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Hello!!! I hope you don't mind doing this one,
Can you help me write a traumatized person who's having trouble talking because of past trauma? (They can still interact with people, but only with signs and movements, not voice) and also a little anxious
Tell me if you need more details =)
How to Write a Mute / Non-Speaking Character
-> healthline.com
-> verywellhealth.com
-> descriptionary.wordpress.com
Types of Mutism:
selective mutism: having the ability to speak but feeling unable to.
organic mutism: mutism caused by brain injury, such as with drug use or after a stroke.
cerebellar mutism: mutism caused by the removal of a brain tumor from a part of the skull surrounding the cerebellum, which controls coordination and balance.
aphasia: when people find it difficult to speak because of stroke, brain tumor, or head injury.
What Causes Selective Mutism in Adults?
having another anxiety condition, like separation anxiety or social anxiety
experiencing physical, emotional, or sexual abuse
having a family history of selective mutism or social anxiety
having fewer opportunities for social contact
having an extremely shy personality
having a speech or language disorder, learning disability, or sensory processing disorder
parent-child enmeshment, or lack of clear boundaries in the relationship
traumatic experiences
Traumatic Mutism vs Trauma-Induced Selective Mutism
if you have traumatic mutism, you may be unable to talk in all situations following a trauma.
with trauma-induced selective mutism, you may find it impossible to talk only in certain situations-- for example, in front of the person who hurt you or in a setting that resembles the circumstances of your trauma.
Different Ways Individuals with Mutism May Choose to Communicate:
Nonverbal Communication: they may rely on facial expressions, gestures, eye contact, and body language to convey their thoughts, emotions, and intentions.
Writing or Typing: they may use a pen and paper, digital devices, or communication apps to write messages, notes, or responses.
Sign Language: they can convey meaning, emotions, and engage in complex conversations through hand signs, facial expressions, and body movements.
Augmentative and Alternative Communication (AAC) Devices: these devices provide individuals with a range of tools and technologies to support their communication needs. They can include speech-generating devices, picture boards, apps, or software that allows users to select words, phrases, or symbols to generate spoken or written output.
Communication Boards and Visual Aids: Communication boards or charts with pictures, symbols, or words can assist individuals in conveying their messages.
Assistive Technology: various assistive technologies, such as speech-to-text apps, text-to-speech programs, or eye-tracking devices that aid individuals with communication.
Tips on Writing a Mute / Non-Speaking Character:
Explore the vast array of nonverbal cues such as facial expressions, body language, gestures, and eye contact. Use descriptions to convey their intentions and reactions.
Utilize internal dialogue. Offer readers a window into their internal thought process, and turn their internal dialogue into a narrative that reveals their inner struggles, triumphs, and complexities so that reader can connect with the character.
Establish a communication system that is unique to your character (Sign language, written notes, telepathy in a fantasy setting, etc.). Having a communication system allows your character to interact with other characters and contribute to the narrative.
Surround them with Understanding Characters that can aid in communcation and fostering meaningful relationships.
Establish the Barriers/Conflicts They'll Experience. Don't forget to be realistic.
Your character is not defined by their inability to speak. Make sure you do not write stereotypes and cliches. Being mute is only one aspect of their identity rather than their defining trait.
Do your research! Seek out firsthand accounts, experiences, and perspectives. Check out online forums and resources to gain insights into their unique challenges, adaptations, and strengths.
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oh nuts. a life experience has given me a new layer of perspective on Cas's homosexual declaration of love to Dean.
recently I had occasion to tell a person I had feelings for them knowing full well they didn't feel even a twinge of the same thing for me. while the whole thing was a decidedly unpleasant experience, I kept laughing at myself internally bc I didn't want to say "the happiness is just in saying it" like fucking Castiel over here. (we don't need to talk about it, it's fine.) (I am happier having said it and it's kind of bullshit, but I digress.)
because the thing is, the happiness isn't in just saying it, right? the happiness is in the having. I made a whole TikTok "proving" that the Empty didn't come for Cas when he confessed his love, but rather when he realized Dean loved him back. even for Cas, the happiness was in the having, not in the saying, however brief it was.
and I've always been one of those people who rolled their eyes at the whole concept. why would the happiness be in just being, in just saying it, if it's right there in front of you to have. and then it hit me like a tonne of bricks (as I was washing my kitchen counters).
Cas really didn't think he could have Dean.
at all. in any capacity. he really, truly, and honestly felt to the depths of himself that Dean did not have any twinge of similar feelings, that this really was a Hail Mary shot-in-the-dark. and I think me, personally, really didn't understand that about Cas. that his belief in his love being unrequited was that unshakable.
something else I've been pondering is how audiences have so much more empathy for fictional characters who share traits that IRL they find objectionable and unappealing. but the thing is about fictional characters is that we follow them around in their most private, vulnerable moments. we see Dean mourning Cas when he dies, literally killing himself because he can't live without him, but it's so easy to forget that we're the omniscient ones here.
Cas never knew.
