#i might have missed something in this post but if so im too tired to catch it

[formulafics]

❀ MAKE IT REAL | OP81

Scenario: basically ‘the winner takes all’, but oscar edition…or, the one where despite yn being the closest to oscar, no one suspects the two to be dating. that is, until a video of the pair at a valley concert comes out. (inspired by the song ‘Cure’ by Valley (bless @renarots for this one))

Pairing: oscar piastri x fem!reader

A/N: squadron, it is an oscar day. it took me entirely too long to get to this request, but i’ve finally made it. i hope you guys like this fic as much as i liked making it 🫶🏻

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ynln happy halloween 🎃😚

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landonorris why is oscar standing like that

⤷ ynln he’s just a boy leave him alone

papayabull MY BABIES THEYRE SO CUTE

dreamyalbon this friendship is everything to me

⤷ formulaferrari not a single thing about yn and oscars relationship is giving “friends” but okay

⤷ dreamyalbon there’s no way they’re anything more than friends though 😭

rizzciardo the way yn’s whole feed is becoming oscar is so funny

formulaverstappen who’s gonna tell them that daphne and fred had a romantic relationship

⤷ ln4nation to be fair, it’s pretty common for friends to go as romantic duos, platonically.

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ynln the best mornings ☀️ (also i made oscar the bracelet he’s wearing in the third slide i feel so proud of myself)

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oscarpiastri ❤️

riabish second slide 🥹

⤷ norrisnation ria and yn’s friendship is my favorite thing ever

dreamyalbon yn making oscar a bracelet is so cute </3

formulaferrari another day, another oscar post from yn. i love it here

landosbeachball THE ONLY BESTIES EVER 🫶🏻 the slide of them holding hands omg

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f1wagsdaily do you think yn ln is dating anyone on the grid? if so, who? 👀

(left to right) yn and lando, yn and daniel, yn and charles

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norrisnation im so convinced that if it’s anyone it’s danny ric 😭 how do you go to music festivals and football games together so often and NOT date

⤷ charlesrrari yes but also they don’t hang out NEARLY as much anymore? also to be fair, yn’s closest friend - oscar aside - is lando, so it’s kind of natural that she would be in the mclaren garage more, so it just SEEMS like it’s daniel? idk im not convinced that it’s him

formula44 idk i feel like lando is the only one that makes sense

⤷ papayabull what about oscar?

⤷ formula44 idk i just can’t see them together

xf1x oscar piastri (solely based on how much they’re togwther)

⤷ papayanorris lore drop: yn rejected oscar in f3 because he was too busy so id imagine it’s the same now 🤷🏻‍♀️

⤷ xf1x to me that makes it seem more likely since that means they were obviously interested in each other?

⤷ papayanorris good point but maybe theyve moved on? 👀

⤷ pastrypiastri okay but imagine dating oscar and he’s THAT close with another girl, and same with yn being that close with another guy? idk this thread might have put me on the ynoscar agenda 🤭

shumirrari wild guess: jenson button (if you know you know)

⤷ chilisainz what am i missing?

⤷ shumirrari basically lando and jenson button are sort of friends so lando introduced yn to jenson at a race, and lando took pictures of them together. i’m pretty sure yn posted them a while back? idk but it was just a silly guess (her and jenson would be cute though, but i highly doubt it’s them LMAO)

formulaferrari i am TIRED why does no one have faith in the oscyn agenda

⤷ formulaferrari also does no one notice that oscar always is kind of shy around yn or am i actually delusional on this one

⤷ charlesrrari wait lowkey you’re onto something rn 👀

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grandprixsandgossip Oscar Piastri and Yn Ln, a known friend of many drivers on the grid, seen kissing outside of a concert arena last night.

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norrisnation girl there’s three pixels on my screen that could be anyone

papayabull oscar jack piastri what are you DOING

piastrisgirl never, and i mean NEVER, did i expect that out of all the f1 drivers, oscar would be the one where we find out about his girlfriend like this

ln4world this cannot be real

formulaferrari SCREAMING IM INSANE THIS IS EVERHTINH TO ME

stardustf1 okay but wasn’t oscar wearing a hoodie in the other picture that the one guy posted?

⤷ rizzciardo yes, but i’m assuming oscar took the hoodie off and gave it to yn, because not only can you see her wearing a hoodie in this picture (even though it’s blurry, it looks like the same one oscar was wearing), AND ria posted a story of her and yn goofing off after the concert where yn was wearing a black hoodie so 👀

chilisainz were not gonna mention yn in the likes?

⤷ norrisnation she’s having her pierre moment 🤷🏻‍♀️

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🎶 Cure - Valley

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ynln concerts are my heaven, but they’re paradise when i’m with him 🫶🏻 @/oscarpiastri is my concert buddy for life whether he wants it or not

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landonorris but are you dating or?

⤷ ynln i’m gonna need you to be so fr rn lando

oscarpiastri fortunately for us, i’m more than happy to be your concert buddy. ❤️

⤷ ynln music to my ears 😚

riabish literally the cutest couple i know *liked by ynln*

princepiastri THE CAPTION, OSCARS COMMENT, THE PICTURES?? THIS IS THE WORST DAY OF MY LIFE

formula44 yn im sorry for not believing in you and oscar

dreamyalbon AND WHOS GOING TO MENTION THE SONG??

⤷ yukit22enthusiast AS A VALLEY LOVER I AM RIGJT THERE WITH YOU

formulaferrari THE FACT THAT THESE SRE ALL DIFFERENT CONCERTS OH MYGOD

formulaferrari i can finally call them my parents and not get flamed

papayabull and so whatever you do don’t listen to the song because i’m so upset

⤷ stardustf1 someone harassed(/j) the guy who took the picture of them at the concert into telling them what song was playing when he took that picture and it was cure 🫠💔

⤷ papayabull NOOOOO it’s officially their song, i don’t make the rules

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Thank you for reading! All feedback is appreciated 💞

[rkvriki]

not a couple but not just friends with enhypen ! - hyung line

hiiiii!! i haven't posted in sooooo long im sososo sorry!! something different might be on the way!!

make sure to leave feedback. my requests are open and so is my talk box so let's talk!

WARNINGS ! making out, it's not really suggestive but ya kno; might contain grammar errors!

word count: 1.1k

LEE HEESEUNG !

— kissing and other types of pda

heeseung and you were alone in the dorms, all the guys were out doing their own things and you both took that as an opportunity to spend time together.

the two of you were in the kitchen getting snacks and drinks for the movie marathon you were gonna have.

“hee, can you help me? i can't reach those chips.”

“sure thing, princess.” your stomach fluttered with butterflies as he came behind you putting his hand on your waist while the other one reached for the chips, making you let out a quiet gasp, which didn’t go unnoticed by him. heeseung grabbed the chips and put them down on the counter, while his hand joined the other on your waist as he turned you around to face him. you smiled at him used to this type of behavior coming from him. you put your hands around his neck as his face comes closer to yours to connect your lips. you both shared a passionate kiss, moving your head to the side to kiss him deeper. you both missed to hear the sound of the front door opening and only realized someone was in the house when you heard the voices of jake and jay coming closer to the kitchen, making you pull out slowly from the kiss, unashamed by the fact they probably saw you guys kissing. you both looked at them who were frozen looking at you guys with a confused expression.

“but weren’t you “just friends”?” jake asked, making quotation marks in the air.

“we are friends.” you said shrugging.

rest under the cut !

PARK JONGSEONG !

— going out on romantic dates

today you woke up with a text from jay telling you that he was going to pick you up by 7:30 and that you should dress fancy. everyone was confused with whatever you and jay had going on. honestly to both of you it was very simple, you were both too lazy to put a label on it. it was obvious you two were way more than just friends. you started getting ready by doing your makeup since you were still indecisive with your dress. you went for your roommate to ask her for help-

“i can’t choose which one to use today, jay didn’t give me details about where we’re going so i don’t know which one is more appropriate” 

yunjin looked at the dresses then at you. “the black is not too much and not too little, so take that one. also when will you let me know what you two have going on or?” she said, waving her hand at you. you sighed at her tired of hearing her asking the same thing every time you went out with him. “i’m not going over this again yunjin.” you said making your way out of her room.

you finished getting ready and decided to snap a picture for jay. you sent it to him and he replied almost immediately.

jay: baby… you look so gorgeous fuck

jay: i’m almost there

you smiled at his text happy that you didn’t need to have a label with him for you to know he was yours.

SIM JAEYUN !

— going on weekend getaways

jake loved taking you out to visit somewhere when he had his weekends off from work. it was hard for you both to go out for a few days since he had a busy schedule but you both still managed to spend time together. 

you two were now in one of busan’s beaches watching the sunset, sitting in a blanket in the middle of the sand. the beach was secluded since it wasn’t that hot yet. your head laid in jake’s shoulder as he held your hands in his to warm them up.

“how did we end up like this?” jake asks “why so suddenly?” you ask him, chuckling. “i don’t know, just wondering how the hell i ended up taking my best friend on weekend getaways that aren’t really friendly.” you took your head from his shoulder looking at his face, silently admiring his side profile. you smiled at him and said “life makes us do the craziest thing i guess.” jake looked at you, making eye contact. his eyes scanned your face and he started leaning closer, making you do the same. your lips fell into his like a puzzle piece falling perfectly into its place. the fresh breeze from the beach blew into both of your hairs. jake’s hand came up to your face, cupping your cheek and deepening the kiss. you felt his tongue swiping your lower lip, making you open your mouth and letting him explore your mouth. you both pulled out looking at each other, giving one last peck and going back to watch the sunset.

PARK SUNGHOON !

— giving each other gifts 

sunghoon loves spoiling you and it makes you feel bad because you don’t buy him half of the things he buys you. he keeps reminding you that it really doesn’t matter if you give him things or not because you alone are already enough to him. whenever he's traveling with the members in work or just a tripe he will be always saying “oh, y/n would love this.” and then proceeds to it for you. he doesn’t even check the price and the others keep saying something like “i don’t know why you spend so much money if you aren’t dating.” he just smiles at them not knowing how to explain it to them. he comes back home to you with so many bags and a cheeky smile. you stare at him dumbfounded and he just sits besides you telling you to open them. 

“sunghoon how much did you spend here?!” 

“it was just a little, don't worry about it.” 

you do the same thing as him, or almost. when you are out by yourself, just shopping for yourself or with friends, you see a clothing item that you are so sure he would love it so you go and check the price, almost crying when you look at it. either way, you take a deep breath and grab his size and take it to the cashier. when you give them your card you always fear it will decline, knowing you won’t shop anything else for the day. when you give him his present he smiles like a kid on a christmas morning. he barely looks at it before he’s pulling you into a hug and thanking you.

“baby this looks so expensive, you didn’t need to.”

“don’t worry hoon, it wasn’t.” a big lie. it was and your wallet was crying, but for him you didn’t mind it one bit.

[kisses4suna]

can you please give me some really soft suna bf headcannons !!!! i love ur works btw ur my fav suna writerr ahh

SUNA RINTAROU BF HEADCANNONS !

☆ featuring. suna rintarou

☆ a/n. OMFG. anon im so sorry this took me so fkn long to answer. im slowly starting to finish requests people have sent in months ago. i love this idea sm tho!! im so sorry again; i literally deleted tumblr and finally got it backk ill be finishing more requests soon and posting drafts, then during the summer ill post WAY MORE FREQUENTLY. (so be prepared for sm more suna content guys ;))

ps. i might make a p2 for post timeskip suna too so lmk if you’d want that !!

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PRE-TIMESKIP BF SUNA

- suna mfing rintarou will raise your standards to heaven bro. even if he’s only in highschool

- his face will be so deadpanned and neutral but the minute he sees you he grows that small smile that he hopes nobody sees

- he talks about you like crazy to his sister but doesn’t even realize it

- “did you see her new insta post? shes so pretty bro how tf did i pull her”

- “i miss my gf rn”

- “hey do you think y/n would want something like this?”

- his sister loves you, but is so tired of her brother constantly talking about you

- he would choose you over anybody, and anything. even over his airpods. which says a lot for suna

- will literally do anything to spend time with you. he will drop as much as he could on his schedule for you. he just genuinely wants you to be with him all the time. (he’s so clingy its cute but he hates admitting how attached he is to you hes like a lil koala bear hanging onto his branch)

- without you even knowing he signed you up to be a manager for his volleyball team just so you could spend time with him at his practice

- this mf so obsessed with you he got hit in the face with a volleyball because he was too busy looking at you instead of paying attention to the actual practice

- he will ‘go to the bathroom’ during practice just to sneak off underneath the bleachers to give you a quick kiss and talk to you.

- suna isn’t dumb he’s actually really smart just very lazy, so if you were in advanced classes he would literally get his grade up, request a transfer to your advanced classes, just so he could spend more time with you there

- plus he loves seeing you seem so smart and focused he thinks you look so cute like that ^^

- he unfollowed every girl on his socials besides you and his sister

- he has a whole instagram highlight dedicated for you and its filled with over 20 stories of you and him together or sometimes just pictures of how beautiful you are.

- his insta bio has your initial with a heart, and says “i love my gf” just for fan girls to back off

- his photo album is way worse. he organized his whole camera roll and has a full album of you which takes up half his storage, but who cares, he doesn’t mind having to delete games he downloaded cause he was bored ( especially if its for you )

- in his notes app he has every little detail about you written down, not in a creepy way, just to remember important stuff about you. like what you hate in people, your fav stuff, etc.

