#i stayed up till 3am making this and i already know i am gonna have no recollection of slapping this together in the morning

[dylanconrique]

TEEN WOLF AESTHETICS - NEW PARENTS: STYDIA PT. 2

“ well, the 10 year plan for making lydia fall in love with me may have to stretch to 15, but the plan is definitely still in motion.” 

link to part 1 here.

[t4rt4gl14]

Genshin men x reader drink among us potion at three am (not clickbait) (gone sexual)

AMONG US POTION. AT 3AM [ 100% REAL!!! ][ 18+ ]

★[ CHILDE. KAVEH. DILUC. THOMA AND ALHAITHAM !!! ]

★ [ fem!reader. dom!reader. handjob. blowjob. edging. overstimulation. praise. degradation. bondage. blindfolding. cockslapping. toys. nipple play. dacryphilia. aphrodisiac. ]

A/N: it been a month :( BUT IM BACKK >:) i got the juice and personally i LOVEEEE this one defo one of my favs <3

for god knows what reason, you had ordered an ‘among us potion’ which in reality was just a red drink laced with aphrodisiac labelled ‘IMPOSTER’. LETS TRY IT AT 3AM!!

CHILDE.

“alright 3AM among us potion challenge!! drink up childe!”, and with that he swallows the aphrodisiac in one go. unbeknownst to him the funny feeling in his pants begin to swell to the point where it’s just obvious he’s horny. cheeks red, breathe heavy whilst his hips are unable to remain still and to make matters worse your teasing doesn’t help either. sliding your palm under his shirt and down his toned body, rubbing the fabric over his hard cock; he whines out however he moans even louder when your hand dips into his sweatpants and slowly jerk his shaft, “mm a-ah hold on! m’sensitive, feels..o-ohhnn!~”, back slowly arching out as your pace increases.

he closes his eyes and basks in the pleasure, while you bend down to suck on his tip and stroke the rest of his thick length, “m’gonna cum! cumminggg! oohh nghhn c-cumming!~”, childe grabs onto your locks pushing your head down further- forcing the rest of his length down your throat as his cum paints the insides of your mouth a gooey white. poor childe he looks so debauched from a single blowjob </333.

KAVEH.

kaveh stayed up all night just so he could participate in this ‘3AM’ challenge with you! such a sweet s/o, even sweeter when the tears of pleasure stream down his pretty face, the tip of his cock a fuzzy red as the cockring continues to vibrate— i mean he has already orgasmed but the aphrodisiac makes him so sensitive!! why not play with him for a while??, “good boy! it’s okay you can cum for me again, shh shh it’s okayy”, your praise is the only thing keeping him sane; whilst he mewls and cries with his body shaking vigorously, “nonono! c-can’t cum again! mmnghh!~ oh my a-archons t-too sensitive p-please!~”

and so, his second orgasm causes him to scream, hips bucking as the cum shoots from his tip, splattering onto his stomach. chest heaving up and down as a means of catching his breathe; kavehs sure he’s just had the best orgasm he’s ever had in his life. he definitely won’t be opposed to this ‘among us potion’ again ;)

DILUC.

now i’m pretty sure dilucs just playing along for your sake of course but at 3AM he desperately wants to sleep however! it all changes when you pass him a mysterious glittery potion, “trust me, it tastes great!”, so he happily drinks until after a few minutes he starts to feel a familiar feeling his abdomen, burning and needy, cock hard and twitching, nipples yearning for touch. being the lovely s/o that you are you immediately begin unbuttoning his pyjamas and pulling down his trousers. pushing him onto the bed; biting hickeys into his skin whilst stroking his cock, soon snaking your tongue to his nipples, you never expected them to be that sensitive! one lick and diluc whines out, “aah!~ h-hey that’s..!~ mmngh! oohhnn.”

diluc cant help but near to the edge when as you continue lapping at nipples although just as he’s about to cum you stop all movement completely! “gonna c-cum..cummi- huh? hey! i-i was so close y/n…”, you simply told him if he wanted his release he would have to beg. this is embarrassing to diluc however he’s too horny to care. “p-please! let me cum! wanna cum so badly please please!!”, since he begged so nicely you stroked his cock till diluc finally spilt his cum all over your hand, whining and mewling all the while. what a sight to behold <333

THOMA.

oh poor thoma, so innocent :( there should be no reason as to why he’s getting punished right now! his cock an angry red as you continuously slap the tip, and with each slap his entire body twitches with a hoarse mewl, pre cum smearing your fingers and substituting as lube whilst stroking his cute dick. he can barely recall previous events all he remembers is a challenge to do with among us at late night?? his back pressed against your chest, you continuously kiss his forehead as he throws his head back onto your shoulder in ecstasy, hips unable to remain still as he spasms from each slap.

and it’s not long before thoma let’s out a guttural moan, eyes widening, back arching and the tight knot in his abdomen snapping loose; “gonna cum gonna cum! cummingcumming cu-MMING ANNGH AA!! ohmnghh!~”, he’s never ever felt so good, that sweet honey pleasure completely washing over him, who knew slapping his cock would deem such a reaction out of him?

ALHAITHAM.

alhaitham took your challenge lightly as he sat there with his book; casually reading about quantum physics whilst you explain the ‘spooky 3AM imposter challenge’, as you can see he is extremely interested in his book so you quickly gave him the potion and watched him read, observing how he slowly lost focus, how his breathing quickened, a tent forming in his pants; suddenly he shut the book and shyly asked for help whilst looking away and who were you to deny?~ alhaitham lies on his back as you gently tie the blindfold and rope around his wrists, slowly stroking his cock, “what a whore, could barely focus on that book of yours..tied up and toyed with like a slut”, a smile creeps onto your face as your degradation causes his cock to twitch. it’s arousing to see the stoic alhaitham moan and mewl out like a bitch in heat.

you decided to tease him with an onahole, lubing the toy up before plunging his cock inside, the squelches that resonate eggs you on to go faster whilst alhaithams lost in the moment, “feels so good! mngh oh please please please!! wa-nna cum!..g-gonna cum!”, and he finally felt bliss; ejaculating into the onahole as his hips buck up. “mmngh cumming! s-so tight..g-god~..”

[wonijinjin]

all nighter with seventeen’s 96 line

synopsis: what the title says

word count: 0.9k | genre: fluff | pairings: 96 line x gn! reader | warnings: mentions of food

“seriously, are you gonna stay up? because i doubt that you can make it.” jun raised an eyebrow, not liking how you want to ruin your sleep cycle. “look junnie i need to see the final of this show! it is not my fault it comes out at like 3am!” you shouted in excitement, pouting a bit at him. he put his hands on his ears jokingly, indicating how loud you were even though it was like 10pm already; you were usually very tired at this point of the night, but not tonight. “well, if a show is more important to you then your health…” he said, trying to make you feel guilty, trailing off. “jun don’t worry, you don’t have to stay up with me if you don’t want to. don’t risk your already not so bright sleep schedule.” you giggled while he started shaking his head, walking closer to you. “no! i wouldn’t let my baby stay up alone, plus we could cuddle until it comes out!” he kissed your forehead, pulling you close.

- worries about your health so much, afraid that you will get used to not sleeping enough and will get sick eventually

- loves your passion though; he will let it slide because you just look so cute when excited for watching the movies

- makes you stay up all day to contain your sleep cycle, preventing you from messing it up completely

“oh my god this is gonna be so fun!” hoshi squeeled while looking kind of like a maniac. you burst out laughing, finding him so cute. “ahw you are adorable my tiger. you were really waiting for me! and you really have a lot of energy in you, huh?” you said while squeezing his cheeks, giving him a chaste kiss. he just nodded while smiling, bouncing up and down just like he always does when he is excited. “let’s prepare some food for the night. when we have all the nutrients for the whole night you can drag me to the practice room to make the new choreo.” you advised, already going to the kitchen to start cooking some warm food. “alright baby tiger, understood! it is gonna be so exciting, having you with me!” he grinned, picking you up and spinning you around.

- hyper tiger, he is thrilled to have you with him and have some company as he is often lonely in the early hours of sunrise since the members usually leave after midnight

- will make the two of you take breaks though; getting silly and dancing and jumping for fun (and to keep you awake)

- very grateful that you pulled the night off for him, definitely would finish the choreo a lot faster since you are there

“are you sure you won’t fall asleep? i know you don’t really like this game that much.” wonwoo questioned as you sat down next to his gaming chair, head on his shoulder, ready to watch your boyfriend pull a gaming night till sunrise. “i am more than confident that i can do it sweetie.” you mocked him in a silly tone to which he giggled. “alright, alright. are you comfortable?” he wondered while looking down at you attentively. “yes, very much, thank you.” you replied as you snuggled into him, his focus already back to the computer screen. “are we gonna play together during the night though? like sims? or animal crossing?” you peeked up at him curiously. “of course sweetheart, whatever you want. just let me finish this game first.” he said while patting your head.

- he is very soft for you, and would love to teach you how to play some new games (if you want to of course)

- you would doze off for a bit at 2am though; he would look at you with so much adoration before nudging you to wake up and telling you how you promised yourself you could do it

- would stop to make you ramen in the middle of the night and have a deep conversation about life

“you know it is not healthy to drink that much coke, right?” you stared at woozi who was opening another can of the beverage. he stopped and gave you a confused look. “but i need it to stay awake. plus, it is better than energy drinks and you know that. you’d rather i drank those?” you sighed in defeat. “this will be your last one. not only will you stay up tonight but for the next three days with that much sugar.” you laughed. he put down the can and pulled you close to him, leaning close to your ear. “don’t worry about me babe. i will not break your stupid rules.” he smirked, his statement earning a smack on the arm from you. “okay, enough. get back to work or you will never sleep! i will be chilling here on the couch.” you shushed him. “thank you for staying.” he said while pecking your cheek.

- pretends to be annoyed but in reality really appreciates your gesture of not letting him work alone all night (again)

- shows you his process and tells you how you inspired the lyrics of one of the songs, you would instantly melt upon hearing it since it was so beautiful

- would let you baby him when he is at the turning point, barely holding on (denies it the next day and calls it a moment of weakness)

[fbfh]

You were talking about Zoro and One Piece and fubgthvrxgjbthvty

I am Unwell™️

I don’t know if I think he has a loyalty kink or if I do but

His unending devotion?

His complete Ride Or Die mentality?

I am On My Knees begging to be on the receiving end of his love and attention

(He’s be into body worship and caretaking me thinks (I am projecting))

from the heart of my bottom thank you for this one anon. bc you are so fucking right. if anyone meets the criteria for loyalty kink???????? It's gonna be Zoro. you probably got tangled up together by accident or out of some kind of debt. he promised someone that he would grant you safe passage as you make your way from point a to point b, and somewhere along the way he finds that his debt and loyalty and service is no longer extended to you, it straight up belongs to you. it's basically royal x knight trope which i love with my whole ass bussy. Zoro can pick up a huge ass safe with minimal effort so you better believe he will just pick you up and put you somewhere else whenever he deems it necessary. or just when he feels like it. and he will not hesitate to just hoist you up and carry you over his shoulder for easy hassle free transportation. yk the scene in shrek where he's carrying fiona and she and donkey are having girl talk time when she finally stops trying to get shrek to put her down??? it's that. and you're explaining things like girl math to Luffy. he loves it. he only operates on girl math now. anyway yeah... Zoro is something. if you have a bad dream he seems like the type who would stay up and cuddle you till you feel better but nope. he stands guard in your room for the rest of the night. you wake up to go pee at 3am and he's still standing monitoring the entrances and exits. he follows you and waits outside the bathroom and makes sure you don't forget to wash your hands. if you ask all cute and sweet and sleepy he'll get you tucked back into bed but tbh it won't take that much convincing. you are so so right about body worship and caretaking, like I couldn't have pinned him down more accurately. you fuckin nailed it. ironically you won't have to beg on your knees for his attention because he is definitely already on his knees for you so uh. do with that what you will. but yeah I think the song do it for him from steven universe especially applies to people like Zoro. he will do anything and everything for you without breaking a sweat. and that's before he's even aware of how hard he's falling for you. GOD I love me a stoic service top.

