please no one get mad about this maybe i don't know what i'm talking about but
a lot of 'feminine' ways of presenting are about doing extra. say what you will about consumerism. make up, fancy clothes (lots of clothes), long hair, long dresses, painted nails, all of it
and as a sort of maybe kinda transmasc person it feels like what i am doing to try and present more butch is reducing - don't wear make up or jewellery or even slightly pretty clothes because then i'll just look like a girl. i don't like make up anyways, but on the occasion i put on eyeliner for dramatic effect... it just looks like girl make up. i extend it into gender neutral gothic spikes and then i am too embarrassed to leave my room, and wipe it off. i buy a ring with a snake on it which is cool but it is delicate and golden. this would be very cool on a guy. on me, not as such. i cut my hair every couple months because it starts looking the generic afab non-binary haircut and it is too pretty. it is too feminine. on a guy it would be perfectly normal. but i do not look like a guy.
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Mauraders Era Fancast:
disclaimer: I do not support jk rowlings views in any which way, terfs & transphobes plz go away I don’t want u here
James Potter - Ben Levin
-> Nico Hiraga
Sirius Black - Conan Gray
-> Luka Sabbat
Remus Lupin - Thomas Brodie Sangster
Peter Pettigrew - Ali Hadji-Heshmati
Lily Evans - Julia Lester
Mary MacDonald - Riele Downs
-> Amrit Kaur
Marlene McKinnon - Maitreyi Ramakrishnan
-> Brenna D’Amico
Dorcas Meadows - H.E.R. (Gabi Wilson)
-> Alycia Pasqual Peña
Regulus Black - Ryan Costello
Severus Snape - Finn Wolfhard
Barty Crouch Jr. - Chella Man
Evan Rosier - Drew Starkey
Pandora Rosier - AJ Clementine
Xenophilius Lovegood - Christopher Briney
Frank Longbottom - Danny Griffin
Alice Fortescue - Nikita Uggla
Emmeline Vance - Isabella Ferreria
-> Megan Suri
Benjy Fenwick - Keiynan Lonsdale
Bellatrix Black - Dianne Doan
Andromeda Black - Thaddea Graham
Narcissa Black - Mika Schneider
Lucius Malfoy - Freddie Dennis
Fabian Prewett - Jack Harries
Gideon Prewett - Finn Harries
Molly Prewett - Bebe Wood
Arthur Weasley - Adam Hicks
Euphemia Potter - Marisa Tomei
Fleamont Potter - Key Huy Quan
Walburga Black - Lucy Liu
Orion Black - Tony Leung
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So i had a thought and please, bear with me. I always wondered why Simeon was not part of the brothers that fell from grace back in the war. Especially seeing how he's close with lucifer and tries to keep that closeness between them. I'd say maybe he didn't wanted to leave Celestial Realm but the way Michael treats him doesn't seem to say so.
The second explanation i thought of is that maybe during the war, Simeon chose to not take a side at all. He didn't want to fight either side bcs all of them are his family so he simply did not participate or maybe he was away but the latter seemed unlikely.
And now with nightbringer out, it's finally explained that Simeon helped the brothers by covering up for them and thus ensuring they didn't get caught until the war happened. That satisfied my curiosity but it only gave me a new question, why didn't Simeon fall too?
Maybe it's already explained, maybe I'm wrong, idk i haven't played nightbringer but i do have this idea. What if Simeon did wanted to join the brothers? Maybe he hesitated for a bit or maybe he wasn't there when all of them fell together. Maybe when he realized that his dearest brother had fallen, he had rushed to where it had happened, maybe he wanted to immediately go to them but what if he didn't bcs he simply couldn't?
What if during those last moments, Michael held him back? Maybe in an effort to prevent losing another one of his brothers or maybe its because of Simeon's betrayal for helping them. What if Simeon gets dragged into Michael's office or just somewhere that wasn't destroyed badly in the war? Maybe Simeon sat there and watched Michael for any signs that he feels hurt too, that he is grieving the loss of their brothers too, that maybe he was angry too at their father for the punishment given to Lilith. Maybe he watched in horror and disappointment to see that none of those were on Michael's face, or maybe there were and Simeon thought that maybe Michael would understand.
