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At dinner I was like „tomorrow is Le Mans!“ and my dad went like „da fährt doch der kleine Schumi“ („oh that‘s where little Schumi drives“) and I almost sobbed
#this made me so melancholic in the most heartwrenching beautiful way#i cannot even explain#time flies by so fast#mick schumacher#michael schumacher#schumi#le mans#24h du mans#24h le mans
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Towards the end of the series there is no time to spare so with whatever time they have with each other, they become more open n honest. There's no more hiding. Hands instinctually reach out for one another. There is this strong sense of "I love you and I have to make sure you know that" amongst all of them. They are so deeply intertwined with one another in a way that you don't really see until this moment. I mean, the love has always been there. But now it has a voice.
#we are nothing without the people that we love#i truly believe that#to say you dont need anyone is a SHAM everyone wants to be loved#everyone wants to be acknowledged#everyone wants someone to hold them in their arms and say I SEE YOU#EVERYONE DOES#sorry to bring up another series but devilman crybaby??#same thing#what is this world without love. seriously. what is it. nothing. NOTHING#everyone wants to be loved. everyone wants something to love so much it DRIVES you#otherwise why are we here? what is this all for? if not to be loved#what else is there?#the hands#are you seeing the hands?? i know he always said he loves drawing hands and MAN can you feel it within the last 100 or so chapters#so much touching and feeling amongst all of them#as if to ground eachother#its so good#i love BNHA#my fav is iida#i cannot even explain#tears in my eyes#hes so gentle and loving and .. yeah#gonna be thinking about this for awhile#bnha spoilers
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we go just right.
#when the date went so wonderful that you don't even mind that you forgot your umbrella at home#crowley is doing his best and aziraphale appreciates it very much#aziraphale's very special version of pride and prejudice can't get wet#so you gotta use the four year old newspaper you found in your bentley#I am not mentally ready for season 2#it will change me in a way that I cannot even explain#thank you neil gaiman love of my life fr#good omens#good omens 2#good omens fanart#good omens 2 fanart#aziracrow fanart#aziracrow#ineffable husbands#aziraphale#crowley#david tenannt#micheal sheen#neil gaiman#digital art
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i think its so funny when people take the way donnie acts at face value even though its a horrible lie because he's a horrible liar, while understanding leo is bullshitting very well despite him actually being GOOD at bullshitting. many such cases
#personal#rottmnt#although tbf its probably because with leo its unpacked more thoroughly in the movie#donnie is not a morally ambiguous emotionally unavailable bad boy. he is very sensitive actually#he's a little crybaby /aff#and like this isnt hidden. he isnt SECRETLY sensitive or secretly caring its very out in the open actually#he's not hiding it well AT ALL AND THEY ALL KNOW IT LMAOOOOOOOO#i think donnie's perception of himself is somewhat earnest and somewhat. not? he DEFINITELY thinks he's more evil than he actually is#BGHFHDHGJFHG#i think what causes him to lash out and struggle to communicate is his inability to articulate his feelings#they are just too big for him. like its the exact opposite of robotic#he cant force himself to give a fuck but when he DOES its too much#so he yells and lashes out or he shuts down completely#honestly i think the perception of him being too sensitive being a problem makes way more sense than the perception of him being 'robotic'#when it comes to struggles in how his family sees him at least#even in little ways you can see him take it pretty personally when he's insulted#he struggles to blow things off#and i think it would also explain his tendency to like. visibly calm himself down when he gets upset? its a thing he does a lot in the show#he desperately wants to destroy that perception of him because he's trying so hard to close himself off#he doesn't want to be the sensitive one that cant take anything. it especially works in line with his shell#it was a big inspiration for canary continuity tbh. donnie should struggle with being the sensitive one in fic more#mikey is more empathetic and he's more emotional but donnie's quicker to feel offended or take things personally#BACKED UP HEAVILY BY CANON#that 'you can be honest with me! no hard feelings' - 'he's lyinggggggg'#like he's not upset with them babying him as much as he is with them genuinely finding it frustrating that he can fall behind like that#and just cannot take shit like that. so he tries to pull back and not seem as affected as he is#theyre a very cuddly family but mind you they can be actually mean to each other like that!!
