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#i bounce between there and Spotify
agdragonfulday ยท 1 year
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Thank you @lostredsupergiantstars for tagging me ๐Ÿ’–
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#and dbzbra is MarTen royalty#lookee at one of my favorite current fics ๐Ÿ˜#https://archiveofourown.org/works/24755629/chapters/59853799#and obvi advictorium becausr who else knows what agwnts of mayhem is ๐Ÿ˜#and thank you to lostredsupergiants ๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’–#of course i couldn't leave put peaches#who else that cute calls me pretty ๐Ÿ˜‹#my lock screen is from sailors moon#i found out after the fact from my friend#the last song i lisened to was also on YouTube#i bounce between there and Spotify#i use the brave browser so i can play YouTube in the background without paying corporate giants that forgot their orginal message and goal#โ˜บ๏ธโ˜บ๏ธ#Nashville is way better than it has any right to be#also so many characters die for it being a show about country music???#hayden panitierre is arguably my favorite actress so anything shes in she kills#God please make her susan storm#that role is made for her#i have an ask i need to answer in regards to that#nonnie if you see this#mommas commin#Mississippi flood#dont put dirt on my grave#already gone#those are the top 3 songs by queen hayden from that show#honorable mention is boys and busses#๐ŸŽถboys and busses got a... lot in common they both.... pick up speed when you.... try to stop em๐ŸŽถ#if i didn't know better and pour me something stronger than me are also phenomenal but not by miss juliette barnes#this is my last tag because tumbke silences people lol - the picture is of my family dog Archer and the download is response to Cleopatra
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notenderhands ยท 1 month
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@daughters-of-god
Here you go! I shuffle, so order doesn't matter. Also, some songs are on there for exactly one scene/chapter.
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severalpossiblemusiks ยท 4 months
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Me: *using Spotify free*
Spotify: "you get 30 minutes of uninterrupted listening after this ad"
Spotify: *plays a single 10 minutes song*
Spotify: *plays an ad*
Me:
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jackobbit ยท 3 months
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I would trade every bone in the left half of my body to have the entirety of the OFF ost properly uploaded to Spotify
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mistbornthief ยท 1 year
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went completely and utterly back on my High & Low bs thanks netflix
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lesquatrechevrons ยท 3 months
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mini coruscant guard soundboard:
epic Corries song (action/thriller/hurt-comfort; cue montage of speeder chases, team of guards falling/flying through layers in formation, the general awe of being a person on a planet with a trillion others, montage of political shenanigans in the senate);
Soft corries song (likely for HFN/fix-its, not necessarily shippy, it can be a cuddle pile; early mornings after The End where things are looking up, there is hope and a new dawn and soft sleepiness and fresh coffee):
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fruk-choosing-a-username ยท 10 months
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soundtracks from switch games not being on spotify is going to drive me actually insane
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radio-4-is-static ยท 1 year
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ใ†ใ‚ใฎใใ‚‰ โ€“ ใชใˆใชใฎ
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areislol ยท 2 years
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๐—ก๐—ฆ๐—™๐—ช ๐—ฉ๐—œ๐—ฆ๐—จ๐—”๐—Ÿ๐—ฆ ๐—ช ๐—›๐—ฃ ๐—•๐—ข๐—ฌ๐—ฆ
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ft.ย harry j. potter, ron weasley, draco malfoy, cedric diggory, sirius black, remus lupin
warnings.ย aged up!! nsfw content, MDNI! mostly soft sex but rough sex is also included, twitter links. fem! reader, sub! characters will be mentioned in the names, imaginative texts included! pet play, teasing, nasty stuff
a/n.ย cedric, sirius and lupin's image is below!! kinda ooc! ron? i barely see any hp visual links so.. here this is lmao, and please, again, MDNI. sirius n remmy in the marauders era // this is my 2nd nsfw hc/fic im crying happy tears.. ALSO FIRST EVER HP WORK
here's a spotify playlist.
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harry james. potter
๐‡๐€๐‘๐‘๐˜ ๐๐Ž๐“๐“๐„๐‘ ๐–๐‡๐Žโ€ฆ absolutely adores your tits, he will rest/sleep on your chest, sucking on your nipples as he falls asleep (his mouth latched onto it still), it's some sort of.. comfort to him. he loves how they're so soft and squishable. loves playing with them, rolling your nipple in between his fingers as he sucks on your other nipple before switching sides.
"I- mhm, god your tits... please.. can I?" harry pleads while looking up at you with puppy dog eyes. Your fingers run through his hair as you nod. He's quick to latch onto your tit as he starts to suck them softly which makes you softly moan as you tug onto his hair, rutting your pussy against his leg.
๐‡๐€๐‘๐‘๐˜ ๐๐Ž๐“๐“๐„๐‘ ๐–๐‡๐Žโ€ฆ even after a long day will take his time and be patient and soft with you as he tenderly places a kiss on your thighs before kitty-licking your pussy <3 he's quite literally making out with your pussy and devouring it. if you didn't know any better you would've thought he was a starved animal.
"Just be a good girl f'me yeah? Be nice and good while I eat this pretty pussy.." harry says before ducking down in between your thighs as he begins to eat your pussy feverishly.
๐‡๐€๐‘๐‘๐˜ ๐๐Ž๐“๐“๐„๐‘ ๐–๐‡๐Žโ€ฆ loves to fuck you in the reserve cowgirl position, watching as your tits bounce up and down, as his appears before being engulfed with your pussy. sometimes giggling and smiling while staring up at you in awe.
"Oh- fuck, oh your pussy feels so good-!" he says, his head lolled back as his dick slips in and out of your wet pussy.
๐‡๐€๐‘๐‘๐˜ ๐๐Ž๐“๐“๐„๐‘ ๐–๐‡๐Žโ€ฆ just wants to be soft with you although most times it turns into a heaty session. loves to make out before having sex with you or during, as long as his lips are on yours that's all that matters..
making out with you before having passionate sex is his favourite thing to do. "I love you so, so much y/n.." he whispers before ghosting your lips to which you smile at before kissing him, for real this time.
๐’๐”๐! ๐‡๐€๐‘๐‘๐˜ ๐๐Ž๐“๐“๐„๐‘ ๐–๐‡๐Žโ€ฆ squirms, twitches and whimpers when you touch and jerk his dick, rolling your thump and hand over his tip as he desperately tries to stop you from overstimulating him.
"mhm, please.. y/n-! Ah.. stop, please." harry whimpers as he takes hold of your hand, "uh-uh, just be a good boy and let me touch you.. you'll be a good boy, right?" you chuckle when harry nods his head vigorously.
๐’๐”๐! ๐‡๐€๐‘๐‘๐˜ ๐๐Ž๐“๐“๐„๐‘ ๐–๐‡๐Žโ€ฆ is shy during your first time having sex, he's quiet at first but after you ride him he's whimpering and panting, he can only look at you in awe as you ride him
"Shy? Why are you shy?" you question while straddling his lap, your hands on his shoulders as you smirk from his flustered face. "I-im, because.. it's my first time you know.." he mumbles as he turns his head away from embarrassment. You place your finger on his chin and make him look at you, "don't be shy, harry.. let me make you feel good. I promise I will.." you coo.
ron weasley
๐‘๐Ž๐ ๐–๐„๐€๐’๐‹๐„๐˜ ๐–๐‡๐Žโ€ฆ jerks off while allowing you to ride his hand as he rubs circles on your clit.
"Oh wow... this is nice.." ron whispers, watching you stroke his dick with your hand while he rubs circles on your clit. "Oh please.. ron just get on with it." you whine, ron smirks and nods, "anything for you."
๐‘๐Ž๐ ๐–๐„๐€๐’๐‹๐„๐˜ ๐–๐‡๐Žโ€ฆ is slow with you, peppering you with small kisses. thrusting slowly in you before gradually fucking you like how you want to be fucked <3
"You like that, hm?" ron is never the one to tease you in bed but seeing you all open to him sparks something in him that he can't explain, all he knows is that he's feeling good. "Let me make you feel good baby"
๐‘๐Ž๐ ๐–๐„๐€๐’๐‹๐„๐˜ ๐–๐‡๐Žโ€ฆ makes out with your pretty pussy! on most days he just wants to stuff his face in between your legs until you cry out his name multiple times, gripping onto his hair tightly as he makes your stomach knot over and over again.
"Oh, ron! Please.." you whine as you gripped onto his hair tightly. "Please what?" ron mumbles, his mouth still latched onto your pussy as his tongue licks stripes on your clit. "Please go faster.."
๐‘๐Ž๐ ๐–๐„๐€๐’๐‹๐„๐˜ ๐–๐‡๐Žโ€ฆ pounds your pussy after a long day without seeing you, he just missed this pretty pussy of his.
"D'you know how much i've missed you? Huh? Missed this pretty pussy." ron bucks his hips forward as he slams into your cunt and he doesn't stop, he just missed you so much, he missed being inside of you. You'll be good a girlfriend and allow him to, hm?
๐‘๐Ž๐ ๐–๐„๐€๐’๐‹๐„๐˜ ๐–๐‡๐Žโ€ฆ watches as his cum drips out of your pussy, admiring it before fucking you again and again, pulling his dick out just to see his cum drip out of you.
"Oh would you look at that.." he whispers, fingers prodding and stretching your pussy to see his cum dripping out of your fluttering hole. "So cute" he coos, he could not wait to do that again.
draco malfoy
๐ƒ๐‘๐€๐‚๐Ž ๐Œ๐€๐‹๐…๐Ž๐˜ ๐–๐‡๐Žโ€ฆ fingers you, leaving you breathless and moaning for more. who slaps your face harshly before kissing you.
Draco's fingers are pumping in and out of your weeping hole, and he's doing it roughly. "You like that? It feels good?" draco whispers in your ear, grinning as he already knew the answer. Your hands are clutching his arm. You were too tired and overstimulated to speak, you could only nod. "I need words baby."
๐ƒ๐‘๐€๐‚๐Ž ๐Œ๐€๐‹๐…๐Ž๐˜ ๐–๐‡๐Žโ€ฆ sneaked you into his room after his roommates left and proceeded to fuck you balls deep.
Draco invited you to come visit his room just to "study" but you knew that draco was never really the one to study, but you agreed anyways, he was your boyfriend after all. What you didn't expect was in after a few minutes he would be balls deep inside of you. "Oh-! Draco, it feels so good, mmm"
๐ƒ๐‘๐€๐‚๐Ž ๐Œ๐€๐‹๐…๐Ž๐˜ ๐–๐‡๐Žโ€ฆ has a breeding kink, wanting to stuff you with his cum, watching as it all dribbles down from your pussy. Watching as your pussy clenches around nothing.
"You're so cute y/n, you know?" he hums teasingly, his hands gripped onto your thighs tightly as he pulls them apart to admire his work. You knew draco was looking at you, or rather your pussy, but nonetheless it made you feel hot under his gaze. You mew in response as your pussy clenches around nothing, obviously hinting that you wanted something more.. thicker inside of you once more.
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cedric diggory
๐‚๐„๐ƒ๐‘๐ˆ๐‚ ๐ƒ๐ˆ๐†๐†๐Ž๐‘๐˜ ๐–๐‡๐Žโ€ฆ fucks you in doggy style <3 relishing in how his dick is being swallowed whole by your pussy.
"You look so pretty like this.." he murmurs as he pounds into your red and abused cunt. "Mmm so pretty for you-!" you sputter out as your hands clench onto the bedsheets tightly.
๐‚๐„๐ƒ๐‘๐ˆ๐‚ ๐ƒ๐ˆ๐†๐†๐Ž๐‘๐˜ ๐–๐‡๐Žโ€ฆ passionately makes out with your clit before fingering you whilst licking and flicking your bud with his warm tongue.
"You like that don't you?" cedric mumbles as he stares up at you while fingering and licking your cunt. "Mhm! Yes i dooo" you drag the 'o's as he speeds up his fingering, cedric only grinned as your juices flow down his chin.
๐‚๐„๐ƒ๐‘๐ˆ๐‚ ๐ƒ๐ˆ๐†๐†๐Ž๐‘๐˜ ๐–๐‡๐Žโ€ฆ holds your hand as he pumps his fingers in and out of your pussy, he just wants to hold hands while doing something intimate with you <3
"Here, hold my hand pretty" he says โ€“ in a sweet tone as if he wasn't fingering you harshly โ€“ as he intertwines his hands with yours. "God you're so cute."
๐‚๐„๐ƒ๐‘๐ˆ๐‚ ๐ƒ๐ˆ๐†๐†๐Ž๐‘๐˜ ๐–๐‡๐Žโ€ฆ eats you out in his room while his roommates are away for quidditch practice, he called in sick just to eat his pretty princesses' pussy. Loving your cute little moans as he burrows his head further and further in as if he wasn't already.
"Oh c'mon! Let me just have a quick taste.. so what if they burst inside?" he says with a pout, his head hovering just right above your glistening pussy. "So what? We could get in trouble!" you whisper-yell. "Awh, well too bad im going to anyways." he states before burrowing his head down.
sirius black
๐’๐ˆ๐‘๐ˆ๐”๐’ ๐๐‹๐€๐‚๐Š ๐–๐‡๐Žโ€ฆ fucks you until your shaking from your orgasm and squirting. Slapping his cock on your pussy as your hips buck forward.
"Aww, look at you, all of this because of me?" sirius teases before patting his cock on your wet pussy. "We ought to do this more, hm?" you nod ever so slightly to which he chuckles at. "Alright, lets get you cleaned up now."
๐’๐ˆ๐‘๐ˆ๐”๐’ ๐๐‹๐€๐‚๐Š ๐–๐‡๐Žโ€ฆ loves to see you all tied up as he teases you with his cock, torturing you as he slides it along your aching hole before finally giving you what you really want.
"Look at you, all dolled up for me.. gorgeous aren't you?" he says just barely above a whisper. You nod you head and whine, "alright alright, ill give you what you want now" he chuckles before slipping his dick inside of your needy hole.
๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ๐ˆ๐‘๐ˆ๐”๐’ ๐๐‹๐€๐‚๐Š ๐–๐‡๐Žโ€ฆ trains you with a leash on, all dressed up just for him as he fucks you again and again.
"What's the safe word?" sirius asks, his finger tracing your spine, "green." you respond with a smile. Sirius returns tn before giving looking back at his dick that was positioned in front of your entrance. "There we go.." he whispers as his dick slips inside your pussy before tugging onto your leash.
๐’๐ˆ๐‘๐ˆ๐”๐’ ๐๐‹๐€๐‚๐Š ๐–๐‡๐Žโ€ฆ wants to hold you in his arms as you two have sex, he wants to be close as possible, this is as they say, an intimate act.
"Fuck- y/n you feel so good. Come closer to me will you, yeah?" sirius mumbles, pulling you closer to his chest. Both your arms wrap around each other as he pounds into your poor, abused cunt.
remus lupin
๐‘๐„๐Œ๐”๐’ ๐‹๐”๐๐ˆ๐ ๐–๐‡๐Žโ€ฆ hates being rough but since he is a werewolf, his... tendencies tend to come out. He fucks you harshly as he holds you down from moving.
"Come on y/n.. stop squirming you- fine." he mutters before holding you down, his hand on your belly before switching to your arm, trying to subdue your squirming and movements. "Please remmy! I-i need it.." you whine, lolling your head sideways, bucking your hips forwards in the hopes of getting more friction. "Then let me give it to you."
๐‘๐„๐Œ๐”๐’ ๐‹๐”๐๐ˆ๐ ๐–๐‡๐Žโ€ฆ teases you with his dick sliding over your needy hole, grinning when he sees you whining and twitching at his touch. But, he is nice so he will give you a reward for being so patient.
"Remus, please.. I want it." your hand gripping onto his sleeve as you tried to move your slips to "accidentally" make his dick slip inside. "Nuh-uh, just be patient and i'll give you what you want.." even though you weren't patient you nodded anyways, "good girl."
๐‘๐„๐Œ๐”๐’ ๐‹๐”๐๐ˆ๐ ๐–๐‡๐Žโ€ฆ is smitten with your boobs! He loves how soft they are, small, medium or big, he will love them nonetheless! Remmy will fondle with them, suck on them, toy with them, lick them and so on. Just please let him have your tits.
"Mm, don't you think that's enough..?" you question, looking at your boyfriend who was fondling with your breasts. "Enough? Absolutely not!" you frown at his response. "But- what about-" "that can wait, love. Just wanna focus on my girls first."
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moonlightspencie ยท 13 days
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hands that make hell seem cold
Description: Friends to lovers, emphasis on lovers.
Pairing: James Potter x fem!Reader
Warnings: 18+ only!: porn with almost no plot, p in v, brief mention of a breeding kink
Word Count: 3.2k
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James took a deep breath, looking around his space.
He'd been cleaning all day long. Not really for any reason other than his mates coming over later that night.
He propped his hands on his hips, scrutinizing his own work for a moment.
"Good," he mumbled softly to himself, nodding as he walked back into the kitchen.
He busied himself picking up all the towels he'd used, and set a kettle on the stove for a cup of tea when he finished. He threw the towels in a hamper in the laundry room of his flat, and went back to the kitchen, waiting mindlessly on the kettle to start whistling.
Though, that's when he heard a knock on his door. He frowned a little, not expecting anyone over for another hour or two. He shuffled over to the door, opening it to see an unexpected face.
