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livingonthesands · 7 months

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#the big door creaks and clangs after a century of sitting still and the air immediately felt different but all he could think of was out out #there's nothing here for me anymore #i hope the trees i've read about are still around #i sure hope the outsiders are nice #fallout #fallout comic #fallout fanart #living on the sands #one heck of a party #fallout fancomic #fanfiction #vault life #vault tec #post apocalyptic

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booasaur · 9 months

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Special Ops: Lioness - 1x03 || 1x07

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hajihiko · 4 months

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Good... what ever time of day it is when you see this!

It's been a minute since youve popped up on my dash. Not that you're obligated to post or anything, I just hope that everything is going alright for you lately and to let you know that whatever is happening, I'm rooting for you.

It was bright n early in the morning ☀️

I haven't wanted to post anything original during the strike so as to not pull attention away. I was also really sick for a while there so I haven't had much energy either (getting better tho). Thank you for caring! ❤

#not an art #P sure it's in order to not take attention away from the palestenian hashtags and cause #So I could have been writing and answering asks. I haven't much felt like it though everything is very bleak right now #Ik online activism isnt All That but it makes me feel better to think I'm doing tiny somethings (also esims and clicks and that).#Hope everyone else is doing what they can too in their community and outside of it. Hug someone today or say something nice 🫶

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logicpng · 11 months

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I think I can with certainty say I'm past the halfway point with this. there's not that much random dialogue left to make up

I can only hope the switch works as intended on other computers, since a different timing left them mid-transition. it seems like it doesn't interrupt the bubbles switch but it's only if the menu switch/shell reset comes at a specific point before it 🤔

sakurascript is really weird with calling functions, but I Think if you call it as a variable ( %(function) ) it doesn't interrupt the script?? maybe??

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#original #CaelOS #aster #aster ghost wip #I've ran so many times into wanting to do a Thing and it being outside the scope of what you can reliably do with YAYA/SakuraScript #or at least without involving external libs #you can do anything if you write external code and put it into a .dll it seems #but now that's outside the scope of my patience /wheeze #I'm hoping to test some of this with a couple people at least #I'm sure many things would've had answers if I was brave enough to step foot into an ghost dev discord server but. I am Shy #we figure this shit out on our own and die like men /j #and like I could've just stuck with the template and make it much simpler but NOU I need to make it NEEDLESSLY COMPLICATED without actually #providing much function of my own or that good of a story #if any ukagaka devs read this pls be nice to us we're doing our best 8v8 #also I recently realized the terms 'ghost' and 'shell' are meant to be a reference to... Ghost in the Shell. I'm devastated /j #vega (aster)

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deoidesign · 9 months

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please take as much time as you need to rest and recover. burn out is so hard and takes so much to heal from. your art and your supporters will still be here when you get back :) take care <3

Thank you very much

Unfortunately, my situation doesn't really allow me to take the time I need. I've got a ~two month hiatus scheduled for my midseason, but much like my first hiatus I'll most likely be working double time during it...

It's unfortunate because I could really really use a bigger break!

Having the time and flexibility to work on other projects really fires me up and keeps me going, and being able to take a guilt free day off for family and friends is necessary to my mental health, and I've been having to turn people down lately...

This is a very kind message, and I'm sorry to vent in response! But I just feel transparency about the pressure I'm under is necessary and important. I'd love to take the time I really need, but due to deadlines and that pesky "needing money to live" I can't.

But, once the series is over I intend to take a pretty big break before I start whatever I'm doing next! I've got so many short stories and projects planned that I want so badly to get to, I can't wait to really get to truly dive in to them!

#im so sorry to take a nice message and respond like this! but just... trust me haha i know my supporters are genuinely here for me <3 #but webtoon... not so much unfortunately. i mean im sure i could take a longer break but theres the looming anxiety #that ill get in trouble or itll ruin my chances of working with them again etc etc #i took this week and i genuinely took it off. sort of? i flew to a convention which was exhausting #and i did paintings that i hope to print eventually #and i. started planning and prepping for a Kickstarter. for time and time again...#so ive still been working the whole time. but i love working!#i just... like to be able to work on things OTHER than time and time again...#and unfortunately for a few months. more than a few months. i haven't been able to do anything outside of it.#even all of my paintings have been for it cause i cant afford to switch my mindset!#my first hiatus i moved. worked on a pitch for my next series. and then i made two episodes a week the entire time #and i still ran out of episodes...#i dont know if im just not fast enough or if something is wrong with my brain that i have to fight to get it to focus but.#yeah i mean ive been burned out! been really burned out for like a year now #i can tell by how much better i feel after literally 1 week of doing anything else #and how tired i feel explaining this and knowing ive got another 3 months before i get another break #ok sorry i vented a lot more in the tags. it's hard to explain all of this eloquently and i like my posts to be somewhat professional #asks #anon #vent #delete later #and also how often my brain keeps wanting me to like. beg for 'nice words' from other people #(i always stop myself from asking people for compliments and stuff because otherwise i get very carried away and do it too regularly)#(people are very nice to me all the time. the kindness is endless and i need to let myself recognize and appreciate it rather than seek more #(its sort of a mental health thing I've been trying to like... force myself to do)#(for myself and my longevity but also for others sake lol. ive been bad about it in the past)