Dean's whole thing was pushing him away, keeping him at arm's length, making it seem like whatever heroic thing he does for Cas he'd do for anyone. he downplays how important it is for Dean to share the Deancave with him, to show him his favourite movies, share his favourite songs. he acts like the things Cas does for him don't mean that much to hide how much they do mean. he uses "we" whenever he even gets in the vicinity of expressing a feeling. "We were worried." "We're glad you're back." "We needed a win." "You're our brother." The audience knew the difference. We saw how he'd clench his jaw or swallow hard or make a face that said "God, I'm being such an idiot". Because we saw him in those little moments. We got to see the cracks in the mask.
but Cas never knew.
the self-hating angel of Thursday was never going to think it was all a way for Dean to protect himself. obviously, that's the delicious tragedy of it all, but what I think I realized at the end of all that is Cas confessing his love to a Dean who didn't love him back wouldn't have worked. Because the happiness really is in the having. If happiness was just in saying it, then The Empty would have come before Cas even finished getting the words out of his mouth.
so Cas's plan wouldn't have worked if Dean didn't love him back.
this is just me yapping on about my own nonsense, but I do think it's really interesting. there's contentment in "just saying it". there's freedom and relief and an unburdening. I think one can argue that it makes being happy in the being easier. there is certainly some joy in telling a person you think that highly of them. but true happiness?
nah.
true happiness is always going to only be in the having. Cas didn't understand the difference until he experienced it, and by then, it was too late.
#beautiful and poignant messages in the 2005 CW cult classic dark fantasy show supernatural that they did by accident#like they literally showed how wrong cas was to believe that happiness ISN'T in the having aaaand qed dean loved him back#spn meta#destiel meta#castiel meta#mine.txt#destiel#supernatural meta#spn#supernatural#meta#messy thoughts#lol sorry for the tmi but i needed the lead up okay#i'm fine i knew#i was very much cas in this situation no hope of any other outcome#only he was wrong lmao#I think the way Cas scrunches up his face after Dean's 'don't do this Cas' is almost like that bittersweet regret.#that 'oh. if only we had known this sooner. if only it wasn't too late now.'#AND IT'S A LOT YOU GUYS#i do wonder if cas wouldn't made a different plan with different information#personally i don't think he'd've gone out like that if he understood that dean loved him too#like he saw the love in his eyes. but part of me thinks it was relief that this didn't make dean hate him.#but sometimes it's just bad writing and we can't ascribe conscious thought to an out of character decision lol#but i think after everything cas would've fought for the thing he never thought he could have#which is why in my fix it fic wip that i'll finish someday cas is like okay well. gotta get outta here now and kiss my mute coconut lol#i love them so much
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We need more mute characters in fiction
More mute characters in fiction that aren't infantilized or belittled or, god forbid, fixed. Characters that, instead of learning how to talk "normally" learn to stop hating themselves for being different.
Sure, we have the mute characters that physically can't speak, their throat was damaged, their vocal cords were ripped out, they're deaf. All those reasons are great.
But we need more mute characters that can speak, but actually can't in every way that matters. Characters that should be fine but they're not and they don't know what's wrong with them and they're just stuck feeling horrible all the time.
Characters that are trapped inside of their own heads, wanting to scream and speak and be heard, but also unable to because they are terrified of being perceived. because they shouldn't speak. because they won't speak.
Because they dug themselves into a hole but they have no idea what happened how to get back out of it or even call out for someone else to throw them a rope.
Because their whole society is built around this idea of perfection and how your body is supposed to work and so of course they're struggling. everyone else has baked it into their heads that they're “broken” and “useless” when they're really actually not.
Instead of getting fixed and learning to talk, they find a group of people that are normal about it. That treat them as an entire human being and help them unravel all of those ideas about the "normal" and "correct" way to do things.
We need more mute characters in fiction, because how can you ever even begin to communicate with someone if they don't know how to listen to you?
We need more mute characters in fictions, because it will help us unravel all those ideas about the "normal" and "correct" way to do things
#is this coming from somewhere deeply personal? no why would you think that *cough*#let me know how this sounds because im not sure if I phrased it right#ahahaha the irony#selective mutism#nonverbal#mute characters#creative writing#writing#internalized ableism#rant#potato character studies
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Okay, but why the fuck isn't he being prioritized?
#[ WELP thank you so much for your patience with me guys !! ]#[ social spoons are v low atm so ims and discord is taking forever to get to fjfjfj ]#[ also RIP MY WRITING GOAL ]#[ more and more stuff keeps getting added to my schedule ]#[ tomorrow an interior designer is visiting to guide us on how to style our home for sales add photos ]#[ I JUST KNOW SHE IS GONNA TELL ME TO PAINT OVER MY FUN COLOURED WALLS ]#[ everything has to be white or muted colours when you sell your house t-t ]#[ heading to volleyball practice now ]#[ CANNOT SKIP gotta make progress!! ]#[ the team i have joined now is a low division team so finally i can play in matches u v u !!! ]#[ super excited SO GOTTA PRACTICE ]#[ all in all i just don't have time to sit down and write much atm ]#[ thank you for continuing to be patient with me! t-t means a lot! ]#[ RAMBLE OVER ]#[ hope you're all doing really good!! ]#despair for me. ╱ in character.