[rpmusingsforthesoul]

Conan Gray Superache Sentence Starters

Feel free to change pronouns

trigger warning for domestic violence mention

Movies

“I want a love like the movies.”

“If you are the diamond, then I am the ring.”

“Still can’t believe that this isn’t a dream.”

“Falling in love with a damn fantasy, that’s so me.”

“I’ve been living life in fiction.”

“In my head, we’re dancing in the dark.”

“Baby, this ain’t like the movies.”

“You say that it’s over, but why does she call you at 3am and 4am? That’s a funny way of staying friends.”

“Baby we lost all the life that we had and I can’t pretend it’ll ever come back.”

Disaster

“The potential of us, it was keeping me up all night long.”

“This could be a disaster, like what if you freak out and then we’re losing it all at the critical chapter where I say I love you and you don’t say it after?”

“I’m drunk, I really shouldn’t have called, I’m a little bit plastered.”

“This could be a disaster.”

“Let me just lose my mind.”

“Is it purely platonic to call me, like, every night.”

“Maybe I just made it up, messed it up.”

Best Friend

“Remember when you broke up with your fucking ex? God, I’m glad you’ve finally gotten over them.”

“God, I swear that bitch was such a narcissist.”

“Everybody knows I love you so so so so much.”

“That’s my fucking best friend, that’s my fucking right hand, that’s my fucking throw up in the bathroom, but still love them.”

“I hate, like, everyone except for you.”

“Who else is gonna grocery shop with me at 2am? Who else is gonna take that picture for you just to get revenge?”

“You’re just as psycho as me, just as sick inside the head.”

Yours

“I’m somebody you call when you’re alone. I’m somebody you use, but never own. I’m somebody you touch, but never hold. And you’re somebody I’ll never really know.”

“I know I’m not the one you really love. I guess that’s why I’ve never given up.”

“I could give you all you want, the stars and the sun, but still I’m not enough.”

“All I really wanted was that look in your eyes, like you already know that I’m the love of your life, like you already know you’re never saying goodbye.”

“I want more, but I’m not yours. And I can’t change your mind.”

“I should’ve known that it was dumb love.”

“All the things that I’ve done for you not to notice.” “Can’t believe I chose you over all my best friends. What the fuck did I do in the end? Just to not be yours.”

Family Line

“My father never talked a lot. He just took a walk around the block till all his anger took a hold of him. And then he’d hit.”

“My mother never cried a lot. She took the punches, but she never fought.”

“I say they’re just the ones who gave me life, but I truly am my parents’ child.”

“I’m so good at telling lies. That came from my mother’s side. Told a million to survive.”

“God, I have my father’s eyes.”

“I can run, but I can’t hide from my family line.”

“I watch the fathers with their little girls and wonder what I did to deserve this.”

“Someone who loves you, wouldn’t do this.”

Footnote

“Why would I lie? It’s so clear I’m in love with you.”

“I’ll stop being pretentious and loathing our friendship.”

“You taught me a lesson, that love isn’t precious.”

“I’ll just take a footnote in your life and you could take my body. Every line I would write for you, but a footnote would do.”

“We’re perfect together, but I’ll never be the one.”

Memories

“It’s been a couple months. That’s just about enough time for me to stop crying when I look at all the photos.”

“Please don’t ruin this for me. Please don’t make it harder than it already is. I’m trying to get over this.”

“I wish that you would stay in my memories, but you show up today just to ruin things.”

“I wanna put you in the past ‘cause i’m traumatized, but you’re not letting me do that!”

“Tonight, you’re all drunk in my kitchen, curled in the fetal position, too busy playing the victim to be listening to me!”

“Grab your books and your coat and that one good cologne that you bought when we were fighting! ‘Cause it’s still on my clothes, everything that I own and it makes me feel like dying!”

The Exit

“It’s crazy how fast you tilted the world that we were busy building.”

“Feels like we had magic wounds, but mine’s still black and bruised and yours is perfectly fine now.”

“Feels like we buried alive something that never died.”

“You love her, it’s over. You already found someone to miss while I’m still standing at the exit.”

“I can’t hate you for getting everything we wanted. I just thought that I would be part of it.”

[the-cult-of-russo]

Biggest Regret

Pairing: Billy Russo x Reader 

A/N: This one wasn't a request. I have Billy on the brain so much that I literally woke up and this popped into my head as I was laying there trying to fully wake up and I had to write it lmao It's just a little thing. A letter from Billy to you. I know a lot of you guys might want a part two for it, the resolution to the letter and there's a few ways it could go. So if anyone asks for a part two, let me know how you want it. Angsty? Fluffy? A mix? And I'll see what the general consensus is. I already have a slight idea about it but I wanna know what you guys want. 

Also this is my AU dreamland where Billy didn’t betray Frank looool

Warnings: cursing, angst, sadness and regret from Billy. Talks of pregnancy and babies and abandonment.

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Y/N,

I know it's been a while and I don't even know if you still live where you did back then or if you'll get this. I'd say some shit like I hope you're doing well, which I am, but… I know you won't want to hear it. 

I'm overseas again right now with Anvil. Me and Frank are taking point on a serious mission we're doing. Anvil's doing pretty well right now and we just got a contract from the CIA which is how we ended up here. Being out here like this, it reminds me of being deployed. Part of me missed it, I guess.

It's given me a lot to think about. It's funny how life and death situations do that to you, puts it all in perspective. And I know… I know you probably hate me and I don't blame you but I just hope if you do get this letter that you at least read it all. 

I never should have walked away last year. I used to think I was a brave man, I mean the shit I've faced in the marines and with Anvil… I never backed down and I always fought. But with this. With you and the baby, I tucked tail and ran and I'll never forgive myself for that. 

Honestly, I was terrified. I didn't think I could be the man you and the baby needed. I don't know what it's like to have loving parents and I hate myself so much for walking away. I don't want to do to my own kid what my mom did to me. I don't want them to grow up thinking I don't care, that I don't want them. It was never about that. I was never angry you were pregnant, I was never resentful. I was just scared that I'd fuck it up beyond repair so I got out of there before I had the chance. 

I should have been there for you, Y/N. I should have been there to hold your hair from your face when you got sick. To go out at 3am and get you pickles or whatever the fuck it is that pregnant women love to eat. I should have been there with you at the birthing classes and the scans and the appointments. I should have been there to hold your hand in the delivery room, to tell you what an amazing job it is you're doing. I should have been there to hold my kid when they came into the world. To be there for you and them. 

I can't take that back. I can't rewind time and be there and I wish I could. I don't know anything about my own baby which hurts the shit outta me and it's my own fault. I don't know if they're a boy or girl, how old they are. I know they'll roughly be a few months old based on when I walked away but that's about it. Do they look more like me or you? Are they a happy or fussy baby? This is the shit that's been running through my head out here. Fuck… I don't know if…. I don't even know if you kept the baby and that shit hurts too deep to even consider. But I know you well enough. Or at least I think I do. And I don't think you would have done that. As much as it would kill me inside, if you did I wouldn't blame you. I'd left you all alone to deal with it and I know neither of us planned a kid. 

Frankie was the one who told me to write this. He's been putting up with me nonstop the last month of us being out here crying  talking about you and the baby. He and Maria miss you, the kids too. Maybe that alone should have told me back then how important you were to me. I'd never introduced any of the girls I slept with to them, but it just felt natural to me back then. I'd wanted to. I couldn't even see just how much you meant to me. 

It's like they always say, you don't know what you've got 'till it's gone. And I didn't know just how much I cared about you until that day I walked away and I fucking miss you, Y/N. Frank and Maria always ask if I'd heard anything about the baby or if I've reached out and it breaks my heart every time with how disappointed they are. I guess I never really thought they'd be excited for me to have a kid. But they're my family, of course they would be. 

Frank roughed me up, you know that? I didn't tell him right away about the baby. He'd ask about you and I told him we decided it wasn't working like the coward I am. But then a few weeks after I told him the truth. He clocked me in the jaw, yanked me around as he yelled about how stupid and selfish I was. And I let him. He was right and I deserved it. I don't think I've ever seen Frankie so mad before and that's saying something. 

I know I should have reached out sooner, but being out here on the front lines like this, it reminds me of how fleeting life can be. And I wish it didn't take something extreme like that to give me the balls to man up and write this to you but I think we've all established I'm not as brave as I once thought I was. 

I have no right asking you for anything, I know that. But I miss you and I want to be a part of our baby's life. And you can ignore this letter or tell me to go fuck myself and I'll listen. If you tell me to stay away, I will. I owe you that much. But I'd… even if you could tell me about them a little, it would mean the world everything to me. And I know I don't deserve shit but I'm selfish and asking you anyway. 

I've seen and done a lot of shit in my life and your face has haunted me every single night since the day I walked away. I saw how scared you were. You were just as terrified as me about the baby and I wasn't there for you. I didn't comfort you or reassure you that we'd get through it together. Instead I shut down and told you I couldn't do it, I wouldn't do it. And then you looked at me with such heartbreak that it makes my chest feel tight and I fucking hate it. Every time I close my eyes I remember those looks and I know I'm a piece of shit for ever putting them on your face. 

It hurts more that you just accepted it. Like you expected it from me. I guess you knew me well enough to have an idea how it would go when you told me. And then you fucking respected my wishes and didn't contact me about anything. You didn't owe me that. You should have harassed me, called me a piece of shit, fought me, got child support. Fucking something. But of course you didn't. You've always been too kind and caring for that. Always looked after me even when I least deserve it. 

And I guess I'm hoping that even through the hate and betrayal you feel for me, that maybe somewhere in there you still care even just a little. Enough to put me out of my misery. Enough to send even a letter with the bare minimum details about our kid. I'm hoping that I didn't change you because you were perfect as you were and the last thing I want is to have fucked you up because of my own insecurities. 

There isn't a day that goes by where I don't think of you. Think of the baby. I wonder how you're both doing and if you're happy. I know you'd be a great mom and despite it all, I'm glad that if I had a kid with anyone that it was you. I'm coming back stateside in three weeks. It's gonna kill me not knowing if you've wrote back or not but I won't hold it against you if you don't. 

I'm sorry. I'm sorry for all the pain I caused you. For making you go through all this alone. For walking away from you and the baby like I did. If I was there I'd be down on my knees begging for forgiveness for what I did. All I can hope is that you take some mercy on me, even just a little. 

I miss you, Y,N. I miss you so much it hurts and I'm just sorry. Whatever you decide, I'll understand and respect it. I love you. And yeah I probably shouldn't say that, might feel like a smack in the face after everything I've done, but I do. And I know I never told you that when we were together. We were never really 'serious' or whatever, or at least that's what I told myself. But it was only ever you. When I was with you there were no others. And I couldn't see it at the time but I'd fell in love with you the moment we met in that damn grocery store. I don't know if you ever felt the same about me but I know even if you did I've ruined that. I don't expect anything from you. I fucked up and I know that. But it doesn't change that I want to be there now. I want to know about our baby, I want to be part of their life. I want them to grow up knowing I care about them because I do.

I hope to hear from you when I'm back but I won't hold my breath. I hope… I hope you're both doing okay and I'm just sorry for everything. I hope one day you'll be able to forgive me.

Billy 

[weeb-writor]

Do you still love me?

