#hijab lovers

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Chanel f/w 1998 rtw Creative Director Karl Lagerfeld Model Linda Evangelista Newest Cool

[veillover19]

Kidnapped and sold into slavery by rivals who wanted control of their Kingdom Anna and Elsa thought their lives had become total hell. Except the man who purchased them proved to be King of a faraway land who was prepared to help them regain their throne in exchange for a single month of their company...

Also it turned out he was entirely not bothered by the rather "intimate" relationship the sisters shared...

(AI art made with Stable diffusion)

[syeda-hareem]

عورت کا نرم جسم مرد کے سخت سے سخت لہجے کو بھی کچھ ہی منٹ میں ٹھنڈا کردیتا ہے

[beckywiththegoodhijab]

Being a teacher on a theme day means I throw together costumes at the absolute last minute. I give you bootleg Taylor Swift a la her Lover album art!!!

[ardyanslmo]

Can love exist beyond our realm?

[emirphotoblog]

Street shadows

Taken by Emir Gegić

[vicky-nanjappa]

The Islamic State and its aims of resurgence in India

Vicky Nanjappa The Islamic State in India is using every tool at its disposal to make inroads in the country. Following the ban on the Popular Front of India, the Islamic State condemned by the action by the Indian government, but also made its intention clear and that was to replace the outfit in all possible ways. There have been several modules that have been busted in India in recent times…

[quartztwst]

A Canterlot Wedding type AU from mlp HLEP

i really loved This Day Aria bro also this was based on a tweet i saw

Princess Candance is the mc and like Queen Chrysalis is my persona bc i thought it was funny and also i love sticking her in everything bc im just like those self insert people who insert themselves everywhere bc im crazy or smth idk lmaoo

also quartz can switch to mc form and you can tell by the shape of the eyes lmao

some other doodles

also this is what hypnotized azul looks like in this au (he’s shining armor bc yeah bro idk im feeding azul lovers):

i thought it was fun even though i think it would fit more with Jamil and Kalim but i already had designs made up 😭😭

ALSO MC IS NOT WEARING A HIJAB I didn’t really draw the mc with one in mind but i didn’t want to people to mistake it since I drew it more of like a head scarf im really sorry

i needed something to cover them since their design doesn’t show a proper face.

It’s a reallt silly au with no ideas and yeah i didn’t put much effort on azul bc this is mc and my persona’s moment HEFP

[i-cant-sing]

Salauddin screaming and THROWING UP because Princess reader won't stop picking up stray animals from outside and bringing them into her bedroom because "it's too hot for them outside ;( " "you said my room was the coolest soo..."

on the contrary, Salauddin himself is an animal lover. They're Allah's creations that cannot speak, that cannot ask for help, they're just vulnerable. He cares for his horses very greatly, no expenses are spared for the their stables, their caretakers and the best medicine from around the world. The pain of thirst, its one of the worst ways to dies, so Salauddin makes sure no one in his kingdom ever goes to sleep hungry or thirsty, humans or animals. He's had special water systems and pots designed practically everywhere in Egypt so birds and dogs and other animals get to drink their fill.

BUT as much as Salauddin cares for animals, he doesnt... exactly appreciate his palace turning into a zoo because of all the animals you keep bringing in. Its kinda his fault really. All Salauddin did was get a pretty white kitten that had blue eyes- it was so cute, so he gifted it to you. When you asked him why, he couldnt say that its because the cute kitten reminded him of you. So he said that it was too hot outside for small animals like Fatima (as you had named her) and he saw the realisation dawn in your eyes as you looked out at the pyramids, nodding your head along.

Salauddin sighed in irritation as he felt something furry rubbing against his legs. He looked down under his desk to see a black kitten with green eyes- Bilal. You took him in and said "but Salauddin! Fatima is all alone and she needs a playmate! Besides, Bilal is bullied by the street kids cause he's black and they think that he was a jinn!" You used such excuses to adopt 3 more cats (Mustafa, Haider, Zahra) and now you spend dressing them in cute hijabs- yes even the males.

He picked up the black cat and tickled his chin as he began making his way towards your- or what used to be your room. On his way, he passed by servants chasing after your chickens- Emir, Ahmed and Riyaan.

