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darknertale · 6 years
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( We have reached 600 followers! I am really happy that so many people took interest in my fan art, so wanted to show my gratitude with a celebration post! Thank you so much everyone!! )
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howlcraft · 3 years
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omg admittedly i've checked my follower count like, twice probably, but i just realized i'm past 400 followers which is KINDA NUTS thanks guys for all the love!
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billdenbrough · 5 years
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#beep beep jane#i’m !!!! rly excited bc like. objectively im super busy rn and dk when i’ll get to do it#but i think im gonna hit a milestone before the new year and was hoping to do a thank u followers thing#and its like. the first time lmao ive ever felt like its smth i could do or like that anyone might enjoy#like my old blog i had for like. idk four active yrs but been around for 9yrs total?#has like 300 followers in all that time. whereas this one!!! i hit a milestone that was unbelievable to me in a month#but im like 90 off the arbitrary milestone i gave myself to do a follower celebration for#and i dont like. generally care abt Numbers or w/e and dont want to start being Focused on it or anything#but it’s been an emotionally tumultuous wee bit and !!! it just makes me feel rly fucking thankful that y’all stick around#and like tumblr isnt real but. fjsjdjdj things have been a mess this yr and i kinda feel proud of this#just bc ive literally never had a blog anyone enjoyed before HDJSHDJS and i have met so many amazing people like#idk!!!! its rly not nz culture like At All to like. express pride abt things we literally have a name for it#tall poppy syndrome - we cut ppl down - so this goes against my bones but i just. AM excited like. wow thank u sm#this is so silly i might delete later fhsjdjsjdj im just tryna !!!! let myself be excited ig#anyway hectic three months w highs and lows but v glad el encouraged sick lil me to make this blog back in mid/late sept gjsjdjdjd
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soulemissary · 2 years
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okay this stupid app needs to update so im going to play stardew but hi hiiiiii omg hi everyone i missed u so bad my personality has changed vastly and i am nicer now. live laugh love or whatever have a wonderful day <3
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gffa · 2 years
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Btw I only got sucked into the prequels fandom a couple months ago, and I was super fortunate to have found your blog rather early on... It meant I quickly realized I had some misconceptions and internalized weirdness from just western / Christian society and growing up on Legend's New Jedi Order stuff. (It's not that I ever disliked the Jedi, but I definitely didn't understand the difference between love and attachment and was otherwise mostly apathetic about them as a Culture... If they weren't Mara Jade, Jaina Solo, Corran Horn, or Luke Skywalker, I didn't particularly care about them at all).
Anyway my point is that I'm super thankful your blog came up soon because I am now very firmly in the Pro Jedi camp and am glad I only got a minimal amount of sw fandom toxicity about the Jedi before having my eyes gently opened to reality.
Best part is tho, I had a friend ask me a week ago for some star wars information. Her brother apparently was assigned to write about the differences between the Jedi, Grey Jedi, and Sith in a class about differing religions and ideologies (which... In and of itself is actually a rather fascinating concept for a school paper). Anyway I had fun linking a whole bunch of your meta posts and going "Respect the Jedi, they're absolutely wonderful! Grey Jedi aren't actually a thing - it's just video game mechanics and misconceptions! Sith are evil and if you write them as anything but I will hard-core raise eyebrows at you and want to throw hands!!" And such... Probably went more than a little overboard but she was appreciative.
My point in all this word vomit (dang my adhd is really prevalent rn isn't it) is that I wanted to offer some encouragement because I've learned the pro Jedi camp is a lot smaller than it should be and maybe sometimes feels like it's the same 20 people on tumblr? Your collective efforts as the Jedi Defense Squad are successful and I know that, personally, my life will forever be changed for the better. Bless y'all and keep fighting the good fight!
