#i promise I am aware

[sweetmapple]

Forcing myself to draw Astarion with other companions through increasingly bizarre ref pictures part 3 (ref from maliktheoracle on twitter)

[absylphe]

Jokes Aside I Am Insanely Fortunate

[egophiliac]

But … how the staff swear? We Need to know that too…(of you want of course … love your art and your Amazing humor!!!)

(thank you! :D)

Trein: said 'damn' once when he was sixteen, still lays awake at night in embarrassment about his deplorable lapse in manners.

Vargas: swears like an old-timey carnival strongman. lots of "poppycock" and "what the devil" and an occasional "deuces!" (this makes classes very confusing for poor Deuce)

Crowley: doesn't intentionally swear, but every once in a while he'll, like...put together a presentation on the new staff policies or something that builds up to an acronym which, by complete coincidence, spells out something shockingly depraved.

it happens often enough that you'd think he's doing it on purpose, except. it's Crowley.

Sam: swears in the text, gets away with it because the character reading is always something else

(this is very specific to the Japanese version and probably too meta but I made myself laugh with it, I...I'm sorry)

[sadwetcatmk]

[heymacy]

IAN GALLAGHER + his journey with bipolar disorder

╰┈➤ “At times, being bipolar can be an all-consuming challenge, requiring a lot of stamina and even more courage, so if you’re living with this illness and functioning at all, it’s something to be proud of, not ashamed of." - Carrie Fisher

[artoutforblood]

Part 2 // First // Next // Bonus

[acoraxia]

God Games AU yippee

I paused my patreon but you can still support me on ko-fi!!

[emry-stars-art]

Have you ever heard the noises axolotls make? its kinda quiet blub!, when they reach the surface of the water to gulp down some air. Anyway any time i see JellyNeil my mind immediately goes to Neil just making that noise

I HAVE NOW. wow I made a reel for the first time in forever just so I could get this across properly, here you go

(Audio from this YouTube video)

Find the mer au masterpost here 💕

[tabooiart]

asshole of a man who has never experienced genuine affection vs EXTREMELY OBSESSIVE

[genericpuff]

vent post

[zalammander-paradise]

long time no see

[twinsyy]

(minor and brief spoilers of the protagonist if you haven’t started the game at all but plan to)

[very self-insert about wuthering waves. kinda combined with genshin, of course (its my main bitch)]

so i have thoughts about wuthering waves…

self aware thoughts…

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i like the game so far!

at this time, ive been judging the controls, story, characters, and combat of wuwa and compare it genshin

there are things i like, and things i feel meh about (it hasnt been out for even a week yet so im cool with it for now)

however, i have been more raised eyebrow towards the characters and controls of the game. since they are the key things that make me stay besides a cool story

ive mainly noticed there are some quality of life features they miss compared to genshin. but also some that they have that genshin doesnt

i chant praises for the features and gameplay they have genshin doesnt. but get pretty frustrated about what they dont have

i always try to reason that its basically an infant at the moment, but gamer rage gets the best of me frequently

so (like with genshin sometimes), i roar my frustrations at my screen

“ugh, genshin has this! why dont you?”

“oh my god, you are so slow.”

“yeah, yeah, ive seen this all before. when do things get interesting?”

sighing, huffing, and palming my face in irritation

and they hear this, and are conflicted

but similarly to traveler in the beginning, i think rover would be the only one to be self aware at this point. the others still have to gain it

so besides their memory lost, theyre also dealing with an unknown and higher being that controls them. with no way to prevent it, or predict when the next time they do will happen

they are conflicted further when they realize theyre helping them get stronger and achieve the same goal as them

what does this mean? who is this? and why are they helping them if they sound like they hate them so much?

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note: rushed. and i do actually like this game btw lmao. i just needed to get a part of my frustrations off my chest. overall, this game has a lot of potential i think! the graphics are amazing, and the combat is very interesting (i love combat so much)

i may also write for wuthering waves. if i feel strongly enough about it

since ive been into sagau for almost as long as ive been into canon genshin. yet i only write now (￣▽￣;)

[roxirinart]

WIP! Poor guy

[scorpiusmalfoylovesoscarwilde]

I've said it before, I'll say it again, and I'm sure it won't be the last time. I AM SICK AND BLOODY TIRED OF THESE MFS, HALF OF WHO DONT EVEN CARE ABOUT CURSED CHILD, BITCHING AND MOANING ABOUT AN ANGSTY TEEN DARING TO BE AN ANGSTY TEEN, I WILL FIGHT THE LOT OF YOU

(this is gonna be a bit long and probably incoherent so sit down and fucking listen to me 🔫 stick with me because I'm not just complaining about albus haters)

eVERYBODY wants cOoMmpllEeXx relatable HUMAN characters - and then SHIT themselves when the flaws a CHILD has isn't just 🥺 uwu im socially awkward and traumatised 🥺. that's why scorpius doesn't get this fuckass treatment, because his terrible human flaw is that he's a bit shit at conversation and gets sad about his dead mum (generalised understatement, but this post isnt about him. dont come for me i love him 🫶🏻)