- he dedicates every long song to you.

- also hes like very touchy in private, i mean in public he is too, BUT IN PRIVATE. oh my. he is not afraid to cling onto you.. you will literally have to claw him off you if you have to use the bathroom while your cuddling

- he’s only like that because he loves you so much and he’s so attached to you, he just wants to stay with you forever because he cant imagine losing you

- he asks his mom if he can sleep over at your house as much as he could, the days he can’t, you either go to him, or he facetimes you and you both end up falling asleep on the phone.

- everytime he goes to the mall with his friends or something, he will ask them every 3 seconds “do you think y/n would want this ?” he really just wants to spoil you to show you how much he loves and appreciates you

- sometimes he sleeps late at night rewatching his volleyball games and analyzing his plays, so he bought you a sleeing mask and earplugs so you could fall asleep without the sound or light of the tv bothering your slumber

- he loves being in between your thighs, your fingers tangled in his hair while you both watch tv.

- but at night he loves burrying his face in the crook of your neck with one armed wrapped around your waist and the other placed diagonally on your back while his hand covers the back of your head, almost looking like hes protecting it.

- you’ve genuinely helped him become a better version of himself, when he’s with you he’s at his best, which is probably why he loves you so much. because when he’s with you it feels like he’s just at peace, he just falls in love with you even more everyday.

- he hates thinking your love is puppy love and it wouldn’t last, and some nights when he’s not with you, he’ll overthink like crazy, really just wondering why someone as perfect as you hasn’t left him yet, or why are you even with him in the first place ?

- little does he know, he means as much as you mean to him, and you don’t plan on leaving him anytime soon.

[vivgst]

Hey this is my first time doing an anonymous post but I just wanted to ask if you could maybe do like a fic where Valeria and reader are like friends with benefits but kinda have a tough and hateful love with eachother and sex too lolll

Heyyyy<3333 Dw, Im kinda new too, yesterday I was gonna answer one and I ended up deleting it.

All of us know how stubborn Valeria is, right? She lies a lot, even to herself.

Tw: Angst, smut, not happy ending.

If you had to talk about what your relationship with Valeria was like, you would say it was horrible, loving her was exhausting and consumed your soul, it hurt so much that you could even feel it physically and it was a hell that you refused to leave precisely because you were exhausted, leaving her was just another move that would leave you with less strength and you felt incapable of doing it.

And you were clinging, clinging to that kiss on the forehead that she gave you one night thinking that you had already fallen asleep, to her jealousy and possessiveness that seemed to be signs of love in a twisted and quite harmful way, you clung to her laugh that sounded like the one of a teenager and all those things that made you weak at the mere idea of ​​leaving her, you couldn't.

But with each passing day it became more present, it got in your thoughts like a virus and ate away your whole body, it made you spend sleepless nights.

What if you left her? It would hurt, yes, but you would be calmer and your peace was priceless, it was non negotiable, however you had given it to her as if it were not something important.

And eventually you got sick of it and in one of your endless arguments you left her mansion swearing never to return, she made fun of you, of course.

“You're going to come back like you always do.” She muttered mockingly as you walked out of the mansion with teary eyes.

But to her surprise, you didn't. Weeks went by and she didn't hear from you, you hid, you had the nerve to think she would be the one looking for you so you left your apartment, that made her even angrier.

Because well, she did look for you, but how dare you think she would? It had to be you, it was always you.

Valeria hated giving in, but she gave you what you wanted, she knew that even if you left your apartment you couldn't miss work so she went there at night.

Your heart almost jumped out of your chest when you were passing through a deserted alley and you felt an arm wrap around your waist and pull you deeper into said place, however you relaxed noticeably when you saw it was her.

“I thought I would crawl back to you.” You said sarcastically and she gave you a glare before rolling her eyes, Valeria hated your sarcasm but she would mess with you before you got through her and you knew that.

“You’re one of my best toys, chula.” She spoke in a low voice and you felt your heart sink and that uncomfortable feeling in your stomach that made you nauseous, something typical every time you imagined her with other women, in other arms, kissing other lips, it made you sick, there was nothing more unbearable than thinking about that.

But you were tired of fighting to show her that you cared, especially because it ended up being a sacrifice in vain that left you bleeding and if there was something that Valeria apparently liked, it was seeing you vulnerable and knowing that she was the cause of that pain.

“Maybe it's time you get someone better, there must be plenty of them out there.” You said and although what you wanted was to run away like a coward, you raised your face to meet her gaze that for the first time looked disconcerted, however she was able to hide it well in that mask of coldness she always had.

“I don't see the need to do that when I have you in front of me.” She spoke and you could tell she was going to say something else but you interrupted her.

“I don't want to see you again, Valeria. I don't want to keep in whatever this is, I don't feel like it.” You said and if you knew her a little better you might have noticed the fear in her eyes.

The idea of ​​losing you had never been something she considered because you had simply chased her so much that she couldn't imagine you leaving her, but it became real and she didn't like seeing herself waking up in an empty bed, wrapped in the same sheets she shared with you.

"You can not-"

“Are you going to force me?” You blurted out and knew that maybe implying that was a mistake.

She could do some crazy shit sometimes but never in her life and under no circumstances would she lay a hand on a woman if she said no, never. And you knew it, but you liked that now she was the one glaring at you, offended by your words.

“Oh, did I hurt your feelings?” Your voice was now echoing in the alley but there was no one and you were really so angry now that you didn't care if someone listened or not, you just wanted to hurt her, frustrate her. “You are like a man, you are always criticizing them but you are the same, you are doing the same shit they do to other women.” Your words hit a nerve and she pushed you against the wall, the sharp thump of your back against the concrete echoing throughout the place.

Valeria approached you, there was fire in her eyes and you grinned cheekily at her, no matter how angry she could be, she wouldn't hit you and you took advantage of that from the first moment you realized it.

“Shut the fuck up, do you have any idea what you're saying?”

“I do, honey. You are the same, you are just another rat, just like them. You're a fucking coward because you hate that I leave yet you still don't give me what I want!” You yelled at her and she clenched her jaw, Valeria was used to violence and her body normally reacted on its own to situations like these, so holding back was difficult for her.

“And what the hell do you want from me?” Valeria said, raising her voice as well and letting out a growl full of frustration, this night was going differently than what she planned. “What the fuck do you want? Speak". She murmured softly, her body pressed against yours and you felt yourself burning in her intense gaze, you hated her.

“You know what I want, I've said it a million times, you know I want to leave these games and be honest.” You tried to break free from the prison that was her body but her hands tightened on your hips, clinging to you as if the thought of letting go hurt. “I want you to admit that you have feelings for me.”

"I do not feel anything for you". She responded almost immediately and her gaze wandered all over the floor that was within reach of her eyes.

That was the problem with her, her love was weak, it wasn't enough. She was such a coward about this situation, you knew what she said wasn't true, but she refused to admit it, to being vulnerable because that would only hurt more in the end.

“Look me in the eyes when you lie to me.” You said in a whisper and when her gaze met yours your legs weakened, you could see the conflict in her tired eyes, the pleading and all the war that was inside her, she was showing it to you, because she never let you see nothing she didn't want. “Val, just-”

"I can't". She said in a thin voice and you had to swallow hard in an attempt to relieve the lump in your throat, her gaze was still fixed on yours and you knew what was going to happen, you hated yourself for it.

You hated yourself because when her lips met yours you didn't pull away, you wrapped your arms around her neck and held on to her. Her hands moved down to your thighs and tightened on them to lift you up and gently press you against the wall, your legs now hugging her hips.

The softness of the kiss went to hell as soon as it started, now her tongue moved inside your mouth with need and you sucked on it, earning a groan from her, your skin burning as you felt her body crushing yours against the wall and when her hand went to your pants you pulled away from her lips.

“You can’t fuck me in an alley.” You mumbled, you were breathless and panting, your chest rising and falling rapidly and you felt the adrenaline rush through your body. Valeria gave you a look full of confusion, her eyes narrowing slightly and you looked at her in disbelief, she was really confused.

"Why not?" She asked and you had to sink your teeth into the inside of your cheek, biting it to hold in your laughter, it was unbelievable.

She didn't let you respond, she just rolled her eyes and crashed her lips on yours again, her fingers massaging the inside of your thighs and you had to hold on to her arms when you felt her move away from the wall, starting to walk and you were embarrassed because... what if someone saw you two? but what was happening felt too good…

You both got into the back seats of her car and you began to undress her, almost tearing off her clothes because the desire you felt to touch her warm skin was killing you. Your hands moved desperately and even then it wasn't the speed with which you expected them to move, plus being in that small space was quite uncomfortable, but you managed and then she helped you undress.

You straddled her thigh, her hands on your hips and yours on her shoulders to balance yourself a little as she began to move you slowly, the feeling stimulating enough to soak her skin and make you shudder, your sensitive nub throbbing every time as your hips rocked and you caught your lip between your teeth to keep from moaning too loudly, who knows, maybe someone outside might hear.

Valeria had her gaze fixed on yours, she loved it, she loved watching you fall apart in front of her and the way your gaze relaxed when you were turned on, how weak you were for her.

The heat was unbearable, the car windows were foggy and you began to ride her thigh faster, chasing your pleasure that swirled in your belly like a wave of fire. Your hand went between her thighs and you began to make circles with your thumb, gently massaging her clit, your other hand made its way to her jaw, raising her face abruptly so that her eyes returned to yours.

What you liked most about having sex with Valeria was that she could never swallow her pleasure, you had her almost drooling just from playing with that nub of sensitivity, she couldn't even moan, she just panted, she felt dizzy and there was no nothing she could think about other than how good you made her feel.

You weren't much different, your body was numb from tensing up so much, trying to hold onto your orgasm but you couldn't take it anymore and you let it wrap you in a warm hug, the movement of your hand between Valeria's thighs becoming erratic and trembly.

Suddenly you felt her hiss and her juices soaked your hand, both of you relaxed after the release and you got off her lap, the heat burning your skin wet with sweat, among other fluids.

You wanted to sleep right there, you were exhausted, but you didn't want to leave and you knew she wouldn't let you. And normally you would argue for her to listen to you and take you home, but you let her take you to the mansion, you let her guide you to her office even though you knew the way more than well, and you let her take off your clothes, much more slower than how you moved in the car. You sat at her desk, now she was the one who was taking off her clothes under the intensity of your gaze and everything began to move in slow motion but fast at the same time, you felt influenced by the same feelings that invaded you every time that you saw her, all the frustration and anger, uncertainty and pain, because you loved her and she insisted that she didn't.

She didn't love you, but her eyes ran over your body softly, she didn't love you but her hands worshiped your body as if it was one of a goddess, and you told yourself that she didn't love you thousands of times, while she kissed you, while her fingers sank inside you delicately.

But how could she not love you if the way she made love to you was a confession? The passion with which your bodies were wrapped was a poem and an oath that the fire could consume everything in its path except what she felt for you.

And it was so overwhelming to feel her so close knowing that her soul refused to connect with yours, your eyes betrayed you, letting the tears run down your cheeks and her eyes fixed on yours, she didn't need to ask anything because she already knew. Valeria knew it. She knew and felt your pain that was also hers, even your pain was hers, there was nothing left of you that you could claim as your own.

"I’m sorry, I’m sorry". She murmured and had to take a deep breath to contain the sea of ​​emotions that would soon form a wave to try to drown her.

She pulled you into her arms, in one of those hugs that made you feel comforted, but they were the same arms that hurt you so the comfort also felt wrong, out of place.

You couldn't realize when you fell asleep, but you woke up with one of the pajamas she had bought you, in her bed, in her sheets, but without her.

Like always.

And you decided to blame the burning in your eyes from haven’t had much sleep, you decided you weren't crying because she had run away from you, you weren't crying because this was what always happened, she left you before you woke up because having a conversation with you was overwhelming and her throat felt dry just thinking about it.

You weren't crying, or were you?

You didn't know anymore.

[jwanniie]

That soyeon fic was so good I love your works sm 🥹 I’m not sure if you’re taking requests right now but can you do reader asking stepsis soyeon how to eat pussy properly and sy just eating her out on her bed?

Aww, thank you so much love! I really appreciate that!!💋🤭

Pairings: Stepsis Soyeon x fem reader!

Warning: pussy eating, cum eating, reader gets caught masturbating, Soyeon smokes, drinks etc… , stepsis x stepsis, fuck girl Soyeon, not proofread, typos, fingering,Oral, and just pure smut!!

Word count:1k (1,047)

Jwans note: I’m sorry babe! I posted this late😭 hope you still enjoy!!😘

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Whatever the fuck you are feeling for your stepsister soyeon wasn’t something normal to feel. As soon as Soyeon walked into your life, you couldn’t help but drool at her.

To say she was unbelievably hot was an understatement. The way she took the joint between her fingers while blowing the steam off her lungs never failed to make your panties drenched. Or the way the smoke found its way to your nose, intoxicating you.

Her room always smelled like weed, cigarettes and alcohol, three things that ruined humans health but managed to make them feel the way too good but short euphorias. You honestly never liked the smell of this combination or even found anyone who smoked attractive, it was a big turn off for you. But the way this jumped out of the window as soon as you saw soyeon was crazy. It was only Soyeon who looked hot doing it.

