#im not good with feelings

[skrunksthatwunk]

see 0 note flop posts aren't that bad when they're personal but 0 note fandom posts feel literally so bad. like if you don't wanna play toys with me anymore just say that. i'll pack up my super cool awesome things and go and i'll sit on the other side of the playground by myself and i won't even look at you. fuck

[captainsaltypear]

IS ANYONE ELSE GONNA TALK ABOUT THIS OR

[puppymai]

Some lil rant about myself (*￣◇)=3

Just because ♡

Also sorry for the wacky english i suck at grammar in generar lol

Love and relationships are so damn hard to navigate like, i feel so fucking lost and it takes so much energy from me that sometimes i get the fucking idea of just start ignoring everyone like other people don't exist. I would never do that tho, if i did people would get mad and im NOT one for confrontations.

I have never been in a "true" romantic relationship, last time i did was in highschool (im in college right now) and it only lasted three days. It was all rushed and weird especially because i didn't expect the boy to reciprocate this crush, i felt soooo damn uncomfortable i couldn't even hug him. Feeling like this about romance in general isn't new for me, as someone who is still trying to figure himself out i don't want to assume anything yet¿ if that's make sense lmao

I never had boys directly flirt with me but i had some of them declare their crushes and the feeling is so damn weird in a bad sense, i didn't like it at all and mostly i didn't like any of those boys so i always ended saying no in a very weird way or yes because of peer pressure.

As of today this weir bad feeling still doesn't go away, now i have only female friends and most of them know about my prefered pronouns. I always see girls calling themselves wifes and flirting in a joking manner but when it comes down to me and said friends i can't help but cringe so hard when it happeneds and my reactions are always like "haha stfu", i never say things with the intention to be mean or rude but it's if im locked up in that and don't know how else react. Luckily they understand this as a joke and not as some kind of defensive mechanism.

I don't enjoy when friends flirt with me and call me things like handsome, it's physicalli so fucking painful and i don't know how to put boundaries.

! In case anyone gets the wrong idea let's say that outside of words that made seem like a joke i don't get much of a reaction, this is not something they are doing on purpose it's just that I have a clear lack of boundaries ¡

Moving on, romance it's not something that makes me uncomfortable in the day to day it also makes me cringe soooo hard in any kind of media i consume. Im the type to watch series, videos or movies meanwhile doing something else so if a romantic scene comes in i will mostly try to look away.

It's kind of different when the scenes happened in books tho, like it just doesn't bother me as much but still sometimes i will totally skip it as i feel like it but sometimes i will feel guilty about it.

And to finish, i don't really care about sex like at all. It's just one of those things that is there and that's all. Not a priority and don't feel guilty when i skip it.

[hinamie]

to moving forward

[panthermouthh]

“Accursed creator! Why did you form a monster so hideous that even you turned from me in disgust?”

[autumn-may]

Mostly spoiler free summary of my viewing experience

[beybuniki]

they should go on a fishing trip pt.1

[bacchuschucklefuck]

truly this one's just for me. I can do what I want foreverrr

[ashoss]

dad said it was my turn with juni ba's jason

[inkiedraws]

"LOL this flip-flop wearing loser thinks he's gonna kick my ass and destroy my whole kingdom in the span of an afternoon. What an idiot"

I didn't intend for this to be a full comic, which is why it just kinda ends. Sowwy

[pseudophan]

anthony is dead: the funeral roast (paid content)

[shootingstarrfish]

shoutout to that one post about barbatos casually adopting powerful beings i couldnt stop thinking about it

[catharsistine]

The scene in the Barbie trailer when Barbie is skating around with Ken and asks "Why is everyone staring at me?"

THAT'S EXACTLY WHAT IT FEELS LIKE TO BE AN ADOLESCENT GIRL.

Living in Barbieland (childhood girlhood) but then suddenly you're all grown up in the real world subject to scrutiny and sexualisation (the guy slapping Barbie's ass) and feeling like existing is a crime?

Being forced by adult men into a box (which leads to the not like other girls syndrome) and exploring the 'real world' (being forced to grow up too quickly) while fighting the realisation that maybe the world sucks and being a woman is so difficult while hoping with all your heart that it's not always going to be this way.

Losing touch with the very things that made you happy because they're considered immature and girly? (The group of teens that said they hadn't played with Barbies since they were five.)

Older women telling you that you have to learn the truth about the world and that you can never have your old life back (Kate Mckinnon's Barbie) despite it being the only thing you yearn for, but also older women being a bright spot and support (the old woman on the bench) in the endless slough of life.

And this is just the trailer!!! I'm so excited for this movie I can't breathe, Greta Gerwig the woman that you are 😭

[kitamars]

doodles as i relive my spideyman phase from eighth grade

[hinamie]

yuuji smiling and sukuna making a face like That did u really think i wouldn't do a panel redraw

[lureithleon]

this bothers me a lot as someone with a low empathy score:

no, you cannot learn empathy. empathy is when you feel and share the emotions of the other person. your friend is sad? you feel sad.

you can learn to be understanding, and compassionate, and how to react when you don't feel those things, but you cannot learn to experience a sensation that you do not.