You didn’t even know it was my birthday yesterday and yet you sent me once of the nicest things I could get despite that! I admit that the pro-Jedi corner of fandom feels very small sometimes, especially because Tumblr is generally the only place where we’ve gotten together (COME HELP ME LOVE THE JEDI ON TWITTER, YOU GUYS, I NEED PEOPLE TO HAVE SILLY LOVE BOMB FESTS WITH), that sometimes it can feel very overwhelming the second I step one inch off my dash, but also I wouldn’t trade this corner for anything. I hope that I can not just explain why I love the Jedi and why I see them as being perfectly in balance with the core themes of Star Wars, but that I can help make being a pro-Jedi fan a fun experience.  I hope I can make meta about them interesting, jokes about them fun to play with, the pain of their slaughter and the genocide of their culture dig into our feelings the way the best of Star Wars does. If I can help kindle love for the Jedi in you (and I am certain I did not do so alone, there are so many really incredible people, every time I get to reblog Jedi content from more than a dozen people now I get this shimmer of joy in my soul, I didn’t always have that! I get to reblog art and fic and essays! people have such good thoughts and incredible ways with words! they’re coming up with adorable skits and AU scenarios! so many in this fandom work so hard to give us these delightful things and I am so overjoyed to get to reblog them), then I have passed on what was given to me and that makes it worth it. I am further delighted to help provide framework for writing papers about the Jedi, because one of the things that surprised me when I first started really digging into those Lucas interviews and behind the scenes/making of books is: Yeah, Star Wars is often silly, but it has themes and George Lucas stuck to them.  He thought about his mythology and what messages he wanted to convey, and whatever things he tweaked along the way, the core themes have always remained consistent. Star Wars is often imperfect, no creator is ever going to be perfect, but Lucas knew he wanted to tell a story about letting go and about good vs evil and choosing the light made the world work better and that we should care about each other and our communities, not just break the rules and do whatever we felt like, that you’re supposed to love people but you have to accept that life is impermanent, because you’ll suffer if you try to hold on too tightly. And everything of his Star Wars stuck to those themes and I really, really like those themes. My life has been made better by getting to know the story of Star Wars and getting to meet so many kind, thoughtful fans and getting messages like this, and so please know that this is incredibly uplifting and encouraging.  To be able to spark joy in someone else about these silly space psychic wizards, to be able to share that, it makes the whole Being A Fan Of A Thing a great experience.
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pineau-noir · 2 years
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Fandom can be a scary place. Especially big fandoms. There's so much to read, so much to see, so many people who all seem to know each other. It's easy to get overwhelmed.
But then there are people like you. People who are so passionate about fic and art and our silly little blorbos. People who reach out into the community and elevate other people. People who love fandom and support writers and artists and podficcers and mood-board makers and don't spend so much time talking about how good other people are.
I joined Drarry fandom close to three years ago? Maybe? And was both spoiled and overwhelmed by all the creations people had made. There are so many good things given to me, for free. It was a wealth of riches.
One of those creators is @sitp-recs. Now, she's not as active as she used to be, real life being an absolute bitch to us all, but Liv has given hours and hours of her time to the HP community in the two years since she started her blog.
Recs aren't easy. I've done some here and there and it's one thing to read a fic and leave a quick comment (looks at all the times I've typed 'this is amazing/gorgeous/perfect/insert your platitude here') but Liv had always taken that a step further and that just amazes me.
Liv has done individual fic recs, themed rec lists, has been a resource for fic finding, and she's done it all while being a person who has a life outside of fandom.
Somehow (I have no idea how I am so fortunate) I've gotten to know Liv over the last year-ish and let me tell you, she's not only a good fandom friend, she's genuinely a good person. She's funny and snarky when needed, kind all of the time, and her heart is so big it makes mine ache. She loves with all of her heart, and it shows in every rec post she's made and every interactionshe has with her friends. Liv is generous and has given the fandom so much.
So thank you, Liv. Thank you for everything you've done. I'm so honored to know you and call you my friend. You're a lovely, beautiful person and all of our lives are better because of you.
I've always called fic reccers curators of fandom, and everything you've done for us has solidified that statement.
I'm so glad we're celebrating you today, because you've celebrated all of us so much.
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cheesagirl · 2 years
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Miles X Fem;Reader
Scenario: The reader picks Miles up from the airport.
Warnings: Maybe Angst to some
Includes: Fluff Miles
Word count: 699
Requested by @fa1ry03
Note: I actually really enjoyed writing for just Miles, I have some ideas in mind, but you guys will have to let me know if you want more.
