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#idk it might be the my transmasc autism but
aropride · 2 years
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what if i gaslight my psychiatrist and therapist into thinking i was already diagnosed with autism or that someones already brought it up to me. like what if i just go Yeah my first therapist was pretty sure i was autistic but i never got diagnosed because of money problems. like they cant say that didnt happen. they cant track her down shes in like. missouri or something now so she basically disappeared forever
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imjusthereforgay · 1 year
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Oh god I’m freaking out. I really just wanna know what’s up with me and my brain and wether or not to go to a psychiatrist about it.
I just yesterday realized that I have had actual paranoid delusions before. Like the classic “someone has hidden invisible cameras in my house and is watching me all the time” with different variations throughout the years ever since I was in elementary school. What’s really confusing is that most of the time I have insight and I know it’s weird but sometimes if I’m in a really bad mental place I completely lose all insight and I just fully believe that someone I know has bugged my house or that they can read my mind or my diary as I’m writing it etc.
I’m also pretty sure I’ve hallucinated a couple times only auditory and tactile and not very often. Like sometimes I’ll feel my cat climbing onto my bed and resting on my stomach but my cat is actually outside and when I look there’s nothing there. Or twice in my life I’ve heard laughter when there was none and back at my old house I would hear footsteps on the ceiling and tapping on the windows even though there was no upstairs and no trees or bushes ne’er my windows. Idk if those last two still happen because there’s an upstairs and bushes by my windows now so I don’t freak out if I hear those noises anymore.
There have been times in my life that I’ve lost the ability to read and lost all joy in things like art that I care a lot about, but I’ve always thought that was just because I was depressed due to ptsd at the time and now I’m scared it might be a bigger thing.
I’m genuinely freaking out so much but I don’t want to waste mental health professionals time if this isn’t a big deal. Like I don’t have full delusions anymore their usually super brief rarely longer than a month and I almost always have insight now so idk if it’s a big deal? Everyone I’ve told has told me to talk to a professional but my dad said I’m fine and I just have a really good imagination but idk I’m turning 18 I feel like my imagination shouldn’t be so good that I think that goddamn shadow the hedgehog is watching me though an alternate dimension and that I have to act like him because he’ll do something bad if I don’t. (That’s not a joke btw I actually believed that about 5 months ago for the duration of a month in hindsight it’s fucking hilarious tbh even if it was terrifying at the time)
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sundewhasaudhd · 3 months
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I'd love to hear your dsmp headcanons when you have the time!
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I have multiple notes on my Notes app for this moment
TW: mentions of suicide, mentions of starving oneself, mentions of self harm
Tommy: aroace, he/him, 17, 6’1”, AuDHD, anxiety, depression, PTSD, prosthetic leg. No voice claim yet. Very skinny and scrawny, like he would struggle to lift a gallon of milk. But also insanely fast. Demi god (through Kristen).
Tubbo: queer, trans ftm, he/bee, 18, 5’7”, AuDHD, dyslexia, PTSD, half blind. Voice claim: David from Hilda. Pretty buff, I’ve also been seeing I good amount of chubby c!Tubbo designs, so I might do that as well. Goat hybrid.
Ranboo: pan, enby, they/them+neos, 18, 8’5”, AuDHD, anxiety, depression, body dysphoria. Voice claim: Freckle from Lackadaisy. The most twink to ever twink, y’know, on account of being half enderman. Half enderman, half love god.
Wilbur: bi, he/him, 23, 6’6”, AuDHD, anxiety, depression, PTSD. Voice claim: Red Guy from DHMIS. Another twink. Doesn’t help that he barely eats most days (most of the time it’s just because of the ADHD, but he has tried to starve himself as an [unsuccessful] suicide attempt). Demi god (through Kristen).
Techno: aroace, he/him, 23, 6’3”, AuDHD, social anxiety, depression. Voice claim: Sun Wukong from LMK. Buff. That’s all I have to say. Piglin.
Phil: bi, polyamorous, he/him, immortal, 5’11”, damaged wings. Voice claim: Bandit from Bluey. Again, same as c!Techno. Buff. Human that was gifted immortality, pointy ears, crow wings, and stick antler thingys.
Jack: bi-curious, probably not cis, he/him, 19, 5’9”, AuDHD, probably physically disabled as well, I need to think about my c!Jack design some more. Voice claim: Gyro from DuckTales 2016. Cyborg.
Niki: bi, demigirl, she/they, 29, 5’6”, AuDHD, anxiety. Voice claim: Bubblegum from Adventure Time. Fat and buff. Half demon, half human.
Fundy: gay, trans ftm, he/him, 16, 6’3”, AuDHD, anxiety, dyslexia. Voice claim: Steven from Steven Universe Future. Half fox hybrid, half siren.
Eret: bi, polyamorous, genderfluid, any pronouns, immortal, 6’3”, AuDHD, dyslexia dyspraxia, depression. Voice claim: Aaravos from Dragon Prince. Pretty curvy. Semi god (child of a demi god, that demi god being Herobrine).
Foolish: pan, agender, he/they+neos, immortal, 7’8”. Voice claim: Raine from The Owl House. Buff. Demi god.
Charlie: aroace, agender, he/it, immortal, 5’9” AuDHD. No voice claim yet. CHONKY :D. Plus sized c!Charlie my beloved. Walking piece of goo Normal human.
Quackity: gay, ambiamorous, trans ftm, he/him, 21, 5’8”, depression, PTSD, half blind. Voice claim: Whizzer from Falsettos 2016. Duck hybrid.