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eos pt. 2
#im actually close to finishing the game naow... i got to dialga's fight but got my ass kicked#this game is making me emotional wtf.. i teared up a little when my team reunited with the guild#and when they told them the truth abt grovyle and everyone agreed to help them. thats so. peace and love oh my god#also chatot.. i was wrong abt him he comes thru even if hes annoying. “prized recruits” YOURE GOING TO MAKE ME CRY#team skull also. like i cannot defend them being assholes but i still felt bad seeing them beat up#this game is so good at making me feel things towards characters i was actually filled with seething rage everytime i had to watch#team skull scheme against me and not do anything. ALSO the reason why i had such a grudge against chatot to begin with#is bc he THREW ME UNDER THE BUS bc of the apples without letting me EXPLAIN MYSELF#SO IT WAS REALLY FUNNY WHEN HE SAID HES FILLING IN FOR WIGGLYTUFF AS LEADER AND EVERYONE WENT “DEADASS?”#damn i can see why so many ppl make pmd ask blogs. im actually tempted to use my team if i didnt already know#that i would probably get bored and do smth else after a month <- did this multiple times while in pokeask#pokemon mystery dungeon#pmd#explorers of sky#eos#my art#myart#doodles#pmd oc#marmalade#neptune
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I want you to know that whenever I change my interest/fandom. You also happen to consistently post about the same thing and I find this eerie and funny. It started with Spiderverse then FNAF, Gravity Falls, (never got into Arcane I’ll say) and now DC. We haven’t always “matched” or whatever but I wanna say I’ve never been more consistently in tune with another account’s interests as I have been with this one lol.
I hope I make sense haha but anyway I love your art!!! Can’t WAIT for that Superman movie :D
Do… do you live in my walls..?
#usually I’ll say I live in everyone else’s walls#because usually I’ll have a stint in whatever fandom is popular at the time#I like seeing what the fuss is about even if it happens to be a few months late okay!!!#but this dc thing came out of nowhere for me so#I don’t know how that’s synced up#I cannot explain it#unless you too fell down the Robert pattinson to battinson to Batman to superbat to dc pipeline..?#perhaps#but I’m also super keen for the new Batman movie!!#my art#ask#noodles talks#superman#Clark Kent
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What home smells like (Crossroads comments)
Note: judging by the audio I extracted and the conversation file, Bellara and Taash don't have lines for that event (if they actually have lines and I missed them, pls lmk).
Rook: That scent… I can't place it. Neve: For a moment… it smelled like Dock Town after it rains. Lucanis: Coffee. Like Illario and I smelled in the kitchen where we grew up. But that cannot be right. Harding: That's my ma's apple cake! But… how? Davrin: That's smoke from my old clan's campfire. But… how do I even know that? Emmrich: It's reminiscent of the mortuary's perfumes, but… ah. Of course. Emmrich: There's small enchantments around this place. From the old elves, welcoming their kindred home.