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lemongogo · 6 months

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i need 2 stop drawing static stuff . white bg . front facing pose. <will do it again

#i looked thru my media tab 2day .horrific #WHERES THA PURPOSEEEE E #there doesnt have 2 be any . of coursies .#but thats smt i want to work on rly hard T_T 2024!!!!!!!!!#smth smth reflection but i am happy with what ive done in 2023 #definitely havent finished as many things as id hoped but thats okay.kind of touched on it w that one trgn comp a few months ago #but i tried 2 be more confident in areas i wasnt so sure abt before and it paid off in a way that im happy with T__T❤️#like despite all my gloom & burnout and artblock . i had a lot of fun . and im rly fortunate that ive been able to meet the nicest ppl #through it T__T #idk what jm talking abt anymore but j think . i am happy w the direction im headed in and i just need to work harder now on variability #and concept and composition. not rly sure where to start but i think compiling some of my favs in a single place #and studying them will help. :3.. AND NOT GIVING UP A SKETCH IF ITS FRUSTRATING ATM😭😭😭😭#some of them ..that one w meryl and vash . i ould not for the life of me figure out and i was like soo done w it #but then i was likeno OK just do it who cares . and then i found a workflow that worked and it WAS SOO MUCH FUNNN AND I STILL RLY LOVE HOW #IT TURNED OUTTT ..#and the one w knives . the beautiful universe one . i rmbr being so annoyed by a similar attempt that inwas lkke fuck it im just gna use the #biggest brush ever and play arnd with stuff bc its not gna see the light of day and fhen j agonized abt sharing it and everyone WAS SOOO #NICE TO ME !!&2&2 LIKEEE it was one of my earliest trgn pieces so kind of new 2 da scene and lkke . idk man it helped me enjoy my art from #an outside perspective after struggling w the doubt and its now one of my favorites ever too …#ORRR .. the vash and wolfwood one w the silly blue sky bg .. the textures were so mindless and fun #or the elendira . SOOO MANY FUN ELENDIRAS.. the perspective nail gun one is still a fav bc i shy away from perspective bc its hard as shit #but it worked out and i luv it tew .#sory anyways . very happy. and thankful^__^ ik when j post stuff like URRG MY ART!!!it mostly jst comes from .like GAAH want 2 push myself #harder bc i know itll be fun once i get 2 where im going T_T #anyways if u got 2 this point u r lkterally angel my angelll~ hamtaro pic #tys

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j-esbian · 25 days

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i know it’s well-meaning but i still kind of wince whenever i see people perpetuate the idea that wlw either 1) recognize their identity at a young age and have “””normal””” teenage romantic/sexual relationships with other girls or 2) live in perfect ignorance until a certain point (and therefore still had “””normal””” heterosexual teenage experiences) and their inexperience with women is due to the fact that they have just come out

#like. lmao. i have known i’m gay for almost 10 years now #my record is. two dates. i have still never kissed anyone #in high school i wasn’t really interested in boys but figured that was circumstantial #when i realized what was actually going on. my own inexperience paralyzed me. and as i get older it just gets worse #like i’m sure both of these types of people exist!! in large numbers!! but uhh nice dichotomy idiot what lays outside it #i’ve been reading. some stuff lately. thinking about it and like #on one hand. it feels absolutely desolate out there on dating apps. but i think it’s just worse if i completely eschew it #like i can’t keep waiting around hoping to be someone else’s manic pixie lmao #this shit sucks. and my body is not made for the club. so what other options do i have #mine #delete later #maybe. yknow i always say that and i always forget to do it anyway lol

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stepfordgoth · 2 months

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Shout out to the neighbors who are notorious in the neighborhood for having the only dog that barks loudly and constantly, who thought it would be fun today to let their stupid loud ass dog out at 5 am for some reason. You'll never imagine what happened next!

