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angelicdanvers · 9 months

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BREATHE DEEPER | four.

a charlie bushnell x fem!reader social media fic.

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liked by iamcharliebushnell, levizmiller, dior.n.goodjohn, and others

y/n — australia’s my new fav country

tagged | levizmiller

levizmiller i’m challenging you to another round of pool tonight ↳ y/n bet

iamcharliebushnell when’d you go to australia? 😭 ↳ y/n when u didn’t show up for acai bowls >:( ↳ iamcharliebushnell im sowwy ↳ y/n DONT YOU DARE ↳ iamcharliebushnell okok sorry but thought you'd be in london ↳ y/n soon, yeah :')

levizmiller y/n im gonna poke you ↳ y/n okayy hi ↳ levizmiller let’s get boba ↳ y/n YES

dior.n.goodjohn I MISS U COME BACK TO ME ↳ y/n once my australian chronicles are over i promise i will <3 ↳ dior.n.goodjohn WOOOO

walker.scobell youre pretty! ↳ y/n thanks lil dude!

i.am.andrewalvarez AUSSIEEE ↳ y/n THE SWEET ESCAPE FR

aryansimhadri DID YOU SEE KANGAROOS ↳ y/n NO NOT YET THOUGH I HOPE I DO

dailymail Y/n and Levi? ;)

user omg bf reveal happening??

user2 ive never held my breath this much

“GALILEO’S GALS” — 5 notifications!

chanel’s enemy Y/N

lee lee Y/N

dr dre why am i in this gc

chanel’s enemy because u are

lee lee we’re getting off topic Y/NNN CMERE

↳ hiiiii?

chanel’s enemy HIIII HRU ILY

↳ ILY TOO BAE IM GOOD WBU

chanel’s enemy WE GOOD WE HAVE SOME ?’s THO

↳ oh?

lee lee ARE YOU AND LEVI DATING

dr dre OHH THIS MAKES SENSE YEAH ARE YOU??

↳ nooooo

chanel’s enemy that’s a very interesting no

↳ we’re not but idk

chanel’s enemy what

lee lee girl wdym

↳ we’re not dating but i think he likes me? idk

dr dre do you like him back though???

↳ eh he’s very sweet but i’ve always seen him as a best friend, i don’t think we could be more

lee lee do you want to be more??

↳ i mean, i’d give him a chance if he asked? but it’s not anything i’m particularly into or wanting

chanel’s enemy okay that helps

↳ uhhh why

dr dre well if my sleepy ass remembers correctly, everyone and their mother are wondering if you’re dating

↳ nah that aint possible

lee lee it is, stupid dailymail picked up on it first 💀

↳ my manager’s asleep, no wonder she hasn’t updated me lol oh well idgaf they can think what they want

chanel’s enemy but even walker and charlie are 😭

↳ they’re gonna forget it in t-minus four secs it’s fine

dr dre whatever you say, ma’am but are you sure that ‘cryptic’ caption won’t cause any issues??

↳ uhh andrew you’re scaring me

dr dre what if someone likes you? like like-likes you and knows you and gets hella jealous or doubtful? and not saying charlie does but he was raving about how he might finally get to hang out with you, ONE ON ONE. what if he thinks he can't because he thinks you two are dating?

↳ bro first off ik you don’t like me, neither does aryan and i know its DEFINITELY not walker

lee lee girl he had a celeb crush on you a few years ago dont tell him i told u that

chanel’s enemy LMFAOOOO but no andrew has a point how come you didn’t mention charlie? 🤨

dr dre yeah i was just aboutta say 🤨 especially after my little analysis?

↳ SECONDLY, guys, charlie doesn’t. not one bit and that’s obvious, like he isn’t even in considerations. i understand what he may feel but he has nothing to worry about. he knows i won't ditch him or anything lol (right?) but if anything the only person that’d be a little confused or whatnot is william

chanel’s enemy WHAT?? AS IN WILLIAM FRANKLYN MILLER??

lee lee huh 😃

↳ we dated for a month back when we were 15 or so and realized we were way better off as friends

lee lee why ?

↳ idk i think i was just jealous of lily 😭 but anyways we’ve been just friends since and i’m completely happy with that. i don't see him romantically anymore, yeah he’s hot but like nah. but yeah if he was confused, it's probably because i was best friends with levi when we dated too and might question if he was the cause of our split?? AGAIN THATS IF HE OVERTHINKS IT

dr dre i feel like i’m reading an autobiographical analysis you definitely are fond towards “millers”

↳ ur welcome <333 and NO i am not

chanel’s enemy okok so we got several people who’d be jealous

↳ WHAT WDYM SEVERAL I ONLY LISTED ONE

lee lee ain’t no way you’re ignoring charlie

↳ DUDES I REALLY DONT THINK HE LIKES ME

dr dre but there could be a possibility? just don’t rule him out

↳ bro he doesn't like me 😭 but yeah trust me everything’s gonna be okay again i dont like anyone and no one likes me, and we'll make sure it's obvious i'm single in case anyone does though that may take a while... ANYWAYS

lee lee suuuuure you should hang out with charlie btw

↳ idk why but im scared to 😭

lee lee but you need to he misses you a lot yk

↳ doesn’t change the fact that im SCARED

lee lee WHY WOULD YOU BE SCARED ITS JUST CHARLIE

↳ IDK I JUST DONT WANNA SEEM STUPID OR UNATTRACTIVE AND SHIT

lee lee HE FLIRTS WITH YOU ALL THE TIME AND MESSES UP JUST AS MUCH, YOURE NOT THE EMBARRASSING ONE HERE

↳ DUDE I KNOW I CAN BE AND I DONT WANNA DRIVE HIM AWAY

dr dre sure you and levi hang out and are sweet and shit but BRO the teeth rotting sugar is you and charlie in your damn COMMENTS

↳ ITS NOT THAT BAD, IS IT?? 😭 GOD I HOPE CHARLIE DOESNT THINK OF ME ANY DIFFERENTLY

chanel’s enemy i think u like charlie, miss girl

↳ NO

dr dre nah, they’d be cute together, even charlie said so himself

chanel’s enemy you dumbass

dr dre uhhh ANYWAYS said too much im gonna sleep again love youse

lee lee BRO yeah night babes <3

chanel’s enemy LOVE U BAE GN

↳ what the duck STUPID AUTOCORRECT WHAT THE FUCK AINT NO WAY YALL JUST DIPPED fine ily guys too </3 BUT DONT THINK IM LETTING THAT GO EASILY ugh what do you guys mean 😭 aint no way thats true OKOK YK WHAT BYE!! FOR REAL THIS TIME

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thank you so much for all your love and support, it really means the world to me. y/n's beginning to find out certain things, wonder where things will go from here 🤔

as always, i will continue updating the taglist :)

i love you and am so proud of you, stay safe and drink water <3

#charlie bushnell #charlie bushnell x reader #charlie bushnell x you #percy jackson and the olympians #percy jackson #pjo #pjotv #social media fic #luke castellan #percy jackson x reader

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riverripplespeaks · 21 days

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for the scugshroom colony! my inky cap sisters, bell and inky.

bell is a shaggy ink cap mushroom, and there isnt much to say about her. if they are killed, whatever would be eating them only has a matter of time until they dissolve into an inky black puddle of bones. also, bell has incredibly long fur and it is almost completely unable to be tamed down. anyways, mushroom is pretty basic from what ive seen so i kinda have to give her her own personality outside of the mushroom.

she is very adventurous and tries to drag inky along with her to see new places and meet new creatures. she also runs head-first into conflict without thinking of a plan, much to her sisters dismay.

inky is im not sure what kind of inky cap, but her personality and such is based off a common inky cap. though, if she happened to be killed and consumed around the time the eater consumed a mushroom (like, the literal ones in game) it would cause many side affects and they would likely die.

she is the more.. tame one out of the sisters. she thinks before she acts, and in an attack situation, will always pay attention to her opponents strengths and weaknesses. she is also quiter, preferring to stay around the edges of the colony, though its hard to do that when bell is ecstatic to meet everyone. she takes the weird looks they get for being like 2 scugs in the same body very seriously, and gets a personal vendetta against anyone who does that.

despite how she seems, she can be kind and only wants to protect her and her sister. she believes that bells extrovert behavior and positive mindset will end up getting them hurt in the long run.

(also, yes ik i didnt color their legs correctly for the side view thingy)

@mushroominaforest idk if u wanted to be tagged for these, but i did it just in case

#scugshroom colony #<- i think thats the tag #oc: bell #oc: inky #i gave bell her name bcuz smth like shaggy didnt feel right and i thought bell was cute #rw design #rain world #rw slugcat #rw oc #artists on tumblr

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mylahrins · 2 months

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forget-me-nots, 05.

hi y/n,

i've been telling my mom about our letters, she seems to look forward to your responses as much as i do! today she went grocery shopping and there happened to be a really big sale on flower seeds. i'm not actually sure what kinds of flowers she bought, but she bought a lot for you. she wants to meet you someday! my little brother does too. if there's ever a time you can or want to, please come over for dinner! the seed packets should be in the envelope. i hope you're able to make some use of them!

speaking of seeds, i had some poppyseed muffins for breakfast this morning. i remember you mentioning liking muffins. my little brother has really been into baking (not so much cooking). he made a lot so ill bring you a small basket on monday, hopefully you'll be able to share with some of the gardening club members. if you'd like, i can bring you whatever my brother ends up baking, he always makes big bunches.

i've also been meaning to tell you that my coach wants to talk to you. he's that one sketchy looking guy that works at the convenience store near our school (don't tell him i said that). he's been asking about the flowers you arranged for kiyoko and wants to order some as well. if you can, please come by during practice when you're not busy!

take care, sugawara

about the flowers!

➤ poppies: i wasn't originally gonna do one of these, but i mentioned poppyseeds so i thought that i might as well! poppies overall have a lot of war symbolism. though they also hold meaning to things like death and sleep and peace. red, white, and black poppies especially tend to represent the fallen soldiers from past war efforts, most notably ww1. i found that purple poppies actually represent the fallen and hurt animals from war (which was really sad to learn!!). BUT!!! poppies aren't all about death and war. colors like pink can symbolize platonic love and sympathy while orange symbolizes good health and regeneration!