My DAVG Extracted Audio Masterlist
#anyway. so much to unpack here#I know it's just a way to leave things ambiguous so they don't hinder players' headcanons but Rook not knowing what home smells like is...#it's quite a lot#then Lucanis's “like Illario and I smelled”. their lives are so intertwined he cannot recall his own childhood without Illario#very normal!#“how do I even know what my old campfire smells like?” how would you NOT Davrin. or maybe you are just surprised you still remember?#that this life you thought you'd completely left behind#is still so important to you that the crossroad spirits immediately clock you as missing it?#very disappointed that Bellara doesn't actually have lines here why does it fall to Emmrich of all people to explain what's going on there!#and that Taash doesn't have any considering that smell is their entire thing!!#datv audio#davrin#davrin dragon age#emmrich volkarin#lace harding#lucanis dellamorte#neve gallus#veilguard audio#dragon age#dragon age the veilguard#flowers.txt#flowers blogs#rook datv#rook dragon age#rook
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Happy Valentine’s Day <3 Based this on a scene from @cloud-somersault ‘s Constellations Epilogue in chapter 9! Had this in my drafts for MONTHS and figured today would be a great day to finally finish it up ^^
#cute little picture during their cute little picnic AUGH#my art#lego monkie kid#lmk wukong#lmk macaque#liukong#shadowpeach#constellations fic#constellations fic fanart#lmk sun wukong#fun fact I originally had the sketch be horizontal#but then I realized if it’s vertical then they have to be even CLOSER!!#but also. remembering selfies are taken vertically normally hhhh#BUT MOSTLY THAT FIRST THING!!!#also you should totally have a look at their eyes. for funsies.#also also#I’m so happy I FINALLY got to draw Wukong with red eyes yeeeees#I’m aware I can technically. do that whenever I want but it’s A TREAT ok I cannot explain it 🥹
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"Marcille hates all of Laios' freak traits but loves them in Falin" is honestly a really good joke but... you guys do know it's a joke right?
It's such a funny one I honestly find it impossible to get mad at even when people mistake it for an actual truth about the characters but JUST TO MAKE IT CLEAR
THIS is how marcille reacts when Falin is predictably just as enthusiastic about eating monsters as her brother was.
That is not the face of a woman who thinks this trait is lovely and endearing as long as it's exhibited by the girl she loves. That is the face of a woman who is taking 7d8 psychic damage and yet knows deep in her heart she won't like Falin any less for it.
The way young Marcille reacts to Falin eating berries Marcille can't recognize but Falin knows are safe is pretty similar to how she reacts to eating monsters years later, albeit with more fear than disgust. The difference in her relationships with Laios and Falin isn't just that she's attracted to Falin, it's because the Touden siblings, while similar, are in fact different people. Not just genderswaps of each other.
Also, I think you all already know this, but just to say it: she doesn't actually hate Laios for any of his freak tendencies either. He's one of her best friends. She's just a lot quicker to be outwardly exasperated with him while she's quieter about it with Falin.
#dungeon meshi#falin touden#laios touden#marcille donato#dungeon meshi meta#again I cannot be mad at fanon jokes when they're actually funny#and also marcille absolutely DOES have different standards for the touden siblings#i'd argue the way she more easily argue with laios than falin is a) because falin is better at EXPLAINING her autistic swag#so after the initial freakout marcille can calm down. laios does NOT know how to do this#and b) because she DOES idealize falin. And so she takes this stuff in a 'well not even my beautiful angel darling can be perfect' way#though in the end their autistic swag is also a big part of what she appreciates in both of them#in different ways as i said but the oddities are part of why she's close with both of them!! that doesn't change the exasperation though!
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again and again and again and again
#signalis#elster#ariane yeong#arielster#lilith itou#alina seo#lstr 512#biruesque art#you guys cannot posibly understand what i Went thru drawing this#i dont even have any way to explain it#i just hope this picture conveys an intense enough emotion that u Get it
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the accolade ( the...the cat-olade...)
#mine#original#i cannot even begin to explain the anguish. the torment. this drawing has brought me#and i STILL dont like it. i simply cant work on it any longer i cant i cant. i must be rid of it#eating drywall as we speak#you want to know how many weeks ive worked on this. THREE. ALMOST.#you want to know how long my other cat drawings take me ?? 3 days absolute MAX#anyway. begon foul creature etc#i havent left extremely long tags for a long while hello everyone good lord there are many of you#we are going stratford this weekend very exciting#its going to be a little chilly and i want to take my new coat with me but issue its not chilly right now so i cant wear it onto the train#i do not think. i can. stuff it into my suitcase i dont think that will happen#i am sure i will figure it out#also. no longer vegan . eggs have won me over. egg egg egg.#im having to restrain myself SO hard from buying more wool i want a shawl i want a shawl#i want more cute DRESSES why are nice comfy dresses 10000£#i look on vinted and its like dresses for popping your pussy in like not. the vibe im going for thank u#anyway. im going to eat crackers now
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and it's pretty amazing to be something, at least
#night in the woods#nitw#night in the woods art#nitw art#rene nitw#this game means so much to me i cannot even explain#tw eyestrain#art tag
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please keep doing the right thing by not calling out this or any other imitators of your art. if they're not impersonating you, deceiving people about whose artworks were made/posted first, or threatening your livelihood (which is a wholly seperate issue of economics), there's no material damage being done here. that just leaves the shitty feelings you get from being aware of the imitation, and i have faith that you can get over those and move on with your life.