One thing you disliked about Soyeon was the chicks that went in and out of her room every day. They went inside with a little to no clothing and came out with one of her oversized shirts early in the morning, their hair open and their nipples pattern visible.

Now you might wonder, where was your parents? Your father and her mom met at their workplace, and since the wedding day they have been occupied with work and trips. So you meet them once every few months and Soyeon has all of the chances to be as rebellious as she wants. The jealousy would linger inside you every night, the way her bed was right against your bed, just a thin wall between it, you could hear every little noise those girls let out, how good Soyeon was fucking them.

You wished she could look at you the way she looked at those random chicks that visited every night, or maybe no, you don’t want to be a one night thing, you wanted her to actually feel something for you. Not just her stepsister who she can fuck with when she’s feeling extra freaky.

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You were laying flat against the soft cushioned surface while your fingers worked messily inside you. You huff in frustration, your fingers not giving you the satisfaction you desperately need. You tightly shut your eyes imagining Soyeon eating you out while her fingers worked inside you, your own hand found your cunt again and the scenario in your head and your fingers making it more pleasurable.

The scene that was playing in your head worked effectively and the knot in your stomach was soon untightening, your digits continued working sloppily and you started ranting Soyeons name continuosly.

"If you wanted me this bad you could have just asked princess!" Your eyes quickly opened and the embarrassment washes over you, your fingers never stopping nonethless. Without realizing your juices spill out of your hole, wetting the bedsheets and now the embarrassment is 10x worse. Wasn´t she supposed to be out with her friends?

You look everywhere but her face. Wanting to miss the shit eating grin. Her figure was leaning on the door frame. Her eyes were looking at you amused and the cigarette between her index and middle finger. The only thing you can smell now is the strangely arousing smoke smell. Slowly washing the shame away off your mind.

She walks towards your shivering frame, sitting at the edge of the bed, her eyes studying your features. "You have not been taken care of, and im here to make you feel so good, Princess!" she cups your face, her lust but tired filled eyes looking at your embarrased ones.

The ciggarette was at this point already wasted and she throws it somewhere deep in your room. She gently nudges your shoulder back, making you lay back. Your head deep into the pillows. She tries to position herself between your legs but you were quick to close them, feeling shy at someone seeing you this close.

“Open your legs for me baby. I want to take care of you!” She gripped your knees before spreading your legs apart. The sight in front of her got her head spinning. The excitement rushes through her body and without a warning, her tongue lays flat against your swollen clit. A shiver runs down your spine and you try to close your legs around her head. The pleasure too much. Her hand travels from your knees to grip your inner thighs, her strength making you unable to even move.

Her tongue starts lapping your clit while her other hand start to tease your hole. Spreading your gummy walls apart or thrusting inside to only pull out quickly. Her fingers leave your pussy and her tongue starts thrusting inside you. Your head sinks deeper into the pillow while you suck a deep breath in, your hand found her hair, tugging on it gently.

“F-fuck Soyeonie I want to know how to eat a pussy properly like y-you.” You managed to blurt out, she looks up at you with a big smug expression.

“I will show you how to eat a pussy properly baby!”

She dives back into your cunt, sucking on your aching bud harshly while her fingers started pounding your pussy again, curling them deep and slow. Hitting all of the spots that had you weak. The squelching and lewd sounds encouraging her to do better and your high pitched moans making her hump your bed, wanting some friction.

You raised your head up looking at what was happening. The sight was so fucking hot, better than what you have dreamed off, she was way too good, eating you like a starved woman.

She picked up her pace, now rough and fast, her long slender fingers managing to hit your g-spot effortlessly. You soon were over the edge and your cum covered her face, she licked you clean. The way your pussy was clenching and unclenching around her tongue only made her to go harder before letting you rest.

“You did so good for me baby.” Her thumb now caressed your cheeks while kissing the top of your head.

“Now it’s my turn to make you feel good!” You slid between her legs before copying everything she did to you, trying to make her feel good.

[petrichormore]

(Another ramble incoming - this one I’ve been sitting on for a bit. But it’s about Bebou & the French. And the jail incident. And also bla bla bla this is about the characters)

I might be wrong but I really think that if some of the french agree with q!bbh about the government being bad/anarchy being good thing… it’s not because Bad managed to convince them that q!forever is some horrible dictator with his wily demon cunning and manipulative silvertongue or something. it’s because. they just. agree with his views and sympathize with him. Like they just sometimes think Bad has a point, is the thing. Now I know Bad likes to spread misinformation but he rarely does it in a way that can really be taken seriously, or have any big effect (with a few… exceptions).

Bad likes to jokingly blame Forever for like anything and everything but if anyone actually presses him about it (I’m pretty sure pierre, antoine, and etoiles all have to varying degrees) he’s pretty quick to emphasize that he trusts Forever’s judgment and moral compass.

Or he used to. Until he got pushed into a cage trap. It’s clear he lost a significant amount of trust in Forever and everyone else who was involved with that. And he suspected Forever (or Cellbit) of framing him, but I’d say that’s relatively reasonable considering, from his perspective, they jumped to a conclusion with no proof. He doesn’t understand why they wouldn’t hear him out, so he’s looking for a reason. And he’s telling other people not because he’s trying to spread misinfo but because that’s just what he believes and usually, he’s telling people because they’re asking him.

Anyway, Pierre didn’t really steal the waystones because he automatically believed everything Bad said about Forever being a dictator immediately and with no hesitation. If he accepted or encouraged what Bad said, it’s because he probably already agreed to some extent. Pierre, Antoine, Etoiles - they’re smarter than blindly accepting the truth from badboyhalo the Chronic Gossiper. And at least 2/3rds of them are also convinced that Bad and Forever are dating - so they’re not taking what Bad says about Forever that seriously.

If you ask me: Pierre did it because he was probably already more politically aligned with Bad’s anarchist ideals than he ever was with Forever’s and, most importantly, because he witnessed Bad get jailed unfairly with his OWN. TWO. EYEBALLS. LIKE HE SAW THAT. HE WAS THERE.

How did he know Bad was framed? He TALKED TO HIM. He went to his base and had a conversation with him and of the two (count it with me - TWO) people that actually heard Bad out that day (Foolish and Pierre) both of them came out of the conversation believing he wasn’t the culprit. Wouldn’t you know it - communication solved that conflict pretty fast, but Bad didn’t get a chance to communicate to Forever or anyone else because they almost immediately dogpiled him. And Pierre saw that happen.

And I’m pretty sure he also saw Forever hold a vote and then accept that Bad was guilty of a crime. A crime. That isn’t illegal. That he didn’t even do in the first place.

So. I’m sure you can see why Pierre might feel the urge to defend Bad - maybe even from Forever specifically, and of his own volition. Although I can’t say stealing all the waystones and rearranging them into a pentagram above Forever’s house was a particularly reliable method of doing so, nor can I say Bad really needed the protection - Forever had no malicious intent and was fully trying to be fair. (can you tell im a q!forever apologist? because if you can’t: he did nothing wrong. Maybe one day I will make a giant post about how much of a q!forever apologist i am).

Am I making sense. At all. It’s 2am. And I’m getting the sensation that I’m missing something with this one but I’m too tired to correct it so I’ll look at it later.

[the-s1lly-corner]

Tim Wright fluff headcanons

-tim Wright obsessed 🙀 anon

Tim fluff headcannons!

WAHOO! finally going to try to get back into the swing of writing now that im no longer as sick (still fighting off the tail end of my horrid allergies, but otherwise im feeling good! hella tired though) might be a little all over the place//shorter than usual given that i have hardly written all week so my funky flow is all.... raaah! TToTT

i was going to say hes an early bird and sometimes he makes you breakfast, but honestly i can also see him sleeping in.. until the later hours of the morning/bordering on noon... also he doesnt look like a breakfast person. probably smokes and drinks a coffee in the mornings on the rare occasion he wakes up early... though perhaps he wakes up early on purpose to make you something on occasion? shrugs

looks like he can make a mean pancake tbh, cant explain why maybe its the admins envy seeping through because they struggle with pancakes/making pretty pancakes but-

enjoys quieter evenings with you. actually enjoys those calmer days in general. likes staying at home when he doesnt have work or other obligations, usually sitting on the couch letting himself just. relax and exist

i think he would be protective of you, even if this takes place post... everything.. hes lost so much and so much shit has happened and hes not about to have you add to that list. makes sure to check in on you and ask what you were up to while you were out, probably even lightly scolds/fusses over you if you somehow got hurt (from a simple scrape to anything broken).. probably keeps you in bed

but also... i can see him not totally babying you.. stern, but not overbearing if that makes sense?

sometimes melts into your hands if you cup his face, might give you a look if you mess around with his sideburns... doesnt pull away, though

sometimes lets you borrow his shirts, will not take any bs though if you decide to not return his possessions when he asks for them back (difference between you missing him/liking the piece and you not having any real intention to return his belongings)

isnt too terribly tall or short (for characters that are played by real people i tend to base their heights off the actor, looks like tim is roughly 5'7 according to google) so sharing clothes is a common enough occurrence if you're in his height range + dont have to worry about his clothes being extremely huge on you/hang off of you unless you're considerably shorter

... i do think he would offer to buy you matching clothes in your size if you want to match with him, though

i dont see tim being much of a ring guy... but if you guys want to have a matching thing to represent whatever (engagement, marriage, general matching for whatever, ect ect ect really any reason) then bracelets may be your go to ! though i can also see tim wearing a ring around his neck (with a chain, you know?) if you insist on keeping things in that vein more traditional (also admin just loves rings on chains)

[whowantslovergirl]

bad idea right?

Topper Thornton x reader (reader is female with she/her pronouns)

warnings: cursing, um just y/n being a dumb bitch tbh, this is obviously inspired by the song 😫, slightly suggestive, bold words are the lyrics, this in your pov, HOPE YOU ENJOY MY LOVERSS 🤍

outer banks masterlist

Summary: Y/n knows it bad that she keeps going to Topper but omg look at him!!!!

posted: February 28,2024

Me and Topper broke up a couple months ago. We were the golden couple and I was way better than Sarah (in my opinion) I didn’t have cold feelings toward Sarah but I didn’t think she was the best person. Sorry getting off topic but I miss Topper and I have this bad habit of going back to him. I know it’s a bad idea but guys look at him!

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“Come on you have to come! Yes Topper might be there but it doesn’t matter.” My friend Bianca said trying to convince me to go to this party.

Of course I wanted to go but he’s going to be there. I am not going.

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I went.

I saw him and he saw me but I quickly went the other way before anything happened. I mean I haven't heard from you in a couple of months. And you just expect me to just hop back into your arms. Yes I want to do something about it but I'm out right now, and I'm all fucked up, wayyy too fucked up and I don’t wanna go back that road.

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I have been here for a couple of hours and Topper still haven’t left. He never stays this long. After dancing for a while I got a little tired so I went to get a drink. And fucking Topper is also getting drinks. I try to ignore him and do what I have to do but that obviously didn’t work.

“Hey Y/n.”

Fuck.

“Hey Top.” I avoid eye contact. “How you doing?” He sounds nervous. “I’m doing good, what about you?” He shrugs. “I been alright better now I’m with you.” You just roll your eyes.

Once you’re done with the drinks you leave or at least try too. He grabs my arm not enough to hurt but his grip is pretty tight. We make eye contact and I can feel myself getting lost in his eyes again. And I know we're done, I know we're through.

But, God, when I look at you

“Come over N/n.” Only he calls me that and it still has the same effect on me. And I hate that. I should probably, probably not. “I don’t know Top.” He cuts me off. “Please N/n, I just wanna see you.”

“I’ll think about it. I will text you later.” Then I walk away to tell Bianca what the fuck just happened.

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Seein' you tonight, it's a bad idea, right?

“It’s a bad idea right?”

“Um yes?! Y/n you spent months crying and now he says two words and you’re at his feet?! Stand on business!”

“I am! But he seemed pretty sincere.”

“Fuck being sincere. Y/n don’t do stupid shit.”

“Ok! I’ll text him no.”

“Good now I’m going to dance. Text him no.”

She left and once she’s out of sight. I text him.

n/n 🩷

im coming over

Seein' you tonight, fuck it, it's fine

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I went over and we fucked like really fucked. He dropped me off and right now we’re pulling up to my house. “Bye Top.” “Bye N/n.” We kissed for a little bit then I finally left the car.

Bianca’s going to pissed.

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“What the fuck?!”

“I didn’t mean too! It just happened.”

“Y/n.”

“Yes, I know that he's my ex, but can't two people reconnect? I only see him as a friend.”

That was the biggest lie I ever said.

“You are such a liar! So friends fuck now? Wow! I did not know that!” I can tell she’s being sarcastic.

“And you’re wearing his shirt!” I looked down and I am indeed wearing his shirt. “My clothes were dirty he was just being nice.”

“You’re so delusional I can’t.”

“It wasn’t my fault! I just tripped and fell into his bed.”

“You are terrible Y/n! Don’t let it happen again.”

She knows it’s gonna happen again.

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“No she definitely had sex with him.” Me, Bianca and some other friends were just gossiping about people we don’t like at the country club. Then I got a text from no other than Topper. “Hey I gotta go to the bathroom real quick.” I say while walking towards the bathroom to answer his text.

top 🩷

Can you come over tonight n/n??

n/n 🩷

yea I’ll be there ml <3

As I’m walking back I’m smiling. I’m so excited to see him.

