Noncon w gojo but reader is resisting the whole time so he ends up tying them down. And heâs not even trying to be nice about it, heâs degrading her and choking her all that stuff đ€
BREAKPOINT
PAIRING yandere Gojo Satoru x f!reader
WARNING non/con, unhealthy relationship (red flag Gojo), use of vulgar words, manipulation, humiliation, fingering on kitchen counter, bondage (hands only), blowjob, cumming in mouth, raw sex, breeding kink, orgasm denial, forcing to say stuffs, clit rubbing, pussy eating, nipple play, choking, degradation, lactation kink, multiple orgasms, oversensitivity, creampie, manhandling, so much yanderee
NOTE twitter link here.. sorry for posting late
Dating Gojo, the incredibly good-looking and powerful guy, isn't as simple as you'd think. He frequently reminds you of your perceived inferiority compared to him, and that he could find someone better.
Every time you're with him, he's makes you feel insecure. He keeps putting you down for your mistakes and flaws, always reminding you of all the things he can do that you can only dream about. He often says mean things about how you look and what you can do, making you feel like you're not good enough for him. Even though he's rude and acts like he doesn't care, Gojo still wants you around, making sure you know he's more important in your life.
He's always flirting with other people, which makes it clear he doesn't respect you. When he's with his friends, he completely ignores you, leaving you feeling invisible and unimportant. Your feelings never seem to be a priority for him. It's clear he's more focused on other things, yet he still wants you to stay. You're beginning to realize this relationship isn't healthy for you, but you still crave his approval and validation, hoping he'll see you as worthy.
Your best friend advises, 'You should leave him, girl.'"
"But I love him," you counter.
"But does he love you?"
You stay quiet. Gojo's words may say one thing, but his actions speak differently. Your best friend is right; you realize you need to do something about it. So you send him a text asking to meet at your place, you need to talk to him over this.
Satoru arrives at your house, his long legs carrying him up to the door with an air of confidence. Knowing he's the strongest sorcerer in the world makes him feel untouchable. As he knocks on the door, a thrill of excitement courses through him, anticipating what awaits inside. The familiar scent of your perfume greets him as you open the door, and he smirks, stepping inside without waiting for an invitation.
He takes off his dark blue jacket, tossing it carelessly onto a nearby chair. His gaze lingers on you for a moment, taking in your appearance before he speaks in a low voice, ... "Been missing my dick, huh?"
"What the hell is wrong with you?" you snap, glaring at him. He smirks, stepping closer to you, his body heat enveloping you as he looms over you.
"What the hell is wrong with me?" Satoru repeats, a hint of amusement in his voice. He raises an eyebrow, letting the question hang between them, challenging you to elaborate. When he doesn't get an immediate response, he crosses his arms, sitting on your couch and regarding you with a cocky grin.
"So, why the fuck did you call me if you're gonna give me this attitude? " he asks, feigning ignorance. His eyes gleam mischievously, daring you to confront him about your issues head-on.
You stand there, silent for a moment, searching for the words to express your frustration. Before you can say anything, Satoru turns away, sauntering towards your kitchen like he owns the place. He opens the fridge, pulling out a beer and cracking it open with a satisfying sound. Your heart pounds in your chest, your frustration mounting as he drinks it so casually.
As he turns back to you, he raises an eyebrow, the unopened beer in his hand. "You gonna talk, or are you just gonna stand there?" he asks.
"This...this relationship isn't working," you finally manage to utter, your voice wavering slightly. Satoru freezes mid-drink, the beer halfway to his lips. The surprise in his eyes fades quickly, replaced with a cold, hard stare. He sets the beer down on the counter, taking a step towards you.
"Break up?" He repeats, the word hanging in the air like a challenge. "You think you can just toss me aside like an old toy?" He growls, his eyes burning with anger. The force of his personality filled the room, making it hard to breathe. Satoru leans in, his face inches from yours, his blue eyes burning with a fire that matched his temper.
"You better think twice about this, princess," He snarled, his voice low and dangerous. "Once you break things off with me, you'll be all alone. No one is going to love you."
"I'm sure," you say firmly, standing your ground despite the fear in your chest. Satoru's eyes narrow, a dangerous glint flickering in their depths. He steps back, a sardonic smile playing on his lips.
"Did you find someone better than me?" He asks, his voice dripping with disbelief and accusation. The air around you thickens, the tension palpable. Satoru crosses his arms, leaning against the counter, his expression a mix of amusement and contempt. "Tell me... Is his dick bigger than mine?"
You shake your head, your voice trembling as you reply, "No, I just..." Satoru cuts you off, gripping your wrist harshly and pulling you towards the counter. You gasp in surprise, trying to pull away, but his grip is too strong.
He pushes you down on the counter, his dick pressing against your ass, the intensity of the contact leaving you breathless. His eyes bore into yours, the challenge in them undeniable. "Does he fuck you better than me?" he growls, his lips grazing your ear.
You struggle against him, your heart racing as you beg him to let you go. "Please, Satoru...let me go!" You plead, your voice shaking with fear and desperation. Satoru chuckles, his grip tightening around your wrist.
"Not until you realise, what a huge mistake you did by making me mad." he growls, grinding his erection against your ass harder. His eyes bore into yours, daring you to defy him.
Satoru pulls down your pants, revealing your ass. He smacks it hard, the sting of his hand making you yelp in shock. Before you can react, he slides his long, cold fingers inside you, groaning softly at the wetness he finds. His eyes gleam with satisfaction as he mocks you, his voice dripping with sarcasm.
"Well, well, looks like someone wants more of my cock even after saying she wants a break." He chuckles, twisting his fingers inside you roughly. His eyes are full of malicious.
You can't help but moan in spite of yourself, your body betraying your intentions. Your mind screams at you to fight back, but your body responds to his touch, betraying your resolve. Satoru's grin widens, his eyes gleaming with triumph.
"Looks like you can't resist me, princess," he taunts, thrusting his fingers deeper inside you. "Maybe you don't want a break, maybe you just want me to praise you while I go down on you."
Satoru grips your head tighter against the counter, his fingers thrusting into you relentlessly. Your body buckles under the onslaught, each thrust bringing you closer to the edge. You moan loudly, unable to hold back your pleasure.
Within moments, you're screaming his name, your body convulsing as you cum hard. Satoru watches you with a satisfied smirk, his thumb rubbing your clit in time with his fingers. He continues to thrust into you, milking every last drop of your pleasure.
Satoru carries you mercilessly to your bedroom, leaving you with no time to rest. He quickly sets you down on the bed and his hands rich to unzip his pants. Desperate to get away, you try to crawl away, but he grabs your ankle and uses his weight to pin you down. With a flick of his wrist, he removes his blindfold, revealing his piercing blue eyes. Your heart races, fear and desire warring within you as he takes his blindfold and ties your hands above your head, effectively immobilizing you.
"Please, stop!" you plead, tears streaming down your face as you beg him to release you. "I'm sorry, I take back everything I said! I don't want this!" Your words hang in the air, heavy with regret and fear.
Satoru leans down, his gaze hard and unwavering. "The only sorry I accept is by your mouth showing me how sorry it is by sucking me off." He growls, his finger tracing the shape of your lips. Your heart races and your body trembles at the command.
He pulls himself in front of your head, and you hesitate, your heart racing in your chest. The room spins around you, and the scent of him overwhelms you. You understand you have no choice but to obey, swallow your pride, and submit.
Taking a deep breath, you wrap your lips around his shaft and reluctantly start sucking him off. Satoru growls in approval, his hand entwined in your hair, guiding you. Your mind screams at you to resist, but your body obeys him, your mouth moving rhythmically, pleasing him.
As you continue to suck him off, Satoru's grip in your hair tightens. His movements become more erratic, his breaths growing heavier. Your heart races, a mixture of fear and arousal coursing through you. You're determined to make this quick, hoping he'll release you soon.
You rest your head, waiting for him to untie you. But instead, he parts your legs, grinning wickedly as he rubs his cock against your clit. You flinch, but he doesn't hesitate. With a swift movement, he pushes into you, stretching you painfully. A cry escapes your lips, tears streaming down your face. You beg him, your voice trembling with fear and desperation. "Please, be gentle..."
Gojo grins, his eyes gleaming with satisfaction. "Well, well, I thought you'd be fucking other guys, but you're still tight as hell." He says, thrusting harder into you. "Feels so fucking good." His voice is thick with lust, his movements becoming more aggressive.
Your body tenses, your mind spinning in the turmoil of conflicting emotions. You're angry, yet you can't deny the pleasure he brings you. His words fill you with shame, your skin burning with embarrassment. Despite your struggles, his grip on you is ironclad. You moan, a mixture of pain and pleasure washing over you as he continues to thrust into you. Your mind screams for him to stop, but your body betrays you, responding to his touch.
Every thrust is a reminder of your weakness, your inability to resist him. You can't help but wonder who else he's been with, who else has shared in this intimacy. A wave of jealousy washes over you, your heart beating wildly.
"Fuck, you're gushing," he growls, his hips thrusting into you with increasing intensity. He reaches down, pushing your top along with bra up, his fingers roughly pinching your nipple, twisting it. Your eyes widen, a gasp escaping your lips. "Yet you say you don't want it?" He grunts, his voice thick with dominance.
You can't help but moan, your body betraying your anger. His words echo in your mind, reminding you of your place. Despite your struggling, your body responds to his touch, your clit throbbing with each thrust.
Gojo mocks you, his voice dripping with venom. "What's that, are you enjoying it, slut?" He asks, his movements becoming more frenzied. "You think you can find someone better than me? Someone who fucks you better than me?"
His words cut deep, your heart racing with a mix of embarrassment and arousal. You can't help but moan, your body betraying your anger. He laughs, his eyes gleaming with malice.
"Look at you, begging for my cock, you worthless slut." Gojo sneers, his movements growing rougher. "I'm the strongest sorcerer in the world, and you think you can insult me? Ha!" He laughs, his eyes shining with malicious delight. "Listen up", he slows down his thrust making sure you listen to him instead of moaning, "Don't you dare bring that break up again, I own you, I own this pussy, I own your fucking heart, I know it, you love my baby and I love you too.. So let's.. let's be like before, me and you, together.. We can have a baby too, our own family .. so beautiful.", with that he starts pumping into you again hard and fast, desperate to fill you with his fertile seed.
Your cheeks burn with shame, your toes curling as his thrusts grow stronger and rougher, and just before you hit your orgasm, he pulls out, "That's what you get for disobeying me."
You gasp, your pussy gripping on to him as he pulls out. "That's what you get for disobeying me," he growls, his eyes blazing with anger. You feel a wave of disappointment wash over you, your orgasm cut short.
He stands over you, his chest heaving, his gaze locked on your face. You shrink under his gaze not daring to question him why he stopped, you know everything is your fault. NO, he made you believe everything is your fault, but you cannot help but accept it, you cannot help but accept his cock inside you.
Gojo leans down, his eyes gleaming with malicious delight. "Look at you, clenching around nothing, desperate for my cock." He mocks, his hands gripping your thighs. "Worthless slut."
He licks your clit, a cruel smirk on his face. You whimper, your body trembling with need. His tongue teases your clit, your moans growing louder. He chuckles, enjoying your helplessness.
Gojo's hand glides over your body, his touch electric. "Do you want me to finish you off?" His voice is a combination of cruelty and seduction.
Your heart races, your body trembling with need. You nod, unable to speak, your mind filled with a mix of shame and lust. He grins, his eyes gleaming with satisfaction.
Gojo raises an eyebrow, his gaze locked on your face. "Beg for it, slut." He demands, his voice thick with lust.
You hesitate, your cheeks burning with embarrassment. He slaps your pussy, making you jolt. "Beg," he repeats, his voice cold.
You swallow hard, your heart pounding, "please, make me cum..." You whisper, your voice barely audible.
Gojo's eyes squint, "Hmm, how about you say you love me 69 times then I will think of it."
Your eyes widen, your heart racing with a mix of anger and desperation. You know you have to do it. "I love you," you whisper, your voice barely audible. "I love you... I love you... I love Satoru..." Your voice grows stronger as you continue, each 'I love you' more genuine than the last.
Gojo watches you, his eyes gleaming with satisfaction. He leans down, his tongue darting out to trace the curve of your clit. "Keep going.." He orders, his voice rough with desire
You nod, your face heating up with desire and shame. "I love you... I love you... I love Satoru..." You repeat, your voice growing stronger with each word.
Gojo's tongue traces your clit, his movements slow and deliberate. You moan, your body trembling with need. He smiles, his eyes locked on your face. "Good girl," he growls, his voice thick with lust.
He slips two fingers inside you, his movements slow and deliberate. "Keep going..."
Your heart races, your body trembling, "I love you... I love you... I love Satoru..." You repeat, your voice growing stronger with each word.
Gojo's fingers slide inside you, his movements slow and deliberate. You moan, your body shaking with need. He smiles, his eyes locked on your face. "Yes.. yes" He encourages, his voice rough with desire.
You continue to profess your love, your body trembling with a mix of desire and shame.
After what feels like an eternity, Gojo slides his fingers out, replacing them with his tongue. You whimper, your body trembling with anticipation.
He licks your clit, his tongue tracing the curve of your most sensitive spot. "Good girl," he praises you, his voice thick with lust. "Sixty-nine times, I counted each 'I love you.'" He chuckles, his eyes locked on your face. "That's a lot of love for me, baby," he teases, his voice filled with satisfaction. "Now, let's make you cum."
His tongue traces the your walls, his movements slow and deliberate. His eyes locked on your face for your reaction. "You taste so good, so wet and needy."
Your abdomen shaking as you move your hips against his face, you cry out, your body trembling with pleasure as you cum. You collapse there, your heart pounding with a mix of ecstasy and shame.
"Untie me now," you plead, your voice shaking with emotion. But Gojo shakes his head, his eyes gleaming with satisfaction, "Nah uh, not till I cum, filling your little pussy."