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a/n: hi guys sorry it took so long to update!!! im on vacation and away from home rn so the format might be a little weird. ill fix it once it get back!! also im pretty sure this is the first chapter update since i edited the "theme" of my fic.. what do you guys think??? is it cute? hehe ANYWAYS thanks for patiently waiting, i think this'll be the last chapter i write until i get back home though... family vacations and writing fanfiction doesn't really mix well LMAO but no promises! if i get bored maybe ill write the next chapter too!! ALSO IM SO SORRY IF YOU WEREN'T TAGGED IN PAST CHAPTERS!!! i just learned how to fix my tag system 😭😭 so im making sure to tag everyone correctly now </333

taglist: @yenonnoff @softpia @ryeyeyer @shoyosh @wqnsho @wyrcan @hisfuture @guitarstringed-scars @froyaoya @fiannee @02shuuu @miyamoratsumuu @walllflowerrrsss @ellizasworld @dearneverland @19calicos

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lokiina · 9 months

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What does your soul look like?

[quiz link] tagged by @kharonion (originally I was gonna pass cuz I was pretty sure I did this one a while back but the questions seemed different so It might be different? If I did it already oh well here it is again! lmao)

Blood in a lambs wool

You're the victim, right? It hurts, everyday it hurts. It's obvious you're tainted, pulled into hell as soon as you stepped upon earth. You'll never know peace, you'll never know a life without violence. Im sorry. Wash your face and your hands, don't let your wounds carve deeper.

This punches pretty hard. But it def punches correctly...

The boy's brief back story run down, and some tags at the end~ (super mild cw for mention of experiments, there's a gif with some blood.)

Zayn was born in a lab, part of a Biotechnica experiment process trying to create/control werewolves as soldiers. A top secret classified project few know about, few survive. His first years of life were full of painful experiments, invasive tests and stressful exorcises that set him back quite a bit. He wasn't nurtured and allowed to exist freely. Treated like a mistake to learn from, an animal.

He was freed by a lab technician that recognized he wasn't just a little mindless monster but was just as intelligent as everyone else in that hell hole. He simply wasn't given a fair chance to prove it. Despite not being hands on involved, she felt guilty for what was going on and chose to sabotage the rest of the lab and smuggle the child out.

The pair holed up with a group of nomads that helped hide them and forge new identities. The woman ended up taking Zayn in and acting as his mother. It was a rough road catching him up on learning as he was years behind the other children in the clan. At the same time, learning to control the very hot tempered distrusting side that had been burned into him from the start and his wolf, which was another struggle that often ended up in accidental injuries for those around him. It was hard and came with a lot of blood sweat and tears, but without the nomads patience and support, he wouldn't be where he is today.

Biotechnica is still searching for their missing asset, which his biggest advantage in hiding is an accidental side effect of his transitioning. Zayn still works to sabotage the corporation at every opportunity that arises, never forgiving them for what they did.

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-> Tagging: @pinkyjulien, @dreamskug, @lucky38-2077, @aldecaldhos, @arcandoria, @elvenbeard And anyone else who wants to do the thing? (Maybe it is one some of you have done already, I dunno. As always, feel free to pass if you feel like passing~)

#tag game #oc: zayn mackenna

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yawnderu · 7 months

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heyy i love ligit everything u do anddd i wanted to know how to get your platform so big?

i write a bit and im wanting to grow it and have more people see the fics i write😊😊

Hiii love, thank you so much!💗

Well, here are some things I've been doing since I created my blog 5 months ago! ^^

Consistency is key. We hear that a lot, but it's true. Keeping your followers engaged and giving them things to look forward to is always good, sometimes even posting small drabbles or screenshots of things you're writing can guarantee more people will be interested.

Don't be afraid to comment or like other author's works! Not for growing a platform, but having mutuals in this community is always something nice that'll keep you inspired, and having friends who also write can be very encouraging.

Tag your works correctly! Whether it's trigger warnings or regular tags, it's always important to add the respective tags. For example, if you're writing a Simon Riley x Fem!Reader fic, always add that to the tags! Don't be afraid to explore and make your own tags, back when I used to read other author's work I sometimes noticed how some of them weren't even tagged— which, if you want more people to find your fanfics, it's a huge step of the way.

Always use proper grammar and punctuation! Seeing dialogues with poor grammar and mistakes are a turn-off for plenty of readers, so always make sure to expand your vocabulary and explore new writing styles that'll help readers stay interested.

If you're writing ''x Reader'' fics, it's important not to describe the reader physically to make sure everyone is included as much as possible. More people will read your works if you're inclusive, so avoiding describing the reader physically will help you gain more traction.

And that's it! I think my case is pretty particular since my first 2 published fics went sort of viral and they have over 14k notes each (Simon Riley and König Sex Pollen), which kind of became my trademark in the community and helped me grow very fast.

It's also important to realize that everyone's growth is different! Back in peak hyperfixation I used to post 2-5 fics a day and I was gaining 100+ followers a day. It took a while to get to that, and I still remember being excited when I gained my first 15 followers!! It can be a long process, but it's really worth it.

It's also important to note that I'm not an advisor or a professional writer in any way, I only started writing again after years when I created my blog, but those were some of the things that helped me gain 8k+ followers in 5 months! :)

#stray answers

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dootznbootz · 8 months

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hi! im so curious abt whether or not you have any hcs/thoughts abt when helen and penelope found out abt what happened to agamemnon and then later clytemnestra? (srry if youve answered smth similar before! i looked thru the tags and didnt seem to find anything)

With Penelope, I kind of have it planned where I go into a bit with how Nauplius, the father of Palamedes, goes and fucks with the other kings by going to their homelands and telling their wives they're bringing back a new bride so that the queens would, you know, take on a lover or boot out the king when he comes back.

I think it's funny af that Palamedes' dad went around trying to fuck with the other king's kingdoms and it worked as most of their wives had affairs but then you have Penelope, the WIFE of the guy who set your son up to get murdered, and she wasn't buying it. Got revenge on all the kings except for the one who was truly responsible because his wife was too cool.

I love imagining him trying to convince Penelope, who's already like "You're telling me, my husband, the embodiment of simping, is going to replace me? When he knows I'm the best thing that ever happened to him?"

But when she realizes who this man is??? She's fucking FURIOUS. this is the father of the man who put their CHILD in such a dangerous situation and is the reason why her husband is away from her. She throws him out but Nauplius gets to Odysseus' parents and...tells them he died. He lied so at least he could hurt Odysseus in some way at least...Also Ironic as Palamedes I'm pretty sure is a distant descendant of Poseidon. There's something there >:D

But idk for sure how EXACTLY I'm going to have it go down but I like the thought of the family at least COMMUNICATING and sometimes visiting each other. Maybe Penelope visiting Hermione as her auntie kind of. Maybe visiting her siblings, mother, and father (until he tries to convince her to remarry again. then she avoids him :( ). Same with Clytemnestra. And idk for SURE but everyone has an inkling that she's having an affair with Aegisthus but no one knows for sure. Penelope tries to bring up Nauplius but...isn't able to get anywhere (can't spoil everything!)

When she finds out what happens it's a "I KNEW IT!" and anger as she's saddened as she cared for both these people so much as she grew up with them nearby. First Helen was kidnapped, her husband is gone, she can't see her siblings as often, now another person she grew up with and cared about is not only dead but also the one who killed them was another person she cared about! And she doesn't know how Ithaca, being a smaller island as a whole, could help their children. She's sad for them but also knows that she already has so much on her plate that she can't really help them. (also somewhat selfish :P Her and Odysseus are like-minded)

There's a part of me that thinks that, being the somewhat "I will do whatever I have to do to get on top" part of her would just "play along" to get resources from Mycenae while deep down feeling like "There will be consequences" or she would completely ignore and no longer do things with them until Orestes takes it back. She's got a lot going on with the suitors as well so idk for sure yet ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

WITH HELEN, that's much more complicated. She's been gone so long, and has to worry about getting back to her kingdom and looking forward to seeing her family again only to realize that some of her family has done something horrendous. Her sister killed her Brother-in-law! Menelaus' brother!! She grew up caring for Agamemnon as well! And also her husband is grieving!!! There is...SO MUCH going on. She's probably able to grieve a bit while in Egypt (because if I remember correctly they find out through Proteus, yeah?) There's grief for the sister she knew. She was ripped away from Hermione, how could her own sister not only kill her husband, but also send her children away and be so horrible to them?! But kind of in the same way as Penelope, so much on their plate with just returning, that they don't know how much they can do until later. I don't think they would be willing to do any sort of interaction with Mycenae afterward though. :P

Little side thing, but since I love MenOdy's BROTP, I'd like to think that Menelaus, being told by Proteus, a deity, where Odysseus was at, was kind of "mind-wiped" until Telemachus comes as "it's not the right time yet" with the gods. Menelaus and Helen realize afterward of "HoLY FUCK WE SHOULD'VE TOLD PENELOPE!!!" as they care about both Odysseus and Penelope. Also doesn't help that yeah, gotten news about bro/brother in law being murdered so there's a LOT going on. but I don't like to think they simply forgot??? when for one thing, I plan to write them as all very close?? NO >:(

It was just prophecy shit of "Hey, it HAS to be 20 years, mm'kay?"

