𝐌𝐲 𝐏𝐚𝐜𝐢𝐟𝐢𝐜 || p.sh x reader
A story inspired by Pacific Rim
ꜱʏᴘɴᴏꜱɪꜱ: Park Seonghwa was one of the pilots of Dawn Facility's very first attempt at creating a monster killing machine, but with the lost of his co-pilot, he leaves the facility, grieving for thirteen years —after those thirteen years, he decides it's finally time to be the hero he promised his co-pilot he'll be. He's gonna save the world, but not without finding himself a new co-pilot. He finds her right away, and their connection flourished as quick as time.
contains: angst, fluff, cursing, death, grieving, comfort, mentions of blood, combat, extraterrestrials, expanded explanations (got carried away), giant man-powered robots, monsters
word count: 11.8k
[ an: should i make a series out of this? ]
𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐮𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐮𝐭 .ᐟ -ˋˏ✄┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈
20:10:21:56… 57… 58 —the clock ran to count the days till the end of the world. An apocalypse —predicted by art. What people thought could only exist in games and movies, or and books and illustrations, traveled along the gateways of the universe, rising from the Pacific Ocean to wreak havoc on Earth. Named terato, hell in the form of merciless, blood hungry beasts.
During the early days of the apocalypse, fighting off these monsters came easy, like fighting fire —water was right on the surface and all that needed to be done was right below your feet. Then suddenly it wasn’t. They grew smarter, stronger, and even bigger, swatting all military effort causing all governments to shut down.
On New Earth, there are no governments. Project: Dawn, what was once disapproved by hypocrites of high power, was initiated. Killing machines about the size of a city protected what was left of Earth. Each of them were engineered to withstand the strength, the claws, the teeth, and the newfound intelligence of these monsters. The people called them Goliaths. Some believed, but some resent, seeing Dawn as a hindrance to Earth’s progression to its next phase —they believed, Earth was bound to end, and God made it that way. But they could never resist the orders of Dawn, because like the government, they were all hypocrites who stand strong behind the walls but are the most vulnerable when faced with the instance of death. Nobody wanted to die, even if it was harder to stay alive than to get crushed or eaten.
Dawn’s purpose is solidified after the first few battles, Goliaths with crushed arms, decapitated heads, and wires and bolts hanging out of holes clawed by the beasts. The machinery and computers were not enough, and so the proposal for the Pilot Project was passed on to Dawn’s founder. It was approved, under immediate orders. Instead of relying on computers, the revamped Goliath would be operated by the human mind, with a pilot. A recruit was commenced, gathering worthy souls fit for combat. The very first Goliath under the Pilot Project —Helios— was operated by one pilot. The test drive put the test pilot in critical vegetative state. It corrupted his brain. They would consider it a failure until one man. He used to operate in the military. His mind was crushed by his trauma in the war of his past, and the dawn of the apocalypse, but his heart was able to battle the excruciating anguish. That’s what a Goliath does. It connects to the mind of its pilot, grasping every bit of the pilot’s mind, their memories, their life.
After Helios, there was Lux. The two were the biggest of all Goliaths, and they were the strongest too. The pilots of both would soon suffer brain cancer, killing them both in the long run. The single-pilot system proved to be fatal, even with the strongest soul. The constant connection of the Goliaths to the brain of its pilots turned out to be a toxic relationship. One brain on one Goliath can destroy the mind. And so, more pilots were recruited. And finally, the first double-pilot Goliath was created. Atlas was not as big as Helios, or Lux, but it was a destroyer, equipped with hightech, built-in weaponry. The third generation Goliaths, required younger pilots that are guaranteed to fight at least a century's worth of teratos, so time could be bought for Dawn to find the source.
Atlas’ pilots were the best and the strongest —physically and mentally— of all recruits at the evaluation. Choi San and Park Seonghwa. They were not recruited solely for being dependable in combat, they’re bond was strong as they were hailed from the place, though they wouldn’t meet until Dawn. They shared memories of the same place, and were especially empathetic towards each other. Atlas was the pinnacle of dawn, the first victory. Atlas was the first to kill a terato. Its corpse was brought into Dawn’s laboratories —each laboratory studying all the different segments of the beast. There was the head, the upper half of the body, and then lower half. Each team was divided into two, external studies, and internal. It was no puzzle to figure out that every beast that rose from the pacific were different from one another. There were mammal-like beasts, amphibians, and arachnids. Some even flew. All they had in common were scales. They were classified as a material. It was tough, but not tough enough. But the information was not enough. The beasts kept coming, and nobody knew from where.
Atlas’ next mission was to paralyze and deliver a beast to Dawn’s facilities. It was never guaranteed to work, but it was an experiment. A very risky experiment. A new beast, taking a form similar to that of a cobra, was their new target. They were undoubtedly successful with their mission. The beast was paralyzed, and transported to Dawn. Dawn’s Goliath operators were having a celebration. And after a few drunk sips, a dazed glance to the ceiling would contort to a face that feared the beast that crawled throughout the Dawn’s premises. The poison did not last long. The night Dawn was almost destroyed, was the night where they realized. They are only growing stronger and they will consume Earth as they please.
But it was also the night of Choi San’s death. It was the night Seonghwa left Goliath behind. After five years of serving Dawn, he was out of commission. He stayed behind the wall, with the rest of civilization during the revival of Dawn. He watched news coverage of its successful restoration, after two years. He was offered time and time again to return. Dawn ran out of pilots after that night. He rejected all of them, and for years, he worked like every citizen, gathering scraps, cleaning the bottom of the wall, and aiding rescues from outside the wall. He felt like his purpose in this world left him, like San. His family was killed long before Dawn. San was the closest he had to family. They were brothers at heart. It pains him that San had to sacrifice his own life to save the rest of Dawn’s people. Seonghwa could remember saying “Let’s save the world, Lieutenant Choi.” every time before every mission, but Lieutenant Choi died before they could even figure out how to defeat those creatures for good. To Seonghwa, losing Choi San was losing everything he had, and now he had nothing to lose.
That’s right, I have nothing to lose. —the thought crossed his mind just as a Dawn aircraft landed inside the wall. Seonghwa knew what they came for. Soon he found himself in a secluded area with Dawn’s Chief Commander.
“It’s been a while” the chief’s voice was authoritative —as always— yet somehow calm.
“It’s been thirteen years, sir.” Seonghwa faced the chief with utmost respect, a straight back, and his compliance.
“Park, you know what I’m here for.”
“And I know what awaits me behind those walls, sir.”
“What changed Park? Are the sorrows of the isolated civilization finally catching up to you?”
Seonghwa could no longer keep his head up, “Sir, for what it’s worth, I really have nothing to lose anymore. I would rather die in battle than of old age isolated from the reality of our world, Sir.”
An amused scoff sounded from the chief’s lips, and he’d subtly nod before responding to him. “It would be beautiful to see them out of this box and live their dreams —the world, wouldn’t it?”
“Yes, sir.” Seonghwa’s eyes had gone back to meet the chief’s, his tone sounding of relief.
“Well then, better get packed. We’ll be out of these walls within the next thirty minutes.”
“Yes sir!”