Purpled: ace, polysexual, enby, they/he/star, 18, 5’8”. Voice claim: Louie from DuckTales 2016. Alien.
Punz: bi, agender, he/they, 25, 6’0”, ADHD. Voice claim: Zane from Kipo and the Age of Wonderbeasts. Gold hybrid.
Ponk: gay, transfem, genderfluid, any pronouns, she/he preference, 34, 5’7”, ADHD, prosthetic arm. Voice claim: Mikey from ROTTMNT. Half lemon fairy, half human.
Sam: omni, male preference, bigender, he/they, 35, 7’4”. Voice claim: Raph from ROTTMNT. Creeper hybrid.
Dream: unlabeled, he/they+neos, 23, 6’2”, ADHD. Voice claim: Macaque from LMK. “Powerless” god.
George: gay, transmasc, any pronouns, they/he preference, 24, 5’8”, autism. Voice claim: Philip from The Owl House. Half mushroom fairy, half human.
Sapnap: pan, ambiamorous, he/him, 21, 5’10”. Voice claim: Finn from Adventure Time. Pretty buff. Half demon, half human.
Karl: ace, polysexual, ambiamorous, he/swirl/pop, 21, 5’11”, AuDHD. Voice claim: Bow from She-Ra and the Princesses of Power reboot. Time noodle (idk wtf to call it).
Bad: bi, demisexual and romantic, he/they/it, 36, 9’6”. Voice claim: Moxxie from Helluva Boss. Demon.
Skeppy: gay, transmasc, demiboy, he/it, 34, 5’7”. Voice claim: Percy from Lightning Thief the Musical. Diamond hybrid.
Puffy: bi, transfem, any pronouns, she/her preference, 31, 6’9”, OCD, prosthetic leg. Voice claim: Annapantsu. Goat hybrid.
Hannah: lesbian, trans mtf, she/her, 22, 5’4”, damaged wings. Voice claim: Katara from ATLA. Rose fairy.
Aimsey: lesbian, enby, any pronouns, 20, 4’11”, AuDHD, uses a walking stick. Voice claim: Hilda from Hilda. Bunny hybrid.
Boomer: bi, trigender, he/they/she, 23, 5’9”, ADHD. Voice claim: Ed from The Owl House. Frog hybrid.
Connor: ace, gay, he/zap/blast, 22, 5’7”, autism. Voice claim: Sea Hawk from She-Ra and the Princesses of Power reboot. Time noodle (still don’t know what to call it).
Schlatt: gay, he/him, 36, 6’3”. Voice claim: Haymitch from The Hunger Games. Goat hybrid.
Michaelmcchill: bi, he/him, 33, 6’2”, autism. Voice claim: Jake from Adventure Time. Panther hybrid.
Eryn: bi, demiboy, he/they/sharp/it, 16, 5’10”, ADHD. Voice claim: Leo from ROTTMNT. Half demon, half human.
CPK: pan, genderfluid, he/they/she/it/swish, immortal, 6’4”. Voice claim: Terry from Dragon Prince. Kitsune.
Callahan: gay, he/him, immortal, 5’7”, mute. Voice claim: no one. He’s mute. Demi god.
Alyssa: lesbian, she/it, 24, 5’5”. Voice claim: Sasha from Amphibia. Some sort of hybrid, I haven’t decided yet.
Tina: bi, trans mtf, she/her, 23, 5’3”. Voice claim: Candy from Gravity Falls. Half demon, half human.
Antfrost: gay, he/him, 29, 5’7”. Voice claim: Adrien from Miraculous Ladybug. Cat hybrid.
Hbomb: gay, he/she, 17, 5’8”. Voice claim: Launchpad from DuckTales 2016. Cat hybrid.
Vikk: bi, he/him, 38, 5’8”. Voice claim: Mr. Boonchuy from Amphibia. Parrot hybrid.
Lazar: probably queer in some way, he/him, 63, 5’10”. Voice claim: Fergus McDuck from DuckTales 2016. Gingerbread man.
Miscellaneous headcanons:
Cuddling with Quackity helps Wilbur sleep.
Whenever Tommy or Wilbur think about death, they play with the white streak in their hair 
When Dream was little, he used to draw his smile (TM) on stuff to “claim it”. Like, toys and shit like that.
The Syndicate gave each other hair styling tips.
The reason Quackity always wears a beanie is to cover his ears. For trauma reasons.
Tommy’s cardigan is made of Friend’s wool.
Sometimes Fundy, Foolish, and Sam spend the night at Las Nevadas, so they all have their own rooms there.
When Purpled winks, he winks both eyes on one side.
Karl has a bunch of those goofy ahh socks with like, fruit on them. You know want I’m talking about.
Dream’s birth name is Clay but he changed once more people started arriving in the SMP.
Techno plays violin and is teaching Ranboo.
Dream’s walking speed is the same as the speed walking of everyone else.
Bee duo wears their rings on their horns because Tubbo’s ring finger is busted and they wanted to match.
Fundy calls Eret dad, but not Wilbur. (Rip)
Ranboo’s a soprano.
Aimsey’s hair turns white in the winter.
Burger duo have to keep an eye on each other when they use knifes at the van. For… reasons.
Peer pressure duo practice controlled breathing together.
Techno’s bruh is a vocal stim.
Little Fundy used to jokingly bow at Eret.
Techno has reading glasses.