#House of Atreus shit is always buzzing in the back of my mind but not as loud as the Odyssey👀#ask #my headcanons #shot by odysseus #Mad rambles #anon #THANK YOU!!! :D #I am a bit all over the place and I'll probably need to reread Proteus bit again :P #I always just focus on “haha. Menelaus is a seal!!! He's a little sealy seal!” and so...yeah...ADHD makes you focus on the IMPORTANT stuff

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oswednesday · 1 year

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waa @proceduralbob tagged me! thank youu

name: wednesday

pronouns: they/them

where do you call home?: without the right to roam, in a planet with boards and states and nationalities, this is kind of a faulty concept, people ask this sort of thing to judge your worth, sometimes i poke fun at people for like what state or city they live in but know its kind of in a post-ironic or whatever sort of way, i live online! but i suppose the geographical answer is the usa equating that with home feels gross, home feels personal and all encompassing, doesnt it?

favorite animal: im like, rabbit themed, so there's that of course i love so many animals i feel like i have a fave per genre of animals, im really into jellyfish , my fave owl is great horned, i also love flamingos and giraffes and bats and cockatoos

cereal of choice: i only eat cereal as intended like two months out of the entire year max, i like applejacks (with banana slices) and cocoa bunnies from the annie's brand (with strawberries) (cereal feels really naked without fruit on it!)

visual, auditory, or kinesthetic learner: im pretty sure this is something that gets taught in schools in conservative states cause no one gives a fuck whether its junk science or not, i Prefer someone to show me how, then walk me through it and then ill do it a bunch with assistance until i get it, but thats often so taxing to be vulnerable with someone else and not everyone has the patience for me so maybe like visual/kinesthetic/auditory in that order maybe? maybe thats just self fanfiction

first pet: fish! like the first animal i was aware of like, the concept of a pet like we have a pet in the house were two box turtles but those were like, my parents pets, they did not take good care of them! the first pet i consciously was like i want to keep and take care of them were fishes

favorite scent: (oops i forgot to remove the previous answer and fill this in)i have a lot of scents i like but rn i think murphy's wood oil soap!

do you believe in astrology: i think there are three "categories" of astrology

there is the math; the history and the culture and the arts and how much it like is apart of human history like that's real and inseparable from understanding the world around us you cant be like well thats astronomy because its also people folk lore and mythology of their cultures and belief systems and that kind of math was not separate from each other, it was used and is used as aid to make complicated numbers more digestible, as a way to memorize and to pass along oral traditions, its also a form of a people's wealth, so thats real yes

then there's social/economics/psychology of it like time periods coincide with ups and downs of wealth in a place like historically and its also like how the seasons impact people, what food is available, what sicknesses are more easily transmittable during certain seasons, which impacts somewhat the way we interact with the world as early age roles are set in by family, society, so on, thats real

then there's my cringe fetus in the womb is an aries i can feel the energies, that shits fake, but that feeds back into like point two and this point isnt any different than the other awful ways parents can interact with their children about 'metaphysical' matters

so i suppose yes i do, like, in a social science and a traditional art sort of way

how many playlists do you have on your music service of choice: i have a lot i like to make playlists a lot, maybe ill share them with the internet more often

sharpies or highlighters: highlighters are cute! sharpies have more use though, highlighters might win simply for the cute factor

song that makes you cry: once the pokemon 2 movie starts its ON <-the tears, from the ost for some reason

song that makes you happy: i listen to a lot of vashti bunyan and haruomi hosono for that feeling, oh maybe im not answering these correctly, i know nobodies got me like still alive (portal 2007)

and finally, do you write/draw/create: i do all kinds of gay stuff

#wednesdaycore #anyone can do this! if you do tag me back so i can seee

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neowinestainedress · 2 years

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Hellooo rebs, i’m back!!

you have no idea how long I’ve waited for this and I’m so happy to finally know your opinion.

Omg I feel even worse now i really made you wait so much, i’m really sorry ☹

graduation is close and I don’t know if I’ll be able to see the dream so manifest for me, pls.

YOU ARE GRADUATING SOON???? OH MY GOOD IM SOOOOO HAPPY FOR YOU!!!!!!!!!! and don’t worry i’m 100% sure you will be able to see them, sending you all my positive energy to you<3

And you saw 127???? So close to the stage??? How was it???

LISTEN i've been the MOST annoying person about it on my cf like the amount of things i've posted about the concert someone needs to stop me😭 but i really can't describe the happiness i felt during that concert like i'm really in this nct shit for life... THE ARE SO SO SO PRETTY AND UNREAL?? I HAD TO STOP EVERY 5 SECONDS AND SAY TO MYSELF "WAIT THEY ARE REAL AND I'M SEEING THEM IRL" their voices are also INSANE they're truly SINGERS. ALSO of course i already knew how beautiful they are but TAEYONG??? LEE TAEYONG WTF? HE´S TOO.FUCKING.PRETTY NO CAMERA CAN CAPTURE WHAT MY EYES SAW LIKE HIS BEAUTY OMG? I DON'T THINK ENOUGH PEOPLE TALK ABOUT IT (this opinion is totally unbiased, he's not even my (main?) bias wrecker) LIKE I FUCKING GET IT i get why he's the center.

About my experience... I GOT NOTICED BY JAEHYUN AND JOHNNY 😭😭😭😭 the johnny one i even have the video: i screamed "JOHNNYYYYYY" and he looked straight at ME and you can hear the girls around me saying OMG HE LOOKED AT YOU + i also have a pic where he is (kinda? at least with an eye shfkdjskfk) looking at my phone while they were singing highway to heaven (one of mark too 😳while they were singing promise you if i remember correctly). Now about jaehyun... taeil was saying his ment and there was like a 2 seconds pause of complete silence so i screamed "JAEHYUNNNNNNN", he was looking the other way so he turned his head and looked at me (i'm sure he only saw my silhouette since he's blind) for a second and i was so SHOCKED that i tried to take a picture, video or ANYTHING but when i checked they were blurry or i was pointing at the floor or similar but i PROMISE it actually happened 😭 the girls around me saw it too. And the last important thing that happened to me: I GOT A PIECE OF TAEYONG'S SHIRT 😭😭 i have the video of that moment cause they were saying their ments when suddenly taeyong took his shirt off and it landed like 3 people away from me so everyone who were in front of us backed off? at that moment i swear i thought i was going to die we literally had to held hands with the people beside me to make a human wall?? and not falling backwards. Then the concert ended and i got trapped in the circle around the girl who had the shirt i was literally being choked and my haechan banner got all wrinkle because of it :( my hand even got stuck in a girls jacket and because of that i got to touch a big piece of shirt that the girl gave to a boy (he was trying to give little pieces to everyone but no one had something sharp to cut it) and i touched the tag of the shirt (it was from the collar-shoulder part)... a minute later they were able to cut the shirt and the boy saw me struggling and said here! and gave me a little piece... the funny thing was that a girl beside who also got a piece said that it smelled good so i was like "..." and i smelled it and it smelled so good (a mixture between fabric softener and like a clean male perfume?) later on i realized the piece had like a yellow stain on it so i guess that was taeyong's sweat 😭😭... and basically that was my concert experience (i'm ignoring the fact that i couldn't see haechan AGAIN like you don't imagine how sad i was when i found out he wasn't coming (AGAIN) because he was sick (i actually didnt care he wasn't coming i was just so fucking sad that he was (and still) is sick i was so worried... so i'm gaslighting myself that haechan is just part of my imagination and that's why he didn't come)

ANYWAYS back to business: THE TRAITOR SERIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The whole problem was that Hyuck took her for granted and didn’t cherish her anymore because she was always going to be there (in his mind)

and FUCK HIM for that!

NOOOO this is another reminder that your ex is not Haechan he's not worth it

trust me i know how much of an asshole he is like he even had the audacity to greet me for my birthday...

it would’ve turned toxic for him at some point, while now they can be friends (they are, they actually have a double date every Saturday, I know I'm the sky)

it kinda was toxic already so PEOPLE DO YOU REALLY LOVE JENO??? DO YU REALLY WANT THAT FOR HIM? and i can confirm they are friends i'm actually the floor

No cause mood ??? the first what are we? from him and I'll be like Idk your dog? That’s fine by me

LITERALLY ME i could be whatever he wants me to be if that means i get railed by him!

Yeah… ‘I don’t like that falling feels like flying til the bone crush’ and so you never even try to fly…

STOP WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS😭😭😭

HELP NOT ME HAVING YOUR LIFE WRITTEN DOWN FOR THE WHOLE WORLD TO READ

I FEEL EXPOSED SHFDJKSHFK NO BUT REALLY HOW DID YOU MANAGE TO KNOW MY ENTIRE LIFE

It must be exhausting always rooting for the anti-hero… I guess

you know when taylor said "i'll do anything to bring up selena gomez ANYTHING!" that's us but with taylor and LOVE it

You dragging #teamjeno in the mud for me because I can’t say anything /j No but seriously, she never loved him. Liked him? Sure. Was she comfortable with him? Yes. But a relationship that was as deep as he wanted it to be? Absolutely nope.

At the end of the day it's me, haechan and mc againts the world (team jeno)...

I thought that especially with this it was clear that she wasn’t the naïve little girl at the start and knew what she was doing but apparently it wasn’t clear enough idk

AND IT WAS CLEAR i just think some people were a bit too biased for jeno and blinded by their hate for haechan that they kinda ignored that mc actually changed for better and she wasn't the same girl from the start

This is so funny because I wrote this last part thinking about your reactions (I’m sorry) and the main reason I had to lead them both so much and drag her decision for so long was because I wanted to keep you on the edge I’M SO SORRY

YOU ARE ACTUALLY THE EVIL IN PERSON AND I LOVE YOU BECAUSE OF THAT! like i know i'm all dramatic shaking and crying and with my stomach full of knots and shit but sometimes you just need a good lil angst also there's this quote we use in spanish as a meme: "el que tenga miedo a morir que no nazca" (whoever is scared to die might as well not be born) which i think fits exactly with this!

Unfortunately it’s not always easy to do the right thing, and I think outer people shouldn’t judge if someone has a hard time getting out of a bad relationship. We are human after all and we don't always love what is good for us

RIGHT! i get this is a ff so you could have made the characters perfect with a perfect ending but that's not how it works irl and that's why i loved even more this series because i could actually relate to all the characters even if it was a little bit. if you want something not realistic GO READ A FANTASY FIC OR SOMETHING AND STFU (i was writing this and haechan just sent messages on bubble... he literally said FUCK EVERYONE WHO IS #TEAMJENO!!)

I KNEW YOU WERE GOING TO HAVE A MENTAL BREAKDOWN IN THIS PART I WILL PAY THERAPY

ARE MAKING FUN OF MY PAIN AM I JOKE TO YOU REBS???

I FEEL LIKE SHIT NOW MAYBE THERAPY IS NOT ENOUGH CAN I SEND YOU HAECHAN AT HOME AS PAYBACK?