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On my way to Topper and I told my friends I was asleep, but I never said where or in whose sheets.

I’m finally here it felt like it was forever since I’ve seen him and I pull up to your place, on the second floor. And you're standin', smiling at the door.

“Hey N/n. I missed you.” We hugged and stayed there for a while. “Top it’s only been 24 hours.” I said while laughing and he slowly joined in. “24 hours too long.” He said while pulling away and looking into my eyes. And I'm sure I've seen much hotter men, but I really can't remember when.

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There was another party and everyone was there. Even Topper. I was dancing with Bianca and I can feel eyes on us, I turn and see Topper smiling at me and he sent a little wave. I waved back then he made a come here motion. I nodded and he went to a secluded spot. “Hey Bianca I’m getting something to drink, you want anything?” She shook her head and continued dancing.

I started to follow him and couldn’t find him anywhere. Then I felt arms around me. “Oh my god! Get off you weirdo!” You try to pull him off then he started laughing. You turned around and saw Topper. You slapped his arm. “You’re an asshole.”

“Hey I’m very sorry, just wanted to scare you.” He started to hug me and I hugged him back. “Can you come over tonight?”

I should probably, probably not

“Um ok.” You smiled and gave him a kiss and you both walked back to the party.

This can’t be a good idea. I’m slowly starting to see why we broke up in the first place. He’s getting possessive again. Seein' you tonight, it's a bad idea, right?

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Seein’ you tonight, fuck it, it’s fine

Whatever I’m bored anyway.

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It happened again. I fucked Topper and it was better than other times and yes, I know that he's my ex, but can't two people reconnect?

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“Y/n…..”

“I only see him as a friend” Again that is the biggest lie I ever said.

“Y/n I’m only saying this because I’m your friend but you’re becoming old y/n, making excuses defending him when he treated you like shit.”

“And before you said but we. Yea you guys were cute together but everyone slowly saw what was going on behind closed doors.”

Bianca is a really good friend and I understand what she’s saying and I appreciate what she’s saying but I only see him as a friend, I just tripped and fell into his bed.

Right?

______

Then it was excuse after excuse.

“We’re just fuck buddies.”

“I ended it anyway.”

“I just tripped and fell into his bed you know?”

______

I’m getting really fucking tired of Topper. Right now he’s yelling about something and I’m just zoning him out.

“Are you even listening Y/n?! Do you not understand how this would make someone upset?!”

“Why are you yelling at me? I can't hear my thoughts Topper.”

“I’m not yelling, It’s just-.” Before he could finish I just left. I can hear him screaming behind me but I really couldn’t care less.

But I know it’s gonna be the same thing anyway and the same excuse.

‘I just tripped and fell into his bed’

An: AGHHHHHSHEIDND ngl i lowkey cooked on this but HOPED YOU ENJOYED MY LOVERSSSS 🤍🤍🤍🤍

[looking-to-rattle-the-stars]

thinking abt gillion but i think for my 3am thoughts post i actually wanna talk about the ferins

like there’s so much we still don’t know about ava and the ferins have such rich lore and it makes me want to explode i would fucking kill a man for an episode just where jay and drey just like talk or some shit and we get to hear more about the ferins. cause like ?? jays the girl with “special blood” and also her family (at least dads side) has that whole thing with the sun and then their eye(s) turning golden ?? and then fucking may with the tree !?!?? god i circle back to this one ferin art post on the patreon because just god I WANNA KNOW EVERYTHING ABOUT THEM !! they’re such an interesting family and i feel like their stories might go back to the small beginnings of mana but who knows! not i! oh my god and jays grandma too i need to know more about that woman because look at her sons !!! and circling back i would love to hear more about ava. just grrr i cant think cause im tired but i would love to know everything there is to know about the ferins and their role in mana. i seriously gotta listen to the fucking uhh hole in the sea oneshot especially with the recent shit going on good god.

erm anyways cause i love siblings do you think there was a period of time where jay maybe blamed herself for ava’s death. like maybe she felt that if she has stayed with the navy that what happened to ava wouldn’t have occurred or that she could have been there to do something, maybe taken her place? HOLY ??? DO YOU THINK AVA AND JAY COULDVE BEEN PARALLELS TO JAYSON AND DREY??? i gotta relisten to fucking uhhh 101 or find a supercut of times ava was mentioned.. i know jayson is incredibly fucked up but do you think maybe he was part of the navy with the hope to make a difference and then his mother fucking twisted that ideal away from him and maybe that’s why he is now? do you think maybe he encouraged ava to join with the purpose of changing the navy for the better? also while i’m here i feel like grandma ferin may have had a role in ava’s death because like there’s no way in my mind, as fucked up as jayson is, that his first born child and one of his captains he could just watch die like that. but anyways yeah thinks about ava and jay i want to know more about their relationship :( cause jay loved her dearly, enough to go looking for answers in relation to her death, i just ough i would kill just to hear about a childhood memory of hers with ava. i wonder if may has flowers at the tavern in ava’s memory :( like maybe tiger lilies perhaps? or like maybe small bundles of baby’s breath and forget-me-nots,, sighs also thinks abt jayson and drey cause like OUGGGHHH fucked up brothers holds them in my hands i want to know their in depth story too i just really love the ferins and their lore

okay it’s fucking uhh 3:40am and i got class at 9:30am so hopefully i don’t miss that lmaoo anyways i leave you with

albatrio to mars by sleeping at last

okay nighttt

[flwrkisses]

txt having to say goodbye to their partner before tour.

hello lovelies! with txt is on tour soon i thought this was fitting to post! i'm excited for july since i'm seeing the boys in texas!! yay yay! — anyway this was requested back in march... im so sorry for being inactive. i'm slowly finding inspiration and motivation to write again! if you're going to see the boys live please remember to mask up to protect the boys and everyone around you!

REQUEST: "Heyy, I hope you're having a great day! :) I would like to request: txt when they have to say Goodbye to their s/o as they leave for tour. Thanks in advance!"

GENRE: fluff, established relationship! idol! x reader.

✧*:･ﾟyeonjun

he becomes the poutiest boy at the thought of leaving you. he hasn't left you in so long and in fact, he's gotten so used to sleeping next to you that he was unsure as to how it would work when he was on tour. so, when that dreadful morning finally came, he couldn't help but hold you extra tight and give you a few more lingering kisses before getting up out of bed. he'd remind you he loved you over and over and over again until you grow tired of hearing his whiney voice. you'd have to be strong for him, at least until he closed the door because if you cried he'd probably break and stay there with you. when time called, he'd give you a long hug and whisper sweet nothings into your ear, promising to call you as soon as he lands.

✧*:･ﾟsoobin

i'm convinced soobin wouldn't make a big deal about it in the moment. he got used to seeing you everyday and having you around to cuddle when ever, so he didn't think to realize that he probably wouldn't have you at his side anymore... that is until he walked out of your apartment. he walked to the elevator with his suit cases ready to load them up into the company car when he realizes this feeling of missing something. at first he thought he was over reacting over something he might have forgotten to pack but it soon set in that what he was missing was you. he simply turned around and ran back to your shared apartment only to give you a long hug. he'd try not to make eye contact because the thought of leaving you has finally set in and it made him get teary eyed.

✧*:･ﾟbeomgyu

to be very honest he'd tease you the days leading up to his departure. he'd say things like, "when i leave you'll cry because i'm so amazing." which you wouldn't lie, what he said was partly true. although, when the day did come and he was standing at the door way... one of you found it hard to let go. that someone was him. as much as he teased you about crying and not wanting him to leave, at the end of the day it was him who found it hard to let you go and hold back tears. he kept mumbling into your neck about how much he'd miss you, and how you should come with him even though you both knew it wasn't a possibility. luckly, his manager was able to pry the male off you and get him in the van on time for his flight. as he drove off, he rolled down the window and yelled that he loved you and will be back soon.

✧*:･ﾟtaehyun

we all know taehyun is much more rash and logical about things. he'd be preparing both you and himself for the day he had to go. for weeks he had been making sure you'd be able to do things with out him, like open jars, kill bugs, reach shelves. he wanted to make sure you'd be okay without him, even if he knew deep down you both would be missing each other more than anything. because he worked so hard on softening the blow of losing him for a month when the day came you were surprisingly okay. just excited for him to come back as soon as he could. not gonna lie, taehyun lowkey wanted the water works, but your reaction was good too. he left a kiss on your lips and promised he'd come home safely before going on his way and waving at you before getting in the car.

✧*:･ﾟhueningkai

he is definitely is the type to tell you not to think about it until the day comes. he doesn't want his last couple days with you to be sad so, huening suggests taking one day at a time! when the day does come, kai knows he needs to be strong which isnt hard because he doesnt like showing when he's having a hard time anyway. he'd hug you tightly and probably hold on longer than he should showing you that he is going to miss you. he'd peck your lips and kiss your temple before giving you a smile. even if behind the smile he wanted to die inside being without you he didn't want to worry you. after a string of 'i love you's' he'd hurry down to the car waiting for him.

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[delululand]

who send that txt’s red and green flags? u r a godsent! id like to add something on red flags since we all know the members are waving green flags 🤭

sb - i think one of his red flags would be fickleness? idk if i would be able to explain it well but he mentioned before that he hates being adult because of responsibilities. based on that, i can see him expressing his feelings toward the other person but then suddenly backing out because he suddenly feels overwhelmed with the thought of responsibilities that comes with relationship. he likes the person but he might be indecisive on whether he is ready to commit or not. (Not saying this is really him but just a possibility based on what ive observed with those type of ppl)

yj - fixer. sometimes he might be too focused on fixing whatever he thinks need fixing on his partner and that can be really annoying. while his moon in libra and mars in sagittarius might help him be ‘chill’.. that leo and virgo combination is no joke.

bg -u’ve said it right. it is his pettiness that can be a red flag. also the lack of communication with manipulative tendencies! if he’s the wrong one, he will have no trouble apologizing. he’s nice that way. but if his partner is the wrong one? yea good luck. he’d disappear and will make sure to make them feel guilty for it until they’re on their knees— 😶

tyun - im inlove with him so much im willing to ignore 🚩.. kidding! look, i’ve seen his chart and a lot of his personal planets r making aspect to his sun which made me think that his ego (sun) plays a huge role in his life and will definitely be one of his red flag. rn we see tyun mature side right? but i feel like anything that will hit his ego so hard can make the vicious side of him come out. his aries mars makes him easily reactive to those things. when he’s triggered, the only way to calm him down is to leave him alone.

hyuka - low self-esteem. among the members, he’s the one with a really low self esteem (all of them have but his goes deeper) im not gonna explain much other than it’s not really pleasant with these type of ppl. u gotta be strong or else they’ll drag u down with them. he’s a leo.. a leo with a healthy self esteem r the best and i know that hyuka will eventually get there.

that’s all. i dont think im able to explain my thoughts well😭 but lemme know what u think?

+ anyways i truly miss reading ur posts! and saw that enhypen’s post too! i love it!! would it possible to request one for txt too? thank u 😄

- ur fellow intp 💙

OMGGGG I WANNA SAY SO MUCH

first i love your mind soooo much, second you’re so good in astrology

i absolutely agree with your opinion about soobin, this is one of the things that I thought about but couldn’t articulate it. in my opinion he is quite mature and he is the leader of the group which makes him mature even more, but it seems like that is enough for him? like, on the one hand, it’s not that he’s not mature for a relationship, but rather he’s just not ready to take responsibility yet. + he said that he is not the kind of person who would lead a relationship or plan something and therefore would just agree with everything that his girlfriend wants, but this is also literally an abdication of responsibility to some extent. so, in my opinion, he either doesn’t want to take on extra responsibility because he’s tired of responsibility at work, or he’s not ready for it due to his young age, or he’s just that kind of person (but actually i think it affects everything together and may change with age, like i don’t think that he will be a person who will become a super leader in a relationship, but at least he will be okay with the responsibility that comes with the appearance of a relationship)

yeonjun yes and beomgyu absolutely yes. if he has a fight with his partner and the partner says something offensive to him, they won’t get away with just an apology, and for some reason i think that if it really hurt him, he would remember it every time in all next fights. and also sometimes he likes to do something like checks? like that time when he blocked taehyun to see if he would come to wish him a happy birthday

taehyun yes too and + soobin said that taehyun often gets offended that he doesn’t share his feelings and this can also be in some ways a red flag for people who have difficulty sharing feelings or who just don’t like it

speaking of kai, i understood what you mean and this is really true, but it is in him that it manifests itself as not being so burdensome for other people? like i mean my work in korea was partly related to this area and i could see and sometimes communicate with different musicians/actors/dancers and other media personas and one of the most surprising things is when you look at them you think “wow this person is so cool, they are beautiful, they are smart, they are interesting personas, they have good singing/dancing/whatever skills” but when communicating with these people, most of them have very low self-esteem but they don’t seem to focus on it. i don’t know how to explain this more correctly, but it’s like the difference between people who due to low self-esteem really pull people around them to the bottom and people for whom it’s like something background that you might not even recognize right away. but idk whatever i hope kai can handle with this and it seems he has already changed for the better

and thank you so much for writing this!!! if you don’t mind i’ll leave a link to this in main post, people should see this too!