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This is a weird confession to make, but I always struggle to read characters with sign language. Mostly this just applied to Hearthstone in Magnus Chase. But let me try and explain my story: I read out loud sometimes. When I really get invested in a story, I like to read it out loud. Pretty much give my own private voice acting. I really struggle with certain types of voices (like female ones, for example), and my phlegm sometimes holds me back from reading out loud as often as i'd like. But most of the time I like to read out loud when i'm invested in a story.
Anyways, how on earth are you supposed to read sign language out loud? I know Hearth's lines are all translated, but I still never know how i'm supposed to react to them. Do I try to read them out loud? Sometimes, yeah. But do I just end up reading them in my normal voice and/or in my generic narration voice? Also yeah. So I never know what to do. It's hard to voice the voiceless, it turns out.
#this applies mainly to#hearthstone#hearthstone mcga#as i don't read about many other mute characters#but it's a dilemma for someone who reads out loud#how to voice the mute#it sounds bizarre#i know#but i wanted to write this anyways#magnus chase#magnus chase and the gods of asgard#mcatgoa#mcga#mcgoa#reading#reading books#reading out loud#rick riordan#riordan universe#riordanverse#riordan verse
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Lets talk about Lestat and Gabrielle relationship...
HUGE TRIGGER WARNING: for talks of incest. and spoilers for The Vampire Lestat I guess, but once again... talks of incest.
FYI: In no way am I trying to villainize Gabrielle and if it comes off that way that is not my attention as she is also clearly a victim, I view her as such and her story is an interesting one to also dive into especially with the aspects of gender and how society sees gender identity. But we should also acknowledge that victims can sometimes become perpetrators unknowingly sadly, especially due to external factors and deep seated trauma stemming from childhood or events that have happened to that person that are clearly established in the book The Vampire Lestat and throughout the whole series even if unintentional on Anne Rice part. And once again, this is just my point of view and how I interpreted it. I truly just wish people would approach a topic like this with nuance, seriousness, and finally respect as most of the time in the books these subjects are not.
Possible controversial opinion since people love joking about it and even want it in the show which I think that's rather odd to do or want since like you guys do know that victims of this actual stuff exist as well as the fact they could be consuming said media for multiple reasons but I think people in the interview with the vampire/the vampire chronicles fandom especially book readers and ESPECIALLY those that are also Anne Rice d riders should realize that the relationship between Lestat and his mother was and is emotional incest... something that is not often talked but just as harmful as overt incest. It is also very codependent but I will just be high-lighting the convert incest here, though the two overlap a ton in these types of relationships.
This is something that affects someone for life and isn't really that funny and something that shouldn't be seen as sexy like it has been in media recently due to House Of The Dragon plus some other things that's came out in recent years, it's quite gross how normalized it's getting to find it hot because incest of any kind affects not only the development of the child but how they handle their personal relationships after they've grown. Something that is very clear in Lestat's character throughout the whole series.
I do not think me picking up on this is far fetched since the term was coined in the 1980s by psychologist Kenneth Adamswhen (I will be pulling stuff from a interview he did about the subject which I will link as it's a interesting reading) when people first started looking into the subject and the book came out in 1985, though knowing Anne Rice she just probably had a fetish for this thing as it often appears in her books which is whole another thing on it's own. It appears a lot doesn't excuse btw since the topic of abuse of any kind is not handled well. (also before people start saying that these books are gothic fiction and that incest is a staple of the genre still doesn't excuse it in my opinion since there is better ways to handle the topic than make it obvious fetish work. Yes, art is supposed to make you uncomfortable and I actively consume art that does exactly that to the consumer but there is the line that can be easily crossed when dealing with certain subjects if you at least don't treat them seriously and with care like they need to be.)
Their relationship is not enmeshment, something people confuse emotional incest to be and often mix the two up. But their relationship fits so many boxes of emotional incest that it is maddening I have seen no one else bring up the subject and just chalk it up to plan ole incest because of the kissing as well as blood sharing symbolizing sex for vampires in these works. (Which I have huge criticisms on how vampires are in the series plus I may be biased to not see kissing as inherently sexual due to being aroace and by the time the kisses happen Lestat has already faced stalking, literally being kidnapped by a strange man who had been watching him as well as talking to him through his mind referencing the fact he was known as wolf-killer plus having corpses that looked just like Lestat in a tower that Lestat had to stay in, turned Lestat against his will then watched said man kill himself after becoming a vampire, and sexual trauma from said man as well. So it is not surprising to me that Lestat would seek out some sort of affection from an older trusted figure in his life, even if it is negative and harmful. Most victims do this unconsciously or because the trauma makes them feel like this is the only way they feel like they can seek out validation and affection from others.)
"Any time there is physical sexual contact, and that includes things like inappropriate kissing or touching, we’re talking about overt incest. Basically, you’ve moved past playing a role and into being an object. It can be both, of course. When that happens, usually the overt incest lasts a much shorter time than the longer-term surrogate partner role. I should also state that in cases of overt and covert combined, it isn’t uncommon to see the victims involved as adults with incestuous fantasies – mother and son or father and daughter stuff online, or power differential relationships where a boundary is crossed. Or their lovers tend to be much older or younger, so much so that the age difference raises some people’s eyebrows. So, the incestuous dynamic is played out in some way."