There was not much to pack, but he made sure to leave the grief in the walls. He knew that carrying them into a Goliath would affect his co-pilot. He wouldn’t want his suffering to be the weakness of the Goliath. He wouldn’t want to fail again.
On the flight to Dawn, Seonghwa watched the walls disappear as they went over them. It was like a breath of fresh air, even if it meant there were monsters that roamed the withered surface of the planet. He saw broken buildings, decaying over time, demolished houses, smashed roads, shoreless seas —it was never this bad before he had left Dawn. He figured, this must be the reason why they’re reinforcing walls, and why the clock was set. The world was ending in nine years, fourteen days, five hours, and forty minutes, according to the clock. Seonghwa felt like giving his soul away right at that moment just for the world to flourish with bright colors again.
“Take a look at that, that terato was venomous, we’re working on transporting it back to the labs. It was taken down by Pluto.”
“And I assume Pluto is a new arrival Goliath, Sir?”
“Pluto was stationed in the frontlines six years ago, Park.”
Seonghwa seemed to have forgotten that Dawn’s initiative was to expand, upgrade, and create more to end the war and terminate whoever or whatever started it.
Seonghwa exhales harshly at the sight of Dawn’s new base. Unlike then, the surface was miniscule, and he knew the rest of it would be underground, guarded with the same metals they used for the Goliaths. Once they’ve landed, Seonghwa was greeted with the sight of numerous gamma ray machines and a shield that was shut off with the lift of a single finger, the chief’s. The shield was back on as soon as they crossed the line that separated the base from the outside, then a woman came to approach the chief.
“Sir, Doctor Choi had called for your attention at the upper quarter laboratory. She says it’s urgent.” the woman’s voice was stern, and her sharp eyes pierced Seonghwa’s own pair, a cruel attempt to pin him down.
“Irene, this is Park Seonghwa. He was one of the first pilots of third gen Goliaths —Atlas.”
Hearing the Goliath’s name, the woman’s eyes widened a tad, breathing in the busy air that flowed throughout Dawn.
“Park, this is Irene. My daughter, and my secretary.”
Seonghwa bowed at her, the same way he would with the chief. She would return it to him, the glare on her face completely diminished.
“Come, Park. I’ll introduce you to the u-q.”
The chief laid a hand on Seonghwa’s back as he led him down to the laboratory along with the secretary. The elevator was some other kind of technology for within a second, they were already twenty feet underground. He felt no movement at all, as if they teleported.
When the doors drew open, they were greeted with an empty-looking space, with papers scattered all over tabletops and plastered on cork boards and other areas of the wall. It had a variety of content. Blueprints, x-rays, calculations, news articles, photos, documents —all containing a fragment of teratos. Seonghwa looked over to one of the tables as they ventured in. The words source and terannia stuck to him, reading it off as it was highlighted with red. Looking straight ahead, they stopped at a room being lit by the holographic screens and controls on the air, and a woman operating them. She sat there, and she appeared to be observing a phenomenon of sorts. It was a whirlpool, but painted with purple and red tones rather than the ocean’s colors.
The chief clears his throat then calls, “Doctor Choi.”
The woman stands up at an instant, bowing at a perfect ninety degrees.
“Chief.” she firmly responds, keeping her head down.
Once bringing herself up, her gaze fell on Seonghwa, eyes being lured by the foreign presence.
“Doctor Choi, this is—”
“Park Seonghwa.” she stared at him as she continuously nodded at a slow pace. “My brother’s co-pilot at Atlas.”
Her words struck Seonghwa’s heart, and he grips on the strap of his bag, tight.
“Park, this is Choi Y/n. I was thinking you might know her.”
Seonghwa was not able to move a single nerve, eyes still locked with the woman in front of him. “Yes, sir. But only by name.”
The chief averted his eyes from Seonghwa and brought them back to Y/n to ask her, “What am I here for Choi?”
“Oh, that—” with that, she breaks the contact she had with the man who stood next to the chief, moving back to controlling the holograms. She continued to speak as she configured the controls. “So for the past year, we’ve been scanning the pacific ocean for any signs, abnormalities with magnetic fields, current activity, or anything at all that’ll lead to us finding the source.” —after a few more swipes of her hand, an image of what looked like the opening of the whirlpool she was observing earlier was on display— “This, sir, is what I'd like to call, Terannia.” —she moved the image to the side with a swipe, and lifted a model with another— “It’s the terato gateway, and I believe it only opens when a terato is released. Now, sir, remember the terato heart I so desperately begged for?”
“Yes, Choi, I do.”
“Well sir, I’ve actually retrieved a live brain, so I interconnected those two together with the same technology we use for Goliaths and charged it at maximum at the psychreader, and it gave me ancient text —like those once people thought were from aliens, I mean they probably were—”
“Choi.”
“Apologies sir, anyways, I decoded it for three months, and found out that they’re engineering these monsters, designing their genes to be stronger, for their scales to be tougher, for them to develop their skills in combat. Each of those teratos serve as surveillance cameras for whatever creatures there are trying to destroy Earth.”
“So that means they’ve been studying the way Dawn operates?” Seonghwa’s sudden question caused a stagnation in Y/n’s breathing.
“Y-yes.”
“Is there a way for us to infiltrate their quarters?” this time the chief asked.
Y/n sighs, her tongue prodding in between her fang tooth and another. “I don’t know that yet, sir.”
“Very well then, call me back when you’ve figured it out.”
“And also sir, I found out that they plan to create a portal that’ll stay open, so, you know, they could destroy the world.”
Words were exchanged so casually, yet none of them were even remotely close to calm. The fate of the world is in Dawn’s grasp, and they hoped, no matter how heavy it weighed, they could carry it out and stop the forces that sought to dominate this planet.
Seonghwa’s eyes were on her the entire time, in awe with her knowledge, up until leaving, where they exchanged a gaze of wonder. They wondered about each other. They were both linked to the same person they valued the most in their life when he was still living. And Seonghwa wondered if she’ll be the one to fill the void San had left in his heart.
Moving away from the laboratories, Seonghwa was brought into the Goliath stations. His whole world stopped seeing those metal giants on display, four of them. His life before the walls stormed his mind. All the battles he shared with his co-pilot, and Atlas. The teratos they fought. The places where their battles occured. Then that tragic midnight. And then the last conversation he had with his co-pilot —his mind rewinds an image of San telling him, “If I die, would you take care of my sister if she’s found?” —Yes, was Seonghwa’s immediate answer. And it was a promise.
Seonghwa was introduced to an array of new operators that worked closely with the Goliaths. Then he was introduced to the fresh set of Goliaths at the frontlines, on the ready to be launched out of the base at the threat of danger. There was Judas, Dethra, Sayan, and,
“Reaper. That’s your Goliath, Park.”
Reaper was bigger than Judas, Dethra, and Sayan. Reaper was black all over, and its head where the pilots are to be situated had a faceplate made out of a crystal Seonghwa had never seen before. It shone yellow, but changed to ivory at a different angle.
“Now, Park, we’ll set you up for a test drive in three days. We’ll have you conduct an evaluation with our cadets, and there you can choose your co-pilot.”