[vamossainz55]

Moonlight Ch. 11 | Carlos Sainz Jr. x Reader

a/n: hi all <3 first of all, just wanted to say, tysm for 500 followers, i hit the mark this week and im so touched and thankful for everyone that has been enjoying my writing and sharing it. also special shout out to all the people i have connected with and have helped me along the way. might make a sappy post some time soon but for now here's my thank you. my little present is an extra long chapter (almost 9k!).

this chapter was a rollercoaster to write- a love and hate relationship you could say. i think a lot of you are going to feel the same way, i hope you enjoy though &lt;3.

Chapter Summary: You and Bastien finally spend more time together, him visiting for the Monaco GP. Monaco had one rule though that you couldn't break: an after race party is a must.

warnings: mentions of alcohol, cheating, hurt/comfort, and smut (18+, please stay away if not), also hastily proof read so sorry for any mistakes.

once again, tysm for 500!

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link to chapter 10 of moonlight here

Chapter 11 (8.9k words)

By the time you all landed in Monaco, the team morale is high. Both drivers had managed to land in the points in Spain, earning a decent jump for McLaren as they continued to fight through the midfield. You had all celebrated after the race, and you had even went out for a short dinner with Carlos’ family again, this time joined by Lando. 

Monaco though was another exciting place to be in, and although you were excited to help the team race in one of the most iconic tracks of the whole calendar, you were also excited for another reason. Your boyfriend was coming to visit. 

Even on the early morning on Friday you couldn’t help but to wake up earlier than usual, going to the breakfast buffet at a time where you were usually still dragging yourself out of bed. It’s when you finally take a seat to eat your food that you spot Carlos and Lando coming in, both of them looking surprised that you were already there. 

“Early day?” Lando teases once he comes up to you with his already made up plate. He easily slides into the seat next to you, unable to hold back the yawn he had.

“Mhm, long day today.” You comment as you see Carlos come by as well, sitting next to Lando and putting his plate down too. He looks more tired than usual but you choose not to ask, simply shifting your attention back to your phone, smiling small as you texted. 

You smiling early in the morning was an unusual sight for them to witness. Everyone by now knew that you were in fact not a morning person. More often than not, you found yourself sleeping in, choosing to ignore the grumble in your stomach, in hopes to get a bit of more time curled up in bed.

“I don’t think I have ever seen you be this happy so early in the morning, it’s weird.” Lando says, reaching to poke your face and you look at him with deadly eyes. 

“Don’t you dare.” You say getting Lando to put his hand away. Carlos can’t help but snort, listening into your conversation. 

“Now you’re being extra quiet this early in the morning. Did I miss something?” Lando asks, looking over Carlos and Carlos just shrugs. 

“Couldn’t sleep last night, I don’t know why.” Carlos grumbles a bit and Lando can’t help but ruffle Carlos’ hair to which Carlos scowls at, instantly swatting his hand away. 

“Is this what you have to deal with every morning with us?” Carlos groans and you can’t help but laugh, nodding. Lando pouts at that, calling both of you rude but you’re rolling your eyes, going back to the food. There’s a bit of silence and you’re thinking whether to ask Carlos or not, but to your surprise he brings it up first. 

“Uhm- I got a paddock pass for France. Monaco was already impossible, but you told me that could also work?” Carlos mumbles and you look over him a bit surprised. You nod though, instantly putting your cutlery down. 

“No- France is amazing. You really got them?” You ask and you can’t help but smile when Carlos nods. You get up to give Carlos a quick hug from behind, leaning down as you wrap your arms around his neck. You feel one of Carlos’ hands gently rub over yours and you smile small. 

“Thank you so much, you’re the best.” You murmur before slowly pulling away, only to find Lando looking at you both closely. 

“Your family is coming?” Lando asks and you let out a small laugh. 

“Them? No never. They don’t like these things and they’re far too busy.” You say with a shrug, not wanting to get too much into detail. “But Bastien is coming over for the weekend here. He’s more from the Souther region in France but he was open to coming for Monaco and for the French GP.” You say with a smile. 

“Now that I’m standing though, I’m gonna go grab something really quick. Do you guys want anything?” You ask and when both drivers shake your head you head out to see more of the food. Lando gives you a small moment to get further away before he speaks up. 

“Paddock passes for Bastien?” Lando asks and Carlos looks up at him, letting out a soft sigh. He knew why Lando was asking, but it was far too early to entertain the conversation so he decides to play it clueless. 

“What?” Carlos asks and Lando scrunches his brows as he looks at Carlos. 

“Why would you do that? I thought you hated him- and well, that he hated you.” Lando says and Carlos shrugs, looking back down at his plate. He tries his best to entertain himself by pushing a piece of sausage around but Lando isn’t leaving the topic alone. 

“She asked and I could help her out. So why wouldn’t I?” Carlos murmurs and Lando can’t help but roll his eyes. 

“She’s not even interested in you like that.” Lando says and Carlos almost snorts at that, stabbing a piece of his food. “Unless she is?” Lando asks. 

“It’s a friendly thing to do.” Carlos settles with, giving Lando a shrug. He wants Lando to drop the topic, doesn’t want the younger driver to ask too many questions. It’s not like he didn’t trust Lando, but he also didn’t want to put any of you in a compromising situation. 

“Are you both okay?” You’re back with your food, your question snapping both drivers out of their own little conversation. Lando simply nods, shifting to give you space to settle down again. 

“We were thinking of inviting you and Bastien to the party.” Lando says and there’s a sharp pain he feels shoot up his leg where Carlos decides to kick him but Lando stays put, smiling as he waited for your answer.

“A party?” You ask and Lando nods, explaining how the drivers usually went to a club after the race in Monaco. It sounds fun but you’re a bit hesitant to agree, seeing Carlos look uncomfortable at the thought of you and Bastien going. 

“I mean, it would be nice yeah? We spend so much time with you but you never go out with us anymore- and it would be nice to meet your boyfriend a bit better.” Lando says and you let out a soft sigh. 

“Lando, I’m not sure if that’s the best idea.” You murmur to him, eyes going from Lando to Carlos who wasn’t even facing or engaging into the conversation. 

“Please,” Lando murmurs. “The club has quite some space, worst thing you could do is break off and spend your own time together.” Lando says. Carlos doesn’t want Bastien there, but he lets out a soft sigh, finally looking over. 

“You should join, it will be fun.” he smiles small. 

“Are you sure?” You ask, looking over the two drivers, letting out a sigh and giving them a nod when they both say yes. 

Carlos regrets telling Lando to invite both Bastien and you the moment he sees Bastien in the hotel. It’s late already, the team having wrapped up the evening in the garage after free practice. You had left early, Tom having told him that you had gone to pick up Bastien from the train station. 

For a second, Carlos really considers turning around and leaving the hotel, or maybe even just waiting outside. He doesn’t know what to do, hopes to maybe stall enough until the two of you go up to your hotel room but he doesn’t even get the chance to leave the lobby. It’s when he goes to turn though that he spots Lando, the glint in his eyes lets him know he doesn’t have a chance to escape this one. 

“Y/n,” He calls out, waving over at you both as he pulls Carlos’ arm with him to walk towards you both. He doesn't really have a choice as he turns towards you both again. 

This time though your gaze meets his before you’re looking over Lando too. Carlos doesn’t miss the way Bastien’s hand goes to yours, soon intertwining your fingers together as you both meet the drivers halfway. 

He didn’t see it at first but the moment you both come close enough he can feel the tension coming off from both of you. You’re nervous and Bastien looks disinterested. Despite you both holding hands, Carlos thinks he’s never seen a couple look so far apart. 

If Lando notices he doesn’t seem to show it. “How are you mate? Haven’t seen you in a long time.” Lando says to which Bastien smiles too.  

“I’m good, I’m good. Just been doing work. So same thing as you guys but just a boring version of it.” He chuckles to which you smile small too. Despite Bastien talking Carlos’ eyes are trained to you. You look uncomfortable next to him, the sight of it making Carlos’ skin crawl a bit. 

“Hey, hey. How was the rest of the debrief?” You ask since you had to skip the second half of it. Lando shrugs, nothing special had happened, so he didn’t see the point in letting you know any of the extra details. There’s a bit of an awkward silence and to everyone’s surprise Bastien is the one to break it. 

“Thank you for the pass for the French GP.” Bastien says to Carlos and the words sound fake. “I don’t think I’m going to take it though, we’ll see. I’m not sure if I can go just yet.” Bastien says to which you shift uncomfortably to. 

“Ah- that’s a pity. Why not mate?” Carlos asks to which your boyfriend shrugs. 

“About the party,” You murmur but Bastien is interrupting you. 

“We’re going.” Bastien grins and you look over him, clearly confused. You both had fought over the car ride back to the hotel. About the paddock passes, and the party. You had been so excited to have Bastien join you but your boyfriend had taken it as an insult, the fact that you were taking things from your ex-boyfriend was disrespectful he had said. 

“Don’t you have to fly the day after for a work thing?” You ask, giving his hand a squeeze but Bastien shrugs, squeezing your hand back and giving a peck to your lips. 

“And? I’ll sleep off the hangover on the plane.” He chuckles. Carlos is watching you both, shifting a bit on his feet this time. He didn’t like the tension and he frankly wanted to leave the conversation. Lando also looked a bit uncomfortable, already having stepped a bit back. 

“Perfect then. We’ll stop by the hotel so we can all leave together.” Carlos offers this time and you give him a look, waiting for him to say something else but he doesn’t. 

“Sure,” You say but Bastien gives your hand another squeeze. 

“Actually we’ll find our way. Can you just send y/n the address?” Bastien asks, this time facing Lando. Lando nods, soon grabbing his phone. 

“Will do.” He says before Bastien’s nodding. He gives both the drivers a smile before pulling you to the elevators. 

You don’t bring it up until you’re undressing to go shower, slowly folding your clothes up by your suitcase. “So, we’re going to party with them?” You ask quietly. Bastien and you barely having spoken since you had arrived to the room. 

“I mean, why not? You seem to love spending time with your colleagues.” He says and there’s an edge to his voice that makes you let out a sigh. 

“Bastien, his family was in Spain. I grew up with them. They’re practically my family.” You murmur, turning to him. You were tired, upset, but mainly disappointed. You had been excited for your boyfriend to arrive all week but the first thing you both had done was fight. He’s reaching for your hands and you pull away, not having much patience for him. The tension in the room was high and you didn’t even know how you would be able to sleep like this next to him. He seems even more annoyed now. 

“Then I don’t see why we shouldn’t go to the party. Is it cause I’m here hm?” Bastien asks and you scoff. 

“You know what? Yes. It is because you’re here.” You snap, already tired of having the same argument be brought up again and again. “I don’t know what you want from me Bastien. I really don’t.”  

“Come on.” Bastien sighs out soon grabbing your hands. This time you reluctantly let him, standing between his legs as he sits on the edge of the bed. His hands are traveling from your waist to the curve of your back. “I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to upset you.” He apologizes and you know he doesn’t mean it, that he was just as always messing with your emotions. You should know better and ignore the way he’s kissing your neck, but you do the same thing you always do and let him pull you into the bed, both of you soon slipping out of your clothes. 

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Carlos already regrets having offered the paddock pass, mainly because he realises he can’t even stand the small glimpses of you and Bastien around the hotel. It’s not like he sees much of the both of you, but what he does see is enough to make him feel tired of it. He can’t even imagine how it would be like having to see you two at the track. 

The thing is, every time he spots you Bastien is on you. Either leaving small traces on your waist, holding your hand, or kissing your lips. From the looks of it you’re more than happy to have the attention, completely zoned in on him. It’s like you’re in your own little world. He hates the blush that forms in your cheeks whenever Bastien seems to be teasing you, or even the small marks that are creeping on your neck. He tries to ignore it, he really does, but he can’t help but look over once in a while, a part of him wishing that it was him instead. 

It gets to him, it really does and he finds himself grumpier than usual, not really interested in most of the things going on apart from racing and the car. He doesn’t admit it though, not when Lando brings it up, or even when his family brings it up from their last call. 

Because of this he throws it all into the car, simply wanting to get into it and race- and it works really. He finds himself pushing a bit more than usual, risking it a bit more and waiting to break until the last minutes. It’s Monaco, so not a lot of overtaking happens, but with the good strategy of the team, they manage to make it into the points.

It’s when he’s in the press pen that he feels a bit restless again, but he manages to answer the questions, sharing about the car, his feeling with the steer and how he had managed to still overtake one or two drivers. It’s quick, and he’s happy with the overall result so the talks are a bit more bearable. He’s still impatient though, leg bouncing slightly as he leans onto the barrier. He knows it’s unprofessional to want to speed up the process but he can’t help but think that there are better things he could be up. 

He’s disinterested the whole time around, the seconds just ticking slower and slower and he feels himself looking into nothing as the interviewers ask him questions. He hears them, and he can answer them easily, but it’s obvious that his mind is somewhere else. He knows why he feels so impatient, thoughts about you in the garage still, probably wanting to finish up as soon as possible to go spend your time with Bastien. He really wanted to catch up with you before you left. He had barely gotten any time with you, and he knows it’s only fair, your boyfriend barely ever got to see you, but he didn’t care.  

So, to Charlotte’s demise Carlos heads out of the press area a bit early, ‘forgetting’ about the last three interviewers that were calling his name from afar. It’s only fifteen minutes really, so Carlos is pretty sure he can get away with it, and he does. 