"Frankly, I try not to draw too fine a distinction here because there is definitely a blurry line between things like sitting too close and making a child uncomfortable vs. kissing that child on the lips too long. Either way it feels icky. And the result might be that even though nobody touched my penis or breasts or vagina, when my lover tries to kiss me, I withdraw. That withdrawal is your evidence that something happened that was inappropriate and not welcome."
In the book we are shown things that check off boxes on known clear signs of emotional incest, and this is the first few pages of the book when Lestat first starts talking about his up-brining. Before I list five signs that I think fit and how I see Lestat and Gabrielle relationship as well as explain why I feel that way but let us learn what emotional incest aka also known as convert incest is.
"Covert incest describes a relationship between a parent and child in which the child feels more like a romantic partner. Typically the parent is motivated by the loneliness and emptiness of a troubled marriage, so he or she turns the child into a surrogate partner. There is not necessarily any kind of overt sexual touching, but the relationship feels too close for comfort to the child. The boundaries are such that there is an incestuous feeling. The child feels used and trapped, the same as with overt incest."
"Later on, covert incest victims tend to continue functioning in the role of a surrogate partner where they’re overly enmeshed with the parent [or] over-involved as a caretaker, even though they may have long forgotten the icky part that was present early on — usually during adolescence. As adults, instead of feeling icky, they might just feel frustrated, angry, obligated, and way too involved. This type of enmeshment is very common in terms of the adult-life characteristics. Basically, enmeshment describes the nature of the ongoing relationship; covert incest defines the earlier sexual inappropriateness."
In the first few pages after the opening of The Vampire Lestat once he begins to work on his novel we learn that his home life as a child and upbringing was not great to say the least. An abusive father, living clearly in poverty, brothers who couldn't care less if Lestat lived or died, and finally a mother who was often emotionally absent, avoided showing physical affection towards her children, and that also hindered her children's skills of being able to read as well as write out of spite because of the unfilling marriage she was forced into as well as life that she had to have because of being a woman in 1700s society. Also I feel the disconnect she has from motherhood and being a mother affects her relationship with Lestat from the start as it is clear that she lives vicariously through him due to him having gotten most of her features and traits unlike his brothers, also because of her own struggles with womanhood as well as how society sees has always seen women and what it is to be a woman.
This situation is just brewing for a codependent relationship to happen, especially between mother and child as it's clear they both hold resentment towards the father. A simple codependent relationship can quickly turn abusive especially in a household like this and most of any kind of abuse that children can face is commonly more likely to be from family or people they know than strangers.
The five signs I wanted to point out that really struck me of fitting the two (only doing five as this post is already so long and I do not feel comfortable on trying to score points on it like how psychologists do for cases like these as I am clearly not one.):
Talking about sexual encounters or even dreams of one with your child: Gabrielle in page 39 of the book shares a dream she has of basically having a train run on her by the whole town, this is just after Lestat has opened up about his fears and nightmares he has of killing his brothers and father like he did to the wolves earlier in the forest. That he isn't the same Lestat he was and has come back as a killer instead of her son. He is still in the bloody clothes that he killed the wolves in when she shares this.
"'You know I imagine,'' she said, looking towards me again. ''Not so much the murdering of them as an abandon which disregards them completely. I imagine drinking wine until I'm so drunk I strip off my clothes and bathe in the mountain streams naked.'' I almost laughed. But it was a sublime amusement. I looked up at her, uncertain for a moment that I was hearing her cor-rectly. But she had said these words and she wasn't finished. ''And then I imagine going into the village," she said, ''and up into the inn and taking any men that come there-crude men, big men, old men, boys. Just lying there and taking them one after another, and feeling some magnificent triumph in it, some absolute release without a thought of what happens to your father or your brothers, whether they are alive or dead. In that moment that I am purely myself. I belong to no one." - Page 39, The Vampire Lestat
This is something really weird to just open up about with your child, especially after they open up about their fear of harming others and feeling like they aren't the same person they were after a traumatizing experience. I understand that she was trying to relate in a way about how she also feels these types of feelings towards Lestat's father and brothers but I full on had to put the book down out of pure shock that this was written right after a character was talking clearly about intrusive thoughts with your own ones that inherently sexual in nature, especially to your own child for that matter.
Sharing responsibility for adult decisions such as finances, employment, or where to live: Lestat and Gabrielle are the sole providers for the household. Lestat being the one that often brought in food due to finding comfort in hunting after being taken out of church as Gabrielle provided him the tools like his pet mastiffs, guns, and horse while Gabrielle was the sole reason they had any sort of money in the first place due to coming from a rich family, often selling her own jewelry to help get gifts for Lestat and just have money for the family. With this she also helped him run away to Paris with Nicki.
Because of this Lestat and Gabrielle have been sharing sole responsibility for adult decisions in the household and especially financial ones, which no child should be or feel responsible for.