He inserts himself back inside you, his movements slow and deliberate. Your pussy is oversensitive, making you cry out in pain. "No more," you beg, your voice filled with desperation.
Gojo grits his teeth, his eyes squeezing shut as he feels your walls clenching around him uncontrollably. He slows his pace, allowing you time to adjust to your oversensitivity.
As you recover, he starts thrusting into you, his movements slow and deliberate at first. His pace gradually increases, his eyes locked on your face. "You like being a slut for your boyfriend, isn't it?" He growls, his voice thick with lust.
You moan, your body trembling with a mix of pleasure and pain. "Yes," you admit, not caring about your self respect anymore.
As he thrusts into you, his movements become faster, his eyes locked on your face. "Good girl," he growls, his voice thick with lust. "You're such a good little whore, aren't you?"
You moan, your body trembling with a mix of pleasure and pain. "Yes," you admit, not caring about your self-respect anymore. "I'm your little slut."
Gojo chuckles, his eyes gleaming with satisfaction. "Hmphh, keep squeezing me.. A-ah," he growls, his pace increasing even more.
Your eyes roll at the way he's choking and fucking you like a monster, his hands around your neck, his thrusts relentless. Gojo leans down, his lips colliding with yours in a rough kiss.
You moan into his mouth, your body trembling with a mix of pleasure and fear. He pulls back, his eyes gleaming with satisfaction. "Hah! You gonna cum again?," he mocks.
You groan, your body trembling with a mix of pleasure and fear. "Yes.. Hngh- please I am gonna cum again" You admit, your voice shaking with emotion.
As he thrusts into you, his movements become frenzied. "Y/N, let's... try it again.. together... Can't you imagine? How lovely you will look with your tummy swollen and round with my baby, and milk flowing from your breasts. Just think of it", he bites his lips imaging all of that. He unties your hands, letting them grip onto anything they find.
Your mind is unable to make out his words, you just nod, taking his cock like a doll.
He leans in, his lips brushing against your skin as he sucks on your nipple. "Gonna fill you, hmmph," whimpers escape his lips, "You are so obedient for me baby."
As Gojo nears his climax, his thrusts become frantic, his movements fierce. You cry out, your body trembling with pleasure and pain.
His thrusts become stronger, his movements more intense. Your walls clench around him, milking him as you cum again. He roars, his eyes locked on your face. "Yes, cum for me, baby, cum for your strongest boyfriend," he growls, his voice thick with lust.
He fills you with his seed, his movements slowing as he finishes. "You did well, baby," he pants, his eyes gleaming with satisfaction. He loosens his grip on your neck, allowing you to breathe.
You collapse against him, your heart racing with a mix of pleasure and fear. "F' me, am your little.. slut.. ." You whisper, before passing out .
Gojo's lips caress your bruised neck, licking them before giving you a small peck on your lips. "I love you, Y/N, I appreciate you," he mutters, his voice thick with lust. "But I ain't gonna spoil you."
He wraps his hands around your waist, pulling you closer to him. Both of you fall asleep in each other's arms, exhausted from the passionate night.
In the darkness of the night, he whispers in your ear, "Never gonna let you escape me, my little play thing."
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Red Dress - Seonghwa x Reader (NSFW)
Summary: It's time for the annual trip to the mountains to celebrate Christmas with the Parks. That including the human version of a headache, their son - Park Seonghwa. You've never gotten along, you'd even go so far to call him your worst enemy. But something happens on the trip, something neither of you can explain. It leads both you and Seonghwa into unknown territories, but one thing is for sure. It's all thanks to the red dress.
Word count: 20.6K
Genre: Fluff (!!) enemies to lovers, smut (yall.. seonghwa in this one... WOOOH it's getting hot in here)
warnings: "Enemy" Seonghwa with fem reader (fem pronouns). Hwa's mother has passed away, calls reader "sunshine", Seonghwa is a tease and he loves it, Hwa is a D-O-M, messy blowjob, fingering, dirty talk, unprotected sex, aftercare (he's so sweet please), lmk if I missed anything!
This is all for fun and is not meant to represent Seonghwa in any way.
You zip your last bag, trying to gather some kind of overview. Your main luggage bags and two smaller bags filled to the brim. You made sure to pack thoroughly. It would be dreadful to forget something important while staying in the mountains, with the possibility of being snowed in.
A quick buzzing sound came from your phone, your hands grabbing it from your back pocket. You donât even realize the deep sigh escaping between your lips as you read the name on the screen, somehow you hear the annoyance in the simple text.
Seonghwa
iâm here
You type back, wanting him to elaborate.
You
at the main entrance?
Seonghwa
no iâm on top of the building i just landed my helicopter
yes iâm at the main entrance
You
2 minutes
You roll your eyes as you throw your phone on the bed, looking around your apartment for the last few things to pack. The next few hours are gonna be horrific, being squeezed in your car with the human version of a headache.Â
Park Seonghwa.
Despite the two of you not being able to get along, your families do, and they use every possible opportunity to do things together. The annual cottage trip to the mountains for Christmas is no exception. His dad and his sister are all very nice people, watching over you like your own family. His mom was also the kindest woman youâve ever known, but she sadly passed away six years ago due to sickness. When you were kids, everyone got along just fine. Not the best, because you still thought Seonghwa was teasing you a lot, but it was still manageable. But after his momâs passing, your relationship with Seonghwa got even worse.Â
You never spoke to him about her, because you were simply not that close, but that just resulted in you and him not getting along at all. He got more snarky, which resulted in you getting more snarky.. And now whenever you two spoke, it was always with a hint of teasing and/or mockering.Â
You jug to the door as a knock echoes through your apartment, and you open up to see Seonghwa looking unsatisfied on the other side. You can already hear him complain about having to walk up a few sets of stairs, so you turn around before he opens his mouth.
âIâll be ready in a second.â You say as you walk away, hearing him close the front door as he enters your apartment.Â
âTake your time, itâs not like weâre the only ones who arenât there yet.â Seonghwa mumbles sarcastically, loud enough for you to hear and you bite your tongue before something slips out.
You try your best to carry most of your bags to the front door where Seonghwa is waiting, arms crossed over his chest. Heâs still wearing his boots and bomber jacket, not showing any signs that heâs willing to help you carry your stuff. His hair is annoyingly perfectly set, despite it being 7 in the morning like he had all the time in the world to get dressed.
âYou know weâll only be gone for two weeks, not a year, right?â He asks as you put down the bags on the floor in front of him.Â
âSeonghwa, itâs 7 in the morning. Can you at least wait until the sun is up to be a pain in my ass? How are you awake right now?â You canât stop the words from leaving your mouth when you glance at him.Â
âIâm an insomniac, this is normal.â He shrugs his shoulders.Â
Youâre not in the mood to continue the conversation so you go back for the last bag, carry it to the front door and Seonghwa (thankfully) helps you carry the bags down the stairs and to your car. His luggage is waiting in the lobby, he probably didn't want to carry it to your floor after traveling with it to your apartment building.Â
Both of your families left for the cottage yesterday, but you and Seonghwa had to wait a day to travel because of busy schedules, and at the end of the day, it was just easier to travel together. You and Seonghwa agreed to take your car to the cottage, so you walk outside where your car is parked, and Seonghwa lunges your bags into the trunk.
âHoly shit, what did you put in this bag? A dead body?â He complains and you throw in your bags in the backseat. You open the door to the driver's seat, but look back at him as he loads the trunk.
âIf weâre gonna make it through this trip, you have to stop being ironic in every sentence.â You get in the car and turn it on, hurrying to heat up the vehicle. Fog leaves your mouth as you speak, and you rub your hands to create some warmth.
âFine,â Seonghwa simply answers before closing the trunk and making his way to the driver's seat where you are sitting. âGet out.â He looks down at you with the unreadable expression he always wears, and you scoff.
âOut? Itâs my car?â You state, almost like a question.Â
âYes, but Iâm driving.â
âGive me one good reasonâ
âWell, itâs 7 in the morning and youâre not a morning person, your road rage gets 50 times worse in the morning, especially when the roads are slippery. So you should take this as me doing you a favor. Now move.â Seonghwa cocks his head towards the passenger seat, confidently standing in the door to the driverâs seat, leaning up against the car. His face is hard to read, but every word he spoke had a truth behind it. Despite you and him not getting along, youâve grown up close together, resulting in you knowing almost everything about each other.
A deep sigh leaves you as you step out of the car, not wanting to admit how heâs right.
âYou have a lot of nerve talking like youâre the one owning this car.â You say as you enter the passenger seat, getting comfortable.Â
âI just want you to be my passenger princess, is that too much to ask?â Seonghwa sends you a smirk before driving the car away from your apartment complex, and youâre headed to the cottage where both of your families are waiting for your arrival.Â
A couple moments in silence pass, and the city starts to wake up as the sun brightens up your surroundings. Generic Christmas music plays on the car radio, a channel that has played âLast Christmasâ and âAll I Want For Christmasâ nonstop since the middle of November.Â
âIs your sister coming?â You ask, looking out of the window to your side.Â
âNot this year. Her boyfriend offered her to celebrate Christmas with his family.â Seonghwaâs focus stays on the road as he answers.
Seonghwaâs sister is two years older than him, but you and her have always gotten along well. One of your fondest memories with her was when you were kids and forced Seonghwa into their motherâs clothes, and you and his sister used him as a canvas to test your makeup skills. That was the time when everything was fun and everyone got (somewhat) along.Â
Not like now.
âHave you gotten better at skiing or do we get that atrocious fall again?â His voice has a tease to it as he glances over at you beside him.Â
âIt was a year ago, and it wasn't my fault.. Iâve gotten better.â You sound confident as you look over at Seonghwa who has an eyebrow raised suspectfully. On your last trip to the cottage with the Parks, you fell while skiing, which resulted in you being unable to walk for the rest of the trip. You promised yourself to never let that happen again.
âOh yeah? Youâve been practicing?â He has a smug smile on his lips as he talks.Â
âIâm better than you, we both know that.â A smile creeps up on your lips, doing your best to annoy him. A scoff leaves Seonghwa before he presses his tongue against the inside of his cheek, and you know you said the right thing.
âThat almost sounds like a bet.â He says.
âAnd what if it is?â You ask daringly, up for a challenge.Â
Yes, you and Seonghwa knew how to bicker, but what could make you both excited was a competition. Anything from board games to extreme sports, you love competing with each other. Or hate it. Love to hate it.
Seonghwa smiles with his annoyingly straight teeth, looking over at you for a second to see if youâre serious, before nodding. âThen I hope youâre okay with losing,â He answers confidently. âWhatâs the challenge?â
âWho gets down the slope first. Easy.â You shrug.
âWhat color are we talking?â
âBlack, of course.â You try to read his expression, challenging him to ride the most dangerous hill on the mountain.Â
âBlack? You remember the black slope on the mountain, donât you? You wanna race down from that?â Thereâs something unsure about his voice, but it only makes you want to continue going through with this bet.
âAre you scared?â You tease, looking at him with a smile. Knowing Seonghwa your entire life, you know exactly what buttons to press to get your way, and when a confident chuckle leaves his body, you know this bet is on.
âAlright, sunshine, letâs do this.â He smirks, looking at you briefly.
âAnything you wanna bet?â You ask, trying to hide your excitement that he fell into your trap and agreed to this.
Seonghwa takes a few seconds to think, tapping the steering wheel before he speaks. âThe loser will do what the winner says for an entire day.â He suggests.Â
Somehow you expected this penalty, so you roll your eyes as a scoff leaves you. âBoring, but fine,â You say before looking over at him. âI canât wait to make you my little puppy.â A huge smile decorates your lips at the thought of Seonghwa in the palm of your hand for 24 hours.
He has a big smile on his lips as he leans back in the driver's seat, getting comfortable.Â
âKeep telling yourself that, sunshine. I already have some things in store for you.â He doesnât even look at you while talking, but heâs wearing his confident smirk as he speaks like heâs imagining what heâll make you do if he wins.Â
You canât wait to remove that cocky smile.
***
After a few hours of driving, you finally arrived at the cottage. There had been a delay due to some accidents on the road. The further you made it to the mountains, the slippier the roads got, resulting in a few accidents. Luckily, there were no big accidents, and you and Seonghwa made it safely to the cottage.
Your family greeted you, as well as Seonghwaâs dad.
As you mom helps you take off your jacket, she sends you the warmest smile and tells you that your room is on the first floor, which you will be sharing with Seonghwa.
âThanks, mom.â You send her a smile back and look around the cottage. It looks the same as always. The fireplace is heating up the entire living room, and Christmas stockings for each person hanging over it, including Seonghwaâs sister and mom. Thereâs a smell of cinnamon hanging in the air as you grab your stuff and head upstairs to unpack. The long hallway with three doors leads you to your room, and you know your room is at the end of the hallway. You pass the closed door to Seonghwaâs room and a bathroom, already excited to have a shower in the huge shower stall.Â
As you step into your room, you notice that it has the same warm tones as the rest of the house, giving off a cozy feeling. The room is furnished with a massive bed, and at the end of the room, there is a large window that provides a breathtaking view of the mountains. On the bedside table, there is a lit-up candle, adding to the room's warm and inviting atmosphere.
You throw yourself on the bed, happy to finally be at the cottage.Â
This is gonna be a good trip.. hopefully
***
âLast chance to back down, sunshine.â Seonghwa looks at the slope in front of him before looking at you. A confident smile spreads on your lips, knowing youâll win this one.
âOver my dead body, Seonghwa. Iâm so excited to have you wrapped around my finger for a day.âÂ
It was your first official day at the cottage, and of course you and Seonghwa had to settle your little bet, trying to figure out who was best down the mountain.
âYouâre a lot of talk, no bite. Letâs see how your mouth runs when youâre going to be my servant for an entire day.â He sends you a smirk. Your eyes roll back, used to these comments.
