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#follow your instincts
evadneares · 2 months
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"Don't bend; don't water it down; don't try to make it logical; don't edit your own soul according to the fashion. Rather, follow your most intense obsessions mercilessly."
Franz Kafka
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s0fter-sin · 1 month
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something happening on a mission, something personal that has soap spiralling; panic and rage making him reckless, thoughtless, and ghost has to draw the line
“you’re compromised johnny; you know what that means?”
“you’re not pulling me out,” soap immediately snarls. he turns on him and ghost barely recognises him; venomous fear turning his eyes to unyielding ice. "you're not sidelining me; i need to be in this-!"
but ghost has never been afraid of venom; spat or dripped straight from bared fangs.
he snakes out a hand grip the back of his neck, jerking him in a rough shake. "if you can't think, you can't be a soldier," he growls and he flinches like he's been struck.
his lips quiver as they twist in a sneer and he wrenches, trying to free himself of his hold.
ghost doesn't let him.
"it means you give your body to me because your head ain't fucking attached to it anymore."
soap stills, body trembling beneath his hand as he sucks in shaking breaths.
he tightens his grip, pulling him closer and digs his forehead hard into his. “it means you give yourself to me so i can have the weapon that you are and use you the way you're meant to be used."
the ice in soap's eyes fractures.
ghost’s voice drops to a whisper, spoken only to johnny, not this facade of vengeance and pain, and wills it to reach him through the glaciers.
“so i can keep you safe ‘til it’s done and i can bring you back.”
#in my head its bc graves abducts his sister and is using her as hostage to draw him out knowing ghost will always follow him#but the intensity and intimacy of saying ‘you cant trust your mind not to betray you so let me be in charge of your body until you can’#after what happened to tommy he could never deny johnny his right to save his sister#but its bc of what happened to tommy that he knows he cant let him do it alone with only his rage to guide him#hes more likely to get himself killed and ghost wont live through that#so he has to balance it#and the only way he knows how is to completely shut down soap’s mind until hes no more than instinct and muscle memory#if he cant think practically then dont let him think at all#reduce him to a place where he can only follow orders#and when its finally over and his sister is safe and graves is dead#only then will he drag johnny back up to the surface#he’ll do it even if it means dragging him kicking and screaming back to humanity#instead of letting him sink in the depths where nothing hurts. theres no fear down there. no pain. only order#and thats the risk ghost took sending johnny to that place but he only did it bc he would stop at nothing to bring him back#and help him through the after#the breakdown. the rush of panic and rage and relief and anguish johnnys been supressing on his order#it was his word that turned johnny into a ghost#and its his touch that brings him back to the man#coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt#we’re a team. ghost team#cod#soapghost#ghostsoap#ghost x soap#ghoap#simon ghost riley#ghost cod#john soap mactavish#soap cod
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7dreamies-caratzen · 7 days
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I remember when I started practicing and praying, and I used 'babe' without realizing to some deities like 'good morning babe' because I just use 'babe' (platonicaly) with EVERYONE I'm comfortable with.
And I started panicking and saying sorry before realizing that it's not a crime omg
It's just that I'm comfortable with them, they won't be mad at you if you treat them as your friend, you can joke with your deities, as long as your respectful its fine!
Don't overthink, if it sounds okay with YOUR practice then it's okay
If being formal with your Deities is better from you then it is 🫶🏻
Don't feel bad about how you're practicing, you're doing well, be respectful and everything will be fine 🫶🏻
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tinesleftnipple · 6 days
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wei qian's mouth: i can't figure out what my feelings for you are
wei qian's body: clutch onto yuan!
wei qian's mouth: I haven't thought things through yet how can i go upstairs
wei qian's body: kiss him!
wei qian's mouth: aren't we going too fast?
wei qian's body: *panting and moaning*
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soulinkpoetry · 6 months
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Silly you….you thought there will be no price to pay for not following your gut feeling ?
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ahsoka-in-a-hood · 2 years
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I love Obi Wan and I think not mercy-killing Anakin when he was on fire was the worst thing he ever did, absolutely deplorable, and I also think that’s sexy of him
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seaquestions · 7 months
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every time i have to leave my house my body starts feeling anxiety abt it for like a full eight hours beforehand. i would like that to stop happening to me.
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sexynetra · 1 month
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Fake fic title 😊
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Two years ago, Dame broke off their engagement with no warning, no explanation, and no goodbye. When Tia runs into Dame on a vacation to Paris, all she wants is answers. Whether Dame will give them to her is another question altogether.
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ardentpoop · 1 month
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every day someone irritates the living shit out of me with a take like this
yes that’s what the show tells us. but is the show right??? (hint: ABSOLUTELY NOT)
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rosymorns · 2 months
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i just had a collection of words enter my head so. flashing back a few fixations.
agency IT department phishing test email.
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variousqueerthings · 1 year
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#spinster hawkeye is so important to me
@jerottblyth calling him “spinster hawkeye” is so important to me!!!
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brownsugar4hersoul · 4 months
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Thinking a lot about how diet culture has led to this cultural landscape of people mocking cooking content creators for using too much oil when they make large batches of salad dressing or confit. And like you have to sit here and wonder what these people are going through in their own food journey if they think someone is sitting down and drinking three cups of salad dressing (made with 1 cup of olive oil) in a single sitting. Or, for that matter, just fucking drinking down the garlic confit. Homemade mayo? Made with olive oil? Unimaginable, that's clearly ridiculously unhealthy, unlike grocery store mayo. Like... I'm forced to imagine that these people don't make anything ever and so have literally no concept of how it works because otherwise I have to imagine how fucking awful some of the things these people are feeding to their families must be.
Like yeah, eating too much olive oil absolutely is bad for you, but you should probably critically engage with why you're so terrified of the stuff before you start trying to police what other people (whose health you literally know nothing about) are eating.
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bearybutch · 2 years
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Yes, I want to learn how to be more comforting and safe to women. Non-butch, asking a butch's opinion. I really admire the way butch people act, especially the way they treat women, and I want to try to be more like that.
I’ve been mulling this over and I feel like I may not be best person to answer this because honestly? I’m not sure I make women comfortable 🧍🏻 I strive to - especially my girlfriend! - but I’m gnc, autistic, and whilst my butchness may be comforting to some other butch/femme lesbians, most people tell me their first impression of me is to feel intimidated.
Things I try to do would be to stay alert in public settings in case someone needs support or protection (public transit, etc). I make sure I take on any angry customers at work so my women coworkers don’t cop that behaviour. When I’m with my girlfriend I always walk with her on the inner side of the footpath, or let her walk ahead of me, so I’m closest to any danger or can keep watch around us. It’s carrying things in my bag that she might need or forget. I don’t look “safe” or approachable I guess? So I’ll do my best in actions instead.
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