His smile grew. "Baby!"
"Hi, angel," she smiled back at him, walking past him and into his flat.
He chuckled, shutting the door, then turning to watch her take her shoes off very impatiently. He was practically bouncing by the time she finished and turned to him.
โ€œOkay,โ€ she opened her arms with a laugh, letting him practically tackle her.
He squeezed her into a crushing hug, knocking her off her feet, only protecting her from falling with the intensity of the embrace.
โ€œJames,โ€ she chuckled, voice muffled by his chest. โ€œYouโ€™re squishing me.โ€
โ€œMm,โ€ he hummed absentmindedly, still holding her for a moment. โ€œI missed you.โ€
โ€œMe too,โ€ she said, then kissed his shoulder once as he loosened his grip. โ€œBut you know how things are. Iโ€™ve gotta visit home sometimes. My family does like to see me on occasion, you know?โ€
โ€œI know, love,โ€ he mumbled, kissing her forehead. โ€œBut canโ€™t they just come here instead?โ€
โ€œThey do on occasion. But I love being home, even if I still want to be around you more,โ€ she winked.
James giggled, squeezing her again. โ€œYou flatter me.โ€
โ€œI know. Thatโ€™s kind of the point, Jamie.โ€
James smiled, his cheeks a little rosy as he looked at her. It had really only been a couple of weeks since sheโ€™d been around, but it felt like forever. Heโ€™d always had a soft spot for the girl, but it seemed to have intensified in the past months. Sure, they were still friends, butโ€ฆ there was something else there. He just didnโ€™t want to be the first to admit it. Lately, heโ€™d been thinking about it, though.
He sighed softly. โ€œUhโ€ฆ the boys are supposed to be over tonight.โ€
โ€œOh! Well, thatโ€™ll be fun. Iโ€™ll make sure to head out before they show up, then.โ€ย 
โ€œWhat?โ€ He furrowed his brow in question.
โ€œIโ€™llโ€ฆ make sure Iโ€™m not interruptingโ€“โ€
โ€œYouโ€™re not!โ€ he cut her off, shaking his head.
Her brows raised, a small chuckle leaving her lips. โ€œYou sure?โ€
โ€œโ€˜Course I am! Donโ€™t worry about it,โ€ he smiled, shrugging a little. โ€œHere, letโ€™s go sit. I wanna hear all about your trip.โ€
He grabbed her hand, practically dragging her behind him to the living room. She shook her head in amusement, letting him pull her along without a hint of resistance until heโ€™d sat them both down with not a centimeter of space between them.
โ€œHow were mum and dad?โ€
โ€œGood, mostly,โ€ she replied, not batting an eye as he slung an arm around her shoulders. โ€œMomโ€™s been a little under the weather, but itโ€™s nothing she canโ€™t handle. You held down the fort here without me, then?โ€
โ€œBarely,โ€ he feigned a pout. โ€œCouldโ€™ve fallen apart if you were gone one more day.โ€
โ€œYouโ€™re so dramatic,โ€ she laughed, leaning into him.
โ€œOnly โ€˜cause I love you.โ€
โ€œMhm,โ€ she snorted. โ€œYouโ€™re hopeless, you know that?โ€
โ€œCanโ€™t help it.โ€
โ€œYou never can.โ€
โ€œYeah,โ€ he grinned, then kissed her forehead again. โ€œGod, you got even prettier. What were they feeding you over there?โ€
โ€œNothing youโ€™d like, Iโ€™m sure.โ€
He laughed. โ€œProbably not. But seriously, loveโ€ฆ wow.โ€
She snorted a laugh, looking at him curiously. โ€œWhen did you become such a flirt?โ€
โ€œPlease, you love it,โ€ he chuckled, then shot her a sideways glance. โ€œYou love it, right?โ€
โ€œYes, dear.โ€
โ€œGood,โ€ he breathed out, then straightened up as a terrible whistling came from the kitchen. โ€œShit.โ€
She laughed as he shot up and hustled into the kitchen, following after him and watching as he grabbed his oven mit to take the kettle off the stovetop. She leaned against the doorframe, smiling to herself as he quickly pulled down two mugs and tea bags, preparing them both. He always put the tiniest bit too much sugar in hers, but sheโ€™d never complain to him. She accepted gratefully as he put a mug in her hand.
โ€œThere you are,โ€ he muttered, then leaned against the counter. โ€œAlmost forgot that was on the stove.โ€
โ€œAlmost? James, you jumped up and practically ran in here.โ€
โ€œ...Shut up,โ€ he hid a smile behind his mug, trying to take a sip before quickly moving away from the steam. โ€œHot.โ€
โ€œYeah, you are,โ€ she muttered, barely thinking about it as it passed her lips.
His cheeks turned pink again. โ€œYouโ€™re bound and determined to make me blush, arenโ€™t you?โ€
โ€œYouโ€™re cute when you blush,โ€ she grinned, poking one of his cheeks. โ€œYou know I like to tease you.โ€
โ€œYeah, I know,โ€ he rolled his eyes in response, but there was no malice behind it. He sighed softly, then let his eyes wander back to her. โ€œSeriously, how did you get hotter?โ€
โ€œOh, and Iโ€™m the one trying to make you blush, huh?โ€
He giggled again. โ€œMaybe weโ€™re both guilty.โ€
She hid a smirk, shaking her head at him again. She glanced down at her still-steaming mug, then back at his face. His wide eyes and his lip pulled between his teeth. She had decided that it was incredibly annoying how attractive he was.ย 
โ€œJames?โ€
โ€œYeah, love?โ€ he responded immediately, his eyes widening in question.
She smiled again, unable to stop herself this time. โ€œGod, youโ€™re fucking annoying. I say that with love.โ€
โ€œAnnoying?โ€
โ€œYouโ€™re annoyingly hot.โ€
He looked away, his cheeks only warming further. He set his mug on the counter, crossing his arms over his chest. A move that she thought was very distracting.
โ€œCan I ask you a question, love?โ€ he asked after a beat.
โ€œOf course.โ€
He glanced at her again. โ€œWellโ€ฆ what do you think of me?โ€
โ€œHuh?โ€
โ€œLikeโ€ฆ duh, weโ€™re friends. Butโ€ฆ like..โ€
โ€œLikeโ€ฆ?โ€
โ€œDo you think weโ€™d be, likeโ€ฆ good together?โ€
She quirked a brow. โ€œAs inโ€ฆ?โ€
He groaned. โ€œLike us. Together.โ€
โ€œYou mean likeโ€ฆ together?โ€
โ€œDuh.โ€
โ€œI meanโ€“ Well, I havenโ€™tโ€ฆ I canโ€™t say that Iโ€™ve never thought about it,โ€ she admitted quietly.
He sighed softly, looking at her carefully for a few moments. She looked right back, unsure what to do next after that. He wasnโ€™t quite sure either, turning over that information in his head. She set her mug next to his on the counter, not wanting to hold it if they were going to keep standing there having that kind of conversation. He watched her as she moved closer to set her tea down, feeling a little restless as her perfume wafted up to him in a wave.
โ€œFuck it,โ€ he huffed out, moving to put his hands on her cheeks, crashing his lips into hers.ย 
Usually, he might not be so forward. But she was so fucking tempting, it was almost a crime to not kiss her at this point. And it felt good.
She froze up at first, a bit shocked that heโ€™d gone and kissed her. Though, it didnโ€™t take long before she gained her senses again and kissed him back like she was born to do it. He moaned into the kiss, nipping at her lip, pulling her flush against his body with his arms wrapped around her waist.
โ€œJamesโ€ฆโ€ she mumbled against him, not really for any reason other than to feel his name on her lips.
He kissed along her cheek and jaw, mumbling in her ear, โ€œI really missed you.โ€
โ€œI missed you, too,โ€ she breathed out.
He groaned, biting her neck gently before sucking on the skin. He attached himself there until heโ€™d left a dark mark, determined to make her remember how it felt to kiss him.
โ€œIโ€™ve wanted to kiss you for ages,โ€ he muttered, kissing all the way back up her neck.
โ€œReally?โ€
โ€œYeahโ€ฆโ€ he kissed her lips again, then pulled back to look at her face. โ€œI thinkโ€ฆ maybe for a year, now. Youโ€™re justโ€ฆ you know Iโ€™ve always thought you were hot.โ€
โ€œI didnโ€™t know you wanted to fuck me,โ€ she laughed.
โ€œWho said I did?โ€
She scoffed, her mouth dropping open. โ€œYou dick!โ€
He giggled. โ€œCouldnโ€™t help it. Butโ€ฆ I definitely do. Really bad.โ€
She hummed, glancing down at his lips again. โ€œSoโ€ฆ a year, huh?โ€
โ€œYeah.โ€
โ€œWhen did that start?โ€
He smirked. โ€œWhen I realized my best friend was insanely hot and I was crazy to not want more. Butโ€ฆ Well, the day we all went to the beach and I saw you in that itty bitty bikini definitely helped.โ€
โ€œYou perv,โ€ she laughed, smacking his arm lightly.
โ€œI already love your personality, what else was I supposed to say?โ€ he defended himself with a chuckle.
โ€œWhatever,โ€ she snorted, pulling him back in and kissing him, much more softly this time.
He sighed against her lips, happy to finally know what she felt like in this way. He let his mouth open for her as she slid her tongue against his bottom lip, groaning into the kiss as he felt her tongue against his. He followed her lead for a moment before taking control of the kiss, backing her against the kitchen counter.
Her lower back hit the counter, and she smiled against his lips, letting him push her onto the counter. He stood between her legs, letting his hands travel up her thighs.
โ€œWhat, are you gonna fuck me in the kitchen? Not super romantic, James,โ€ she laughed.
โ€œMm. Iโ€™d take you anywhere. Weโ€™ll have time for romance later,โ€ he replied easily, kissing down her neck, nipping at her collarbone.
His hands slid under her shirt, feeling her stomach. โ€œGod, youโ€™re perfect.โ€
โ€œYouโ€™re ridiculous.โ€
โ€œI mean it,โ€ he asserted, pushing her top up and off of her, letting it drop to the floor. He took her in with a dreamy sigh. โ€œWow.โ€
She smiled. โ€œItโ€™s not that special.โ€
โ€œSays you,โ€ he glanced at her, scrunching up his face in distaste at her blase attitude about her body. His hands wandered over her skin, feeling her tummy, her ribs, her breasts. โ€œYouโ€™re a damn angel, love.โ€
โ€œYouโ€™re sweet.โ€
He hummed, tugging off his own shirt before going back to just feeling her. After a few moments, he couldnโ€™t handle not seeing more of her. He let his hands wander again, reaching around her back to pull off that pesky bra. He let that drop onto the slowly growing pile of clothes on the ground. He reached up again, experimentally squeezing her breasts, feeling himself grow painfully hard against his jeans.
โ€œSee? This is all I could think about when you were in that stupid, gorgeous bikini of yours, love. And I was right. Youโ€™re incredible underneath it all,โ€ he mumbled, locked in on feeling her chest.ย 
His mouth watered at the sight of her, topless on his kitchen counter. His pretty best friend perched up there just for him to see and feel. He started kissing down her chest, stopping at one of her nipples, his tongue swirling around the swollen bud before he sucked it gently into his mouth.
She let out a small, breathy sound as she watched him with his eyes squeezed shut in pleasure from sucking on her. He looked so pretty and desperate like that. She ran a hand up his arm, tangling her hand in his hair.ย 
โ€œGod, youโ€™re eager,โ€ she breathed out, a small laugh passing her lips.
โ€œYouโ€™re fucking sexyโ€™s why,โ€ he mumbled against her skin, moving his lips to the other breast.
She sighed, her eyes fluttering shut from pleasure as he kissed and sucked at her tits, gently groping one with his hand as his mouth worked over the other. He slowly started moving his lips down, kissing along her ribs and stomach.
โ€œYouโ€™d look real pretty pregnant, you know? Iโ€™ve thought about that a few times,โ€ he mumbled, nipping the skin of her stomach.
โ€œJamesโ€ฆโ€ she groaned.
โ€œSorry love. Canโ€™t help myself,โ€ he apologized, though they both knew he didnโ€™t mean it. โ€œJust wanna make you mine, yaโ€™ know? Plus, weโ€™d have pretty babies.โ€
He smiled again as another sound left her lips, his hands working to tug off her pants. He pulled them down her legs, kissing back up her leg once heโ€™d dropped the pants on the floor.
โ€œAs much as Iโ€™d love to taste you, doll, I think that might have to wait. If I start, I won't be able to stop,โ€ he said softly, kissing up her thigh. โ€œYou even smell perfect.โ€
โ€œGod, James. Youโ€™re such a slut,โ€ she smirked a little.
โ€œOnly for you, baby,โ€ he said, his dimple poking in his cheek as he stood straight.
He cradled her head in his hands, looking over her face for a moment before he leaned in to kiss her again, his lips moving soft and slow over hers. She held onto his biceps as he kissed her, feeling them move and flex under her palms as he dropped his hands to start pulling off her panties. He did it slowly, teasingly, until heโ€™d pulled them off her legs entirely, letting them fall to the ground. He pulled back from the kiss, looking over her bare body.
โ€œYouโ€™re so gorgeous,โ€ he whispered, eyes trailing over her. โ€œPretty girl. I love you.โ€
She smiled. โ€œI love you, too, Jamie.โ€
He kissed her again through a grin. โ€œYouโ€™re the best friend ever, too. For the record.โ€
โ€œI better be after this,โ€ she laughed.
He chuckled along with her, pulling his pants and boxers down in one go. She let out a small noise of satisfaction, seeing him all naked and beautiful.
โ€œGod damn, James. No wonder the girls like you so much.โ€
He giggled at that. โ€œI always thought it was my personality.โ€
โ€œSure,โ€ she teased, pulling him in for another kiss.
He groaned into it, his hands wandering up and down over her body, feeling her soft curves under his skin. He let one of his hands reach down, slowly stroking his leaky cock, stepping closer to the apex of her thighs.ย 
โ€œIs this okay?โ€ he whispered against her lips.
โ€œYeah. Please,โ€ she nodded, breathing him in.
He shuddered, dragging himself along her slit before pressing at her entrance. He whined softly, barely pushing in.
โ€œGodโ€ฆโ€ he breathed out desperately, pressing his forehead against hers. He moaned softly, pulling a similar sound from her lips as he pushed into her, letting her heat envelop him. โ€œYou feel so good, love.โ€
โ€œYeah,โ€ she groaned, her arms around his shoulders.
He pushed himself in all the way, a soft needy sound coming from him as he stilled for a moment before pulling out and repeating that motion slowly. They breathed each othersโ€™ air as James pushed his hips into hers slowly, almost teasingly, getting used to how she felt around him. Heโ€™d dreamed of fucking her a million times before, but there was nothing that could prepare him for how she really felt.
She dropped her head in his neck, feeling impossibly full. He wasnโ€™t the biggest sheโ€™d ever seen in her life, but fuck if he didnโ€™t feel like it. Not to mention the fact that his cock was gorgeous, and the mere thought of it dragging in and out of her had her feeling dizzy.
โ€œFuck, love,โ€ he moaned, suddenly pulling her off the counter. โ€œI need more.โ€
She chuckled breathily, though she whined softly as he pulled out.
โ€œWhaโ€“โ€
โ€œShhhโ€ฆโ€ he shook his head, spinning her around and bending her over the kitchen counter.
She let out a shuddering breath, a grin on her face as her breasts hit the cold counter, his hand pressing down on her lower back. He pushed back into her immediately with an animalistic grunt, picking up the pace immediately.
โ€œYouโ€™re perfect,โ€ he grit out, gripping her hips with one hand, pushing down on her back with the other. โ€œFeel so perfect around me, baby.โ€
โ€œYes,โ€ she moaned, her voice broken and needy as she pressed her hands against the counter, unable to do anything else.
He pounded into her, her hips hitting the edge of the counter with every thrust. Usually, heโ€™d care much more about her safety and comfort, but he couldnโ€™t bring himself to care with the sweet sounds she made for him every time his hips snapped against her ass.ย 
โ€œJames,โ€ she said, her voice whiny.
โ€œYeah, babe?โ€
โ€œIโ€™m gonnaโ€ฆ Iโ€™m gonna cum.โ€
โ€œAlready?โ€ he smirked, pounding into her harder.
She merely moaned in response, her eyes fluttering shut again as he moved one of his hands around her neck. He didnโ€™t put any pressure on her, but it forced her to arch her back more, letting him hit a slightly different angle.
โ€œGod, Jamieโ€ฆโ€ she whimpered, her body suddenly convulsing, pulsing around him without warning.
He groaned, his eyes squeezing shut as he fucked her through it, loving the way she felt squeezing him like that.ย 
โ€œShit, baby,โ€ he said through a gasp, his hips beginning to stutter in their movements.
He let her drop against the counter again, gripping onto her hips with both hands, pulling her back against him with every thrust. He lost himself in pleasure, pushing himself into her with vigor until he couldnโ€™t hold back anymore. He pulled out of her cunt, using his hand to stroke himself a few times before he was finishing on her ass, watching thick ropes of his cum cover her skin. He barely held himself upright as he watched it happen, breathing heavy from the effort until he was completely spent.
