#going thru my drafts lol

[freakystinky]

ns4w, gojo/ambiguous partner

Gojo is seriously the type of guy who would have zero physical boundaries after he starts dating someone; like a toddler who can’t keep their hands off things. Obviously there’s the normal casual touching, which turns more romantic and exaggerated, but also a new, more intimate kind of touching.

He’s grabby.

He’s also bold, and increasingly so the more he gets away with it. Always, no matter the time, place, or occasion, if his hands are available, they are resolutely holding handfuls of his partners ass, chest, hips, hair… anywhere he can reach, really. He gravitates towards them, always present with a hand gripping their thigh, waist, neck… and when he doesn’t, he’s pouty and upset- sometimes even a little mad. He’s a brat about it, actually.

… In private, he’d walk up behind his parter at any time and sneakily slide his hand into their pants after a chaste kiss on the neck and a whispered greeting. He acts before he asks, but he’s a tease so he’s sure to pose the question once he has a hand around them and he’s invading all of their senses. It’s hard to say no when his breathing is getting heavy next to their ear and he’s driving them crazy with the erection he’s grinding against their ass.

He’d grab them, bruising where fingers grasped at whatever soft flesh they can find when he cums, and he hesitates to let go once he’s done, too.

[starberry-skies]

[Image Description: A series of four shakily-drawn memes.

1: Somebody thinks about a scribbled red mess of anxiety and swears, but they just say: "i just need a new special interest".

2: A stick figure lies in bed, upset. They think, "i just need a new special interest".

3: Arrows point to and from text to make a circle. All of the text is the same, which reads: "get a new special interest".

4: A stick figure sits in a room, with black scribbles surrounding them. Somebody else walks in, asking, "Are you okay bro?" and the original figure responds, "yes i just need a new special interest".

End ID]

[shinjiapologist]

i love working from home i love taking a 10 min break to sob my eyes out because i thought too hard about my sister and mothers relationship or whatever

[coldbug]

turns you into the bong and smokes from you

[babeymac]

judging ppl w ur bf

[maerhiya]

sometimes "don't give up" doesn't apply to every situation!! (stop pursuing someone who has already rejected you and has never shown any signs that they've changed their mind)

[deerlisteners]

there’s smth abt felix telling everyone for years after the western rebellion that the dimitri he knew died in the tragedy, but then when dimitri is supposedly executed and everyone truly believes he’s dead felix refuses to believe it and spends five years searching for him………..

[helianthus21]

Yeon be like, I should’ve known that why am I gasping

[sundial-bee-scribbles]

one of the pigtails of a miku figure that a friend gifted me broke off 😢 so i redrew said figure as neru 🍜

[running-tweezers]

I think I’ve finally really figured out the way my past tumblr/fandom related trauma affects the way I interact with fandom now. I’ve never really had words for it, but I’ve been doing some soul digging and I think I’ve gotten to the bottom of it. Which is a net positive I think.

It sounds ABSURD when you say it out loud/write it down plain like this. But hear me out. There’s a reason.

I somehow operate under the assumption that everyone here automatically dislikes me. As a default state. If someone likes/reblogs something I post, especially if they are someone whose fandom creations I admire, I almost see that as them going “hm. Ok you get a pass with this one, even tho normally you suck so much.” The person could Literally Be My Mutual and I still think this.

ALSO, I am OBVIOUSLY being constantly surveilled by some kind of strange panopticon of fandom, and everyone is seeing everything I do and everything I post and just WAITING for me to do something Incorrect and Bad. Just waiting for me to Do Fandom Wrong (as if that’s a thing) so they can jump on me and start getting everyone to send me so much hate I have to leave tumblr and this thing I love is ruined. As if “he wouldn’t fucking say that” is some kind of death sentence.

And I am well aware of how ridiculous that sounds, but you have to understand. That is the EXACT scenario that was constantly held over my head by a certain “popular” “big name fan” of a previous fandom I was in. I got weirdly entangled with him, and he was manipulative, creepy, and downright abusive. That’s the exact sort of thing he would very subtly imply and threaten if I didn’t agree with him on everything. (And it turned out he was actually anonymously sending death and rape threats to people who he perceived as “wrong” so. It wasn’t just talk ig)

Idk, I feel like I’m finally figuring out WHY certain things are triggering to me. For example, those ‘popularity’ type posts. That weird traumatized part of my brain saw those and said “wake up babe, new list of people to be scared of just dropped.” Now maybe I can at least try to better metaphorically whack that bit of my brain with a rolled up newspaper and say “NO. STOP IT. THATS NOT A NORMAL WAY TO THINK.”

Anyway, I’m looking to get back into therapy, can y’all tell? lol

[bunibelles]

Strawberry shortcake cupcakes 🍓 ~

I made these a few weeks ago I just forgot to post :’D

[until-the-brahmin-come-home]

going thru my quadrillion drafts and stumbling across posts about the show that i deemed too mean to publish. and now the moment has passed. ah well.

[marukrawler]

random af but i was thinking abt king fritz/ymir fritz and barodius/kazarina parallels the other day. . .women with great power at their disposal who can easily overthrow the monarch who've treated them like shit but they can't do it because they love their king too much. ymir takes a spear to the chest for king fritz and is offered no sympathy. kazarina calls out her beloved's name in her last moments and all barodius has to say about her is that she was useful.

[gemharvest]

My phooonneee gotta charge I've been using it all day but that's chill cuz I'm eating anyways. And then after I've eaten I'm gonna grind out this fic and then like. Figure out what I'm doing with my fics in general. Not a great sign that I'm starting to take this seriously.

[bobmckenzie]

I should do a rb game for assigning perfumes/colognes/etc to your f/os... 🧠💭

[ambrozians]

writing speaking in draft here but like, to me, so much of emma and ororo's relationship has to do with power – not just actual power but their roles as leaders – and beauty and femininity but it's all like. these are emma's struggles with ororo. these are her reactions to ororo as a person and as a figure and as a leader. but emma doesn't impact ororo in the same way ororo impacts her? there's a long list of people that have really challenged or affected ororo's perspective on a variety of things in some way (ex. yukio) but emma doesn't make that list, interestingly.