Hello lovelies! Today I am back with a angst piece but a happy ending don't fret too much! I was really thinking about making it end horribly or leaving it up to the readers imagination but I decided nahh i couldn't do that to my heart. So here Bakugou and his s/o who fell out of love??(or did they??) when then have a large family in the mix. I have also decided im kind of obsessed with domestic pieces lol, they are like more than half of all my posts. Anywho, reader is neutral hope you guys enjoy!

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Bakugou Katsuki x Reader

You and Bakugou call its quits not thinking of what it would do to your 5 kids who are stuck in the middle

Words:  3606

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“Are we going to dad’s today?” Hiroyuki asked softly.

“Yeah, your going to spend the weekend with him, all of you.” You smiled at him.

“Can I bring Tokki?” He said looking at the ground already knowing your answer.

“We went over this last time baby, Daddy can't have pets at his new place and Tokki is a cat, he likes staying at home.” You said with a sigh. It really sucks that it came down to this, spend a week with you then a weekend with dad, then rinse repeat. Sometimes you even wondered if it was better. That’s what you and Bakugou told each other, I mean what else can you do when you fall out of love? You approached your car where all of your other children were waiting. You and Hiroyuki sat down and signaled the diver to go.

“We going to daddy’s right?” Kohana said as she bounced around in her seat. You booped her nose and nodded at her.

“Yay, daddy’s home!” Yoko said, clapping.

“Don't get excited Yoko, Dad’s probably busy. Were probably gonna be with Grandpa and Grandma.” Hiroyuki said playing with your fingers.

“You're so dramatic Yuki! Of course dad is busy! He is a Hero but he always makes time for us.” Your oldest said little explosion going off around her.

“Kaori.” You warned her with a stern voice. The little sparks calmed and she went back to quietly gazing out the window. 

“Your dad is a hero and therefore busy but I know he is very excited to see you all and will spend all the time he has with you.” You smiled at them. They all smiled back before going back into relative silence. When you and Bakugou decided to have a big family you were ecstatic and so was he. This, however, wasn't what you imagined. A tiny rift right threw your family and it was growing bigger everyday. When you told the kids about the spilt they didnt say much and the youngest ones didnt even really understand but as they lived through it, they changed. They formed their own opinions about who’s fault it is and why it happened. And now they were splitting up, there was Kaori the eldest who didn't care too much, Yoko, and Kohana. At the opposite end was Hiroyuki, just him. Your fragile little boy who was so sure it was his dad’s fault. Saiyuri was too young to choose a side but all the change wasn't really helping the 11th month old baby.

“We have arrived.” The diver announced. You thanked him while getting everyone out of the seats and exiting the car. Bakugou lived in an apartment now at the tippy top of course. It was a long and loud elevator ride as your kids were antsy to see their dad. When it opened Bakugou was standing there waiting for them and was immediately met with an armful of girls.

“Daddy! I missed you so much!” Kohana said almost in tears.

“Misses Daddy.” Yoko echoed her sister.

“Yeah, I missed all you brats too, you better have been on your best behavior! You have to keep up the Bakugou reputation.” He teased them

“Of course we have! I'm still number one in my quirk development classes. Yuki has the best grades in all of his grade. Kohana is reading at a 3rd grade level already and Yoko and Saiyuri are everyone's favorite at the Daycare!” Kaori said with vigor.

“Yeah, your all Bakugou’s for sure.” He chuckled at them. He turned to talk to Hiroyuki but he was gone. You heard a door shut, he was probably already in his room.

“I've got homework to do dad and them we should do something all together!” Kaori said kissing his check before taking off. Her sisters followed her as usual.

“How long do you think he’ll be like that?” Bakugou asked you with a sigh.

“Honestly I don't know, it's not like I tell him awful things about you. Maybe it would have been better if we did cause then he would have one thing to be angry about, one event, It would be easier than him just being angry at you.” You said placing Saiyuri onto the ground to walk around.

“They’re so mature and smart I forget they’re so young. Hell we don't understand why it happened, you can't just pinpoint a time where you fell outta love, it’s gradual. So how can we expect them too.” Bakugou said, sounding in pain.

“Yeah, sucks they had to witness it. I’ve got to go meet up with someone but just… He thinks you’re going to call your parents and abandon them to do Hero work. I know you can't put off everything but I think he just wants to know that for once he can come first to you.” You said as you kissed Saiyoui’s forehead. You were about to enter the elevator when a weight crashed into you. You didn't have to look down too far to see Hiroyuki hugging you.

“Take care of Tokki, please.”

“Yes and you make sure you and your sisters behave for your dad.” He sighed but nodded at you. You gave him one last hair ruffle before leaving. You couldn't help but think this wasn't ever gonna get any easier. You sighed before heading to the next destination, a café to meet with a few of your friends.

“Y/N!” You heard a voice call to you as soon as you opened the door. You identified the voice as Mina.

“Mina! Long time no see!” You said giving her a hug.

“Y/n, dear come sit down.” Momo said smiling at you, you sat down with the group.

“How are you doing.” Mina asked you cautiously

“I’m surprisingly doing awful, I see Bakugou too much to truly get over him. The kids are still adjusting to us being apart and Hiroyuki has been really upset and distant. I thought breaking up would fix a lot but it just made everything worse.” You sighed out.

“Well of course it did!!!” Urakara whisper yelled.

“You and Bakugou called it quits way too soon! I've never seen someone handle Bakugou the way you do. I’ve never seen anyone love him like you. Hell Bakugou loves you so much it’s ridiculous! Do you remember when he was gonna put his hero work on hold because of Kaori! I’m sorry y/n but I’m not buying this fell out of love thing.” Deku rushed out.

“Mm I’d have to agree. If there is anything I’ve learned from being friends with Bakugou it’s that he never half ass anything and if he put time into it he’s gonna see it through till the end so, logically it doesn’t make sense.” Todoroki said quietly.

“Yeah so what’s your side of the story?” Mina asked carefully.

“I… loved him, you know and when we had kids it only intensified but now it’s different. Bakugou is a great dad don’t get me wrong but he’s absent and that was fine when it was just me, Kaori, Hiroyuki, and Kohana but now there is Yoko and Saiyuri. It’s hard when they all have different school times and different needs cause of their ages. It’s hard because I had to put part of my life on hold, I went to UA too and I was supposed to be one of the greatest support people out there, every agency would want me. But it was Bakugou’s dream first so I sacrificed it all in a heartbeat. Over the years he just got more busy and I got more left behind. I’m tired of waiting up till 3am to make sure he’s alright knowing I have to be up at 7 to get the kids ready for school. I… love him and I don’t want to argue with him and I could feel myself growing angry at him, feel myself growing resentful. So I brought it up under the disguise of “do you still love me” and he said No… so that was that and we were done the next week.” You said not meeting their eyes. They just looked at you with wide eyes.

“Y/n I’m sorry, I didn’t know you felt like this.” Momo said softly.

“It’s fine, he is the love of my life and our kids are my everything so I would do it all again, just for them.” You smiled with a few tears cascading down your face.

“You haven��t tried to talk to him about this, you still love him, you guys can fix this.” Deku said almost mumbling.

“But he doesn’t love me and so there is nothing to talk about. Now come on let’s talk about something else. You can hear sob stories like mine anytime.” You waved them off. They were hesitant but the conversation did pick up about their lives and your time at UA, at least the happy parts. The rest of your two days without your kids were a blur. You just remember waking up with your phone going off a Monday.

“Hello is this Bakugou Y/n?” A women’s said. The title hurt just a bit.

“Yes it is.” You responded drowsily.

“I am very sorry you have to receive a call like this but your son Bakugou Hiroyuki has been rushed to the hospital, his sister did refuse to leave his side so she is there as well.” You were silent before hanging up and immediately calling Bakugou.

“What’s up?” He rushed out. He sounded panicked so he must have gotten a call too.

“I need you to pick up Yoko and Saiyuri.” You said rushing to put in on your clothes.

“What? But yuki is in the hospital, we’ve got to be there.” He said 

“Yes but they are done with daycare in.” You paused to look at the clock on your way out the door. “A hour. If we don’t get them now we’ll have to leave him to get them.” You said finally in your car.

“Yeah and he would rather be with you than me…” he trailed off.

“I didn’t say that.” You rushed out

“You didn’t need to, I'll get them and be there as soon as I can.” He said hanging up. You sighed and continued your drive to the hospital. When you got there you rushed to the room where you looked in and saw your son unconscious and Kaori laying next to him.

“So he is going to be okay, we do want him to remain here for another day or two.” The doctor said to you, smiling.

“Okay but what’s wrong with him.” 

“Well he hasn’t been eating or drinking or sleeping enough, especially for a boy experiencing his growth spurt. Pair that with how much he has been using his quirk in class and you have a pretty bad situation.” She said as if it was nothing to worry about.

“Uhhh okay so we just need to make sure he is eating and drinking right?” You said pacing a little.

“Yeah and I would figure out what made him stop. Your daughter was very adamant about it not being abuse just that there was something going on at home and he is trying to deal with it.” The doctor said as you froze thinking you did this to him.

“Just a divorce…” you trailed off.

“Yeah that will do it but I don’t need to know about it. It's your business just make sure to talk to him so you don’t end up back here.” She said before leaving, you let out a few tears before heading into the room. Noticing you, Kaori got up and was hugging you tighter than she ever had.

“Did you know he wasn’t taking care of himself?” You asked, stroking her hair. She shook her head no.

“I didn’t either, I didn’t know it was hitting him so hard… you know you can ask me about anything, tell me anything… me and your dad will always be in your corner.” You said lifting her chin so you gazed into her eyes.

“But you're both not in our corner anymore. You guys are in to different corners and it’s hard to keep up with two different houses and two different.. well everything’s.” She said looking away from you.

“I never meant to you guys to feel like this, I just…” You trailed off but before you could finish Hiroyuki tossed and turned in his bed.

“Yuki sweetie, can you hear me?” You said as you rushed to his side.

“Mmm.” He said, he’s eyes still shut in pain.

“Oh baby, i'm so sorry I didn't notice you were in pain. It’s never gonna happen again, okay? Do you need something?” You said stroking his hair, he hummed before falling back to sleep. You sighed and kissed his forehead.

“So whats up with him?” Bakugou rushed into the room with the girls in his arms.

“He hasn’t been eating, or drinking, or sleeping. So when he used his quirk it drained his body and he’s here for 1 or 2 more days.” You said eyes never leaving his.

“That's impossible, he was just with me… he… didn't eat very much.” He trailed off. You hummed at him understanding how he was felling as you missed the signs too.

“Hey, girls I texted Grandma and Grandpa and they said they miss you so much. So while we take care of Yuki how about you guys go see them, yeah? Mr. Yuri is waiting to take you.” You smiled at them. You see a fire rise in Kaori but it goes out quick as Bakugou ruffles her hair.

“Okay then, be good for them and don't cause too much trouble. Mr. Yuri will pick up Kohana, Kaori please explain what's happening to her. And don't worry, we’ll see you real soon.” You said waving the girls out of the room. When they were out of sight you and Bakugou visually deflated. 

“Katsuki, how does this keep happening?” You asked him

“What?”

“How do things keep getting worse, first the break up, then the kids being mad at each other, Yuki’s anger at you, and now this.” You cried out.

“The break up was bad to you?” He asked voice cracking.

“Why wouldn't it be, Katsuki I know you don't love me anymore but I…” You trailed off

“Would you just spit it out dumbass! This is why we didn't work out because you never say shit. You just bottle it up and never lean on me or depend on me the way I do to you. You used to say “we're a team” all the time but in the last 2 years you haven't said it once. It was you who fell out of love with me so don't pretend like it was so hard for you.” He yelled at you.

“This is why we don't talk Katsuki, all you wanna do is yell and project all the feelings you bottle up from working so goddamn much. Of course it was hard on me and you would know why if you could drop your ego and talk to me like you can tolerate being around me or love me!” You yelled back at him but before the argument could turn into a big screaming match your sons voice rang out.

