#i want to sleep forever
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#sigh#I wanted this break to be nice and relaxing#just allow myself to recharge maybe do some silly personal doodles#but we finally got the quote from the mechanic and it’s#it’s bad but it’s either get this repair or get an all new car we can’t afford#this whole month has been a terrible downward spiral and I’m#trying so hard#I’m not well#things aren’t letting up#I have no motivation to do anything enjoyable#nothing feels enjoyable#I just#I want to sleep forever#I don’t want to deal with this anymore#I still can’t seem to get a job#Q’s job is mentally destroying him because of the things he’s now being exposed to#but he’s been trying to get a new job since mid April#I#no longer feel any hope that things will get better#Christmas?#I feel no Christmas joy#I feel no joy#I picked a shit time to get off my meds but#I don’t know I’m tired of taking pills#there’s nothing wrong with needing them I get that but I just#I didn’t want that anymore#sorry I just needed to yell into the void before I lose my fucking mind#I’m fine things will be fine they’re always fine in the end they have to be
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Dear diary...
My real nightmares begin when I wake up.
#dear diary#personal#worthless#empty#tired#useless#i want to die#i want to sleep forever#i hate myself#i'm sorry#pain#alone#anxiety#self harm#suicidal#sad#depression#heartbreak#hurt#hopeless#kill me#lost#lonely#broken#numb#not good enough
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What if the alarm clock said it was 10 am but I said snorkkk mimimimimi
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Day Four (of a 100)
What I planned to do
Nothing
What I actually did
Attended a lab (I had genuinely forgot about this lab, I got there an hour late)
What I'm proud of
...
What I have to say for myself
I may have bit a little more than I can chew with this 100 days thing
I'm not built for this
Everything else I have to say isn't positive or Tumblr friendly
Any last words
Why am I publicly shaming myself?
The worst thing is I don't really regret it
#100 days of productivity#idk if i'll be able to do this for 100 days#i want to sleep forever#forever is too long maybe a week
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At this point my eyebags have eyebags
#i really need to sleep#i want to sleep forever#that sounds weird#but anyways#desiblr#desi teen#desi tumblr#desi academia#desi memes#shitpost#honestly#send help
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I'm exhausted...
#i want to disappear#i hate my existence#tw depression#im not mentally stable#mentally fucked#su1c1dal#depressing quotes#aaaaaa#kill me#i want to sleep forever#im tired#mentally tired
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#I’m trying#I’m trying so fucking hard#but I haven’t felt this bad in such a long time#I want out#I want to sleep forever#I never want to wake up again#my body aches everyday#getting out of bed is so fucking hard#but I have no choice but to get up#even when my body feels heavy and I can barely move#I hate that I’m feeling like this again#I’m trying so fucking hard not to relapse#I don’t want anymore scars#but I keep thinking about it and it’s hard to keep my mind away from those thoughts#I’ve been shit with taking my meds recently too which obviously isnt helping#I just wish I didn’t exist
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its so hard to do anything all i want to do is lay in bed underneath the blankets and cry.
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"It's getting harder to breathe, so baby put me to sleep till it gets better... And wake me up when it's over."
Chvrches, "Over"
#lyrics#chvrches#lauren mayberry#tw#i want to sleep forever#worthless#empty#tired#useless#i want to die#i hate myself#i'm sorry#pain#alone#anxiety#self harm#suicidal#sad#depression#heartbreak#hurt#hopeless#kill me#lost#lonely#broken#numb#not good enough
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he upgraded so fast but i will never have another chance with someone as beautiful as he is.
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stayed up too late to prolong tomorrow and now tomorrow is coming in the next 60 seconds. fuck.
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i’ll never get better and it’s genuinely all my fault . i hope i rot
#bunny talks#:/#this is the only thing that helps me. how could i ever do anything different? how could anything else compare to this?#there’s no place in the world for someone like me#i take up too much space just by being alive#i want to sleep forever#i love girlblogging here like it’s a journal for all to see LMFAO
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I have the same mood as my little Raketa 😴😴
And also hungry as Harpyje 🍽️
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Thanks to my mom I won't go to uni :3 I love for her sabotaging me since birth ❤️ such a caring mom! Totally don't want to kms rn 🫶🏻
#i love my mom#best mommy#best mom ever#mommy issues#please im so tired#i want to cvt#i want to sleep forever#:( why#this is a cry for help#ifeelfantastic#jesushatesme#Spotify
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the great sim controller has decided this week is my murphy's law arc
#eh.txt#legitimately every little thing that could go wrong has#and like#why#why is this happening right now#i want to sleep forever#i want to melt into the floor#i want to scream for five hours#i want to stab myself in the stomach and bleed out for the rest of the day#i'm so over this week i'm over ehhhhhhhttttt
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