Followers shoutout: @atthediscowithoutpanic @annabellalee11-blog
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You bounced on your feet nervously. Miles had been gone for almost 4 weeks to shoot a certain part for his new movie. You held a small teddy bear in one hand. It wore a shirt that said "I live love laugh for Miles Teller". In your other hand, you held a box of his favorite chocolates. You wore one of his sweatshirts that made you look like a hobo but you didn't mind.
Everytime a new set of people came down the escalator, your eyes would wonder, trying to spot your husband.
Finally, after about 30 minutes of waiting, you saw the 6'1 man standing on the escalator. He wore a tank top, a pair of casual shorts. His light hair was messy and he still had his mustache from Topgun which you didn't mind since you grew to love it.
You watched as he scanned the area, finally his eyes landed on you and a large grin appeared on his face. Once he reached the bottom, he was quick to make his way over to you.
"Hi mister!" You exclaim, giving him a small wave.
He drops his bags, and wraps his arms around your waist. You let out a small shriek as he picks you up and spins you around. Your arms quickly wrapped around his neck, your hands still holding the small gifts you got him.
"I feel like I haven't seen you in forever." He mutters into your neck.
You pull back to look at him. "One could say 4 weeks is forever. One with a terrible sense of time but you know we can look past that." You say, laughing. "Now put me down, I got you something." You say, smacking his shoulder lightly.
"Only if I get a kiss." He says, giving you a small smirk. You sigh loudly and lean in to place a long kiss on his lips. This kiss was a little different than normally. This time there was a sense of urgency, like the both of you were worried the other one would disappear. Finally you pull back and places you down onto the ground.
You smile up at him, holding both your hands out. His smile grew wide when he saw the two welcome home gifts you got him. You watched as he read the teddy bears shirt and a laugh erupted from his throat.
"How did you even get this?" He asks, amusement dripping from his voice.
"I found it in the mall." You shrug, a smile still resting on your face. His eyes then look down at the chocolates in your hand.
He let out dramatic gasp. "These are my favorites." He says, grabbing the box of chocolates.
"I know. That's why I got them silly." You say in a duh tone. He places the gifts down and cups your face with both hands.
" I don't appreciate your attitude love. It is hurting my feelings." He says, bending down to place a quick peck on your lips.
"Let's go, I'm gonna make your favorite tonight." You say, smiling uo at him. He picks up his bags in one hand and grabs your hand with the other.
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"I can't believe you're making me drive." He teases glancing at you for a second before looking back at the road.
"Yknow, you could have said no." You reply, glancing out the window.
"No I really couldn't have. You gave me those damn puppy eyes." He says in an attempt to defend himself.
"I don't know what you are talking about." You say innocently, looking over at him. You could see a small smile resting on his face.
"Oh I'm sure you don't." He replies, reaching over and interlocking his hand with yours.
"So how was it?" You ask curiously.
He let out a sigh. "It was good I guess, I'm just glad to be back. I always hate having to come back to an empty hotel room after a day of filming." He explains, bringing your hand up to kiss it.
"I guess I am pretty awesome." You pause. "I missed you a lot." You finish, looking down at your lap.
"I can assure you, I missed you more darling."
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<3
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potato-lord-but-not · 2 years
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Oh also it's """"Anon"""" again smh nothing I do on this blog is a secret anymore. Ykw I'm not even gonna ask this on anon, and I'm so sorry if this comes off as mean I never mean to be mean
STOP CALLING YOUR DRAWINGS SILLY AND LITTLE!!!!! you are doing INCREDIBLE things and you should be SO DANG proud of yourself.
you are a ridiculously talented person and i will not stand to see you think you aren't. the art you create is wonderful and captivating and intricate. every single person who i've shown your art to (it's been a LOT of people) are absolutely blown away by it. what you make is incredibly impressive and you should take credit for it. You are so, SO good at what you do. I've said it before and I'll say it again; I really think you're going(HAHA GOING) places with this. I personally am so horribly proud of you, and I am willing to bet my role in this show that most of your other admirers are as well.
You are magnificent and spectacular.
SOBBING OMG ??? thank you so much 😭😭 I’m glad I have you and others like this who are there to support me every step of the way <333 I’ve had some rough days but I really am proud of how far I’ve come in my art journey, and I’m even happier that I can share it with you all!!