He braced himself on the counter with both hands. โ€œFuck, baby.โ€
She laughed softly through a whimper. โ€œY-yeah. Fuck.โ€
โ€œYouโ€™reโ€ฆ God damn, love. Youโ€™re perfect,โ€ he smiled to himself, catching his breath as he looked down at her body again. โ€œNever thought Iโ€™d get to see you like this. All covered in my cum.โ€
โ€œYeah,โ€ she breathed out, chuckling quietly. โ€œButโ€ฆ maybe get me a towel? Itโ€™s starting to get cold.โ€
โ€œGross,โ€ he snorted a laugh, moving to get a towel from one of the cabinets in the kitchen, dampening it with warm water. โ€œGood thing weโ€™re in the kitchen. Easy to clean up.โ€
โ€œI guess,โ€ she laughed as he wiped her clean of his seed. โ€œMaybe next time you can just cum in me.โ€
He paused, his eyes widening. โ€œSeriously?โ€
โ€œYeah,โ€ she nodded easily.
โ€œShit, youโ€™re sexy,โ€ he mumbled, finishing cleaning her off. โ€œOkay, love. All clean.โ€
โ€œThanks,โ€ she said, standing straight.
They looked at one another for a moment, both quite satisfied with what theyโ€™d done, before she started picking up her clothes.
โ€œSoโ€ฆ the boys will be here soon, yeah?โ€
โ€œYeah,โ€ he answered, laughing a little at her switch in topic. โ€œYeah, they will.โ€
โ€œHow long?โ€
He shrugged. โ€œMaybe an hour.โ€
She nodded, pulling on her panties. โ€œHow long are they staying?โ€
โ€œUntil dinner time, I suppose.โ€
โ€œCoolโ€ฆโ€ she nodded with feigned nonchalance.
He smiled a bit, looking at her with a raised brow. โ€œWhat have you got planned?โ€
โ€œWith you? Everything,โ€ she smirked.
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sunrizef1 ยท 5 months
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Guilty as sin?
Pairing: Max Verstappen x reader | (side) Lando Norris x reader
Warnings: Emotional cheating
Word count: 1.8k
Authors note: hate this kinda idk | Not proofread | I also do not condone cheating, this is just based on a Taylor swift song do not come for me
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A text lights up your phone, illuminating the dark of your hotel room with the shine of a text message. You glance down at your sleeping boyfriend beside you, checking to see if heโ€™s still deeply asleep before picking up your phone and sliding it open.
Max <3
The Downtown Lights - The Blue Nile
*Spotify link attached*
You sigh, closing your phone and setting it back onto your nightstand, eyes shutting tightly. You glance back over to Lando, asleep beside you, willing him to suddenly be a shittier person so you could feel less guilty about this.
Not that you and Max had done anything. You hadnโ€™t. But it didnโ€™t stop you from daydreaming about the Red Bull driver. It hadnโ€™t stopped him either, apparently. You had heard the song, of course you had. Max sending it only confirmed that the less than platonic feelings between you were, in fact, reciprocated.
Just as youโ€™re about to roll over and return to the sleep that had been evading you for more than a few hours, your phone lights up once again.
Max <3
I know you saw that
Come up to the roof
See you there
You roll your eyes at the texts, arrogance bleeding through every letter. Although, despite your holier than thou attitude, you do slide out of the bed, reaching down to a slide on a pair of slippers, praying the bed wonโ€™t creak as you stand up. Your feet pad quietly across the carpet of the hotel room, steps muffled by the fluff in your shoes.
You turn your phone to face the room, hoping itโ€™s enough light to illuminate your way out. You step around your suitcase in the middle of the floor, cursing quietly as your foot catches on the zipper slightly. You catch yourself though, quickly grasping your key card and exiting the room.
Once youโ€™re in the hallway, you let out a deep sigh, face relaxing under the fluorescent lights. You bit your lip, debating how worth it this tryst would be. You were fairly certain you were both into each other. All this meeting would be was another interaction where you both ignore your feelings and you have to lock the hints he was dropping away in a vault to never be considered again.
Even after considering the cons, you push yourself away from the wall, walking toward the stairs. You were already on the top floor so all you had between you and Max was a single set of stairs. You run a hand through your hair, hoping you donโ€™t have a bad case of bedhead. Not that you had gotten enough sleep to mess your hair up at all anyway.
You slide the door open and set foot upon the stairs, trying not to wobble too much. Every step feels like it takes twenty minutes, every one leading to an unknown fate at the top. Your footsteps echo around the dark hall, sound bouncing off the concrete walls.
When you get to the top, you push the door open gently, cold air rushing to hit you as you step out. The door shuts closed behind you with a slam and youโ€™re suddenly not sure if youโ€™ll be able to get it open again. But it wasnโ€™t really the time to care about that as your eyes lock on a familiar Dutch man sat on the edge of the roof.
Your feet patter gently against the roof, each step feeling quieter than the last. You take your time in approaching him, his head not even having turned your way since you set foot upon the place he had invited you. Not that you wanted him to turn around. You were worried that locking eyes with him would make you run away, or worse, make you more inclined to stay. So you just walk quietly to the edge, carefully swinging your legs over the side to sit a few feet away from him.
Youโ€™re not too worried about falling. Thereโ€™s another edge just a few yards below you, no doubt there to stop rich drunk people from taking a nosedive off the roof during a party or after a wild night.
Cold air slides across your unusually warm face, heated with the reality of the situation. Itโ€™s not windy though, which is nice. Instead itโ€™s just a nice chill, cold seeping through your thin sleep shirt and into your skin.
โ€œI knew youโ€™d come,โ€ Maxโ€™s voice breaks the tranquility of the moment, cutting through the air with a familiar arrogant tilt.
You fight the urge to roll your eyes, instead opting to hum lightly, eyes still locked onto the cityscape below you. Youโ€™d always loved Las Vegas. The city was always bursting with life and it was just so pretty to look at. Especially from above. It has shocked you when youโ€™d walked out and the roof was empty. Youโ€™dโ€™ve thought thereโ€™d be an abundance of people considering how little the city sleeps to begin with. You were honestly surprised Lando had chosen to stay asleep in your hotel room instead of stay out partying. Maybe when youโ€™d told him itโ€™d be better for him to get some sleep for once, heโ€™d actually listened.
Maybe you shouldโ€™ve listened to your own advice. You shouldโ€™ve stayed asleep and completely avoided Max. Maybe then you wouldnโ€™t feel like spewing your guts out on the many drunkards below.
โ€œNot going to say anything, then?โ€ Max laughs and you can feel his gaze on the side of your face. You fight the strong urge to lock eyes with him, โ€œYou donโ€™t get to act like Iโ€™m the one coercing you here. You also chose to come up here.โ€
Heโ€™s right, of course. But you werenโ€™t going to give him the satisfaction of knowing you wanted him just as much as he wanted you.
โ€œDo you even like him?โ€ Max questions and you can feel your stomach drop. Youโ€™d been thinking about that exact question for months now and you honestly were dreading the answer. You finally look away from the buildings in front of you to take a quick glance toward Max, his eyes already trained on yours.
You sigh, warm breath clouding in the cold night air, โ€œI donโ€™t know.โ€
Max makes a face at your words, shaking his head, โ€œWhat do you mean you donโ€™t know? How can you not know if you like your boyfriend?โ€
You roll your eyes, looking away from him again, arms crossing across your torso tightly, โ€œI mean I donโ€™t know, Max. I know the answer you want, trust me, I do. If it helps, I donโ€™t love him. Not anymore, at least.โ€
โ€œYeah, no shit. I knew that. Iโ€™m asking if you like him,โ€ Max scoffs, shifting closer to you. You roll your eyes again, finally giving in and turning your body toward his.
โ€œHeโ€™s a fine person, Max. It just feels like neither of us even want this relationship anymore.โ€
โ€œThen why are you still dating him?โ€
That makes you stop dead, letting out a shaky breath as you accept that youโ€™d finally have to open up to the man next to you, โ€œWeโ€™ve been together so long, Iโ€™ve tried so hard to make it work. I thought we were going to get married, honestly.โ€
You glance nervously over to Max, expecting to see an angry look on his face. Instead youโ€™re met with one of understanding which shocks you back into speaking again, โ€œI wouldโ€™ve said yes if heโ€™d asked.โ€
Max hums, discreetly shifting a bit closer as he turns to stare out at the city below you. You wait for his response with bated breath, praying he doesnโ€™t hate you for basically leading him on.
โ€œBut he didnโ€™t ask.โ€
โ€œYeah,โ€ you nod, face filled with remorse for your relationship, โ€œHe didnโ€™t.โ€
Max hums again, glancing above the two of you at the shining lights casting a soft glow upon the pair of you. Music begins to play softly from somewhere down below you. When you glance over the edge, youโ€™re met with a street band preforming a nice ballad, swaying along to their melodies. When Max stands up, you think heโ€™s going to leave you entirely but your eyebrows shoot up when he holds out a hand instead.
โ€œCome on,โ€ He says and you can feel your heart flutter as you catch the soft smile on his face. Something that hadnโ€™t happened with Lando in a long while.
You grasp you hand in his, feeling the warmth of his larger hands spread into your chilly ones. He pulls you up gently, although maybe adding a bit too much strength as you fall flush against his chest. You laugh and stumble back a bit, hands still clutching his. He pulls you into a sway, gliding along to the melodic notes that float up from down below. You sit and take in the quiet moment for a little while, eventually moving your head to rest against his chest. The silence is broken when you glance up and see Max already looking down at you.
โ€œIโ€™m not gonna cheat on Lando,โ€ you mumble, eyes softening as you stare up, โ€œHe doesnโ€™t deserve that.โ€
If Max disagrees, he keeps it to himself well enough, choosing to nod instead, โ€œI wouldnโ€™t expect you to.โ€
You hum, placing your head back on his chest, โ€œI do think about you though.โ€
Max tilts his head and his eyebrows furrow as the words leave your mouth. When you catch his expression, you feel the need to explain, โ€œJust in life. Everything I do, I think about you doing it with me. I donโ€™t know, just accept the compliment that I think about you when youโ€™re not around, please.โ€
You can feel Maxโ€™ laugh rumble through his chest and you glance up to see his head titled back and his eyes closed as he chuckles softly before glancing back at you, smile still painting his face, โ€œI can live with that. For now.โ€
You take a page out of his book and just hum in response, eyes falling closed as you, once again, lean against him. The two of you sway to the music for a while, only stopping when it does as well. You find yourself praying it never does so you never have to return to your reality where your boyfriend of six years has refused to put a ring on it so you went to one of his friends for emotional comfort and ended up falling in love with him. But the music does stop and you do return to that reality, feet padding softly down the hotel stairs.
You slide your keycard in the door, wincing at the sound it makes as it accepts it. You support the door as it closes, toeing off your shoes and tossing the keycard on your nightstand. You plug your phone into the charger, glancing down at the new texts on your home screen before sliding them away and rolling over to, hopefully, find sleep in a sleepless night.
Max <3
I'll wait for you btw
I knew about him
But now I know about you
If he kills me it'd be a wonderful way to die
For you
I'd wait forever, darling
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Tags: @casperlikej @evie-119
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megumishotgf ยท 7 months
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pov: megumi has a crush on you
summary: more megumi headcanons i fearโ€ฆ yaโ€™ll like my texts way more so this is definitely written for me.
warnings: reference to catcalling? other than that sfw + gender non-specified!!
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reserved! megumi who takes his time getting to know you. he studies all your qualities and aspects personality as if one day heโ€™ll be quizzed on your features. megumi admires your ambition and drive but most of all your tenderness and selflessness. heโ€™s drawn to people with good and expressive hearts. people who like to help others and perform nice gestures just because they can.
attentive! megumi who focuses diligently when youโ€™re speaking, concentrating on every single trivial detail, even those that slip absent-mindedly past your lips without much thought. he listens to you ramble on and on about your interests yet it never bores him (and he gets bored of people alright). speaks so softly with you in a tone that surprises everyone around you (mainly nobara and yuji who have never seen him so interested in another human beforeโ€ฆ heโ€™s always this soft to animals, though).
nerdy! megumi who prefers reading non-fiction but will pick up your favourite fantasy novels just because he wants to feel close to you. seeing your eyes light up when he mentions the titles to you makes his heart swell. highlights his favourite quotes and annotates in between pages. heโ€™ll share them with you, gaze fixated on you as your eyes scan over all of this thoughtful comments. you feel such genuine happiness knowing he has gone so far to do this for you.
sappy! megumi who picks up one of your romance suggestions next, finding himself relating to the hopelessly enamoured protagonist. again, he annotates his copies and scribbles exclamation marks when he comes across passages that resonate with his growing feelings for you. doesnโ€™t show you these ones, of course. at least not yet.
shy! gumi who admires your kindness from afar. all the little things you go out of your way to do just to help someone else. when you assist yuuji in the kitchen with his high-protein meals or paint nobaraโ€™s nails with great precision. when youโ€™re the first to offer your seat up for an elderly woman on the metro or when you bounce out of your seat to help your teachers carrying piles of school documents.
observant! megumi who notices all of your little habits. the kind of things that make you feel so loved and cared for when he mentions them back to you. those things that no one else really noticed even if you badly wanted it to be seen.
love-sick! megumi would configures multiple playlists about you. one playlist containing all your favourite tracks and another with all those that you recommended to him directly. the type to listen to โ€˜i wanna be yoursโ€™ and fall asleep to thoughts of being with you. so many random romantic playlists often come up on his spotify profile. one time he made you a physical mixtape. yes, it was mostly just love songsโ€ฆ you swore it was just a coincidence. mostly.
insecure! megumi who constantly thinks he could never be good enough for you. dismisses your concern when you notice him distancing himself (because somehow you can distinguish between this and his usual quietness) but can never fully push you away. feels his heartbeat accelerate when you offer him physical comfort (with less reluctance than with anyone else). hugs from you are so comforting.
touch-starved! megumi who craves your physical affection all the time and it gets very noticeable. his arms instinctively circle around your waist whenever you greet him, rushing over for a hug. at first it was always you initiating the affection, but itโ€™s starting to feel so natural reciprocating it. your hand will subtly slip into his when you are walking around central tokyo together or youโ€™ll cling onto his side for comfort and warmth. he worries that youโ€™ll be able to hear his obnoxiously loud heartbeat when you do so, but nothing could make him pull away.
annoyed! megumi who glares at his friends when they tease him about your physical affection (or when they hear your nicknames for him). but at least they have the decency to wait until youโ€™ve left, he thinks. i give them one more week, yuuji says to nobara as megumi walks away in the same direction you just went.
if looks could killโ€ฆ nobody would want to experience angry! megumi. even yuuji and nobara started to feel unsettled seeing him like that after some old loser started to catcall you. you had barely registered what was called out to you before he fearfully disappeared around the corner.
kind! megumi who opens his arms for you when he sees youโ€™re upset. sometimes struggles with verbal comfort, but he remembers how nice it is to be hugged by you, so surely this should help. it does help - and he feels his heart swell when you thank him for being there for you.
even more nervous! megumi who finally musters the courage to confess his feelings for you. rehearses the speech in his head (and surprisingly to yuuji) tens of times only to be left astounded after you make the confession first. finally kissing you felt like the sun rising after months of darkness.
megumi who has infinite amounts of layers!! getting to know him is truly a magical experience. ultimate green flag he is perfect end of discussion!!
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New Year, New Us
Best Friend!Noah Sebastian x F!Reader (18+)
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Summary: You and Noah have been close forever, but who knew that new year's could make such a mess?
W.C: 6.6k
Taglist: @anything-more-than-human @blend-in-with-the-madness @rumoured-whispers @thisbicc
Warnings: Alcohol, drunk sex, p in v (unprotected, cause they're idiots), slight fingering (f!recieving), sadness, angst.
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A couple more warnings under the cut for those who don't care about spoilers.
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Spoiler Warnings: talk of abortion, talk of pregnancy, talk of pro-life v pro choice
ON WITH THE SHOW
The day had been dragging on, and the city was buzzing with excitement and preparations for the coming evening. New Year's Eve, time to wish the last year farewell and move into better days.
Or so you hoped.
The guys had decided to have a get-together. What was originally going to be a few friends and a few drinks had quickly turned into planning a party. You were a little nervous, but it wouldn't be the first time you'd gone to a party at their house.
Noah usually stuck by your side during these events, being a buffer between you and a stranger was easy enough for him. He knew you could get anxious, but he also knew you liked meeting people. It was complicated, but he understood.
'What's the dress code?' You asked him jokingly, your phone on speaker while you brushed your hair. You'd been on the phone with him for about an hour while he ran some last minute errands, picking up snacks and an extra case of white claws.
'I don't know if there is one, but considering the amount of girls Folio invited, probably clothing optional,' Noah snickered.
'Hey, maybe you'll get lucky with one of his spares,' you joked, spraying your hair with a heat protectant before picking up your straightener and adding some curls around your face.
'Maybe,' he said. You could hear his smile in his voice. 'I don't know, I was just gonna wear something casual.'
'What, sweats and an oversized t-shirt?' You asked, running your fingers through a curl to break it up into a soft wave. 'Come on, it's new years, have a little bit of fun with it.'
'And what? Wear my stage clothes? A glittery blazer?'
'Okay first of all, you know that blazer was amazing, and second, you have nice clothes. If I have to do a FaceTime fashion show with you later, I will.'
