes sense" after years of having people tell you your pattern of pain can't be happening and/or is inexplicable!

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haunted-xander · 2 months

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Thinking about the parallels between Riku losing himself to darkness because he (believed) his life-long friendship had been broken and replaced and Terra losing himself to darkness because he wanted to protect his friends/friendship more than anything else

#they were both driven by love and bonds but riku was driven by the hurt of it being broken #whereas terra was driven by the anger at his loved ones being threatened #love is healing but its also corrupting if its too strong/if its threatened......#oh and they also both lost their bodies and hearts!! to the same guy even!!!!!#and they could only fully return to themselves once they had been safely reunited with their loved ones and their bond restored!!!!!#aqua was right when she said darkness was anger and hatred #but what then is anger and hatred but the pain of having loved?#of having something you cared about be broken and torn apart #darkness is obsession and hatred and anger but also love #because love feeds all of these things #anyway im getting carried away i could write an essay on the delicacies of emotions #as portrayed in a lot of medias tbh but especially kh #bc everything always is driven by emotions all the time!!!!!!!!#riku #terra #kingdom hearts #kh #xander rambles #i finished replaying terras route in bbs today btw.

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