“Would you two just stop it…” He said weakly.

“Yuki, im sorry we shouldn't have been yelling even if you were asleep.” Bakugou said caressing his check. At the touch Hiroyuki let out the tears he’s been holding in.

“Its us isn't it?” He paused to look at you. “Me and my sisters… You had Kaori and me pretty young and you didn't really get to be young. You had all of us before you really got to live together just the two of you.. And Uncle Izuku and Auntie Urakara's relationship is doing fine even though they started to date around the same time as you, difference is they just started having kids like 4 years ago… Im 12 and Kaori is 13. So its us isnt?…” He said curling into himself.

“Kid, I'm not gonna lie to you, having you and Kaori at the ages we did was a nightmare. We were barely out of school, we lived with my parents for a while cause we didn't have jobs or a place of our own and even we did get one it was a shitty hole in the wall place but even at the young age of 19 we pulled our shit together and made it work so when you came a year later we were a lot more prepared. Yes we did miss out on a lot of things people our age did but we had you and Kaori and that was so much better than party’s and hangovers. Then we decided to have Kohana, Yoko, and Saiyuri and you all make us so happy. You all have nothing, not a damn thing to do with what's going on between me and y/n. If we ever made you feel like you did we didn't mean to. We love you so much and I am so sorry if we ever made it seem like it was your fault.” Bakugou said, eyes boring into Hiroyuki’s. Hiroyuki looked at you and you nodded to show you agreed with Bakugou.

“Don't ever forget how much we love you, okay? Now you should eat, we’ll get you anything you want.” You said wiping your tears with a smile.

“If it's not too much trouble, I want you and dad’s spicy pork curry and you guys should take some to the girls.” He said drowsily.

“But in order to make that we both would have to leave since it's a meal we make together… we couldn't leave you here alone.” You said mostly to yourself before any could say anything else a new voice was heard entering the room.

“You guys go talk and make him some food, ill stay with him. I didn't watch you guys terribly flirt and kiss everywhere just for it to end over some miscommunications.” Aizawa said as he took the seat next to Hiroyuki. Aizawa had remained close with a lot of students from 1A, becoming like a second dad but he had been extra close with you and Bakugou. When Kaori came into the equation he was like a nanny to her and it only increased when Hiroyuki was born, the two having a really strong bond so neither you or Bakugou was shocked he showed up.

“Okay, then old man. Watch my kid.” Bakugou said, grabbing your hand and pulling you away. You almost forgot what his calloused hand felt like. He drug you to his car and the car ride was mostly silent. The talking began when you began to cook in the house you used to share.

“Do you love me?” You asked as you cut pork

“Yes, I love you. I never stopped, I am in love with you y/n. Today I love you more than yesterday but less than tomorrow.” He said slicing onions.

“Then why did you say that, say that you didn't love me.”

“Because I could see it, you don't look at me the same. We don't talk the way we used to. I don't want to string you along and make you hate being with me, because I love you more than life itself. And I was scared that one day you would wake up and you wouldn't need me and realize how easy it would be to leave me. That it would be my fault we ended because I was so focused on me I didn't see your pain. Scared that I would wake up and gaze into your eyes and find no love or joy in them. So I decided to let you go… I was thinking we just needed a break but you suggested a divorce and I agreed because I would do anything to make sure you keep that beautiful smile of yours. Even if you weren't smiling at me anymore… do you..” He said calmly, growing more emotional with each word.

“Yea, I never ever stopped. I was just tired, I am tired. But I want nothing more than for us to work… we can get through this, can't we?” You asked cautiously.

“Of course we can, we are Bakugous, we can do whatever the hell we want. And it will be different this time, we’ll talk about things and communicate better, I swear. I aint seeing a shrink though.” He said flicking water at you to make his last point more effective.

“Yes we are.” You giggled at him.

“No we aren't, you shitty dumbass. We don't need help, I can talk about my feelings without some dumb wanna be life coach.” He yelled as he began to wash the rice.

“Well we don't have to but I guess that means Zuku and Urakara have a better relationship than us since they go to counseling…” you trailed off with a shrug.

“Oh fuck you!” He roared at you, you giggled knowing he would now go. This was the most normal you felt in months, the happiest for sure. Just maybe things would be okay, and who were you kidding you could never fall out of love with the spiky haired explosion boy no matter what he did. It was toxic in a way but you could unpack that in the therapy sessions you were gonna force him to attend.

[samiwok]

Heyyyaaa! I super love ur haikyuu hcs nd scenarios! Can I request fem s/o making mug brownies at 3am with bokuto, oikawa, kuroo, and tsukki. I'm doing it alone rn nd it was just an activity that could turn cute nd adorable hehe thanks!

-> making mug brownies with their s/o [ Bokuto, Oikawa, Kuroo and Tsukishima ]

— Bokuto

3am. You were both in bed, laying without talking in the dark, in the night

« You sleep? »

« You do? »

You laughed to his unexpected answer « Bokuto baby if I’m asking you then I’m not » and he hummed of approval

You stayed silent a few minutes and suddenly both of you just suggested you could go down in the kitchen and cook somethin

You went downstairs together, looking like two children, doing something bad and you were feeling so excited about it. Cooking. At night. WITH YOUR BOYFRIEND.

« So what do we do yn ? » Bokuto whispered

« Why do you whisper Bokuto there is only the two of us here » you answered whispering

« Why are you whispering too then? » he added and you both laughed softly before talking normally finally

You found a brownies recipe and suggested it to him, he just looked at you with a huge smile who looked sincerely happy « whatever you want, I’ll follow you »

You finally chose you would do these so you started to prepare the ingredients and Bokuto looked at you smiling

« I think it is kinda silent don’t you think? » he said before putting some music

He took your hand and pulled you close to him and yeah you were there at 3 fucking am. Dancing with Bokuto, and cooking and so many other things

You had this impression that the night was never going to end and it felt so good to be here, with him. Doing simple things, that he was making extraordinary

The hours passed and while the brownies were on the microwave you were watching a movie with Bokuto and both of you forgot about it

« Okay so... sorry it must be cold now » you said feeling so guilty of ruining the brownies with your idea of watching a movie

« It’s okay » he said before eating some of the obviously cold brownies. His face turned to you « it’s sooo good » he told you and you laughed so much seeing him that way. His teeth were full of chocolate and he was not as sexy as usual but he was so damn cute

« I love you Bokuto Kōtarō, first man in my heart »

He smiled and you laughed again « why do you laugh at me » he pouted and you kissed him to make it up to him

« Yn. Let’s do this every night »

« We can’t do this every night we have to sleep » you laughed

« Oh right. But I want to do it again »

« We will babe »

— Oikawa

« Well well well who do I see in the Kitchen at almost 3 am ? » you heard your boyfriend’s voice coming from the door of the kitchen and when you turned back, he was standing there, staring at you

You felt guilty as if you were doing something bad when all you did was preparing things to make mug brownies

To occupy your lonely night where sleep does not seem to happen and also because well.. you just love mug brownies

« What are you doing babe ? Eating at night ? That’s not good for you and that’s certainly not good for me »

« Well go back to sleep if you need it, I’ll stay here alone without problems Tōru » you answered, thinking it would reassure him but it absolutely dit not

He pouted probably because he was trying to flirt and you ruined his thing so he joked « I can’t leave you alone in here you’re gonna burn the food and the house with it »

You sighed « well.. thank you for your trust, you won’t have the right to eat my brownies then »

« Oh so you’re making brownies ? Interesting, I’m going to stay here and watch you prepare it knowing I will eat everything later » he winked and smirked, asshole

For like 3 minutes only, Tooru was looking at you preparing the brownies and he was not saying anything, not doing anything and you felt in peace, thinking you were ALONE

But he stood up and came next to you, he wrapped his arms around you and leaned his head on yours

« Have I already told you how sexy, beautiful, cute, adorable and lovely you look when you’re cooking ? » he asked and you blushed, obviously not prepared for so much love and confession all of a sudden

You turned the microwave on to put the brownies on it but Tooru gripped your hands and kissed your cheeks « it’ll be okay, you’ve done enough let me do the rest I see it when you’re tired, just go to sleep princess I’ll finish it for you »

You opened your mouth to say something and he pressed his soft lips against yours « At least sit down and let me do this »

He was finishing the thing and you were on the table falling asleep. Tooru took a photo because damn you looked so cute at this very moment and he was like [ oh god I am so in love with her ]

Then he sat next to you and spent the rest of how night cuddling you, kissing you and keeping an eye over the brownies while you were sleeping

— Kuroo

You were in the kitchen, preparing some brownies alone because you wanted to surprise Kuroo waking him up on the morning with these to eat

You were concentrated, reading the list of ingredients needed to do the recipe and Kuroo entered the room

« Look how beautiful you are » he said, leaning on the wall and looking at you with such loving eyes

« What are you doing hidden here alone in the middle of the night baby ? » he added, walking towards you

You kissed his lips briefly, quickly going back to your preparation and he crossed his arms

You were not even looking at him and I swear he was about to pout like a lil baby

« You’re not going to let me touch anything ? » he said

« No! I am cooking this for you so I will do it from the beginning till the end alone » you insisted and he laughed

« Okay I give up on helping you doing this, you’re way too stubborn when you want something ugh » he was mocking you and he stole your recipe book

You tried to take it back but this huge kid just pulled his arm up with it to make sure you can’t take it

You were fighting but when Kuroo wants to annoy you he always succeeds to make you upset

« Are you going to let me help you or not ? »

« No ! »

« Then I keep this! » he laughed while opening the book above your both heads and he was reading the recipe

In the end you gave up and let him help you with it and even if your surprise was ruined, the night you spent cooking with him, laughing, talking and experimenting things was amazing

You ended eating the brownies together, feeding each other, kissing each other and the moment was just so soft

« Thanks for letting me join you yn. Even if every moment with you is great, tonight it was even more amazing and amusing » he said kissing your forehead

« Now that we ate it all, let’s go to bed I want to cuddle you » he added taking your hand

— Tsukishima

It was so late and you could not find sleep. Tsukishima was next to you in your bed, and baby had manage to fall asleep

You were so bored but did not want to wake him up because.. well.. it’s Tsukishima he’d probably does not appreciate that you wake him up because you can’t sleep

Si you went downstairs the most discreetly you could and you finally got to the kitchen [ hungry ] that is what you thought, probably because you saw a friend of yours posting a cake on her snapchat story

You opened the fridge and the lockers to see what you could find and as you were thinking about what you could do you heard his voice from behind you

« What the fuck are you doing yn it’s 3 am? » Tsukishima said softly, yet you jumped. Probably because you absolutely did not hear him coming

« I’m.. hungry » you said before laughing to his face going from 😐 to 😑

The boy was clearly annoyed by you and you expected him to turn off the lights and force you to go back to sleep with him but curiously he leaned on the table in the middle of the kitchen

His eyes were staring at you as if he was waiting for something from you

« What? » you asked, not knowing what to say other

« Well I’m waiting »

« Waiting for ? »

« You to give me the instructions » he answered a soft smile on his lips

You spent the rest of the hour cooking with him and you never knew you needed a moment like this with him but obviously he knew

You ate the preparation together and you went to sleep together. After this you found sleep, Tsukki’s loving arms wrapped around you

[riacte]

Happy Birthday to HC7!

Wow man, I can’t believe it’s an actual year... so I’mma go off the tangent for a bit.

I’ve been following HC since May 2019, but I only watched Grian (and eventually Ren) in HC6, so when HC7 started, I was excited to branch out. Unfortunately I couldn’t watch as many episodes as I like but still, I feel like I’ve known a lot more about the hermits and their projects this season!