Noah laughed, knowing you weren't kidding. You would take any excuse to dress him up, and sometimes it was good, other times it lead to some weird outfits.
'I'll tell you what, I'll just match whatever you wear. So if you go over the top, I'll go over the top. Deal?'
'Ah yes, more fuel for the dating rumour fire,' you smirked. 'Fine, I'll send you a picture of what I end up picking.'
'I'm not committing to anything until you show up, Y/N. I know you'll find something insane and then change before you leave just so I'm overdressed.'
'I would never-!' You tried to scoff, but Noah cut you off quickly.
'November 2014, that party at Damon's house.'
'Oh shit, yeah I forgot about that,' you mused. 'You looked good in pink.'
'And you were in jeans and a T-shirt, you brat.' You could hear him trying not to laugh. It had become a cherished memory, despite the awkwardness at the time.
Noah's bright pink sweater had looked pretty good though, and you would stand by it.
The clicking sound of the handbrake being applied sounded through the phone, telling you that Noah was home.
'Alright, I'll be over in about an hour, okay?' You told him, shaking out another curl and watching your hair bounce in the mirror.
'Okay. I meant it, I'll match what you do, so don't fuck me over this time?'
'I won't, I promise. I'll figure something out so you might get a girl later,' you teased. You could picture him rolling his eyes as he said goodbye.
The phone beeped, disconnecting the call and resuming your Spotify playlist. While you finished your hair, you ran through some outfit ideas in your head. If you were going to try and get Noah to look good, you needed to wear something he couldn't argue with.
You had just the outfit in mind.
***
The sun had finally set, and it was time to go. You Ubered to Noah's house, since drinking was an inevitability. You had already planned to crash in Noah's room, like so many other nights.
As you entered the house, the boys were setting up, stashing drinks in coolers and searching for bowls to serve chips in.
'Hey Y/N!' Folio called, waving as you passed.
'Hey! Have you seen him?' You asked.
'Upstairs, he told us you're probably gonna make him wear something stupid so he's trying to hide all his worst clothes,' Folio cackled.
'That sneaky shit,' you laughed, heading up the stairs. 'He's not getting off that easy.'
You had thrown an oversized sweater on over your dress. It felt too early to be wearing something like that, and the sweater made you feel more comfortable until the festivities started.
Plus, Folio had wandering eyes, and you didn't need that just yet.
'Noah,' you called out, tapping on his bedroom door.
'Yeah?'
'Quit hiding your clothes, I have a mental inventory of your wardrobe, dipshit.'
The door swung open, and Noah scowled at you. You met his scowl, flipping him off before you both laughed. You trod into his room, seeing a pile of clothes crammed under his desk.
'Only you would have dedicated my entire closet to memory,' he said, sitting down on his bed.
'Because I think I bought eighty five percent of your clothes?' You shrugged, sitting on his desk chair and crossing your legs.
'So what's the vibe? A sweater and heels?' He asked, raising an eyebrow and looking you up and down.
'Oh no, this is just until the party. The sweater is staying in your room,' you smirked, looking from him and back to the pile of clothes. 'You tried to strip everything, didn't you?'
'Maybe...'
In the closet there were only a few tops left. Most of them were oversized tshirts or bad omens merch. But in the back you could see a few nicer shirts.
Noah watched as you stood, grabbing the black button down and tossing it at him.
'Where's your suit pants?' You asked, peering through the pile under his desk.
'Second drawer, in the back. The belt is with them.'
'Glad to see you've accepted your fate,' you told him with a laugh. Noah's lips curved into a small smile.
'With you? I know you'll keep your promise. No point fighting you.' He stood, turning away from you and taking his shirt off.
While you found his pants and belt, he buttoned up his shirt. Next you went rifling through the jewellery stand, selecting a couple of rings and his gold watch.
'I swear to god, Y/N, you're not seriously dressing me up like one of those Mafia guys in the books you read, are you?' Noah groaned, buckling his belt before turning to face you.
You picked up the chain he usually wore, debating if it was too much. Ultimately deciding against it, you put it down and closed the closet door.
'If I am, it's not intentional, but you look good,' you told him, handing him the rings and the watch.
He slipped the accessories on, looking at himself in the mirror on the closet door. You stood beside him, arms crossed and lips pursed. You hummed to yourself, trying to think what was missing.
'Lose a button,' you finally said.
'Seriously?' He laughed.
'If my tits are gonna be out, so are yours. Lose a button. And roll up your sleeves, Jesus, we're not in church anymore,' you giggled.
Noah's cheeks heated at the mention of your tits, but you didn't notice it. Now he was curious to see what you were hiding under the sweater.
As he followed your instructions, you realised that the house was starting to fill with noise. People were arriving, and someone had turned on the stereo.
'Shit, it's eight already?' Noah said, looking at the watch on his wrist.
'Yup. Ready to mingle?' You said, giggling. You tried to mask your nerves, but Noah knew you too well.
'If you want to stay up here we can, you know? Or I'll just stay with you the whole time?'
'I'll be okay,' you promised him. 'Get two drinks in me and I'll be a functional adult, no anxiety to be seen.'
He rolled his eyes at you, shaking his head slightly.
'Alright, you win, mingling it is.'
Before you could leave the room, Noah tutted at you.
'Forgetting something?' He asked.
You pursed your lips, quietly regretting your choices. Sure, your dress had convinced Noah to let you play barbie, and he lookedย hot,ย but now you had to bite the bullet and lose the sweater.
Sighing, you quickly lifted the sweater off, draping it on the back of his desk chair. Noah's eyes widened as he took in the dress... if it could be called a dress.
It was more like a second skin. It was unbelievably tight, hugging every curve. The neckline was more of a navel-line. The cleavage of the dress plunged down, showing off the space between your breasts and a little below them. The spaghetti straps weren't so much straps as superfine chains, and the hem of the dress hit the midpoint of your thigh, just cresting that part where it was dangerous to bend over.
A flush of warmth surged through Noah as he stared at you. Sure, you were best friends, but he wasn't blind.
'Holy shit, you weren't kidding about having your tits out. Where have you been hidingย that?' He asked incredulously, crossing his arms over his chest.
'It was an impulse buy a few years ago. I've been waiting for an excuse to drag it out,' you shrugged, clearly feeling a little insecure.
'Y/N, I'm not leaving you alone tonight. The guys won't keep their hands to themselves if I do,' he laughed.
'Oh shit,' you giggled, knowing he was trying to boost your confidence. It was working.
'Maybe you should leave the sweater on, Folio's girls might get jealous...'
'Let 'em.'
***
Noah kept his promise, staying nearby and keeping an eye on you throughout the night. At first you hadn't thought he'd need to, but a couple of guys tried to hit on you, and even Folio got a little comfortable after a few drinks. When Noah wasn't busy batting away the other girls, he was close by, keeping people's hands off you.
As the hours wore on, and midnight grew closer, you found yourself drifting from a conversation to a drinking game and back again.
Outside by the fire pit there was a game of "never have I ever" going, and for the short time you and Noah joined, you ended up downing three shots and finishing a white claw. Noah didn't drink as much during that game, but he didn't do so well with beer pong.
You were both sufficiently buzzed when someone turned the tv on for the final countdown to midnight.
Noah dragged you inside, standing in a quiet corner while people filled the living room.
'Have you got a resolution this year?' He asked you, leaning against the wall.
'Have you?' You said simply, mirroring his stance, facing him with your shoulder on the wall.
'Nothing serious,' he said with a laugh, 'I wouldn't mind getting laid.'
'Oh god, same,' you agreed, turning and leaning your back against the wall. 'It has beenย wayย too long since I've had a good fuck.'
Noah nodded, chuckling with you. Through your drunken stupor you didn't see the way his eyes trailed over your body.
'Me too,' he nodded. 'You ever thought about the whole "friends with benefits" thing?'
'Yeah,' you sighed, 'but most guys who want that are only trying to cheat on their girlfriends or wives. I've never found a guy who was open to it without being a total sleaze.'
'Shame,' he said softly. The room was filling with people, everyone's eyes on the screen as the ball began to drop.
People began to yell out, counting down.
'Hey, Noah?' You asked, a stupid idea forming in your mind.
'Yeah?' He asked, watching you as a grin spread over your lips.
'Wanna do the midnight kiss thing? Just so we can say we did?'
THREE!
TWO!
ONE!
As the city filled with cries of "Happy New Year" and fireworks filled the sky, Noah's lips crashed to yours. It was sloppy, it was drunk, there was a lot of teeth to start with because the two of you were laughing so much, but it was fun.
His hand grabbed for your face, pulling you to him while you figured out your harmony.
You pulled back, giggling as you looked up at him. Your lipstick was smeared across his lips, his beautiful smile now tinted with streaks of deep red.
For a second, you were frozen, looking at each other with dumbstruck grins.
And then he kissed you again.
And this time it was careful, tender. This wasn't a joke anymore.
You kissed him back, feeling your body fluttering in every way while your head spun. His hand snaked to your lower back, pulling you closer to him. Your hand ran into his hair, your heart hammering in your chest.
You clung to him while your arm locked behind his neck, his tongue exploring your mouth in ways you'd never experienced.
For a moment, the din of the party fell away. It was just the two of you, clinging to each other like you'd just found the only life preserver left on a sinking ship. Fire burned through your veins, his touch only stoking the flames. It had been so long since anyone had touched you that way, since anyone craved you the way Noah seemed to in that moment.
His hands stayed on you as you panted, a small gap forming between you while you accustomed to breathing again.
'Upstairs,' you breathed, 'now.'
Noah didn't need to be told twice. He took your hand, guiding you through the still packed room of people making out with whoever they had chosen for the night. You climbed the stairs behind him and quickly made your way to his room. He lead you in, locking the door behind him and taking two quick strides towards you.
His hands ran over your body, pushing the chains off your shoulders while his lips pressed against yours fervently. You fumbled with the buttons of his shirt, wanting to just rip it off of him and send the buttons skittering across the carpet...
You'd never thought you'd want to do this with Noah, but now, the idea couldn't turn you on more.
His head dipped to your neck as you shoved the shirt off of his shoulders, his teeth clamping onto your throat and earning a whine from you.
His hands dropped lower, pulling the dress down until it pooled around your feet. You fought with his belt, determined to have him just as bare as you.
Finally, he helped, his rushed hands unbuckling the belt and letting his slacks fall to the floor.
Noah laid you down on the bed, hovering over you and kissing every part of your body he could reach.
'I have wanted to do this for so fucking long,' he breathed, taking your pert nipple into his mouth and sucking hard while his fingers slipped into your panties.
'Oh fuck,' you whimpered, his finger swirling over your clit.
Your core ached for him, and in your haze, you didn't have much patience for foreplay. You were so wet already, you didn't need it.
'Noah,' you begged, 'please...'
Returning to your face, Noah freed himself from his underwear, his cock springing up and slapping his abdomen. It was swollen, angry, and already leaking.
He slid your panties to the side, lining himself up with your entrance.
'You're sure about this?' He asked gently, kissing you again. The fervour had dimmed for a moment, his tone earnest and his eyes searching yours. All you had to do was say no and he would stop...
'I'm sure,' you told him, kissing him again.
'Okay.' He kept his lips on yours, kissing you deeply as he slid his cock into you. Slowly, inch by inch, he stretched you open. You hadn't had a real man between your legs in years, and vibrators only felt so real...
Noah moaned against your lips, your mouth falling open as he seated himself as deep as he could.
'Holy shit, Y/N, baby you feel so good,' he murmured, his cock twitching while you each adjusted to the squeeze and the stretch.
'Fucking hell, Noah,' you couldn't think of what to say, your mind was blown with pleasure and he hadn't even moved yet.
Slowly, Noah began to move, rolling his hips in a fluid motion. Your back arched into him while he figured you out.
'Does that feel good, baby?' He murmured, taking one of your breasts in his hand and pinching your nipple lightly, 'or do you want faster?'
'Faster,' you agreed, whining, 'oh god, you're so perfect.'
Noah chuckled against your skin, kissing at your neck and your jaw while he sped up. 'You're so wet, so tight,' he told you, 'you're everything I dreamed you would be.'
'You dreamed about this?'
'Mhmm, a lot.'
The idea of Noah secretly fantasising about you set your body on fire. You wondered how many times you'd missed him staring, how often he thought about it. Did he think of you when he was alone? Was it your name on his lips when he finished himself off in the early hours of the morning?
You could only hope he never found out that you'd named your favourite vibrator after him. It was a secret you had been harbouring for a while, and in those hours where it kept you company, you felt a pang of guilt every time you finished with a cry of his name.
But here? Now? You finally got to fulfil that secret dream of yours, knowing he thought of it too. Fuck the consequences. That would be a problem for tomorrow.
'Show me,' you mewled, 'oh god, show me what you dreamed about.'
Noah grinned, raking his teeth over your throat gently.
'Gladly.'
His hand dropped from your nipple to your pussy, his thumb swirling over your clit and shooting sparks through your body.
His pace increased, and he lifted your leg over his shoulder, letting his cock stroke deeper.
'Oh fuck,' you whimpered, feeling his tip drag along the fleshy spot that would turn you into a puddle.
'Good girl,' he grinned, kissing the inside of your leg as he fucked into you, 'look at your pussy, so eager for me, god, you're so perfect.'
Your muscles clenched, his words only driving you closer to climax.
'Keep talking, baby, please,' you begged.
'You like dirty talk? Or is it when I praise you?'
'Fuck, both, both,' you whined, gasping as he tormented you right where you needed it. Spots began to cloud your vision as he dragged you closer to the edge.
'You're doing so good for me, baby. I'm getting so close,' he breathed, 'you're getting so tight, you're gonna make me come.'
Endurance was a distant dream. With the drunk fog in your brain, there was nothing to think about. You were both operating on pure instinct and sensation, and the high was ready to crash over you like a tidal wave, dragging you into its deep waters.
'I'm gonna come,' you told him, your back arching and hands reaching for anything to hold on to. The delicious feeling was so close, teasing you.
'That's my girl. Come for me, I wanna feel you fall apart for me,' he groaned, his thrusts starting to falter and his fingertips digging into your hips. 'Come with me, baby.'
'Don't stop, oh god,' you cried, your muscles clenching hard around him.
'Fuck, so tight, so good,' he groaned, his head falling back as your orgasm finally peaked. It took everything in you not to scream.
Noah's laboured cries matched yours, moaning as he gave you his all, fucking through both of your orgasms and emptying himself into you.
'That... was... exactly... what I needed,' you gasped. Noah rested his head on your chest, his eyes fluttering closed.
'Definitely,' he agreed.
***
You awoke the next day to the sun peeking through the blinds.
An arm laid over you, the skin warm against yours. You rolled over in bed, trying to get away from the sunlight, and opened your eyes.
Through bleary eyes, you saw Noah. He was disheveled and his lips were covered in deep red streaks, completely knocked out on the pillow beside you.
The sight made you giggle a little, until you realised it was your lipstick.
And that you were naked.
And that your thighs were sticky.
'Oh shit,' you whisper, your head pounding as you sat up. Thankfully Noah didn't stir, and you slid out of the bed quietly.
Last nights events seeped back into your thumping head as the cool air hit your bare skin. You could still feel the ghost of his grip on your hips. In the mirror you could see the bruises of hickeys left on your neck and chest, each one ringed with a smear of lipstick that had journeyed from your mouth to his and all over your body.
Thankfully, your panties were still on, so you grabbed your sweater, throwing it on and covering yourself.
Your face burned as you looked at Noah, sleeping so peacefully. He slept like the dead, and you had never been more grateful for that. Snatching your phone off of his desk, you ordered an uber, not wanting to be around when Noah woke up.
The rest of the house seemed silent, and it was only nine. You hoped that everyone would still be asleep as you grabbed your shoes and your dress and silently left the room.
The house was a disaster, cups and streamers littered the halls and most surfaces. You paid no mind, edging your way to the front door. As you passed the small alcove where you and Noah had stood, you remembered what happened when midnight struck.
You had been the one to come on to him. You asked him to kiss you. You made things weird. Shame burned through you as you shook your head, cringing at yourself and the headache that the motion brought on.
Sure, the parts you could remember had been fun, but there was no way your friendship could be the same after this. You couldn't be sure what happened in those black spots.
You'd had a crush on Noah for a long time. Anyone with eyes would, and anyone who knew him loved him. Of course you'd fallen into that trap.
How could you be normal with him after having a taste of what could have been? And how quickly would he be repulsed by what happened?
Mercifully, the Uber didn't take long to arrive. You slipped out the front door, closing it as quietly as possible as you disappeared into the morning sun.
***
Noah tried to call you later that day. You had already decided to lie and say you slept for most of the day. But the weeks after? They were hard to bluff your way through.
He was your best friend, he knew something was up, and it was clear that it was hurting him that you were avoiding him.
He worried. He made it clear that he was concerned about you, pushing to talk to you. Every time, you blew it off and tried to dissuade him with a half truth about work.
You dodged phone calls, and you sent as many short texts as you could, trying to assure him that everything was fine, you were just busy. You even did everything you could just to keep yourself busy, trying to keep yourself somewhat honest.
Noah knew better than to believe you. He knew this behaviour. The last time you had dodged him like this, you were hiding the time you had spent in hospital after a bad night. When he finally found out the truth, he made you promise to call him instead, and this was the first time you'd broken that promise in years.