The doors opened as he entered, the room was in complete chaos. Feathers were falling down as birds flew around the room with the maids hot on their tails. Your cats were resting in one corner with your dogs- Shams and Talia standing guard over them. And you? You were in the center of all this chaos, sitting on the ground with a pet sheep- Mihirmah in your arms as you sheared it carefully. You had found her last night on your way home, not even bothering to ask if you could keep her along with your rest of the petting zoo.

Then again, why would his wife need to ask him? Whats his, is yours.

He walked over and sat down beside you and you finally looked up.

"I found Bilal." He stated, petting the kitten that nuzzled his face against him. You smiled sweetly at him. "Thank you! I was so busy with Mihirmah, I didnt realise he had left. I think he escaped when they took the chicks out for a walk."

He hummed before nodding his head at the sheep. "And how many that makes it now?"

"One." "Y/n." He deadpanned. "Well, one sheep. In total, 52 animals."

"Y/n." He looked at you in disbelief. "How- what- it was 45 last week." You looked at him sheepishly. "Well... its not my fault, really. You see- um, well you know how we thought Shams and Talia were just siblings? I think they were confused and um, Talia just gave birth to 6 pups." You avoided his eyes as he stared at you.

"Y/n-"

"I am not getting rid of them, Salauddin." You warned him, petting the sheep in your arms. "They need us to care for their babies! They're new parents!"

"Y/n-"

"Yes, Yusuf?" You used his name, batting your lashes at him. You know how to get to him.

Ya hayati. (My life)

He sighed, petting Bilal in his hands. "I'm going to put Bilal down for a nap."

"Yeah! Just put him with his siblings-" "No. I'm going to separate him and his brothers. They will not be giving babies to their sisters." Salauddin grumbled as you pouted and muttered about how cute new kittens are.

Maybe he can give you a litter of your own to keep you preoccupied. (Not because he likes you or anything- he just doesnt want you to fill his palace with more animals.)

Despite what Salauddin says, he still remembers each name of all your pets. All of them. He also talks to the cats, especially to Bilal about how he needs to behave for him mama and protect her and stuff.

[mylancap1]

CINTA BERSEGI: SHAKIRA, BAKHTIAR'S LOVER (PART I)

Aku follow Shakira dari zaman dia secondary school. Masa tu aku dah nampak sinar untuk Shakira jadi star dalam dunia lancap lelaki. Dekat sekolah, dah ramai yang slowly pergi tandas dan imagine Shakira. Dari sekolah dia jenis yang fashionista & suka modelling, tapi dalam masa yang sama active & suka sport lelaki macam football, futsal, rugby etc. Ada kawan aku cakap dia pernah confess dia turn on dengan body sport man. Six pack, chest, butt, vein antara body part paling dia terangsang bila tengok.

Paling best, Shakira ni ada mixed blood India. Tapi dia tak cenderung nak ikut Indian blood sangat. Hanya libido yang dia ikut belah Indian. Dia ada high sex drive. Body dia more to Malay. Boobs dia aku letak kategori kecik. Cuma bila pakai push up, dia akan jadi fair sikit. Walaupun boobs kecik tapi ada benda lain yang Shakira power. Body cutting dia aku boleh letak hampir perfect. Slim dekat tengah, tinggi & nampak stylo.

Shakira memang cuma sedaya upaya show off tetek dia. Cuma memang naturally, boobs dia size kecik apa boleh buat. Any way, sebagai boobs lover aku boleh turn on dengan semua jenis boobs termasuk boobs kecik Shakira ni. Dia memang kategori kecik tapi solid nak mampus. Kalau dia mendada, memang auto dick aku menegang 100%. Puting dia jenis eraser style. Besar dan mengeras. Damn.

Bila dia tayang boobs, respons dick aku sangat cepat. Means Shakira ada something. Selalunya kalau girl yang tak ada aura sex, tayang banyak mana pun dick aku tetap layu. Aku rasa pakej Shakira ni datang dengan karakter dia yang sangat notty. Dia suka benda foreplay atau melibatkan lidah. Kissing, sucking, bj memang niche dia. Sebab tu kalau candid dia suka jelir lidah dia. Notty sial.

Kalau tak notty, macam mana dia boleh masturbate sambil layan football player. Paling dia turn on dengan Messi. Dia memang obses dengan Messi. Shakira pejam mata sambil bayangkan pelir Argentina yang berurat dan tak circumcised lenjan dia sampai Shakira cum berkali-kali. Memang dia hijabista yang high taste.