EXACTLY that's the ONLY way i'm forgiving you

In my mind this story was much bigger than just #teamjeno or #teamhaechan, it wouldn’t have been fair for Jeno if she chose him out of spite and it would’ve been toxic if she took Haechan back immediately without making it clear that she now knew her value and as much as she loved him she wouldn’t have started crawling on the floor to get some attention. I know everyone is entitled to have their own opinion and I respect that, it just makes me a bit sad when people don’t get her character (like I don’t even care about being team Jeno or Haechan) is just that I can’t sit here and read that MY BABY is weak or a loser, she WAS a loser in 'enough for you' but I’m sure I gave her a character development. I think it's fine to not agree with her choice, probably if I was in her situation in real life I would've picked Jeno (honestly, I would've been alone because why would I date someone that loves me while I don't love them back?) but this is fiction, it's made up, and people can change truly unlike people irl so I don't see nothing wrong with giving chances in a story even if you wouldn't do the in the real world. Like you are the first example, what have I been saying to you? Don't let your ex put you down and don't take him back if 80% of the time you end up being hurt in some way, and your story is almost a copy of theirs.

i totally get your idea that the story was bigger than any team and i agree. to me this series were about the fact they were humans and they fuck things up just like us (some more than others i'm looking at you haechan...) but they also got to learn about their mistakes and weakness and as i said before even tho i was rooting for haechan (since he's my bias and i literally requested a fic about him) i would have been happy with the ending even if she picked jeno or ended up alone because i think every ending had a positive and negative side and especially since you developed so well the characters i grow fond of them that i felt like they were my own friends<3 and also FUCK WHOEVER INSULTS OUR BABY!!! i will fight EVERYONE if that means i'm defending her!!!!!!!!! and yes people need to relax a bit and realize this isn't real life this is just a fanfic and anything can happen. Let people dream!!! as you know my story was very similar to this so PLEASE let me be happy and let mc pick haechan since i didn't get back with my ex (the only good decision i made honestly sjhxdsjkf)

It’s Haechan if he wants he can have me on a leash I wouldn’t complain (just kidding… unless). Can’t relate i’m too lazy you won’t catch these words slip from my mouth (with Haechan…maybe…MAYBE)

for haechan i would do ANYTHING idc i'm a simply girl i see haechan and i simp

And now the general reply (we both write so much help)

i literally started writing this at 1 am and now is 3:04 am... (update: i finished at 4:15 am)

It makes me so happy to know you loved it so much, mainly because I unknowingly wrote so much about you (it’s creepy but cute at the same time). I’ll be honest with you, I wrote this part for you.

STOP YOU'RE MAKING ME BLUSH AND CRY RIGHT NOW. you don't know how happy this fic made me feel (not me saying after crying 72642791527 times every time i read the series) but i swear i've never related so much to a character in my life, like her personality, friends, love story, everything was so similar to what happened to me so it was really comforting to be able to feel so much while reading it, this fic literally gave me the opportunity to feel sad for myself because it kinda was like reading my story but from another point of view? so i let myself cry whenever i felt like it (instead of what i did when this happened to me irl, i mean ofc i cried back then but after a week maybe? i didn't let myself cry anymore because i felt i was being too dramatic and ridiculous so yeah i'm sorry if this sounds too narcissistic i promise i'm not) really, THANK YOU SO MUCH REBS i can't explain how thankful i am for this, truly

At first, I was very tore between Jeno and Haechan but then I went with my heart (Jeno wasn’t even supposed to be a love interest, it just happened) and then I wanted to make it like you, the one who requested it, wanted it. I know it reached a lot of people (too many, I wasn’t expecting so much love for this fic and series) but without you, I wouldn’t have ever written it so in my mind it was like a gift to you because I poured so much love into these three (+ special Renjun mention, he will always be famous) so I owed you a happy ending.

REBS STOP YOU WILL MAKE ME CRY YOU'RE SO SO SO SO SWEET I DON'T DESERVE YOU. Seriously, thank you so much for taking the time to write what i asked for (really, how cool and sweet is that<3). You're such a talented writer and every fic that i've read from you is a masterpiece, you never fail to make me feel so many emotions. finding you was the best thing EVER! and the fact that you could have even killed mc if you wanted but you decided to make me happy OH IM REALLY ABOUT TO CRY the more i think of it the more i want to cry this is literally the sweetest things someone has ever made for me. You literally didn't owe me anything so again THANK YOU SO MUCH I DONT EVEN KNOW HOW TO EXPRESS HOW THANKFUL I AM and yes RENJUN YOU WILL ALWAYS BE THE BEST CHARACTER YOU'RE LITERALLY A STAR!

I’d love to read the Spanish rant but my Spanish is in very critical condition so let’s stick to English, trust me I can feel how much you love this. Just taking so much time to send me such a detailed analysis makes me so happy and I feel so full of love, I don’t think you truly get how much I loved reading your comments through the whole series and yes, I’m sad too it ended ☹ But I’m happy you got everything I wanted to convey, I knew you would’ve understood my baby (babies… all three of them I love them all for different reasons)

trust me you can't even understand the magnitude of my love and gratitude i feel towards you and this series if i could kiss your brain right now i would!!! and don't worry i won't go anywhere and i will keep annoying you with my very long comments and supporting all your works (i have so much to catch on btw). only hot people got the message you wanted to convey (jk i'm actually the opposite of hot i'm the ugliest person in this planet). and yes they're also MY BABIES (i love them all so much)

I hope you’ll love my future fic as well (+ remember that ask you sent about academic rivals to lovers? I might have started to write it, it will surely take some time but I love the idea too much to don’t even give it a try and maybe this one won’t break your heart so much) and I have two other Haechan fics planned (one it’s almost done and the other is still in the drafts) so I hope you'll like them too.

OFC I WILL REBS! WHAT.THE.FUCK.ARE.YOU.KIDDING.ME??? ?)(/)&%$8%#E4 I COMPLETELY FORGOT ABOUT THAT IM SO EXCITED NOW!!!! and don't worry you can break my heart all you want with your fics because it will always be worthy since they are literally perfect. TWO OTHER HAECHAN FICS TOO?? OMG I MUST HAVE SAVED THE WORLD IN MY PAST LIFE OR SOMETHING

ps: it's YOUR fault my Haechan fever worsened because now I can only write about him

hehe what can i say i guess my spread haechan (obsession) to the world agenda worked! like that man has me on a chokehold that i can only think about him

ALSO one last thing that i wanted to say in relation to that anon... i think people are projecting too much in a silly little fic<3 (i'm the one to talk lmaoo but LISTEN). i know i also projected in the characters since as i said before i related a little too much, but at the end of the day i know this is a fic and they are not real and what i read is what happened and that's it like if it says haechan was trying to gain her back THAT'S WHAT IT WAS HE WASN'T MANIPULATING HER TO LIKE HIM BACK LIKE FROM WHERE DID YOU GET THAT??? IT'S NOT LIKE HE HAD AN EVIL PLAN BEHIND HER BACK OR SOMETHING. HAVE YOU NEVER LIKED SOMEONE BEFORE? i can totally like someone and do sweet things for them because i care about them so i'm trying to make them feel special and show them how much they mean to me and hopefully they like me back after seeing my efforts so tell me anon please enlighten me in what way is that manipulating to you? like why would the end be dark i truly don't get it... especially since they really talked about what happened to me, what he wanted, how they felt, etc., and as you (rebs) said he even accepted the fact that he couldn't force her to take him back so he let her go.

okay that was it, it kinda pissed me off so i'm sorry if i sounded rude lol (i was actually trying to be /hj)

take care rebs, wishing you have a good week, thank you again so much, ilysm<3

-💌

Hi, again!!! And noooo, don't feel sorry, I was just really curious to know about your opinion but I know life gets busy and also you give such detailed feedback I'd rather wait for it than get nothing at all, so it's fine.

Yeah... my graduation is the day of the pre-sale for the dream concert ASK ME IF I HATE MY LIFE? I hope there will be something left for the 3rd

BUT LET'S TALK ABOUT YOU?!?!?!? I'm so so happy you got to have fun at this concert and that it didn't end up in a mess like the other time. Also are you Miss y/n??? Noticed by Johnny, Jaehyun and go a piece of Taeyong's shirt??? You were collecting them all I'm screaming for you

Taeyong IS crafted by God himself like I know, actually I was there when he was creating him. The most handsome man on earth I'm sorry, he's just perfect.

(i'm sure he only saw my silhouette since he's blind)

I’M SCREAMING HE GIVES YOU THE Y/N TREATMENT AND YOU REPAY HIM LIKE THIS AJDDJFOS

OMYGOD YOU GOT A PIECE OF THE SHIRT YOU WERE AMONG THE ONES BLESSED BY GOD I’M SO HAPPY FOR YOU it reminds me of when I had to fight for my life to get the signed ball during The Origin, to be honest, I grabbed it but two girls RIPPED it away from my hands and I almost fell so I was like ‘nah, not risking my life for a signed ball’, my friend that came with me is still pissed about it lmao. At least the guy next to you was nicer.

No but it’s true you didn’t get to see Hyuck TWICE!!! LORD THAT WOULD BE MY VILLAIN ORIGIN STORY AAAAA (plot twist: you'll meet him casually one day and he will fall in love) And yes, the last hiatus worried me so much, like heart's problems and sm wasn't doing anything??? Why do they always end up in those conditions to get some rest (and... rest, now... I don't want to talk about it or I'll be MAD)

Now let's get into the happier madness

trust me i know how much of an asshole he is like he even had the audacity to greet me for my birthday...

I wouldn’t wish that upon my worst enemy unless of course, we’re talking about my enemy 💌 anon’s ex, fuck you 💌 anon’s ex, you KNOW what you did

it kinda was toxic already so PEOPLE DO YOU REALLY LOVE JENO??? DO YU REALLY WANT THAT FOR HIM? and i can confirm they are friends i'm actually the floor

RIGHT??? you and me two agents undercover in the sour universe like perry the platypus

I FEEL EXPOSED SHFDJKSHFK NO BUT REALLY HOW DID YOU MANAGE TO KNOW MY ENTIRE LIFE

Cause I’m a mastermind? Cause I’m just insane? Guess we will never know

you know when taylor said "i'll do anything to bring up selena gomez ANYTHING!" that's us but with taylor and LOVE it

No cause why is this true??? It’s so embarrassing (no, not really I’m proud and it’s not our fault she has a song for EVERYTHING)

Yeah I think that too at this point because especially after re-reading some bits through your aks I’m SURE I made everything clear

SORRY NOT SORRY AND YES!! I totally agree and the quote fits perfectly

Haechan might avoid every concert you go to but when it’s time to be against #teamjeno he’ll be LOUD AND CLEAR love him for that

ARE MAKING FUN OF MY PAIN AM I JOKE TO YOU REBS???