After a few weeks, he stopped waiting for you to come to him. Noah showed up at your house unannounced. He had let himself in and he sat on your couch to wait for you to get home from work.
When you opened your door that afternoon, you hand your head low. His truck in the drive was a giveaway, you knew he was waiting for you.
You considered not going inside, but you knew that he would stay all night if he had to.
Unlocking the door, you entered the house quietly, almost hoping he wouldn't notice you. Instead, his eyes followed you as you toed your shoes off by the door and kept your head down.
'Hey,' he called.
'Mm,' you mumbled back, beelining for the kitchen. You figured you could busy yourself making dinner or a coffee, anything to avoid him for a minute longer.
'Y/N.'
His voice was stern this time. You froze, shoulders hunched and shrinking in on yourself. Pursing your lips, you listened as he stood up and crossed the tiled floor, his socked feet almost silent.
'What's going on?' He asked you softly. He stood in front of you, his arms crossed as he stared you down.
He didn't look mad though. His stance might have, but you could see the worry in his eyes. It tugged his lip into a slight frown while he waited for your response.
'I told you, I'm fine, I've just been really-'
'Busy? Yeah, so you've said. If you were "just busy", why are you sneaking around your own house like you're scared of me?'
You felt the blood drain from your face. He had you there. Your fingers tightened, clenching into fists and loosening again while you tried to think of anything to say. You were sure you looked like a goldfish while you stammered.
You were panicking, but he wasn't going to let you leave, and you couldn't avoid him. Instead, he carefully took your hand in his. He was gentle as he lead you to the small living room.
'Y/N, what's going on?' he asked, sitting on the edge of the couch while you stood awkwardly, picking at your fingernails. 'You've been off since the party, and I know it's me. All I can wonder is "what did I do?" And you won't tell me.'
You paused, holding a breath. He thought it was his fault. Of course he did, you'd never given him any reason to think otherwise.
'What do you remember from that night?' you asked, your voice small as you sat down on the wooden coffee table. You couldn't meet his eye, too afraid of what he would say if he knew the truth.
'Not a lot,' he said, 'I remember that we played some drinking games, and I remember losing really badly at beer pong, but after that is mostly a blur.'
'Mostly?'
'I...' he trailed off, his thumb running over his palm awkwardly. 'I remember that we kissed, at least, I'm pretty sure we did. I was that far gone that it could have been anyone...'
You took a deep breath, preparing for the worst as you summoned the courage to tell him the truth.
'It was me. And it was my fault. I said that we should kiss, just so we could say we had a midnight kiss with someone. I didn't think this would happen. I didn't think we'd go that far, but even then, it was still my fault. It was my idea-'
'Y/N, you're rambling and you're being cryptic, I'm gonna need you to take a breath and spell it out for me,' Noah prodded gently. 'Whatever it is, I'm sure it's no big deal.'
'It really is a big deal,' you said, your throat trying to close over the words.
'How bad could it be?' He said softly, a reassuring smile lifting the corner of his lips. He leaned forward, his elbows on his knees as he tried to meet your gaze, but you couldn't.
Your head dropped, staring at your fingers while the words caught in your throat. You hadn't said them out loud yet. You were so scared he'd regret it, or find it repulsive.
'We...' you stammered, swallowing hard, 'We had sex.'
Noah froze. His eyes widening while he processed the information.
'We... We had sex on new years?' He asked slowly, his face flushing as he spoke.
'Yeah.'
'That's why you've been avoiding me?'
'Mhmm,' you hummed with a tight nod, picking at your fingernails again. 'I know it's stupid, but I didn't want to ruin things between us and then I did it anyway because I was too scared to talk to you and-'
Noah shifted from the couch, moving to sit beside you on the coffee table and taking your hand, squeezing it firmly.
'Y/N, breathe,' he told you, his other hand rubbing your arm gently. He was going through the same whirlwind of emotions that you had gone through that morning, but somehow he handled it with ease.
'I can't, this is all my fault, I started it.' You were adamant. You'd been telling yourself the same lines for weeks now, trying to absolve him of fault. 'I initiated, I made the mistake, and I didn't want to drag you into this. I hoped that it would blow over and we would just forget because you're my best friend and I don't want to fuck that up-'
Noah shook his head, cutting you off again. You weren't oblivious to the way his face screwed up as you called it a mistake.ย 
'Don't do that to yourself. It takes two, and I'm sure I was more than willing to be involved.'
You pursed your lips, remembering the things he'd said. Silently you cursed yourself for the way your body tingled at the memory of his words. His hand on your arm seemed to burn at the thought.
'You were. You told me you'd dreamed about it before. I assumed that was just the alcohol.'
Noah's pink cheeks and awkward laugh gave him away quickly.
'Uh, nope. Definitely a case of drunk words being sober thoughts.'
You turned to him, a quizzical look on your face and a hint of a laugh bubbling in your chest. All the emotions you'd been fighting had reached a point of delirium.
'Hold it, you've actually dreamed about us fucking?' You asked him incredulously. You were flattered, but also baffled. How could he want that withย you?
Noah nodded, chewing his lip and looking around the room for anything else to focus on. He could feel your eyes boring into the side of his head while he rubbed the back of his neck.
'Look, now is probably the best time to put the cards on the table,' he said quietly, scratching his jaw. 'I've wanted a lot more with you for a while now, but I didn't think you wanted the same since you were always pushing me at other girls, so I just shut my mouth. I didn't want to force anything on you, but Y/N, dude, come on. I've been in love with you for years, and you're the only person who doesn't seem to notice it.'
You froze, furrowing your brows and shaking your head a couple of times before looking up at his sheepish smirk. Your mouth opened, a smile on your lips as you processed what he said.
'Did you really just call me "dude" and say you're in love with me in the same sentence?'
Noah nodded, pursing his lips as he laughed at himself. 'Yup.'
'For gods sake, what a way to share your feelings, man.'
'I know,' he chuckled, 'but I'd rather you know instead of hiding from me and beating yourself up about a night I only wish I could remember.'
You smiled, blushing and laughing softly. 'I guess now is probably the time where I'm supposed to let you down easy and tell you I'm flattered, but I really just want to be friends?'
'Wow, just go straight for it, huh?' he chuckled, gently placing his hand on your back. 'Look, if that's how you feel, then thats okay with me. I'd rather be your friend than not have you in my life.'
You smirked, looking up at him. You could see the slight disappointment in his face as he looked at your entwined hands, but he was doing his best to hide it for your sake.
'Oh my god, Noah, look at me,' you said, his eyes lifting to yours, sparkling in the low light.
Your heart fluttered as you lifted your free hand to his cheek.
'I'm kidding, you dipshit, fucking kiss me already,' you told him, a grin on your face.
His eyes lit up, and he didn't need to be told twice. His lips were on yours in seconds, and it felt a million times better sober. His fingers stayed tangled with yours, his other hand pulling you close to him.
That same feeling of fire burned through you, wanting nothing more than to feel him everywhere. Your head spun and your heart pounded in your chest as he kissed you, his soft lips felt like home. You started to wonder what you were drunk on that night, was it the vodka, or him?
Your fingers ran into his hair, and you had to break the kiss so you could let out the giddy laugh that was building in your stomach.
'You're cruel,' he told you, his face inches from yours as his thumb ran over your knuckles.
'And yet, you love it for some reason?' You shot back, pecking his lips.
'I do,' he grinned, 'I really do.'
'Good, cause fucking hell I love you.'
***
If only that was where it had ended. A dopey, saccharine happy ending.
But no.
There was a consequence you had yet to encounter. A choice you had yet to pay for.
Something so simple, so many people fall into the same trap. And you didn't even notice, you wouldn't have either.
Until the app on your phone told you that it had been a while...
Two months, to be precise. You didn't dare tell Noah yet. Not until you were sure. He was busy preparing for a UK tour, and you'd only been together as a real couple for a month.
So you couldn't tell him until you tested with a doctor. Home tests could be wrong, right?
The doctor ordered blood tests, and waiting for those results was agony.
But here you sat, digesting the information the doctor had told you while you sat on the side of your bed.
You were pregnant. Seven weeks pregnant, give or take. But it didn't matter, you knew exactly when it happened.
This was not how this was supposed to go. If you were ever worried about upsetting Noah before, this was going to fuck him up.
You didn't even know his stance. Was he pro choice? Pro life? What would he say if you told him that you didn't want this yet?
Should you even tell him?
Of course, there was no way around it. You'd have to do it soon if you wanted to just take the tablets. You couldn't wait til he was on tour. He would see you in pain and know something wasn't right.
He deserved to know, didn't he?
It took him a little while, but Noah eventually found you in the bedroom. He saw you sitting on the side of the bed, crying softly to yourself, hand clutched to your belly.
'Hey, baby, what's wrong?' He asked, moving swiftly to your side and sitting with you. He wrapped an arm around your shoulders and pulled you to him, rubbing your back.
'We need to talk, and I don't know how you're going to handle it,' you whimpered, sniffing hard.
'You're not leaving me, are you?' He asked, his tone low and worried. You felt his arms tense around you, but you quickly shook your head.
'No, god no,' you coughed, looking up at him. 'I just got off the phone with my doctor.'
'Are you okay?'
You could see his eyes widen with fear, the idea of anything bad happening to you squeezed at his heart.
You weren't sure how to answer that question. Hell, you hadn't even said the words out loud yet. You'd only found out a few days before, you'd barely had time to process the home test, let alone the phone call confirming it.
'I'm pregnant.'
'And you don't want to be.'
'Not right now,' you said quietly, shaking your head. 'I'm so sorry, Noah. I'm sorry if you want this, but it's not what I want right now. I want us to be together for a while longer before we even think about kids, or marriage, or any of that. I'm still learning about this side of you, I want that to myself, I want to make stupid choices with you and not have to worry about a kid yet. One day, sure, but not now.'
'Baby, breathe for me. It's okay,' he assured you, 'I understand. And whatever you choose, I'm with you. But you're right, we're so new to each other like this... and I want to be able to steal you into empty bedrooms for a while,' he chuckled. 'I want you to myself too. One day, we'll talk family, but you're not ready and I'm not ready, and that's okay.'
He wrapped you in a tight embrace while you sniffled, trying to control your breaths as he stroked your hair.
'I love you, okay? No matter what,' he breathed, kissing the top of your head firmly.
You nodded against him. 'I love you,' you told him, your voice muffled by his hoodie.
'I have something to run by you,' he asked, 'I was gonna ask anyway, but I think you need it now more than ever.'
'Mmh?'
He chuckled as he rocked you from side to side. 'I was wondering if you wanted to come to the UK? I know you've got a lot of personal time you need to use, and I really don't want to be without you for three whole weeks...'
'I'll talk to my boss,' you said softly, 'but a few weeks away sounds like a realy good idea right now, with or without the chaos.'
Noah smirked, kissing your head again.
'We'll get you in to the doctor as soon as we can, and I'll be there with you every step of the way. And when everything is over, we'll be on our way to London,' he told you, his tone soothing.
You loved how good it sounded, and his voice was exactly what you needed in that moment. The tears finally slowed, knowing he was with you and that he had your back.
'I love you,' you told him earnestly.
'I love you too,' he said.
'No, like, Iย loveย you,' you murmured, 'I love you so much for supporting me with this, and just being there in general. You hold me together a lot more than you need to, and I don't know why the fuck I thought you wouldn't be with me on this one.'
'Neither do I, whatever you need, I'm always with you.'
'And I'm with you.'
Sinking further into his embrace, if that was even possible, you let him soothe you. This was love. This was everything you ever wanted, and you'd never felt better.
Who knew that New Year's parties could be so special?
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twenty four hours (modern!eddie munson x fem!reader)
HOUR EIGHTEEN
in which eddie shows you deftones, texts are missed and calls are answered, and lines are crossed once more for good measure.
โ†’ tropes: enemies to lovers, forced proximity, slow burn
โ†’ warnings: strong language, light dry humping?, upside down does not exist, minors dni
โ†’ wc: 4k+
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Steve-O: rise and shine, campers! time to get back at it with these wellness checks. gonna need some proof you two are still alive.
HOUR EIGHTEEN - 9:00 AMย 
Eddieโ€™s eyes narrow in concentration at your phone as his thumbs fly across the screen, navigating the Spotify app with ease to find the Deftones song he specifically wants. He doesnโ€™t do as you had and go to their artist page โ€“ he searches with purpose, in no mood to scroll through albums to find the song heโ€™s looking for.ย 
โ€œI still donโ€™t understand how you can type so fast,โ€ you mumble, watching with fascination that you try to tamper down with faux boredom, โ€œEven I canโ€™t type that fast, and I own the damn thing.โ€ย 
He doesnโ€™t even glance up as he scrolls along the screen, finding the song and clicking on it, โ€œIโ€™m just good with my fingers.โ€ย 
There it goes. The air from your lungs, once again vacating the premises as he freezes beside you.ย 
It isnโ€™t fair. An internal whine that nearly works itself up your throat and out your mouth, making you want to stomp your feet like a child. You hadnโ€™t even recovered from the casual drop of baby yet. And now heโ€™s going to just say that?ย 
โ€œOh, God, I-โ€ heโ€™s looking up finally, eyes wide and stuttering with embarrassment, โ€œFuck, I swear to God, I did not mean that as an innuendo.โ€ย 
You open your mouth. You close it. You repeat the process. Youโ€™re fucking speechless and itโ€™s a little bit embarrassing.ย 
โ€œIโ€™m serious!โ€ he persists when you donโ€™t reply, and only stare at him in continued shock, โ€œSeriously! I- Fuck, I was referring to with my job. At the autoshop. Iโ€™m- Fuck,โ€ he cuts his explanation off, dragging a hand over his face and falling back into the couch, โ€œKill me. Kill me now, please โ€“ and be sure to make it quick and painless, pretty please.โ€ย 
You finally laugh. Itโ€™s a bit choked, a bit strangled, but it instantly has Eddie lowering his hand.ย 
โ€œI think if we were going to kill each other, Munson, it would have happened hours ago,โ€ you try to tease him, but something about the sentiment comes out far softer than you intended. Like itโ€™s not a joke. Like, in your own odd way, youโ€™re trying to whisper a truth to him โ€“ everything has changed for me now.ย 
โ€œProbably,โ€ he sighs, relaxing a bit and leaning back beside you as he looks to the phone once more and clicks on a song, โ€œProba-fucking-ly.โ€ย 
For the first two songs, there is a distance to be kept between the two of you. You peek at the screen and catch the titles โ€“ Cherry Waves and Sextape โ€“ and make a mental categorization of which one you enjoy more. You nearly audibly snort at Sextape, but manage to keep your immature humor to yourself. You prefer Cherry Waves, anyways.ย 
ย ย The songs that follow become a bit of a blur. Because for the first two, the distance existed. You can focus on the guitar and the vocals and the bass drum and everything except the man sitting beside you. But then song three comes on.ย 
Fucking song three. You donโ€™t catch the name, but it might be your favorite yet. Or you might be biased.ย 
Because itโ€™s during this third song that something changes. Eddie is no longer content in just leaning back beside you, in letting you consume the new music in a sort of solitude that was impressive to achieve when not actually alone. You first notice his restlessness in the bounce of his knee, shaking beside yours as he finally puts the phone down on the coffee table rather than balanced on his thigh. You donโ€™t comment on it, you let it slide. You faux indifference. But then, the flexing of his hand starts.
Itโ€™s odd. Sure, plenty of people mess with their hands in relation to nerves, but youโ€™ve never seen it happen like that before. The slow stretch of him pushing his fingers to their limits before retracting them, bending his knuckles as he tucks the tips in. The veins along the top of his hand popping exceptionally.ย 
โ€œIโ€™m just good with my fingers.โ€
I fucking bet he is.ย 
You curse yourself for the warmth that burns in the pit of your stomach. Focus. You should be focusing on the music, on taking in what heโ€™s sharing with you.ย 
Not on his hands. Specifically his fingers, and how good theyโ€™d feel-
Fucking stop it. Cut it out. No.ย 
It takes an ungodly amount of willpower for you to look away, but you manage it. Unfortunately, what you donโ€™t manage to do is ignore the bouncing of his leg. You donโ€™t manage to extinguish that burning that heโ€™s begun in you โ€” a fire started from his kindle.ย 
Impulsive. Impulsive, and a little stupid, and endlessly daring. Thatโ€™s what it is when you finally reach out a hand to land on his knee midsong.ย 
The shaking immediately ceases, and you take over the soothing motions as you let your thumb initially rub in arcs against the side of his thigh. With each strum of the guitar that rings out, you let your thumb complete its semicircle motion. With each pounding of drums, you give a gentle squeeze. He doesnโ€™t say a word about it, and neither do you. Especially when he drops his hand over yours, wiggling his fingers between yours with the failure of a casual grace. You try not to smile as you flip your hand and let him properly intertwine them.
Flexing, but this time, itโ€™s to squeeze your palm to his. You still think about those goddamn fingers.
โ€œSo, what do you think so far?โ€ Eddie asks after he clears his throat.