âYou always claim to be a gentleman. Is this how you normally speak to girls? No wonder you donât have a girlfriend.âÂ
âThey wouldnât be able to handle me. Only you can.â The smirk is still evident on his lips. âBesides, I am a gentleman. In fact, Iâll even let you get 10 seconds as a head start.â
You try to read his face to see if heâs kidding, but when it looks like he means what he says, you scoff. âYouâre gonna regret that.â
âI never regret anything when it comes to you.â
You both stare into each otherâs eyes for a long second, and this only make you more excited. You love winning. Even better when you win over him.Â
âIâll see you down there.â You send him one last smile before making your way down the mountain. You use your poles to help increase the speed, using every opportunity to get down the mountain first.Â
10 seconds isnât a lot, but if you use them well, this win would be even easier. Wind rushes in your ears, snow flying as you go side to side down the slope. You donât look back, not wanting to focus on Seonghwa behind you, so you stay in your own head, doing your best to come down as fast as possible.Â
You feel your legs burn in the best way, having missed this feeling.
The feeling of being free and no one telling you to stop. The wind blows faster as you move quicker down the slope, following the trail. Suddenly, you see a figure, and lo and behold, Seonghwa is next to you. You canât see his face due to his helmet, but you bet he's sending you a smile behind the glass. He sends you a wave before he passes you on his snowboard, and suddenly heâs in the front.Â
Your poles help you increase the speed even more, and you bend your knees to go even faster. Further down, you start to see the finish, and despite being behind Seonghwa, you still have a chance. He moves quick and even manages to be slightly daring on the way down, but you can take him.
Youâre sure of it.
Well, thatâs until a kid suddenly falls in front of you, and you quickly have to make your way around them. You make a turn, a little too sharp, and pass the kid lying in the snow. The last thing you see is Seonghwa reaching the bottom of the slope before you fall forward and roll a few meters in the snow. Confused, you lay still for a few moments, trying to gather what just happened. All you see is white from the snow until a figure comes into sight.
âAre you okay?â Seonghwaâs concerned voice suddenly speaks, and you look up to see him hurry to you. You try to move, realizing youâve somehow lost both of your skis in your fall.
âIâm fine, ow.â A sharp pain shocks through your leg, starting from your ankle. The pain is enough to suddenly send a stinging feeling in your eyes, tears slowly forming.Â
âIs this how you make me feel bad for winning?â Seonghwa tries to help you up from the snow, grabbing you under your arms.
âIt doesnât count, I fell. We should try again to see- OW!âÂ
Another sharp pain shocks you, even worse than before, and you give up trying to get up this way. You sit up, no visible injuries, only the pain in your ankle.Â
âCan you stand up?â He asks, looking down at you.Â
âIâm not sure.âÂ
âGet on my back.â Seonghwa moves in front of you, kneeling down so you can jump on his back. You shake your head, not wanting to admit how bad your ankle hurts.
âNo, itâs fine.â You try to stand up, but wince when the pain only gets worse.
âCan you stop being stubborn and let me help you? Get on my back.â His voice is serious, and itâs clear you wonât get it your way. You do your best to get on his back without putting too much pressure on your leg, and he stands up with you. He holds you under your knees while your arms hold around his neck. âIs this okay?â
âYeah..â
He manages to get you to a bench, and after a few moments of him checking up on you, looking for any visible damages, itâs clear that the pain in your ankle is getting worse. You (or more like Seonghwa) make the decision not to ski anymore, so he ends up carrying you to the cottage.Â
You feel grateful on Seonghwaâs behalf that itâs close to the ski resort so he wonât have to carry you too far. Both of you still in your ski clothing, you know everything is heavier than normal.Â
And despite you telling him that itâs fine and that you can call for someone else to help you, he acts like he doesnât hear you and continues to carry you home.Â
Not a word is said between you, he makes his way inside the cottage with you on his back. He helps you out of your jacket and ski pants, so youâre left with your long-sleeved shirt and leggings. He quickly takes off his own ski clothing before suddenly carrying you bridal style, making his way to the stairs.Â
Your arm encircles his neck as he carefully walks up the stairs, ensuring your foot doesn't touch anything.
âYou donât have to do this.â You almost whisper.
âI know.â He responds, seeing the door to your room. He walks in and puts you on the bed softly. You wince when you move your ankle, and Seonghwa notices immediately. âWhere does it hurt?â
âMy ankle, and down to the heel.â You point exactly where it hurts, and he looks at your foot before grabbing his phone from his pocket.
âIâll be right back,â Is the only thing he says before he makes his way out of your room and you hear him walk down the stairs. You have no idea what heâs doing or what youâre waiting for. You just use this moment to be thankful that you didnât get hurt anywhere else.
After a few minutes, you hear Seonghwaâs voice get closer as he makes his way up the stairs. You hear him talking on the phone.
âYes.. Alright. No, it looks a little swollen. Okay, thank you.â He appears at your door with some ice in a towel and walks closer to your bed. He sits down by your legs and places the ice on your ankle. âHere, keep this on for 15 minutes and then off for 15 minutes. Then repeat as much as possible.âÂ
âWhoâd you talk to?â You ask.
âI called the local doctor. If it gets worse you have to do a checkup, but for now, you just have to rest. Try not to walk on your foot, so call for me if you need anything.â He looks at you briefly before standing up. Youâve never seen this side of Seonghwa before, and having him take care of you like this, is making you feel something strange in your stomach.Â
You look up at him from the bed, not knowing what to say. âThank you.â You barely whisper.
He sends you a quick and awkward smile before he turns around and walks out of your room. He closes the door behind him, and you realize youâre stuck in bed after a fall, just like last year. You sigh, annoyed that this happened, but there isnât much you can do about it.Â
Laying in your bed, you suddenly feel your eyes getting heavier. It isnât like you have anywhere else to go, so you use this opportunity to close your eyes and take a nap. It doesnât take long for you to fall asleep, and you allow yourself to sleep until you wake up.
***
Itâs still bright outside when your eyes open, but when you look at the clock on your nightstand, you realize that youâve been sleeping for a few hours. You donât hear a sound from the rest of the house, and you wonder if Seonghwa left or if heâs asleep as well.
Thereâs still a sharp pain in your ankle, the ice has melted a bit. You sigh and look around the room. There isn't much to do when youâre stuck here. But the dryness in your mouth tempts you to leave your bed and get something to drink.
You know Seonghwa said to call for him if you needed anything, but a quick run to the kitchen couldnât cause any more damage to your ankle, right? Besides, maybe heâs sleeping, and you donât want to wake him up.
You manage to get out of bed, limping down the silent hallway. Thankful for the staircase, it helps you take it slow and hold you as you make your way down the stairs. It does hurt when you put pressure on it, but not as much as the fall last year.Â
Finally, you make your way to the kitchen. Itâs a little cold down here, so you want to prepare something hot. Drinking hot drinks after skiing reminds you of when you were younger. The feeling of the warmth running through your body and-
âWhat part of âcall me if you need anythingâ didnât you understand?â Seonghwaâs voice makes you jump and you look behind you to see him enter the kitchen.
âI was just getting something to drink.â You mumble, standing by the cabinet to get a mug.
âYou canât walk on your foot.â He sounds like an annoyed dad as he finds a stool and places it by the kitchen island. He cocks his head towards the stool and you sit down on it. Heâs showing a very bossy side of himself, and youâre not sure how to respond to it.
âI made it down here, didnât I?â You mumble mostly to yourself, but he hears and sighs deeply.
âItâs not gonna heal if you walk,â He makes his way to the fridge and looks inside. âWhat do you want?â
âHot cocoa.â
He looks back at you. âYou couldnât have said water?â His brow shoots up, looking slightly annoyed, but you shake your head.
âYou asked what I want and I want hot cocoa.â Your voice is talking at a low volume, and youâre sure that if you were a dog, your ears would be hanging low and your tail would be between your legs. Seonghwa takes a second to think for himself, watching you before another sigh leaves him.Â
âI guess Iâm making you hot cocoa then.â He tilts his head to the side before grabbing a mug and finding the ingredients to make you some hot cocoa. You donât say much as he prepares it, enjoying seeing him do something like this for you.Â
âI thought since I lost our bet that I was being your servant for the day.â You tease, trying to fill the heavy air with some conversation.
âWell, that was before you decided to fall and make yourself useless,â He looks back at you and sends you a teasing smirk. âBesides, Iâll just save it for another day. Donât think Iâll forget, sunshine.âÂ
You can't help but smile at his teasing. Usually, you want to rip his hair out, but right now, you're actually enjoying being in the same room as him.
Heâs making your hot cocoa, and you feel slightly useless, sitting and staring at him. The couch is in your sight, so you step down from the stool, but as soon as your (healthy) foot touches the floor, Seonghwaâs eyes are on you. He stares at you as you freeze, scared youâve done something wrong.
âWhat?â You ask.Â
âWhere are you going?â Heâs quick to ask back.
âTo the.. couch, if thatâs okay with you?âÂ
Seonghwa doesnât waste a second, dropping the tablespoon on the counter, taking you up bridal style again, and walking towards the couch.
âSeonghwa, you donât have to do this,â You know saying it wonât make him stop. Heâs as stubborn as you. He carefully puts you down on the couch, raising your leg so it rests on the extended part of the couch before he runs back to the kitchen. He appears a few seconds later with your hot cocoa in hand and places it on the table in front of you. âThank you.â
âAnything else?â He asks, standing up in front of you. You look behind him at the TV, your eyes catching the remote lying on top of a shelf behind him.
âThe remote..â You point.
He hands you the remote. âAlright.. If I see you walking by yourself again Iâll chain you to the couch, understood?â He looks you deep in the eyes, and for some reason, you almost think heâs serious.Â
âYes, sir.â You say teasingly, and he scoffs at you before disappearing again with a smile.Â
A smile that looks dangerously good.
***
Every year you go out to have dinner at the fancy restaurant in the city close to the cottage. But due to your little stunt on the mountain yesterday, you all had to go for dinner today, as you couldnât possibly use your foot. But itâs already getting better, and it isnât as swollen as yesterday, so you felt even more ready for a nice evening out.
Maybe all the carrying from Seonghwa did help after all.
Itâs also a fun excuse to dress up for a night and eat delicious food, so you remembered to pack the fancy dress you bought for this special occasion. A maroon-colored dress with a bare back, dropped shoulders and it hugs your body perfectly, ending on the middle of your thighs. You look in the mirror one last time before making your way downstairs to the others. Itâs fun to see your parents in their fancy attire, looking like they just fell in love with each other again.Â
You smile to yourself as you look around and immediately notice a set of eyes staring you down.
Seonghwa is leaning against the back of one of the couches, adjusting the cuffs on his shirt as his gaze falls on you. You can't help but smirk in response. His eyes meet yours, and you can't resist glancing down at his attire.
He is in his black blazer with black pants, but instead of a regular button-down underneath, he is wearing something a runway model would wear. A white silk shirt with ruffles and lace is showing under his jacket, and no part of you is surprised by his choice of clothes. Whenever he can wear something a little different, he will, and he always pulls it off.Â
Is he the biggest pain in the ass? Absolutely.Â
Is he also very attractive? Oh, absolutely.
Itâs actually irritating how beautiful this man is, but no way in hell you would ever tell him that. He knows he looks good, no need to boost his ego.
You decide to look away from him before you make yourself too obvious, as you get the sense that itâs time to leave soon. You decide to wait outside by the door as youâre waiting for the two families to leave. Suddenly, a presence is standing next to you, but you donât need to look to see who joined you.
âLike what youâre seeing?â You ask teasingly, not even sparing him a glance.
âYou look like my dream girl.â Seonghwa says confidently as he steps in front of you, looking down into your eyes.
His tall frame takes up most of the space in your sight, and you look up to meet his dark eyes. For some unknown reason you feel your heart beating faster, and it only increases when he puts some hair behind your ear.
âReally?â You manage to get out.
âI never said what kind of dream,â he says, slowly leaning in to whisper in your ear. âYouâre my fucking nightmare.â
Seonghwa leans back to send you a wink along with a smirk before turning around to walk away and enter one of the cars waiting outside, leaving you behind, baffled. You almost want to laugh at how ridiculous he is, mentally cursing yourself for showing a slight reaction to his words. You brush off the feeling inside you and you enter another car waiting outside to take you to the restaurant in the city.Â
You all drive for a few minutes, each family in each car, before entering the city with Christmas lights hanging everywhere. The restaurant is also decorated outside with lights, a group of Christmas carols singing on the other side of the street.Â
Itâs not like youâre from a rich family that goes to expensive restaurants a lot, but this was a tradition youâve always shared with the Parks, so you would of course do it again this year.Â
A male waiter follows you to your table, and you notice itâs a rather busy night, not seeing a single empty table. Christmas lights are decorating the ceiling, as well as generic Christmas instrumentals fill the air. A table for five comes into view with lit-up candles, and you find your way to the end. Your parents are busy talking with Seonghwaâs dad, laughing at something that happened before you arrived earlier today, leaving you in your own world. The waiter hands out a menu for you, and you canât help but notice how his eyes linger on you for a few seconds, his dimples showing when you make eye contact. You canât help but smile back at his warm eyes, feeling the heat in your cheeks. He disappears again after having handed out the menus to the rest of the table, and you look across the table by chance and notice how Seonghwaâs eyes are staring at you.Â
Something you canât read is evident in his gaze, but you choose to quickly shoot your eyes to the menu. For some unknown reason, Seonghwa is making looking at him harder than usual, and you canât exactly pinpoint what it is.Â
A few moments pass, and the waiter comes back to take everyone's orders. He saves you for last, sending you a warm smile.
âAnd what can I get for you, miss?â His dimples even show when heâs talking.Â
âIâm torn between the smoked salmon and the scallops.. Do you have a recommendation?â You send him a smile.
âOhh, thatâs a tough one.. Personally, I would be in for salmon, so that would be my choice. But that depends on you, of course.â He smirks, trying to continue the casual talk between you. Youâre too lost in your conversation with him, figuring out what to eat, to realize the piercing eyes across from you. Seonghwaâs eyes shoot between you and the waiter, for some reason feeling annoyed with him.Â
You end up choosing the smoked salmon, and handing him back the menu. A wink is sent in your direction before he makes his way to the kitchen. Casual talk then spreads across the table. Mr. Park looks in your direction, wanting to hear how youâve been doing since the last time you spoke.