Missing out on child-appropriate activities such as extracurriculars or time with friends: Lestat life was sheltered. To the point he didn't know how to write or read till he went to the church to study under the priest. The only friends he has had outside of his family up to this point are the people at the church, his dogs, the traveling theater company, and soon Nicki.
"I loved the monastery school. I loved the chapel and the hymns, the library with its thousands of old books, the bells that divided the day, the ever repeated rituals. I loved the cleanliness of the place, the overwhelming fact that all things here were well kept and in good repair, that work never ceased throughout the great house and the gardens. When I was corrected, which wasn't often, I knew an intense happiness because someone for the first time in my life was trying to make me into a good person, one who could learn things. Within a month I declared my vocation. I wanted to enter the order. I wanted to spend my life in those immaculate cloisters, in the library writing on parchment and learning to read the ancient books. I wanted to be enclosed forever with people who believed I could be good if I wanted to be. I was liked there. And that was a most unusual thing. I didn't make other people there unhappy or angry. The Father Superior wrote immediately to ask my father's permission. And frankly I thought my father would be glad to be rid of me. But three days later my brothers arrived to take me home with them. I cried and begged to stay, but there was nothing the Father Superior could do. And as soon as we reached the castle, my brothers took away my books and locked me up. I didn't understand why they were so angry. There was the hint that I had behaved like a fool for some reason. I couldn't stop crying. I was walking round and round and smashing my fist into things and kicking the door. Then my brother Augustin started coming in and talking to me. He'd circle the point at first, but what came clear finally was that no member of a great French family was going to be a poor teaching brother. How could I have misunderstood everything so completely? I was sent there to learn to read and write. Why did I always have to go to extremes? Why did I behave habitually like a wild creature? As for becoming a priest with real prospects within the Church, well, I was the youngest son of this family, now, wasn't I? I ought to think of my duties to my nieces and nephews. Translate all that to mean this: We have no money to launch a real ecclesiastical career for you, to make you a bishop or cardinal as befits our rank, so you have to live out your life here as an illiterate and a beggar. Come in the great hall and play chess with your father." - Pages 20 and 21, The Vampire Lestat
"When I woke up the next morning, she was gone and so were all the players, and my brothers were there. I never knew if my friends had been bribed to give me over, or just frightened off. More likely the latter. Whatever the case, I was taken back home again. Of course my family was perfectly horrified at what I'd done. Wanting to be a monk when you are twelve is excusable. But the theater had the taint of the devil. Even the great Moliere had not been given a Christian burial. And I'd run off with a troupe of ragged vagabond Italians, painted my face white, and acted with them in a town square for money. I was beaten severely, and when I cursed everyone, I was beaten again. The worst punishment, however, was seeing the look on my mother's face. I hadn't even told her I was going. And I had wounded her, a thing that had never really happened before. But she never said anything about it. When she came to me, she listened to me cry. I saw tears in her eyes. And she laid her hand on my shoulder, which for her was something a little remarkable. I didn't tell her what it had been like, those few days. But I think she knew. Something magical had been lost utterly. And once again, she defied my father. She put an end to the condemnations, the beatings, the restrictions. She had me sit beside her at the table. She deferred to me, actually talked to me in conversation that was perfectly unnatural to her, until she had subdued and dissolved the rancor of the family. Finally, as she had in the past, she produced another of her jewels and she bought the fine hunting rifle that I had taken with me when I killed the wolves." - Pages 34 and 35, The Vampire Lestat
Alternating feelings of love and hatred for your parent(s): This is shown in the first book as well as in this one, but now we get to see these feelings he has towards his mother rather than his father as well as brothers.
"She was silent for a while. And as I sat there, looking past her at the fire, I wanted to tell her a lot of things, how much I loved her particularly. But I was cautious. She had a way of cutting me off when I spoke to her, and mingled with my love was a powerful resentment of her. All my life I'd watched her read her Italian books and scribble letters to people in Naples, where she had grown up, yet she had no patience even to teach me or my brothers the alphabet. And nothing had changed after I came back from the monastery. I was twenty and I couldn't read or write more than a few prayers and my name. I hated the sight of her books; I hated her absorption in them. And in some vague way, I hated the fact that only extreme pain in me could ever wring from her the slightest warmth or interest. Yet she'd been my savior. And there was no one but her. And I was as tired of being alone, perhaps, as a young person can be. She was here now, out of the confines of her library, and she was attentive to me. Finally I was convinced that she wouldn't get up and go away, and I found myself speaking to her." Page 25, The Vampire Lestat
"And she almost laughed herself. Maybe in her own quiet way she was laughing. Curious moment. Some almost brutal sense of her as a human being quite removed from all that surrounded her. We did understand each other, and all my resentment of her didn't matter too much." - Page 27, The Vampire Lestat
Your parent(s) turned to you, instead of their partner or another adult, to unburden any feelings of emotional distress they experienced: Gabrielle is only open and shows any emotional towards her children if it is Lestat that she is talking to, she is closed off to everyone else in the household but him due to own her contempt and feelings around of being a wife and a mother. He is the first and only person to be told that she is sick and dying, that she doesn't expect to make it through another winter at best. This is a lot to put on anyone at any age, especially someone who is your child and after they have opened up a bit as well as their own traumatizing event.