Techno’s hair gets really tangly if he doesn’t brush it after a day.
Callahan uses ASL to communicate and Alyssa’s his translator.
All of the fandom songs are written by the characters.
Ghostbur put stickers on his guitar.
Tubbo played softball/baseball growing up.
When Dream was in prison, he tallied the days he was there in the shape of a smile.
Wilbur sings and plays guitar to help Tommy fall asleep.
Charlie cries “human bits”.
Bad became really against swearing after he adopted Sapnap.
Wilbur taught Quackity how to play guitar.
Sam just saw George and Quackity all alone on the street and just adopted them.
Dream wears contacts.
Purpled’s UFO crashed on Earth when he was a little, so they don’t really remember anything about his home planet .
Tommy watches Bluey.
Tommy mainly listens to audiobooks.
Aimsey draws on their arm.
Kristen gave Phil immortality so they could always be together, but that caused him to only have one live.
Puffy and Schlatt are half siblings.
Quackity has a Medusa tattoo .
Before Quackity gave everyone in Las Nevadas rooms, Purpled slept in the van with Wilbur.
Boomer watches MHA.
Dream got a spider web tattoo on his elbow after prison break.
Hannah watches Miraculous.
Jack made Tommy and Wilbur matching chats.
It doesn’t matter how much sleep he actually got, Wilbur looks tired no matter what.
Fundy listens to the High School Musical soundtrack.
Karl was/is in the WoF and Warrior Cats fandoms.
Tommy sings Welcome Home and My L’Manburg to himself to help him fell asleep and/or destress.
Niki taught Tommy how to sew after Exile.
Every time Jack loses a life, he becomes more cyborg.
Phil started growing his hair out after Techno died.
Wilbur is that one annoying ass person that sings happy birthday well (everyone knows you’re not supposed to sing happy birthday well).
Wilbur masked for most of his time on the SMP (especially during the elections and Pogtopia) and only really unmasked after the people he was really close with.
Dream has retractable fingernail claws because of his limited shapeshifting abilities.
Sally and Milo are besties.
That’s it. I hope you like em :3
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chaoticbuggybitchboy · 6 months
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Hi!
Nicholases: Anthony Mikey
Nicks: ant; glow
Gender: wobbly (transmasc enby)
Pronouns: ey/vey/zey/they/he any just get silly
Orient.: aro/ace
Status: platonically pining for the same boy since I was 13
Age: not quite a legal adult yet (panic face)
Pronouns Page
Languages: English (native), Spanish (decent), Romanian (bad)
Brain Stuff: OCD, ADHD, autism, psychosis, PTSD, bipolar disorder
Physical Stuff: hyper-mobile Ehlers Danlos Spectrum Disorder; postural orthostatic tachycardia syndrome; migraines
DMs?: I’m awkward and may not answer at all. If I don’t say anything after like, two days just assume I either forgot or was just uncomfortable but didn’t want to say anything. Feel free to try again if u want with something else I might reply then. I’m an unpredictable feral rat about DMs sometimes. Idk. Don’t assume I hate you.
Tone tags?: yes
Asks: anything nonsexual and not asking me for money I will not respond to those
Flirting/compliments?: non romantic and nonsexual
Swearing: I swear so much I don’t always register the use of the word fuck and my phone has autocorrected ‘duck’ to ‘fuck’ before.
Previously pinned post: horses
My overly active ao3: ant_is_in_an_anthill
My neglected art blog: @ants-awesome-art-blog (also present here tagged as ‘ant art go brr’)
My danger days fic specifically: endangered gays fic (yes! That’s me!! I’m that guy!! Yippee!!)
Side blogs:
@cherri-cola-soda & @broken-acid-in-the-morning-light & @starspinnerwinner & @dead-spider-in-the-sun (kjrp)
Things I talk about pretty consistently:
- danger days
- Myself
- My danger days fic
Blog tags and more abt me under the cut
Things I talk about sporadically:
- Dracula
- The Historian
- The end Cretaceous Extinction Event
- Star Wars
- TMA & TMAGP
- Languages
- Bears in trees
- Other assorted music artists
- My intense craving for a Mikey Way 2012 fender bass guitar
Tags (I’m still sorting my blog so it’s sporadic and more will be added)
Chaoticbuggybitchboy - literally anything I said words on
Some blogs I interact with semi regularly have their urls tagged
Malevolent ant - me thinking about malevolent whenever I remember to listen to it (sunny I’m so sorry)
Complaining - me. Complaining. About anything and everything
I have a couple levels of vent tags there’s mild vent and cw vent
Infodumping in the tags again - what it sounds like
Ant activated - things relating to world events and general activism stuff
Making up words - for when I’m making up words again
Me when he /p - me posting about a boy I like. I’m sorry. Not stopping.
Ayudame - when I need help but in Spanish
Wtnv rambles - welcome to Nightvale, where I ramble.