#you would think they figure out a solution to having the only dog in the neighborhood that is going off constantly #like. perhaps. if you observe that your animal is going off every time someone walks by (which is near constantly when the weather is nice #since we live so close to the park) maybe you could. idk. put him in the back yard instead of the front?#maybe try pet training/obedience classes? maybe even explore humane muzzlong options or something? like its clear your dog has a problem an #its not being solved by you leaving him out for hours at a time and running outside if he starts to bark for more than 30 seconds to yell #JOJO SHUT UPPPPPP at him. which doesnt work and now youre adding more noise to the situation and its so early. you fucking dunce.#i hope you know the whole neighborhood hates you!!!!!#my neighborhood would be so quiet and peaceful if not for this fucking dog. i dont understand how you can juat allow the dog to do that all #the time. surely youre aware of it????#fuck you jojo and fuck your humans too. lmao

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slimslamflimflam · 3 months

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Just found out if I stop stressing about “good” writing the fic will actually get written 27,000 dead 572,027,728 injured

#I HAVE NO MOUTH AND I MUST SCREAM !!#fr tho……. waiting for ao3 invite patiently……. and also staring at chapter…….#the bare bones is there it has a few things there i just need to actually finish the draft and then go over and then fix it up #AND WE’RE GOOD #also…… maybe might actually toy with the idea of mock up posters for each chapter especially since #i want each chapter to be pretty long minus the prologue and epilogue #so it’ll both be a nice reprieve from writing and will give me plenty of time to finish each one to be able to post them alongside each #chapter’s release #it also helps further hone my drawing skills especially if i go outside my comfort zone which I’ll have to for certain posters #so yippee i think!!#btw when i do get the invite regardless of whether i have anything posted or not i’ll be sure to link it here just in case anyone wants it #but do be sure to keep an eye out for the fic dropping………. i’m hoping by the end of the week?

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toastsnaffler · 6 months

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my flatmate asking me the day before "do u want to hang out w me and [old friend] everyone else cancelled so I can invite u now" is not the heartfelt offer she thinks it is :^/

#what am i sloppy seconds. fuck off man #i like them both but im not in the place to socialise rn + also it just feels kinda mean. theyve had these plans for weeks #and i wasnt invited bc some of their other friends (who ive never met) didnt want me there which is fair enough ig #even tho their friends complained abt someone else bringing her bf but they both blocked the veto for that. pretty sure ik them-#better than some guy but whatever. i dont rly like their friends anyway bc they only ever have bad things to say abt them #like damn they sound like they have the emotional range of toddlers plus theyre all into shit like genshin. so i wasnt fazed abt it #hope they have a nice time etc but wow sure now theyve cancelled the day before u can invite me as a replacement. yeah thatll do wonders #for the social and self esteem issues i have around being single use and disposable and always on the outside etc yippee #the thing is if i go theyll just talk to each other anyway and leave me to be the fly on the wall like they always do. they dont want #me there they just want an audience i literally have nothing else to contribute i dont think they even like me that much so!#anyway complaint over. genuinely i hope they have a nice time im just annoyed at being treated like that + probably projecting a bit too #its not like i could go if i wanted to anyway bc i have shit to sort out + mail to wait for. maybe next time invite me from the start huh #we had another old friend visit last weekend but those plans were really made without me too and i was just added bc i Live Here so its #kind of unavoidable. but oh well whatever it was nice to see them either way #im too depressed rn to fix my social life or even rely on existing coping strategies in social situations so im having to temporarily #cut it back bc i get too trigger sensitive + dont want to hurt myself or others bc of an arbitrary emotional overreaction #its usually one of the first things to go when im Going Thru It not in a self isolating way but more bc its one of the hardest things #for me to maintain + im pretty self sufficient so its not absolutely crucial. like of course i love my friends but socialising is a #want not a need yknow. eating/sleeping/exercising/hygiene are all more fundamental parts of the engine so i gotta prioritise them #and it sucks but ill survive. anyway sorry for venting on everyones dash so early in the morning i woke up grumpy 👎#i need to get breakfast and then go out. ughhhhhhh okay.#.vent

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violetsareblue-selfships · 8 months

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good morning!! :3

#so i'll probably start the next region's exploration today #got to like 84~% yesterday and i'm sure most of those underground segments connect to a quest #(if they don't i'll complete them once I finish the world quests but anyways lol)#also!!#that cold front or whatever is actually doing something #according to my laptop it's 44 deg. F outside so woah #like i woke up feeling chilly which is honestly nice ^^#<-- girl who loves fall weather & wearing hoodies so this works out :3 #well anyway #i hope you have a good day/night! <3 #morning rambles

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camellcat · 10 months

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the way I would wither up and die like a flower given too much of something good if I saw a good omens thiam fic written like Paper Moon by Skaboom. it's insane to me that it hasn't been done yet. like not even a one-shot or smth??