Dia sanggup tackle Bakhtiar dengan effort yang lama sampai 2 tahun. Masa tu habis segala aura sex keluar. Bakhtiar yang memang high libido jadi 1st person yang lenjan Shakira. Exploration bertambah, sexual journey pun lagi panjang. Shakira memang jenis layan kinky stuff. Jiwa dia hampir dengan Anna dalam 50 Shades of Grey. Dia akan minta partner make love dengan dia cara BDSM tapi bukan yang melampau. Blindfold, handcuff dan macam-macam lagi cara untuk Shakira mencapai orgasm level tinggi. Paling last, dia akan on top dan ride sepuas hati sampai dia kejang. Body dia akan menggigil dan shaking bila dah sampai big O.

Malangnya, Bakhtiar tinggalkan dia lepas ada penyondol yang igfemes jgk. Part ni yang best. Nanti aku story. Shakira frust dan mula tunjuk the true colors. Dia mula jadi lagi notty. Selama ni dia cover sexiness & aura sex dia. Kali ni, slowly dia berubah lepas putus. Shakira yang selama ni dikenali sebagai hijabista mula cabut hijab dia dan tayang seluruh body yang selama ni bertutup rapi. Nampak la segala curve dan lurah dendam.

Shakira dah mula tayang butt. You wanna do anal, Shakira? Ahhhhh... atau doggy sampai cum berkali-kali... shit!

Okay, Shakira dah start pergi party yang selalu celebs nakal dekat Malaysia join. So, yeahhhh dah dapat expect... go Shakira, please do more. Fuck you Shakira...

RATING

Face 6/10

Muka Shakira bukan kategori yang terlalu jelas nampak aura sex dia especially kalau waktu normal. Tapi bila Shakira show off macam dia jelir lidah, buat muka horny dia damnnn. Masa tu rating muka dia akan meningkat tinggi.

Boobs 7/10

Boobs dia kategori kecik. Sumpah aku cakap tak padan dengan mixed blood. Tapi kategori kecik Shakira bukan biasa-biasa. Bila dia dah mendada, dick aku akan tak keruan. Tegang dan takkan turun sampai la kena layan fapping. Sideboobs dia padu. Nampak jenis tegang dan mencanak ke atas boobs dia. Sekarang senang dah tengok sebab bila tak bertudung, hari-hari dia boleh belanja.

Butt 6/10

Tak banyak boleh aku cakap pasal butt dia sebab baru je semenjak dua ni dia show off. Tapi aku boleh review yang butt dia ada aset tersendiri. Butt dia bukan jenis tonggek dan lentik tapi melebar. Sapa yang butt lover akan faham apa aku cakap. Butt macam ni sesuai untuk spanking sampai merah. Dan one fine day, boleh penetrate untuk anal. Please belanja lagi your butt Shakira.

Body Cutting 8.5/10

Body cutting dia aku letak hampir perfect. Tak perfect tapi menghampiri. Pinggang dia yang slim dengan bontot lebar. Boobs pulak kategori kecik. Model luar negara suka body type macam ni. Dengan rambut panjang, kalau dia berani naked aku akan bagi markah 10/10. Sumpah.

Sexual Attractiveness 8.5/10

Aura sexual dia power. Nampak dia sangat notty dan akan goda partner dulu sebelum make love. Dia jenis yang tak suka rushing. Muka dia, acting dia boleh buat dick yang dah cum 3 round boleh tegak balik untuk kali ke 4. Expression muka yang dia buat tu paling mahal. Tak nampak fake tapi nampak obvious cara dia show off her sexiness. Dia akan suka passive action dulu masa 1st round. Means lelaki layan la dia dengan dominant. 2nd round dia akan mula ride partner sampai kejang.

Others

Dirty talk antara kelebihan Shakira. Memang specialist dapatkan lelaki sado & sport man. Bila dah dapat, baru body memainkan peranan.