Ant the space cadet - Star Wars talk
Showing and telling :] - yeah
My posts that hit it off - ones that took off in some way
My hit bit posts - the two(!!!!) posts bears in trees official reblogged
Marigold corpse fic - a different thing I wrote, also up on ao3 :]
Ant makes polls - get this I make polls
Danger days tags:
Danger days the true lives of the fabulous killjoys - umbrella tag for all danger days content (yes I chose the longest possible tag)
Endangered gays fic - my massive fic series and anything at all related to it (including when I ramble in the tags so remember to check there if ur interested)
Danger days - general danger days; not associated with my fic
Danger days art - art
Ddttlotfk - album stuff talking about the songs rather than the lore
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curious for the ship thing so here we goo
so i’m like, roughly 5”4 maybe 5”3 i dunno. i have naturally black hair but i dyed it and now the dye is fading so it’s more of a bronze now
personality wise i’m really shy around new people and i get embarrassed/ashamed easily. i am CRAZY around my friends though especially my interests, i never shut up about it. i mostly reflect the personality off of the person im talking to though 🤷 hobbies include music (listening/playing), writing, drawing, reading, all that. i’m kind of an overthinker and i am like heavily mentally ill but it’s wtver. i also probably have autism so lmao!! i won’t lie i can also be aggressive when i get too annoyed at people but i don’t mean it idk i feel bad afterwards but i try to keep calm. i also hate disappointing others in general and i got pretty good grades in school (straight A’s babyyy) i also like to talk a bunch but i suck at starting conversations, more of a jokey type when around my friends. i don’t really do much with my appearance lmao i wear glasses and throw on a sweater and some pants when i go out and i have heavy eyebags so 😞
i’m also transmasc if that matters 🤷
Ok you did not specify which fandom so I’ll choose a character I think best fits you
Your Fandom ship: Steve Randle (The Outsiders)
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Explanation: start off I think that he really likes your appearance. I think he thinks your hair was pretty cool and he would definitely tease you about being short. I’m sorry you can’t stop it. He definitely would. I see him as kind of closed off unless he’s around his friends, which would kind of be the same as you except you’re more shy version of closed off and he’s more cold version of closed off, but I somehow think that U2 could make it work and once you get through that kind of patchy rough layer of getting to know each other, you guys would be so great together. He would definitely listen to you, rant by your interests and try to understand as much as he can and in return, he would expect you to listen to his hour long rants about anything cars, drag races, car mechanics… I feel like he also kinda understands you reflecting your personality based off, who you talk to. He’s often in his best friend, Sodapops shadow, and I think he would feel super special whenever you went up to him instead of his “more attractive” friend. If you ever drew wrote some thing about me, I think he would probably keep it and cherish it forever after pretending like he doesn’t care that much and then you’d see it up on his like best table or some crap and then be like I thought you didn’t like that and then he’d be like yeah maybe maybe yeah whatever man. He can also be pretty aggressive whenever he gets annoyed at people so I think he’d understand that aspect of your personality and you guys might clash sometimes, but I think that you two would always make it up for each other. He’s also extremely hard to disappoint as a guy. I think he’s pretty low maintenance so you wouldn’t need to worry about that and he would let me know if you disappointed him in someway, but I don’t think he’s a grudge holder. Anyway yall are so cute I ship it 🧡🧡🧡
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r4zzberry · 1 year
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i have so many little doodles of pokemon trainers theyre sooo silly 2 me. anyways ermm, heres a few!. i have favourites…
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lots of these r just random unfiltered autism doodles tbh
BTW ALSO ERM, hc stuff for my vers of these sillies,,,
Kris is a transfem enby who uses they/them pronouns with gender neutral or fem titles
Lyra is pansexual and a she/her demigirl
Silver is transmasc and his gender is all over the place tbh, silly guy, a boything
Ethan is bisexual and probably amab he/him but also i feel like he wouldnt really care if u used fem pronouns and stuff for him, idk
and all 4 of them are in a polycue!
Lyra has ADHD, Ethan, Silver and Kris all have autism all 3 of the protags have things that theyve only done, so like, Ethan battled Red on mt silver, Lyra did the time travel stuff with celebi, Kris did all the stuff in the ruins of Alph and all the stuff with the legendary dogs. also u might notice that in the lil drawing i did of them when theyre like, adventure age and stuff- Kris dosnt have one of the johto starters— thats cus like, in my ver at least- okay so like, Kris and Ethan where childhood besties, but like, Kris’ parents r team rocket scientists n kris moved away from new bark when team rocket disbanded n stuff, and their parents moved to hoenn, so kris’s starter is from the hoenn region. anyways they moved back to johto bc their parents heard abt the whole thing with team rocket trying to reform so, yeah- oh yeah and while kris was gone, lyra moved in, and when kris moved back they felt like ethan replaced them so they where more off on their ownish and stuff, but thoughtout their adventures kris warmed up to lyra and reconnected with ethan :D
i have so many more thoughts jeijedijdhhsifmtyyahbrkoaosm but yeah! thats it for now :3 erm,, if u read this maybe lmk in tags or comments or whatever, um, comments and people actually saying stuff really helps and is like my main source of motivation to post art- i really wanna get more into the tumblr community around the sillay trainers but idk how to talk 2 people so like,, yeah if any1 wants to talk or chat or whatever just say :D! but also u dont need 2 , yeah, um, yea >w<
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xaloncat · 6 months
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!!PLEASE READ!!
Hello there I am xalon, your friendly neighborhood certified silly dude and father to around 110 people
Here's some info you might wanna know bout me
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Starting off with basics
I am a minor! [Won't be specific on age but let's say somewhere around 13-16] I have AUDHD and severe anxiety (and suspected to have some kinda personality disorder) I'm Transmasc, Pansexual, on the ace spectrum (cupiosexual). Currently in a queer platonic relationship!! I use He/They so please no feminine pronouns, Also I tend to use parentheses, tag tones and end my posts with some form of 'lol'. Just a habit of mine idk-
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Policy on ~communications~
If you are my mutual, feel free to reach out! I get anxious about starting conversations but I'm happy to receive dms, asks ect from mutuals :)
I'm also fine with getting asks from non mutuals, but if you aren't my mutual, please do not dm me. That's my boundary and I hope you can respect that.