âIâve been doing very well, Mr. Park, thank you for asking.â You respond to the kind man across the table.
âThatâs good! And youâre still enjoying your job?âÂ
"Definitely. It is a bit far away though, so my car is very necessary. But it is having a hard time driving, especially in the winter months, so Iâm considering saving up for a new car or finding a job a bit closer.â You answer, your parents adding to the conversation and carrying it on.Â
âMaybe you should ask the waiter what he thinks you should do.â Seonghwa says across from you, low enough not to cause any attention to him from the rest of the table, but you hear him loud and clear.Â
Your eyes glare at him, but he only responds with an annoying smile. You roll your eyes, trying to focus on the conversation between your parents.Â
A few moments later your food arrives, and the salmon is placed in front of you. You all start eating, and you do your best to ignore the eyes looking at you from time to time across the table.Â
Giving him attention will only make it worse, you think.
âHow are you enjoying the salmon, miss?â A voice speaks behind you, and you look up to see the waiter sending you another smile. Cheeks heating up again, you do your best to answer confidently.Â
âItâs really good, definitely the right decision.âÂ
âIâm glad, personally itâs my favorite item on the menu.â He tells you.
âI totally understand why, the greens on the side really complement it as well.â You add to the conversation. The kind waiter is about to answer when a voice interrupts.
âWaiter?â Seonghwaâs voice cuts through, stealing your attention. âI ordered my steak to be medium-well, this steak is cooked medium-rare.â He points at his food, eying the waiter.
An apologetic expression spreads on the waiter's face. âOh, Iâm sorry, sir. Iâll take it back to the kitchen for you.â He sends Seonghwa the best smile he can manage, before disappearing into the kitchen with Seonghwaâs food.
âWhy did you do that?â Your eyes are locked on Seonghwa, trying to speak in a low voice so you wonât draw attention.
âI just want what I ordered.â Seonghwa shrugs before bringing his wine glass to his lips.Â
âThereâs no need to be an ass about it.âÂ
A smirk tugs on Seonghwaâs lips. âAww, Iâm sorry.. Am I making it hard for your boyfriend?â
âWhat is wrong with you?â
"What do you mean?" He asks.
"Would it kill you to see me be just a little happy?"
A scoff leaves his mouth. âWelcome to the real world. Maybe youâll notice how everything isnât perfect, sunshine.â
You want to reach across the table and rip that annoying smile off his face. Everything inside of you is boiling, even looking at him is making you feel insane. It takes everything in you not to say something rude because youâre all adults here (even if some aren't acting like it) and you want this trip to have good memories.Â
You grab your wine glass and gulp down the last bit before heading to the bathrooms. 5 minutes away from Seonghwa would be enough not to scream at him.Â
Luckily it isnât filled with people in the bathroom, letting you get some time to breathe for yourself.Â
You knew Seonghwa had gone through a hard time the last few years since his mom died, so you somehow always had an apology for him in your head, why he was acting like he was. But he was going personal tonight, and you didnât know why. It wasnât an excuse to be an asshole.Â
You saw the rage in your eyes as you looked at yourself, but suddenly, your attention was stolen by the door opening to the bathroom. Seonghwaâs large frame entered the room, your eyes rolling at the sight of him.
âDid I say something to trigger you?â He spoke in a low voice.
âYou do that all the time, Seonghwa. Donât act like this is any different.â You didnât spare him a glance as you spoke, keeping your eyes on yourself in the mirror.
âYou havenât walked away like that since I said your hair looked as fried as a burnt fry at McDonald's.â He calls back to a moment a few years ago when you were also fed up with his teasing. It wasnât even that deep of a comment, you were just not feeling it that day.
âI guess Iâm not in the mood for this right now.â You respond with a lower voice. Through the mirror, you look to see if any of the stalls are taken and if anyone is listening to your conversation. It doesnât look like it. âAlso, youâre in the women's bathroom. You canât be here.â
âWell, I upset you and wanted to talk it out.â
A part of you wants to laugh. Never have those words left his mouth.
âHow mature of you.â
âIâm sorry.â His footsteps are coming closer to you, and suddenly you see him in the mirror behind you. He actually sounds like heâs apologizing, and not saying this mockingly. It catches you off guard for a few seconds, but you make eye contact with him through the mirror. Heâs watching you carefully like heâs afraid to say something else to upset you.
âDidnât think you were capable of apologizing.â You want to joke, but the air between you is too heavy.
âMaybe youâll learn some new things about me on this trip.â He says with his hands resting in the front pockets of his pants.Â
âMaybe.â You shrug, finally turning around towards him. âIf anything, you should apologize to the waiter.â You canât help but feel sorry for the waiter, having to run around because of Seonghwa.
âI donât care about the waiter.â His voice is cold.
âAnd you care about me?â You say with a laugh, expecting him to say ânoâ immediately, but when silence surrounds the two of you, you suddenly donât know what to say. His eyes are just watching you, studying your face and it makes you feel a certain way you havenât felt before. A feeling you can't pinpoint what is.Â
âYou know what this dress needs?â He suddenly says, completely changing the subject.
âWhat?â
âA necklace.â He looks down on your bare neck.Â
You know this dress calls for a necklace, and you mentally cursed at yourself when you realized you had left your bag of jewelry on your desk. Luckily, that is the only thing youâve forgotten (hopefully).
âI forgot all of my jewelry at home.â You shrug.
His eyes focus on your neck for a short moment before he reaches behind his own neck. Suddenly, a necklace you didnât know he was wearing came into sight and he held it out in front of him. A silver necklace with white pearl pendants.
âTurn around.â
You shake your head. âIâm not wearing your-â
âTurn around.â He says more firmly, and you do as he says. Your eyes focus on your neck as he places the necklace on you, and you immediately notice how well it compliments your dress. Seonghwaâs warm fingers lightly touch the back of your neck, sending shivers down your spine. This feels incredibly intimate, especially because you notice the way his eyes roam over you.
âIt was my mothers.â Seonghwa says in almost a whisper, eyes still locked on your neck through the mirror. Your breath hitches, suddenly feeling like you shouldnât be wearing this.
âSeonghwa.. I canât wear this.â Your fingers touch the pendant.Â
âI know she wouldâve loved to see you in it.â A small smile tugs on his lips, obviously thinking about his mom. You donât know what to say. His mom was the nicest woman youâve ever met, and you do miss her dearly. You canât even imagine how Seonghwa feels. âShe really liked you, you know.â His eyes dart up, meeting yours through the mirror.Â
âI liked her too.â You send him a smile, remembering all the good times you've shared with her.
âAnd I know she would've chopped my hands off if she knew I made you upset. So Iâm genuinely sorry.â He looks apologetic, not an ounce of teasing evident in his voice. Youâve never shared a moment like this with him, and if you were close, you wouldâve hugged him and told him everything was okay. But you canât remember the last time you shared affection with him, so you just try your best to send him a smile through the mirror.
âThank you.â Your voice is a whisper, and he steps closer to you to remove some hair on your shoulder. This makes the necklace more apparent on your neck, and you smile at the view. âItâs beautiful.â
You just now notice how close you are to him, slightly feeling his front against your bare back. He has a perfect height when he stands next to you, and even more when he stands behind you like now.Â
His eyes are all over you through the mirror, and the feeling is not something you ever expected to feel so exciting. You canât help but look back at him, seeing how good his suit looks on him. You stare at the shirt heâs wearing under his jacket, and in this light, you notice that itâs made of sheer fabric, making it slightly see-through.Â
You hate how much youâre staring, but you canât help it. And when heâs staring back at you, the same look in his eyes, you know youâre in too deep.
The door to the bathroom suddenly opens, and a lady stops at the door, looking confused as if she didn't think she entered the right bathroom. Seonghwa looks at her and then back to you through the mirror.
âI better go.â He says above a whisper, looking down at you one last time before heading out of the bathroom. You donât pay any attention to the lady entering, only focused on what just happened between you and Seonghwa.Â
It takes you a moment to get back to your senses, but you eventually get there and head back to your table.
The rest of the dinner went differently. Every time you looked across the table, you'd meet Seonghwa's eyes. You'd both hold the gaze for longer than you'd anticipate, feeling heat in your cheeks before darting your eyes away from him.
You didnât see much of the waiter for the rest of the night, Seonghwa probably scaring him away from your table.Â
When you made it home to the cottage, you all started getting ready for bed. It was getting late, and you were getting tired as well. Coming up from the stairs, you walked towards your room, when suddenly a hand grabbed your wrist. Surprised, you stop your tracks and look to see Seonghwa appear from his room. His eyes met yours in an instant, standing close to you.
âI apologized to the waiter. Happy?â He said with a low voice. He almost sounds defeated, like he lost an important battle, but you canât help but enjoy it a little bit.
âI didnât think you cared about him?â You said, finding it new that heâs apologizing.
âI donât, not in the slightest. Couldnât care less about what heâs feeling.â He shrugged, and you wanted to roll your eyes before he spoke again. âBut Iâm trying to do the right thing here. Even if I was just making him do his job, I couldâve been a little nicer. Iâll admit.â He kept the eye contact and the soft grasp around your wrist, making you focus on him.
A smile spreads on your lips. âShould I get used to this? You apologizing? Because I kinda like it.â You tease. He scoffs, looking down at you with the same look in his eyes as earlier. The one where he studies you to the smallest details, somehow making you nervous.Â
âA little dangerous starting to like something that has to do with me, donât you think?â He teases back, a smirk growing on his face. The dimmed light in the hallway makes everything seem slightly more intimate, and with the way youâre feeling when heâs looking at you like this, you know you have to keep your shit together.Â
This is Park Seonghwa.Â
Yes, he has helped you with your ankle and whatever.
But youâd never be able to actually get along. Youâre built to argue with him. Tease, mock, pick on, just like he does with you. The two of you donât know any better, but somehow, looking at him right now, you canât do that. You donât even know what to do, because youâve never felt this way when looking at him.Â
And itâs a brand new territory.
His free hand raises, and you do nothing but wait to see where it lands, when he suddenly traces his finger from your jaw and down to your neck. You feel the necklace move under his touch, suddenly reminded that youâre wearing it.Â
âOh, the necklace.â You put your hands behind your neck to take it off, but Seonghwa shakes his head, taking your hands down.Â
âLet me.â He says, and you turn around, collecting your hair to one side. Waiting for him to take it off, you suddenly feel his hands on your waist, turning you slightly so he has better light. But the feeling of his hands on your waist makes your heart beat faster, leaving burning marks where his fingers touched. His fingers are on your skin as he removes the necklace sends shivers down your spine, and the necklace is gone.Â
But Seonghwa notices the way youâre reacting to his touch, smiling to himself as you turn back around to face him.Â
âThanks for letting me borrow it.â You smile.
âAlways.âÂ
With one last look, you decide to go into your room, scared of what could happen if you stayed out there any longer.Â
***
You took a deep breath as you sat down on the bench at the end of the ski slope. You took a moment to watch people coming down the mountain on their skis or snowboards while you enjoyed finally being out again.
You had looked forward to this, spending the entire day here. This was one of the main reasons you even visited this cottage every year. To ski and have fun.
What you didnât expect was the intense pain.
In your ankle? no.
Or a little, but the pain was mostly in your stomach due to your period.Â
You didnât think it would be arriving while being on this trip, but of course, it had to arrive at this time. Therefore, you didnât have anything prepared, other than a few emergency pads. But the pain you felt was actually the worst, making you have to take a break.
You look up to see a person get close at an awfully fast speed on their snowboard, making you think theyâll crash into you but they stop right in front of you, making snow splash everywhere. You donât have to think twice to recognize Seonghwaâs attire in front of you.
âAsshole.â You mumble as Seonghwa takes off his helmet, smiling at his own little stunt.
âYou okay?â He asks, noticing the slight discomfort on your face.
âYeah, itâs just⊠my ankle.â You lie. You didnât feel like sharing with Seonghwa what was really hurting you. And your ankle did hurt a bit, so it wasnât a complete lie. But it was definitely mostly the pain in your stomach that held you from being on the slopes right now.
âIs it getting worse?â Seonghwa asks, suddenly being back to being your doctor.Â
âYeah.â You respond, not exactly knowing what to say.
âAre you okay, honey?â Your mom suddenly appears in her ski attire, walking over to you and Seonghwa.Â
âIâm fine.â You respond shortly.
âItâs her ankle.â Seonghwa says, making you want to throw a snowball in his face. Not only because it wasnât the entire truth, but also because you know how much your mom is concerned about your ankle. You knew she wasnât a fan of you being on the slopes already, scared that you might get as hurt as last year.
Your mom looks at you with worry. âDarling, you should take your time to heal.â She walks closer to you. âI donât think skiing is a good idea..â Your mom doesn't hide the look on her face. You know sheâs saying this with pure love, but you donât know what else to do. This is what you came for. But she didnât want you to get hurt, not any more than you already are.
âWhat else can I do?â You ask.
âYou can drive to the city?â She sounds optimistic like itâs the funniest thing to do in an area filled with slopes and snow.
âTo do what?âÂ
âI need some new ornaments for the tree. You can drive to the city and pick some for us.â She makes it sound like itâs the best idea ever. And youâll admit; it was better than staying home while everyone else is out in the snow.Â
âFine..âÂ
âIâll come with you.â Seonghwa suddenly adds to the conversation, and you and your mom both look at him.
âAre you sure?â Your mom asks, sounding slightly confused since she knows how you and Seonghwa never spend time together voluntarily.Â
âYeah, Iâm getting a little sore from all the snowboarding, I could use a break,â He smiles at your mom. âBesides, with her luck, falling two years in a row, I think itâs a good idea to have someone keep an eye on her.â He smirks in your direction, but you only send back an obvious fake smile.Â
Your momâs face, on the other hand, lights up like a Christmas tree. Itâs a tradition for your mom to get a new ornament for the Christmas tree every year, so you know this means more for her than it does for the rest of you. It was a tradition she shared with Seonghwaâs mom, but your mom continued it like she still had her best friend to do it with.