OVERALL RATING

7.5/10

[odysseus-crewmate-number38]

whats the things you'd like to fix in the rrverse? be as brief or extensive as you want :D

Aaa i rlly like this questionn

i think i’d like heroes of olympus to be less romantic relationship centric? The love triangle thing with frank-hazel-leo felt unnecessary and the enemies to lovers arc for calypso and leo was so rushed it lasted for like 4 chapters and i think they’d benefit from not being a romantic pairing at all

also i wish gaea had a better build up and final battle i felt like that was also super rushed. I think my last point for heroes of olympus is that I wish Octavian was more fleshed out, he doesn’t even have a last name or mentions of a backstory. It feels like he just exists to be hated on tbh

i don’t really like the entanglement of historical figures with the greek gods too. H*tler being a hades kid is so unnecessary and wrong considering hades other kids backgrounds.

I dislike how little research rick put into Samirah in Magnus Chase, her taking off her hijab in front of everyone multiple times because she sees them as family is one example of this tbh.

also i don’t like rick writing teen x gods relationships like sadie x anubis and calypso x leo.

This is really nitpicky but I don’t like how rick writes about makeup either. With Annabeth in Circes island to Piper with Jason in the first hoo book he acts like people wear makeup just for others attention even though there are so many other reasons why someone would want to wear makeup??

how he writes aphrodite and her cabin also bothers me. In the final battle in hoo, aphrodite is just throwing rose petals and in botl, the aphrodite kids are just making sure the other kids look good? Aphrodite and her kids are so much more than that :/

thats all i can think of at the moment :]

[newestcool]

Balenciaga s/s 1998 rtw Creative Director Nicolas Ghesquière Newest Cool

[syeda-hareem]

پہلے لوگ سیرت دیکھ کر تعلقات اور رشتے کیا کرتے تھے اور اب جسم کی گولائی دیکھ کر رشتے کرتے ہیں۔🙈🔥

[luminalunii97]

Recently, 227 out of 290 members of Iran parliament voted to execute those who were arrested in the past 8 weeks of uprising. According to Human Rights Activists News Agency (HRANA), the number of arrested protesters are more than 14,000 people. Islamic republic has a long history of mass murders. In the 1988 massacres of political prisoners, more than 30,000 people were executed. In 2019 protests, the government killed more than 1,500 protesters during the internet shutdown. They never stop their criminal ways because blood and bone is the foundation of their reign.

These people, who have the dream of freedom in mind, are going to be sentenced to death if international human rights organizations don't do something about it. We're not talking about nameless faceless people. These 14,000 lives have friends and families, pets and lovers. Let's get to know some of them:

This is Hossein Ronaghi. He is an iranian blogger and human rights activist. He's also a computer programmer and one of his activism areas is internet restrictions and how to go around them. He has a long history of political activities and since 2009 protests, he has been a political prisoner on and off. During current protests, he was called to turn himself into Evin prison or his family will be in danger, so he did that. But even though he was there voluntarily, security forces violently attacked him and beat him. Currently he's in prison with broken legs and no medical attention and a 46-day-long hunger strike. His life is in danger.

These are Elaheh Mohammadi and Niloofar Hamedi, the two journalists who covered Mahsa Amini's murder news. This is not the first time the government arrest and punish someone who spread a crime news instead of arresting those who committed said crime. Media freedom is a joke in Iran and those who speak the truth get silenced. A while ago in an interview with Shargh daily, the newspaper Niloofar works for, she addressed sexism in her field of occupation and explained: "sometimes a female journalist would think with herself maybe I should just give up this job, this job has many safety issues and the salary isn't good at all. but most of them stay. Women journalists never give up."

This is Fatemeh Sepehri, a political activist. She oppose Khamenei leadership and demands a democratic future for iran. She's a mother who lost her child custody to sexism. Her husband was a martyr of Iran-Iraq war. Her brother is also a political prisoner. She was kidnapped at the beginning of current protests and is being kept in solitary confinement.

This is Leyla Hosseinzade, former Tehran university student. She didn't believe in hijab and still doesn't. She refuse to wear hijab while in jail and that put her in a dangerous situation with security guards. She's currently on a hunger strike.

This is Faezeh Barahui, a young Baluchi girl who was arrested during protests in Zahedan, has been in prison for weeks.

This is Fetemeh Mashhadi Abbas, a professor in Shahid Beheshti university of medical sciences. She was kidnapped and is now being kept in Evin prison.