fact: your art is technically skillful and broadly appealing to tumblrites both in style and subject (big fandoms, popular ships, familiar tropes and ideas). that's why it's popular.
fact: social media incentivizes creators to post whatever content gets the most engagement and viewers to engage with the same kinds of content over and over, regardless of who copied who.
fact: the only thing no one else can copy is the fact that your art was made by *you*. if that's not enough for you to feel secure in the inherent value of what you make, i'm afraid there's an part of you that fears that your work is replaceable.
the discomfort and "creepiness" you talk about sounds like you're stuck in zero-sum mindset: this person can only gain something by taking it away from *you*. and that's just not true. what do you feel you're "losing" to them in this competition? praise? attention? social media points? money (see above)? unpack that.
fact: your art will be harder to imitate and less attractive to imitators if you get weirder and more experimental with it. which i would love to see, btw.
i appreciate this !! but also i should clarify: i'm not upset because i'm jealous of this person getting attention or i feel like i'm 'losing' to them in any way. i'm very secure in my own work now and if this was a stranger i probably wouldn't care as much. this is not any kind of 'threat' to me and the amount that this affects my actual life is very minimal
i'm upset because this is someone who i gave the benefit of the doubt and actually befriended, who went from taking small stylistic choices i made to potentially ripping off entire characters/comics that i wrote, and did it to my face. and i don't think it's an overreaction for me to be weirded out by that
#ramble#i appreciate the sentiment but this is reading into my psyche a Lot akdfhjs. is it just me#anon with all respect what does any of this mean#also i cannot stress enough i'm not a public figure i am literally just some guy. i'm not pictures floating in space i'm a PERSON#i honestly can't explain why this whole thing is weird to me. it's just sort of. rude???#literally none of the social media/money/attention part of this matters to me it's that my art is very personal to me and they took it#like you spend so long making absolute garbage to find your own style and then somebody just takes it from you#and even while this was happening i was adding new things to my art and they were right behind me doing the same things#it's so stupid that this is about elves i hate it here#sorry this makes me sound so bitchy i'm just so fucking done with it
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launching a rescue mission!
from utilities included, ch. 8
masterpost
#one piece#sanji#zoro#zosan#nami#usopp#helmeppo#koby#bartolomeo#other ppl but theyre just cameos#utilities included#DONT draw crowds. i suffered. i cannot explain. i didnt even detail that many crowd ppl but i was fighting for my life the whole time#blood sweat and tears. ill be complaining about this one for a while#BUT. IM SO HAPPY WITH IT?!#shoutout to emmie for helping me with the barto pose#and shoutout to bege for bringing a whole infant to a rager. my favorite detail that i added to please myself#anyway i learned i love drawing koby and barto
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Comfort and safety and such things
This one was actually a commission! I had a lot of fun working with such a cute concept
#payneland#dead boy detectives#dbda#edwin x charles#everyone's favorite side character: the office couch#if one can even call it that#listen listen my girlfriend reads to me all the time#words cannot explain how comforting and lovely it is#i totally understand charles giving up paradise for the boy who read to him#so while working on this one I kept thinking about how much love there is in the act of reading to someone#cutie if you're reading this I love you thanks for always reading to me
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Here are all the callbacks buddie in 817 had to previous scenes I have found so far.
First off, obviously the grocery store fight in 306.
The scene also calls back to the fight before Shannon leaves in 315. The way it was filmed calls back to the breakup with Ana in 503.