I also do not mind if you vent when talking to me. My entire branding is being my followers' father, and it spawned from me wanting to just be there and comfort some of my younger friends! If you need to vent I don't mind if it's to me, though I will say I'd prefer if only or mostly mutuals did so as I struggle with interacting with people I don't know well.
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DNI LIST! [oh boy this is gonna be longgg]
Queer/LGBTphobic people (homophobic, transphobic aphobic ect) || Zoophiles|| Proshippers || Solar-Moon Shippers || Abelists || Right Wingers || Racists + Xenophobes || Anti Furs || Anti Alterhuman || Anti-CBC ||
On the contrary, this is a safe place for almost everyone not included (almost cuz I might have forgot some stuff) but especially LGBTQ+ People, Therians, Furries and people on the autism spectrum and other forms of neurodivergency :)
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Interests!
- TSAMS/The Sun And Moon Show
- Starter Squad
- Lego Monkey Kid
- Welcome To Dreamworld
- Lego Ninjago (first hyperfixation check)
- KinitoPet
- Hazbin Hotel + Helluva Boss
- Percy Jackson
- Warrior Cats
- Wings Of Fire
- Dragon Adventures on roblox, I'm only a little obsessed (<-- me when I lie)
- Roblox Pressure
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Follower Count - 29 (rookie numbers I know)
Birthday - May 9th :D
Art Requests? - Open on my sideblog (@xalons-emote-shop)
Art trades - Open!
Commissions - OPEN!! (please comission)
Fanart policy - Always feel free to! Mutual or not I adore fanart. No NSFW or suggestive art please but otherwise, art Refs are on my unvale, go ahead and draw my blorbos :D
My mutuals :3
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Gonna start doing blog spesific tags, here they are :D
Art Tag - #Xalons Art
Reblog Tag - #Bowtie Reblogs
Ref Sheet Tag - #Xalon Art Refs
Ask Tag - #Ask Jumpscare
Fanart Tag - #Hehe Fanart :3
Text Only Posts Tag - #Xalon Rambles
Vent Tag- #Xalon venting
Posts Past midnight Tag - #Xalon Get Some Sleep
(Warning - tags don't work at the moment, trying to fix them)
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chipsonthemenu · 1 year
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tell me about your headcanons!!
EHEWHEEHHE HI AURORA THANK YOU FOR LETTING ME YELL
okay so basic list stuff:
chip: he/him transmasc greyaroace bi and has. some sort of back problems. also his pinkie that i keep forgetting about! also adhd too bro has 0 attention span /pos
jay: she/they transfem bisexual and BBBAD KNEE....thought she had this in canon but i might be mixing them up with mari omori.....occasional mobility aids that ollie helped her decorate :3
gil: any pronouns agender aroace but is very down for qprs. autism as hell <3 also probably other stuff i cant think of rn OH GLASSES GIL FR
ollie: THEY/THEM GENDERQUEER UNLABELLED SCREAMING IT FROM THE ROOFTOPS THE LITTLE BOY THE KEEP ONNTHE SHIP IS A GENDERNEUTRAL TERM DO YOU SEE MY VISION. also probably needs glasses. to me. and heavily adhd n autism
drey: they/them nb unlebelled nblm. gots their arms yk 👍 also kinda strikes me at nd in some way fight me on this
gryffon: okay. hear me out. they/he/she nb panromantic asexual. please. do you see my vision. also their arm and autism. gryffon is autism do you hear me.
finn: he/she genderfluid pansexual bro is a whore. also love the idea of fully mute finn and she is autism as FUCK DO YOU HEAR MEEEE
earl: nobody escapes from my queerness beam not even earl. he/him cismasc bisexual. bad back bad knees uses a cane. old man shit but also he hits people with the cane and uses it when making juice sometimes. ollie put fruit stickers all over it once and he actually kinda likes it but will never say that
queen: MY LOVE. MY ONE AND ONLY. ANY PRONOUNS PANGENDER AROACE. THEY HAVE AUTISM AND TICS (IM BLANKING ON WHAT THATS CALLED) AND STRIKES ME AS SOMEONE WHO NEEDS MOBILITY AIDS BUT I DONT KNOW WHAT FOR. XE ARE JUST LIKE ME FR AND I LOVE HER WITH EVERYTHING IN MY BEING
lizzie: she/her transfem lesbian. shit vision not jusy due to her eye but just in general. refuses to wear glasses
caspian: they/he libramasc achillean demisexual :) sssooooo many jrwi characters strike me as mobility aid users despite me not being one and caspian is no exceptionnnnnnn to this
john: sorry bee but. he/him cismasc VERY VERY GAY. MARSHALL JOHN IS A MAN LIKER. ALSO VERY AUTISM AND ADHD
niklaus: throwing in motherfucker too because i do have stuff. she/they/lun/he transfem genderfluid bisexual. thats it
i thibk thats everyone i wanted to yell about lmk OH FUCK ALPHONSE
alphonse: dont care. doing the silly. it/they/he agender aroace i do not care if they are the boat now it deserved better and he gets my headcanons
okay thats everyone i think thank you for letting me scream <3
LIED. LIED SO BAD.