âAmazing! Canât wait to see what you guys bring back.â
***
The trip to the city went as youâd expect. It wasnât the best time of your life, but it was nice to finally be outside. You got to see the city in daylight, but it was definitely prettier in the nighttime with all the lights lighting up the sky.Â
With Seonghwaâs help, you found seven ornaments - one for each of you. You picked one for yourself and your parents, while Seonghwa picked one for himself, his dad, his sister, and his mom. They were simple, the designs looking like they were supposed to be snowflakes, but they all looked different.
While Seonghwa paid for the ornaments, you looked at other Christmas decorations. There were all kinds of decorations, everything from the most elegant and minimalistic to the downright ugly.Â
You stood with an elf in your hands, admiring how cute it was when another wave of pain suddenly hit your lower region. Despite living with it for years, you somehow never get used to it. You winced in pain, trying to keep a straight face when you suddenly felt a hand on your shoulder.
âYou alright?â Seonghwa sounded worried, but you just nodded. You put down the elf and put on your best smile.
âIâm fine, donât worry about it.âÂ
As he opens the door for you, he still looks worried. You make your way to your car, and he unlocks it. Just as you grab the handle, you're hit with another wave of pain. You hold yourself on the stomach, slightly leaning forward, hoping to ease the discomfort. You quickly try to ignore the feeling and get into the car.
âAre you sure youâre okay?â Seonghwa looks at you from the driverâs seat. âAre you sick? Is it your ankle?â The questions fly out of him like thereâs no tomorrow, but you shake your head, not wanting to draw attention.
âNo, no.. Itâs fine. Just go.âÂ
âDo you need to pee? Are you hungry? Do you-â
âFor the love of all great things, just drive, Seonghwa.â You donât mean to make it sound rude, but the words left your mouth before you could even think.
Seonghwa responds with a deep sigh, before starting the car. âWe need to get gas before we continue on, weâre running out.âÂ
Silence fills the air as he drives to a gas station not far away from the city. He gets out of the car and starts filling it up with the gas you need. A short moment goes by before he opens the door to reach for his wallet, but you stop him.
âI can pay for the gas.â You say, looking for your wallet in your bag.Â
âItâs fine, Iâll pay. Wait here.â His voice is cold and you watch him as he makes his way into the gas station. You sigh to yourself, annoyed that you lash out without thinking, when in fact, Seonghwa was just being nice. He was probably just worried about your foot like he had been ever since you fell. He has never shown this amount of worry for you, so it did surprise you when he took so much care of you and volunteered to drive with you to the city.Â
Youâre too focused on your thoughts to notice Seonghwa coming back, and entering the car. You look at him but are suddenly surprised when a small white bag is placed on your lap. He turns on the engine and drives away from the gas station.Â
Curious and confused, you look in the bag, and you canât believe what you see. Itâs filled with Advils, chocolate bars, juice, water, pads, and a package of menstrual cramp relief heating pads.Â
You have no idea how to react. Emotions everywhere, you almost want to cry, but you donât. You just look at him and stare at his side profile as he focuses on driving your car.
âThank you..â You say with a low voice.
âYouâre welcome.â
Another silence.
âHow did you know?â You ask.
âIâve grown up with a mom and an older sister. Iâm very much aware of periods and that people with periods go through pain.â His voice is turning softer as he speaks, not as cold as before. You look into the bag again and grab the heating pads, not sure how to use them.
Youâve used your heating pillow for ages, but of course, forgot to bring it on the trip.
âThey heat up and relax the muscles in your lower abdomen so youâll be in less pain,â Seonghwa explains like he knows how to read your mind. âIâve heard. I havenât tried it for myself, for obvious reasons, but my sister always uses these.â His gaze shifts between the heating pads in your hands and the road.
âThank you..â You say once again. You feel like youâre thanking him a lot on this trip. âAnd Iâm sorry.â You look at him, feeling bad for snapping at him when he just wanted to know if you were okay. His eyes meet yours, and after a few seconds, he sends you a smile.
âItâs okay. Donât worry about it.âÂ
The annoying smile of his sends a feeling to your stomach again. The same warm, strange feeling you also felt earlier with him this week. Your breath hitches from the feeling, and you shake your head to yourself.
Itâs nothing.
Donât think about it.
***
The day after, you decided to take things a bit slow. You wanted to join the others on the slopes, but your body was simply too worn out. But that didnât stop you from spending time at the cafĂ©, located at the bottom of the slope. You decided to bring a book as you sat in the corner, watching people enter from being up on the slopes. They were all in their ski attire, ready to conquer the slopes after getting something to drink.Â
The door to the cozy cafe opened and you'd recognize that helmet anywhere. Seonghwa entered by himself, taking the helmet off his head as he walked to the desk to order. You saw his eyes roaming the café, so you decided to focus on your book, deciding to look busy. You only read a few lines before a voice caught your attention.
âHey, sunshine,â Seonghwaâs voice said, placing his helmet on the other bench at your table. âWhat are you doing here?â
âGot bored at the cottage.â You shrug.
He took off his big jacket and placed it on one of your seats as well. âMind if I join you here?â Seonghwa asks as he basically has already taken over half the space at your table.
âNo, go ahead.â You answer before he goes back to the desk to order. Your eyes are about to scan the book again when a new voice interrupts.
âExcuse me..â The voice says, and you look up to see a girl around the same age as you. She looks sweet and pretty, and very innocent. âSorry, but are you dating him?â She asks shyly while pointing at Seonghwa.Â
âUhm, no.â You shake your head, slightly confused.
âDo you know if heâs dating anyone?â
âI don't think so.â You explain, telling her the truth. You have no idea what his dating life is like, but you don't think he is.
âOh, okay.. I just didnât want to shoot my shot if you were his girlfriend.â She smiles, before excusing herself again. Your eyes watch as she approaches Seonghwa, but youâre unable to hear what is being said between them. All you see is Seonghwa suddenly darting his eyes at you as the girl is speaking, and you look back into your book. Youâre not getting further with your book, because Seonghwa comes back not long after.
âHere.â He says as he places a mug of hot cocoa in front of you. He puts one down for himself as well before sitting down at the table. You donât recall asking him to get you this, but the fact that he did it was nice.. or whatever.
âThank you,â Your eyes scan the cocoa, topped with whipped cream and cinnamon. âSo.. Did you get her number?â You ask, eying him carefully to hear his response.
âWhat?â He responded like he didnât just talk to a girl who was clearly interested in him.
âThat girl.. She came to me and asked if you were dating anyone and wanted to shoot your shot with you. So?â
He shook his head, grabbing a spoon to scoop some whipped cream from his drink. âI didnât get her number. I thanked her for the opportunity, but Iâm not interested.â
You donât know why but this makes you slightly confused. Everyone could tell that Seonghwa was a beautiful human being, and itâs not the first time you've seen someone attempt to flirt with him. This makes you realize that you donât know anything about his relationships, hookups, or people he has crushed on in the past. He had never brought anyone with him as his partner, but that didnât mean he didnât have one. Youâve just never heard about them.
âWhy? You have someone waiting at home?â You ask, feeling weirdly comfortable having this conversation.
âI donât know, do I?â A smirk tugs on his lips before he brings the spoon with whipped cream to his mouth. Your brows shoot together, feeling confused.Â
âHow should I know?â You ask as you grab a spoonful of whipped cream as well.Â
âI donât know. But to answer your question; Iâm not interested in anyone. As Iâve said before, youâre the only one that can handle me.â The smirk only grows on his face, and you know what heâs doing.Â
It wasnât new for Seonghwa to throw these kinds of comments your way, especially with a smirk evident on his face. He knows sending flirty remarks your way would make you uncomfortable (in the beginning), but youâve gotten so used to it that you canât help but laugh. Itâs obvious that he only does it to be annoying, but a sarcastic laugh still finds its way out of you.
âRight, could you imagine? Us dating?â You joke.
âWould it be terrible?â He asks, teeth showing from smiling.
âWe would rip off each other's heads within a week.â You answer confidently.Â
âWhat would you do if we got married?â
âDivorce you.â
This makes him laugh, a sound that is so incredibly addicting that itâs annoying. Yet you can't help but smile.
âSee thatâs what I mean. Only you would say that.â Seonghwa argues like heâs actually serious about this topic.
âLike you wouldnât do the same.â You roll your eyes, scooping another spoonful of whipped cream. You knew that if you and Seonghwa were married, it would probably turn into a competition of who could sign the divorce papers first. Yes, you and Seonghwa have gotten closer on this trip, and youâll admit; he has been doing some very nice things to you. But youâre convinced he would never actually consider taking this a step further. Youâre not his type, you know that.Â
Seonghwa leans forward towards you, speaking in a volume that makes this seem like an important topic.
âBe honest with me, you couldnât ever see us dating?â
The fact that heâs still talking about this, is making you question everything.
âI donât know, is it important?â You shrug.
âItâs a simple question.â He leans his head slightly to the side, questioning you.Â
âCould you see us dating?â You ask back.
âI asked you first.â
He leans back in his seat, waiting for your answer. The answer is simple, right? Yet you donât know why youâre not spitting out a hard ânoâ. Instead, youâre taking your time, reading his body language, trying to figure out how to answer this the best way.
âI mean.. Thereâs a lot of things to take into consideration when talking about topics like that- what?â You ask in the middle of your sentence when you see a smile growing on his face like heâs entertained.
âJust answer yes or no.âÂ
âThen⊠No.â You finally answer.
âWhy not?âÂ
Growing tired of him questioning you about this like itâs actually important, you release a deep sigh and close your book. âBecause youâre a menace 92% of the time.âÂ
The topic is making your hands sweaty and your mouth dry for some unknown reason. You grab your hot cocoa after eating most of the whipped cream on top, blowing on the drink so you wonât burn yourself.Â
âAnd the remaining 8%?â He asks, also taking his hot cocoa in his hands.
You scan his face for a moment, trying to figure out the best answer without boosting his ego too much. âYouâre bearable.â
âI can work with that.â He shrugs with a smirk before taking a sip of his drink.
***
Seonghwa decided to join you on your way back to the cottage after drinking the hot cocoa. You donât mind it, now having a feeling that you can actually have a normal conversation with him.
Itâs a Christmas miracle.Â
âHave you ever watched the Gringe? You two are like the same person.â Seonghwa enters the living room and throws himself on the couch next to you.
Nevermind.
You roll your eyes, not sparing him a glance. "Funny." You say.Â
You fix the heating pad on your stomach, feeling the pain slowly fading away. He notices your hands on your stomach and the crumbled chocolate wrap next to you.
âYou know, thereâs another way to get rid of period pain.â He says, and you feel his eyes on you.Â
"I canât believe that Iâm asking you, out of all people, but what?â You turn your head to look at him, and a smirk suddenly makes its way to his lips.
âOrgasms.â
You throw your head back along with a deep sigh. âYou just had to, didnât you? You just had to make it sexual?â Your reaction makes him laugh, a sound youâve gotten awfully used to the last few days.Â
âIâm being deadly serious, though. Itâs scientifically proven.â He sits up more straight and turns to look at you. âIt obviously doesnât have to be done by a partner, you can do it by yourself. Iâm just saying..â He ends it with a shrug and holds his hands up in defense.
âWell thank you, but no thank you.â
âJust thought Iâd share my knowledge with you.. Also to let you know that I completely understand if the pain gets too much and you need to.. you know.â The smirk is evident in his voice, but you just send him a glare.
âI repeat.. Thank you, but no thank you.â
âAlright..â He lies down on the couch again and a silence surrounds you. You turn your head to look at him but are met with a smirk and you donât have to think twice to know what heâs thinking about.Â
âSeonghwa, I will knock you on your fat ass if you even think about it.â
Another laugh escapes him, and you canât help but smile at the sound. âAlright, alright.. Sorry.â
Before you actually knock him out, your parents enter the cottage along with Seonghwaâs dad. Not even a minute goes by before your mom is in the living room, a huge smile on her face and eyes on you.
âHoney! You never guess what happened!â Her excitement steals both your and Seonghwaâs attention. âWe were at the ski resort, and we met the waiter from dinner the other night!â Sheâs practically jumping and clapping, overly excited about this.
âOh, really?â You say, slightly confused. You havenât thought much about the waiter since the dinner. He was really cute and seemed to give you a new form of attention, but for some reason, your mind has been a little.. occupied the last few days.
âYes, and he immediately recognized us and he asked for your number!â Her words almost make your eyes pop out of your skull.
âMy number?âÂ
âI wasnât sure if you wanted it, but I saw the way he looked at you at dinner,â She wiggled her eyebrows, acting like the ultimate wingwoman. âInstead I asked for his on your behalf, then you can text him if youâd like. He said he would like to take you to dinner before we leave.â She handed you a napkin with a number and his name on it, and you looked at it for a few seconds, contemplating how you should feel.
âOh.. Cool, thanks.â
You were happy, of course you were. A guy who looks incredibly cute is requesting to take you out to dinner. Whatâs not to like?
But for some reason, a teeny tiny piece of you donât want this. But a dinner with him wonât hurt anyone, right?Â
***
Itâs been a few days since you got the waiterâs phone number. You made the decision to text him later that night, thanking him for being such a good waiter on the first night. The conversation then escalated to him inviting you to dinner the day after tomorrow, on the 23rd. A lot of thoughts roamed your mind, wondering if you should do it or not. He was really nice, and seemed like a good guy, so why werenât you ecstatic about this?
You ended up saying yes, throwing yourself out there. Itâs just a date. Besides, he probably lives in the area and you live a few hours away. Most likely, this wonât even work out, but a fun night out could be needed.