I could never 😌😌😌 I just deeply thought of you while planning your digital and emotional murder

I knew you could see the vision. It's kinda like the folklore triangle, three young people trying to navigate life and their feelings and their own persona and it's obvious someone is going to get hurt. But the important thing is to talk about it and make sure nobody is hurting anymore. And yeah, mc get behind me I will fight for you til the day I die.

It makes me so happy to know that somehow – unconsciously – I helped you and especially that you finally let go of all the emotions you held back. I feel you because I also go overdramatic when something happens and then pretend everything is fine but yeah, not the healthiest thing ever...

me rn:

only hot people got the message you wanted to convey (jk i'm actually the opposite of hot i'm the ugliest person in this planet). and yes they're also MY BABIES (i love them all so much)

WRONG I’M SURE YOU’RE THE PRETTIES HOTTEST BESTEST like a good person like you can’t be ugly outside and I'm always right

I COULDN’T FORGET ABOUT IT BUT BACK THEN I WAS TOO BURNED OUT TO EVEN THINK ABOUT IT AND NOW IT'S (SLOWLY) COMING TO LIFE. And yeah, I personally love the one that I think will be the next fic to come out and it's my first time writing Haechan as a good person through the whole story lmao

hehe what can i say i guess my spread haechan (obsession) to the world agenda worked! like that man has me on a chokehold that i can only think about him

YES YES IT'S WORKING. He's always been a bias but he was minding his business but NOOO now I'm into a spiral of madness

Yes!!! that’s exactly what I don’t understand. Their story was definitely toxic before but then they cut it off and grew. I feel like manipulation is such a heavy word to use in this context that's why I would’ve liked at least an insight of their view to at least try to understand where it was coming from because that’s not how I write manipulative characters. HAVE YOU NEVER LIKED SOMEONE BEFORE? Is sending me but yeah when you love someone you try to do everything to prove it, also she gave him the 'mission' to prove her he still loved her, if she would’ve said ‘no, you can’t try to win me back’ the first time they talked (seriously) again, he wouldn’t have done all that.

take care too, honey!!! love you ♡

#anon answered #💌 anon #fic: happier #series: sour universe

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worstloki · 3 years

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I'm in a metaphorical pickle and my guess is you can sympathize, but idk

So I follow both explicitly pro-thorki blogs, and explicitly anti-thorki blogs. I reblog things from both these blogs (though not about thorki)

I don't really have an opinion either way, so I just kinda hang out around the middle in an eh like manner and avoid all the discourse

ah yes, not being a supporter or an anti and also not caring if people draw them kissing. a complete dilemma, if only I weren't neutral on basically every other pairing of the plethora available too.

the ship irks me personally because a lot of people factor out the canon dynamics and I like them just being brothers but i can see where people come from and that's... the same for every other pairing i don't particularly endorse?? Also, the comedic potential is insane which is why I'll pitch in myself on occasion.

sorry, what part of this is the metaphorical pickle? I think it's fine to follow who you want, you don't need to be guilty especially if you enjoy their content or reblog other things you like from them.

#i am. literally not here to fight people on what fictional characters they think are kissing behind the scenes.#i'm not big on discourse #everyone is here to just have fun i would hope #and I'm not going to vilify anyone for shipping something I don't #that so many fans clearly support the ship (considering the amount of fanworks there are) helps i guess #also people get harassed for it and i don't like that generally #i used to go to lengths to avoid the ship but.............fanworks do be cute tho #also consider the insane power levels like whew #all i wanted in the mcu was thor and loki working together so if a thorki work is there and only 1/10th of it is sexcy times i'm reading it #ESPECIALLY because them being in a relationship is so funny a concept to me generally bc it's pretty absurd on it's own even #to be fair i'll find any ship i don't support funny #and i only support tesseroki for the most part #i follow blogs that are pro AND anti Loki so there's that too #the only thorki blogs i follow are meta ones im pretty sure but yeah #whether or not I enjoy fic/art depends on the work itself rather than the pairing mostly #but everyone has their own preferences and that's fine #a lot of fics clearly orientalize and fetishize for no reason and some people don't tag correctly and that's a bigger concern imo #thor/loki #thorki #man i feel like i'm going to bother the thorki tag like this #i apologize if anyone is going through the tag and finds this

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kaunis-sielu · 3 years

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Schoolyard: 3

“Six months! Thor I can’t just uproot my life for six months! Do you know how long it took me to get to this position!” You’re starting to get light headed, “I need to sit down.” You mutter and Thor guides you gently to the couch.

“Can I get you anything? Water? Vodka?”

“Water.” Your mind is spinning, “with ice please.” How can he expect you to just pause your life for six months?

“Here,” he passes you the glass of water and you take a couple of sips before looking back over at him.

“Why six months?”

“Because I’m royalty.” He sits down next to you and you resist the urge to lean against him. “I am so sorry. Had I known that it would be considered legit because Loki memorized all the correct words and we did everything correctly I would’ve never fake married you.” It’s all so ridiculous that you you can’t help the laugh that bubbles out of you.

“Oh god Thor I’m being terrible. I’m sorry. I don’t blame you for this, we were both just kids now were you to know?” You sigh heavily, “I guess the biggest concerns I have right now are my job, my apartment, and my friends.”

“All things I can understand, but unless you want to stay married this is the only option.” He tells you and you lean against him. You’ve always wanted to travel back to Europe as an adult to go see the sights and actually appreciate them in a different way.

“Let me see what I can work out with the hospital, I’ve got work in the morning.”

“It might not be the best idea to tell anyone that we’re married.”

“I trust Hope. She doesn’t particularly like other people so I don’t think she’ll say anything.”

“You know the people in your life and I trust you.”

“Thank you.” You watch the news together in silence, you both show up toward the end just outside your apartment and you change the channel to some baking show or another. It’s too weird to see yourself on the news,

“I should go.” Thor says softly but neither of you move. He’s warm and you’re comfortable and you both end up drifting off.

Thor’s phone rings and it startles you both awake.

“Shit, ‘m sorry.” He says digging his phone from his pocket. “I need to take this. I’ll let you get some real sleep. Can I call you later?”

“Yea,” you mumble following him to your door, once he leaves you lock it then get ready for bed. Morning is going to come quickly.

Thor texts you again in the morning, telling you he needs to be back in Asgard in three days and that if it works out he’d like it if you’d come home with him. You send him a thumbs up emoji then head to Hope’s office.

“Hey Hope, do you have a minute?”

“Sure.” She says not looking away from her computer.

“So, I’ve got to leave the country for six months for, personal reasons.” This gets her attention.

“Is this because of that Crown Prince you were spotted with?”

“Sort of. It’s a long and complicated story but one I need to leave to get sorted.” Hope looks at you expectantly and you sigh before launching into the whole story.

“Damn.”

“Yea I know. So now to get an annulment I have to go all the way to Asgard and since he’s royalty it’s gotta be for six months. So I’d like to stay on as staff just like on leave or something. I love working here and I know it puts you in a bit of a bind but it’d be a huge relief to have a job to come back to.” Hope leans back in her chair and studies you.

“You won’t be back.”

“What do you mean? Of course I’ll be back.”

“You don’t see how he looks at you. This might have been a mistake and you might have lost touch but that man is smitten.”

“Yea okay.” You laugh and she rolls her eyes at you.

“If you can come work a weekend once every other month I think I can keep you on staff. Check with your prince and let me know.”

“He’s not my prince but okay. Thanks Hope. Oh, and Hope, can you keep this a secret? The whole marriage thing.” She nods so you leave her office and text Thor who assures you that should be totally fine. Something you confirm with Hope. Now you have to tell Jane.

You text her that you need to meet her and she agrees for the following night. Thor asks if you want to join him for dinner again but you decline. You just need some time alone, so much of your life is going to be changing in the next couple of days and you just want some peace and normalcy for a night.

When Jane shows up the next night you’ve got brownies coming out of the oven. You needed some chocolate and brownies sounded good.

“Are you okay? You sounded stressed on the phone.”

“Yea, I just have a lot to tell you.” So you do, you tell her every single detail just like she’d requested. Jane sits in shocked silence when you’re finished.

“You’re a fucking Princess.” She whispers, “oh my god my best friend is a fucking Princess!”

“Oh my god Jane shut up! I am not!”

“Bitch you are married to a Prince. Therefore you are a Princess.”

“Well, I hope you’re still willing to be friends with someone who isn’t a Princess because we’re getting an annulment.”

“What? No! You’re so cute together!”

“Yea, and I have to go to Asgard for six months so you wanna sublet my plane?”

“Wait seriously?”

“Yea, I’ll be back for a weekend every other month but Thor said that it would take six months since he’s royalty.”

“Actually that’s perfect my research assistant is looking for a new place, I’ll see if she wants to move into my place for the next six months and I can move in here.”

“That works for me. I just would like someone I know here so when I have to come work a couple of shifts.”

“What are you going to tell Peter?”

“Nothing? We went on two dates and he was awful for both.”

“Oh, well he’s been asking about you.”

“He hasn’t texted or called so keep letting him ask. I’m not interested in a man child who thinks he’s better than everyone because he’s a pilot.” You tell her rolling your eyes. Jane laughs softly and raises her brownie in a cheers motion.

“Do you want me to tell him you’re out of the country?”

“He’s a grown man; if he wants to ask me out again he can ask.”

“Preach sister.” You spend the rest of the night talking, eating brownies and laughing. It’s exactly what you needed before you have to pack up enough clothing to help you get through the next two months.

You end up borrowing one of Jane’s massive Arctic trip suitcases because your little carryon will not do the trick. But you get everything packed, including your passport, an hour before Thor said he’d be by to pick you up.

He’s exactly on time, you sigh softly closing and locking your door.