The beginnings of HC7 always gives me good vibes. It’s just so... humble. Magical. Exciting. The hermits are stripped off their elytras and rockets and gear and shulker boxes and they have to start from the beginning, in the old-school way. And you get to see them do all their crazy grinds and builds from the very start, when they had nothing but determination and motivation.

I was also really proud of how the hermits grew MASSIVELY in the beginnings of HC7, especially Scar and Iskall. I was ecstatic to see more hermits reach 1mil subscribers, because they deserve that and so much more. HC fandom was also growing exponentially, with many fancontent made of wizard Scar and Pesky Bird and Bumbo Baggins and the infamous Doc-Bdubs divide (I mean, they’re the popular creators, but it still makes me super happy and gives out the GoodVibes). I remember staying up till 3am, totally engrossed in HC fanfic.

I know for y’all in the Western world, HC7 starts with quarantine and Covid, but since I’m in Asia, Covid has already been going on for like two months when HC7 began. The hermits provided a lot of comfort for me when I was sad or just bored. Like... the world is changing, but Hermitcraft is still there, as cheesy as it sounds.

I remember the night the HC7 E1 episodes were uploaded, I was vibrating with excitement. I was telling my friends to watch them. I had no idea who to watch first but I remember I clicked Impulse. I stayed up past 12am and I think I watched most of Doc’s episode and wondered why tf did I stick to Grian when there’s so much more out there.

Gradually more episodes came out, including those of my faves Grian, Scar, and Ren. And I was super mega happy to see Grian and Scar be neighbours because that’s all I wanted in S6, actually. A proper collab between those two crazy builders and cat lovers with chest monsters. And I was beyond excited to see that practically everyone I watched at that time (Grian, Mumbo, Scar, Stress, Iskall) lived in the same jungle. (Ren was the exception but he later moved in and I kinda lost it).

Early HC7 Jungle Gang and their builds have a very special place in my heart just because it’s so hopeful and funny and full of possibilities. I loved watching Grian annoy Mumbo, I loved every bit of Scar’s magical village, I loved Iskall bringing a brown panda to Stress’ place as a gift. Bdubs VS Doc was also extremely entertaining, and I still laugh over how cute BeeDoubleO is. And Ren! Ren’s Loser Island was so quaint and charming and cute and I’m so sad he blew it up lol. Something about his starter base just gets me. I even modified my survival starter base after his.

And the streams! The stream weekends! I was never into watching streams but HC7 convinced me. The hermits saw that we liked them, and kept on making them. I don’t remember a lot about the streams, but I do remember popping into Ren’s late at night, and he talked about living alone and the pandemic and how this Minecraft stream united people from all over the world, and he started listing out the countries people wrote down in chat, and I just started crying. It sounds stupid and parasocial, but fuck man, I really love the hermits.

I remember when there was a time Ren uploaded at 12am Saturday for me, so when I had a rough week, I would tuck myself into bed and refresh my feed until I saw Ren’s new weekly episode. (Ren’s my comfort YouTuber.) It was like... a habit of me, like when I felt bad I would be like “at least there’s gonna be a new Rendog episode by the end of this horrible week :D”. And that made me happy.

And then it sort of became a habit... I watched different hermits according to my moods. Whenever I felt more attentive, I watched Grian. Tired and bored? Stress. Wanted to calm down? Xisuma. Wanted to laugh? Bdubs. And when I just wanted some comfort? Ren.

Hermitcraft and its community has given me a lot of joy. I would go longer about how I met friends etc etc but I started being active because of Blue Bats lmao, and that’s a different story.

Just wanna send the hermits and the community some love <33 sorry this got so long lol, I really am very nostalgic haha.

To me, there really is something magical about Hermitcraft, and I don’t fully understand it, but maybe that’s the beauty of it.

[dew-itowo]

Forgiven

(please forgive how badly written this is. I stayed up till 3am and decided last minute i wanted to write something and this is it. I blame Ben Platt for popping up on my recommended. Grow AS We Go is major codywan energy.)

They stood there for the longest second. Staring at one another as the fact that the oldest had not died set into reality. 

Cody looking like a wreck could not believe his eyes or screaming mind. But Obi-wan was right there, alive, and mostly well. Waiting for anything Cody was about to saw. Praying to the living force that he wouldn’t yell out of anger. 

But Cody just stood there. Staring. Like he’d never known who he’d been or where he was. Just staring, confused, and scared looking. 

“Cody?” 

The flinch he received somehow made everything worse. Still silent as the air in the room grew quiet and uncomfortable. Cody still trying to find his words looked down to the floor. 

“Cody, you have to say something. I can’t read your mind love.” 

Can’t and Won’t. Cody looked up at him tiredly, sighing. “So you think Im just gonna forgive you and forget about how you died? Obi-wan I- I couldn't even be at your funeral. I was half a universe away from you. Do you know what that does to a person. Hearing that the love of your life was shot off a roof top and fell twelve stories to his death? I mourned for you! and then come to find out it was all a ruse just get information! No. I’m not going to say anything, Because anything I say will ruin me more than I am already.” Gently the harsh words sting Obi-wan’s skin. Like soap in the eyes. He could feel the sadness and confused anger welling in Cody’s Signature. Growing heavy with it as the silence fell around them one again. Only proving just how bad he’d messed this all up. 

“Do you hate me?” he asks quietly of his lover. 

Cody takes a deep breath and steps toward Obi-wan. Till he’s almost and inch away from him. Taking his face in the palms of his lare callused hands he speaks. Gravely and pain filled. “I’m disappointed and hurt Obi-wan. But there’s nothing in this universe that could ever make me hate you in the tiniest bit. My vows weren’t for nothing you know.” 

[soft-hard-peaches]

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Warning: brief make outs

Kim Hongjoong

After a long night of benging on the new Netflix series, you two lost track of time. Seven episodes ago it was only 5 o’clock now but the next thing he knew it was nearing midnight and there were still a few episode left in the season. You’ve gone this far and giving up is not an option. 

After you skipped the opening credits to the next episode, you get up to stretch your stiff joints from the prolonged sitting. Hongjoong lets out a deep yawn then clears his throat. He’s been thinking about asking you this since proposing the Netflix hangout, not for something like “Netflix n Chill” but because he genuinely likes hanging out with you and hates saying goodbye.

“It’s pretty late, how about I gets some extra blankets and pillow?”, He tries to say nonchalantly.

You smile and plop down back beside him, “Like a slumber party?”

Trying to hide his excitement, he hurries up to fetch the supplies for his favorite person and him.

Park Seonghwa

Late night practice can be pretty grueling for anyone and the boys were about tapped-out at this point. Seonghwa, San, and Wooyoung were off to the side taking a breather till they heard the door open and Jongho shouting, ”Y/n brought food!!” Within that instant Wooyoung abandoned the two to get the food from you and the rest gave their thanks. San accompanied Seonghwa watching the boys mood isntantly lightened from the gift but Hwa’s mood illuminated for a different reason.

Seonghwa has been working up the courage to ask you out for months but with promotions and other scheduling, he hasn't found the time. But seeing you here to take care of him and the boys, even when it’s this late, made his heart swoon. “Hyung, you should make your move before one of them do.” That thought put a fire under his butt and he felt like he had to do something soon to at least let you know he was interested.

“Hey Y/n?” Seonghwa pulled you aside. He thought he was ready until he caught your deep soulful eyes and fumbles, “Uh, It’s late so you can spend the night with me-- I mean us-- I MEAN on the couch... at the dorm. The silence fills the distance between you both but you smile confusedly, “Are you sure?” Are the guys okay with that?”

“Of course, Seonghwa hyung would love for you to stay the night!”, San boldly stated, embarassing the poor hyung and the rest of the boys agree with their mouths full. 

Jeong Yunho

“Of course she said yes! Who could say no to this face?”, he expresses as he plays with his hyung’s face all while Yunho silently thinks about what he just did.

Neither of you have stayed over at each other's house, I mean you have had late night rendezvous and 3am hangouts but this seems so much more real for him. Not that being sexual intimate wasn't real enough for him but having you officially stay the night, hanging out without having to sneak around or sneak out feels so grown up to him.

"If Y/n is gonna sleep in your room, you better straighten up. You're messy.", Seonghwa jabs at him, waking him from space. He always kept his room as clean as he could or was willing to clean and he and his roommate San aren't necessarily filthy guys but the though of you staying in a pigsty was unacceptable.

Yunho bults up and makes a bee line to his bedroom as the boys laugh at his actions, "Gotta go! Gotta CLEAN!!"

"Yah! Hyung don't forget your jerkoff sock!", San finishes off as Yunho slams the door in response.

Kang Yeosang

"Ok so what should we do next?", Yeosang asked you with a stiff smile.

He was so excited to have you over for the first time. So much so that he's been planning this night for a week. He bought boardgames, 2 player video games, snacks, and drinks. He even went out and bought a big warm blanket to cuddle in. Everyone cautioned him to keep it cool so he wouldn't try so hard but the little bundle of energy could not keep it cool. I mean he loves you so much that he wants you to feel at him in his home. But you blew through the boardgames and neither of you are any good at the video game so he's at a standstill.

Though glum, he tries to hide his antsy anxiety that you're not having a good time. He takes a big gulp from the cola can infront of him to hide his nervousness. "Wanna play another game?", he ask without looking at you. "No, I wanna go to bed.", you return. The response hurts his pride with all his effort. "Oh... Okay", he forgets to hide his sadness.

But you place your palm on his upper thigh and lean in to initiate a long wanting kiss on his lips.

Your lips unlock and eyes finally meet as he repeats with a different emotion, "...Oh...Okay."

Choi San

San had missed you so much that he didn't want you to leave so he did what any boyfriend would do and invited you to stay. Of course you weren't going to say no because you missed him too. But to top your excitement was his when he saw you in his hoodie. All the more reason why he brought you straight to his and Yunho's room.

The dark room fulled with soft moans and kissing sounds. San's hand slides up from for thigh to grip your hips slightly then up to find his way under your hoodie. He halts the makeout session to nuzzle his head in the crook of your neck. Once breathing heavily is now slowed and peaceful as you two cuddled in the dark.

Snuggled perfectly on the valley of your breast while you comb your manicured fingers through his hair, "I love you, Y/n." Your breath hitched slightly but you hope he didn't noticed. Before you could return the sentiment a tall figure burst through the door making his way to his bed. "Yah, I'm not sleeping on the couch to get you layed.", Yunho whispered loud enough so you both could hear. You both tried to cover your snickers over the situation.

"Good night, hyung."

"'night, Yunho."

Song Mingi

You walk out of the bathroom, face freshly washed, teeth brushed, amd donning dark and light blue, checkered pyjamas. You walk into the kitchen where you last left your boyfriend Mingi but you only see Jongho and San. "Where'd Mingi go?", you asked the boys. With a hint of woe in the salty maknae's voice, "He's in the room that I am not aloud in for the night.", he spits at you but you pay him not mind. "Goodnight guys.", you thank them as you head back to the room.

Greeting you is the long bodied dork that makes you smile like no other, "Yo, you found me babe." Seeing that he heard your whole ordeal searching for him, you don't fill him in about your trip to the kitchen. Mingi gestures you to come to bed by patting the space he made for you and you obey his call, snuggling up in the comfortably warm sheets that pleasantly smell like him.

You turned around to the nightstand to turn off the lamp but stops from the sudden feeling of Mingi's arm wrapped around your stretched out body. You chuckle at him trying to pull you back so you shut off the light and quickly nuzzle against him.

"I'm happy you're with me, Y/n."

The dark room hides your blush. "I'm happy too, Mingi."

Jung Wooyoung

"Wow, you really dressed up for this playdate.", San jokingly poked at Wooyoung's pyjama set and headband. Wooyoung retorted with a taunting laugh, "it's not a 'playdate' It's a sleepover." And you're just jealous that Y/n is coming to see me and not you." Wooyoung felt a bit prideful that you like him enough to spend the night watching movies with him. At first it was always Wooyoung, San, and you so he hardly got any one-on-one time with you but San agreed to leave you two be so Woo could woo you.