Youâve also had a nice few days, feeling extremely happy. Your period is over, your ankle is feeling better and everyone seems to be in a good mood. The other day, your mom even commented on the fact that you and Seonghwa arenât bickering as much as you used to. You didnât know what to say about that, quickly changing the topic of conversation.
Itâs not like you had an answer to that, anyway.Â
You walk down the stairs, about to head to the kitchen when something catches your eye. You stop in your tracks and look into the living room. All by himself, Seonghwa is standing next to the Christmas tree, looking at one specific ornament. Slowly, you make your way towards him, watching as his fingers trace the ornament.
âHi.â You say in a low volume, trying not to startle him. He looks back at you, putting on his best smile, but you can tell something is roaming his mind.
âHey.â His gaze returns to the ornament, and you quickly realize itâs the one he chose for his mom when you and him were shopping for Christmas ornaments. Itâs elegant, simple, and definitely her style.
âItâs pretty.â You say, keeping your eyes on the snowflake.
âYeah.. I feel like she would have chosen this one.â Seonghwaâs eyes still don't leave it, and heâs watching it with so much love. Like heâs actually looking at his mom.
âShe did. Through you.â You look away from the ornament and turn to look at him. Even more love shines through his eyes, and you canât stop looking at him. You can tell he is thinking about his mom and all she did for him - which was a lot. She was a wonderful mom who did anything for her kids. When Seonghwa was a kid, she never missed a football game, she supported him and his sister with everything and kept a smile on her face during anything.Â
âShe loved Christmas,â Seonghwa says, clearly thinking of memories with his mom. âShe loved coming here to the cottage, celebrating the holidays with you and your family. It was when she was the happiest.â His gaze finally leaves the snowflake decorating the tree, looking to meet your eyes.
You canât help but think of the memories with her either. âShe defined Christmas for me. I remember when we were visiting you guys in the summertime, she would make us look through the photo albums of earlier Christmases.â You find yourself laughing with Seonghwa at the memory, clearly remembering how much she loves Christmas.
âYeah.. she was really into making memories. She loved it,â His smile froze before it slowly fell again, something clearly replacing the happy thoughts. âIronic, how thatâs the only thing I have of her now.â Sadness appears in his voice, as his eyes go back to the ornament.Â
âThatâs not true, Seonghwa,â You shake your head, suddenly getting the urge to grab his hand, but you donât. âYou have all the pictures, you wear her necklace, and you have us. And I know sheâs here with us. Do you really think she wouldnât be here with you for Christmas? She would never do that.â You have to fight yourself not to have tears in your eyes, but it gets even harder when Seonghwa looks at you with glistening eyes.Â
Seonghwa takes in a deep breath of air and looks up at the ceiling. He blinks a few times like heâs trying his best not to cry in front of you, but you somehow wish he would. You want him to know that itâs okay. That itâs okay to cry and miss her. Because you do too, and you canât even imagine how much pain he feels every day, not being able to touch her. Talk to her. Be with her.
He releases his breath of air and looks back down at you. âThank you.â
His eyes are still glistening, but it feels nice talking to him about this. Youâve never talked much about his motherâs passing, not being good at expressing emotions to one another. But this trip has opened up something for both of you, allowing you to talk about your feelings.Â
Feeling slightly restless, you send him one last smile, before turning around.Â
âWait..â Seonghwa stops you before you manage to walk away, and you turn around as you wait for him to say something. His eyes flicker for a moment as he tries to figure out how to word the thoughts in his head. âIâm sorry.â
The apology came out of nowhere, making your brows shoot together in question.
âFor?â
He takes another moment to collect his thoughts.
âIâm sorry for how Iâve been acting the last few..â He looks up to think but scoffs at himself. âThe last few years, at this point.â He looks deep into your eyes, wanting you to know that heâs not messing around right now. âIâve said some mean things and Iâve been way over the line and you didnât deserve that. I guess after my mom passed, I held so much anger inside of me because I regretted so many things when it came to her. So instead of dealing with it in a healthy way, I took it out on you. And donât ask me why, because I donât know, honestly. Maybe it was because you reminded me of her with your kind personality and everything, and so it just made me angry that she wasnât here..â He looked down between you, gathering his thoughts before continuing.
âEither way, it doesnât make it okay, and Iâm really sorry if Iâve said some things to upset you.. Which I know I have, but I canât remember all of them.â Seonghwa tries to send you a smile, but it ends up looking a little awkward.Â
You didnât expect this at all. Your mouth feels dry from this big apology, not knowing what to say. A part of you always sensed that his motherâs passing triggered something in him to make him angry with you, but you didnât know why. And it seemed like he didnât either, but you could tell that he was genuinely sorry.Â
You send him a smile, not wanting him to feel bad anymore.Â
âThank you. And Iâm sorry too if Iâve ever said something back in rage.â You apologize, knowing for sure that youâve said some things to him that weren't very nice either.
âYou donât have to apologize, I probably deserved it.â Seonghwa tries to joke, forcing a smile. âI just donât want my mom to be disappointed with me.â
Once again, your heart breaks for him. You know how much she meant to him.
âSeonghwa, your mom was an amazing and beautiful woman. She raised you and your sister to be good people, and you are. The two of us have not always gotten along the best, but if it wasnât for you, I probably wouldnât even be able to stand up right now, hadnât you taken so much care of my ankle. You bought me a bunch of stuff to help me get through my period. Or last year when I fell on my skis and I couldnât walk, I know you were the one who bought me my favorite brownies because no one knows I love them but you. Or three years ago when my car crashed, you drove me to the mechanic and when I had to pay a week later, you had paid for it and asked them to lie and tell me I had won some stupid competition that made it free.â
âWhy do you think I paid for it?â
âI knew something was up so I asked for the details and they couldnât lie anymore. I saw the payment. P.S.H written with your bank account number.â You explained, making his eyes flicker.
âWell.. You didnât have a job at the time.â He started excusing, but it only proved your point further.
âExactly. And thatâs what I mean, Seonghwa. Your mom could never be disappointed with you, because even though the two of us werenât even friends, you still helped me, and you help everyone around you. Your mom loves you, and I know sheâs watching over you with nothing but care. She would be really proud of you.âÂ
This is what pushes Seonghwa over the edge. He looks away from you and a sob escapes him. For the first time, you see Seonghwa cry. Not even right after his mom passed did you see him cry. But now, you see tears cover his cheeks, despite him desperately trying to hide his face with his hands.Â
Doing something youâve never done, you take a few steps closer to him and wrap your arms around his waist to hug him. This is not about the past, how much you used to fight, or if youâre even friends. Right now, heâs crying because of the loss of his mother, and you need to be there for him.
You feel Seonghwa wrap his arms around you too, fully accepting this as he tries to control his sobs. Your head is pressed against his chest, and youâre able to hear his heart pounding fast. Itâs a sound so intimate and it only makes you want to be closer to him. To hear him talk for hours about what is roaming his mind, no matter how emotional it might get.
You donât know how long youâre hugging him, but his sobs quietly die down, and his heart starts to beat at a normal pace.Â
âThank you.â He mumbles in your embrace, and you pull back to see his eyes slightly red and puffy. Youâre not ready to leave him yet, not wanting him to be alone.
âAre you busy?â You suddenly ask. He seems a little taken aback by your sudden question but shakes his head.
âNo.â
âDo you want to watch âHome Aloneâ with me?â You point to the TV, thinking this would be a good way to end the day. A smile creeps up on his lips, and he nods.
âYeah, Iâd like that.â
***
Everyone has gone to bed, and after spending what feels like hours being nervous about your date in two days, you decide to head to bed. After changing into your oversized nightshirt, you carefully make your way to the bathroom. You make sure not to make too much noise so you wonât wake up the rest, and start getting ready to brush your teeth.Â
Suddenly the door to the bathroom opens, and Seonghwa walks in, unaware that youâre here.
âOh sorry, I thought you had gone to bed.â He excuses, stopping his tracks. You canât help but notice how heâs only in his sweatpants, his bare chest visible. You have to fight everything in you not to look down at his naked torso, but itâs almost impossible.Â
âIâm about to.â You say, holding the toothbrush in hand.
âCan I brush my teeth?â He asks, pointing at his toothbrush by the sink.
âSure.â You answer, taking a step away to give him some space.. and not to be too close to him, because he looks better than you imagined, and you're not sure how to behave right now.Â
He walks to the sink, and as you brush your teeth, you slowly find your eyes traveling to him. Youâve seen his chest before, but that was years ago when you went to the beach as teens. But now, seeing him as an adult, heâs completely changed. Heâs slender with a thin waist, but still lean and muscles visible. His sweatpants are hanging low, making you able to see his entire abdomen and down to the top of his pelvis area through the mirror.Â
Never have you seen him like this before, but itâs definitely doing something to you. You feel something in your stomach, the same thing youâve felt before. And itâs making you want to go absolutely crazy.
But little do you know that Seonghwa is doing anything in his power not to look at you. When he walked out and saw you in your big oversized t-shirt, covering your entire upper body and stopping right at the thighs, he thought that would be the end of him. Your hair is in a messy bun and you look so cozy and comfortable in your shirt. Heâs not sure if youâre wearing something underneath, but it doesnât look like it, and that alone is making his mind go to places it shouldnât.Â
Does he feel your eyes on him? Of course, he does.Â
And itâs making him go crazy.
But he canât look at you or react, because heâs doing everything in his power to think of other things than you, or else a certain part of him would get very.. excited, and in these gray sweatpants, it will be more visible than normal.Â
You finish brushing your teeth before him, and you take a step towards the sink. Heâs giving you space by taking a step back, but he shouldnât have done that. Now he has a complete view of you as youâre bending over to spit in the sink, and your shirt slightly raises, still not giving the impression that youâre wearing something underneath.Â
Heâs about to stop brushing his teeth so he can go back to his room, not being able to stay here a minute longer, but youâre meeting his eyes through the mirror and you send him a relaxed smile.
âGoodnight.â You say just above a whisper.
âGoodnight.â He replies, and you walk back to your room before he can leave. You didnât get to do your skincare or brush your hair, you just had to get out of there.Â
His body was looking amazing, and afraid of suddenly embarrassing yourself, you had to leave.Â
After waiting for a few minutes in your room for him to leave, you finally got the chance to finish your night routine. When you opened your door, you found that the bathroom was unoccupied. So, you tiptoed your way back and completed your routine, brushing your hair, doing your nightly skincare routine, and ensuring that you are completely prepared before returning to your room.
Stepping back into the hallway, you walk past the closed door to Seonghwaâs room, but stop when you hear a certain sound.Â
A soft grunt came from the other side of the door, only to be followed by a light moan. Your immediate thought is to walk away, but for some reason, you couldnât get yourself to move. Seonghwa's voice released another moan, sounding so soft and somehow rough at the same time, and before you knew it, your thoughts were running wild. Without realizing it, you take a step closer to his door to get a better listen.
You shouldn't be doing this. But as another moan escapes from behind the door, your heart races. Seonghwaâs voice sounds so mild and soft as these moans continue on, making you picture what he looks like.Â
His gray sweatpants pulled down slightly as he strokes himself. Bare chest and in his bed, eyes closed as he bites his lip to quiet down the sounds. His hair messy, possibly sweat starting to form on his forehead.
Moan.
Shivers all over your body from the picture your mind just created. You know he looks absolutely gorgeous because he always does. But this is making you go crazier than ever before, and a sudden need for him is taking over you.
A creaking from the floor underneath you woke you up from your daydreaming, and a longer pause from the moans filled the air. Panic rises inside of you, so you hurry back to your own room. Closing the door behind you, your heart beats fast against your chest.Â
Not-so-innocent thoughts still roam your mind as you get under the sheets. Hopefully, he didnât hear you outside. If he did, youâll just say you went to the bathroom.Â
But never has this happened before, making you wonder what wouldâve happened if he caught you listening.Â
Before you know it, youâre in a deep sleep, the last thing you think of is Seonghwa.
***
The texts between you and the waiter have been rather superficial so far, not exactly knowing what to talk about yet. Hopefully, the talk will be smooth when youâre on the actual date.
Another day has gone and you went to the city to spend some time and buy some last Christmas gifts. The entire day was spent walking, and you'll admit that your ankle was starting to hurt. You tried pushing away the pain but ended up driving home.
This resulted in you saying no to having dinner in the city. It was your dad's idea, but even the thought of walking anymore was already hurting your ankle, so you told the others to just enjoy a nice dinner in the city.Â
Surprised, Seonghwa didnât join the rest either. You only overheard him telling them to have a nice evening, and then your parents left, along with Seonghwaâs dad. You knew theyâd have a great time, probably going out for drinks after dinner.
Or so you hoped, because it was now 9:30 in the evening, and they were still not home yet.Â
You switched the TV channel in the living room. Seonghwa walked in, sat down, and watched in silence.
Of course, you hadnât mentioned anything about your little meeting in the bathroom last night and what it led to for you. And thankfully, he hadnât either, so you were able to wake up today with a fresh mind.
âWhy didnât you wanna go out with the others?â You asked, changing to another channel again.
âDidnât feel like going out tonight..â He shrugged. Neither of you said anything for a few moments, only looking for something interesting to watch. Every channel showed the same kind of low-budget Christmas movies on every channel, except one channel with a weird dating show called âDate My Momâ.
âSo..â Seonghwa starts saying next to you, a few seconds of silence as you continue changing channels. âYouâre gonna have dinner with that waiter?âÂ
âYeah.. Weâre going out tomorrow,â You respond, not looking at him. Just thinking of it, your heart starts to beat a little faster. The dating scene has always been uncomfortable to you, having gone on some awful dates in the past. âIâm a little nervous, I overthink everything. What to eat, what to wear..â You take a moment to think, considering your choices of clothes. You didnât pack much fancy clothes, but you did have some options. âMaybe I could wear that red dress from the other night?â You think loud to yourself.
âNo.â Seonghwa says.