“I am sorry, Elskede.” He says, “I’m sorry you have to uproot your life but our friends are excited to see you again. Especially Sif.”

“I always thought you’d end up with Sif, she was always so beautiful and badass.”

“She’s dating a very successful business man. Nice guy, he meshes well with our little group of friends. You’ll like him.”

“Oh, it will be nice to visit again. If I can I might travel a little bit, I’ve never seen Europe as an adult and since I won’t be working I feel like this is a good time.”

“If you’ll allow, I’d like to come with.”

“Yea, that’d be nice.” You tell him as you take Thor’s arm at the doorway again. You let him lead you through the doorway and to the car. There are more press this time than last time, they’re still yelling for Thor to look and but thankfully it seems that they still don’t know your name yet. Thor ushers you into the car then he climbs in after you, Volstagg climbs in the front seat and you’re off.

You don’t go to the airport, at least not the one that you expect to go to. You pull up to a much smaller airport and after you go through a security gate you see that you’re at a private airstrip.

“Are we flying private?”

“Yes Elskede.”

“What does that mean? I don’t know that word.”

“It’s kind of like, honey or sweetheart.” He explains and you nod. “How is your Norwegian?”

“Probably rusty but I’ll catch back on quickly. I’ve always been pretty good with languages.” He nods as Volstagg opens the door then climbs out and again waits to help you out of the car. You follow Thor up the stairs of the private jet and over to a set of seats.

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VALERIE - Part III. (Harry Styles)

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A few tequila shots and the sound of some stranger’s horrible attempt at karaoke is exactly what you need when you get off work that Friday evening. Luckily, Steven invited you along with a few of his friends to have a drink just a few days ago and you gladly said yes. You and Steven have always gotten along so well and it made Rosa happy to see two so important people in her life be friends, so it wasn’t weird that Rosa was staying home with Valerie, you knew quite a few of Steven’s friends and they all seemed like cool people.

He told you beforehand that Harry would tag along as well so you could brace yourself to try this whole “let’s be nice to each other for the sake of Val” thing you and Rosa talked about earlier. She said she has mentioned it to him as well and he seemed to be open to the idea. You could only hope he didn’t just try to get her off his business and truly means to change.

Arriving to the bar you easily spot your little group of people and sliding out of the booth Steven greets you with a hug.

“So glad you are here!” he smiles at you and everyone slides further into the booth so you can sit at the end, saying your hello to everyone around the table.

The waitress comes up just a few minutes later and you order a tequila along with a beer.

“You are letting loose tonight?” Andy, a colleague of Steve asks with a smirk upon hearing your order.

“I deserve it and it’s just the start!” you tell him making everyone laugh.

Your shot glass is emptied out and you’ve stared on your beer by the time Harry arrives to the bar.

“Hello everyone,” he waves around and asks for a free chair from another table and pulling it to the end he is basically sitting next to you. “I see you’ve started the party, Y/N,” he chuckles eyeing the shot glass and you just shrug your shoulder with a smug grin.

He is wearing a black shirt that’s unbuttoned at the top, letting you get a glimpse of his tattooed chest and necklaces. You don’t admit it to yourself but your eyes linger on his chest a tad bit longer than you intended.

Harry orders a beer for himself that arrives in just a few minutes and you notice how the waitress was basically was pushing her chest out while talking to him.

“Is there anything I can get for you?” she asks him with a charm smile, her red lips stretched almost up to her ears.

For your biggest surprise Harry looks at you upon her question.

“Do you want to have a shot with me as well?”

The girl looks at you with a dirty look that screams jealous and for a moment you don’t even know what to answer.

“Um, yeah, sure,” you nod.

“Then two tequilas, please,” he tells the waitress before she walks away, glancing back at him one last time, but he pays no attention to her, clearly. “Hope you take it better than champagne,” he teases you, but this time it feels more like a simple joke rather than an attempt to piss you off.

“We’ll see,” you tell him with an innocent smile. The change in him is obvious, it seems like he did take Rosa’s advice and a new chapter is about to start where the two of you are not planning the murder of each other anymore every time you meet.

You take the shot with Harry easily, the alcohol burning down your throat and as any responsible, mature adult would do it, you wash it down with some beer. The perfect recipe for a killer headache in the morning. Your little group is having quite the fun, would have been a shame to miss this evening with them.

It seems like Harry is making a real attempt at being nice to you, he is your partner every time your glass empties out and you head to the bar to get another one.

“Look,” he tells you pulling his phone out of his back pocket and a picture of Val appears where she is wearing a onesie that has pumpkins all over it, it’s got to be the cutest thing you’ve ever seen.

“Oh my God!” you gasp tapping your hand to your chest. “She is literally the cutest.”

“I know, I got her the onesie, it’s so soft,” he tells you happily before taking one last look at the photo and putting his phone back away.

“Hey, what happened to those matching stuff you called me back then?” you think back to the phone call the two of you had not so long ago.

“Oh, didn’t buy it.”

“Why?”

“They didn’t have your size.”

“You didn’t buy the set because of my size? You could have gotten me just a larger one or something.”

“Yeah, but I wanted it to fit perfectly. Doesn’t matter, I’ll find another one.”

Harry turns to Andy who is telling a crazy story of the last time he went hiking and your tipsy eyes linger on him for a little. You were definitely not expecting him to not buy the set just because they didn’t have your size, but it’s nice that he was thinking of you and wanted you to have it just as perfect as him.

Harry catches your eyes and you don’t turn away. Maybe it’s the alcohol or the magic of this new, nice era of Harry Styles, but you let your gazes lace together as he smirks at you.

“What?”

“Nothing. It’s nothing,” you tell him absentmindedly and turn to Andy to hear the ending of the story.

The evening is a blast and you are having an amazing time. It’s nice that you don’t have to worry about Harry saying something awkward about you, the two of you are getting along pretty well.

You even sing a song together at the karaoke machine, though you don’t see yourself, you know the two of you look ridiculous, singing Avril Lavigne’s What the Hell from the top of your lungs, both of you probably more drunk than it would be decent from mature adults. But you couldn’t care less.

It’s way past midnight when you decide to leave and Harry tags along with you saying that he is taking the same train.

“Shut up, I did not!” he narrows his eyes at you as the two of you sit in the deserted carriage, only two more passengers are there but they don’t even care about your existence.

“I’m telling you! You were shaking your ass when you sang that line! Almost twerking!” you laugh letting out a snort as Harry is trying his best to hold his smile back while defending himself. “I wish I had it on camera!”

“But you didn’t so it didn’t happen,” he tells you pointing his finger at you in a warningly manner, but you just start laughing even more.

“You wish, Styles,” you huff and he just bumps his shoulder against yours.

You pull out your phone to check the time and see that Marcus has texted you a couple of hours before, asking if you are free next weekend. Harry tries his best not to peek at your screen, but he just can’t stop himself. Seeing the name he can’t stop himself from letting an annoyed growl out.

“You’re still in touch with the guy from the blind date?” he nosily asks and you lock the phone, thinking it’s best if you reply in the morning when you’ll be able to type your words out correctly. Sliding it back into your bag you turn to face Harry.

“What’s wrong with that?”

“I just genuinely don’t know why you are even trying.”

“Excuse me?” you ask with a grimace. “Why wouldn’t I try to meet guys?”

“I didn’t mean it like that. You told me all about how you need to feel that special connection with someone to date them. I bet my life that you did not feel that with this dude.”

“What do you know about what I feel?” you snap at him, feeling your anger building up quickly.

“Because… I know you,” is all he says but you can only laugh at his words.

“You know shit about me, Harry.”

“That’s not true,” he shakes his head protesting.

“Stop pretending like you know me just because I told you stuff when I was drunk and then slept with you. Why can’t you fucking forget about it all?”

Maybe you shouldn’t have been naïve and think that he could change in such a short time. It seems like he is still the annoying prick he has always been.

“Because it happened, Y/N! Whether you acknowledge it or not, it happened, and if I’m being honest, you talked a whole fucking lot that evening so excuse me if I think that I know you.”

He is clearly getting irked too, at least that’s what makes the two of you. The urge to hit him is slowly returning into your limbs and you have to keep your fists in your lap.

“Oh, I’m sorry I’m not perfect when I’m drunk and it was an inconvenience to you to have to deal with me!”

Looking up you see that the train is nearing your stop so you slide out of your seat as you look down at Harry.

“Why the fuck did you even bother to pick me up then? I’m sure you could have gotten with any of the bridesmaids. Was a shame you chose to ruin my life with that night,” you spat at him as the train stops and the doors slide open. It’s clear Harry has a lot to say, but you just simply flip him off and get out of the carriage, heading to the exit with long strides, fuming and raging you even thought for just a moment Harry has changed.

***

Just like the majority of the population, you consider Monday to be one of your biggest enemies, especially when you have spent the whole weekend trying to sleep your hangover off. You really shouldn’t have went overboard with the shots, but it’s always easier said than done. You don’t try to make yourself believe it won’t happen again, because it will surely do. Lately it has occurred to you that you might have a slight problem with knowing your limits when it comes to alcohol. It’s not that you are an addict and seek every possibility to chug down something in secret. It’s more about knowing when to stop when you are at it. It’s so hard to judge when you should draw the line and not have another one when you are having such a good time! You’ve heard endless sermons from your mother when you were younger and ended up coming home a little more hammered than what fitted her taste. She wasn’t completely against drinking, she believes it’s a nice way to ease your nerves and has been having drinks in the evenings herself, but she has a strong opinion about going overboard, something you’ve been struggling with.

“Guys find it disgusting, Y/N. Know your limits or no guy will stay with you if you can’t stop yourself from knocking yourself out.”

You rolled your eyes at her then and you roll your eyes at her now. As if a man has a word in what you do!

Sitting at your desk you find yourself checking the time every ten minutes, longing for your lunch break already, but time seems to be passing extremely slowly on this miserable day. You basically jolt up from your chair when the clock strikes 12 and head out of the building to find a place to eat. You were certainly not in the mood to do any mealprep for the week ahead so now you are stuck with having to eat out.