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steveshairychest · 2 years
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I just wanted to say thank you for having a positive blog x
With some of the toxicity in the fandom at the moment it's harder than it should be to find other blogs I can follow outside of the circle I'm in. I really appreciative of being able to follow someone who doesn't reblog/post content that is rude towards other parts of the fandom.
I don't know if this is intentional or just happens to be the sort of stuff you interact with/post but I do genuinely really appreciate it and am very fond of your blog because of it.
I hope you're having an amazing day <3
awww, thank you so much! I always try to be as positive as I can and I prefer not to interact with people that spread unnecessary hate. I'd rather stay here in my little bubble full of silly gay headcanons. I'm glad you like my little corner of this hellsite <3 i hope u have an amazing day/night as well <3
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sketching-shark · 2 years
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Hey! I really enjoy your blog and I like reading your thoughts on things so I was hoping you could clarify on something? (Also I'm sorry if I misunderstood- it's also 4am and my reading comprehension could just be like, bad lol). But in a previous answer you mentioned something like "seemingly very light and cheery compared to og classic Xiyouji" in regards to LMK SWK contributing to writing jttw in the lmk world? I thought og classic xiyouji had a pretty good end though (with the tang monk and swk attaining buddhahood and I can't remember the others atm but they all got something). Again I'm sorry if I misunderstood? Also sorry if some of my words are wrong- 4 am and English isn't my strong suit. But thank you for everything!
Aw, thank you so much anon! I'm glad you've been getting some joy from my silly little posts. BUT ANYWAY what I meant by Journey to the West likely being more light and cheery in Monkie Kid than og classic Journey to the West was that even though it has a good ending there is a LOT of death, blood, violence, torture, warfare, etc. etc. etc. in Wu Cheng'en's work that for obvious reasons wouldn't be part of a kid's show. Sun Wukong didn't earn the title of "Buddha Victorious in Strife" for nothing! More specifically, there's been a lot of hints throughout the lego show that very important, and very violent, parts of Xiyouji were either heavily edited or even removed completely. As a number of people have pointed out, for example, in Monkie Kid the Six Eared Macaque seemed pretty nervous about even mentioning his full name to Qi Xiaotian (he is after all the dude who's infamous for trying to murder-replace the Monkey King!). But Qi Xiaotian, despite being a massive Monkey King fanboy, has no idea who this simian even is! This heavily suggests that the True and False Monkey King section of Journey to the West was either at some point removed or was never even included in the Xiyouji of legoland. The same is true with the Lady Bone Demon. Sun Wukong knew immediately who she was (having fought and defeated her before) but it seems that basically no one else did until she started to make her presence known. Even Tang Shifu--the character positioned as a literal scholar of all things Journey to the West related--first mentions the Flame of Samadhi being wielded by "a demon whose name I forgot," even though the battle between Sun Wukong and Red Boy remains to this day one of the most well-known fights in Xiyouji. And while this change is very understandable for a sequel to Journey to the West aimed at children, it must be remembered too that while the Sun Wukong of legoland stated that he gained his power and reputation through "beating up" a lot of yaoguai, in the og classic he just uuuuuuhhhh mostly smashed them into "meat patties," as is the classic's common phrase.
One of the things that makes Journey to the West such a fascinating work is the way people have been able to use it as the basis for both stories aimed at little kids as well as grimdarkiest works you can imagine. But Monkie Kid is potentially doing something pretty interesting by implying that many of the more morally complex, discomfiting, and violent stories were removed from the versions of this classic that made it into future legoland, the consequences of which have been pretty significant in a kind of "those who do not know history are doomed to repeat it" way. As it is, both Sun Wukong and Sha Dali (who it's implied is Sha Wujing himself) are strongly hinted to be recovering from some pretty painful past events, with the Monkey King inadvertently causing a lot of trouble by repeating many of his past behaviors from the journey by hiding his trauma behind a cheerful and carefree attitude and going to great lengths to not tell anyone what's going on while he runs himself ragged trying to solve everything by himself (unlike Sha Dali, who actually acknowledged that he needed professional help to overcome his trauma and anger issues and has been working quite successfully to keep his temper in check, one result of which is that he seems very comfortable and happy to work within a group).