This is Toomaj Salehi, Iranian rapper who's songs are mostly protest songs aimed at the regime. He was brutally arrested and is under heavy torture at the moment.

This is Nazila Maroufian, a journalist who's in Evin prison because she interviewed with Mahsa Amini's father.

This is Marzieh Ziari, a women's rights activist in iran who was arrested and her current condition is unknown.

There are many many many more people. This is just a thin list of more known ones. According to HRANA, among all these arrested citizens, 1,941 of them have been identified and their arrests have become publicly known, 438 of them are university students. Children are among prisoners too but their number has not been reported. The wellbeing or placement of some prisoners are not known and that causes a lot of concerns.

[onskepa]

Hello! It's my first request and you are also the first writer I will request. Can you do a neteyam and a human girl but she is an arab girl? They are together XD

He calls her yawne, sevin and any other nicknames but she just calls his habibi

It'd be so cute when she'd be calling him habibi and he's so confused because he knows this is not english. But he asks his father and finds out this is another language from earth.

Maybe she can speak a bit of arabic to him?

Helloooooooo sweetie!! This one took me a bit longer than I thought. I went through the Arabic dictionary to understand the basics and make sure what I am putting is right. But hopefully this turned out lovely!!! Enjoy!!

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حبيبي

When dating someone, the first stage is always the awkward stage. Being shy and nervous around your lover, especially if you are a teenager. Cuddling while being tense, not knowing what to say, eye contact. The whole thing. But the awkward stage isn't forever, as the couple gets more comfortable with each other. Pet names is the next stage. It confirms how one sees the other, a sign and wording of love and deep care. And there are normal pet names like: pooki, honey bun, babe, sweetie, etc. And there are unique pet names that are unique to their own. A little bond just for them. Those hold more special meaning that average pet names. 

And that seals the relationship and opens a clear path to a stronger, loving bond.

Neteyam ran as fast as he could to the human base. Excitement filled his veins, it was complete! A new hijab made from the finest of fibers his forest could ever offer. And the finest hijab is to belong to his loving new lady. 

Things were starting to settle in their new romantic relationship. Was tense and a bit awkward in their starting days but now they are closer than ever. Understand the traditions and cultural heritage his lover has, who is Arabic, he did his best to understand it all. 

When getting to know each other, his Yawntu talked about what her country was like back on Earth. Told him stories, myths and legends. And most of all, the language. To neteyam, writing in Arabic was difficult, and speaking it was just as challenging. But he welcomes new things. He can understand English well enough, so that has become their common language to speak. Of course his Yawntu puts effort in learning na’vi so that she may converse more with the village. 

Opening the door to her room, neteyam enters and smiles at his beloved. There she was, reading a book. Looking up, the human girl smiled at him with hearts in her eyes. They meet in the middle as they embrace each other in full warmth. 

“I missed you ma’sevin” Neteyam says in a cooing manner. His sevin hugs back, replying “I missed you too wasim”. Neteyam’s ear twitched, he didnt understand that word but from the way she said it, must be a loving pet name. 

“Wasim, what does that mean sevin?” Neteyam asks kindly, happy to reply she answers. “Wasim means handsome”. Now this made his tail curl in a playful manner. “Handsome? You see me as a handsome young man, sevin?” he teases while leaning in closer to her face. His dear love couldn't help but blush at his little act and gorgeous smirk. 

“W-well, you call me pretty, i-it's only fair I call you handsome” she stutters out. 

“Dad, why do humans speak more than one language?” Neteyam asks one day as he helps his dad weave something together. Jake pauses momentarily, giving a moment to think before answering. 

“Well son, back on Earth, humans aren't able to connect in a way that na’vi do. Even back then, there was not much to communicate with each other. People living in different areas on Earth developed their own cultures and communities. Even developing new languages”. 

A small moment of silence between them before neteyam asks again, “And how do they develop language? How are they able to make it sound so different from each language?”. Jake scratches his chin a bit and mutters “should have paid attention to history class…” 

Neteyam tilts his head in confusion. Jake waves his hand in a dismissive way. “Forget that” 

Pausing at their craft, they get more comfortable in sitting. 

“Why the sudden interest?” Jake asks, trying to understand neteyams' curiosity for something about humans. 

“Ummm…well there is a human I began to talk to, she stands out a lot from the others you know. She wears a cloth around her hair and wears more clothing and speaks an odd language” neteyam answers. 