UGH. I would lit-er-al-ly die.

#surely I can't have been the first person to think of this right?#it's so obvious and yet not at the same time #they both do and absolutely do not fit #like I don't think either of them would be as caring as azira or crowley #at least theo certainly wouldn't be he's just very very attached to his specific angel and no one else #he'll do nice things because liam gave him the special one-of-a-kind puppy-dog eyes but that is it #he'd learn to care eventually over many many manyyy centuries but for a very long time it's only bc of liam #which ofc he's both like aware of how he acts and is disgruntled by it and yet fully unaware of what this really means for him #and liam would definitely warm up to theo first though theo would be the azira in that aspect #theo is all “we are NOT friends I am a demon you are an angel!!!” and liam is just (; ´° ワ °`)ノ??#(except more angry on the outside. definitely they have had this argument for a few millennia and each time it leads to a big blow up)#but in the beginning they have a very rough relationship of liam going “ur the bad guy get away from me before I smite you”#and theo doing that smirk and calling liam's bluff (but not actually being fully certain just being quite hopeful he's right about liam)#before it switches the other way around once liam warms up to him after theo helps him a couple of times #but like. c'mon. you see it yeah?#btw this au needs a name someone tell me what to call it so I can find my posts about it easier lol #thiam #teen wolf

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icewindandboringhorror · 2 years

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i can tell summer has been very hot and annoying to me this year because just seeing snow in the sims is enough to be deeply emotionally moving

#like it doesn't even look that nice. its just a plain default house with pixelly trees and stuff but literally even seeing reminders #of snow and winter it's just like aAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA i feel like i could cry ghhj #It's like a transcendent experience just to gaze upon digital snow #I feel like I have the opposite of that seasonal affective disorder thing where people get depressed in the winter and are so happy #to see summer and warm weather. for me it's like the second it starts to get warm I am filled with nothing but dread and miserable until #it's finally fall again and ESPECIALLY winter. my only complaint is that I hate being out at night or driving in the dark #or going anywhere and doing anything if it's not daylight. so in the winter when it starts to get dark at like 4pm its super limiting #IF it were reversed where winter had the longest daylight and summer had the shortest then winter would legitimately be the absolute perfect #season in every way. Short days is it's only solitary flaw #Just like longer days/more daylight is summers ONLY positive #I'm sure this is also different for people with central heating and air but for those of us with either zero ac or a tiny little #dinky window ac thats hard to install and uninstall every year and doesnt actually get the whole house and etc. etc. etc.#then it's just like.. idk how I'm supposed to enjoy constant headaches and being drenched in sweat #and unable to sleep half the time because it's 85F INSIDE OF MY ROOM when tryong to get comfortable and being basically unable #to go outside because you feel like you're going to pass out and you have to keep like 5 layers of heat/light blocking curtains up #just to try and reduce it a little so it's just like 2-3 months sitting in a steaming dark box sweating and miserable #And then people are like 'thats why we go on vacation! it's my favorite season because I get to travel away from the heat and go to the rive #r or the coast!' and it's like.. okay.. if it was REALLY a good season then you wouldnt have to travel just to get away from it like hghb #that argument just makes it look bad? 'Summer is good because I can enjoy spending my time escaping the conditions of summer!'#ANYWAY.. i hope cooler weather will finally arrive soon. there are STILL days in the mid-high 80s here... why was is like #87 degrees this afternoon on fucking September 25th .... w h y #I know climate changes is affecting the entire everywhere but it seems to be heating up so quickly on the west coast #If I cant get to the uk or canada or at least back to the northeast US in the next few years I am going to become an evil villain #idk how much longer I can take this before I transform into a rabid beaste #ANYWAY.. as always.. my mood is craving the cold.. craving snow.. I love being cold so much. I used to sneak into the walk in cooler at #daycare when I was a kid legit like cold has just always been so comforting for me. I am not built to be even moderately warm ever at all lo #l... It is so draining and the longer that summer goes on the more intense it is until I'm like crying at sims pictures ghjbj

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theflyingfeeling · 1 year

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Awww I feel the same way about Joel! You can tell this band means the world to him and it's endearing 🥺 I also love how he doesn't always say/do the right socially acceptable things and I relate a lot to that 😅

yeeeeessss he wears his heart on his sleeve and doesn't sugarcoat his words 😅💞 actually that's what I love about the whole band; they are just so genuine and...real? What you see is exactly what you get 🥰