"I made some little anguished sound. I think I leaned forward and said, "Mother! " "Don't say any more," she answered. I think she hated to be called mother, but I hadn't been able to help it." - Page 27, The Vampire Lestat
"I just wanted to speak it to another soul, " she said. "To hear it out loud. I'm perfectly horrified by it. I'm afraid of it. " I wanted to take her hands, but I knew she'd never allow it. She disliked to be touched. She never put her arms around anyone. And so it was in our glances that we held each other. My eyes filled with tears looking at her. She patted my hand. "Don't think on it much, " she said. "I don't. Just only now and then. But you must be ready to live on without me when the time comes. That may be harder for you than you realize. " I tried to say something; I couldn't make the words come. She left me just as she'd come in, silently. And though she'd never said anything about my clothes or my beard or how dreadful I looked, she sent the servants in with clean clothes for me, and the razor and warm water, and silently I let myself be taken care of by them." - Page 27, The Vampire Lestat
"I began to feel a little stronger. I stopped thinking about what happened with the wolves and I thought about her. I thought about the words "perfectly horrified, " and I didn't know what to make of them except they sounded exactly true. I'd feel that way if I were dying slowly. It would have been better on the mountain with the wolves. But there was more to it than that. She had always been silently unhappy. She hated the inertia and the hopelessness of our life here as much as I did. And now, after eight children, three living, five dead, she was dying. This was the end for her. I determined to get up if it would make her feel better, but when I tried I couldn't. The thought of her dying was unbearable. I paced the floor of my room a lot, ate the food brought to me, but still I wouldn't go to her. But by the end of the month, visitors came to draw me out." - Page 27 and 28, The Vampire Lestat
"She did not laugh often. She could look profoundly cold. Yet she had always a little girl sweetness. Well, I looked at her as she sat on my bed-I even stared at her, I suppose-and immediately she started to talk to me. "I know how it is, " she said to me. "You hate them. Because of what you've endured and what they don't know. They haven't the imagination to know what happened to you out there on the mountain. " I felt a cold delight in these words. I gave her the silent acknowledgment that she understood it perfectly. "It was the same the first time I bore a child, " she said. "I was in agony for twelve hours, and I felt trapped in the pain, knowing the only release was the birth or my own death. When it was over, I had your brother Augustin in my arms, but I didn't want anyone else near me. And it wasn't because I blamed them. It was only that I'd suffered like that, hour after hour, that I'd gone into the circle of hell and come back out. They hadn't been in the circle of hell. And I felt quiet all over. In this common occurrence, this vulgar act of giving birth, I understood the meaning of utter loneliness." - Page 24 and 25, The Vampire Lestat
Finally to conclude this post, this is just my point of view on their relationship and how I interpreted it but I really hope the show handles something like this with care instead of making a joke out of it or making it seem like a normal vampire thing since that's what Anne Rice did. I would love if they went at with this angle of emotional incest or even just a strong codependent relationship between mother and son as I feel like it could open a lot of great conversations on the topic as bring it more into the spotlight which could lead to others realizing their not alone. But we'll see when season three is released.
Important links:
Kenneth Adamswhen interview
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#iwtv#interview with the vampire#the vampire lestat#vampire chronicles#lestat de lioncourt#gabrielle de lioncourt#if this post gets to the wrong side and people don't know how to have a civil conversation i will be muting stuff for my own peace fyi#i am also not afraid of just stright up blocking as well#nervous as hell to post this#love writing up stuff like this though as i find deep diving into characters fun#alteregomprambles#amc iwtv
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#quantic dream#david cage#the more I played the more I realized how bad they are#don't get me started on writing female characters#I feel bad for liking his games back then#but jesus christ! The child (voice) actors especially in heavy rain! Always put THAT scene on mute#basically stopped trying in making sense of them now I just play for laughs#quantic dream games#omikron the nomad soul#fahrenheit indigo prophecy#heavy rain#beyond two souls#detroit become human#david cage you've done it again#can't wait to watch youtubers play star wars eclipse
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i wanna transplant a lot of how ive written botw/totk link into my og one i think..... mostly just because writing for him last year made me realise how much i enjoy seeing how far you can go with using minimal dialogue + actions and expressions over words to convey thoughts and feelings, both from that pov and from others
#from links pov i also think its fun to give him both this rich and simple inner world and contrast that with his 'dialogue'#eg link understands why he acts the way he does but obviously other characters esp those who dont know him well#will have difficulty parsing his actions. as someone who is also selectively mute and understands Myself but not others#i Get Him. its not perfect writing but any means but its fun to see how far u can go without sacrificing straight up dialogue. idk#also the hound/wolf metaphors. where would i be without you. that goes without saying#anyways everything i have rn is basically jsut 'this would be cool' and not much else LOL but isnt that what its all about really...#personal.txt
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rip luxu you would've loved watching "real housetoons of disney town" or whatever
oh 100% xigbar would be into trashy reality TV. the trashier the better. yells at the screen like he's watching sports. hear him all the way across the castle that never was yelling "OH that BITCH"
i think there might be some soap operas he'd like, too. theyd have to be REALLY dramatic though. ive thought about drawing him watching general hospital and reacting to his own va's character on that show but that would require watching his va act in a live action thing and for some reason i get really bad secondhand embarrassment from anything involving james patrick stuart outside of xigbar, so . there are dreams that cannot be
#like fullbody torturous cringe response. cannot fucking do it#to the point that theres a bit in re:mind that i mute every time i watch it because his vocal delivery makes me want to die. in a bad way#its when they give him the giant list of characters to read in that one cutscene with mx and saix#and he says ''riku replica'' like hes squinting at smudged writing on his hand. cant fucking stand it. idk!!!#wish i could tell you why! it's also why ive never listened to any of his singing despite him having like. albims and shit#they're all just voice reels for auditions/resumes anyway. thats how acting is. lot of actors can also sing. doesnt make them singers#kh#blakeposts#asks#xigbar scholarship tag
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Infos on Mute that helped me build his relationship with Braise according to his canon personality.