I hope that that this makes sense and answers your question anon, but of course let me know if I need to go a little further into how I think the Journey to the West of Monkie Kid has been implied to differ in important ways from the Journey to the West of our own world!
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shysneeze · 2 years
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3k follower celebration event
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can’t believe 3000 of you actually stick around to read my self-indulgent fics and daily oversharing on the internet!! thank you so much i’m really happy to have so many people enjoy my silly writings, and glad to to have the space to share them :)) love ya!
as per usual it time for ask games and blurbs but this time with a brown aesthetic!
open: mon 1st august -> sun 7th august
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🐌 | blurbs
(only doing the first fifteen)
-> pick a dialogue prompt (or two) from either of the prompt lists below and a character and i’ll do my best to come up with something :)
-> prompt list i and ii
-> usual requests rules apply, please read my request guidelines x
🍂| ask games
-> fmk , two truths and a lie, etc
-> not cym because i’m a nervous wreck, luv u mutuals but i am also scared of annoying u all
🥐| fic recs
-> i’m always look for good robin, nance + joyce fics! self promote or send me that one fic you can’t stop thinking about!
-> i’ll reblog with my thoughts (but can’t reblog smut this is a pg13 blog pls)
📖| book club
-> let’s trade book recs and talk about characters and ur latest reads - indulge my need to talk about books pls
🎻 | musical chairs
-> i have an unhinged taste i music: my fourth most listened to spotify artist of all time is the glee cast, i own the pride and prejudice 2005 soundtrack on vinyl and i have a playlist for just about every emotion i’ve ever felt - let’s talk about music!
-> need a song for an incredibly niche daydream? want to correct my music taste? exchange favourite songs? i’m down
🍪| chit chat
-> let’s just chat! got something on ur mind? need a rant? need someone to spill you incoherent fandom thoughts to? spill bestie, nothing is too unhinged - this isn’t celebration specific, but it’s an obligatory addition
as usual, drop an emoji into my asks to take part if you like :)
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mutuals i love and adore for putting up with me &lt;3 : @paqerings @robinbuckleyluvr @cupids-crystals @mirclealignr @greendinosaursocks13 @magicalxdaydream <3
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cyborg-franky · 3 years
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Blind Date Event 2k Followers!
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First of all, damn. I didn't think I would ever get these numbers. Thank you so much for the love and support and all the silly, fun, meaningful interactions I've had with everyone. I made this blog back in May 2021 and wow. One Piece has been my top fandom and lost loved media for over 20 years and I have been in and out of this fandom for years and it's somewhere I feel at home. I've written cannon x cannon and reader x stuff for years and I am glad I do both because there are so many awesome multiple levels and areas in this community. I've made some amazing friends I am proud to call family. I really am happy to be here and I love you all. Enough of bring sappy and gross I decided on a BLIND DATE type event!
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Blind Date Event How does it work? 1. You send me this little form being as detailed or as vague as you like. 2. Pick a door. 3. You get a date with whoever is behind the door! 4. Headcannon style scenarios 5. 1 to 40 are Male chars 6. 41 to 50 are Female chars 7. If gender doesn't matter to you say 'Random number generator!' 8. Not all dates will go GOOD because you might not be a good match for said char [that's that the form is for!] 9. This will all be SFW 10. I will limit to ten slots at a time, first come first serve, once a door is open that date has gone. [I will open more every few days if I get mine done!] 11. There is 100% a dud date in this line up, good luck. 12. ONLY OFF ANON APPLICATIONS WILL BE ACCEPTED
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The Form Nickname: Door Number: [pick two just in case one gets taken fast!] What will you be wearing on the date? Booze or sober?: Your ideal first date: Three personality traits about you: Three things you look for in a partner: Thee dislikes:
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SECOND DATES: So I have a handful of people who got bad dates and I am giving them and only them the chance to pick again!
NOTE: all second dates wont be written until after the 8th as I am running an event on another blog during that time!
DOORS TAKEN: 31-34
return daters! I just need a new message with your chosen door and a new outfit!
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twstwonderlandstuff · 2 years
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PUMP IT UP! [500 FOLLOWER EVENT SPECIAL~🍒][EDIT: REQUESTS CLOSED!]