A few hours after you arrived and Wooyoung is as lively and energetic as ever. This was the first time Wooyoung had seen you in casual home attire. He thought you were so cute in your favorite oversized hoodie and pyjama bottoms. His smile was bigger than usual tonight.

After the first movie ended, you two made your way to the kitchen to raid for snacks. Wooyoung leaned on the counter with a snack cake in his mouth and a cup of juice in hand, watching you enjoy a box of cookies. Almost giddy, he hoped you were having as much of a good time as he was watching you.

"Yah, Y/n, what should we watch next?" Wooyoung asked smiling, taking a sip of his drink.

Choi Jongho

With Jongho sprawled on the floor scrolling through his social media and you on his bed above him playing Animal Crossing on your Switch, you two spend another evening enjoying each other's company. Jongho likes that he doesn't have to try too hard to entertain you. You like him for him and respect his quite disposition so calm hangouts like this are a normal occurrence.

"Hey Jongho?", you gained his attention as you flashed your screen at him, "I made you." He flashes a shy gummy smile as he sees a mini game version himself. Smiling at his smile, you look up at the clock to see it's later than you thought, "When did it become 9?!" Jongho looks at you with a blank face as he sasses back, "Sometime after 8". You hopped off his bed, ignoring his comment, to gather your stuff, "I already miss the first bus. Now I have to catch the late one home."

Jongho gets up and place your stuff back down to grab your hand, calming your frenzy slightly, "How about you stay the night and I'll walk you home in the morning?" His suddeness stops and flusters you. "Seonghwa hyung, can Y/n spend the night?", Jongho shouts out his door with Seonghwa shouting back, "Yah! I'm not your mom!"

"See, it's okay.", the forward boy reassures you as mingi walks out from the shower, "Hyung? Can Y/n sleep here tonight?" Mingi sizes both you up and walks away chuckling, "Sure I'll hangout in the living room.

Jongho looks back at you and places his hands gently on your shoulders, "See? It's okay." You give him a reassuring smile and lay back down on his bed. He leaves the door ajar and lays down with you.

[themusedump]

Halsey + Manic (2020) sentence memes because I truly love this album. I don’t like it as much as badlands but it really is good. I plan on doing a meme of all three of her major albums. 

ashley

“I can't remember why the decision wasn't mine but it seems I'm only clinging to an idea now.” “Took my heart and sold it out to a vision that I wrote myself.” “I only wanna die some days.” “When I burst into flames I'll leave you the dust, my love.” “I told you I'd spill my guts.” “Seems like now it's impossible to work this out.” “Is it really that strange if I always wanna change?” “I think I'm making a mistake” “But if I decide to break, who will fill the empty space?” “Apart from my beating heart. It's a muscle but it's still not strong enough to carry the weight of the choices I've made.” “I told you I'd ride this out.” “It's getting harder every day somehow.”

clementine

“And in my world, the people on the street don't know my name.” “Because in my world, I'm constantly, constantly havin' a breakthrough.” “Would you make out with me underneath the shelter of the balcony?“ “'Cause I don't need anyone,” “I don't need anyone. I just need everyone and then some.” “The blush in your cheeks says that you bleed like me.” “Would you make out with me on the floor of the mezzanine?” “And still with one eye open, well, all I see is you.” “I left my daydreams at the gate because I just can't take 'em too.”

graveyard

“It's crazy when the thing you love the most Is the detriment.” “Oh, 'cause I keep digging myself down deeper.” “I won't stop till I get where you are.” “They say I may be making a mistake.” “I woulda followed all the way, no matter how far.” “You look at me with eyes so dark I don't know how you even see.” “Oh, it's funny how the warning signs can feel like they're butterflies.”

you should be sad

“I gotta get it off my chest.” “Got no anger, got no malice, just a little bit of regret.” “Know nobody else will tell you.” “No, you're not half the man you think that you are.” “You can't fill the hole inside of you with money, drugs and cars.” “I'm so glad I never ever had a baby with you.” “You can't love nothing unless there's something in it for you.” “Oh, I feel so sorry.” “I feel so sad.” “I tried to help you, it just made you mad.” “And I had no warning about who you are.” “I'm just glad I made it out.” “Won't see your alligator tears ‘cause, no, I've had enough of them.” “I really meant well from the start.” “Take a broken man right in my hands and then put back all his parts.” “You can't fill the hole inside of you with money, girls and cars.” “You should be sad.”

forever ... (is a long time)

“And I curse the ground for growing green.” “I spent a long time substituting honest with sarcastic.” “I curse my tongue for being mean.” “He cut me open, sucked the poison from an aging wound.” “I could never hold a perfect thing and not demolish it.” “What am I thinking? What does this mean?” “How could somebody ever love me?” “Talk to your man, tell him he's got bad news coming.”

dominic's Interlude

“Your eyes are fragile and timeless.” “There's power in the words you whisper.” “He/she treats you cold and so mindless.” “Your eyes are drawn to the wine list.” “You should know there's power in the words you're thinking.” “Walk on the edge with someone new.” “You can take a chance, come take my hand.”

I HATE EVERYBODY

“I'm my own biggest enemy.” “My friends are getting bored of me.” “I don't know what they all think of me.” “But in reality I don't even remember anything but thinking you're the one.” “And I can force a future like it's nothing.” “I just hate everybody.” “Why can't I go home without somebody?” “I could fall in love with anybody who don't want me.” “I hate everybody. But, maybe I don't.” “I know I've got a tendency to exaggerate what I'm seein.” “It's 'cause I notice every single thing that's ever happening in the moment.” “But none of it is love so while I'm waiting for it.” “If I could make you love me, maybe you could make me love me.” “And if I can't make you love me then I'll just hate everybody.”

3am

“Darling, I've just left the bar.” “I've misplaced all my credit cards.” “Think I took it way too far.” “My insecurities are hurting me.” “Someone, please come and flirt with me.” “I really need a mirror that'll come along and tell me that I'm fine.” “I do it every time.” “Come on and make me feel alright again.” “I'm calling everybody that I know.” “I need it digital ‘cause, baby, when it's physical, I end up alone.” “Know that my identity's always gettin' the best of me.” “I'm the worst of my enemies and I don't really know what to do with me.” “And will you please pick up the fucking phone?“

without me

“Found you when your heart was broke.” “Took it so far to keep you close.” “I was afraid to leave you on your own.” “I said I'd catch you if you fall ad if they laugh, then fuck 'em all.” “And then I got you off your knees, put you right back on your feet just so you could take advantage of me.” “You know I'm the one who put you up there,” “Does it ever get lonely thinking you could live without me?” “I don't know why.” “Just running from the demons in your mind. then I took yours and made 'em mine.” “I didn't notice 'cause my love was blind.” “You don't have to say just what you did .I already know.” “So tell me, how's it feel?”

finally // beautiful stranger

“Sour apple baby, but you taste so sweet.” “And I wonder if you'd like to meet.” “Your voice is velvet through a telephone.” “You can come to mine, but both my roommates are home.” “Think I know a bar where they would leave us alone.” “And I wonder if you'd take it slow.” “The truth is this. That I've never seen a mouth that I would kill to kiss.” “And I'm terrified, but I can't resist.” “Beautiful stranger, here you are in my arms.” “I know that beautiful strangers only come along to do me wrong.” “But I think it's finally safe for me to fall.” “And I wonder if it goes too far.” “I've never recognized a purer face.” “You stopped me in my tracks and put me right in my place.” “Used to think that loving meant a painful chase.” “But you're right here now and I think you'll stay.”

alanis' interlude

“Bit my nails down so they wouldn't scratch.” “But who believes in needs like these?” “I'll take two of 'em, please.” “All these beautiful laughs and beautiful thighs.” “Your pussy is a wonderland.” “And I could be a better man.” “It doesn't matter to me.” “And I have never felt the difference.” “Bad news, think I'll probably die before I have you.”

killing boys

“Told me pick my battles and be picking 'em wise but I wanna pick 'em all and I don't want to decide.” “No more, no more, anymore.” “So we'll sneak in the back and then we'll kick in the door.” “Tell me have you ever keyed a Ferrari before?” “Oh no, oh I don't anymore.” “And I'm not breaking, I won't take it.” “And I won't ever feel this way again.” “'Cause you don't need me anymore.” “And I won't ever try again.” “All I want in return is revenge.” “Cause I don't need you anymore.” “So where do you go?”

SUGA's Interlude (I’m not going to use the translations of this one because I have no way of telling how accurate they are sorry.)

“I been trying all my life to separate the time in between the having it all and giving it up,.” “I wonder what's in store if I don't love it anymore.”

more

“They told me once nothing grows when a house ain't a home.” “Is it true, honestly?” “Wanna scream but what's the use?“ “I just can't take it no more.” “They told me it's useless.” “There's no hope in store.” “But somehow I just want you more.” “Wonder will we ever meet?“ “And would you know it right away how hard I tried to see your face?” “'Cause I still believe it won't be like before.” “And when you decide it's your time to arrive, I've loved you for all of my life.” “And nothing could stop me from giving a try. I've loved you for all of my life.” “Somehow I'll still love you more.”

still learning

“I should be living the dream.” “I got a paranoia in me.” “And you wouldn't believe everything that I've seen.” “I know that I've done some wrong but I'm trying to make it right.” “I know that I love you but I'm still learning to love myself.” “I go home and I got no self-esteem.”

929

“Well, who am I?” “Can't remember half the time that I've been alive.” “Don't meet your heroes, they're all fucking weirdos." “Because nobody loves you, they just try to fuck you.” “And who do you call when it's late at night?” “You gotta promise us that you won't die cause we need you.” “And it's just these things that I'm thinking for hours.” “I lost the love of my life to an ivory powder but then I realise that I'm no higher power.” “I wasn't in love then and I'm still not now and I'm so happy I figured that out.” “I've got a long way to go until self-preservation.” “Think my moral compass is on a vacation.” "I can't believe I still feed my fucking temptation.” “And I'm still looking for my salvation.” “And I'm a fucking liar.”

I'm Not Mad

“I'm not even mad anymore.” “I don't even want you back anymore.” “I don't remember what we had anymore.” “I hope your back aches and your knees hurt.” “I hope you think about me sleeping in your t-shirt.” “I hope your little brother turns out to be nothing like you.” “I hope that you hurt more than I do.” “And honestly I still wish you nothing but the best.” “I know that you're still self-obsessed.” “I hear the wicked get no rest but when you do I hope you'll dream of me.” “I don't even hope you die these days.” “I hope you live 'til eighty-five these days.” “I hope it's eating you alive these days.” “I've got a twenty dollar bill that says that you never ever ever gonna change.”

Wipe Your Tears

“Nothing's gonna hurt you, baby.” “Nothing's gonna make you cry.” “I'll be damned if I ever let another hand wipe your tears before they dry.” “Keep your friends close but this pretty girl closer.” “But she's so cold but the world is colder.” “Take her in my lap and I promise that I'll hold her.” “My bed is too big for only me.”

[ofthemuses]

Halsey’s MANIC (2020) Sentence Meme

Ashley

“I can't remember why the decision wasn't mine.”

“Took my heart and sold it out.”

“I only wanna die someday.”

“When I burst into flames I'll leave you the dust, my love.”

“I told you I'd spill my guts.”

“Seems like now it's impossible to work this out.”

“Is it really that strange if I always wanna change?“

“if only the time and space between us wasn't lonely.”

“I think I'm making a mistake.”

“But if I decide to break, who will fill the empty space?“

“I told you I'd ride this out.”

Clementine

“And in my world, the people on the street don't know my name.”

“Would you make out with me underneath the shelter of the balcony?“

“'Cause I don't need anyone.”