Another co-pilot —Seonghwa said to himself, being brought back to the day he met San. It was a perfect match, two perfect puzzle pieces that complete each other. Seonghwa felt the connection as he sparred with San. Their respect for each other was equal as one, and they tied at that spar. San had the strength, the braun, and Seonghwa had a technique on par with the greatest of the great fighters that ever walked this Earth.
“Lieutenant Park, Irene will show you to your room. Make yourself at home.” with that, Irene walked forward,
“Yes, sir.” after Seonghwa bowed, he exchanged a nod with Irene, following her through the busy crowds of workers.
Arriving at the front door of his room, he bows at Irene for the last time that day as she hands him a keycard. “That keycard is for emergencies only. We use gene scanning for room security.”
“Gene sca…” Irene walks off, not giving him another second. “Gene scanning? how does that even work?” he mumbled to himself.
Then suddenly, the room right in front of him opened its door, and peeking out was Choi Y/n who answered his question, “Your gene blueprint is saved in the system once you’ve walked through the gates of Dawn. But it would take a whole day for me to explain everything, so—”
“Y/n —is it okay if I called you that?”
Y/n suppressed a laugh, “Yeah, it’s my name, Lieutenant Park.”
“Just wanted to be sure, Doctor.” Seonghwa then opened the door, walking in, but not without maintaining eye contact with the other who was still peeking from her door.
As he settled in for the night, he can’t help but wonder how she ended up working for Dawn. San had told him that she had a passion for science, but he never expected her to be a professional in the field —or to lead the whole laboratory itself. She’s the lead proponent of the team, proposing orders for observatory missions to debunk the whole anomaly that is the teratos and its kind as a whole. Nobody really knew what they sought from Earth, but she led everyone on a quest to figure out just why, and what is creating these monsters.
“I’ll look out for her. I promise.”
The next day was like any other for everyone else, and for Seonghwa, it was a whole new process of adapting. Dawn wasn’t foreign to him, but after thirteen years behind those walls, the unfamiliar faces, the optimized technology, it was almost overwhelming. He hung around the training facility, inspecting the cadets. They were skilled, they had the fighting spirit, but no one in particular really stood out to him. Though, he could see his young self in them, determined to make it to the frontlines. Seonghwa was only twenty years of age when he was commissioned, and San was nineteen, and he was twenty-three when he passed. Seonghwa had just turned twenty-five before that night. And now, here he is thirteen years later, watching young fighters spar, what he used to be before the frontlines.
“They seem tough, don’t they?” Seonghwa’s posture had become straight and steady, bowing to the deputy chief who had appeared beside him. “Some of them are reckless, driven by pure vengeance.”
“That’s never a good thing, sir.”
“Indeed. Vengeance —wrath can turn a man into a monster, but a mindless one. What’s the use of all the strength if you’re as easy as a mouse to trap?”
Seonghwa, unsure of what to say, nods his head very subtly, making the other man chuckle.
“You, Lieutenant Park, have the brains to win any fight. You’re a real fighter, a survivor, a hero. Thirteen years ago was not the pilots’ fault, you know that. It was the defective poison.”
The deputy chief was telling the truth. The problem was never the pilots. As a matter of fact, it was never anyone’s fault. They knew the teratos evolve each time one comes out of the pacific, more powerful than the rest defeated. Seonghwa always thought fairly, and he believed the brains behind that poison were simply not given much to work with but old terato corpses.
“You should drop the formalities with me, Seonghwa, after all, you’ve lived longer than me, and you have more experience in the frontlines.”
“But, sir, you’re my commander.”
“It’s Yunho from now on. You have my utmost respect, Seonghwa.”
The two would then exchange a bow, then a firm handshake. Together, they watched over the training, pointing out any excellent plays, foul blows, flaws. It even got to a point where the deputy chief would tell his story, and why he was in Dawn. It was mostly because of his father who was closely tied to Dawn’s founder, and was the pilot of Lux. Yunho had a dream of being like his father, he wanted to pilot a Goliath. He was so fascinated by them, until his fascination turned into a passion. He became a lead proponent at the frontlines as a technician who structured the weaponry of Goliaths —that was during the time Seonghwa had gone into the walls. Yunho had only been promoted recently as deputy as he was the next in the line. When his father caught cancer, he was promoted as deputy too.
After a long conversion, the two would notice that the grunts, thuds, and heavy footsteps had stopped. There was no one but the two of them left in that room. Yunho decided that it was time for the trainees to be introduced to Seonghwa, and maybe, they might see him as a source of inspiration, and drive them to work harder to get chosen as his co-pilot. Yunho took him to the barracks, where all the young trainees are. It was quite the walk, but on the way, they’d stumble upon Y/n who appeared inside the elevator from a higher level. They stepped in, it seemed as though the woman never noticed.
That was until she uttered, “Where are you two headed?”
Yunho answers her in the same manner, “The barracks. You?”
“The barracks.”
“Is there anything you need from them or?...”
“Not really. I’m going because you’re going.”
They would continue to quietly laugh at each other. It was all so casual that it took Seonghwa by surprise.
“I’m guessing you’ve met Choi.” Yunho brings his head to his right —to Seonghwa.
“Yes. I have.” Seonghwa tested the waters by only subtly dropping the formalities.
“We’re really close friends. We were brought into Dawn at the same time. We worked really closely together back then.” Yunho says.
Seonghwa looked at Y/n’s reflection through the walls of the elevator, if only the reflection was blurry and distorted, he could see that she was looking at him too. They shared an inclination, subconsciously acting with the means of staying close to each other. They both wanted to hear from each other. Mostly they were curious of who San was in each other’s lives, and partly they both felt at peace in each other’s presence, almost feeling obligated to be together, to protect one another in some way —like San had left them for each other.
Arriving at the barracks, the young men and women would form two parallel lines, facing each other.
“Cadets, with me here is Lieutenant Park. He’s one of the first pilots of Atlas, now if you know your world history, you would’ve figured out by now that—” Yunho firmly places two hands on Seonghwa’s shoulders, “This guy is a big deal.”
Seonghwa’s eyes would dilated slightly, and he’d hear a quiet giggle to his left, Doctor Choi, just watching them.
Yunho continued his disclosure. “And he is currently on a search for a co-pilot. Try-outs are tomorrow kids, and remember, this is a chance for you to finally get out there and contribute to the frontlines, keep the planet safe, or maybe even save the world.” his eyes went over each and every cadet, seeing how their eyes lit up at the opportunity, he wore a subtle smirk, “Till then, have a good night’s sleep and prepare for tomorrow. We’ll leave you now.”
They bow in chorus as the three leave the room. As they walked through the hall, Seonghwa felt a smaller figure press onto his side a bit.
“Jung Yunho loves to pretend to be all tough and intimidating. It gives him an ego boost, but he’s a good guy.” he looked over beside him and saw Y/n’s little grin. And when he looked straight ahead, Yunho had already gone on his own, leaving the two. “So, Lieutenant, are you gonna be busy too?”
They finally face each other, Seonghwa’s head tilted down slightly to meet her eyes.
Then she spoke again, just a little quieter than before. “Or will you join me in my lab?”