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[5/23/2022]EDIT: THE REQUESTS ARE NOW CLOSED! THANK YOU FOR REQUESTING~🍒!
I LIED I WAS TOO EXCITED SO I MADE THIS TODAY HEE HEE 🍒🍒🍒
🍒 Also, call me Cherry!
I'd like to first say my thanks to everyone who followed me! I'm just a silly little human who consumes media of the things I like, and I'm glad people follow me for that.
Second thing is that yes, I'm aware of the Diasomnia outfit situation, but I hope that doesn't stop anyone from continuing onto my event because personally, I LOVE the diasomnia boys. I could ramble about how it all started, but that is tale for another time.
Now, the event. EHEM!
🍒 I'll be opening requests for specific twisted wonderland characters for a LIMITED TIME (idk until when lolol)!!!
🍒 taglist!
The boys who I will write for are as follows:
Riddle Rosehearts
Deuce Spade
Ace Trappola
Jack Howl
Ruggie Bucchi
Jade Leech
Floyd Leech
Azul Ashengrotto
Kalim Al-Asim
Epel Felmier
Malleus Draconia
Lilia Vanrouge
Silver
Sebek Zigvolt
Grim
Human! Grim
I do want to apologize to the Ignihyde folks... I'm sorry, I just don't vibe w/ the Igni boys so much, so I can't quite write them.
Alright, the rules are down below!
🍒I am open to writing headcannons, interactions and short scenarios! As for how short... it depends on my mood~
🍒 You are more than welcome to request more than once! it is a-okay!
🍒The limit is 4 characters for headcannons
🍒3 characters for interactions
🍒and 1 character for scenarios.
🍒 The exception to ANY of the rules above are the first years (Ace, Deuce, Epel, Jack and Sebek).
🍒 Of course, if you or I will it, side characters to the short scenarios can be added.
I cannot do:
NSFW
Male! Reader (becuzzz im not a boyyy im sorrz)
Character x Character
Triggering content (non-con, incest, character death, the usual)
Angst
Adult x Child
Things regarding mental illnesses
Song fics
AU's
I can do:
Soft yandere (devotedness and love sickness)
Fem! Reader and GN! Reader
Poly (OYSTERYUU MY LOVE)
Suggestive content
Romantic
Platonic
Fluff
ETC.
Oh, and since this is also an OC blog... you can ABSELOUTELY ask about my OC's- no, in fact, I encourage it! Do be sure to check them out with the link here. It leads to my usual pinned post that has the tags for my OCs. Here are short blurbs about my OC's.
🍒 Valencia Karasu: "Hey, cutie! Heard you wanted to talk? I'm always up for a chat. Oh, and how about a date while we're at it, hmm? We'll have a blast! If you're not down we can just talk though, hehe."
🍒 Himawari Nikko: [Written on a pad of paper] 'Hi, someone asked for my company... oh, there you are. Hello, it's nice to meet you. I'm sorry if advance if I get up to leave from time to time- my sisters are a hassle. Cute hassles, but hassles nonetheless. :D'
🍒 Vivica Karasu: "I believe someone called for my presence. Oh, it's you. Is there anything you require from me? I'll aid you to the best of my abilities."
One last thing! I'm mad proud of this , so if you could check it out, it would be great!
Let the cherry picking... START!
p.s.: I don't actually like cherries, I just thought the emoji was cute and ran with it
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pepaldi · 3 years
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Dear Mr Ramis ... Harold,
I had this letter all formed out in my head but now when I sit here it’s almost all blank. I do not want to put all your legacy on just Ghostbusters though that will always be a big part of it and I know you did not mind that. That was my intro to you back in the ‘80s and of course, Ghostbusters II. Two very, very special films. (Thank You Dan.) Anyway, unlike you, I have a terrible memory so I am not sure after that how much you were in my life. When you passed in 2014 I seemed to be going through an Anxiety/Depression state. I am basing this on, silly really, that I always re blog or post at least one post on Social Media of someone I admired when the pass but from the archives there is nothing. Just a mini break.