He’s back into the garage a bit earlier than usual, and instead of going to his driver’s room to cool off for a bit he’s watching everyone pack up. He looks a bit lost really, standing as he looks around in hopes to spot you. 

“You’re back early.” He hears, and your voice is so distinct that he doesn’t even hesitate to turn around, smiling small. 

“Yeah- finished up all my interviews.” He lies with a shrug and you give him a nod. 

“I didn’t catch you before but we’re in the points for Monaco, good job. Lando too.” You smile, gently bumping your elbow into his. “Perfect thing to celebrate tonight.” You say. 

“So you’re coming?” Carlos asks, just wanting to make sure. 

“Yeah. Bastien wanted to go.” You say with a nod and Carlos finds himself nodding along too. He doesn’t want Bastien there, but he’s willing to take it.  

“Is it weird?” You ask after a bit and Carlos sucks his lips a bit, humming as he tries his best to figure out how to formulate his words. 

“Yeah- a bit.” He says, not knowing how else to say it and you pinch your bottom lip a bit. 

“If you’re not comfortable with us there, we can always not show up.” You say softly but Carlos shakes his head. 

“No, of course show up.” Carlos murmurs. It’s the first time he sees you up close since Bastien arrived and that’s when he notices it. You look tired, eyes a bit heavy and throat a bit hoarse and he wonders for a second if you’re okay. 

“Are you sure?” You ask, this time turning to him and Carlos nods. You smile small, reaching over to his arm to give it a gentle squeeze. It’s on the tip of his tongue, but he doesn’t know if he’s overstepping. Was it even his place to ask anymore? It’s when the words are about to leave his lips that you cut him off. 

“Thank you. I’m gonna prepare the room for the debrief now.” You say before you’re heading off. 

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You both end up showing up at the party at different times and by the time Carlos arrives you’re already there. He doesn’t spot Bastien though, just you with Pierre and Charles at the table. The moment you spot him though you’re smiling, coming close to greet him. Carlos doesn’t need to ask, he can tell by the loose smile on your lips and the way your body leans too close to him when you reach for a hug that you’ve already had a few drinks. 

His arm instinctively wraps around your waist to steady you as he lets out a soft chuckle. “How long have you been here for?” He asks curiously as you pull your arms away. His hold on you lingers though as his fingers tickle your bare skin. 

You look gorgeous, in a small dress that practically leaves little to the imagination. The white hugs you perfectly and Carlos can’t help but trace his fingers over your back, where the cut out of your dress is. You shiver under his touch and he can’t help run his tongue over his bottom lip. 

You let out a mixture of a breath and a laugh at his question. “An hour- but you know how Max is with drinks? Bastien is even worse.” You say with a pout and your words are just enough to snap him back into reality. 

He pulls away almost instantly, needing to remind himself that you’re not his tonight- or at all. You’re too tipsy and airy to notice, smiling at him so sweetly that Carlos almost thinks it's cruel. He wants to ask you where Bastien is, wants to know how little time left he had with you but as a cue your boyfriend appears, easily wrapping his arm around you to pull you close. 

“Amour,” He says before leaning down to give you a kiss. Carlos clenches his jaw as he sees you two share a quick kiss and there is a small satisfaction in the pit of his stomach at the sight of you pulling away first. He doesn’t even hide the roll of his eyes when Bastien reaches for another one. Carlos can’t stand it, so he clears his throat, scratching his nose awkwardly to discreetly get you both to pull away. 

“Sorry, just look at her. Can’t resist hm?” Bastien chuckles, wiping his lips with his thumb. There’s a smug look on his face and Carlos is thankful he isn’t a few drinks in because if that were the case he wouldn’t have hesitated to throw a punch or a shove. He doesn’t though. 

“How about we grab more drinks no?” You offer and Carlos doesn’t miss your uncomfortable smile and the way you pull a bit from Bastien but he doesn’t say anything, instead nodding at you to take up on the drinks. He’s about to go but Bastien stops him. 

“How about you go first yeah? I’ll catch up.” Bastien says to you and you frown a bit, eyes looking over at Carlos who is biting back a cocky smile. He didn’t want to admit it but he did like the fact that he was getting under Bastien’s skin without even trying. 

“Bastien, let’s go.” You insist but Bastien shakes his head, giving your forehead a kiss instead. You look over at Carlos this time, not wanting to take a step but Carlos thinks fuck it and gives you a nod. “Fine, but if you both take too long I’m coming back.” You say before you’re turning to go to the bar. You force yourself to not look back, knowing you wouldn’t be leaving the pair alone.  

“Listen,” Bastien starts, looking at Carlos. “I don’t care about your history with her and whatever happened but she’s my girlfriend. So back off from her hm?” Bastien says, voice suddenly sharp and cold. 

Carlos laughs, rolling his eyes as he lifts his hands up in defence. “Mate, I’m backing off.” He says. Tell your girlfriend to back off of me he thinks of saying but he doesn’t. Instead he gives him a fake smile. He knew better than to cause a fuss with Bastien in a club, not only because the media would eat it up, but also because he knew you would hate it. Bastien doesn’t seem to think the same though because his hand goes on Carlos’ shoulder and at first Carlos doesn’t think much of it but soon the grip is tighter than necessary. 

“Perfect. We don’t want any issues, or whatever, yeah?” He says and Carlos knows it's a threat, he can hear it in his voice. There’s a split second where he considers it, thinking about all the things he could say that would push Bastien’s buttons just right. He doesn’t though, not because he chooses not to, but because he feels another hand on his shoulder, tearing his attention away. 

“Mate! Come on, let’s grab a drink.” It’s Lando, wide eyed and smiley. Carlos lets out a breath that he doesn’t remember holding and he’s suddenly thankful that his teammate had interrupted before he had made a bad decision. 

“You should go find y/n. I’ll see you around.” Carlos says, instantly letting out an annoyed sigh when Lando pulls him away. The air was almost suffocating, and he can’t help but take a deep breath as he follows Lando towards the bar. “Joder, menudo cabron.” Fuck, what an asshole he murmurs and Lando rolls his eyes. 

“Si, si Carlos.” He says and Carlos can’t help but gently shove his arm. “It’s your fault they’re here.” 

“You told me it was fine,” He says defensively and Carlos knows he’s right. 

“It’s fine,” He murmurs before nodding to the bar. “Let’s grab something. I definitely need a drink now.” 

The music’s loud, and Carlos as always is not the type to dance, instead he watches most of his mates on the dance floor whilst he decides to sit out on the side. He’s moving his head to the music though, murmuring the lyrics under his breath as he watches everybody move around. He fights the smile on his lips when he sees Daniel and Max clearly having drank too much, moving to the music like their life depended on it. He’s too busy sneaking in a quick recording of the pair that he almost doesn’t notice you joining into the mix, Max being the one to pull you in. 

Carlos can’t help but smile, remembering how well the two of you used to get along. You both had been menaces to him during the first few months he was in Toro Rosso, and it was nice to see you both reconnect again. It’s painful to see you rest of the drivers dance really, most if not all deciding to go with cheap and quick dance moves (and calling them dance moves was a generous feat). He thinks he’s gotten away with dancing when Max looks over to him, eyes locking. “No,” He mouths to Max when he sees him gesturing to come. Max smirks for a second and Carlos wonders why but before he knows it Lando’s next to him, pushing him to join the dancefloor. 

To Carlos’ demise he joins, chuckling as they all cheer for him. Soon he’s dancing as well, doing an awful job at it too, but there’s just enough alcohol in his system that he doesn’t care too much of whatever video would surface the next morning in the group chat. It also could be that you’re watching him with a bright smile, that being enough encouragement for him to move and dance next to you. 

He’s barely even a song in when your whole demeanor changes and you’re quick to step away from Carlos. Carlos frowns, for a second thinking he had stepped on your shoe or something but he feels a shoulder knock into his and Bastien’s soon walking past him to get to you. Bastien is quick, moving to give you a kiss in the middle of the dancefloor and Carlos looks away, turning to Lando. The way his body is pressing into yours has Carlos dragging Lando to the bar. 

He doesn’t even catch the way you move away from Bastien, looking more upset than anything else. 

By the time he’s back he’s sure plastered but he doesn’t care, the music suddenly sounds a lot better and the club is fuller. He’s loopy eyed and smiley, laughing at a joke Lando made that was probably not even that funny. You’re all at a table now, a quick recharge before you would all join the dance floor once more. 

He’s surprised to see you by yourself this time and he slides into the seat next to you, flashing you a smile and you can’t help but laugh at the way his eyes unfocus slightly. 

“Look who’s drunk now,” You laugh softly, poking him on his forehead and Carlos rolls his eyes, simply grabbing you by the wrist. 

“Shhh, don’t tell anyone.” Carlos smiles, he watches you closely, still holding your hand and for a second he notices that your smile wasn’t really meeting his eyes. You’re suddenly uncomfortable under Carlos’ gaze and you roll your eyes with a soft laugh, moving your hand away before looking over the guys. 

“Y/n, are you okay?” Carlos asks and you nod, not looking back at him. He wants to press on further but the rest of the table has other ideas, already engaging you both in conversation. 

“How about, we ask y/n which one of us she finds most attractive?” It’s Pierre that suggests it, and it’s innocent, the poor french man having no clue what he was implying. Carlos is too tipsy to not blush but there is a small smile on his lips as he folds his hands together before leaning on his knees, looking at you. He can see in the corner of his eyes that Lando’s smirking, whilst Max is looking around the table, simply amused by the whole ordeal. 

“Bet it’s me.” Daniel says to which Charles and Pierre roll their eyes to. You’re looking around the table, hyperaware with the way they were all looking at you, waiting for you to answer but you shake your head. No way in hell you were giving any of them the satisfaction. It’s funny really, how they quickly go into a debate amongst themselves and you can’t help but listen, trying to nod along whenever someone made a good point. 

“You know what. She would like me the most.” Pierre says boldly before looking over at you. “You have a thing for the french non?” He asks and you can’t help but blush a bit. 

“I mean,” You’re about to answer but Carlos is butting it, far too drunk to stay quiet. It’s a cocky chuckle and he wipes at his lips as he asks. 

“I don’t know, does she?” Your pink cheeks only turn redder and Carlos smirks when you gently shove his head away from yourself despite the smile that was on your lips. 

“I heard she likes Spanish men.” Max jokes in his drunk stupor, laughing as he looks over you two and the joke goes over everybody’s heads, all of them laughing along. You’re grateful that they were all drunk, if not you would be definitely telling Max off. 

“Am I wrong?” Max asks after a bit and you roll your eyes. 

“I plead the sixth. I am not answering the question. My boyfriend is here, I am not answering who I find the most attractive.” You say. You know Carlos’ eyes are on you, hand gently snaking to rest on your knee under the table. 

He gives your leg a gentle squeeze, “what if he wasn’t here?” Carlos is the one that asks the question and your eyes meet his almost instantly. Max and Lando are the only ones that feel the tension, instantly going quiet and sharing looks amongst each other.

“You know what? I’d choose Daniel.” You answer, wanting the conversation to end. Pierre and Charles scowl whilst Daniel cheers, already raising his glass for a toast that nobody agrees to do. Carlos is smirking though, pulling his hand away to cross his arms as he sits back on the seat. 

“You’re all annoying,” You laugh off, soon getting up. “I’m gonna look for my boyfriend.” You stumble a bit on your feet, and Max is quick to get up. 

“I’ll accompany you, I want to grab us more shots.” He grins, chuckling when the whole table groans. Max doesn’t listen to the pleas of the rest, heading off with you with the promising to bring more drinks back. 

“So you and y/n?” Pierre is the one that asks, nodding at Carlos who tries his best to look confused, the alcohol doesn’t help his cause because Pierre simply snorts. He waits for Carlos to follow up, but when he doesn’t he just continues. 

“Well I don’t like her boyfriend that much.” Pierre says with a shrug. “Talked to him a bit before since I heard he was French. He’s a bit weird.” Pierre says to which Charles nods. 

“Seems like she’s interested in you though.” Charles chirps in and Carlos tries his best to hide his smug smile. 

“We’re just good friends. She likes Daniel apparently.” He says with a chuckle to which Daniel rolls his eyes. 

“Sure,” Daniel laughs. There’s a sudden sound from the other side of the club and there’s people yelling. Carlos is not the type to entertain the thought of people fighting, mainly choosing to stay away but the way Daniel gets up has him looking back. 

“It’s Max,” he says and soon enough Lando and Carlos are offering to come with. They’re quick on their feet, quietly asking people to move to the side as they squeeze through the club. “He’s probably too drunk and someone pushed him.” Daniel says sighing as he walks towards the commotion. Carlos thinks so too, giving Daniel a nod in agreement. 

“What the fuck is wrong with you mate?” It’s Max’s voice that he hears first after pushing past the crowd. He’s confused at his words, but tries his best to come closer. It’s ugly, there are people with their phones out, clearly aware of who Max was. 

“You fucking came at me.” He’s pushing past the last person as he hears the words and his eyes fall on Bastien as soon as Max speaks again. 

“You were kissing a random girl!” He says, clearly dumbfounded.

That’s when Carlos spots you but you’re not by yourself, another girl standing next to you, clearly apologising. He can’t see your face as your back is facing him but you can tell you’re trying to make yourself smaller, arms crossed over your body as you shake your head at her. It’s when Bastien steps closer to Max that you move towards him. 