I can still remember the exact moment I totally fell for Joel for good, which also happened to be the moment I decided I need to see them live, even though I was super nervous about going to my first ever BC concert. In August 2021, Niko and Joel were being interviewed live on TV (on Viiden jälkeen) and they were asked if they have someone who's in charge of their social media (i.e. a professional), and Joel answered that they had actually been offered a person to do all that but that they want to do it themselves, because they want it to be 100% authentic. I nearly started crying on the spot, because how many bands/singers DO that?! Most of them are HAPPY to have someone else handle all that for them, but no, not Blind Channel 🥺

#although ngl sometimes for joel's sake i wish they did have a social media person outside the band #he sometimes takes it a little too...seriously #btw i also think that their genuiness and authenticity is what made them so lovable and thus so succesful in UMK and ESC #the eurovision audience can be ruthless and definitely will notice if you're faking it (ANY audience will)#i always think how teflon brothers had a fun song and was a definite threat to BC in UMK2021 #but then they wore those ridiculous alien costumes on stage in hopes of being ''the meme entry'' that year 😐#meanwhile BC came as themselves. nothing more nothing less. take it or leave it ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#and we took them <3 #because they simply don't know HOW to be anything else but themselves #fast forward to this year's UMK -> robin has a lot in common with them in this sense #he is incredibly down to earth and it's impossible to hate his person #hating robin would be like hating idk puppies?#and i really really REALLY hope he's got a nice song in store for us for monday #because if the song is great then the rest will take care of itself #not sure how i ended up talking about robin all of a sudden lol this is my train of thought everyone #sometimes i have thoughts and a need to let them out

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readymades2002 · 1 year

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i have pushed myself really hard in terms of art and in terms of working with other people and im very proud of myself. also i never want to push myself to do anything hard ever again ever

#thats a lie. i have found it very fulfilling to work to improve even if being in Crisis Mode the last few months has stalled that #i dont know if...hm. i still dont think i like how my art looks next to others' art especially if they know what theyre doing #i think its still very clear im kind of. all over the place in terms of what i do (i dont really know what my art looks like #but it never looks consistent to me </3) but on its own i do often just like looking at it and knowing i made it. im proud of that.#i think...i dont have the confidence to work with other people and not completely melt down yet but maybe i will one day. i hope so #and anyway despite that ive been working with others anyway! as stressful as its been and as embarrassed as i am of my work #i also think that on its own outside of context its something new for me and it doesnt look like anyone elses but it looks good for what it #well. it looks okay for what it is <3 it could be better. but i was able to get to that point once and i feel like #fairly sure that if i work hard ill be able to do more and do it better in a years time.#its a nice thought. fingers crossed i guess!#anyway my god this has been what ive been eating sleeping and breathing since august at this point so i am ready to lie down #(lie)(lying)(person who is immediately going to work on video editing)(person who is immediately making lists of things to draw)

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roselise · 2 years

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Rainy day anon here. I mainly asked the question bc I wondered if you like staying in or getting outside and getting wet. I definitely like the occasional rainy day. I especially like hearing rain hitting the roof at night and in the morning. Also that smell after it rains.

Aw!

Hello again, my rainy day anon! ♡

Oh, wow! It’s so cool we have that in common!!

Honestly, I don’t mind being outside in the rain at all! I think because I like being outside in general. :D

Usually with my puppies!

They go outside at night with me when I go look at the stars, and sometimes in the summer they’ll go play in the sprinkler and I’ll go chase them around hehe. :’)

Rain or not it doesn’t really matter. Sometimes I like being outside better than being inside I think . . . but you’re very right! That is just lovely. ♡ ♡

It’s such a cozy feeling when you’re inside, and you can hear rain falling outside. That’s why reading is so nice on those kinda days, it just feels really peaceful. c:

You know it was raining earlier, but now I hear thunder so I think a storm might be coming! I’m probably going to light a scented candle, grab some tea, and work on my French vocabulary. Is it nice weather where you are, too? ♡ ♡ ♡

Sending lots of love, hugs, and warm thoughts! I hope your day is a good one, and thank you for the ask! You seem like a lovely person, and it was such a sweet surprise to be able to talk about something I love like this! ~ xoxo

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⊹ 　࿐ྃ⋆ ཾ༵༵ ‧✧̣̇‧ 💗 *:･ﾟ* ♡ 🌸

#<3 #ask #you’re so right about that scent !#it’s called petrichor i think ?#i’m not sure if i’m remembering that right ! :’)#it is lovely though <333 #the world outside can be really beautiful sometimes huh ? c:#thank you again for the lovely ask ! <3 #it was so nice to hear from you c:#many hugs and much happiness !#i hope you take care ! <3 #xoxo ! <3 #♡ ⋆ﾟ⊹ ｡.:*✧ ✿

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