Seonghwa couldn’t help the chuckle from escaping his lips, he hums an approving melody, eyes sneaking a glance on her lips. “Yeah? Why'd you want to take me there?”
“Well…” her hand reached for the single strand of his long hair that went astray and rested against his cheek, and she moved it away, her finger softly brushing against his skin. One small touch had evoked urges he’d never even dared to think about “Your hair, ever thought of giving it a trim? before you save the world and all.”
They could feel their own breaths as they laughed, faces only a footstep away from touching. As their zeal calms, Seonghwa offers her his hand, she takes it, pulling him into the elevator and down to her laboratory. He walks in, soon joining her as she sits down on her work table. And that is where he saw it —a photograph of the Choi siblings, San, and a young Y/n. Seonghwa could still remember, every time before going into a mission, San would unfold a copy of the same photograph he kept in his pants pockets, and in his battle suit. He remembers San telling him “I’ll save the world for my sister, I do hope they’re in the walls, so we can still be together. Soon.” when San’s death was still a fresh memory, thinking about that very moment made him cry. San only had one wish in this world —besides saving it— and it was for her sister to work within the fields of science, achieve her dreams, and be happy. Seonghwa distinctly remembers San’s protectiveness, for even if his sister wasn’t around, he’d talk about beating a boy up for making her sister cry. And now that not-so-little girl was with Seonghwa.
“Seonghwa?” he was awakened from his thoughts hearing Y/n’s mellow voice.
“Y/n.”
“My brother, I miss him all the time too. I know you do.” her hands, with nothing else to meddle with, would reach for the photographs, her fingers running over the image of her late brother.
“He always talked about you, you know.” he moves his lonely hand close to hers, their backs touching. “If only he could see the wonderful woman you’ve grown to be.”
Soon their hands found home in each other, feeling at ease once they felt the warmth.
“What’d he tell you?” her voice turned small.
“Everything. How you loved your family cat more than him, your dream of being a scientist, your favorite food, he wouldn’t stop talking about you.” his thumb drew circles on her skin. “And he really wanted to see you.”
Y/n looked at their entwined hands, and she’d see a huge scar that went from the upper half of the back of his hand, to the end of his forearm. “I was rescued, but, by a subsidiary of Dawn. I was held in that facility, and raised by a Theoretical Physicist. Traveling from there to Dawn’s h-q was tough back then, so,” she traced the scar with a gentle finger, “I never got to see my brother for the last time.”
Seonghwa could see the tears swelling in her eyes, the reflection of the hologram screens making her eyes shine blue. He brought her hand back in his, bringing himself closer to her until their knees touched. He leans in, bringing his face close to hers. He looks right into her soul, watching a teardrop pop and escape from the corner of her eye. He catches it with his thumb, with the same hand he cupped one side of her face as the other held her hand. He traced every line on her face with his eyes, until he reached her lips. “You have such pretty eyes. So lovely.”
Her giggles were like music to his ears. “My eyes are up here, Lieutenant.”
“I know. I always see them.”
That night, they headed back to their rooms, but would be distant from each other. As if they weren’t all up in each other, losing track of time. The others that were settled next to their rooms could still hear the clanking of the metal as they opened and closed their doors. Even if it was a little shorter, their sleep was a lot more pleasant than everyone else’s.
Tomorrow was a big day for the cadets. They woke up hours before the sun shone, preparing for the evaluation process. Seonghwa himself will spar with each trainee, so he made sure to prepare himself as well, just enough so he could kindle his adrenaline. Making his way into the training facility, everyone went silent, his presence adding to the weight of the atmosphere. With a few more ticks of the clock, the cadets were all lined up to spar with Seonghwa who stood tall amid the practice ring.
The first cadet who approached, carried himself with a small stature. But to everyone’s surprise, the boy turns himself, swiftly moving down to the floor, the back of his feet kicking Seonghwa off the floor. Unfortunately for that trainee, Seonghwa reacts quickly, flipping himself backwards, his hands touching the cold, chalked floor. He lands on both feet, keeping his eyes on his opponent who strikes him as soon as he lands. He catches the boy’s fist, pulling it past his head, catching the boy’s body with knee. And with that, he wins the first spar, like he’s playing a video game. And this game progressed with every level, but it would only get tiring for Seonghwa, in lieu of finding it difficult. He felt no connection with any of them, even if the last one caught him off guard and almost beat him for that reason, it has seemed as though that trainee resented him for winning that spar. The session was concluded with no success. The chief watched the entire session, Yunho was there too, and Y/n. They knew what the problem was. Seonghwa, for a while, felt like he was being difficult, but he was assured that finding his other half to pilot Reaper was no easy task. A strong connection is crucial for a Goliath to be fully functional and face no difficulties. Seonghwa failed to to feel that connection with any of those he sparred with —the first time he sparred with his old co-pilot, no matter how long they went on to spar, no one would win and they would just laugh about it, and they could read each other like books.
Seonghwa would stay in that room, and he just sat on the half-steps, leaning back and propping himself up with his elbows touching a higher level of the floor. He stares on the practice ring floor, thinking deeply about what he’ll do to find a partner before an emergency strikes —he didn’t have to worry about the test drive, all they had to ensure was that Seonghwa was still in condition to pilot a Goliath. For even if he could defeat a hundred men in a spar, he might collapse once he’s had his brain interconnected with the Goliath’s system. He sighs heavily, but then would inhale sharply when he felt a firm object poking on the small of his back. He looked up behind him, and saw Y/n holding a sparring stick.
“Why are you still here Doctor?” he asked calmly.
He watches her figure move and sits next to him, then she holds a stick producing a sound that echoed throughout the room as she set it down in between them.
“You okay?”
Seonghwa had no trouble meeting her eyes again, and he’d pick up the stick, toying with it a little before he replied, “Yunho was right. They could be violent, but lack technique, and control. What's a fighter with all that strength and no brain?”
Y/n nods, she saw it with her own eyes earlier during the session, how lacking the trainees were when it came to counterattacks. “Well, they’re young, and they grew up with the apocalypse. As children it had been in their minds —to get rid of those heartless monsters. Their trauma from childhood sparks unspeakable rage, unlike us who were already living adulthood when the apocalypse struck.”
“Wasn’t it your highschool graduation?”
“Was?”
“When you got separated from your family.”
“Oh, yeah. I was supposed to take neuroscience. I did end up studying it though, it’s just that, I have no diploma. Kind of surprising that the chief trusted me and hired me, and promoted me as lead proponent. I don’t have credentials to prove my intellect.”
“Which is exactly what makes you so outstanding. You’re amazing, and you’ve figured out what the enemy's plan is. And soon you’d give us direction on how to end this apocalypse.”
Seonghwa was caught off guard —for the second time that day— as Y/n’s hand grabbed one end of the stick, holding it firmly in place.
“Y/n?”
She maneuvers the stick, spinning as she brings herself up, putting her weight on the stick and forcing it into Seonghwa’s chest horizontally. Just before the stick could touch his chest however, he’d bring both his hands to hold onto the stick to resist the force.
“Don’t start something you can’t finish, Doctor.” Seonghwa utters with a heavy breath.
Y/n laughs, “Save the one liners, Lieutenant, it seems that you’re struggling right now.”