“I just need everyone and then some.”

“The blush in your cheeks says that you bleed like me.”

“And still with one eye open, well, all I see is you.”

Graveyard

“It's crazy when the thing you love the most is the detriment.”

“I keep digging myself down deeper.”

“I won't stop till I get where you are.”

“They say I may be making a mistake.”

“I know when you godown all your darkest roads, I woulda followed all the way to the graveyard.”

“I keep running when both my feet hurt.”

“Oh, it's funny how the warning signs can feel like they're butterflies.”

You Should Be Sad

“I gotta get it off my chest.”

“Got no anger, got no malice. Just a little bit of regret.”

“you're not half the man you think that you are.”

“you can't fill the hole inside of you with money, drugs and cars.”

“I'm so glad I never ever had a baby with you.”

“you can't love nothing unless there's something in it for you.”

“I feel so sorry.”

“I feel so sad.”

“I tried to help you. It just made you mad.”

“And I had no warning about who you are.”

“Won't see your alligator tears. 'Cause, no, I've had enough of them.”

“I really meant well from the start.”

“You should be sad.”

Forever ... (is a long time)

“I spent a long time substituting honest with sarcastic.”

“I curse my tongue for being mean.”

“'Cause I could never hold a perfect thing and not demolish it.”

“What am I thinking? What does this mean?“

“How could somebody ever love me?”

“Talk to your man, tell him he's got bad news coming.”

Dominic's Interlude

“Your eyes are fragile and timeless.”

“There's power in the words you whisper.”

“Your eyes are drawn to the worthless.”

“You should know there's power in the words you're thinking.”

“You can take a chance, come take my hand.”

I HATE EVERYBODY

“I'm my own biggest enemy.”

“Yeah, all my empathy's a disaster.”

“My friends are getting bored of me.”

“I don't know what they all think of me.”

“But in reality, I don't even remember anything but thinking you're the one.”

“And really I could fall in love with anybody who don't want me.”

“I know I've got a tendency to exaggerate what I'm seeing.”

“I know that it's unfair on me to make a memory out of a feeling.”

“If I could make you love me, maybe you could make me love me.”

3am

“Darling, I just left the bar.”

“Think I took it way too far.”

“My insecurities are hurting me.”

“Someone, please come and flirt with me.”

“I really need a mirror that'll come along and tell me that I'm fine.”

“Come on and make me feel alright again.”

“I know it's complicated 'cause everyone that I've dated says they hate it 'cause they don't know what to do with me.”

“Know that my identity's always gettin' the best of me.”

“I'm the worst of my enemies and I don't really know what to do with me.”

“And will you please pick up the fucking phone?”

Without Me

“Found you when your heart was broke.”

“Took it so far to keep you close.”

“I was afraid to leave you on your own.”

“I said I'd catch you if you fall.”

“And if they laugh, then fuck 'em all.”

“Just so you could take advantage of me.”

“You know I'm the one who put you up there.”

“Just running from the demons in your mind.”

“I didn't notice 'cause my love was blind.”

“Tell me, how's it feel sittin' up there?“

“You don't have to say just what you did. I already know.”

Finally // Beautiful Stranger

“Your eyes, so crystal green.”

“And I wonder if you'd like to meet.”

“Your voice is velvet through a telephone.”

“I wonder if you'd take it slow.”

“I've never seen a mouth that I would kill to kiss and I'm terrified, but I can't resist.”

“I know that beautiful strangers only come along to do me wrong.”

“But I think it's finally safe for me to fall.”

“I've never recognized a purer face.”

“You stopped me in my tracks and put me right in my place.”

“Used to think that loving meant a painful chase but you're right here now and I think you'll stay.”

Alanis' Interlude

“I could be a better man.”

“It doesn't matter to me.”

“And I have never felt the difference.”

“Bad news, think I'll probably die before I have you.”

“But I live for loving impolite.”

killing boys

“Told me pick my battles and be picking 'em wise.”

“So we'll sneak in the back and then we'll kick in the door.”

“Tell me have you ever keyed a Ferrari before?”

“And I'm not breaking, I won't take it.”

“And I won't ever feel this way again.”

“'Cause you don't need me anymore.”

“And all I want in return is revenge.”

“I don't need you anymore.”

SUGA's Interlude 

“I been trying all my life to separate the time in between the having it all and giving it up.”

“This wandering, with only blueness inside my head.”

“Self-loathing and pride live in my heart.”

“I was full of dreams, then I grew and made all of it come true.”

“keeping dreams as dreams would be better.”

“The dawn before sunrise is darker than anything.”

“But never forget the stars you hope for only appear in the dark.”

“I wonder what's in store if I don't love it anymore.”

“Is it even right? It's honestly different to the future I had hoped for.”

“It doesn't matter, now it's a matter of survival.”

“It may be different to what you were hoping for.”

“We are too young to be hesitating, just run head-on onto it.”

“So what you gonna do?“

More

“They told me once nothing grows when a house ain't a home.”

“Wanna scream but what's the use?“

“I just can't take it no more.”

“They told me it's useless.”

“There's no hope in store.”

“But somehow I just want you more.”

“Wonder will we ever meet?“

“'Cause I still believe it won't be like before.”

“And when you decide it's your time to arrive. I've loved you for all of my life.”

“And nothing could stop me from giving a try.”

“I've loved you for all of my life.”

Still Learning

“I should be living the dream.”

“I got a paranoia in me.”

“And you wouldn't believe everything that I've seen.”

“And no one around me knows who I am, what I'm on, who I've hurt and where they've gone.”

“I know that I've done some wrong but I'm trying to make it right.”

“Did the one I love do me wrong?”

“Give me up right now.”

“I know that I love you but I'm still learning to love myself.”

“ I go home and I got no self-esteem.”

“No man wants to really commit.”

“I try to be a man but sometimes if I breathe it's alright.”

“Some things don't change.”

929

“Well, who am I?”

“Can't remember half the time that I've been alive.”

"Don't meet your heroes, they're all fucking weirdos."

“Because nobody loves you, they just try to fuck you.”

"Oh my God, there's no way that's me"

“And I quit smoking, well recently I tried.”

"____ you gotta promise us that you won't die ‘cause we need you." 

“I lost the love of my life to an ivory powder.”

“But then I realise that I'm no higher power.”

“That I wasn't in love then and I'm still not now and I'm so happy I figured that out.”

“I've got a long way to go until self-preservation.”

“Think my moral compass is on a vacation.”

“And I can't believe I still feed my fucking temptation.”

“And I'm still looking for my salvation.”

[theem0fangirl]

3am talks (Finn Wolfhard x OC)

POV: Grace is nervous about videochatting with Finn for the first time. Once they start talking their conversations get a little bit more deeper.

It was currently 9:30 pm, Grace had recently jumped out of the shower and was heading to her bedroom to get dressed. 

Finn and Grace had gotten really close to each other to the point where they both exchanged phone numbers, would each  other memes, reaction pictures, wholesome memes, cursed pictures of each others, among other stuff. 

Tonight was going to be the first time they would see each other and actually TALK to each other without having the need to send pictures. Grace was so nervous about tonight, she wanted everything to go smoothly. 

Finny boy: Hey im ready when you are!

CRAP.CRAP.CRAP.CRAP. 

She placed her laptop on the desk, finally setting her butt down on the new chair her dad bought her. She shook her head, relaxed her muscles and turned on her laptop. 

Her heart did leaps when she saw the facetime icon. 

Oh my god... he’s even more beautiful when you look at him through camera, she thought. 

“Is everything okay?, you aren’t talking“ 

her cheeks flushed, she didn't realize she hadn't talked. 

“Oh, lord, I’m so sorry. I just don’t know what to say I have never facetimed before with someone that was really cute“ she thought that maybe a little bit flirting wouldn’t hurt, even though she shouldn’t, she didn’t want to creep him out. 

“And i have never facetimed with someone as pretty as you“

Oh my fucking god. At this point Grace couldn’t help but smile and thank the universe he couldn’t see her blush. 

When they both started the conversation it was pretty fun. They both got to ask questions to get to know each other better. 

Grace was finally comfortable around Finn to show him her night routine, tonight she was including her curly hair routine. 

Finn thought it was funny how she made it look like she was doing a youtube video on her night routine. 

“And after that I apply this moisturizer on my hair and use this diffuser to activate my curls so you’re gonna hear some weird noises coming from the blow dryer”

Finn couldn’t avoid staring at her. The way that she always made something funny that made him laugh. He especially liked this side of Grace, the side where she was comfortable around him enough to show him certain things. 

What Finn loved about Grace was her hair. Even though he loved the way she looked but her hair was the one that caught his attention. It was long and curly. 

He even liked the lighting where she was in, he could see her facial aspects better. Like her adorable nose and dark brown eyes. 

“Why are you staring?” she nervously asked, Finn had been staring at her with a wide grin on his face this whole time. “Just enjoying the view in front of me” her cheeks burned up again “I swear to god Finn it almost feels like you’re flirting with me”, “What if I am?”.

Record scratch. 

Was he actually flirting with her?. 

She dismissed his sentence and went straight to another topic. 

“Oh nice” Grace was looking at her phone to check the message that had popped up “What’s up” she sets her phone down “It’s official, this girl right here is officially having a graduation and a prom” she said the word prom in a disgusting tone. 

“Woah, what’s wrong with prom?”

“Nothing, it’s just that-” she sighed “I was supposed to go to prom with my ex but ever since i dumped i have been looking for prom dates but i have come to no avail. No boy in this planet will ever want to go to Prom with me, it’s just a fact”

“Come on!, how can no guy would want to go to prom with you?” Finn was genuinely surprised. He thought that many boys would flaunt over her. 

“HA!” she exclaimed “Like that’ll ever happen. Finn, guys here don’t find me attractive, just fuckable”

Finn had randomly gotten an idea on the top of his head. He didn't if Grace would approve of his idea though. 

“Well, what do you say if I go to prom with you?” 

Grace’s heart was doing leaps again. She could feel her nerves in her stomach, or maybe it was the shivering from the cold air in her room caused from her air conditioner. 

“Finn that’s insane. Will you really fly all the down to Puerto rico just to go to prom with me?”

“Not just prom, Grace, to go to your graduation and support you and to obviously hang out with you”

“Still, you really don’t have to. I don’t want you going to prom with me just because you feel forced to”

“Hey!” he shouted “I am not being forced to go to prom with you, okay?. I want to genuinely wear a tux and tie, buy you a corsage and stare at you in a very beautiful dress and say to myself, god damn my date is very fucking beautiful!”

Grace couldn’t believe what her ears were hearing. Was Finn actually asking her out for prom?.

“Well, if you say so. My graduation is July seven and my prom is September 10” 

Finn seemed to be writing down these dates on his phone. 

“Which is also a couple of days away from your birthday which is the seventeenth“

“Finn, you remembered my birthday“ Grace had terrible luck when it came to her birthday. Not many people would remember her birthday.

“How could I forget the birthday of the most special person in my life“

Every time Finn would say something like that her heart would do endless leaps, and it would twist and turn. 

“Believe it or not I started to get tiktok famous just two weeks after I got my new phone“ 

It was now 2am and Grace was in the kitchen raiding the chips ahoy from the fridge and was going to take a can of coca cola. 

“It’s amazing how many people actually liked my videos, I just thought they were cringe“

Finn chuckled “They were actually pretty good. Including the choice of clothes like, how did that happen?”

“Well, the day after I got my new phone I went out on a girls day with my mom’s cousin to the metropolitan area and we ended going to the mall that they had and we bought some clothes and shoes and makeup and that is how everything came together“ 

Around June 11, 2020 just a couple of weeks after the stay at home order had been lifted, her mom’s cousin invited her on a girls day out. They went to the metropolitan area where with sixty dollars she bought her dream shoes. It was the best day for her. 