“I see. And this girl, are you friends with her?” Jake asks, observing his son as he moves and behaves. 

Scratching a bit on the back of his head, neteyam replies “You could say that. We have been getting to know each other. But she is so cool! Her accent is different but amazing, she showed me a bit of how to write in her native language. It is hard. Oh, and…” 

Jake observes how animated and happy neteyam is as he explains the details of his new friend. Chuckling a bit to himself, jake knows his son won't be silent if given the chance to mention the human girl. It is nice, to see neteyam be happy and express himself more. 

“Your friend seems very nice, but you forgot one important thing, what is her name?” he asks. 

“Oh, her name is…”

“Here, I hope it's perfect for you, I can still make adjustments” Neteyam says as he offers his newly made hijab. The girl grabs it gently and looks at it in awe. “Oh habibi, this looks and feels wonderful, here let me put it on”. Taking that as his cue, the boy turns to give his little lover some privacy to change her hijab. A minute later he turns around. 

“How does it feel?” he asks a bit nervously. Getting a good feel of it, the girl smiles so happily, “wonder, perfect, the colors are truly beautiful. And the material is so soft yet firm. The feel of the forest. The smell….I know that smell very well” she teases, giving him a flirt smirk. 

Neteyam couldn't help but blush at her words. 

   “أنت تعرف دائمًا ما يجب أن تقدمه لي، ومع ذلك أشعر كما لو أنني لم أعطك ما يكفي مني." 

The way the girl spoke was lovely, the curl of the sounds and how it rolls of her tongue was so intriguing. Yes he may not understand everything, but it only pulls him in more to hear the girl's language. 

“Im sorry, I cant understand what you said. '' Neteyam apologies. The girl giggles a bit, holding his hands. Looking up at him, dark eyes meeting his bright ones, “I can teach you if you like. We can speak it together, and I like to hear my language coming from you”. 

His tail thumps against the floor, feeling happy and excited. Smiling widly, he agrees. So, the girl brings out a clean notebook and a pen. “Alright, lets try something simple” she suggests. Nodding, he sees her write a simple sentence. 

أحبك

“Alright, this one is easy, repeat after me, 'uhibuk “ His love instructions. Listening to her words closely, he repeats. 

“'Uhibuk”

Aaaaaaaaand that is it for this one! I hope I got the arabic words right. Had to google it. Until next time! see ya!

wasim = handsome

habibi = my love

  " “أنت تعرف دائمًا ما يجب أن تقدمه لي، ومع ذلك أشعر كما لو أنني لم أعطك ما يكفي مني."  = You always know what to give me, yet I feel as though I have not given you enough from me.

'uhibuk = I love you

[cyanidedrinkers]

Forgive me father for i have sinned.

A PriceGraves religious guilt fanfic. Tw: Religious guilt, Religious Trauma, Mentions of homophobia, accidental self-harm, Graves has a mental breakdown- Graves loved his Shadow's, They were like family to him and because they were his family he did everything in his power to make them comfortable. One of the major ways he does this is by taking the time to research their religions and adjusting accordingly. During Ramadan Graves tracks who's fasting and makes sure to have the night crew make food for those breaking fast. He keeps Kosher meals on hand at all times and special orders MRE'S for those in the field so they still get fed and don't have to go against their religion. All around base there are rooms for those who need to pray through out the day. He special orders uniforms for those who cant wear what is provided due to their religion, and assigns special roles for those who refuse to handle a gun but still wish to serve. All he asks is that he is informed ahead of time when someone needs to fast, take off for holidays, or pray so he can provide the support they need. If the company ever gets deployed around Saudi Arabia Graves asks around to see who would like to make their journey to the Kaaba. There's a small church area on the base for those to go to throughout the day and designated times for people to go attend service. He even provides custom helmets for those who decide to wear Hijabs or Kippah's and takes feed back on how to make them comfier.