He’s not sure if you’re saying something to Bastien, probably asking him to calm down but the moment that you touch Bastien he pushes you back. It isn’t hard, but you don’t expect it and you almost stumble back, your heels not providing you much of a support. 

Carlos is quick this time, jumping close to both hold you by your arm. He’s quick to look over your face and that’s when he realises: you’re crying. He’s pissed, seeing red really, almost to the point where he can’t even form words. He can see Bastien coming closer and he’s quick to stand between you two. 

“Are you fucking stupid?” Is all he manages to say to Bastien, looking at him. 

“Oh look who came to save you, you’re cute little ex boyfriend.” Bastien scoffs. He’s slurring his words, clearly too drunk, but that doesn’t mean he doesn’t try to swing a punch towards Carlos. Carlos braces himself for the hit, simply holding you behind him but Daniel this time stops him, shoving him to the wall. 

“Seriously dude, you’re too drunk. Get it together.” Daniel spits. “I’ll take him to the hotel.” He sighs out. Bastien is trying to put up a fight but Daniel is holding him in place. 

It’s a mess, people are recording and Bastien is screaming, trying his best to fight Daniel off but Max is quick as well to hold him. “You’re such a fucking whore y/n! Fucking around with Carlos hm? All the way to the top of the team.” The words are mean and they stick to your ears and Carlos wants to punch the DJ who had decided the best decision was to lower the music’s volume. 

There’s a mixture of anger and hurt sinking in your stomach and you don’t know what to do. You can’t see what’s going on as Carlos had decided to simply hug you to his chest to stop people from taking photos of you but Bastien’s words are loud and no matter how much Carlos was trying to shield you you could still hear every single one. 

You’re all finally able to go to the table when the security shows up. They make sure to clear the way, clearly annoyed with the whole ordeal. It’s embarrassing and you can’t help but feel extremely bad for the rest of the group. Bastien could perfectly go home and have nobody ever talk about this again, but it was different for the rest of them. With the media and photos you didn’t even want to think about what the next headline would be. 

The security is dragging Bastien out and the sight of it only makes you tear up even more. You’re grabbing your bag quickly, wiping your cheeks. “Where are you going?” Lando’s quick to ask and you look at the door. 

“What? After that bullshit. You’re not going home with him.” Daniel says and he takes a deep breath. “I’ll go with him.” He offers and you’re instantly shaking your head. 

“Please don’t do that. He’s my boyfriend, I brought him.” You say and the rest of the group is shaking their heads, clearly not backing down. Carlos is too annoyed to offer, and he is pretty sure if he does the night would end up much worse. 

“I can do it yeah? Maybe he’ll calm down a bit.” Pierre offers and you feel even worse, shaking your head again. “No, I’m not taking a no for an answer. Charles will come with me.” Pierre says to which Charles nods, giving you a thumbs up. 

“I’m really sorry guys.” You murmur and Daniel reaches over to give you a hug. 

“Come on, it’s alright. You think we haven’t had our fair share of fights? I’m sure we’ve all had at least one friend be kicked out for a fight” He says before smiling and it’s so genuine that you can’t help but smile small yourself. 

All of you decide to leave the club, not wanting to stay after the whole commotion as there were eyes on everybody. Thankfully you manage to wait for a ride through the back of the club, Charles knowing the promoters and asking for a quick favour. You all wait inside until Charles and Pierre leave with Bastien before you step out for the next car. 

Max, Lando and Daniel pile in and there’s one empty seat left. “I can wait,” Carlos says gesturing you to go sit inside but you shake your head. “Seriously,” Carlos says softly. 

“Actually, it might be best if she stays here for a while. Incase Bastien makes a fuss in the hotel.” Daniel suggests, looking over the younger drivers to see them all nodding in agreement. “You’re good with staying with her?” He asks Carlos and Carlos nods. 

“As long as you’re good with staying with me?” he asks you and you’re wiping your cheeks, nodding. You want to say you’d be fine there by yourself, but you knew it wasn’t going to get through anybody. 

By the time their car leaves you’re shivering a bit. It wasn’t too cold with the Monaguesque weather but you also figured it was the tiredness that had started to settle in. 

“Here,” Carlos murmurs, gently hanging his jacket over your shoulders and you murmur a thanks, soon turning to him. 

“Are you okay?” He asks, and it’s a stupid question but you’re soon leaning into his chest, letting out a quiet whimper as his arms wrap around you to hold you close. It’s painful to see you like this, and he doesn’t know what else to do, simply kissing the top of your head. “Shh, I’ve got you.” Carlos murmurs, soon resting his chin on your head. He holds you there for a bit, rubbing over your back as he takes slow and deep breaths to calm you down. 

“I’m sorry. I’m so sorry. To you and the rest of the guys.” You cry, trying to move as close as you possibly could to the Spaniard. The only thing he can do is hold you closer, promising that it was fine, but he knows that you didn’t believe any of it. 

By the time you both get to the hotel you’ve calmed down, but you stay tucked to his side, as if pulling away would only mean reality would swallow you whole.

“I don’t know what we can do. Should we get you another room?” Carlos asks softly once you both make it to your lobby and he’s surprised when you shake your head.

“Can I stay with you instead?” You ask and he knows he shouldn’t, knows that he doesn’t know what this would mean the next morning.

Your teary eyed look though has him ignoring his better judgement, quietly nodding instead so he takes your hand in his before walking to the elevators. His heart stutters when you intertwine your fingers together but he keeps his gaze forward as the elevator doors open. 

Once you arrive to his room you both agree to shower, clearly sweaty and sobered up from all the commotion in the club. Carlos lets you go in first and he takes this time to clear his head, too many things were going on and he was struggling to process what had just happened. He just knew you were here now, with him, in his room. He lets out a heavy sigh as he lays on the bed, pressing his hands to his face. He doesn’t know how long he lays there like that, only sitting up when he hears you come out of the shower. Your towel is wrapped around you and he can’t help but look over you. 

“Can I borrow your clothes?” You ask and Carlos nods, pointing you to his luggage before he goes to the shower to wash himself off too. He’s suddenly sweaty and burning all over, feeling like a teenage all over again. It’s awful and he feels awful but he can’t help but just think what this could mean for the two of you. 

By the time he’s done you’re already in bed, tucked in. His towel is hanging low on his waist as he heads off to grab his boxers. “Can you pass me a pillow for the couch?” Carlos asks, soon slipping on his clothes. He decides to forego his shirt, simply ruffling his hair with the towel to get it to dry. He hears you say something back but your voice is so quiet that he can’t make out the words. 

“What?” He asks slowly, coming closer as he goes to grab a pillow instead but this time you’re grabbing his wrist, shaking your head. 

“Can you sleep with me?” You murmur, and it’s so soft that Carlos almost misses it. 

“Y/n,” Carlos murmurs, shaking his head. His heart is beating out of his chest but you’re giving his wrist a squeeze. 

“Please, I just- please.” You sniffle out and he’s letting out a shaky breath. 

“I can’t do this, not with Bastien-”

You shake your head, “I’m done with him. I really am.” You say sniffling and Carlos is hesitant,  he doesn’t know whether to trust you or not but you’re already pulling him under the sheets, and he can’t resist it. Carlos lets out a shaky breath as he feels your gentle touches on his skin. You’re so warm against him and he can’t help but to pull you close. 

“He’s been cheating on me for a while now.” It’s a confession he doesn’t expect to hear and he has to pull away to look over you. “I just never saw it, but I knew. I thought he actually changed this time, I’m stupid.” You murmur and Carlos lets out a heavy sigh. 

“Sometimes people do stupid things for the people they love.” Carlos says, and he knows part of him is telling that to himself. He’s gently brushing your hair out of your face, soon wiping your cheeks with his thumbs. 

“I don’t think I love him though. I love the idea of him.” You sniffle, looking over at Carlos. You look so small and broken, but Carlos can’t help but still think you look beautiful. 

“I’m sorry.” Carlos says, “you deserve better.” I would treat you better, you know is what he means and you nod quietly. He’s watching you, looking down at how your fingers are slowly tracing patterns onto his chest and he lets out a soft sigh when you move closer. 

“What do you want y/n?” Carlos asks, and he’s scared. Scared that he’ll regret asking the question. “I’m tired of playing this game of tug of war. I need to know what you want.” He murmurs and he can’t help but hold his breath when your fingers linger on his lips, gently brushing his bottom lip. 

You’re soon connecting your lips with his and that’s enough of an answer for him. It’s different this time, slow and careful as your tongues slowly mould together. His hands are slowly creeping under your shirt, running his hands over your sides and letting out a soft sigh into the kiss.

His hands slowly run over your breasts, gently giving them a squeeze and he swallows down the moan that you let out into the kiss, happy to be able to feel you. “Come on,” he murmurs, soon pulling the shirt off you before he’s hovering above you. His eyes are trailing down your body and he can’t help but breathe out at the sight of you. “Eres hermosa,” You’re beautiful, he murmurs, more to himself, before he’s slowly trailing kisses down your neck. He can’t help the urge he has to litter every single part of your skin with marks, taking his time to map it out with his tongue. He knows it’s stupid, but he feels a pride settle in his stomach as he darkens the marks Bastien seemed to have left behind, hearing your voice gently moan out his name. 

“You’re mine, hm cariño?” Carlos asks and you let out a breath, nodding as he trails kisses over your chest. His tongue goes over one of your nipples and you can’t help but whimper. He gently presses his teeth into your nub, your back arches slightly as you let out a hiss. 

“Who do you belong to mi amor?” Carlos asks again and you’re hands are going down his torso, gently playing with the band of his boxers. 

“Yours,” You breathe and he’s soon goind further down kissing over your thighs, his fingers slowly beginning to play with your folds. He smirks at the sight of you already swollen and throbbing. 

“So wet for me.” Carlos says, gently pressing one of his fingers in, he’s almost dizzy at how easy he slips it in, soon slipping a second one as well. 

“What do you want mi amor?” Carlos asks and you’re lifting your hips. 

“Anything, I- please.” You murmur and that’s enough for Carlos to move his fingers, soon pressing them in deep. The breaths you let out sound like a symphony, and he’s moving his fingers faster, slowly deepening his movements. Your moans are mixing in with the sound of his fingers, and he can feel himself getting harder, the sight of you falling apart from his touches has him feeling euphoric. 

“Oh,” You breathe out just as Carlos curls his fingers and he knows he’s hit the spot, his head ducks down to your legs and he’s quick to let his tongue play with your clit. He knows he’s doing it right when he feels you clench around him. 

“Come on baby, you’re so close. So good for me.” Carlos murmurs and your legs shake as soon as you come, hand going to grip Carlos’ hair as you’re moaning his name out with a sinful cry that Carlos wishes he could have playing forever. 

He lets you ride out your high, holding your hips in place, he only pulls away when you slowly release the grip on his locks and he can’t help but lick a stripe over your folds, loving the taste of you. He’s soon moving back up, kissing your lips before he’s slipping his fingers in your mouth. You’re quick to lap his fingers up, letting out a sigh when Carlos pulls his fingers away to give you another long kiss. He’s about to offer to just finish off by himself, knowing you were probably exhausted but your next words surprise him. 

“Can I ride you?” You ask against his lips and you ask it so innocently that Carlos groans, how could he say no to you? He’s soon slipping his boxers off before he’s sitting to rest his back onto the headboard. You’re eager to go on his lap, holding onto his shoulders. Carlos holds your waist though, wanting you to slow down a bit. He wants to cherish the moment. 

He cups your cheek once you sit down, groaning at the press of your thighs on his cock. You’re a bit out of it and Carlos needs to tap your cheek gently. “Look at me,” Carlos says softly and when he realises you’re not listening his hand travels down to hold your neck. 

“I said look at me baby.” Carlos says, this time gently giving the sides of your neck a squeeze. He smiles when you finally look at him and he can’t help but pull you closer, soon giving your lips another gentle kiss. “Are you okay?” He asks softly. As much as he was enjoying it he had to ask you first and once you give him a smile and a nod he’s giving your lips another peck. 

Carlos soon moves his hand back to your waist, slowly helping you sit up. He groans softly as he strokes himself, already painfully hard. “Wish I could record you like this baby, being such a whore for me hm?” Carlos murmurs, soon moaning when you sink down on him. 

“Shit,” you breathe out, soon holding his shoulders. Carlos feels so big inside you and the press of him feels amazing. You soon settle down onto his thighs, and a part of you swears you can feel him a bit too deep inside you. 

“You feel so good cariño, so so good.” Carlos breathes out and he lets you take your time before you slowly begin to move your hips. It feels amazing, the drag of your hips and the rhythm of your bounces has him groaning. He lets you do the work for a bit, simply sitting back and watching with a gentle hold of your waist and letting out praises in between his moans. 

Your moans are mixing together, and Carlos can’t help but grip your waist, soon meeting your hips with his own. You almost lose your balance, digging your nails into his shoulders as he somehow feels even deeper. “Fuck baby, you were made for me.” Carlos groans as he slowly begins to move his hips more and the way you’re whimpering has him losing all his inhibition. 

“Yours. Only yours.” You gasp out. Carlos groans when he feels you clench around him so he’s soon shifting, moving you on your back. His hand goes to your neck again, pressing your foreheads together. “Look at me,” he says, drilling his hips into you and you can’t help but have your eyes roll back, pressing your head into the mattress. 

