#i hate bpd

[mentallylivingin2000s]

it makes me so sad when ppl ignore me like okay whatever u want me to die i guess

[eternallynumb]

One moment I miss you the next Im telling myself to get over it

[itslikesearcingforsomething]

never going off my meds again, never

[piercethedollanganger]

i miss my best friend so much i was so stupid he was struggling so bad and i just encouraged it and then he fucking killed hjmself i can’t help but feel i played some sort of part in that and now he’s gone and i’ll never talk to him again the worst part is i can’t even cry i don’t think i fully even comprehend that he’s gone i think a part of me still thinks he’s still alive and he’s in the hospital or something but he hasn’t texted me since tuesday when he told me that he was gonna do it and 988 didn’t answer i miss him so much ☹️

[glitchneedles]

CAN YOU FUCKING L̸͉̗̈̓̈̍͘I̶̅̽̏͌͗̔͛̀͝S̶͉̞͍͇͈͉̥̻̔̂̓̓̕̕͘͜͝ͅT̴̨̡͕̜́̑͗̋̉͂È̵̞̹͖̤̈́̓̎̏̂͗͝͝ͅN̷ TO ME?

[mentallylivingin2000s]

[eternallynumb]

I hate myself for complaining about my life because it's literally my fault that it's the way it is, my mistake, I fucked up

[feralbeeast]

Brain wyms be wyrmin so imma repost some of my content for that sparkle of serotonin

[girlsgungore]

he’s so perfect and nice and sweet and i’m fucking insane and crazy

[pinkcornerstuff]

I need moots on here to girl banter with and vent too😭 I like it better when my online diary talks back to me :,)

[glitchneedles]

no no no no no no no no no

( ꩜ ᯅ ꩜;)  please, i dont want to be in love with someone new. i dont want to.

make it stop.

i dont fucking need this.

[phosphenemoth]

Actually, I won't kms, but just out of spite because everyone fucking hates me and wants me to die. So, I'll stay just to annoy people as an opposing stance. Heavens knows I love to oppose.

[bibibitchery]

silent tears have always felt so much worse to me than when i am sobbing and struggling to breathe

sobbing is crying out to the people you love, to the world, to the universe, hoping that someone understands; hoping that someone will stop and listen to you

silent tears know that, even if they stop and listen, they won’t understand, so you don’t even bother crying out

[mentallylivingin2000s]

having bpd is like being in an empty pool and all of a sudden the water comes flooding out of nowhere and u can’t swim and ur drowning but nobody can hear you. and sometimes it’s also like feeling like ur on top of the world and nobody can stop you and u can do anything you want

[eternallynumb]

I'm doing better I'll be okay.

I'm so sorry but I still fucking miss you

I was so wrong and vile. I was scared.

Now I'm terrified, terrified that I've lost you forever

[starsonmarsy]

Hey, we're not mutuals but I follow you and it seems like you're having a rough one. Hope it's okay to say that always enjoy your presence on my dash and I'm sending good vibes your way! 🌻🌻🌻

thank you, i really appreciate it 💕