god forbid albus, who feels unloved and unwanted (with valid evidence for a teenager), albus who feels completely out of place and outcast from his entire famously-close-knit family, ablus who is well known by the world by default via Harry and hates the attention and high expectations, albus who then gets targeted and bullied by his peers because he's not as perfect and brilliant as his father, albus who is then isolated from his one friend because Harry is making irrational ptsd fueled decisions, albus who tells Harry completely sincerely that he knows he's unlikeable but he'll try and change himself and be more like his siblings because he genuinely believes that's what Harry and everyone else whos had the misfortune of meeting him wants, albus who spends the entire play trying to prove himself and fix things via idiotic childish decisions BECAUSE HES A WHOLE UNSTABLE CHILD

god forbid that CHILD doesn't react like a patient, supported, well adjusted, level headed adult. god forbid he reacts outwardly. god forbid he reacts at all, my bad. clearly he should just sniffle a bit as if he doesn't feel suffocated and helpless by everything in his life, because obviously hes just a spoiled brat who doesn't know what real suffering is. god forbid he complains or feels anything negatively, or doesn't quite grasp that other people are struggling too because he is too busy trying so hard to deal with himself and his declining mental health the best he can with basically no support or understanding. god forbid he isn't completely perfect.

you all sound like some fucking boomer telling teenagers they don't know what real struggling is, they aren't mentally ill, they dont have any problems because they have a roof over their head, they should all go to war kids are too soft these days 😫😖😱 fUCKING‼️SHUT UP‼️

he does things wrong but he knows he does and he does everything he can to fix it! and he is fourteen!!! do none of you remember what being fourteen is like 😭😭 I swear half of you have got to be basically fourteen yourselves cmon man

cause I'm seeing this fucking pattern a lot recently. not just for albus, not just in this fandom, everywhere. ‼️ no one can fucking handle flawed characters anymore ‼️ the only thing any character is allowed to have wrong with them is trauma apparently, otherwise they have to be perfect, and I'm getting sick of it. characters and stories are meant to reflect real life, they're meant to help shape our world view, why are you expecting everyone to be fucking perfect??? what happened to nuance? what happened to understanding character development? you are all acting like characters and people are so black and white. either they're perfect or they're insufferable and evil. I won't lie, the most common victims i've noticed of this are women. but the flawed women are typically demonised, whereas the men are typically turned into uwu baby boys who actually aren't capable of doing anything wrong and then fanon goes nuts making them into ittle wittle victims. and I'm so fucking sick of all of it, I hate this. (obviously this is not a strict rule. Albus Potter, and also Albus Dumbledore now I mention it, are demonised beyond belief)

BRING BACK FLAWS AND BRING BACK NOT COMPLETELY WRITING OFF A CHARACTER BECAUSE THEY DARE TO BE HUMAN

I AM FED UP, ALBUS POTTER GET BEHIND ME

[addicted-to-the-knife]

I think it's very important that we bring back this inherent understanding that actors are also just some fucking guys (gender neutral)

[beesays]

I thought I had left writing fanfic back in my early tumblr days but here we go again (It’s been like, 12 years so let me down gently…)

Patiently waiting for my ao3 invite because these stupid fae won’t leave my brain alone. Anyway, enjoy a short bit of Modern AU Elucien in the meantime I guess.

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“Oh, for God’s sake, Luc-“ A surprised squeal escaped Elain’s mouth as Lucien’s found purchase against hers, cutting off whatever it was she was about to chastise him for, hands gripping at his shirt. Lucien could hardly keep the smile from his mouth as he kissed her into their hotel room, kicking the door shut behind them. 

They had only arrived in Paris a few hours ago and yet the scent of freshly baked bread had soaked itself into Elain’s golden curls, and Lucien could still taste the sweet wine on her tongue as she parted her lips, allowing him to sweep his tongue against hers. A soft groan escaped him as she tangled her hands into his hair, allowing it to tumble onto his shoulders as the hair tie that had held it came free. 

Pulling her closer, Lucien let his hands slip up under her shirt to roam against the warmth of her sun-kissed skin and a peel of laughter broke their kiss at his feather light touch against her sides sent her squirming out of his reach. 

“You’re absolutely impossible, Mr. Vanserra” Elain teased, her smirk sending shivers down his spine as she sauntered her way out onto the small balcony. Or maybe it was the way his name sounded from her lips. 

“I beg to differ” He replied with a smirk of his own. 

As if pulled by some invisible leash, Lucien followed Elain onto the balcony pressing himself against her back as he wrapped her into his arms. The soft breeze was a welcome relief from the hot summer day and it played at her hair, the soft strands tickling his jaw as he placed a kiss behind her ear. Closing his eyes, he let the sounds of the street below take over.

Lucien  wasn’t sure when it had happened, falling in love with her. 

Maybe it had been hearing her voice over the phone, keeping him company while hundreds of miles away at university. Maybe it had been the way she grasped at him as he’d pinned her against the kitchen counter while she attempted to bake. Maybe it was the quiet moments in between… Maybe it was when he’d first laid eyes on her. 

“Where’d you go?” Elain’s whisper brought him back to reality, her fingers lacing with his to drag their hands down the cotton of her loose top only to slide them underneath, her skin warm against his palms. Lucien sighed, pushing his hips against her backside, his arousal evident against her. Pulling her fingers from his, Elain turned her head, her mouth hot against his own in a needy kiss, gripping his wrist to push his fingertips just under the top of her denim shorts. 

Lucien couldn’t help the groan that escaped him, his hand sliding further into her shorts, breaking the kiss with an amused smile.

”Someone might see…” He whispered against her lips, his words almost meaningless as his fingers dipped to run against her warmth above the silk of her panties,

”So let them.”