โ€œTheyโ€™re good,โ€ you nod, finding yourself shuffling subconsciously closer to him now that heโ€™s gripping onto your hand, โ€œReally good.โ€ย 
โ€œIโ€™m just good with my fingers.โ€
You know that heโ€™s more than just good. Just like Deftones, youโ€™d dare say heโ€™s really good.ย 
The song switches, and both of you have scooted close enough to one another that your thighs press together. Shoulder to shoulder, sharing enough space to feel his breath on the side of your bare neck.ย 
His grip on your hand tightens.
You want the opposite. You suddenly want his hand to detach from yours and to find home on your cheeks, hands on either side of your face before heโ€™s pulling you into him, throwing caution and formality to the wind. You two have already crossed that line; why was it so hard to take that leap once more?ย 
The song is still playing. You donโ€™t recognize the tinny guitars that are on the loop of repeating the same notes, an echo effect of sorts layered over them.ย 
Itโ€™s just the guitar. And suddenly, the rasps of Eddieโ€™s breaths are something your acutely aware of. Like heโ€™s closer, like heโ€™s letting his head tilt even closer to you. You feel that heat transferring between your biceps that are smashed together, not even thin layers of t-shirt or the sleeve of the crew neck able to stop it.ย 
It all happens suddenly.
The guitar pauses and Eddieโ€™s hand loosens in yours. Your heart races, and you realize youโ€™re preparing yourself for what heโ€™s doing before heโ€™s even sprung into action.ย 
Kiss me, the sigh you let out whispers.
Itโ€™s answered by the song, and by Eddie. A combination of the two that you canโ€™t differentiate.ย 
The silence in the song is cut off by whimpers. One from the lead singer on the track, one from Eddie. Both breathy, both shakey, both whispering of the loss of control.
โ€œFuck it.โ€
Two words. He says those two words again as his warning before he lets go of your hand and is reaching up, shifting your two bodies impossibly quick as his hands do exactly as you had craved. One on each cheek, and then he does it.
He kisses you.
It is neither kind nor gentle, despite the allusion that it might have been from the way he cradles your cheeks. The callouses on his fingers scrape your cheeks, you can feel every crack in his bottom lip as it slots between your own. Itโ€™s easy and quick work, the way your mouths can mold together so effortlessly. Tongues that were once so sharp as theyโ€™d spit venomous words at once another now meet and pass over teeth, blurring the lines of where you end and he begins โ€” of where hatred ended and this began.ย 
Whatever it is, whatever it will be for these last few hours, whatever it will be once the clock runs out, youโ€™re grateful. You, your vinery, your civility โ€” they all scream their prayers of thanks as his hands drop from your cheeks and find your hips. You donโ€™t even process that heโ€™s tugging you onto his lap or that youโ€™re letting him until itโ€™s happened. Your thighs bracket his own hips, and he gives you no time before heโ€™s pressing your full weight into him, hands clawing at you, desperate to keep you close.ย 
You canโ€™t even hear the song anymore over the roar of your own heart.
โ€œBaby,โ€ he murmurs against your mouth, and you realize now what the price is.ย 
The price is your sanity. The price is a loss of control, and letting him consume you whole. A small price in the grand scheme of it all.
โ€œI-โ€œ you start a sentence that you have no idea of what the ending would be, but he interrupts with his mouth. The teeth your tongue had once met bite down on your lip and you swear you taste blood, swear you see crimson as he sighs out again into your open mouth.ย 
His hands guide your hips against his. A steady rhythm, and with only a few passes, you can feel him harden against you. Your pace picks up of your own doing, the friction of your panties and his pajama pants nudging your clit and leaving you breathless.ย 
What the fuck are we doing?
You should stop it. You should mind the delicate balance you two have been trying to achieve since you first crossed this line.ย 
You only push down harder on him, only bite down on his lip as he had yours. This time, blood might have honestly been drawn โ€” the hiss that escapes him says it all.ย 
โ€œYouโ€™re going to be the fucking death of me,โ€ he chastises you between kisses, โ€œYou want to know what was fucking wrong earlier? You. You are driving me insane, you are driving me straight into the fucking grave.โ€ย 
Oh.
Oh.
The way he had leapt up. His nervous energy. The way he had put as much space between the two of you as possible.
โ€œI affect you that much?โ€
It is not a confident question โ€” you completely pull away from him, leaning back as you breathe it out, hands finding home on his shoulders as you survey him.
Heโ€™s being honest.ย 
His pupils are wide but those brown, doe eyes have softened as they meet your gaze. His chest is heaving, his lips are already bruising pink as they fall apart so casually.ย 
Heโ€™s being honest.ย 
You affect him, youโ€™re doing this to him โ€” heโ€™s caught up in flames, no sign of salt water in sight.ย 
โ€œYou always do,โ€ he says, โ€œAlways have. Probably always will.โ€ย 
Your grip on his shoulders tighten.ย 
I could never hate you.ย 
How blind you had been. How absolutely, blissfully unaware you had been functioning all these months.ย 
A hand trails from its grip on his shoulders, fingers slipping over his bare collar bone, โ€œWhat do you mea-โ€œย 
You donโ€™t get to finish the question or dig any deeper into the revelation. The music both of you had long since abandoned has been replaced by the ringing of your phone.
Eddieโ€™s eyes immediately pinch shut, face twisting with irritation. You canโ€™t tell if heโ€™s more annoyed at the interruption due to whatever breakthrough you two were on the precipice of, or because heโ€™s still painfully hard beneath you. But he quickly wraps one arm around your waist, tugging your torso flush to his as he leans forward quickly and reaches out to grab your phone.ย 
โ€œOh, what the fuck,โ€ he huffs once his eyes are open again and heโ€™s looking at your phone screen.
Your face has been pressed into the crook of his neck due to the current position and way heโ€™s tightly holding you to him. You have no clue who it is, but you have five decent guesses to throw out.ย 
He answers for you. Sharply and bitterly, he snaps out a, โ€œWhat do you want, Harrington?โ€ย 
Steve. One of the five guesses. Go figure.
โ€œYes, weโ€™re fucking alive,โ€ Eddie holds no patience for your friend, all the softness heโ€™d held for you gone save for the stroke of his thumb against the bare small of your back, โ€œWe were-โ€œย 
A pause. You wonder for a second if he is going to admit it. If right here, right now, he would confess to your friends what has happened. How he could never hate you, how you drive him insane, how by nothing changing that everything has changed.
โ€œSleeping.โ€ย 
An answer to your question. You hate your disappointment, and bite it down with vengeance.ย 
You can faintly hear Steveโ€™s voice over the phone, not quite as trilling or pitched as Nancyโ€™s or Robinโ€™s. Eddieโ€™s annoyance still rolls off of him in waves, and you imagine that youโ€™d catch him rolling his eyes along with his little huffs of air if you were to finally lift your head from his neck. But youโ€™re selfish, and his arm is still around you waist as it presses you tight to his chest, so you indulge yourself. You dig your nose deeper against the junction of his neck, you take in his lingering cologne and let the stray curls tickle your cheeks.ย 
You should have known he wouldnโ€™t admit it.
โ€œOkay, okay,โ€ Eddie grumbles into the phone, barely getting out the repetitive word before his breath hitches as you pucker your lips against the skin youโ€™ve been burrowing into. Itโ€™s only a chaste kiss, but it has its desired effect, โ€œOkay, Harrington. Weโ€™ll send a fucking photo. You done?โ€
Then it hits you. A fun game, a distraction from your disappoint and a way to crawl under his skin all in one. You fight hard not to let a smile spread at the risk of him feeling it against his neck as you take a deep breath in through your nose, noticing the way his shoulder nearly reflexively lifts slightly as if it tickles, because youโ€™re puckering your lips again.
The second chaste kiss is testing the waters. He doesnโ€™t react. And so you go forth with your plan, mouth falling open, teeth grazing his jugular.
He reacts microscopically. His chest halts movement.
Itโ€™s not enough for you.
So you suck. Hard. Puckered lips and a vendetta to prove, you let your teeth bite at the skin that sucks into your mouth.ย 
That does the trick.
โ€œO-Okay!โ€ he yelps out in surprise, his hand bruising as he grips you harder. He tries to pull his neck back from you, but his hand only presses you down onto his lap and you feel his dick twitch beneath his thin pants, โ€œChrist, Harrington. We fucking get it. Weโ€™ll send a photo. And we wonโ€™t sleep another wink, so bite me,โ€œ he pants out as you move to the spot beneath his ear, finding where his jaw connects to his throat, repeating the process and doing exactly as he had told Steve. His hips buck up into you, โ€œOkay, Iโ€™m hanging up now, Harrington. Bye.โ€ย 
Youโ€™re grinning wildly against his ear as he tosses your phone carelessly somewhere on the couch โ€” or maybe the floor, you couldnโ€™t tell at this point โ€” before heโ€™s flipping you down onto your back on the couch and hovering over you.
Your head falls back instinctually, leaving your neck open for him to begin an assault of kisses.
โ€œAre-โ€œ A kiss. โ€œYou-โ€œ A bite. โ€œFucking-โ€œ A soothing lathe of tongue over the bite. โ€œKidding-โ€œ A harsh suck. โ€œMe.โ€
You writhe beneath him, but heโ€™s pressing his entire weight down onto you, hips slotted between yours and one handย  pinning both your wrists to the cushion above as the other stays glued to your waist.ย 
โ€œDid you think that was funny?โ€ he breathes out against you, letting the tip of his nose barely graze over the base of your throat, โ€œDoing that shit while I was trying to talk Harrington down from that damn ledge?โ€ย 
โ€œWhy was he on the ledge to begin with?โ€ you breathily question, trying to move your hands from his grasp, the urge to run your fingers through his curls growing. He only tightens his hold.
โ€œApparently,โ€ he pauses and presses a quick kiss at the edge of the sweatshirt collar, looking up at you through his bangs and lashes, โ€œHe had texted, and we didnโ€™t respond. Photos are back in demand.โ€ย 
โ€œWeโ€™re quite the commodity,โ€ you try to joke, avoiding his gaze. Trying to avoid the softness buried deep inside there, all soft and melted in shades of brown, โ€œWe should start charging them.โ€ย 
โ€œWe are charging them, technically,โ€ he snorts, finally letting go of your wrists and leveling his face above yours.
Right. You keep forgetting the promise of a cash prize if you make it out of this alive.ย 
Alive, not unscathed.ย 
Youโ€™re already picturing that cash as blood money, some pathetic trophy that wonโ€™t even begin to cover the irreversible scars that will be left behind. All the hurt, all the fights, all the realizations โ€” no amount of promised money can erase them.
You start to consider what could erase them, but you stop yourself when you realize that that admittance is too heavy.ย 
Heโ€™s here. The weight of him is pressing into you, the smell of him is encasing you, and the stare of his big brown eyes is locking you in. You have him. For a few more hours, you have him.
The wounds can wait. The time to heal and scar over will come later.
โ€œI guess they are, huh?โ€ you laugh when you realize youโ€™ve gone too long without replying.ย 
The stare turns curious. Still melted chocolate, still deathly soft for you, but curious all the same. โ€œYeah. Yeah, they are.โ€ย 
Youโ€™re about to retreat into your own head and consider what he might do with his share of the cash, but that voice in your mind whispers once more.
Heโ€™s here. You have him. Just ask him.
โ€œWhat are you doing with your money?โ€ you blurt out.ย 
He chuckles and shakes his head, curls falling over his shoulders and creating a curtain as he continues to balance his weight on his forearms settled on each side of your head, still hovering over you.
You should probably comment on that. Make a snide remark about it. Shove him off.
You donโ€™t.
โ€œIs that really want youโ€™d like to talk about right now?โ€ย 
Right, the weight of his hips as he rolls them gently into you reminds you of what the two of you had been doing before the phone call. The boundaries youโ€™d hopped right over, all the lines you two had been in the process of crossing.
The affect you have on him.
Your stomach twists and suddenly your legs fall open wider to welcome him in, only to wrap them up around his waist. He lets you, lets you pull him right in until your chests are flush to each other. The only thing separating your skin from his is this damn sweatshirt.ย 
โ€œIโ€ฆ Maybe,โ€ you force out just before his lips capture yours. Itโ€™s not as urgent as when heโ€™d pulled you in for a kiss to Deftones, but itโ€™s still enough to shatter every bone in your body before melding them all back together into something new, something different.
Something changed.ย 
Eddie smiles, and itโ€™s almost shyly. โ€œMaybe?โ€
You hum, but itโ€™s cut off, caught in your throat with another roll of Eddieโ€™s hips.ย 
โ€œOkay. Letโ€™s talk about it then, sweetheart.โ€ย 
Another roll of his hips, and you lift your own to meet the thrust this time, trying to catch him against you in a way for reprieve. You can feel the wet patch gathering on your panties, your thighs clenching onto his hips harder.ย 
โ€œWhat ever shall I do with my money?โ€ he pretends to ponder, eyes shooting up to look away from you in faux contemplation.ย 
As he does it, one of his hands wander over your sternum, dancing above the fabric of the borrowed clothes.ย 
โ€œMaybe Iโ€™ll buy a new bike,โ€ he muses, the hand wandering lower, tracing a steady line down your abdomen, โ€œMaybe Iโ€™ll get myself a new guitar.โ€ย 
His hand has reached the hem of the sweatshirt, slips beneath it and plays with the edge of your panties.ย 
Your mouth will be your damnation as you snipe back, โ€œOr maybe you can buy yourself a whole collection of playboys, filled with plenty of models who definitely donโ€™t look like someone you claim to hate.โ€ย 
His hand retracts immediately, and you canโ€™t help but begin to giggle.
โ€œWait, wait, wait,โ€ you start to gasp out when he lifts away from you, reaching out to grab onto him.ย 
Heโ€™s fast, but your hands are quicker. You wrap them around the back of his neck and tug him into you, only for him to continue to lift himself up and bring you with him as well this time.ย 
You resemble a koala, and can only imagine what the scene looks like to an outsider.ย 
โ€œEddie!โ€ you practically squeal, and can feel the vibrations of his own laughter as he sits up on his knees, you still clinging to him.
His arms wrap around you and you lean back, catching that mischievous glint in his eyes. It breaks through the softness, burns brightly in your chest as your laughter fades into soft breaths that hit his freckled cheeks.
You stare at each other for a moment, a tangle of limbs and unspoken words. His earlier admission isnโ€™t forgotten, the lines crossed all painted in red now.
Heโ€™s here. You have him, for now.ย 
You can only imagine the claw marks you will be leaving behind when the clock strikes twenty four hours, and youโ€™re forced to leave him and this behind.ย 
โ€œYou, sweetheart,โ€ he finally breaks the silence with gentle smirk, โ€œare a certified boner killer.โ€ย 
You donโ€™t miss a beat, reaching down between you two, hand cupping his still prominent erection, โ€œYou sure about that?โ€ย 
He only groans in response, and in your following cackles, your hold on him slips.ย 
He could have let you fall back roughly on the couch, especially given his distraction with fighting his ever growing smirk. He could have let you smack your head back on the cushion and let you deal with the dull ache that would have followed. He could have, he could have, he could have.
He doesnโ€™t.ย 
He guides you back with his arms still tight around you. Makes sure that you land softly against the worn plush. Takes his time removing his grip on you before heโ€™s standing up from the couch.
You lay back, so sincerely content as you let out a final breath of a laugh and watch him shake his head in amusement as he turns to leave.ย 
โ€œWhere are you going?โ€ if it werenโ€™t for the residual giddiness of the moment, youโ€™d have been embarrassed by the clinginess that had threaded its way into your tone.
โ€œThe bathroom,โ€ he answers without hesitation, back facing you as he starts down the short hall.
You call after him, โ€œOkay. Donโ€™t take too long this time!โ€ย 
Even as his laughter echoes faintly, you know you still have him. For now.
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Hii ๐Ÿซถ๐Ÿป
First off: I have to tell you your Han series has me in a chokehold I CAN NOT get over it! ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜ it just hit all the right spots ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜ซ
I donโ€™t know if your request are open but if they are could I request with Han and female reader where Han is jealous/possessive of his girlfriend? Maybe because she is still in the same friend group with her ex or if you prefer give it any other motivation. It can be either swf or nswf, do as you prefer really (but if it is nswf could you make the reader to have a big breast and Han with a ๐Ÿ’fixation maybe?)
Anyway I love you blog! Have a nice day! ๐Ÿซถ๐Ÿป๐Ÿ˜˜
me when i get to self insert myself into a fic cause i have big boobies๐Ÿ˜ผ ALSO TY ASDHJKASDJK i kept feeling really insecure about that series but its getting so much love :''))) im happy you are enjoying it as well as my blog <3
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หšสšHan Jisung x fem!Readerษžหš
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หšสšโ™กษžหš warnings: fem!reader, reader has big boobs but no other physical features described, ex has they/them pronouns, kinda out of character ji?, exhibitionism, nipple play, brief mentions of p in v
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Hanโ€™s eyes were narrowed, so sharp that you could cut diamonds with it. He watched intently as you conversed casually with your friend group. Itโ€™s not something he thought he would ever see himself getting genuinely mad over, but the familiar face in the crowd made his blood boil.ย  Had this exact situation taken place more than a year ago, Jisung would have been an anxious mess. Probably would be fiddling with his jacketโ€™s sleeves and restlessly bouncing his leg while his mind went to the worst places possible. But now, after dating you for over 2 years, he was more confident in himself.