Then of course I heard about Ghosbusters: Afterlife. I was torn from the start. I was torn even though  people seemed to love it. Two reasons, I have a weird relationship with movies (and TV shows) but also I knew you were gone and still you were part of the movie. As an very emotional person I knew I was gonna be a mess. So, I put it off. Then one day in January of this year my husband said ‘we’re were gonna watch a movie’ and that I would love it. I did not want to but he insisted and now I am so glad he did. It was a beautiful love letter to you, your family and the fans. The ending had me bawling. After that I watched the ending multiple times and cried every time.
Then, what followed was me rediscovering you and re mourning you all at once. I obsessively has since spent hours and hours searching and learning. Seeing things I had not seen in years, seeing new things but most of all discovering things about you I never knew before. Come to appreciate you on a whole new level. Not as an actor, or director, or writer (although you were good at all that) but mostly as the person you were.You had so many qualities and traits I admire deeply. Some I wish I had myself but we are all different. I wish you could teach me how to be more fearless. How to embrace things or tackle the as they come. Although I’ve gone through hardships I’m still scared of the future. I wish you could teach me how not to be. I wish you could teach me how to not overthink so much. Just to be.
It, I will admit, felt silly (not often but once or twice) to grieve so hard for someone I never knew in person but that’s what I did and still do. An online friend of mine sent me your daughter’s book. I have sneak read parts of it here and there which resulted in me crying almost every time. I do not know if I will ever be able to read it fully. Not to mention I tend to over analyze things and it bring up questions that, really, are none of my damn business. You wrote in a letter to your kids that you wouldn’t waste life. That is was a precious gift. To me, it seems you lived life fully. You did so many things. Accomplished so much. Sure, you had more to accomplish and it’s really sad that you never got to do those things. Never got to see certain future moments for your children. Never got to grow old with your wife. You did not deserve the ending you got. For someone who made so much good in the world you were cheated of the last years of your life. It is really sad to think like that but it can not be helped. The fact that you tried to keep an optimistic look on life even through your illness is just another thing I admire you for.
Knowing your personality I do not think you would want me or any of us to cry. So  when things started happening that would make me laugh out in the middle of a cry session, well I like to think it was you. Your way of saying *Don’t cry for me. I’m ok. I’m good now. Laugh with me instead.* If that was you please stick around. If it wasn’t please get your ass of whatever astral plane you are on to (please) visits me at times or (please) hear me when I talk to you. Please. I say that with so much love. I feel you were a larger than life person so in my mind not even death could keep you away or down. You are probably looking over your family and friends but do squeeze me in. I am sure other admirers of yours feel the same way.
You are so loved.
You are so missed.
Your legacy will always live on.
And you dear sweet, sweet soul, wherever you are I hope you are smiling as always.
With love and admiration,
Karin
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still in the process of rewatching before getting to s4 and didn't even consider byler before I saw your blog, I'm all in now HAHAHA ty
this is hilarious i love this, i'm glad i could convert you to the dark side hahaha
at risk of sounding delusional i genuinely feel as if i'm just warning people for what's going to actually happen rather than theorizing about a ship like i am whistleblowing i am sounding the alarms
but legitimately, thank you for ur message and thanks to all the anons messages in my inbox and thanks to all the folks reading my silly gay thoughts on this silly gay show, yall bylers are keeping me afloat this month
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hiii y'all for some reason i decided to join into the follow forever/mutual appreciation posts, so made this silly gif like two weeks ago and started writing the post (all's under the cut cuz it's gonna be long lol) First of all, I want to thanks y'all for made my 2021 better fr, i've made so much friends and i'm pretty sure some of them will stay until we pass away... also thanks to y'all who's following this unhinged blog <3