Seonghwa pulled his body up, finally finding room to move. He stands up, attempting to kick her feet off the floor, but she jumps over the swipe of his leg. That bought him time to turn around and move behind her, bringing the other end of the stick to her neck from behind and keeping her arms locked. “That’s one to one Doctor.”
The scientist sighs, jumping off the ground, a foot landing on Seonghwa’s thigh. She swiftly turns herself around to face him, her other leg lifting up in the air backwards as she lounges herself into him, pinning him down, his chest making contact with the floor. Her legs restricted him from moving his own, he could feel her weight on the back of his thighs, and on his upper back being pinned down with the stick that also locked both his hands in place.
“Lieutenant? you okay down there?”
He chuckled, with much apparent challenge. “Tell me, Doctor, how does one get out of this situation?”
Once he felt her head at close distance to his, he forced his head back, striking her right on her forehead. She winces, and he takes the opportunity to reverse their positions, but the stick would be displaced somewhere in the room, and they’d be facing each other, with Seonghwa on top of the other. He had both her wrists pinned on the ground, but his grasp was loose. They stayed there for a while, diving deep into each other’s gaze.
“I didn’t know you could fight.” she could feel the warmth of his breath on her face as he whispered to her.
“I never really got trained before Dawn. You know how it is. They train as many people as possible just in case they run out of pilots.”
“Then, can you be my co-pilot?” Y/n sat up as soon as he started to speak.
“I don’t think the chief would allow that.” Seonghwa settles himself next to her, wrapping an arm around her waist.
“He will, trust me.”
Trust was something he could give so easily, and he hoped he had given him her trust. He’s only been around for three nights, and the bond was undeniable. They talk and touch like they’ve known each other since they’ve taken their first breath. Seonghwa’s image of her is an oasis. He’s never felt so lost and so alone behind those walls. Finding her is finding his true purpose in life.
Before all lights were out and the sun fell, Seonghwa took strides to the chief’s office. He started writing out in his mind, everything he should and should not say, and what could save him in case the chief felt like being stubborn. He planned on stopping in front of the door to prepare himself for the chief, but the door opened immediately as soon as he got there.
“Park. Do I owe you anything?”
“Oh, no, sir.” he clears his throat, stepping in and presenting his whole self to the chief. “I’ve found my co-pilot.”
The chief's brows perked up, “Is that so? I thought none of our trainees stuck well with you.”
“It’s Choi Y/n, sir.”
The chief’s smirk fades as he shakes his head. “Park, Doctor Choi is a key proponent of our research team —she leads a team of her own.”
“Sir—”
“I’d let her pilot if the situation calls for it. We are in no need of any extras, what we need is a co-pilot that’s as competent as you are.”
“Sir, Y/n is not incompetent. She defeated me in a spar. Our spar ran with great rhythm. Sir, getting into this, I never thought I’d ever find my match, there’s no other San in this world. But Y/n? We’ve been a match since I got here.”
The chief leans back on his chair, then he motions to Irene. She stood up from her desk, stepping towards Seonghwa. “Leave.”
He almost laughed from what he heard. “Are you serious?”
“Park, respect. Never forget.”
“Sir, I respect you and you’re work, but if you wish for me to be the best pilot I could be in combat, give me the partner that I know—”
“Out of my office. Now.” the chief’s voice filled the room.
It was the most deafening sound Seonghwa has ever heard. He was just thankful Y/n was not around to hear. It was painful, even for him, for the chief to belittle her like that, even if it was indirectly. He left that room with heavy steps. Once he heard the door shut from behind, he kept walking. He wasn’t completely conscious of where his feet were taking him. The next thing he knew, he stood in front of Reaper, his designated Goliath. Reaper was nothing like Atlas —Atlas had the appearance of a God that could move oceans and imprison demons with one sway of an arm— Reaper appeared to be a merciless assassin, dressed with the darkness of night, with eyes that pierce through one’s soul to seize it.
His thoughts ran with every second that passed, even then, he was still able to feel the presence of the man who had just followed him into the Goliath stations.
“What’s on your mind Seonghwa? haven’t found your partner yet?” the baritone voiced man asks.
“I have. But the chief won’t let her.”
“Oh, they’re a she? I mean, nothing new with that, but I didn’t expect you to be such a good flirt.”
“Very funny, Mingi.”
The two met when Seonghwa landed at Dawn. Mingi is the pilot of Goliath Judas —his co-pilot is his father. Truthfully, he and his father don’t make very harmonized decisions, but they can work naturally when peril strikes. Mingi is teased around by the other pilots, being referred to as “Lieutenant Daddy Issues”. Well he, of course, hated the nickname. It was a blatant insult to him as a son. It made him feel as if he wasn't doing enough for his father, the reason why they’d always quarrel. He felt as if his father would rather have anyone else as his son than him.
“So,” Mingi’s hand settles on Seonghwa’s shoulder. “Who’s the lucky girl?”
Seonghwa chuckled, his head hanging low as he replied, “Doctor Choi.”
“Oh? Oh, I get it now.” Mingi nodded, very slowly as he took a minute for himself to think. “Did you and San have some sort of pact?”
Seonghwa’s brows furrowed, while still laughing. “Well, not really a pact. I made a promise.”
Mingi just nods along to his words. Almost everyone knew who Seonghwa was, and his history working at Dawn as a pilot. Many found his work admirable, while others questioned why he’d leave —going as far as saying that he could’ve ended up as Dawn’s chief if he stayed. Ranks never mattered to Seonghwa. What’s important to him is playing a role in preserving the planet, hopeful for future generations that’ll lead Earth in the long run. The vision is still a blur, but now that he’s returned, he’s determined.
“You said the chief didn’t want Y/n to co-pilot?”
“Yeah, that’s what I said.”
Mingi’s foot became restless, tapping on the cold concrete floor. “Well, I don’t get that at all. Y/n had piloted a Goliath, I mean yeah, it was an emergency and we were all out of recruits, but Y/n did great out there you know.”
Seonghwa’s eyes widened at what he heard. There was very little lighting for such a small room, and his eyes were able to reflect all of them.
“Y/n co-piloted for Wooyoung twice —Sayan was the Goliath. Then Wooyoung’s current co-pilot got recruited from the walls. Jongho, he used to work construction. The two always play-fights but they’re basically brothers at this point.” Mingi stares at the Goliath Sayan for a while, and the memory of Wooyoung and Jongho’s first mission together playing in his head as he eyed the Goliath, “Anyways, the cadets aren’t ready to pilot. Their oldest has only been here for six months. Six months is a long period of time, but it’s not enough, clearly. If the chief forces you to take one of them, you might blow-up the entire h-q during the test-drive.”
Seonghwa couldn’t help but chortle a bit.
“Bet that wouldn’t happen with Y/n, now would it?”
“Of course it wouldn’t.”
“That’s the spirit.” Mingi sighs as if he’s the one being burdened by the chief’s undying rigor. “Let’s just pray that he'll have a change of heart.”
“Amen.”