Donโ€™t be fooled! He still gets jealous easily. Very easilyโ€ฆ but it doesnโ€™t make him as angsty as it used to. Nowadays all he feels is anger. The only thoughts that fill his mind are ones along the lines of โ€œHow dare that person talk to my girlfriend like that. Who do they think they are?โ€ while strangers blatantly flirted with you, and he would make fun of them with words like โ€œDid you see their face when you rejected them?? Fucking loser lolโ€ when you would make a face and deny them before running back into his arms.
But those were with strangers. Not with your stupid ex. The same ex who made you hesitant going into this relationship with Han in the first place. And the same ex that managed to snake their way back into your friend group. While his thoughts were about the same, Han wasnโ€™t very keen on taking his eyes off of them. The trust was still there with you, but he knew better than to trust your ex. The slimy, sugar-coated lies they told the group wouldnโ€™t work on him.ย 
A hand being placed on his shoulder cut him from his thoughts. He was in full fight mode and completely missed the way you walked up to where he was on the couch. The game room the group had rented out for a few hours was filled with their booming voices and a random playlist off of somebody's Spotify. Some people were playing pool while the others stood nearby to watch and instigate mini brawls here and there. He was the only one who idly sat on the couch, drink in hand.
You knew he was in guard dog mode because of your exโ€™s presence so you made sure to break your attention from the group regularly to check up on him. Only this time he accidentally ignored you, so you made your way towards him. โ€œYou okay, Ji?โ€ You smiled sideways and tilted your head, stealing a sip from his soda and settling yourself between his legs. Immediately all the anger drained from his body and he smiled up at you. His hands wrapped around your waist and he sat up, pulling you closer as he nodded.
โ€œYeah... Sorry haha.โ€ You smiled sweetly and placed his cup on the coffee table, wrapping your arms around his neck once the cup was safely set down. โ€œItโ€™s okay, I know the situation is a little uncomfortable.โ€ You whisper and tighten your hold around him, squeezing him lovingly and giggling to yourself when he rests his cheek against your chest. He grins like an idiot at his personal pillow and shoves his face harder until you eventually get red in the face and push him back. โ€œHey nowโ€ฆ Weโ€™re still in public.โ€
โ€œThat can change. Letโ€™s go home right now and Iโ€™ll show you a good time?โ€ He smirks and pulls you closer. His chin rests against the top of your chest and he looks up at you with puppy eyes and his signature pout. โ€œCโ€™monnโ€ฆ Iโ€™ve been good all day.โ€ His hands drop down to your hips, digging his fingers into them as his voice drops an octave, โ€œโ€˜Promise to show you a good time. You know Hannie always takes care of his baby-โ€
Your name gets called and the both of you jump. You chuckle and turn in his grasp, now standing sideways to respond to the person. He let his eyes return to your group, simply curious about who you interrupted his begging but was made even angrier by the expression that painted your exโ€™s face. They were frowning deeply behind their drink and glaring at the two of you, obviously wired up about his hands that were wrapped around you. Han stared back with the same fire, knowing all too well what the other person wanted. But then he smiled to himself.
As you casually chatted with your friend, Han let his hand fall down to your waist. He did it at an angle that only showed it off to your ex, making them watch as his hand slipped under your shirt. The fabric bulged out as he grabbed a handful of your tits, kneading the flesh there as they held eye contact. Eye contact that was held as he leaned in, hiding his face from everybody else as he wrapped his lips around your clothed nipple. He made a show of even sticking his tongue out and licking your nipple over your shirt while his other hand continued to squeeze the other boob from, what seemed like, the inside of your bra
Hanโ€™s ego inflated to the size of the sun as he watched your exโ€™s jaw drop. Their eyes went up to your face and, besides the blush that covered it, there wasnโ€™t a single reaction. You were so used to it that the obscene action didnโ€™t even make you flinch. Which only pissed your ex off more. They huffed and shook their head, walking to the door and mumbling something along the lines of โ€˜Fuck this.โ€™ While everybodyโ€™s attention turned to the first person to leave the function, you turned to your boyfriend and shook your head at him. โ€œReally? All that about behaving too.โ€
โ€œNot my fault their edgy ass didn't like it. I licked it so itโ€™s mine.โ€ You laughed and parted from your boyfriend, returning back to the pool table. After that, it didnโ€™t take long for everybody to separate. The people who didnโ€™t have the balls to be the first to leave shortly made their way out after your ex did. Your boyfriend was one of them as well and quickly made it obvious to you that he genuinely wanted to leave soon, so you both bid your farewells and made your way outside.
The second your food hit the concrete, Jisung dragged you to the nearest empty alleyway. One that, if the sun wasnโ€™t already set, would have been very easy to look down and see the two of you. Alas, your boyfriend did not have a single care about that. If anything, the thought of somebody seeing you only egged him on.
Han shoves you into the brick wall, slamming his lips against yours and running his hands all over your body. They started at your thighs, where he squeezed the flesh of your thighs before sliding up to your hips and doing the same. Then his hands rested at your hips for a moment. He was too distracted pushing his tongue past your lips to continue on with his expedition. Once you both found a comfortable rhythm and your hands ran up his arms, he started moving again.
This time he slowly ghosted his hands up your stomach and stopped at your chest where he squeezed your boobs tightly. Then he pulls away from your lips, smirking at you and pecking your cheek before dipping his head down. You feel his lips against your neck and you moan quietly before rolling your neck to the side, giving him more space to work with. He doesn't linger there for long though. As much as your boyfriend loves marking you up, he only leaves a single one to your neck before he dips even lower.
He leaves a trail of kisses on his way to your boobs and, before you have the chance to react or push him away, his hands tug your shirt up to your neck. โ€œJi- Wait until we get home, baby. We shouldnโ€™t do this he-โ€ He cuts you off by nibbling your right nipple through your bra. His other hand slides under the bottom hem of your bra, grabbing a handful of your boob and rubbing that nipple between his middle knuckles. You moan loudly and tangle your fingers in his hair, tugging it in hopes that he would pull away but also stop and just take you to do this at home.
He moans against your clothed nipple and licks it seductively through the fabric, looking up at you with those brown boba eyes. Despite his lack of words, you already know what those pretty eyes want. You bite your lip and nervously look towards the entrance of the alley, watching as cars dart back and forth. But no people. โ€œF-Fuck. Fine. But make it quick!โ€ He smiles widely against you and nods.
His head pulls away from you for a moment, only to allow him to reach around and undo your bra. He doesnโ€™t even bother taking it off of you, he just pushes it up with your shirt and dives back in. โ€œMine.โ€ A loud moan leaves your lips as he suddenly bites the side of your tit, then he apologetically licks over his teeth marks. โ€œYours.โ€ He smiles and grabs both of your boobs, fondling them as he alternates his attention to each nipple.
โ€œGod. I fucking love your tits, Jagi. And theyโ€™re all mine, right?โ€ You nod and throw your head back as you moan, gripping his strands even tighter than before. He moans and bucks his hips into the air. โ€œAnswer me.โ€ One of his hands moves down to your thighs and slides up under your skirt. It dips deeper, rubbing your clit through the fabric of your panties before wrapping around behind you and grabbing a handful of your ass cheek. โ€œJagiyaโ€ฆ Say. It. A-gain.โ€ He lands a sloppy slap to your ass with each word, smiling into your boob when your legs clench together.
โ€œโ€˜M yours, Ji! Please, babyy~โ€ He wastes no time after that, pulling his pants and boxers down just enough for his dick to poke out. The hand that was on your ass pumps his dick a few times as his other pushes your leg up, holding it up and giving him space to fuck into you. His mouth finally releases your nipple in favor of poking his tongue out the corner of his mouth as he pushes in. Both of you moan at the feeling and lock eyes for a moment before he leans in and pushes his lips against yours.
He pulls away and leans down again, wrapping his lips around your neglected nipple. Then he tests the water with slow thrusts. Ones that speed up rather fast once he realizes how deep he can go in this position. The grip he has on your hips is bruising as he starts to slam his hips into yours.
โ€œMine. All fucking mine.โ€
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Can I have prompt 23 and 27 with Poe Dameron, with a side of enemies to lovers please?
Feels Right (Poe Dameron x reader)
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Prompts: "you are, without a doubt, the most annoying person i've ever crossed paths with. and don't even get me started on the sound of your voice." and "please shut up. i can't stand how appealing your voice is."'
A/N: HALLU! Firstly, thank you for this request nonnie! Sorry it took me so freaking long to complete, had a busy few months :โ€)ย 
Warnings: MDNI, smut, a little bit of dub-con, dry humping, dom!Poe, sub!reader, bondage, fingering, oral (f receiving), protected p in v, a bit of angst, lots of fluff, swearing, jealousy, possessive Poe.ย 
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You couldn't stand his voice. You wanted him to shut up, your only thought in your head was "Please shut up. I can't stand how appealing your voice is.โ€ย  You couldnโ€™t stand the way he looked at everyone, so full of hope. You couldnโ€™t stand the way his curls bounced when he turned his head or the way his eyes sparkled when they came in contact with yours.
It was all too much.
You raised your hand the second he asked whether there were other questions. He narrowed his eyes but like the good receptive leader he was, he nodded at you.
โ€œThis is less of a question and more of a request. Iโ€™d just like to say that I need people to start keeping the hangar clean and stop parking x-wings wherever you please, only for me to wake up in the morning and dock the ships for you. What are yโ€™all? A bunch of five year olds?โ€ you huffed, your hands on your hips.
You were addressing everyone in the room, but your eyes were steadily trained on the Black Leader, who had a small smirk on his face. He walked around the table and your eyes followed him while you spoke, holding your head high as he approached you.ย 
โ€œYou heard your commander, folks!โ€ he addressed the room with one of his charming smiles.
Leaning in, he whispers. โ€œAlthough, I canโ€™t say Iโ€™ll be the one keeping the promise, darling.โ€
You stiffened at the sound of his voice. He was too close and you wanted to body slam him onto the floor so that you would not have to hear him for a while.You flinched slightly as he brought his hands together for a clap.
โ€œAll right, everyones dismissed.โ€ย 
You stood rooted to your spot, glaring at the General as he went to pick up his data pad.ย 
โ€œOh fuck you, Dameron.โ€ you mumbled to his back.
โ€œSay it with a little more chest and Iโ€™ll be down, Commander.โ€ย  he turned his head to you and smirked.ย 
Those lips.
Those fucking lips.ย 
The one time you caved into them made you regret every possible living day youโ€™ve had since. The way those lips had carved out the secret between you two made it seem unbreakable. You craved the taste, but you were too stubborn to satisfy the craving and you had a feeling he knew you were holding back, the passing glances and glares holding something a little more than just resentment.
โ€œYou, Dameron, are, without a doubt, the most annoying person I've ever crossed paths with. and don't even get me started on the sound of your voice." you snap.
โ€œHmm, would you like my voice to say something only for your ears, sweet angel?โ€ He replied so smoothly that you almost let yourself smile, but you resisted, clenching your jaw hard.ย 
You scowled through your heating cheeks and you let out a sharp breath as the door closed behind him. Over the past few years, that voice has been the bane of your existence. Always saying something cocky, vain or insulting. That didnโ€™t help to cure your insatiable need for him though.ย 
Youโ€™d spend your nights dreaming away about the way he would sound, if you ever got the chance to get under him. How would his lips feel against the shell of your ear if he were to keep his promise and whisper all the beautiful things you'd want him to do to you? Would he whimper if you tug those curls just right or would he grunt and growl if you scratched that glorious back of his? These questions kept you awake and ebbed away at your sanity for years. You glanced at the clock and rubbed your cheek, groaning slightly at the way you had let this ordinary man completely ruin your relatively stable mind.ย 
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You stared with sleep laden eyes at the x-wing that was parked smack in the middle of the hangar. You scowled again at Poeโ€™s mischief and mumbled curses under your breath as you climbed the ladder up into the cockpit. You slid into his seat and took a deep breath as Poeโ€™s scent filled your nostrils. You smile to yourself, tracing the joystick before you with your fingers.ย 
You don't actually hate him, every single good memory youโ€™ve had has him in it. You do however, enjoy the back and forth the both of you had going on for the past few months due to your sudden promotions. Secretly, you were in love with Poe, his stupid boyish swagger made your heart ache, especially when he used that god awful smile on you.
Slowly, everything was becoming more and more overwhelming, lulling you into sleep. You turned and pressed your nose into the seat, breathing in the soothing scent as your eyes fluttered close.
โ€œJust for a few minutesโ€ฆโ€ you mumbled, and soon the cockpit of the x-wing was filled with the sounds of your snores.
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Poe was waiting for you at the hanger, watching for any movement from his x-wing. He loved teasing you like this, smiling to himself when he sees you unhappily wadling in your sleep shirt towards his ship. He waited for you to come down, so that he could scare you. He frowned when you took too long, silences ringing in his ear when his ship didnโ€™t start moving. Alarm bells started going off in his head and he rushed to the x-wing and quickly climbed up, only to see you sleeping there.
He stared at you for a while, leaning against his x-wing as you snored softly in his seat, nuzzing your nose into his chair. He didnโ€™t make a mistake, kissing you that one fateful day, pretending to be drunk to maybe earn your favour for the night. He knew he couldnโ€™t have you the second your lips pressed harder against his, igniting something that he could not explain, alongside with the urge to keep you safe. He pushed you away that night, vowing to never turn back to you until he could keep you and his people safe.ย 
The general sighed and flipped open a dummy switch by the control, a switch that you had never touched before, to reveal your face. He pressed his two fingers to his lips and to the picture of your smiling face, just like he always did before he took flight, followed by the softest kiss on your forehead, something totally unorthodox to him, something that he would talk himself out of if he ever gave his heart a chance to listen to his brain. Poe waited for a while for you to stir but breathed out a sigh of relief when you didnโ€™t.ย 
He wanted to keep his distance, he really did. But you kept him up all night, the way you gasped into his mouth when the kiss got a little more hungry never really left his mind, rolling over and over like a broken tape recorder. He wanted to hold you in his arms and keep his promise, to keep you alive and beautiful as always. To never see you cower away in pain or suffering ever again. How could he do that when everything went radioactive around him?ย 
He wanted you so bad, and he was running out of ideas and ways to stay out of your lane. Poe sighed again, reaching out to move away a strand of hair that fell out of place.He leaned back and watched you a little longer until his eyes grew heavy with sleep too.ย 
ย .ใƒปใ€‚.ใƒปใ‚œโœญใƒป.ใƒปโœซใƒปใ‚œใƒปใ€‚.
You woke up in your bed, completely confused with your bearings. You had a weird dream, being in Poeโ€™s x-wing, being carried out by him. You tried to go through the dream in order, piecing together whether it was real or not. You finally shook your head, figuring that you probably dreamt it up in your sleep-addled brain.
You sigh and decide to get up and start your day, pulling your datapad to check your schedule. There were going to be new recruits today and you had to greet them and assign them to their positions. It was the easiest of your jobs, your smile genuine as your heart gets lighter now that the galaxy was healing. You quickly got up and got ready, to show your best to the new recruits.ย 
You stood poised in your uniform waiting for the transport to touch down at the hangar when suddenly you felt a strong presence behind you. You didnโ€™t need to be a master of the force to know that Poe Dameron was standing behind you, his gaze piercing the back of your head making your smile slightly. You raise your chin slightly as the door to the transport drops and a few individuals walk out. One of them leads the bunch, walking slightly faster and taller towards you. A beautiful woman, her hair cropped short and her sleeves torn up, revealing intricate tattoos. You shoot the woman with your best smile and she grins back.
โ€œAh, you must be the General, people talk about your greatness but never your beauty. I am Keana and this is my team.โ€ the woman kneels in front of you and takes your hand, planting a soft kiss onto the back of it, making your face heat up at the gesture.ย 
You were quite literally lost for words until you felt someoneโ€™s body press against your shoulder.ย 
โ€œThatโ€™s because I am the general.โ€ Poeโ€™s voice rang clear and authoritative, and the woman before you quickly stands up and throws Poe a sheepish smile.ย 
โ€œTerribly sorry for the mistake, I assumed that this fine lady here is the general due to her uniform.โ€ Her words made you spin around to see Poe in his flight suit, helmet tucked under his arm and you try hard not to laugh.
While Keana rounded her group, you tip your head towards Poe with a small smile on your face.ย 
โ€œI think she called you ugly, baby.โ€ you whisper and his head turns almost too sharply at your utterance of the nickname.ย 
Poe Dameron was far from ugly. He was indeed one of the most beautiful men youโ€™ve ever laid your eyes on. His scruffy stubble and flawless boyish curls made him look like an effortless prince. His character and charisma only heightened his attractiveness and he had a smile and glint in his eyes that made him irresistible. Poe rolled his eyes at your statement, a smirk evidently trying not to show on his lips as he tried to hold back his next statement.ย 
โ€œCome on, no snarky remark?โ€ you say, utterly impressed by his control.ย 
Poe gave you a pointed look and sauntered off to his x-wing, which was suspiciously parked in the right spot. You stared a little longer at the pilot, your eyes trailing a little lower than your liking and you pout and turn on your heel to join Keana and her little group for their tour.ย 
You knew the man was up to something but you just could not prove what he was doing, or not doing.ย 
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By the time the sun had begun to set, you were completely bugged out. Poe teasing you at any point of day had been a daily occurrence since the both of you touched down onto the base. But today he hadnโ€™t said a word directly to you and you were lying if you werenโ€™t slightly worried about it. He also had been tactfully avoiding you all day and you were positive he was when you swear you saw a rush of orange in your peripheral when you finished your tour.ย 
Fortunately for you, you ran into the best two people that would know where Poe was.