'the best part of being a One Direction fan are the friends you make through them'
honestly a big shout out to all these lovely people, guys you all are amazing and deserve the best (always) thanks for being part of my 2021 (yes this is gonna be my sappy moment)
To my GCs: hey babes! thanks for having me, listen to me and supporting me during the whole year (also for bear my random moments hehe)
@eclipsadxs gc: voy a escribir esto en español porque las amo y lo merecen hehe... primero que nada, gracias por adoptarme <3 y por soportarme en todo momento y por ser unas amigas grandiosas, literalmente habría muerto sin ustedes ya que esto está lleno de yankees <33
namastent gc: @ialwaysknewyouwerepunk @bolitodequeso @hl28 @moirindeclermont @theymetinthetoihlet @fakenudes @harryhazza @strutitout @springloveswinter @toofargonetopray honestly idk how im still in the gc bc im the most inactive person ever (sry ab it) nut you need to know that i truly appreciate you guys so much!! also #JackMcQueenRights... you're too good to be true <33
the unhinged club: @narrylover @cowboylarries @holyshit @nouislover @coffeehotcoffee @avocadolouis28 @heartshaped-lou @dorothyharry @rainblou @faithinrainbows @zouis-exes-to-lovers @sryluvidrc (li and cata too) a gc that started bc li and me were drunk lol... guys i love you so so much <33 thanks for deal with my dumb ass and unhinged questions hehe <3
some highlights:
@justalarryblog: BECA!!! i love you so so so much!! I'm glad to be your friend, you're an amazing person with a big heart and soul that deserve the entire world <33 and even if you insist that your writing sucks it doesn't and that's why you have me, to remind you that you're so talented and that you have an exquisite fic taste <3 (we should start an ABO lovers club and reread Cold Little Heart)
@bluewinnerangel: hi person that i love <3 i think you alr knwoo that but i never forget ab things (or i don't rly easely) so i remember how our lil friendship started (larry god bless the grandpa mp) and i truly appreciate u yk this but i love u (and you love me bc i'm cute and a bit malicious hehe)
@whaleharry: Boobie IM TRULY MADLY DEEPLY in love with you!!! i think you are one of my first mutuals/friends and my soulmate <33 thanks for being unhinged with me the last months, listen to me 24/7 and also love me and support me all the time even if what im doing is insane <333 please... come visit me <3
@anxiouslarrie: CATA AMOR DE MI VIDA <333 eres la mejor persona que conozco, gracias por desvelarte conmigo siempre, hacer mi tarea, mandarme memes, escucharme hablar de todo y soportarme cuando me molesto y también por mexicanizarte para que te entienda <333 eres la mejor polola del mundo @yourhabit28: Mag!!! AMIGA!!! te amo demasiado, tanto que te escribo esto en español <333 te extraño mucho mucho pero amo cuando hablamos, gracias por ser parte de mi 2021 y literal una de mis mejores amigas y por ser co fundadora del #TemporaryFixStanClub
@ladychlo: chay i love u so much!! i'll never get tired to tell you how much much i love you and your art, you're the sweetes and talented person ik <333 (ily tumblr-wife)
@louisxgolden: sabías que te amo? no hemos hablado tanto últimamente pero quiero que sepas que eres asombrosa!!! eres de las mejores personas que conozco, gracias por siempre estar para mi <33 @folkmore: SOPHIA MY ENEMESTIE <333 love you so so much!! you're the only swiftie i could love in this life and i am the only nice anti-t you'll love <333 thanks for being there all the time and being so funny, sweet and also the nicest bully ever!! (ih8u) #BringHARRYSUITSback
@one-wayroad: LAU NO SABES LO MUCHO QUE TE AMO!! gracias por todo todo todo, literal ya hubiera merto de no ser por ti <33 por ser mi january capricorn, mi inspiración y mi lado reflexivo en este mundo lol, por las risas y los cumplidos y por recordarme que puedo hacer las cosas bien <333
@louisbowie @larentsbr @fivescrews @tanktop-lou @whenyouvequitefinished @loualbum @miss-styles @solvetheminourdreams @rainbowparadisebht @heyangels @cloudsmp3 @loulovehome @harrylovesunflower @harrylouis @lonelysxnflower @brightgolden @genuineconspiracy and last but not least A BIG shot out to the ppl who made my obsessive compulsive reader came back to life (and also bc i love you all even if we don't talk a lot)@allwaswell16 @twopoppies @evilovesyou justalarryblog and all the ppl who rec fics (please don't stop doing it, bc beca knows i've alr read most of your recs)
ANYWAY... i'm aware i've missed loads of ppl but it's 2am (when i'm finishing to write this) and i couldn't think in someone else, but if i have rec your blog sometime (or i follow you) you still being really special to me <3
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