jaz: JASMINE DRAAAAKE <3 he/they transmasc gay with autism and why do i see him having a prosthetic arm. no idea why okay i think thats ACTUALLY everyone now
edyn: she/e cisfem sapphic HOW DID I ALMOST FORGET HERRRRR
ensa: omg her. they/she transfem nb lesbain asexual. got her prosthetic leg and probably adhd
kira: SHE/THEY TRANSFEM SAPPHIC KIRA IS A WOMAN KISSER mwa love her
okay. goodbye fr this time i promise
wait no i wanna do the apoth crew too as an apotheosis enjoyer
peter: they/he transmasc demiboy with so much autism that likes men. also probably post-campaign cane user the shit they went through can fuck someone up
rumi: any pronouns genderfluid pansexual. there is some sort of thing i think they have (i dont think its imposter syndrome) but its something about never actually seeing herself because changeling shit yk idk
thanatos: it/they unlabelled :) doesnt need labels doesnt want em :)
OKAY. I THINK THATS IT FUCK EXANDROTH RESPECTFULLY OKAY WAHOO HOPE YOU ENJOYED MY UNGODLY LONG POST
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Wooowie I have been gone for a while haha!
So, I’m wanting to change my username but I have no ideas
About me
My name is Willow
21, nonbinary (any pronouns besides it/its) transmasc leaning/idk questioning i guess
Sexuality questioning, I’ve been out as a lesbian for years now but I’m starting to recently think I might be bi? Idk tho sexuality and gender are confusing
Intersectional feminist, anti terf
Inclusionist
Big ol’ book nerd
Occasionally talks about my schizo and autism diagnosis
Weird about and critical of porn but not completely against it
Kink critical* kinkster. I’m an active sub in the community both irl and online in different spaces and…. I’ve seen some shit bruh
Ex sex worker and traumatized about it. Critical of the sex industry and how we are abused by it
Second gen Asian-American
Critical of the beauty industry because I think it’s a scam
Women and minorities need to become more comfortable with defending ourselves, even when it means being violent when we don’t want to be
*just bc i am critical of something doesn’t mean I’m against it
Disclaimer: just bc I rb a post from someone does not necessarily mean I agree with all the subject matter of the ops blog or like the op as a person
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brattysubbysub · 2 months
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Intro
Hello :3! This is mostly a blog for my boyfriend to see all the perverted things I'm into! I'm not the best at making original content cause I'm shy and nervous, but I'm doing my best 🥺
About me~
25
transmasc He/Him pronouns only!!
Gay (mlm/mlmasc-nb) Asexual(?*)
submissive bottom (sometimes a brat)
Autism (undiagnosed)
Taken
Kinks/ Don'ts
These are in no particular order
Yes yes yes!
Praise & Degradation
Hair pulling
Size Difference(make me feel small)
Biting/ Hickeys💖
Choking
Edging
Overstimulation
Breeding (No pregnancy mentions)
Pet play (Bunny preferred, Kitty and puppy fine too)
Impact play (Lighter stuff only)
Somno
Cockwarming
Bondage/Being tied up in general
Intox (edibles/weed/alcohol)
CNC
Free use
Monster/Robot fucker
Objectification
More I'm sure maybe?
Maybe
Gun/knife play
Wax play
Denial
Anal (Undecided/Haven't tried it)
Absolute No’s
Ageplay
ForceFem
Scat
Piss
Basically just most bodily fluids (Don't really like my own cum/wetness. Other people's is fine usually, as long as it's below the neck)
Misgendering
Fauxcest/Incest of any kind (I'm fine using "Daddy" though)
Werewolves(Sorry not one of the monster's I'm into)
Oviposition
Other
Genitalia terms that are fine: Hole/Cunt/Pussy/Dick/Cock/Tdick
Chest/Tits/Pecs
Names/Compliments that are cool: Anything that starts with "My," Bunny, Kitty, Puppy, good boy, pretty boy, Slut, Whore, Handsome, Sir, Basically anything Masc, stuff like "Gorgeous," "Beautiful," etc are fine too, they don't bother me.
*It's kind of hard for me to feel horny or actually get turned on unless there's like a lot and I mean a lot of foreplay and stuff beforehand, and even then I might not still really feel anything sexually. Which is kind of frustrating because I enjoy the stuff involved, but I wish it did more for me emotionally/feeling/headspace wise :') Idk it's complicated, but I'm here to have fun.
You can buy me a Ko-fi if you like https://ko-fi.com/bunnysplace Currently unemployed 😔
DNI
Minors/ageless accounts
DDLG/similar kinks
TERFS
Fatphobes
Zoophiles/p3dos
Zionists
cishets
homophobes/transphobes
bootlickers
racists
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preggo-ace · 1 year
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hey there! :)
since i'm new here, i figured i'd introduce myself
y'all can call me A if you'd like, and this is an alt blog i'll use for rp and to just explore my more nsfw interests, which will for the most part include pregnancy and birth
if you'd like to rp with me, here's some guidelines before you drop me a message (keep in mind i'm new to this scene, so these may be subject to change as i discover more and get more comfy)
LIKES/OKAY RP'ING
literary rp ; lengths of replies might vary, i'm a writer though so i may get quite descriptive
fpreg, afab nbpreg (this includes ftm don't worry!!)