Seonghwa took his time to get back to his room, he still hoped that the chief would consider his request. He was eager to prove to the chief just how incredible he’d be with Y/n. He had no room to care if he’s sounding somewhat pathetic, and certainly none to hope that someone will replace her —no matter how qualified they were. No one can. He’s affirmed to himself, it has to be her. It’s the work of fate, Seonghwa never thought he’d ever meet her, yet there she was. She showed up at a time where he’s willing to give himself away under any circumstances that called for it. Now, with her, he is set to keeping himself alive for as long as the gods would allow, just so he could keep an eye on her —to be with her.
His eyes were glued to the floor, then he’d hear a loud clunk, and a faint voice that called, “Y/n.”. He shot his head up, only to be met with the chief who rushed to the elevator, looking straight ahead without giving him even just a smidge of acknowledgement. Another clunk sounded —the sound of a door being locked— and it came from the room in front of his, Y/n’s. He wanted to knock on her door, to ask her why the chief was there and why she’s applying so much force to closing her door. He’d find himself standing in front of her door, his fist hovering close to her door. Suddenly, the door opens again, just slightly. She peeks out, eyes landing on his own immediately. She goes back in for a second before opening the door a little wider.
“Y/n.” Seonghwa called for her, gently and quietly.
“Seonghwa, you really didn’t have to push it. If the chief won’t allow it, we really have no choice.” her tone, her eyes —her whole face reflected despondency. “Trust me, Hwa, I really want to pilot with you. But I just can’t.”
His gaze leaves her figure and lands on the floor. “I’m sorry Y/n.” then another clank hit his ears, it was as loud as earlier, but it stung his heart.
Y/n stood behind that door, looking at him through the peephole. He stays there for a while, taking a glance up her door, like he knew she was still there watching him. He leaves and walks over to his own room, just right across from hers. He moves himself with so much exhaustion —disappointment. She pushed herself away from the door, allowing her body to fall onto the mattress of her bed. She closed her eyes, but there was no dream that awaited her. She’d be back in that nightmare. Terannia, the end of Dawn, the end of all life and Earth. These nightmares no longer felt like mere nightmares. They felt real, like visions of the future. She was afraid that maybe it’s the future that will loom if she’s chosen to fight for the frontlines. But Seonghwa chose her, and if she were to be true to herself, she’d fight to be his co-pilot because she chooses him too. He had nothing to be sorry for. She felt it too, a connection sparked between the two of them. At first, she would only admit to being interested in him, but after being left alone with him, she’d see the eventual truth.
She could no longer keep her eyes open, so she’d let her eyelids fall, drifting to sleep and back to those nightmares.
Seonghwa woke up before everyone else, cleaning himself up before quickly heading to the Goliath stations. There were not many people but mechanics, technicians, and engineers, conducting wellness checks for each Goliath. They were almost done, Seonghwa could tell that they'd been there all night judging from their yawns and sunken eyes. Seonghwa was firstly greeted by Dethra’s pilots, Lieutenant Kang Yeosang and his co-pilot —his older sister— Kang Seulgi. Soon he was urged to have breakfast by Reaper’s senior mechanic; Hongjoong. It wasn’t easy to refuse because a minute later, he was feasting on a plate of stacked pancakes and chicken, and an extra cup of coffee that Jongho didn’t like for being “too sweet”. Soon, Seonghwa was dressed in his battle suit. Its color matched Reaper. All black, with a few hints of silver.
The other pilots watched as Seonghwa walked to the tall metal structure with a lift to Reaper’s back and to the hatch where he’ll make his entry. He’d receive nothing but encouragement from them, right from day one, so no matter who his co-pilot would be, all he’d have to worry about is to execute the mission without fail. He didn’t know who would follow him into the cockpit. He could only hope it was someone he’s been introduced to before, someone he wouldn’t argue with. As the lift went up he saw the other pilots going up to the control room. Seonghwa took a deep breath of the metal that enclosed the lift. Once he’s reached the entryway, he glanced below him, trying to catch a chance to take a glimpse of his co-pilot. It was no use, of course, as he was about three thousand feet above the ground. Entering a Goliath for the first time in thirteen years brought him back to his very first test-drive with Atlas, with San. They stepped into the lift together, entered Atlas together, excitement and ambition surged through their nerves. But now, Seonghwa boards alone, well, that is until the second pilot pod is occupied. The test drive cannot be conducted without his co-pilot, and he knew someone was coming. Might be temporary, might be permanent, but he knew he had time to find someone he’d truly be compatible with before an actual mission or emergency. For now, he’d just have to settle with whoever the chief had assigned to pilot with him.
He connects his battle suit to the junction that connects his body to Reaper, securing himself. Reaper was activated, and Seonghwa’s battle suit would emit yellow light all over, streaks all around his body and his face plate finally appearing in the form of a hologram. It formed a thin outline below his chest, the sides of his arms, torso, and legs. But he just couldn’t connect to the neurolink just yet. He needed his co-pilot. Just as he was about to speak to the telecom, he heard the hatch open.
With a sigh, he watches from the corner of his eye as his co-pilot gets settled in. “We can switch places if you want. I didn’t know which side you’d want to take. The chief didn’t tell me anything about you.”
“I don’t think the chief would need to do that. And don’t worry about sides, I'm ambidextrous —besides this is only a test drive.”
A woman, a voice he’s familiar with, yet sounds so different, almost despotic. He looks over at her. “Doctor Choi?”
“It’s Lieutenant Choi when we’re in Reaper.”
“Lieutenant—”
“Pilots, please get ready and connect to the neurolink.” the chief speaks through the telecom.
Seonghwa grabs onto the headgear, setting his gaze to his co-pilot.
“Ready when you are, Park.”
“Let’s do this Choi. Ready.” they lower the gear to their heads at a gradual pace until it snaps into place.
Once it does, it pricks their brains a little. For a moment, memories of their lives play in each other’s heads, then memories of each other they’ve shared just recently. For mere seconds, Seonghwa would get transported back to a memory, the first test drive with Atlas. Y/n could see it too. Then a vision of thirteen years ago. That one tragic night. Before anything could come into play however, Seonghwa shook himself awake, choking back tears. He saw it all over again and it made him feel as if that incident was a fresh occurrence. He could almost hear San yelling his name, telling him to go and save himself. He could still see San locking himself in the facility with that monster, just to save everyone else.
“Seonghwa, you can get over this, you’re strong. Please fight it.”
It was painful for Y/n too, because she could see Seonghwa’s episode —she’s brought into it. At that moment, their minds were one and the same and would be the brain of their Goliath, Reaper. Seonghwa was still lost in his memory. Y/n could feel her heart sink, seeing her brother through Seonghwa. Nonetheless, she powers through. Finding herself in Seonghwa’s memory where he stood amidst the chaos in the facility. It was all just a memory, a vision, a hallucination, but she could feel every emotion that came rushing to him as he watched San enclose himself with the beast. Y/n knew she had to be strong for him, he was the witness to the very memory she walked on. She couldn’t even begin to imagine just how painful the actual moment was for him. Hearing the chief’s calling, she took fretful steps towards him, she brought her hands up to his face, holding it and fishing for his tear-drowned eyes.
“Seonghwa, please get us out of here.” she breaks into a sob, thinking about her brother. “I love you, Hwa.”