Growing up in the south Graves was raised Catholic, His mother and father were very prominent at the church and so was little Phillip. He went to lent, ash Wednesday, attended church every Sunday, participated in dinner every Wednesday, learned old Latin so he can read the older versions of the bible, went to Catholic schools, he even prayed at every meal and before bed. His religion was sacred to him, It was an important part of his life growing up and so he strives to make others comfortable too. His love for his god tends to backfire though. After his betrayal of the 141 and Los Vaqueros he spent a whole week locked in his room praying and begging for forgiveness. His cross clutched so tightly in his hands that it left bruises and made that spot tender to the touch. Shadow's had stationed themselves outside the door to make sure he was safe but the cries coming from his room were those of pain and terror as he begged for forgiveness and to wash away his sin from his unholy body. It took nearly 3 months for him to get back to normal and when he did he got the worse news possible. "Due to the nature of this mission I'll be assigning 141 to help you. It'll be easier for them to stay on your base so clear out some space." Laswell stated firmly. Less then 24 hours ago Graves was hit with this news, He was scared to say the least. The 141...Staying with the shadows? How would he break it to his boys-, And girls, That the people who killed their teammates, lovers, and friends would be staying with them for god knows how long. Graves ran a hand over his face, His eyes threatening to close and his knees sore from sitting down all day from doing the paperwork for the 141's arrival. What he really wanted was to crack a beer open and watch the afternoon PT be done, He loved watching the new trainees get too cocky with their superior then bicker and moan as they were made to run laps. It brought him back to days were things were easy and he didn't have to worry about anything other then what their NCO was going to do to them. Pushing himself up and out of his chair with a loud groan Graves collected his things and set out to break the news to his shadows. The sun was just setting over the horizon as he took his first step out into the real world. The air smelled like a mixture of sweat, heat, dirt, and....rain? With a quick glance up at the clouds and a curse under his breath Graves made his way to the mess hall. "That stupid weather man said it wouldn't rain for another two days" He whined under his breath as he kicked a rock Infront of him, Repeating this action intel he eventually lost it. "Smells like damn rain to me, The clouds are white as snow but i just know it by the smell" His mumbling and grumbling to himself continued till he made it inside, It caught the eye of some shadows as he passed by them but they shrugged it off as him being hangry or a meeting gone wrong.

Once inside Graves was greeted by the waves and smiling faces of his Shadows, Some ran up to him and started asking how he was and if he was busy today because he didn't make his rounds like he normally does. Graves just smiled and made small talk intel everyone sat down. It was fairly easy to get everyone's attention when he needed it.

He stood and cleared his throat, Graves had prepared to yell over all the noise but the sound of silence washed over the mess hall as he stood and nothing but clattering forks could he heard as the attention was on him.

"Well that was easier than i remember-" He smiles to himself, He's still got it.

"It is with uttermost disappoint that i inform you that the 141 will be staying with us-" Groans and yelling cut him off. His shadows like small children sometimes, They whined and one person let out a very loud "NOOOOOO" which was met by laughter and agreement.

"I know we haven't been the best of friends with them but i expect you all to treat them with respect and to NOT, I repeat, NOT disrespect them in anyway OR steal their stuff." Graves hisses out, He aims that last part at a Shadow not to far away from him who's known for stealing things from people she dislikes.

This gets a unsatisfied groan from her but understanding nods from everyone else, And with that Graves grabs himself some dinner and goes back to his quarters for the night.

Once his meal is done and he finally shuts down his laptop Graves changes into a simple T-shirt and sweats. He removes the cross necklace from around his neck, takes off his socks and gets on his knees at the foot of his bed. His hands, Grasping the cross that lays so perfectly across his hands, and closes his eyes as he bows his head.

"Our Father, who art in heaven, hallowed be thy name. Thy kingdom come, thy will be done, on earth as it is in heaven. Give us this day our daily bread and forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us. And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil. Please, Allow these next few days to go well. Allow sin and hatred to not come in-between our mission and deliver my children back to me safely. Give me strength to push through and give strength to those who will have to see the faces of those who killed their loves, friends, and brothers in arms. Allow nothing but peace between the two companies lord. Amen"

Graves stays there for a few more seconds before standing up and setting his necklace at the bedside table. As he gets into bed and drifts into sleep he can't help but have that same gruff voice pop up in his head, Those calloused hands, the smell of cigars, it all swarms his mind intel he finally falls asleep....

That was part one :) if ya'll liked it let me know and I'll probably continue it- I had to do a lot of research so i apologize if everything isn't correct- I'm Agnostic, Former Christian, and don't know very much but I'm trying.