semi-difficult birth as long as it doesn't end up severely hurting carrier or baby/babies
fantasy scenarios (magic, witchcraft, deities, etc) so long as it's within the bounds of the established universe of our rp ; this can include rapid pregnancy, again as long as it's within established bounds
i'm comfortable playing either the carrier or the carrier's partner, or if we're both carrying simultaneously ; i'd prefer fem x nb/fem x fem in terms of coupling, but if your character is transmasc for example that's okay with me, or we can keep the relationship strictly non-romantic as well
homebirth/medically unassisted birth
birthing multiples ; for now, i'm only comfortable with twins if i'm the carrier, no more than that please
using ocs ; for the time being, i'll be creating entirely new character to better fit our specific plot theme, so i'll more than likely be making up their personality as we go ^^;
LIGHT sex during pregnancy/labor ; i've only recently gotten comfortable writing nsfw myself, so if we rp this, apologies if i'm not very good or am inaccurate, i'm asexual and a virgin please remember!
lengthy rps, though we can start with short scenes to get a feel for things if you'd prefer
long births ; like spending a good chunk of time pushing for example
romance/fluff, especially during birth ; the comfort and encouragement from the carrier's partner yes please!!
clothing birth under specific circumstances that we can discuss ooc
birth denial ; again, under specific circumstances that can be discussed
DISLIKES/WILL NOT RP
mpreg, amab nbpreg ; i'll read it depending on story, but i'm not comfortable rping it
egg laying of any form
monster/creature (mostly referring to aliens, i am down for vamps/werewolves as long as we establish how they work as a species within our rp's universe)
horror preg in general, i don't really care for horror as a genre (except artistic horror and video games)
r*pe/non-con ; absolutely cannot and will not, genuinely makes me sick
video/picture format rp ; i still live with family, plus as stated i'm new to this, and i've only ever done literary rp before, so this format is off the table
anything bdsm related ; i can't name any specific bdsm kinks off the top of my head right now, so i would say in general avoid it if you wanna rp with me
vore, unbirth, anything like that
stuffing, food-related inflation, honestly inflation in general
feces/scat, piss, etc (genuinely find it gross)
anything to do with minors being carriers, sorry not sorry but i won't do that under ANY circumstance ; this isn't to say our plots cannot include characters under 18 (i mean, it IS pregnancy after all), but it'll be a hard no from me if said -18 character is pregnant within our narrative (mentions of a past pregnancy by a character when they were -18 is fine, just don't make it a present plot point is what i'm saying basically)
anything sadistic, i will not do it i don't care
public birth ; idk why it just messes with me, that might be my autism tho lol
detailed gore/injuries ; this includes heavy blood loss, tearing, or anything else in that vein that has the potential to happen during birth (we can further discuss this ooc should the need arise due to our plot, but in general, i don't want it)
hyper-preg ; the 'tism only allows me to suspend my disbelief so much
GENERAL REMINDERS
please be patient with me as i try to gain my footing in this scene
constructive advice on how to create better responses or even drabble prompts are always welcome in my ask box
i am autistic/have adhd, so be aware of that in case i take some time between responses as i can get distracted very easily
^^^ adding to this, i am physically disabled, so if responses take longer from me, there's a good chance i might be at a doctors appointment or just simply don't have the energy to work my brain enough for responses (though i'll do my best to reply as soon as possible!)
i would prefer if we plan out a general plot beforehand, with a few basic beats we wanna hit through the course of rp, just to keep on track
if you want to rp anything i don't have listed in my likes/dislikes, be sure to ask me before implementing it! more than likely, i'll be willing to try it, but that may not always be the case
IF YOU'RE UNDER 18 OR DO NOT HAVE AN AGE IN YOUR BIO ANYWHERE, I WILL NOT RESPOND TO A MESSAGE YOU SEND ME. it's nothing personal, i'd just rather only speak to/rp with fellow known adults here
i live in CST and am unemployed (due to physical disability), so i'm active more often than not, however i tend to go to sleep around 1-1:30AM CST. my wake-up times vary, though it's usually around the 7:30-9AM CST range
i don't rp for kink/fetish reasons, which is ironic, i know. but that's not what i'm stepping into this scene for, i'm here because it genuinely fascinates me and i enjoy fantasizing/writing about it (not in a sexual sense) even if i never want to take part in it irl
if you'd like to rp with me, shoot me a message !! promise i don't bite, but i might be a bit awkward at first ^^;
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toastyblackcat · 6 months
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it might just be the autism or cos of how I hc him. but seeing people refer to cannon sigma with she/her makes me kinda hhhhhggg but please don't get me wrong I love transfem sigma she's amazing as hell and I respect people who hc her that way. but personally I am a transmasc sigma truther so that probably plays into it.
Its the same with any character, I feel if you're referring to hcs use the pronouns you hc for the character but if you're referring to the cannon media, use the pronouns that are used in cannon media
uhh I feel like I gotta add, pls dont argue in my replies or anything idk if u wanna say smth be nice I'm a sensitive little lad
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apyrisol · 10 months
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THE FOOG for the ask game… hai haiii
had to scroll so deep in my blog to find this thang help. tysm for sending an ask boss ur the only one that has
Sexuality Headcanon: erm? i haven't thought about it much. i think he'd think he's aroace on all accounts (if he had to put a label on it) until the whole phf thang. im so normal about purple haze feedback. i dont think he uses labels really, might just settle with "queer" or a nice "fuck off it's not your business"
Gender Headcanon: i really like to hit chars i enjoy w the trans beam <- maybe transmasc. idk idk maybe.