Back in the control room, everyone just watched and listened in silence. They could hear everything through the telecoms, and they could see the instability of Seonghwa’s neurofeedback.
“Did she just say I love you?” “So are they together? Seonghwa had only been here for three days.” —their fellow pilots questioned as they continued to listen in.
The chief trusts Seonghwa and he finds himself sighing his stresses away when Seonghwa snaps out of his episode. “I’m sorry.” they hear Seonghwa’s voice utter through the telecom, but they knew it wasn’t for any of them in the control room.
Y/n’s eyes never leave him as he takes a moment to breathe. “No need to be sorry, Hwa. I’ll always be here.”
After a count of seven minutes, the neurolink clears up, indicating that Seonghwa had managed to calm himself down.
“Both pods are stable. Please check the control panel.”
Seonghwa takes the lead, moving his hands to activate the controls. A hologram displays their vitals. He subtly shakes his head at the large spikes of his pulse and his unstable brain activity just minutes ago.
“We’re all clear.” Seonghwa spoke.
The test drive was successful for the most part. If Seonghwa was unable to control himself, he might end up unconsciously activating the weaponry and shooting straight into the control room. Once they’ve disconnected to the neurolink and the system was deactivated, Y/n walks over to him, wrapping her arms around his body.
“You’re gonna be okay, right?”
Seonghwa could feel a stinging in his chest, hearing the slight crack in her voice. He removes her helmet, his hand runs over her hair, then he brings her close to his chest gently with his hand at the back of her head.
“Of course I am. Especially when you’re with me.”
They went down the lift together, hands linked and all. The other pilots were already down to felicitate them with the success of their test drive. Some of them had talked about the possibilities that lie within the lines of Seonghwa’s past. If anything, they expected something like that to happen during their test drive. Even if that event was thirteen years ago, it was the root of Seonghwa’s anguish. He didn’t recover from it over the period of those thirteen years, isolating himself only trapped him in that memory. But now that he’s back, and he’s got someone to hold his heart, someone that’ll help him find the pieces of himself he’s lost in the past, and put them back together.
That day, the chief realized just how important Y/n is to Seonghwa. The connection was nothing but real, and it was powerful. If the chief chose to send someone else in, Dawn might’ve faced a serious accident that’ll damage the system, and Seonghwa would be back in the walls. Y/n was Seonghwa’s key to healing his trauma. The chief believed that no one would be able to sedate him, no one but her. The chief spent his whole night thinking about it. He knew that it wouldn’t be easy for Seonghwa after thirteen years of being out of commission considering the loss he suffered for it. He thought about the link Y/n and Seonghwa shared, Choi San. Seonghwa knew about Y/n because San always had stories about her, and Y/n knew Seonghwa through the stories of others, and through the chief himself. Seonghwa was the man her brother trusted the most, the man he treated like his own brother, the man he gave his life for. When Y/n heard that Seonghwa was being retrieved from the walls, she started thinking of all the questions she wanted to ask, she wanted to know if her brother was still the happy, loving, and emotional boy she grew up with. It only made sense for Y/n and Seonghwa to share this powerful link.
Later that night, sounds of metal clanking would be heard at the halls of the dignitary rooms. Lieutenant Park and his co-pilot had gone to rest, but they would both be going through one door. Seonghwa’s back rested on the headboard of his bed, and his hands held Y/n’s waist. She straddled his hips, laying her weight on his thighs. He had his face buried at the side of her neck, planting soft kisses, making her giggle.
She pulls on his hair, very gently, as a means to move him away from her neck. “Hwa, we really should go to sleep.”
He lifts his head up, allowing himself to melt into her gaze. He pulls her closer by her waist, pressing his lips onto hers.
“I wonder what my brother would say, seeing me on top of you like this.” she had his locks wrapped around her fingers.
“We’re not up to any trouble, are we?” he says as he pulls her in even more, their chests pressing into each other.
“Sure, Lieutenant Park.”
The two fell asleep in each other’s arms, holding each other in place so closely, like a soft blow of the wind could take either of them away form each other. Their soft snores and groans would become a lullabye to them, sleeping soundly against each other’s bodies.
They would remain close to each other, at most times, Seonghwa would be in the training facility, leading the sessions. The cadets would see him as a role model, knowing his history as being one of the first pilots that didn’t die from brain cancer. They admired his wits when it came to combat. “Fighting is not just about strength.” —he’d remind them every time. The teratos continue to develop to a significant level of intelligence throughout the years, and the only way to beat them is to outsmart them. And there are no specifics when it comes to acumen in battle, it’s no secret that one has to have experienced numerous battles to devise a counterattack with very little time. But Seonghwa would tell them, a kid that can fight can beat a warrior that won five hundred wars. Experience does not equal greatness, at least not in all cases. It depends on the fighter. What one must possess is determination, speed, and critical thinking. “If all options lead to a sacrifice, always choose the one that will harm you the most. And never do it for the sake of your ego and having your name written all over the news, do it because it is your duty and obligation. Remember, we save millions of lives, not one, not our own, not just our friends, not just our families.”
Y/n would join training from time to time, but she’s often busy studying the excessive seismic waves that travel consistently throughout the pacific. Its focus is Terannia. The entities open their portal at one spot, and they could only keep it open to release a few teratos at a time. These beasts seem to have an objective of their own now. One had been spotted in Taiwan, and was headed to a Dawn subsidiary. That’s why Goliath Sayan was off to Taiwan that day. Then another one approaching the north, to the main headquarters. But then there was one more in the south, then one off to Australia. The monsters were keeping each Goliath to themselves. They were able to keep count of just how many Goliaths there were that’s being actively operated.
Reaper would be the one to take on the monster approaching the headquarters. According to the radar team, that terato is the most challenging of the bunch, and according to Hongjoong, Reaper is the Goliath for the job. And so, Lieutenant Park and Lieutenant Choi were up for their first mission. The whole headquarters was busy preparing all four Goliaths, Sayan and Judas already being flown to their designated battles. Dethra was off as well, and all that’s left is Reaper. Its pilots are already settled in, waiting for the ships to fly them to the north to converge with the beast.
“You ready Lieutenant?” Seonghwa asks his co-pilot before their Goliath was dropped on the ocean.
“Only if you are, Lieutenant.”
Once being dropped, the monster rose from under the water. It was a quick paced combat, thankfully, their cognition was at its best condition. The monster was reckless, using its tail to attempt crushing the Goliath. There was some evident damage, but Reaper was able to power through, grabbing the end of its tail, and the other arm would eject a sword that pierced through the monster’s jaw. Reaper threw the beast off of its body, laying it on the ground. The monster manages to kick Reaper off the ocean ground. The pilots winced in chorus, but they got up regardless of the pain and finishes of the terato at once.
“Sayan is in critical condition. North team, head to Taiwan, now!”
It was a busy thirty-six hours for Dawn. They almost lost Sayan, and Judas. Judas was not able to receive back-up, fortunately, Mingi woke up from passing out because of the toxic gas being emitted by the terato, Judas’ faceplate was broken, which was why the gas got in. The downside was, Mingi’s dad is currently fighting for his life at the infirmary. Wooyoung and Jongho were severely injured. Jongho was still able to speak and sit up, but Wooyoung was completely out, unable to utter anything but a groan.
