#i just want my mom

[translatemunson]

all i want and need rn is a boyfriend/girlfriend to hug me while i cry until i’m done because ffs what a stressful day

and some roiboos tea, please

[thedancingcostumeyoungadult]

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[urmykindofwoman]

there’s this financial literacy kind of influencer who i follow on instagram. and she said something about like avoiding impulse buying like ‘oh when i want something i wait two days and if i’m still thinking about it then i really want it then i’ll get it’

but guess what. i’ve discovered this also works for restraining yourself from opening up to your mother about your mental health.

[maxgicalgirl]

Being a “Fun Fact !” kind of autistic is all fun and games until you get halfway through sharing an interesting tidbit and realize that it probably wasn’t appropriate to share in polite company and now you have to deal with the consequences :(

[y0shicity]

today i’m crying watching gilmore girls. i’m crying and grieving because i fully believe i could’ve been just like rory gilmore. i would’ve kept my straight A’s through high school, i never would’ve taken a interest, let alone a liking, to drugs and alcohol, i would’ve gotten scholarships and done volunteer work, i would’ve had it all. i was so close. at 10 i never thought that at 17 id be the way i am.

gilmore girls is making me cry because the thing ive missed all my life is my mother. i wish i would’ve had her throughout high school. i turned to drugs and alcohol to fill up the empty lonely space in my heart.

nothing is sadder than being lonely due to the absence of your mother. they say a mothers love is stronger than any other kind, but what about a daughters love? what about the daughters who go about their life running after their mother? the ones who watch their mothers abuse and neglect them yet still make her breakfast in bed? the ones who got a good report card and never brought it home? the ones who put their all into school in hopes that their efforts would be noticed at home? they never were.

i’m 17. i’m an addict. i’m a good student. but i can’t put my mind onto anything good because above everything i miss my mom. i have a love in my heart for her that makes me yearn for her everyday. she’s never held me in her arms while i cried, she’s never been my best friend, she’s never known my favorite color or show. but she’s still my mom and there’s a string that tugs at my heart the farther away she gets from me.

i just wish i had a mother who loved me. a mother who saw the great in me. i see myself through her eyes in a way, and all i see is bad. i know she thinks im terrible. maybe that’s why ive become terrible.

my entire life i’ve seen my mother choose her husband over me. she’s told me how he hates me, how he will do anything to get rid of me, yet stays with him and shows him the love that i deserve. because that’s what’s so sad about it, all the love that could’ve gone to me has gone to him.

to all moms out there, please show your child that you see the good in them. children who are seen as fully flawed grow into how they’re seen, children who are seen as flawless grow into how they’re seen. please, hug your child, tell them your proud, watch a movie and snuggle with them. don’t do what my mom did.

[voidisverytired]

i... i want my mom. i just want my mom

[lastgirlonearth333]

every girls first hater is her mom

[inkskinned]

probably time for this story i guess but when i was a kid there was a summer that my brother was really into making smoothies and milkshakes. part of this was that we didn't have AC and couldn't afford to run fans all day so it was kind of important to get good at making Cool Down Concoctions.

we also had a patch of mint, and he had two impressionable little sisters who had the attitude of "fuck it, might as well."

at one point, for fun, this 16 year old boy with a dream in his eye and scientific fervor in heart just wanted to see how far one could push the idea of "vanilla mint smoothie". how much vanilla extract and how much mint can go into a blender before it truly is inedible.

the answer is 3 cups of vanilla extract, 1/2 cup milk alternative, and about 50 sprigs (not leaves, whole spring) of mint. add ice and the courage of a child. idk, it was summer and we were bored.

the word i would use to describe the feeling of drinking it would maybe be "violent" or perhaps, like. "triangular." my nose felt pristine. inhaling following the first sip was like trying to sculpt a new face. i was ensconced in a mesh of horror. it was something beyond taste. for years after, i assumed those commercials that said "this is how it feels to chew five gum" were referencing the exact experience of this singular viscous smoothie.

what's worse is that we knew our mother would hate that we wasted so much vanilla extract. so we had to make it worth it. we had to actually finish the drink. it wasn't "wasting" it if we actually drank it, right? we huddled around outside in the blistering sun, gagging and passing around a single green potion, shivering with disgust. each sip was transcendent, but in a sort of non-euclidean way. i think this is where i lost my binary gender. it eroded certain parts of me in an acidic gut ecology collapse.

here's the thing about love and trust: the next day my brother made a different shake, and i drank it without complaint. it's been like 15 years. he's now a genuinely skilled cook. sometimes one of the three of us will fuck up in the kitchen or find something horrible or make a terrible smoothie mistake and then we pass it to each other, single potion bottle, and we say try it it's delicious. it always smells disgusting. and then, cerimonious, we drink it together. because that's what family does.

[mochipong]

Two heartbreakers🎀

[sadsarah14]

i think my biggest regret is not being my moms best friend. why could we never get along? why do we only talk 5 times a year? why wasn’t i what she wanted her best friend to be?

[mercurialidiot]

I Wish

I wish I had my mom here.

I wish she loved me as I am.

I wish she supported me in life.

I wish she tried to understand me.

I wish she showed it better.

I wish she didn’t make me cry.

I wish she didn’t want me to leave.

I wish she wanted me in her life

Regardless of who I’ll be.

I wish she would hug me.

I wish she would say she cared.

I wish she would say she loved me unconditionally.

I wish that she meant it.

I wish we didn’t fight.

I wish she didn’t hate me.

I wish she saw the beauty of creation in me

And not the wake of death.

I wish I had my mom here.

I wish she knew what to do.

Maybe my heart would hurt less.

Maybe my tears would stay put.

I wish my mom was accepting of me.

I wish she felt like my mom again.

God, I wish I had my mom here.

I just want her to know what to do.

I just want her to make my heart stop hurting.

I just want her to soothe my tears away.

I just want her to love me.

No matter what I do.

No matter who I am.

I wish my mom were here.

[strawberri-draws]

Cannot wait for the Mom Team Up

[caruliaa]

staff still hasn't given me polls, what should i do?

🟪🟪🟪🟪🟪🟪🟪🟪🟪🟪 their moms 69%

🟪🟪🟪🟪🟪🟪🟪 their dads 31%

grace image os i get to look at her

[littl-vs]

cryin cause i dont want to get older cause bad things keep happening right after my birthday

[theoneandonlyyeti]

super homesick and have no one to talk to can someone send me something to distract me or comfort me thanks