A ship I have with said character: giorno. i read purple haze feedback what do u expect. can u really tell me "As long as I live, I serve your dream. Please accept my body, my heart and my soul. That is my hope, and that is my future." is a completely normal hetero bro thing to say? i didnt think so
A BROTP I have with said character: him n narancia r the brothers every to me ok. also i think him and abbacchio could get along if they actually let themselves talk but alas they have a 'my dads stupid emo boyfriend and 'my boyfriends brat kid' relationship.
A NOTP I have with said character: anyone in the gang except for giorno. they're like a family to me i dont want to ship them (this is also why i dont like naramis)
A random headcanon: i havent thought abt any of my jojo hcs for weeks so go w tha classic this bitch got autism or some form of mental illness :)
General Opinion over said character: im quite normal abt him i think
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jaredthebc · 8 months
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For the character ask thing, N Pokemon, Ingrid Fire Emblem, and or Ashe Fire Emblem. :3c
I already got more than one N in my ask box so I’ll just do the fire emblems
Ashe
First impresson
For the very little I played of Three Houses in 2019, I remember liking Ashe when I briefly talked to him while he was in the greenhouse, and continued to think he was nice afterwards, which says a *lot* if you remember just how fucking much I blindly hated Fire Emblem for a while lol
Impression now
DONNY ITS YOUR FAULT HES MY NEW BLORBO. I love him so fucking much I’d do anything for him he makes me happy when I feel down and I’m so fucking glad I gave Three houses a second chance just because of him
Favorite moment
There are so many moments. From him supporting Ingrid by gifting her that book, to him facing his fear for Annette when he was not asked to do so for the sake of her memories, to him eating Dedue’s meal and remembering his family, and how he learned to cope with his many family deaths with Cathrine’s support. I can include Three Hopes here too with him screaming at Yuri to stop stealing cause he hates seeing a friend in danger
…that was way more than I expected I probably should have just said “all of him” lol
Idea for a story
There’s definitely the supports I wanna write for him and my oc you know of, as well as more general stuff like his life post war, him remembering his passed loved ones years after they passed, and silly scenarios of him in the academy during the pre timeskip
Unpopular opinion
Idk if it’s a hot take, but Cathrine does not make a good romance ending with Ashe. Just feels unhealthy as hell (though I can ignore it thankfully)
Favorite relationship
Him and the bitch below his list/affectionate
Also I don’t mention them enough, but Dimiashe is criminally underrated, AsheDue is god tier too
And ig my oc that is very much borderline oc x canon at this point
Favorite headcanon
*slaps transmasc onto him and also smacks on autism*
Ingrid
First impression
Considering my hatred of fire emblem for a few years, if I did see her it would have been spiteful for a while lol. I’m mature now I promise
Impression now
DONNY THIS IS ALSO YOUR FAULT I love her sm, if there are no more Ingrid fans then I’m dead I’d never give up on her and I refuse to let her die
Favorite moment
Might be a strange one…but her death line, I actually heard it for the first time today, and not only does the line destroy me, but her VA. God her VA crushed it. When a piece of media actually gets me to cry you KNOW its good (I’m good dw lol)
Also obligatory mentioning her and Ashe supports
Idea for a story
100 gay things with Ashe, as well as stuff with helping her land prosper and sibling activities with Felix (since they are very sibling core to me)
Unpopular opinion
Ingrid haters don’t know how to read, that’s all ill say so I don’t get torn to shreds by elaborating
Favorite relationship
Her and the bitch above. Also something between her and Sylvain must have happened even if it went nowhere
Favorite headcanon
GENDER-FLUID/GENDERQUEER INGRID 4EVER. Also raw beef enjoyer
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allsplatnotoon · 2 years
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autistic transmasc in need of help, might become homeless
TW emotional ab*se
hi uh this is my first time making one of these posts so I’m not sure how to do it but I guess this qualifies as a mutual aid thing?? I’m a 21 year old autistic trans guy (closeted irl), and I’m completely broke. My autism and sensory processing issues make it near impossible for me to get or hold down a job. I’m currently trying to get on SSI but idk how long that’ll take, and I’m under the threat of becoming homeless practically every other week due to my father frequently threatening to throw me out for no clear reason. I currently only have paypal but anything helps!! (I also do comms and am running a sale for $15 rendered bust up illustrations if you don’t want to send money without getting anything in return so there’s that. I have my normal comm prices at https://wintercoal-comms.carrd.co/ if that’s something you’re interested in. feel free to message me here or on discord (wintercoal#7784) about that, discord preferred)
paypal.me/ltillis2 (if sending as mutual aid please do friends and family. if it’s a commission let me write you an invoice)
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sillyandquiteawkward · 9 months
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ok idk how right or correct this is BUT. re: losing the yippee voice from T Puberty - i had the same worry!!! i am not transmasc, but NB and i like my voice as it is personally bc i can still hit those high notes (i need them to express my autism thoughts like Yippee and Wahoo)! BUT i voiced these to a friend who HAS been on T for a good few years by now - he told me that a lot of the voice transitioning has to do with training as well and supposedly itd be possible to like. keep a somewhat higher-pitched voice on T and still be able to Access the Yippee noises while your voice naturally deepens depending on how you train your voice. He did however say that not a lot of people really do this so there is not much like... resources on this idea/notion BUT ITS A NICE COMFORTING THOUGHT I THINK!!! hands this ask to you :)
yeah i feel like it could be trained back up and kept flexible, it makes sense! i might be a bit too lazy to do so, but its nice to know the option is there!
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