Y/n and Seonghwa suffered minor injuries —alike Dethra’s pilots. All they needed was a few painkillers and bandages, their muscles were completely fine. Reaper’s pilots felt the same lingering pain around their torso from when the terato had tried to crush them with its tail.
“It hurts like shit. But we’re heroes. Heroes don’t surrender to pain!” Seonghwa laughs at Y/n’s exclamation, wrapping an arm around her waist as they walk to the cafeteria.
“It’ll go away after…” Seonghwa hisses, shaking his head once before he adds, “After three days or so, or maybe a week.” he whispers the last part, yet she was still able to hear.
“A week?”
“I was only joking sweetheart. I can make it go away if you’d like that.”
“Yeah? and how would you be able to do that?”
“How about you leave your door unlocked tonight sweetheart? sounds good?”
He chuckles and holds her closer to him when she hums an affirmation. Later that night, he did just that. He lays on his side, just slightly, allowing Y/n to lay herself on him as he massages her waist with his hands.
“How about you? doesn’t it hurt for you?” Seonghwa’s heart flutters at the heat of Y/n’s breath as she whispers to him.
“It does, but it doesn’t really bother me.”
“Really?” she looked up at him, and he could see his own reflection in her eyes, even with the very little amount of light.
He stares at her with awe, moving one hand to her jaw as he places a kiss on her forehead. “Don’t worry about me sweetheart.”
Slumber dawned on them, and they’d be in deep sleep despite their sore muscles and aching torsos. They’d stay in that position, and the next morning they’d get caught leaving Y/n’s room by Yeosang who swore he “didn’t see anything”. They just laughed it out. Everyone in the headquarters by then should’ve already figured out that they “have something going on”, so both of them had no problem displaying their care and affection towards each other even with people around. It was no question why they work so well together in combat.
While the terato attacks have minimized, Y/n made herself busy in her lab. She had acquired another live terato brain. She figured, if she connected her consciousness with it, she’d be able to look into their world and what it is they have in store for Earth. She devises a plan, but she had to be extra safe. So she takes Seonghwa with her to her psychreader. She plans to connect the monster’s brain to her own. She knew it would be risky and might cause neurological injury to her —immensely affecting her stability as a pilot. But she had to. She needed to see into the mind of a terato. She’s convinced there’s more to a terato’s mind besides violence and bloodthirst.
“Are you sure it’s safe?” Seonghwa’s eyes were furrowed, expressing his worries with his face and his intonation.
“We’re about to find out.”
“Y/n.”
“Hwa, unplug it if you think I’m dying, okay?”
“Y/n, maybe you should consult with the others before you do this.”
She stops for a while, taking some time to think about what Seonghwa had just said. “Yeah, maybe I should. But we don’t have much time. Please understand, Hwa.”
Seonghwa’s expression softens, sighing to himself. “I don’t understand Y/n, but I'll support you no matter what.”
Y/n nods once, setting up the equipment. She settles herself next to the psychreader machine, breathing in heavily as she turns up the power and holds the headgear —that she created a few moments prior— above her head, “Ready.” she wears the gear, and signals Seonghwa to press the start button. The currents struck her nerves almost immediately, but she closed her eyes and clenched her teeth. For a second, there was only complete darkness, then a bright flash of light. The visions started to surge into her sentience. She saw a world that was red and violet, with thunders and growls of monsters and creatures beyond the imagination of the human mind. She sees a civilization, a whole species of extraterrestrials. Then a planet somewhere far from the solar system. She saw portals, and texts in a language unknown to Earth, then an image of Earth being swallowed by the dark—
“Y/n! Wake up, please!” she breathes in and out heavily. She had traveled into the mind of their enemy, into their home planet. It was a sight for horrors, but it is vital information for Dawn.
With her fingers, she feels for the blood that came out of her nose. Seonghwa would come rushing to replace her fingers with a washcloth, making sure the blood doesn’t get anywhere else. He looked into her eyes and couldn’t believe what he was seeing.
“Y/n, your eyes…”
“Hwa, I know what they want, they—” she gulps, panting a bit more before she requests, “Can I get some water?”
She receives it just a minute later, “You can rest for a while sweetheart, it can wait.”
“Yes, but—” she downs the glass of water within a minute, some liquid getting onto her shirt, forming a small, wet patch just above her chest. “I have to tell you.”
She stands up, stumbling a bit as she goes to her corkboard where she had tied the evidence together, without much of a conclusion for it all. But now, she finally figured it out.
“Terannia is a planet beyond our solar system. They want ours to feed on the life it has to offer. They —they…” she breathed out heavily, propping herself up with both hands as she tried to get rid of the headache that came battering on her.
“Y/n, can you at least sit down?” Seonghwa says as he turns her around, bringing a hand to her face and gently grazing his thumb over her cheek.
She nods, letting him take her to the sofa.
“Continue, doctor.”
Y/n closed her eyes, then continued, “They want to take Earth’s place in the solar system so they can foster life. They want to build a paradise and they’re willing to kill off an entire planet to make it come true. They plan on keeping the portal open to let out every single terato they have so that they could consume Earth and its whole. Their planet is being run by some alien species, the teratos are their warriors, kind of like pets in some way. And the brain we acquire from the ones we’ve killed? it’s only their secondary brain. They share one core brain back on their home planet and through the core brain they can access every memory, every battle the secondary brains were subjected to, and that’s how they’re able to upgrade the teratos every time.”
Seonghwa moves himself closer to her after seeing the tremors of her hands. He grabs both hands with his own pair, easing the tremors away with his touch. “Is there a way for us to get into that portal?”
“Yes, but, there are teratos guiding the portal here on Earth and back on their planet. Even if we get past their guards in the Pacific, we might get crushed the moment we pass through that portal.”
“Then, how do you suggest we stop those monsters for good?”
Y/n stares into his eyes for a while before her eyes shifted somewhere on the floor. Using everything she was able to pick up from interconnecting her own brain with the terato’s, she was able to formulate a rough plan.
“Well, I know you’re thinking about infiltrating them before they do that to us —that would be the best move for us to make, get in, drop a nuclear bomb and get out, but we’d have to be extra careful. If there’s five of us, some could focus on killing off the guards roaming the pacific while one or two get into the portal. Whatever awaits on the other side, we’d have to be prepared for a large strike, remember they share a core brain, which means they would know when we’re going through that portal.”
“Unless, we kill those guards and mush their brains up.”
“I…” Y/n was flabbergasted, hearing such words from such a sweet man, “...think that would work, yes.”
“Then let’s call for the chief, right now.”
“Wait, wait. What if he thinks I’m being ridiculous?”
Seonghwa held her face in his hands. “He won’t think that, trust me sweetheart. I’m your witness, I’ll back you up. Trust me.”
She brings her hand up to her face and places it on top of his hand, “I trust you, Hwa.”
He places a kiss on her forehead, then on her lips. He guides her to stand up, getting lost in each other’s gaze.
“Then let’s save the world, Lieutenant Choi.”
a/n: this was why i haven't updated my woosan smau :D
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