Clearly indicates when he doesn’t enjoy someone’s company;

I feel like Mute does not sugarcoat shit, he’ll clearly state when he doesn’t like another operator, being very truthful when it comes to explaining why he dislikes them.
That’s why I’m writing him as someone who doesn’t hide his reasons from Braise, he clearly explains to her, at some point, why he doesn’t enjoy being her teammate.
That is also why Braise will describe Mute as a “misanthrope”, meaning someone who doesn’t like other people.
Kind of a “I dislike everyone but you” relationship.
This personality trait will also show through his jealousy. Braise thinks it’s just another guy he doesn’t like, but there’s a reason to it.
He’s talkative, likes to discuss but does not enjoy small talk;

The fact that he can be brash makes me think he’s also cocky. I’m writing him as someone who’s self-assertive and confident in his abilities. (I mean, with his intelligence, ofc he’s confident)
This trait, at first, annoys Braise who thinks he could be more humble, but it’s also something that attracts her.
Mute will also prefer to engage in meaningful conversations with Braise, since he dislikes small talk, which bonds the two of them during their time together as teammates.
Basically, he won’t have a problem approaching Braise to talk and/or tease her since Mute isn’t reserved, until he realizes how strongly he feels towards her.
Despite his confidence, he’s reluctant to talk about personal matters and does not often express his feelings;

Again, I decided to stick to this information and write Mute as a man who rarely talks about his own feelings and personal issues.
He’ll have a hard time forming sentences to show his love to Braise. This being the only times he’ll have difficulty talking to her, searching for the perfect words to not mess things up.
Mute will also take a long time before warming up to her and have an easier time expressing how he feels since he enjoys his secrecy.
His respect for secrecy is also one of the reasons Mute doesn’t mind keeping his casual relationship with Braise a secret. (often teasing her about it in public though)
Mute is overall impatient;

His impatience his one of the reasons Braise and Mute won’t get along when they first met and are forced to work together.
As Harry states, Mute his very intelligent. I think that is one of the reasons why he thinks his approach is always the most efficient. He won’t always see different ones, including what Braise’s proposes during their training sessions and missions.
I also write him as being angry at himself for not finding the words to talk to the woman she loves. He’ll be impatient, wondering why it’s so difficult.
Finally, he has a lot of knowledge, and doesn’t mind teaching the others;

I really like the idea of him expanding his knowledge to other operators.
He’ll also be very interested in a lot of subjects, and learns very fast.
That’s partly why Braise and Mute would have no problem talking for hours about a subject since Mute knows a lot and Braise loves to learn more and just listen. (probably the only times they’ll get along)
Braise will also like to just admire him while he talks about something he’s so passionate about, which often leads him to talk about the beauty of his hometown, York, and everything he still remembers doing back when he was still a kid.

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#mute headcannons#so this is long but I just love him#guys I genuinely do not think this is the only way you can write him#this is only what I personally think he’s like based on what I read#this is not like a “im absolutely right about him” post#just wanted to clarify how I build his character and the story around him and the ship with braise#hcs#rainbow six siege#r6s mute#oc: braise#r6s braise#r6#r6 refs#x: silent addiction
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sandra mute if you can hear us please save us
#once upon a time the paramedics were barely even main characters and they were given better writing#i’m just thinking about how they used the affair and her death with/to further her characterisation#and now they are writing teddy ooc for the sake of exploitative drama that doesn’t even actually care about what it’s portraying#hhhhh#bbc casualty#sandra mute
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Never threatened to feed people's writing to A.I, just poor wording on my part.
Cool, you're still a fucking loser for going 'oh, (mun) doesn't interact with everyone' to another party who raised their concerns after being told by said mun 'no I won't make an AI for my character'!
Fuck out of my askbox, dude. You could've kept your mouth shut and interacted with c.ai without causing a stir. When has ANYBODY in that rpc even alluded to making character ai for their characters for public consumption? Cool, apologize all you want, but my points still stand. I think the ask itself at the very least made people aware of this possible threat, and again. It is possible a dipshit in another rpc has made this threat to indie writers in a different scenario.