âNo?â Your gaze turns to him. âWhy? I thought it was pretty..â
âI guess, but he has already seen that dress on you.â He shrugs, and you guess he has a point. But it is your favorite dress, and you feel confident in it. That makes a question pop into your head.
âNow that weâre at the topic and you're a guy; do guys notice what girls are wearing and remember it? Or do they not care?â You fully donât care whatâs on the TV now, turning your body towards Seonghwa to hopefully get some tips for tomorrow. Plus, youâre also just curious.
âOh, we notice.â Seonghwa sounds confident in his answer, looking at you with a cocky smile.
âBut donât you just remember it on girls youâre interested in or girls in general?â
âIt depends, the same way you do for guys,â He looks back at the screen, but your eyes staring at him, has his head turned to you, looking slightly confused. âWhat?â
âHave you ever put thought into what I was wearing?â You ask without holding back. Two weeks ago, you wouldnât have asked Seonghwa this question. But you and Seonghwa have gotten closer on this trip, so you felt like you could ask him without making it weird.
âMaybe.â
He answers like it isnât a big deal, but your eyes nearly pop out of your skull.Â
âReally? What was I wearing?â Your whole body is now turned towards him, curious to know his answer.
âI think weâre gonna end this conversation here. Goodnight.â He stands up from the couch and makes his way to the stairs.
âSeonghwa! Please.â
âNo, youâre just gonna rub it in my face. Goodnight!â His back is still turned to you as he reaches the stairs.
âNoo, I promise I wonât!âÂ
He stops in his tracks, releasing a deep sigh. He looks back at you, looking slightly annoyed. "Goodnight⊠â His words are harsh, but when he turns around to walk up the stairs, he takes a moment, before looking back at you again. âThe red dress.â
A subtle smirk appears on his lips before he disappears up the stairs, leaving you frozen on the couch. The way his eyes held a hint of something unknown, something hidden, made your heart beat faster than normal.
You donât realize youâve been staring at nothing for a few minutes before you decide to head upstairs as well. A shower is necessary, so you head to the bathroom and take a well-deserved shower. Your eyes linger on Seonghwaâs door for a few seconds before walking into the bathroom. The seating area in the shower makes it take a bit longer than normal since you enjoy sitting there a bit too much under the warm water. In your defense, your ankle hurts when you stand up too long.
Finishing up in the shower, you realize that you forgot your night clothes in your room. With a sigh, you dry yourself off and wrap the towel around your body before hurrying into your room. You close your door behind you, and just as youâre about to reach for something to put on, your eyes notice something red lying by itself on the chair.Â
A smirk spreads on your lips as your hands reach for your red dress, slowly putting it on. You smile to yourself when you see yourself in nothing but the dress Seonghwa just admitted to think of. Silently walking out of your room, you find yourself in the dimmed-lit hallway. A few knocks on the closed door in front of you have your heart beat a little faster than normally, but the thought of teasing a little is just what you need.
The door opens and Seonghwa comes into the frame, bare chest, and gray sweatpants. The same look as yesterday with the sweatpants hanging dangerously low. Just a second passed after seeing you in the red dress in front of his door, and he was sighing deeply.
âWhat are you doing?â He asks, annoyed.Â
You smile teasingly, looking down at yourself. âI was just trying out clothes for the date, and youâre sure I shouldnât wear this?â Your hands run down the sides of your waist and to your hips, focusing on the way the dress hugs your body.
âAre you trying to piss me off or do you actually wanna know what I think?â Seonghwaâs eyes flicker down to your hips for a second before going back to your eyes and staying there. Like he wonât let you win this one.
âA little bit of both maybe?â You smirk, and suddenly your eyes lose the fight, slowly sinking down to his chest. Right now, you know you're in deep water. It's a dangerous game you've decided to play, but it's somehow making you want to do this even more.
But realizing that you arenât being as tough as you imagined youâd be, you look up to see him starting to smirk like he knows what youâre thinking, âI think..â He steps out of his room, slowly approaching you until youâre pressed up against the wall behind you. âYouâre playing a game with me. But itâs not working, Red dress. Go to bed.â Seonghwa then turns around, but without thinking, you grab his arm and pull him back. He rolls his eyes, sounding annoyed. âWhat do you want me to say? That I think youâre attractive?âÂ
âDo you?â
The question throws him off for a second, but he fights the tug on his lips at your bravery. Youâre never this pushy, itâs always him âflirtingâ in the most unhinged way, so this is a thrill to see.
âYouâre a menace.â
âDo you?â You try again.
Seonghwa spends a few seconds with flickering eyes, trying to read your gaze and contemplating what to say. Choosing not to give you the satisfaction, he releases himself from your soft grip. âGoodnight.â He says with a soft voice before turning around to walk away.
âAre you scared?â You challenge.
His body stops, muscles on the back tensing. âYou really are trying to piss me off,â He says as he turns around, quickly moving closer to you. You suck in a harsh breath, backing up against the wall when heâs suddenly back in front of you.
âI think that your body looks amazing in that dress,â He starts, eyes looking down on your body. His voice is just above a whisper as he leans in. âThe color matches your hair perfectly, the cut on the front, the back showing just enough skin..â His fingers trace your waist and mixed with the way his low voice describes the dress on you, you feel the goosebumps all over your skin. He seems to notice your reaction because a scoff leaves his lips, but he doesnât stop tracing his fingers on the fabric. âHonestly speaking, if I were the man who was to date you while you are wearing this dress, Iâd have a time figuring out whether I would rather rip it off you or fuck you in it,â
You completely stop breathing at this point. This is not like the other times he has said some shit like this. He means it.
Seonghwa leans further towards you, and you feel his lips slightly grace your ear. âBut Iâm not that man, so it doesnât matter,â He whispers before leaning back, looking into your eyes. âThere, I said it. Happy now?âÂ
Not knowing what to do or say, you just look into his dark eyes. You thought you had this when you knocked on his door, but he has you completely wrapped around his finger. A smirk spreads on his lips, and you feel his finger under your chin, tilting your head upwards. The expression of lust is so evident in his eyes.
âAre you scared?â He challenges, leaning in, but he doesn't kiss you. You feel his breath, you can almost feel how it is to kiss him, but he doesnât do it. Heâs playing with you. Heâs doing what the two of you do best, and he wants you to take it to the next step.
And that you do.
Fed up with the teasing, you lean in and crash your lips against his. Like youâve both been longing for each other, you wrap your arms around the other to get as close as possible. Seonghwaâs tongue slips in between your lips, and you let him have you as much as you suddenly crave him.
A subtle moan comes from Seonghwa, and youâre reminded of overhearing his moans. Getting even more turned on, you take one of his hands that is wrapped around your waist and guide it to your hips, silently telling him that you want this.Â
The way your body fits perfectly in his hands leaves you even more thirsty for him.Â
You feel his hand slide down to your thigh, slow fingers tracing your skin before you feel his touch at your heat.
The kiss breaks and Seonghwa looks down at you with a tiny crease in the middle of his forehead. âYouâre not wearing any underwear.. You wanted this to happen?âÂ
âMaybe.â You whisper, not knowing if you should feel confident or slightly embarrassed. But you know Seonghwa is into it when he smiles and you feel one of his fingers run between your folds.Â
âYouâre such a little slut, Iâm gonna have to take care of you.â He starts using two of his fingers to stimulate your clit, the feeling being absolutely addicting. You donât know if itâs the feeling of doing something in the middle of the hallway or the fact that itâs Seonghwa who is fingering you, but the pleasure is out of this world. Youâre already wet, and Seonghwa notices, so he uses the opportunity to slide two of his slender fingers into you and a muffled moan escapes your mouth. A smirk reaches his lips. âThe house is empty, moan all you want, baby.â
His fingers are long, and you canât help but clench around them. You feel him curl his fingers inside of you, hitting a spot you didnât know felt so good. Throwing your head back in an attempt to keep yourself from going insane, Seonghwa takes the opportunity to kiss your neck. Another moan escapes your lips as you feel his fingers work in and out of you at a faster pace. His other hand keeps a grip on your waist, holding you steady.Â
Every thought is lost in your brain as Seonghwa angles his fingers and makes sure to be knuckles deep into you. Him being the tease he is, he slows down the pace when you start feeling your orgasm build up in your stomach, resulting in you starting to ride his fingers yourself. You're earned with a smile from Seonghwa, as your arms wrap around him to keep you steady.
âThat's it, ride my fingers, you're doing so good.â He compliments. The way his low voice speaks makes you clench around his fingers again and the orgasm slowly starts forming in your stomach again. âGonna cum already? You like having my fingers fuck you?âÂ
âY-Yes.â You manage to get out, but the orgasm approaches fast, faster than youâve ever tried before. âFuck, Seonghwa, Iâm gonna cum.â
âCum for me, baby.â He whispers and fastens the pace again. In a second, youâre doing everything you can to keep yourself on your legs as your orgasm approaches. The sounds of Seonghwaâs fingers in your pussy are echoing through the hallway, followed by your loud moans. His name slips out between your lips and a smile tugs on his lips. âThatâs it, say my name.â
His eyes are studying your face as you ride your orgasm, not missing a glimpse of this moment. You meet his eyes, and he leans in to press his lips against yours. You then realize how much you missed his lips on yours already, and you feel him pull out his fingers to focus on the kiss. Tongues fighting for dominance, youâre both hungry for each other.Â
âWhat should I do with you?â Seonghwa asks as he pulls back for a second.
Youâre quick to answer. âFuck me.âÂ
âMy room or yours?âÂ
âI donât care.â
Seonghwa is definitely taking the lead and guides you into your bedroom. Your brain is nothing but Seonghwa, so you couldn't care less which bed you end up in. Your lips are on his again as he moves you both to your bed. Suddenly feeling something behind your thighs, you feel Seonghwa push you back, landing on the bed, before crawling on top of you.Â
His hands are all over your body, trying to touch every inch, when a groan escapes from the back of his throat. âYou know what? Fuck this dress, take it off.â Seonghwa then helps you up on your knees so you can get out of the dress, pulling it over your head. Seeing you completely naked in front of him, his smile only grows as he sees how stunning you look.Â
Feeling overwhelmed, he grabs your face to kiss you as he stands next to the bed, you on your knees on the mattress. His bare skin under your fingers is driving you crazy, so as your tongue moves with his, you can't help but play with the elastic band around his waist, holding up the sweatpants. A growing bulge is making its appearance under the fabric. The thought of seeing every part of his body is making you feral, and he senses your neediness because he pulls back and looks down at your hands playing with the rim of his sweatpants.
âI guess, technically, you still owe me telling you what to do for a day, because of our little bet and I wanna hear how fucking stupid you sound gagging on my dick. Can you do that?âÂ
Seonghwa knows exactly what to say, because something switches inside of you, and you canât wait to taste him. Feel him and have him all to yourself.Â
You nod and lower yourself to pull down his sweatpants along with his boxers. The sight of his cock is absolutely astonishing. Itâs way bigger than you thought, and the veins running up and down make it look so pretty. Feeling excited to make Seonghwa feel as good as he made you feel, you lean down and start tracing your tongue on his shaft. Starting from the bottom, tongue flat against his cock you lick all the way to the head where pre-cum is glistening, earning a moan from Seonghwa.Â
Seonghwaâs eyes don't leave you for a second, but he grows slightly impatient when you decide to tease a little. The tip of your tongue traces along the veins of his hard cock, not ever taking him fully into your mouth. Looking up into his eyes as you do so, you see him growing more and more frustrated, his breath getting more and more uneven. Suddenly, his hand grabs your hair and yanks it down so youâre forced to look into his eyes. He bends down so your faces are close, having a look in his eyes you havenât seen before, but it turns you on even more.Â
âOne more tease and I will pin you down and pump you full of cum, understood?â He speaks just above a whisper, and the thought of him doing this to you tempts you to continue teasing him, but a part of you wants to hear him praise you. To say how good you are for him, so you put him in your mouth and start moving your head. Heâs stretching your mouth because of how wide he is, but youâre determined to try and have all of him in your mouth.Â
âMmm, good girl. Just like that.â Seonghwa praise makes you go faster, using your hands too. But wanting to see how much of him you can fit, you try to take all of him in your throat. Seonghwaâs hands are in your hair, carefully guiding you. The taste of pre-cum runs down your throat, and you feel your nose hit his pubic area, taking all of him in your mouth. You feel tears stinging in your eyes, and suddenly a gagging sound comes from your throat. Seonghwa pulls back, leaving strings of a mix between spit and precum between you and his cock. Finally being able to breathe properly, you gasp for air and a scoff leaves Seonghwa. âAww, is it too much for you?â
He almost sounds like heâs mocking you, but you shake your head.
âN-No..â Your throat hurts a bit as you speak.
âYou sound so cute,â He caresses his thumb on your cheek, babying you like you didnât just choke on his cock. âNow tell me.. How bad do you wanna do this?â He pulls you up on your knees so youâre face to face, his hands steadying you. One of his hands goes under your chin, thumb running over your lips to smear out his precum on your lips.
âSo bad, Seonghwa. I want this.â And you do. Youâve never felt so hungry for someone.
âThatâs it. Now be a good girl and sit on my dick,âÂ
It takes no time for you both to get onto the bed, Seonghwa lying down with you sitting on top of him. He strokes his cock a few times before lining it up at your entrance, teasing you.
âYou think you can take this cock?â He asks, looking deeply into your eyes. You want to scoff, knowing itâs probably gonna be the biggest size youâve ever had in you, but you wonât feed his ego with that information.
âPlease, donât think too highly of - ah!â Your sentence is interrupted by Seonghwa pushing his cock inside of you, slowly stretching you out.Â
âSorry, what were you saying? I didnât get that,â He teases, pushing you down so youâre taking him all inside of you. You canât even think straight, the only thing in your brain is the feeling of him. âIsnât it nice? Feeling so full?â
âMh-hm.â You nod as you bite your lip, finally sitting down fully on top of him. He hits the right spot inside of you immediately, but he doesnât move yet.