“I remember that I had decided to do the video that day after I had gone out with my mom’s cousin. I had recently placed the LED lights around my room and I was like, oh what the hell I’‘m bored and I have nothing else to do. So i just put on a good combo of clothes and makeup and made the videos“

“And thanks to those videos they led you to meet me“

She jokingly rolled her eyes. 

They had been talking for hours. It was around 3 am now and Grace was getting a bit sleepy. But that didn’t stop her and Finn from having a naked conversation. 

Grace was starting to talk about her shitty ex’s, including her most recent ex, telling him everything he did to her including the things he did behind her back when they had broken up. 

“Jesus christ, what a fucking dickhead”

Grace was wrapped around in her blankets making her look like a burrito. Finn found this extremely adorable. 

“I just wish that for once I had a healthy relationship with a guy, you know?. But all I get are stupid boys with no sense of morals”

“You deserve someone better, Grace, that’s a fact”

he silently muttered a “Someone like me” without having Grace hear him.

It wasn’t till he saw that Grace had fallen asleep already. Now THIS sight was extremely adorable to him. 

He ended the call and closed his laptop. He fell back on his bed, the adorable image of Grace still running wild through his mind. A smile plastered on his face. 

He was definitely going to have sweet dreams tonight.

[gatticus]

(Don't mind me) Becca/Troy - Forget

bleep blop i wrote this at 3am apologies that it is, as usual, 8 years after you sent the prompt

They lay in bed often after they sleep together.

Usually they don’t speak. They usually lie and stew in regret about what they have done, what they continue to do. To chalk it up to just another mistake, something neither of them have any intention to do again.

It’s a lie, but it’s comforting to assume so.

“Did you think about me at all?” She breaks the silence, and she sees him frown, but he makes no sign otherwise to show that he has heard her. “When I was in the coma?” She elaborates.

He doesn’t say anything for a moment, his brows drawn together, and she almost thinks that he’s going to ignore her.

“Of course I did.”

That’s all he provides. She sighs, and closes her eyes, irritated at his continual lack of emotion to anything they had been through–what they continue to go through.

“I used to have these dreams,” He starts speaking lowly, but she doesn’t open her eyes. “We’d be sat in a park–or a forest, I don’t know where, and you’d be telling me a story. I forget what you were saying now but I remember how funny I found it. I’d laugh and laugh ‘till my chest hurt and then I’d wake up. On my own.”

She tries to not let her breath hitch, but she knows it does anyway. Her eyes flicker open in the half light from the window as she looks at him. He’s looking at the window, at the moon as it casts a horizontal stripe over the bed.

“I tore up the damn sheets looking for you.” He snorts, though there’s no humor in it. “Thinkin’ you’d be hiding under the pillows or something. Then I’d remember what happened.”

She doesn’t know what to say. She wants to touch him, to hold his hand, but her hand stays stubbornly by her side, like lying in bed with a stranger.

“I’m sorry.” She says, finally.

“It wasn’t your fault,” He frowns again, but he almost looks wistful. “You didn’t know.”

“I wish I did.”

He doesn’t say anything. She assumes that means the conversation is finished, a rare insight into all the walls he desperately tries to put up around her. She doesn’t blame him, not everyone can be an open book like she is.

“Go to sleep.” He says, but its gentle. Its not an instruction, its a suggestion.

She closes her eyes, abides by his suggestion, and tries to slow her breathing. She’ll wake up alone, like she always does, and he’ll pretend that he had every intention of staying.

“I’m not gonna see you in the morning,” She speaks, slowly, tired. “Am I?”

He lets her question hang in the air for a moment.

“No.”

“You don’t have to wait for me to go to sleep.”

She doesn’t want to be angry, she doesn’t want to let her words seep in malice but the whole pretense he does–the waiting for her to sleep so he can slip out without any repurcussions, it irritates her. He never wants to get his hands dirty, he wants to fuck and run.

She supposes that’s cruel to think, as she hears him slip out of bed. She knows he still cares about her, that he is emotionless as possible so that he doesn’t slip any further than he already has. But he’s deluding himself. He’s already in too deep.

He was before she even woke up.

She hears him hesitate at the door, wondering whether to say goodbye; The door closes. 

She’s not surprised that he doesnt. 

[cryingxdiamonds-blog]

I wanna be more than that...

I’m sorry this is bad lol, I wrote it on my phone in one go. Don’t hate me, I don’t 100% ship them but how could i not lol?

‘There is no point in using the word impossible to describe something that has clearly happened..’ David X Natalie - Pre relationship

I literally don’t know what’s going on! David sighed, plopping himself down on the sofa. ‘You’re being dramatic’! Jason argued, his arms folded. ‘He really isn’t’ Zane said awkwardly in the corner.. ‘Have you not noticed something is going on between them?’ David shot Zane a glare to which Zane put his palms up defensively.

‘She can’t keep eye contact with me, she doesn’t speak to me unless she has to, and I caught her looking at apartments in Chicago!’ David almost yelled, not at anyone in particular but yelling at the room in frustration. The boys exchanged glances. This was the first time David had opened up about the rumours and tension that’s been going on, and they honestly didn’t know how to take it.

‘David...’ Jason said softly ‘Natalie is your assistant, it’s not like she can ignore you, she’s basically with you 24/7?’ David scoffed ‘ha! Yeah that’s probably what’s caused this mess.’

There was a pause. Brains silently ticking over, trying to approach the rare sight of David talking about his emotions with care and precision. Carly sat down next to him and placed her hand on his knee. He tried the best he could to give her a smile of appreciation but barely managed it. ‘David.. Natalie knows how much help you need with everything, she wouldn’t just jet off and leave, she’s your best friend?’ .. ‘Carly.. I’m not worried about loosing my assistant, she’s so much more than an assistant , she’s.. she’s so much more’

‘When is she due back’ Jason asked

‘Like any minute now’ David replied, glancing at his watch. ‘Maybe just talk to her?’ Jason suggested sheepishly. ‘Jason, we’ve slept in the same bed countless times over the past couple of months, we stay up till 4 laughing and watching films despite me changing my vlog schedule so I can have more sleep! There used to be this unspoken thing about like physical contact where it would only be an awkward hug but now, more or less anything goes. Trust me part of me wishes it had stayed the way it was but I’d be lying if I said I wanted to just be her friend. And now she’s finally caught on and let’s just say it’s the reaction I wasn’t exactly hoping for. But do you know what’s worse than being just her friend? Not being her friend at all... loosing her completely, I can’t.. I can’t do that! So the fact she won’t even keep eye contact with me during a coversation before I’ve told her anything, I dread to think what she would do after’

David slumped back down in his seat, physically and mentally defeated. ‘It just sucks you know... I wish I knew it earlier, I wish it happened earlier, back in high school, before the life long friendship thing you know’ he tried to chuckle at the end to make light of the situation, more for everyone else’s benefit than his own. Before anyone could think of some empty comforting words, the sound of a Mercedes could be heard pulling into the drive.

‘Well, I guess the rest of you can witness it for yourself’ David said, motioning towards the door. ‘Errrr okay quick let’s think of a topic or else all of us sitting here in silence staring at the door is gonna seem real weird’ Erin said quickly, looking around the room for inspiration. ‘Ermm, errr, the poscast!’ Heath blurted out. ‘So yeah, Jason, are you going to keep the same length of time and like are you actually going to have guest and..’ Natalie walked through the door during Heath’s babbling, lifting her head and giving a slight wave to acknowledge everyone there.

‘Yeah, David, home depo didn’t have the paint you wanted but I can look online’ she said, not looking at him but walking towards the fridge. David stood up to follow her, ‘Maybe I can drive us to Walmart in a bit’ he suggested, looking at her from across the table. With a slight frown Natalie lifted her eyes to meet his own for a brief moment, before turning on her heels with her bottle of water. ‘Nah it’s okay I’ll pop over in a bit’ she said before sitting next to Jason on the sofa.

‘Well I don’t mind going, I -‘ David was interrupted by Todd swinging in through the door. ‘Hey, Sorry did I miss anything!? You haven’t confessed anything to Natalie yet have you? Todd said with a laugh.

The colour practically drained from David’s face, staring at Todd who frowned in response, until he turned the corner and saw Natalie sitting on the sofa, her head now looking up from her phone. David’s eyes remained on the front door, despite Todd now having moved into the living room, his mouth opening and closing at a loss for words.

For the first time in weeks, Natalie’s eyes remained locked onto David’s features. Her expression was unreadable. Awkwardly looking back and forth between Natalie’s blank stare and David nervously biting his lip, eyes still glued to the door, the others began to make a move towards their belongings.

No one said anything as nothing needed to be said. Zane turned around, the last to leave and gave a sympathetic smile. ‘See you later Dave..’

And then it was just the two of them.

It seemed like forever till someone had said something. David had awkwardly made his way round to the sofa and sat opposite her. He was afraid to look at her face. Would she be angry? Would she be confused? Why hadn’t she asked what Todd was talking about? Did she care??

‘I’m thinking of moving back to Chicago’

It was the 7 words that David had been dreading. He squeezed his eyes shut, towards the ground, trying not to let her see. Clearly he was too late to sort this mess out. He had crossed a line and now had to pay the price.

‘Are you mad?’ She said softly.

‘No’ he managed to croak out, and looked up at her from underneath his brows. She was looking at him intently, if he didn’t know better, he would think she almost looked sad.

‘Why’ he said. Already knowing the answer but needing to hear what she would say anyway. ‘I- I just don’t know if this is right for me anymore..’ Bullshit, David thought, slightly clenching his fist. He wasn’t angry at her, he was angry at himself for being so stupid.

‘It’s probably for the best’

‘Why???’ David questioned, feigning confusion.

Natalie shrugged, unsure of whether to be honest or not.

‘So... what was Todd on about?’

David leant back in the sofa, sighing.

‘Fuck it..’ he mumbled. ‘He was talking about me complaining that you’ve barely looked at me in weeks, avoid me at any point you can, can’t stand near me, let alone sleep in my bed with me. You go to bed early instead of editing with me or binge watching game of thrones. You don’t want to go out driving at night or jump on my bed to wake me up in the morning. You shy away when I go to put my arm around you, you don’t laugh with me like you used to or dance in the kitchen with me at 3am... I just, I - I’m sorry I shouldn’t have gone there’

Immediate regret hit him like a tonne of bricks as it was Natalie’s turn for the colour to drain from her face. He couldn’t tell if she was holding her breath or not and he wasn’t sure if he was either.

‘I’m sorry, I don’t want to upset you, I - Natalie forget I said anything please’ He stood up to make his way over to her but she quickly stood from her own chair and walked in the opposite direction.

It stung. Her walking away from him, not wanting to be near him.

‘David.. what you just described, does that sound like friendship to you?’ She slowly turned to face him.

‘What? Yes it sounds like friendship??’ He was confused, wanting to take steps forward but not wanting her to shy away from him again.

‘That’s not friendship David.. That’s not platonic friendship between a guy and a girl.’

...

‘I don’t want to be friends.’

Her eyes flashes up to him, confusion and hurt starting to form.

‘I want to be more than that.’

...

‘I am more than that, and you know it.’

Taking a couple of strides towards her, he cupped the back of her neck to reach her lips to his. Instinctively, her palms flew up to his chest as he captured her lips with his own only for a moment before he pulled away, looking into her eyes. She didn’t hesitate when guiding his head back down towards her own and kissing him, harder this time. She felt him smile against her lips. It should have been weird but it wasn’t. Her stomach was doing backflips from happiness and excitement as she pulled him against her to fall back onto the sofa. He chuckled, ‘you have no idea how long I’ve waited for this’ he said against her, deepening the kiss. ‘Me too’ she whispered, laughing along with him, both of them with grins plastered on their faces.