But none of that probably happened, maybe Michael had gazed at him coldly or maybe there was a look of cruel amusement in his eyes instead. Perhaps, he confronted Simeon about it or mocked him for it, maybe he asked Simeon why Lucifer would go that far or maybe he'd give a bitter laugh about how Simeon was an idiot for helping them and getting caught. Michael probably took his time to question Simeon, his brother but at that moment, all Simeon felt was how much of a stranger Michael felt like. Perhaps Simeon yearned for Lucifer's presence, he was always the middle man between them after all, he was the best of them.
Maybe Michael mocked him and talked about what punishment is fitting for a traitor. Perhaps Simeon felt a rush of hope then, maybe he really does have a chance to join his brother again but things doesn't seem to be in his favor at all, maybe that's what he got for betraying his family. Maybe Simeon talked about how Michael could just throw Simeon away from Celestial Realm, make him join the brothers too and fall from grace, being a demon be damned if it meant he could be with his brother. Michael might've laughed at him, telling him how dumb he was for even thinking that was possible.
Michael probably sneered at him how making Simeon fall from grace is not much of a punishment. Maybe it was even a blessing for Simeon, if it meant he could be with Lucifer again. Both Simeon and Lucifer knew that Michael was too smart, he was cunning too. Michael gave the one punishment that he knew would hurt Simeon most, staying as an angel but his title as a seraph taken away. Simeon now lost his brother and his pride, his title, he wouldn't have cared if he lost his title if it meant staying with his brother but he lost both.
We never know what Simeon's angel form looks like but since he was an seraph, he might've had 6 wings just like Lucifer. Now maybe simply taking away his title wasn't enough, surely him with his 6 wings would be enough of an embarrassment when he's not even an seraph anymore. Maybe everyone saw that moment when Lucifer ripped off his wings during the battle, maybe Michael was a cold and cruel type, we don't really know much about his personality after all.
What if, in order to mock and humiliate Simeon even more, Michael ordered for a pair of Simeon's wings be clipped or ripped off. He wanted to be with his brother so much, why not make him like Lucifer? Maybe Simeon screamed in pain, maybe he endured it all silently with tears streaming down his face, maybe he even looked at Michael with hatred or pain and confusion. Why would he go this far? Isn't Lucifer his brother too?
Maybe after that, Simeon was careful not to use his angel form. When ppl, especially Luke, asks him he would just smile and laugh it off. Then he was sent to Devildom and who else did he meet there but Lucifer and his brothers? He might've noticed that Lucifer was avoiding him, was it guilt? And he saw how the brothers are now. Maybe he had to hold himself back from touching his own back when he saw Lucifer's wings, flashbacks of the pain and the scar so obvious in his angel form.
Perhaps Simeon watched the brothers' new relationship now as they try to fit in after becoming demons and maybe he felt lost. And yearning. He probably watched them and realize that he doesn't fit in there with his old family now, not with Lucifer, especially not with Lucifer. But his own life at Celestial Realm also didn't feel the same anymore, he feels lost there too so where did he fit in?
Maybe Simeon watched how Mammon and Lucifer are so close, watched how Lucifer pampers him. He probably realizes that Mammon would go to all 3 realms for Lucifer if he ever asked for it, he probably would even choose to die for Lucifer if he asked for it and he couldn't help but feel envy. HE was like that too, he would follow Lucifer and sacrifice for him too, that's why he willingly covered for them back in Celestial Realm, isn't it? He took the punishment that came with it too, the scars on his back a constant reminder of the wings that he lost, so identical to Lucifer's wings.
Perhaps jealousy ate away at him as he watches Mammon. Now he could be with Lucifer all he wants because he was Lucifer's assistant back then too but... Didn't Simeon spend more time with Lucifer? Weren't they closer as brothers? Sure Mammon was Lucifer's brother too but wasn't their relationship stronger? Simeon probably craved it, what Mammon has. To be able to stay by his brother's side, to be able to spend more time together with Lucifer like how they did back then.
Simeon was greedy but he also knew, it was not his place to ask for it. He is an angel and Lucifer is now a demon. The only thing linking them now is the past they shared. The memories seems to haunt him, is it the same with Lucifer too? Now the only thing he could do is watch and smile as his brother continues life with the 6 of them, a life that has no part for him to be their brother again.
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