โ€œFinn! Rey! Whereโ€™s Dameron?โ€ you panted, running to catch up with them.
โ€œHis room, I think. He was weirdly quiet and working on something the last time I saw him.โ€ Finn said and Rey nodded along.ย 
โ€œRoom. Got it. Thanks.โ€ you punctuated before running off to Poeโ€™s room.ย 
You gathered yourself when you found Poeโ€™s door, combing your fingers through your hair and then straightening out your blouse before keying in the passcode. You walked through the doorway as soon as the door whoshed open, only to find Poe staring blankly at his datapad on his bed. He didnโ€™t even turn to look at you, his eyes carefully trained onto what he was reading.ย 
โ€œDameron! Everything okay?โ€ You chirpily asked as you invited yourself to sit at his desk, turning the chair to face him.ย 
The silence that rang after your question was deafening. You narrowed your eyes at the man before you, trying to figure out why he was giving you the silent treatment. You pursed your lips and clicked your tongue as Poe subtly shifted, still paying you no attention at all.ย 
Poe hated the way you called him by his last name. He sure as hell didnโ€™t care if he was addressed with it by any other person, but by you? A fiery rage burned in him, fuelled by the way the new recruit flirted with you and the way you had blushed and flushed even with him standing right behind you. He shouldnโ€™t be this angry, not with you, never with you.ย 
โ€œSo the tour went great as usual, Keana is really nice and her team is great, I think that they would do just fine with our people.โ€ You went on, breaking through the silence again as Poe types something into the data pad.ย 
Poeโ€™s anger was slowly growing and he focused all his might into not losing his temper and doing something that he might regret. He continued to ignore you as if you werenโ€™t sitting there with a beautiful smile on your face that was slowly melting into a frown that he equally enjoyed. He saw your hand move and realised that you were waving at him, trying to force his attention to you.ย 
You sighed, still not willing to admit defeat. Your brain races through the scenarios in which you could get the Generalโ€™s attention when suddenly, all the lights go off, making you gasp. You scrambled off the chair and ran to the door, trying to open it but it wouldnโ€™t budge.
โ€œWhat, never had a power cut in your life, darling?โ€ Poeโ€™s voice dripped like venom over you from the bed, making you slowly turn around to face him.
He was finally looking at you, a glare of pure disdain etched upon his handsome face that was illuminated by the screen of his data pad, flipped your stomach at its intensity.ย 
Why was he so angry?
His face turns back to the data pad, resuming its previous deadpan expression. You walk over to his bed and sit at the edge, watching quietly as he works, the anger seemingly radiating out of his body and making you feel small.ย 
You blinked after a while, realising that this man actually had no right to be mad at you. All this time, it had been him annoying the hell out of you. Why should you feel small? You straighten your back and scooched closer, your hand near his.ย 
You poked him, digging your finger into his side, only for no response. Whatever he was mad about must be making him really angry, because on a normal day, Poe Dameron would be the most sensitive person on base.ย 
โ€œDaaameron. Dameron, Dameron, Dameron, Dameron.โ€ You jabbed away, but to no avail.ย 
Inside, Poe was enjoying this. He wanted to see how far you would go to gain his attention. Somehow he knew that you were aware of what he was doing because you suddenly stopped your jabbing, your hand dropping back to your side once again.ย 
You took a good look at him, wondering if he was worth the risk of losing everything. Your mind was probably leaning towards your riskier side as you eyed the way he sat, his legs and torso forming a seat that you couldnโ€™t resist wanting to sit on. Your intrusive thoughts got the best of you as you quickly climbed into the bed and slid onto his lap. Poeโ€™s eyes widen for a split second and his free hand grasps at your hips as he makes eye contact as he huffs out a breath. Then suddenly, his face goes stoic again.ย 
He turns to his data pad that was still clutched in his other hand and continues to read, as if unbothered by your presence. Your hands bunch up his shirt and you hold onto him as you grimace. You shifted a little in his lap and felt his grip on your hip tighten slightly, making you smirk. A part of you was nervous, being in such a compromising position with your general, but Poe could have thrown you off his body eons ago if he wanted to.ย 
Instead he sat as still as possible, only his eyes and chest slightly moving. If Poe was the one who was nervous, he clearly wasnโ€™t showing it. You blatantly checked him out, his pretty boy curls flopping here and there, the curve of his necklace as it rested against his glorious neck, the bobbing of his Adamโ€™s apple as he swallowed, the slight part of his plump lips that you oh so craved for, all zeroing you to the point of why you were there in the first place.ย 
You steadied yourself, sliding your hands to either side of his shoulder, feeling the muscles underneath his jacket. Even with you feeling him up, Poe didnโ€™t budge a single inch, his hand now gently resting on the curve of your hip. You eyed Poeโ€™s stubble longingly, your heart thudding inside your chest as you gazed at how perfect the curve of his jaw was. A few of Poeโ€™s fingers lightly squeezed at your hip as if he were daring you to make your next move too.ย 
You figured โ€œWhy not.โ€
What could you possibly lose now, you were already straddling him.
You grabbed at his jacket and leaned in, pressing a feathery kiss to a spot between his neck and where his jaw started, and to your absolute joy, another soft gasp emitting from his lips. You let go of his jacket and let your chest lay flat against his, sliding your hands around his neck and smiling against his neck before pressing another kiss and feeling a light shudder.
โ€œGive up Dameron.โ€ you murmured.ย 
Poeโ€™s eyes remained glued to the datapad but you knew he wasn't concentrating anymore with the way he started to breathe, slow and shallow, as if he were focusing on composing himself. You slowly run your fingers through his locks, your nails grazing the nape of his neck, gently coaxing him to relax when suddenly you feel his breath jump.
โ€œWhereโ€™s that aggravating voice of yours now, General?โ€ You purred into his ear and felt a growing hardness beneath you, along with your own swirling heat at the pit of your abdomen.
One of your hands make their way back to his face, gently grabbing at his jaw as you push yourself off him again, effectively grinding your hot core into his just to rile the pilot up. Poeโ€™s eyes were half lidded now and his data pad hung loosely in his grip as his hand had drifted down onto his bed, laying limp. You pushed his chin up, forcing him to make eye contact with you.
When those swirling dark brown eyes snapped to yours, you realised how much trouble you were in, just from a single glance.ย 
โ€œPoeโ€ฆโ€ you whispered, so softly that you doubted he heard you despite the lack of space between the two of you.
Poeโ€™s free hand snaked up your back and held onto the back of your neck in an instant, pulling you towards him as your lips finally crashed together. The kiss was urgent and Poe wasted no time snaking the hand at your waist around your body to keep you pinned against him, making your mouth drop open, welcoming Poeโ€™s tongue as he pushed himself up to kiss you harder.ย 
Youโ€™ve been wanting this for months and the satisfaction that rushed over you was like no other. You didnโ€™t care about the fact that you couldnโ€™t breathe, you just needed to feel him against you. Poe pulls away with a sharp intake of breath as you grind down hard on his growing erection. His eyes were still on yours, piercing right through your soul.
โ€œYouโ€™re starting something that youโ€™re gonna regret, sweetheart.โ€ He whispered as he readjusted the way you were straddling him.
โ€œWhat are you gonna do? Throw me out of the resistance?โ€ You laughed but it died down instantly when a smirk curled itself onto his kiss-addled lips.ย 
Poe had kept everything he felt about you pented up for months and now he was fuelled with a passion like no other. He flipped you over and towered over you, watching as your face went flush and your eyes grew wide.ย 
โ€œOh youโ€™ll see.โ€ He simply said before leaning down to kiss you again, pressing his entire body against your frame as your hands flew to his hair.ย 
He knew you having your hands in his hair turns you on as much as it does him, but he tutted against your lips and pulled your hands down from his head anyway.ย 
โ€œYou're really a brat.โ€ he says lowly.
โ€œPoe pleaseโ€ฆโ€ you begged him with your eyes, not wanting him to stop.
โ€œBrats don't get to touch me.โ€ He gets on his knees and towered over you, unbuckling his belt as you watched on, completely aroused by the way he tugs it.ย 
He twisted his belt and looped it around the buckle a few times before you knew what he was doing. He slipped the makeshift cuff onto your wrists and secured you to the bed, making you giggle nervously, tugging your wrists and showing you that you were going nowhere.ย 
โ€œThere you go, pretty girl.โ€ he smiled cruelly, tapping your cheek with his fingers and you gasped slightly at his demeanour.ย 
โ€œWhat should I do with you?โ€ he asked mockingly as his hands trailed to your shirt, undoing the first few buttons.ย 
โ€œIโ€™d save the best for last,โ€ he smiled to himself before raising his eyebrows at you and ripping the rest of your shirt. โ€œand Iโ€™ll start with my appetiser.โ€ย 
Your breathing had quickened and you were following Poeโ€™s every move. His fingers had moved to the waistband of your pants and he watched your eyes widen as he hooked his fingers.ย 
โ€œWant me to stop?โ€ Poe questioned, slightly amused by your silence.
โ€œNo, no, please donโ€™t!โ€ You whine, your hands tugging uselessly at their bonds.ย 
โ€œAs you wish, baby.โ€ he gives you another cheeky smirk before pulling your pants down, along with your underwear, exposing you to the cold air of his room. He was a little further away now and you tried to make your eyes adjust to the dark so that you could see him.
That's when you felt a warm breath against your cunt. You wanted to snap your legs close but strong hands clamped you down and a casual chuckle emitted from your core. A soft kiss in your inner thigh rubbed all the feelings of anxiety away and Poeโ€™s hand began to rub soft circles in the plush of your thigh that made you sink further into his bed.ย 
โ€œOh, Poeโ€ฆโ€ was all you could say as his breath fanned your exposed core again.ย 
โ€œThatโ€™s right, angel, love hearing you beg for me.โ€ Poe said sultry, almost to your cunt rather than to you.ย 
He pressed a feather light kiss onto your clit and you keened, a soft airy moan filling the room.ย 
โ€œThese moans are mine.โ€ Poe said softly from between your legs.
His hands travelled slightly higher, his big palms and fingers feeling the planes of your skin.ย 
โ€œThis body is mine.โ€ He said again, almost to himself.ย 
Something clicked inside you and you finally figured out what got you here in the first place.ย 
โ€œYouโ€™re mine.โ€ This time, the words were uttered so softly that you were pretty sure you had lost Poe to his own thoughts.ย 
Suddenly with your last act of defiance, you found yourself saying:ย 
โ€œYou jealous, pretty boy?โ€
That's when all hell broke loose and you knew your next few thoughts were going to be incoherent.ย 
Poeโ€™s tongue lapped up your arousal that had been pooling from grinding on him and his words, making you arch your back and push your pussy into his face. His hands travelled back to your core and held you open, as he started to devour you like a man starved.ย 
Nothing in the galaxy could have prepared you for the way your general started eating you out. He ate your spend like he earned it, licking and slurping and moaning into your pussy as if it gave him life to so what he was doing. His beautiful nose rubbed into your clit just right and your whimpering only fuelled his fire because he latched his mouth onto your clit and pushed two fingers into you without a question.
You sweared, through your haze ridden mind, that he smirked against you as you started to writhe and gasp for air as his fingers reached the delicious spot that you yearned for. You were shaking for him within a few minutes, hands desperately trying to grab onto something but failing as your orgasm ripped through you like a hailstorm.ย 
Poe knew you were being too loud but didnโ€™t have the heart or the coherent thought to stop you from screaming his name at the top of your lungs as your clit throbbed between his lips and your cunt clenched tightly around his fingers that were still trying their best to piston in and out of you.ย 
Poe brought you down with several gentle kitten licks and soft kisses onto your skin as his hand began to knead gently at your flesh. He heard his belt rattling again, followed by a soft whimper that tore at his heart strings, causing him to crawl up your body with soft words leaving his lips.ย 
โ€œOkay, baby, youโ€™re okay. You did so well.โ€ he said through your gasps and gently untied you from his bed frame.
He brought your wrist to his lips and kissed them gently before rubbing them comfortingly. Your whimpers quietened down and your soft breathes made Poe smile as he brought his face close to yours.ย 
โ€œHello.โ€ He says as you pry your eyes open.ย 
โ€œHey.โ€ You breathe, taking in his pretty face before leaning up for a kiss.ย 
Poe caught your lips gracefully, his kisses softer and more calculated. You tasted yourself on him and you realised what you had just done with your general. Poe could probably sense your hesitation when your side of the kiss had a sense of unsurity.ย 
โ€œBaby?โ€ he asked as he pulled away.ย 
โ€œIs this right?โ€ You asked, searching his eyes.
โ€œYes, baby, yes. I want this and it feels right to me. Does it feel right to you?โ€ He says, reassuringly rubbing at your cheek with his thumb.ย 
You smiled. This was your Poe.ย 
โ€œYes, Poe. It feels right.โ€ you giggled slightly as Poe sighed in relief.ย 
โ€œSo you gonna fuck me now?โ€ you raised your eyebrow and let your eyes droop, causing the now accustomed smirk to form on Poeโ€™s face with your words.ย 
โ€œDidnโ€™t think youโ€™d ask.โ€ Poe answered in his usual confident tone.ย 
Poe got rid of his pants faster than you could ever imagine. To say that you were slightly intimidated by his size was definitely an understatement. He reached over you to his bedside drawer and pulled out a condom, slipping it on and letting his length drop between the both of you.ย 
You stared incredulously at his cock that was laid out on your stomach. Youโ€™d definitely feel him in your guts for days after this. You found yourself trailing a hand down to his cock, wrapping your fingers around him to test his weight.ย 
Poe moaned dangerously low as you started to stroke his cock, his head thrown back almost immediately. You stroked him a few more times before lining up his tip at your entrance, taking your time as you slowly let him push himself in.ย 
โ€œMaker, Poe.โ€ You cried as he slowly bottomed out, never feeling this full in your entire life.
โ€œIt's okay, baby, Iโ€™m here.โ€ Poeโ€™s voice was strained from the way your pussy gripped around him and the both of you knew it was only a matter of a few minutes before you both were pushed past breaking point.ย 
You nodded and Poe started to move slowly, your synchronised moans and groans echoing around the dark room once again. Poe leaned down and began to slowly suck at your exposed breast that had popped out of their bra in your previous tousle. You arched your back and threaded a hand up his locks, pulling him tightly against you as your other hand generously scratched up his back, making him moan hungrily against your tit.ย 
โ€œFuck baby, you feel so fucking good.โ€ he groaned.ย 
His movements increased with sudden vigour, picking up the pace to match your beautiful moans. The amazing drag of his cock in your wet channel made you want to float and you feel yourself losing yourself to him. Poeโ€™s hand ended up between the two of you and you knew he was close as his fingers started to rub gently at your already abused clit.ย 
โ€œCome with me Poe, please.โ€ You whispered and he nodded immediately.
โ€œNow.โ€ he breathed and you came with a choked groan as you milked him, pushing him and prolonging his release with each clench of your cunt.ย 
He pumped himself inside you a few more times before letting his legs give way, collapsing ungracefully on top of you. The both of you spent the next few minutes catching your breath, completely spent from your irresponsible activities.
Poe gets up first, pressing a gentle kiss onto your shoulder before pulling himself out of you with a groan. He pulls off the condom and you hear him tossing it aside and gently lowering himself next to you as you admire the mess you made of him.ย 
You gently run your knuckle against his cheekbone and watch his eyes flutter close. You shuffle closer and turn around, tucking yourself into his chest and pulling his arms around you, feeling incredibly clingy after that vigorous session.ย 
โ€œWho knew you had an off button inside you.โ€ Poe spoke up after a while and you swatted at his bicep, causing him to chuckle and cuddle you closer.ย 
You suddenly felt vulnerable in his arms, turning to face him once more.ย 
โ€œPoe?โ€ you whisper.
โ€œHmm?โ€ย 
โ€œD-do you like me?โ€ you ask, hugging your arms around your own naked body.ย 
Silence filled the room and you thought you were done for, that this was all for nothing when suddenly, a loud laugh emitted from Poe, causing you to jump slightly.
โ€œYouโ€™re telling me, you slid into my lap and let me fuck you how I wanted to fuck you and youโ€™re now asking if I like you?! Are you dumb?โ€ he cackled through his words and you pouted.ย 
โ€œI donโ€™t like you, stupid. I love you.โ€ Poe said in one final sentence that made you almost stop functioning.ย 
โ€œYou- Iโ€ฆโ€ you tried to say but Poe cut you off with a kiss, a kiss so gentle almost like he was afraid to break you.ย 
โ€œI love you too Poe.โ€ You breathed the second his lips gave you the tiniest bit of space.ย 
โ€œI know.โ€ He smiled at you before giving you one last peck. โ€œCan we go back to cuddling now and talk about everything when the power comes back?โ€ย 
โ€œBy talk you mean-โ€
โ€œDo I need to spell it out, commander? Now hush.โ€ he slyly cuts you off and you smile as his arms wrap around you once again, your heart and mind finally settling in the same place.ย 
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