âDo you have any idea of how bad Iâve wanted this? Ever since the dinner night when you wore that fucking dress, Iâve wanted to fuck the shit out of you.â His hands run down your thighs, eyes taking in how you look on top of him. âI had to touch myself to the thought of you, but you already know that, donât you? Youâve been listening on the other side of the door.â He smiles, and you meet his eyes. Youâre too focused on his huge size that you canât even find the ability to be embarrassed.Â
You try to move up so he can start going in and out of you, but his hands hold you down, keeping you from getting any friction.Â
âSeonghwa, please..â
âPlease what?â He teases.
âDonât tease me, please. Just move.â You beg, but he doesnât look satisfied. âYou can do better than thatâ his expression says. An unsatisfied groan leaves you. âPlease just fuck me. Fuck me and make me cum, please.â
A smile creeps up on his lips. âThere you go, baby,âÂ
Without warning, he switches you both around so heâs on top, angled between your legs. A deep thrust surprises you, making you gasp.
âOh my god.â You moan, fingers gripping onto the sheets under you. Seonghwa continues to thrust deep into you, slowly increasing the speed. He sits up, angled so he gets a perfect view of his cock going in and out of your cunt.
âYou can take it, canât you? Like a good slut?â His hands grab your waist, now going at a fast pace. Itâs hard to get any words out, your brain is completely shut off, but you manage to say a few words still.
âYes, I know I can. Just for you.â You say, words barely pronounced right. This takes Seonghwa into a new world, leaning down to kiss your neck. Hands finding yours, he merges his fingers with yours as he starts whispering in your ear.
âThatâs right, tell me what a slut you are. Tell me how fucking badly you need me to fuck you. Tell me every sick and twisted thing you want me to do to you.â He ordered, still going at a fast pace. His lips find your neck again, leaving kisses all over you.
âFuck me. You can do anything you want with me. Iâm yours and you can use me whenever you-â You donât get to finish the sentence before another loud moan fights its way out of your mouth. Youâre sure his name came out of your mouth too at some point, but right now, you donât know. You donât have any control over your body, youâre completely in Seonghwaâs control.
âFuck, I love hearing you scream for me,â Seonghwa says in your ear, using one of his hands to hold your legs open for him as he continues to thrust. A smile tugs on his lips as you moan again. âYou think your little waiter can make you feel so good?â
âNo, only you can.â You donât even have to think twice. Youâre sure no one can make you feel this good besides Seonghwa.
âThatâs right, letâs make sure you wonât forget that,â Seonghwa suddenly pulls out and sits up. He turns you around so youâre on your stomach, and you feel him positioning himself at your entrance again. Your legs are locked under him as he enters you again fully before hovering over you, back against his front as he fucks you into the mattress. His hands push you down, forcing you to just take him as you lie on the bed.
âShit.. I wish you could see how fucking amazing you look with my cock in you. Youâre so pretty.â He leans down to press multiple kisses on your shoulders, his fingers finding yours again to intertwine them. He hits your sweet spot with every thrust, and quickly you feel your second orgasm form in your stomach.
âSeonghwa, I-Iâm gonna cum.â You say, head against the mattress. This only makes him go faster and deeper.
âCum for me again, I know you can do it.â He says, and not a second passes before your legs are shaking and you clench around his cock. This makes Seonghwa moan loud too, feeling his orgasm approach at a fast pace.
âI gotta cum, baby.â He warns, fucking you fast and deep as he pounds you through your orgasm.Â
âCum in me, please.â You moan, wanting him to release inside of you. Youâre still in the middle of your orgasm when Seonghwa thrusts a last time before spilling his load inside of you. His moans are prettier than you couldâve ever imagined, way better than what you overheard, and you feel his warm cum spread inside of you, leaking out while heâs still inside.
âFuck.. Shit, you feel so good.â He thrusts a few more times, wanting as much as possible to fill your hole, before losing the strength in his arms and relaxing on top of you.Â
You feel his heart beating fast against your back, both of your bodies sticky from the sweat. Deep and fast breaths are the only things heard in the room, both of you trying to get back to your normal breathing. You feel his hand run through your hair as soft kisses are placed on your shoulders. Without realizing, feeling a million emotions all at once, you canât help but smile. Heâs still inside of you, but you like it. This closeness, the amount of kisses heâs showering you with. Itâs something you never expected to happen, but it has never felt better.
âAre you okay?â He asks caringly, removing some of your hair so he can see the side of your face.Â
You nod, getting back to your normal breathing.
âI think I need a new shower. Iâm all sweaty.â You admit, feeling him remove himself from you. He places a last kiss on your temple before pulling out of you.
âThat makes two of us.â He says before getting out of bed. Youâre about to get up, but Seonghwa catches you by surprise and takes you up in his arms. He carries you to the bathroom in bridal style (not something new for you) and carefully, he places you on the bench in the huge shower. Your legs are weak after the intense session you two shared, so youâre thankful for him carrying you. Heâs out of the bathroom a second later, leaving you confused, but heâs back a moment after with his sweatpants and some clothes for you.Â
Your eyes follow him as heâs in his own world, turning on the water.
âWhat are you doing?â You ask from your seat.
âYou usually take up all the hot water. Let's share it this time,â Seonghwa holds out his hand for you to take. His eyes have a warmth in them, something so full of care that you couldnât ever say no to this. You grab his hand and stand up, moving closer to him.Â
The shower is big enough for both of you, but you donât move around much, only watching as Seonghwa adjusts the water to the right temperature and takes the loofah in his hands. He turns you around so your back is facing him, and you feel him start washing your body.
âYou want your hair washed too?â He asks, his voice incredibly soft-spoken.Â
âNo, just my body.â You smile, not knowing what to do. He doesnât respond, just continues to use the loofah on your body to clean you. His front is against your back, but not once is there any hint of something sexual in the shower. Seonghwa doesnât lead up to anything, only kisses your shoulder once in a while as his arms wrap around you to wash your front. You have sensed his caring side a few times on this trip, but this is a whole new level. You had no idea that Seonghwa could be this soft, especially with you.Â
The warm water washes over you, rinsing off the soap. You feel clean again and turn around to face him.
âThank you.â You smile, and he leans in to kiss you softly on the lips.Â
âYouâre welcome.â He smiles and washes himself too. Heâs quick to finish, and you both walk out of the shower. The same thing happens when you have to dry yourself - Seonghwa does basically the entire thing, using a big towel to dry your body. He helps you in your underwear and in your sleeping t-shirt (except you notice it smells extremely like him, only to realize he grabbed one of his shirts for you to sleep in). He puts it over your head and smiles satisfied when youâre done.
âThere we go, good as new.â He says and puts on his boxers and sweatpants.
âWhy are you doing this?â You ask, not able to stop yourself. You were genuinely curious where all of this came from, so it wasnât because you didnât want him to. You had just never expected it.
âDoing what?âÂ
âThis..â Your arms point between you, to the shower, and around you. He takes a step closer to you and pushes some of your hair away from your face and behind your ear.Â
âBecause we just had rough sex and I want to take care of you after,â He shrugs. You stare up at him, making him smile before he leans down to kiss you softly on the lips. It feels different than the other kisses like this one is full of something new. He pulls back, and you realize you miss his lips on yours already. âAlso.. I think we both know that this was more than just a casual hookup.â
His voice is low like heâs scared that someone might hear, despite the two of you being the only ones home. But the words leave you with a million questions, but nowhere to start. Because before you realize what he said, he takes your hand and pulls you back into your bedroom. Heâs in complete control of you, for some reason, your mind doesnât work properly with him around you.Â
âCâmere.â He says, opening his arms when you both get in bed. Doing as he says, you get into his embrace, and he closes his arms around you. You feel his arm wrap around your waist as he pulls you closer to him, your back against his front. A kiss is placed on your temple as you just lie in the arms of the man youâve fought with for most of your life, falling into a deep sleep.
***
You wake up to a bright room and stretch in your bed. As you look around, you realize that there is more space than you thought. Turning to your side, you find the bed empty and sit up, scanning the room for Seonghwa, but he is nowhere to be found.
Did he go back to his own room after you fell asleep?
A little confused, you get out of bed and walk to open the door and hear something downstairs. Someone is talking, and you immediately recognize your momâs voice along with Seonghwaâs. You make your way to the kitchen downstairs, seeing your mom cleaning while Seonghwa is eating some cereal by the kitchen island. His back is turned to you, but you can tell heâs laughing at something your mom said.
âGood morning, honey!â Your mom says as she sees you enter the kitchen, and you make your way around it so youâre on the opposite side of Seonghwa. Trying not to make your mom feel any tension between you and Seonghwa, you casually sit down and grab a bowl and a spoon. You canât help but look across the kitchen island to see Seonghwa smile at you, eyes lighting up. He bites his smile and tries to hide the tension too, not wanting your mom to know what happened between you two last night. âSlept well?â Your mom asks.Â
âUhm, yeah. Very well.â You clear your throat and look up at Seonghwa again. Heâs smirking to himself, looking down at his bowl of cereal. Heâs wearing one of his white T-shirts now, similar to the one youâre wearing at the moment. Itâs not like your families canât know that you and Seonghwa might start seeing each other. But thereâs no reason for them to know what the two of you did while the rest were out to dinner last night.
âSo, are you ready for your date later?â Your mom asks, making both you and Seonghwa freeze. His smile is gone, eyes looking up at you with curiosity and⊠worry?
Your eyes flicker for a moment, as you had completely forgotten about your date with the waiter tonight. But after what happened last night, youâre not sure about this date. Especially not when a certain someone is sitting across from you, messy morning hair and sweatpants, yet you donât think youâve ever been more attracted to someone.
âUhm..â You look at Seonghwa a last time before looking at your mom. âI donât think Iâll go on a date with him, Mom.âÂ
âAww, how come?â She asks, curiosity evident in her voice.
âIt wonât work out..â You say, not being able to tell her the entire truth. But the eyes you feel staring at you from across the kitchen island keep you from staying quiet. âBesides, I think I might like someone else.â
Seonghwaâs eyes look away from you, as he takes his empty bowl and starts cleaning it in the sink. You canât see his face, but for a split second when he turned his face to the side, you saw him fighting back a smile.
âReally? Who?â Your mom's words wake you up from staring at Seonghwa, and you look back at her.Â
âIâll tell you later on, itâs still pretty new and I have to figure out if he even likes me too.â You shrug, not even knowing what to say about your situation with Seonghwa. Youâve known each other your entire lives, not once have there been a hint of something romantic between you two. Not until this trip. But you would lie if you said that the things he has done for you on this trip didnât wake up something in you. Something you didnât know was there but was waiting to be woken up.Â
âWell, I hope itâs gonna work out for you, honey.â A smile tugs on your motherâs lips as he kisses the top of your head. She walks out of the kitchen, and just as her figure is out of sight, you feel a pair of lips kiss your cheek and arms wrap around you from behind.Â
You hold back your giggle as Seonghwa showers you with kisses but stops to look into your eyes.
âGood morning.â He smiles, still having his arms around you.Â
âGood morning.â You smile.
âSo.. Youâre really not gonna go on a date with him?â His voice is low, careful not to let everyone know what youâre talking about. You shake your head.
âNah.. I figured Iâd rather put my attention on someone else.â Your words turn on the light in Seonghwaâs eyes.Â
âCan I take you out when we get home, then?â He suggests, but youâre not done teasing him. Despite you and him possibly starting to date, youâve still lived your entire life teasing each other. Thatâs not something youâre gonna stop doing, just because youâre dating.
âWhat makes you think I wanna date you?â You scoff and roll your eyes, looking down at your bowl of cereal. You feel his grip around you loosen as he reads your face. If only you knew what he was going to tease you back with when he leaned close to your ear.
ââSeonghwa, fuck, oh Seonghwa.ââ He imitates your words from last night, and you quickly push him away, a laugh escaping his lips.
âStop! Donât!â You say, not being able to hold back your own laugh from hearing his. He walked back closer to you, a teasing look on his face.
âIsnât that how you sounded screaming my name last night?â He asked, eyebrow raised in a questioning manner.
âAlright! Alright alright alright,â You shake your head, wanting to move on from how you sounded last night. âYouâre unhinged, you know that?â
âIâm just proving a point.â He shrugs.
âThe point being what?â
âThat you shouldnât date anyone but me.â He smiles satisfied, like itâs common knowledge. A while ago, you wouldâve laughed in his face if he said that to you, but now, it only makes the butterflies go crazy in your entire body. But of course, he canât know (yet) how weak in the knees heâs making you, so you only respond with a casual answer.
âFine, I guess.â
âOh, I have a better idea,â His arms find their way around you again as you look up at him from your stool. âHow about we go on a date here, and weâll go out to eat in the restaurant where that waiter is working and he can see that weâre-â
âNooo, no, no, weâre not doing that.â You stop him.
âWhy?â He sounds genuinely confused.
âBecause thatâs gonna make everyone besides you uncomfortable, and youâre not gonna be dragging that poor man to the ground, again. He hasnât done anything wrong, you know.â You defended, not wanting to stir any kind of drama. You just had to text the waiter that there wouldnât be a date, but youâre thankful for the opportunity. But knowing Seonghwa, youâre not surprised by him coming up with this idea. Youâre also earned with Seonghwa rolling his eyes at you.
âBoring, but fine. Is this how our relationship starts? With you telling me what not to do?â He asks, of course, a teasing smile apparent on his lips.Â
âWhen youâre being a menace, yes. And I might tell you what not to do, but if we do what we did last night.. Isnât that a pretty good deal?â You suggest, watching as Seonghwa smiles even more while he holds you closer.
âBaby, you can tell me what to do and what not to do for the rest of our lives, if we can do what we did last night.â He leans closer, his lips barely touching yours. "I'd happily be your servant for the rest of time if you promise to stay with me."
âSounds like a plan.â You smile satisfied.
âCanât wait.â He finally presses his lips against yours, making the fireworks in your body go crazy. Your mind goes blank again, falling into the deep hole of Seonghwa, wishing to stay there forever.Â
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