It also calls back to the other 2 fights Buck and Eddie had, gym scene in 201, and the 809 one, because Eddie in black and the angles.
Color-wise, Buck's orange is similar to the one Shannon is wearing when she comes back in 207 ("what did you need that I didn't give you" "you") and Shannon and Eddie are in orange and black in 213.
Buck himself is wearing a similar shade of orange when he starts the lawsuit in 304, when he stops the car that fixes the lawsuit in 306, when he finds out about Daniel in 404, when he talks to Chris in 701. He's in a brighter version of it when he tells Maddie and Chim about therapy in 403.
There's the actual dialogue of Eddie calling back to his breakdown. That's the description of what happened to Eddie in 513.
Waking up in the middle of the night, to that news. Sitting alone in the dark. Trying to keep it together so I don't scare the crap out of my kid.
Eddie walking in has similar visual cues to Eddie walking in after his therapy session in 514, from different angles.
The kitchen of it all calls back to Buck asking about Kim in 709, Buck finding out about Texas in 808, the talk in 612 if we decide to push it a little lol, granted the kitchen was a lot colder in 817 that we've ever seen it before.
Buck finding the note, obviously calls back to Shannon leaving. (Couch theory, you will forever be famous).
Buck is in that forest green we nicknamed the breakup green (even though the green is mostly about Buck being misguided in his own feelings, this is more about Buck jumping to conclusions, meta on the green here, please see the full picture of the use of green with Buck because it's fascinating), so call back that feeling.
I'm gonna treat Buck's shirt as both grey and blue because it looks bluer in some bits of the scene and greyer in others, just go with it for the sake of this exercise.
Most importantly, this scene calls back to the post-tsunami talk.
Inverted colors, but the same feeling, Eddie is using Chris to snap Buck out of it. This is a mirror if we count Buck's shirt as blue.
But if we count his shirt as grey, this is the mirror, 612. Both moments where Eddie is offering Buck something Buck doesn't know how to ask for.
The Chris of it all also calls back to 301, when Eddie storms into the loft to leave Chris with him. Eddie already being in the house also calls back to this.
If we count Buck's shirt as grey, we are calling back to the moments Buck is casually parenting Chris, like in 408 when Chris runs to the loft and when they are making the cookies in 613.
The scene as a whole calls back to after the earthquake, this one more if we count the shirt as blue, after the tsunami, after the shooting, but inverted, since Eddie is the one watching Chris with Buck this time.
The whole thing also calls back to 408 with Eddie coming home from the date with Ana (construction on sunset, baby), color-wise too since Eddie is that rust type color in both scenes.
Buck teasing Eddie about ordering pizza made me think of 707 after Buck burns the lasagna and the "20 Buck's for pizza" in 303, but that's a me thing.
Buck offering to cook in an ambiguous blueish-grey shirt calls back to Buck making them dinner in 601. (Couch theory conversation, anyone?)
Buck walking in visually calls back to the fight in 809. Eddie is leaning against the wall Buck wanted to tear down.
The Pepa of it all calls back to 204, with Buck watching Eddie and Chris and the actual conversation about "our Eddie". The conversation then evolves to something that reminds me of the conversation buddie had in 612. Eddie matches the couch.
Buck watching Eddie and Chris visually calls back to quite a few scenes. The facetime call with Chris and the Texas talk in 808 and Buck settling in in 811.
It also calls back to Eddie watching Buck and Chris on the couch in 612 and 615, and Eddie moving around them as they play in 403.
Now for the ones I'm less confident on, it's the wrong shades, but Chris leaving is Buck is in blue and Eddie is red.
And the groceries of it all made me think about 604 when Chris is helping Eddie with the groceries and they get the call that Chris has been lying about the science club. Mostly because Chris is holding the same brand of cereal that Buck is putting away.
I think this is all, I will come back if my brain gives me more.
As always, if you read this I love you 💜
#ooooof#its a lot#my brain is in overdrive#i cannot even begin to explain the shit going on here oaksasoaksas#911#911 spoilers#911 meta#thoughts thoughts thoughts
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