There’s a sandwich bar down the street and you refuse to go any farther just to have to walk back after lunch. Walking in you are happy to see that it’s not jam-packed yet, but knowing well how it goes in lunch time, the seats will surely be taken in no time. Walking up to the counter you order a turkey sandwich with a lemonade and take a seat at one of the smaller tables in the back, putting your bag to the empty chair and leaving your phone on the table next to your plate you start scrolling while eating.

Just as you expected, people start to flow in pretty soon and all the empty seats get taken. You’ve just scrolled past some funny cat video when you glance up and almost choke on your food.

At the counter, back facing you, but you already know his figure enough, stands Harry Styles, hands stuffed into his pockets as he is checking out the sandwiches behind the glass.

“Unbelievable,” you growl to yourself as you try to turn so you are hidden somehow behind the plant that’s besides you. Peeking from behind its leaves you try to keep an eye on him without being suspicious.

Harry pays for his food and flashes a smile at the cashier before turning around to find a place. Unfortunately, there are no free tables left, only seats here and there, one at your table as well.

At first you plan on pretending you don’t see him and pay he won’t recognize you either. After your encounter on the train last Friday you are not quite in the mood to have lunch with him. But then you see the disappointed look on his face as he searches for a free spot and your conscience can’t take it any longer.

Turning to face him you bring yourself out from behind the plant and wave in his direction. His eyes catch your hand in the air and a surprised look flashes across his face but heads in your way anyway.

“Hey, I didn’t even see you there,” he chuckles taking the seat that you just emptied from your bag, putting it to the floor next to you.

“Yeah, probably the plant,” you say awkwardly and he just nods placing his plate to the table.

“Do you come here often?” he asks upon starting his ham and cheese sandwich.

“No, though my office is near. I usually bring food.”

“Ah, I see.”

“Do you?”

“No,” he shakes his head. “I was just nearby and thought I would stop by for lunch.”

There’s a long pause when neither of you say a word, just eat in silence though that conversation from Friday hangs in the air heavily.

Surprisingly Harry is the first one to break this silence.

“I… wanted to call this weekend to apologize.”

“Really?” It’s not that you didn’t want an apology, you were just definitely not expecting one from him.

“Yeah. I know I have overstepped quite some boundaries lately and… I’m sorry for that. I promised Rosa I would try to work on our…”

“Friendship?” you ask with a small smile. There’s not really a word for what the two of you really have.

“Yeah,” he chuckles nodding. “Look, I was drunk too, I don’t know what’s gotten into me. Sorry for sticking my nose into your business. You’re right, I don’t know you well enough to have an opinion on these stuff.”

You nod shortly, a sense of relief taking over your body. It’s nice to finally have your truth confirmed by him and it’s kind of ridiculous it took the two of you so long to actually have a nice, mature conversation.

“Thanks, I appreciate it.”

“And I know I’ve been the one to tease you and pick on you most of the time, but I promise I’ll try to work on shutting my mouth from now on.”

You laugh leaning back in your seat, because this is surely way more than what you were expecting from him, but it’s still funny to hear it from his mouth. Never thought this day would ever come.

“I promise I’ll hold my tongue too. I want Rosa to stop worrying about us. She clearly cares about us so I wouldn’t want to be the reason why she stresses, she has enough on her plate.”

Harry nods in agreement and with that, the topic is considered closed. You have officially called it truth with the villain of your life, Harry Styles.

***

Valerie is watching the ducks in awe, as if they were the most beautiful creatures for her on this whole wide world. Her eyes follow them glide across the shimmering surface of the pond and pulling out your phone you take a quick photo of her before turning back to Rose next to you on the bench.

It’s a warm Sunday afternoon nearing the end of October, Rosa called you in the morning if you wanted to tag along for their afternoon walk and you happily took the chance to spend some more time with your sister and your favorite little niece.

“It’s so nice to get out of the house and go farther than just the supermarket,” she sighs, closing her eyes as she enjoys the warm sunshine caressing her face. You can tell she’s been losing sleep, Val just started teething and Rosa told you how fussy she’s been during the nights.

“The joys of parenthood,” you chuckle and she just huffs.

“Harry was over the other afternoon, dropped something off for Steven.”

“Uhuh.”

“He mentioned you.”

“Really?” you ask looking ahead of you, eyes glued to one particular duck as it nears the edge of the pond, then duckling out to the grass it sits comfortably in the sunshine.

“Yeah, he said you two had lunch together the other week.”

“Well, it’s not like it was planned, we just happened to be at the same place,” you correct her.

“Either way I’m happy you two are getting along.”

“It’s relaxing,” you admit with a soft chuckle. This worrying feeling you’ve been constantly feeling when someone brought Harry’s name up is finally gone from your chest. It’s nice to know you won’t have to avoid him at every event you run into him.

“So what do you have planned for the anniversary?” you ask her. It’s crazy it’s been three years since Rosa and Steven got married, which also means that it took exactly three years for you and Harry to put the past behind you.

“Uh, nothing?” she huffs with a grimace. “There’s not much you can do with a teething baby, you know? Will probably just have dinner together and if we don’t fall asleep immediately we can watch a movie.”

“Val is the only reason why you are staying home?”

“I mean, mostly, yeah.”

“I can look after her for a night, if you want,” you offer right away. It’s the least you can do for her.

“Nah, I can’t ask you that. I know how much you work and she wakes up at least two times during the night even on her best days. You need to rest too.”

“I have way more time to rest than you. You deserve a night off from your motherly duties.”

“Are you sure?” she asks, looking for any sign on your face that tells her you are not being serious.

“Absolutely. Just… give me a list of things I need to know and do and we’ll be fine,” you nod eagerly as you turn to look at Val. “Right, Princess? We’ll have a sleepover!”

Val just glances at you curiously, furrowing her tiny eyebrows before her attention is diverted by a falling leaf.

“She’s excited,” you tell Rosa and she just chuckles.

“Would you really do this for us?”

“Of course! It’s just one night, I can do one night.”

“You are literally an angel she sighs and hooking an arm around your shoulders she pulls you to her lovingly. This is what sisters are for.

***

Your body is basically buried under your favorite thick blanket, sunk into the plush couch as you watch a rerun from How I Met Your Mother, a warm tea on the coffee table. You’ve had a long day and you intended to go to bed early, but figured six is a little too early, so you got stuck with whatever the TV had to offer you, however you know you’ll be in bed by eight for sure.

Munching on some dried apple chips you let out a tired sigh when you see that you’ve reached the end of the bag. Tossing it to the floor you slide down lower on the couch when your phone buzzes somewhere under your butt. It takes you some time to actually find it and get a hold of it, but you’re rather surprised when you see you just got a text from Harry.

To be exact, he just sent you a photo. Opening the thread you wait for the attachment to load and when it does, you snort out loud.

It’s a photo of him with a ridiculously small, pink hat that’s probably for Valerie, but seeing it on his head as he is grinning widely into the camera you can’t help but laugh.

“Looking great, new fit?” you write him back and the little bubbles start moving almost immediately.

“Thought it was time for a change in my image. You like it?”

“Pink suits you well.”

“Thanks, I’ve been told that.”

You smile at the screen as another message pops up.

“I’ve been going a little overboard with the shopping for Val…”

“Never feel ashamed for that!”

“But Rosa made me promise the Gucci onesie was the last thing I bought for her.”

“You bought her a Gucci onesie??!?!! Harry, she is not even one, she will shit into that Gucci..”

“But it looked so cute! I had to buy it!”

“You need therapy, Harry.”

“Isn’t that what friends are for?”

You have a witty comeback to make about how he has zero friends, but you don’t want to ruin the light mood with even the slightest possibility of sending him an insult he might take too seriously.

“You’re right!”

“Okay, now it’s your turn to send me a silly photo.”

“What?!”

“Come on, I sent you one, now you have to send one to me too!”

“Says who?”

“Me. Come on, do it!”

He is so childish, you think to yourself as you open your gallery and try to find something that’s silly but not too embarrassing either. You find a picture back from April when you were having a grimace contest with your cousin’s kids and someone snapped a picture of you with puffy cheeks and crossed eyes. You hesitate for a moment but then send it to him anyway.

Waiting for his answer you turn your attention back to the TV until your phone buzzes in your hands again.

“I said send me a pic of you, not a hamster!”

You gasp at the mean but also funny reply. He surely didn’t shy out from insulting you, unlike you did.

“Oh, fuck you, Harry!”

You almost instantly regret sending that to him, because you know what his answer is to that every time it leaves your mouth. So you are already bracing yourself to receive that “you already have” text… But it never arrives.

“Jk, you look cute. But don’t cross your eyes too much, would be a shame if they stayed like that.”

“And why is that?” you find yourself typing back.

“Don’t let those pretty eyes go to waste.”

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alright. ask and you shall receive (also i saw ur tags, dw abt carbon monoxide. we got a carbon monoxide detector and it works perfectly fine)

honestly im not really sure where to start so i guess ill just list off some of the weird shit we’ve seen entity wise (not counting the mimics bc i think we already talked abt them)

glow in the dark baby: my personal favorite tbh. either manifests as an orb or a floating baby that glows blue. we’ve only seen this fella once or twice

furnace room man: fuckin. forgot what we named him so we’ll just go with that for now. anyways he’s like… some dude with some really bad burns and melty flesh. generally harmless, he just hangs out. the more friendly cousin of whatever else lives in there (we know nothing about them other than the fact they only tolerate our cats but absolutely HATE everyone else. the other things living in there, not furnace man)

chase: lives in our bedroom closet. creepy. we’ve never seen him fully, all we know is that he’s short and has a lot of hair covering his face. we always keep our closet closed so we never really hear much of him, but one night we accidentally left it open and the ENTIRE night he just kept saying “hey. hey come here. come into the closet” and we just. rolled over and went back to sleep because what the fuck else are you supposed in that kind of situation?? woke up a few hours later to see both of our cats on our bad hissing at the closet so there’s that

the observers: what their name suggests. they just watch people and follow them around. they don’t hurt people but when they pull up in numbers it’s SCARY. one time we got up late to get some water and there were 5 or 6 of them sitting around the coffee table. they don’t have any facial features or any defining characteristics besides being really tall and just being.. walking shadows, but i could see their heads move towards us so we BOOKED it back to our room. few seconds later they were outside our door just….. Staring.