AI has no place in the RPC.
#not a meme#mod speaks#rant /#sorry sorry just mute the 'not a meme' tag if you don't wanna see ask replies and such like this folks#genuinely last post on this. I appreciate the nice asks but wow of course the idiot who sparked this in the rpc I saw it in#pops back in. same ask writing style and everything. hi buddy!#given the like 1 other person who was defending AI at this point I wouldn't be surprised in someone in a different rpc did threaten someone#given the vastness of the rpc and how clearly redundant and reductionist their arguments are#'poor wording on my part' cool you suck as a writer then. go to hell dude. you made a ton of people scared I hope you know that#'pwease upload your character to character ai because you have boundaries and don't write with everyone' go to HELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#idc if I sound mean or gatekeepy you are a dipshit for even saying that! poor wording??????#best case scenario: you phrased it poorly and just wanted somebody to put in the effort to make an AI for their muse#worst case scenario: you've probably resigned yourself to writing with AI because you can't handle people being selective#can you drop your rp blog url so I can tell me and my friends in the rpc to fucking block you? part of me doubts you even have a rp blog#given you're sooooooo willing to write with bots
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fun fact: miqin mubei, face obscured, is the second named character to appear in the entire show. yes he appears all the way in episode 1
#young blood#大宋少年志#synco talks#ding er posting on main again#HE'S SO EXTRA AND FOR WHAT#i'm so unwell over this i can't even put it into words#he was always there! just as the truth - hidden but always there#one of the last scenes filmed is the first scene shown#in his next onscreen appearance he's a completely different character. filmed earlier back when his story was different#the shot is so subtle! so blink-and-you'll-miss-it! who's going to remember this forty episodes later! it's a treat for the rewatchers#and it doesn't even matter except it DOES and i'm unwell.#pretty sure this is the only time cherries appear in this show. the bright scarlet against the muted colors.#plucking the stem and loosing the arrows#anyway i'm going to write my fic and we'll see how much of this energy i can balance against 'two parallel generals facing war horrors' vib#literally the only difference between this and ep 42 is the color grading. ep 1 is just ep 42 if the heroes failed#watch them side by side and - aughh#it all begins and ends at qichuan village. brb crying#ybq is wearing the same armor bc he has Issues#mqmb is wearing the same armor bc ... ?#the first scene of the whole damn show is qinqi and you tell me this is a rarepair come on <- me being delusional
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thinking about our boys and CRYING and weeping an d.
#like :(( they've been here for what? 5 years now? i wanna say?#i dont feel like going back and checking#but like. i was just a baby!! i was just a little infant thing!!!#once that hyperfixation faded a while back i like. havent looked at any of the canon stuff without cringing#but now with the new video it's like :((#that was my first hyperfixation. my start on tumblr :(#i got to meet most of my mutuals that i can call my FRIENDS now!!!#the ego comics arent even for me anymore. they're for that baby that waited so patiently for a smidgen of canon content#c!jack not being canon would make her blood boil. and to that i say. fuck yeah#anyway.....i miss them :(#chase was my first real outlet outside of myself for hurt/comfort with him n schneep#jamie taught so many writers how to develop their styles when writing mute characters and sign language!! that was so cool to see!!#still debate changing my name to marvin sometimes#idk just to think that these characters formed so much of MY life and probably so many other people's...it's sweet#im babbling on the internets again.
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Im stuck because i rarely write dialog and i think it hates me, god has forsaken my ability to speak because my gore writing and tension are levels beyond what a mortal man can comprehend
worlds slowest fanfic author tries really really hard
#how do you write dialog#genuine question#the best piece i ever wrote was my sophomore year in high school#it was for my AP world class#i wrote it the day before it was due#it was meant to be 500 words#it was over 3k#im gonna make all my characters mute from now on#this is my curse#the bad luck of my bloodline has manifested as such because i don't leave my house#the devil had to get me somehow#writing#writing is hard#seriously how do you write dialog
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Rambling about Sonic for a pitch bible i will never make
Was thinking about my own personal casting for STH for both games and a tv show. And I think it would be fun (for me at least) to have sonic be mute.
in my head the show would still be that action adventure, I'm personally leaning toward a thorough story with a villain that isn't exclusively eggman. But i really like the idea of him being mute. I think there be such fun ways to have him be expressive with his body language and facial expressions. I'd like the use of asl. but everyone else is speaking.
I like the character acting that come from silent films, or mimes. It's big and clever and snappy and I think that fits sonic. i think I'd have a hard time arguing that is quippyness (?) wouldn't be lost. he'd still read as sassy and cheerful.
and I love sound design so i think about old cartoons using sound to empazise a characters actions and I think that'd be great for him.
#i dont really know how to build of this idea#i think it be fun and i'd wanna watch it#there just so much that animators can do#i'd be fun in fight scenes to#i'd have to figure out for more conversational moments how to write it so it keeps peoples attention#i also have to do more reading on stories with mute characters or a focus on them.#idk#ref#personal#sth
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