“Carlos, there. Please.” You beg when he angles his hips just right. “Please.” 

His thrusts become deeper, moaning at the way you clenched around him. He sees your head fall back and your eyes slowly shut so he squeezes your neck again, a bit harder this time. “I said look at me y/n or you aren’t allowed to come.” Carlos pants out. He knows it isn’t true, knows that he possibly can never deny you- no- himself from the pleasure of seeing you coming undone but his words have you coming back to reality, gasping as you look at him 

Your eyes are locked into his and you can feel the clench in the pit of his stomach. The adoration in Carlos’ eyes has your heart swelling. “Carlos,” you murmur and Carlos moves his hand to cup your cheeks. 

“I know baby, I know. You’re close hm? Show me how good I make you feel, how good I treat you.” Carlos says and his words have you crying out his name and digging your nails into his back.

Carlos groans, the sight of you pushing him over the edge too. He makes sure to deepen his thrusts, soon coming inside of you. 

Carlos pants softly, your foreheads still pressed together and he can’t help but lean close to give you a gentle kiss. You slowly kiss him back, letting out a small whimper when Carlos slowly pulls out. 

“Here, I’ve got you.” Carlos murmurs soon pulling you to his chest and you can’t help but lean close, letting out a shaky breath. “Are you good?” Carlos pants out and you’re nodding, out of breath yourself. 

“I am, are you?” You ask and Carlos smiles, gently rubbing his thumb over your cheek. 

“Amazing.” He murmurs before he’s kissing your lips again. 

It almost feels too real to be true. 

And even the next morning, when he wakes up with you fast asleep and slumped next to him, he can feel his heart swell over a thousand sizes. He couldn’t believe it, he just had to be dreaming. 

fin.

link to chapter 12 here

the long awaited moment!!! yall when i tell you i was struggling to piece it together. i wanted to make it worth it (and i really hope it was). anyways, put my whole carlussy into this (don't question my choice of words i am literally head empty after this chapter).

i'm excited to start focusing on them more and how their relationship will develop <3. anyways i hope u enjoyed. big smooch on the forehead for all of you.

pls dont be a ghost reader, would love to hear what you think<3

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[beecanons]

Percy learning the reader regresses

legend of vox machina percy learning his partner is an age regressor

a percy x agere!reader headcanon post!

i'd imagine how he would find out is by noticing your behaviour changing. youre all stopped at some place to rest, an inn maybe? and while you have a break from adventures you just start to slip but its the first time you've done it in a while especially around percy maybe it was an offhanded comment/compliment and being tired that triggered it, a mix of exhaustion from the adventure and someone saying something like "good job back there [name]"

he'd just notice you start to get a little shy or more energetic and maybe struggle with your words and he'd take you aside from the group to ask you if you were alright he just wants to make sure youre okay, maybe he thinks youre tired and need to rest early so he offers to take you to your room for the night or he thinks youre still shaken up from the adventure you'd been on and he'll ask if you need anything to help calm down/relax "are you alright? you seem a bit..off this evening. do you need anything love? would you like to talk about it?"

hes very sweet and understanding so when you manage to explain you age regress and that youre slipping, he asks questions to try and understand better he wont ask anything that might be too invasive and definitely wont pressure you to answer anything you dont want to

he'll keep his voice low so the conversation's just for the two of you to hear he wont pressure you to tell the others but he'll at least ask if you want him to explain it to anyone else in the group later his first thoughts were vax and pike or grog but he'll only bring it up with them if you want him to maybe not right then but the next day you're little if youre comfortable with it

will for sure try and figure out what he can do to help you need cuddles from him? he'll tell the party youre going head in for the night and spend it in your shared room cuddling.

if you dont have any little gear or anything he'll try making something or buying it. will get asked by a vendor if hes a dad and gets very embarrassed at first but eventually just says yes and leaves it at that "oh thats adorable, would you happen to be shopping for your child, im sure they'd love that one, kids love these toys now adays!" "er-um..yes. thank you. good day"

he's found a new way to spoil you expect a lot of gifts and sweet words "i have a surprise for you little one" "i got something for you before we left dear"

he will ask what nicknames and terms hes allowed to use for you and what he should avoid your comfort is top priority to him

his heart will melt if you call him nicknames and cling to him in turn hearing that you trust him enough to refer to him with cg terms or anything like that warms his heart

it might take him a while to properly catch on to signs of when youre slipping, if its during and adventure he'll completely miss it most times if its during a fight he'll panic a bit and wanna get you out of the battle field as soon as possible

he'll be so bad at catching on at first he'll over prepare to the point he's not at all prepared. thinks he knows exactly what to do but really doesnt he'll have something on hand sure but he wont know what to do. does he just give it to you or take you aside in private first? is it the right thing for you right now? might accidently hesitate too long because of this

hes afraid to leave any weapons around you incase youre little and an accident occurs probably gets a bit over protective because of this "im not letting you have that" "its literally just a knife percy" "darling what if you hurt yourself, i cant let that happen"

a lot of "youre too little to do x" language, especially at the start. lossens up on everything once he's finally got the hang of it though.

all in all percy truly adores you and wants to do everything he can to help

requested by @syth-de-rolo !

feel free to share your own headcanons or request more!

[corvuscrowned]

my year in fic

big smooches to @oknowkiss (x), @lqtraintracks (x),  @maesterchill (x), and @cavendishbutterfly (x) for the challenge to share one line from each fic i wrote this year. it was such a nice way to look back on my year in fic writing! p.s. we are interpreting the word “one line” v loosely here folks

shades of dawn | E, 3k, angsty ginlav

The night after Lavender comes and goes, the moon always appears to be just as full as the night before, but Ginny knows that the smallest part of it is missing.

magpie | T, 4k, klepto harry

Draco thinks Potter might be able to take things from him not just with his hands, but with those eyes alone. He thinks if Potter keeps looking at him this way for long enough, Draco might just offer it all up. 

lovesick | T, 13k, healer draco, love potion victim harry

“Maybe I’m a bit tired of all of the swooning and heart eyes and —” of watching you love anyone else. Draco shakes his head. “Forget it.” 

ad infinitum | E, 14k, angsty getting-back-together + sentient house

“I love you,” Harry says. “I don’t care about any of it. I love you.”

“I know,” Draco murmurs. “You always did the most idiotic things.”

from the same cloth | T, 8k, t4t  idiots to lovers

Draco nods, and Harry realizes his face is stitched with the same nerves that are butterflying through her stomach — and the feeling the two of them are standing side by side on the precipice of something new, and there’s nothing left to do but fall into it.

undergrowth | M, 2.5k, horror + floral pining

Draco worries that Potter’s eyes might carry sunlight, and if they shine on him too long, he’ll have no choice but to grow, and grow, and grow.

the seventh life | E, 18k, vampire!draco & immortal!harry reunited in paris

“Oh, I don’t know,” Draco said. “I only know the times I’ve loved you.”

“How many times has that been?” Harry pushed.

“Since the very first time I met you,” Draco said. “Six lifetimes ago.”

ash, fire, ash | G, 1k, arsonists to lovers

Malfoy tosses the butt of their cigarette into the flames. “They’ll know it’s you doing it eventually.”

“Good,” Harry says. “Then maybe it’ll make them remember my name.”

an emerald in the sky | M, 6k, time traveling fuckbuddies to lovers

There are so many Harrys sitting in front of him right now, so many men he’s met once and then lost, threading their way in and out of his life at the sharp point of a needle. The composite sum of so many strangers, and a single man whom Draco has been fighting, from the very beginning, not to fall in love with.

with hands full of dusk | E, 15k, drarry as mythical creature hunters

But Harry is older now, and has long since learned that doubt and hope are just two shades of the same color. 

the night of the fireworks | E, 6k, porn with feelings

Harry’s mind was swirling, still slightly loopy in a post-sex haze. “You love me,” he said. “You said it first.”

“I didn’t say it,” Draco said. “It doesn’t count. Fuck off.”

twelve moons | T, 6k, innkeeper harry & potioneer draco

Draco climbs the first step to the door, and Harry joins him on it, learning immediately that there isn’t space for two, unless you’d like to see the other person up close — the way the glow of the moonlight might be captured on their hair, or on their skin, or in their eyes.

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[dullweapons]

hewwo i might spend today on some writing but my blog feeling messy ! so imma go through & delete old ooc posts & maybe fix up my graphics. but also tiny announcements that will be added to my rules . some not major , some kinda important so i would appreciate it if y’all read this ( i will be properly updating my rules when i can get to my computer ) :

🔻 i have health issues i am going through ( my heart has been having SVT episodes. basically this means my hearts being a bit odd & pumping harder then it needs to be ? i’ve having tests done so hopefully we figure out exactly what happened & what can be done . ) which makes me very tired. sometimes i can’t even get out of bed let alone write — so sometimes i will be MIA without any warning . i’m telling you this so no one thinks I’m ignoring them or anything like that .

🔻due to the anon hate i will be keeping anonymous asks closed for a bit . again, my apologies to those who have side blogs & use anon asks to send things in. simply send it from your main & i’ll put them in a separate thread ! i am also sorry to those who maybe be too shy to approach to ask questions but i truly don’t wish to deal with anon hate over petty things. which brings me to my next point.

🔻if you have any problems with me— may they be with how i responded in a thread , how i spoke ooc, or whatever it may be : please talk to me. i will not bite i promise you this but im gonna be 26 next month & i cannot handle people skirting around issues anymore . i cannot correct problems if i am not informed of them ( or at the very least explain myself ).

if i do turn anon back on — it is not the way to discuss issues with me. i understand you may be shy but hiding does not solve issues ( if i miss tagged something or requesting me to tag something isn’t an issues . i will do it even if anon asks. i’m talking about major issues . ) we’re all adults here trying to have fun.

there are things i won’t change — like i’m not going to put nsfw on a side blog but i will tag it as spicy tw or suggestive tw . ray is will always be auto angry at botw / totk zelda’s . ray will hate hylia by default . ( i’ve had ppl me upset at this, thinking their versions of these muses where better & didn’t deserve his reaction . they tried to push ray to be OOC because they preferred it … they quickly left but im using it as an example of things that could have been corrected with proper communication but they never heard me anyway so 🙄)

🔻to my last point : i understand the person in my DNI has deleted . i will be keeping them in my DNI incase they return as they hinted they might . i was informed by their friend to curate my space & i will continue to do so .

[dullahandyke]

Hang on actually before I hit post limit.pinned post so I can edit this and have my tumblr thoughts even tho I'm post limited

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6.47PM

Anonymous asked: did they put bugs in him again

Yknow it's hard to tell but I think they might have. Guys we need to get riku dewormed again, this keeps happening to him :(

Anonymous asked: I forgot I had notifs turned on for your blog . Oopsie daisy

HAHAAAAAAAA ANON I CACKLED.... flattered u have urgent coverage on which large surface I'm thinking abt being slammed into at any given time but ig this is an object lesson in paying too much attention to me or something

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8.06PM

Listening to a queer history podcast and it's so funny they're explaining to me what yuri is... I know ❤

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8.14PM

on my laptop now bcos i gotta study for this stupid test..d. and then afterwards theres a powerpoint im actually rlly gonna enjoy presenting but i gotta facking put it together, augh

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8.51PM

niche complaint but it sucks shit when animanga do the 'character suddenly becomes hot as part of a daydream/joke' gag and they dont go full bishie. give that man a delicate jawline NOW!!!

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9.13PM

really happy with this sticker on my laptop. whenever im feeling down i just rememebr that this man got a lobotomy

[ID: a black frame meme featuring Hajime Hinata from Super Danganronpa 2 at the chapter 1 cabin party, smiling and holding a glass of orange juice. It is captioned, "This man, got a lobotomy.]

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9.18PM

whew im a sneezy girl. the sneezing sneasler. wait thats a pokemon. ritalin on friday unless i have a heart murmur

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9.37PM

@effervescentleaf asked:

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9.39PM

i know im constantly posting abt my beard but its still weird as hell to consider that i have a beard that other people can see. when people look at me they see androgyny. what the fuck. i keep being drawn to people with beards and make-up/long hair/jewelry/whatever the fuck else as my favourite examples of gender non-conformity and like. IM that. im that with my stupid eyeliner. what the shit

also that reminds me im not gonna have time to do my eyeliner before my class test tomorrow :/ now i Could just go without it bcos i'll have a presentation later in the day that i should probably be serious for. but where is the fun in that. i will be wearing a hawaiian shirt instead of a t-shirt and thats all that can be expected of me <3

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9.55PM

i probs need to eat a proper meal but the call of pop tarts it is so great.... sighhhh i got the bread out the freezer for soup so ill see if thats defrosted. and if not. squints. cup noodles. kinda want the cup noodles anyway but the soup is gonna expire soon so i gotta be fuckinnn responsible and nutritious or whatever

sidenote i kind of rlly enjoy having just one long ledger of posts all day. kind of fun

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11.51PM

Ugh fuck my gay life I gotta make a PowerPoint... I'm tired I'm a bit sick i gotta sleeeep... wanted to make it fancy but ig that's fucked :(

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12.01AM

I saw a video of a cat and now I miss bubbles :( bubblesssss... I'm going home tomorrow tho so I'll see her then :)