weird guy: we think he might be a mimic but he’s actually come out during the day so im giving him his own category. anyways one time we were putting the dishes away and felt something fucking MASSIVE and soft brush against our leg. thought it was one of the cats but it reached too high on our leg to be one of them so we just went. ok whatever this might as well happen. continued putting the dishes away and we could see something huge running down the hall in the reflection of a knife we were holding and nearly damn dropped the thing on our foot. he looks like some weird… man bat wolf thing? idk. very physical entity. very vocal also, he can mimic our cats meows and also giggles a lot

victoria: awful. if i remember correctly she’s extremely pale, has long hair, and the rest of her body from the torso down is. gone?? anyways she likes to hang out in dark rooms. whenever we’re home alone at night she’ll try to get us to come into one of the rooms with her. i dont think she’s been around that much lately? but when she used to be, if we ignored her we’d wake up with some pretty nasty scratches on our arms and legs

michael: MAN FUCK THIS GUY. he just looks like a tall malnourished blonde man w no eyes or lips. he’s bound to the bathroom for whatever reason, but god fucking FORBID you cross paths with him when he’s in a bad mood. he pushes people, pulls their hair, grabs their arms or waists. he’s awful. we can deal w victoria but michael 2 are straight no’s from us

michael…. 2 i fucking guess: don’t have a name for her but basically she does the same thing as michael except she just kicks anyone’s ass that goes in the basement. most thing she does is stare at you, but if you look into her eyes you feel sick as shit out of nowhere

that’s… all i can think of off the top of my head. im not even sure if were rambling about these for shits and giggles trying to assign entities to them or finally letting this all out for our sanity and confronting it on a serious note but. well. it’s certainly there ig

The long awaited sequel to this ask! Long awaited mostly because it took me two days to get to it in the pile of statements, but still.

Well there’s… stuff going on here for sure. The mimics you talked about previously sound like the Stranger type, which could apply to Weird Guy and possibly Chase as well? The weird disappearing room in the first part of your statement could be Spiral, and frankly so could your whole closets-lined basement - I wouldn’t be surprised if opening those doors at just the right/wrong time lead to interesting developments. Victoria sounds like she’s got an affinity for the Dark, and so do the Observers just from their description as shadow beings but the fact that you described them as constantly watching points to the Beholding. Glowing Baby sounds like the light at the tip of an anglerfish’s lure, so do with that what you will. The Michaels seem to have some Slaughter in them but tame enough that you live to tell the tale, and Michael 2’s sickening stare could fall under the Corruption, or maybe the Spiral or the Vast if it’s more like vertigo/the nausea from a rollercoaster? Furnace man sounds like he got Got by the Desolation, but seems too chill to be Of it, though the same might not be said for his “cousins”.

Final diagnosis: you live at Hilltop Road. Or rather, a place of similar level of Bullshit, though you seem to be alive and… well? So whatever’s going on there probably isn’t as dangerous. Probably. Good luck?

#I’ll go ahead and assume you’re taking steps re: hallucinations because once again we’re having fun here but none of this is real #I know I give that warning often but like. last thing I want to do is accidentally mess with someone’s head with my silly little tma blog #statements

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Sorry this secret is long, every time I try to rewrite it this happens, dont feel obligated to post this I just keep seeing your tag and this is the biggest albatross around my neck no contest, so... *deep inhale*

I had a really rough falling out with a long time online friend. It was a few years ago at this point but it hit me really hard. In retrospect it was a pretty toxic friendship, I loved them to pieces, and they only Sometimes reciprocated when it was convenient for them, and whenever it wasnt they spoke as if I meant nothing to them and always recontextualized our whole history. I kick myself for ignoring all their red flags.

The final straw was the last time we tried to hang out in-person. It was the 2nd time I was visiting, last time was fun so I was excited. I had been talking with them and their partner and we were gonna hook up and it was all chill, but at Some Point in the months before my visit something changed their mind and they just...didnt tell me. I still have no idea why, after Years of plantonic friendship and honestly not even That much sexual stuff (we'd go months and months with no nsfw talk or pics or anything it was fine that was obviously Not why I was friends with them) and suddenly they accuse me of being some kinda sex pest. The kicker: I Was in-fact able to correctly read the room and didnt attempt to have sex with either of them, but I didnt read it well enough.

When I got to their place I immediately felt the vibes, and knew I wasnt gonna be up to anything. But like Oh Well I just wanted a chill weekend with my bestie. They never brought Anything up with me so I said to myself "maybe that other local friend they were complaining about recently pissed them off and theyre stressed out, im sure if it was something serious they'd tell me." I Should Not Have Been Sure Of This.

So while I knew they didnt want to fuck, I had no idea they didnt want Any kind of affection or platonic touch from me anymore, and it wasnt until A Week After I Left I DM'd them asking why they were being so cold and distant wit me and they Finally told me how uncomfortable I apparently made them and their partner the whole weekend. They went the Whole Weekend pretending they were having a grand ol' time and could have absolutely at ANY point tell me "Hey actually Im not feeling super touchey right now" and like Boom Problem Solved We Are All Adults Please Communicate With Me.

Again, why after Years of open honesty and communication from me they suddenly accused me of only wanting sex from them and of doing predatory shit to them and their partner when they made No attempt to re-establish their new boundaries with me before or during my trip.

Honestly in that moment I was too emotional and freaked out to have a very healthy conversation with them. It was a long ugly back and forth but I was finally like I cant do this. We cant be friends. And we parted on Supposedly Amicable terms cuz like weve both had friend-break-ups before lets see how we feel down the road, but like the closeness is Gone for sure.

Even Then they still werent being honest. I actually blocked them on social media for a while just to cool my head and not have to see them. But when I tried to follow them again THATS when them and all their closest friends blocked me which was very ???? to me. Smash-cut to last year I had a friend DM me, Thankfully after I had already left twitter cuz fuck twitter (i am sadly back on twitter 😒...), saying my now ex-friend was painting the whole ordeal as an attempted sexual assault or whatever. When I wasnt even trying to fuck that whole time!!

They have a lot of trauma in their past that isnt mine to share, and I Dont so I always deferred to them on it, trusted they werent abusing that victimization to escape their responsibility as an adult to be more communicative with me, but I have other people in my life with similar pasts who assured me later "No, thats no excuse, they cant blame everyone else on their own social problems, fuck that." I spent a whole year losing sleep over the ordeal. WAS it my fault? Was SOME of it my fault? Was NONE of it my fault? Was it Anyone's fault??? I'll probably never have a satisfying answer.

But since then Ive transitioned and dont even look the same or go by the same name, but still have some friends we shared and hang out in a couple online social circles where I hear about their partner sometimes who lied to me even harder than they did about still being cool with me when they absolutely were not (when I told them they never said they didnt want to have sex, they brought up when they told me they were on their period and THAT was supposed to be my only hint, even tho they pretended to be really broken up about it as-if we'd have fucked otherwise????? Childish, anyway). Im always slightly paranoid they'll stumble upon me and realize who I am and try to force me into hiding or whatever when I've done literally nothing to them since they blocked me. Because apparently their version of what happened only got worse since then, so clearly they hold a grudge, and Im just some random trans bitch online minding my own business.

Normally I'd write it off as paranoia, but as you can tell just from this one example, and there Are other stories, any time I wrote off a hyper specific fear of them not telling me something as just paranoia and would eventually confront them about it, itNever was and they would always make my fears be true. They Always prove me right. They really fucked with my head...

Again, sorry for the length, it all just comes falling out of me when I try to be brief about it all.

It's okay! I really hope that venting about stuff has given you some slight piece of mind. I've met a lot of people online over the years and to keep it short, I'll just say that not all of them are what they seem. A lot of my friendships were really fucking one sided. They weren't genuine, people lied to me and used me for whatever. It definitely sucks when people hold grudges or make up lies about you, I've been in that boat before too. But the people who know you, know that you're not that kind of person. You have to have faith in the people around you.. Idk people present this persona online but like, we're all different from how we present ourselves online. It's weird to be friends with grown ass adult people who don't know how to honestly and openly communicate though. Some people legitimately do not have those skills. And I hope that you get to keep your peace now that you're not talking to those people anymore. Hopefully they won't recognize you since transition and if they do, they just stfu and leave you alone! You know your truth & all you can do is live with it. Know that you're better off without those people. Don't be sorry and you can always come in my ask box to vent! Sometimes we don't get closure on a subject and the best thing we can do is give ourselves the closure of not thinking about it or worrying about it anymore. I know it's easier said than done though 😅

#tell me your secrets

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Character Name Meanings

i was tagged by the lovely @natesofrellis! ty💕

i love how everyone has like fancy real meanings behind the names of their ocs like word meaning and stuff and im here like heheh yeehaw heheheh girl is boy? heheheh name sound pretty, good enough

alright i so let’s start, this is gonna be long lmfao cuz i can’t resist but do all of them TwT

The name Veronique is girl's name of French, Greek origin meaning "true image". The name Ronnie is both a boy's name and a girl's name meaning "she who brings victory; true image".

I always loved gender neutral names and the idea of “opposite gendre” names for a lack of better terms. Like for example naming a boy Adelaide (Ada for short) or Eloise (El for short) or for a girl, Luca or Elliot. And seeing as any character I create, the world is literally my oyster, I can do whatever I want hahaha. This kind of ends up being a theme for a few of my ocs. They’ll probably have say a feminine name (being a girl) but their nickname will be more androgynous or gender neutral. Ronnie for example, short for Véronique. I went with Véronique because seeing how Ronnie was quite the self insert when I was making her, literally everything about her is inspired and based off me. Her looks, her ethnicity and race, personality. But I didn’t want to give her my name cuz well I don’t care much for my name lol. So I went with the next best thing, the name that I would’ve been given if I wasn’t named what I was, the second choice if you will: Véronique.

I also knew damn well that Véronique is a long name and I can’t possibly be saying her full name all the time lol. Plus it’s french, I have much too many years of experience with people have difficulty saying or reading my name properly and well I didn’t want that for her even if she is fictional lol. And personally I always wanted nicknames, my name’s three syllables yet I’ve never been given a nickname by anyone really, I’m always just the same 1 name always which bores me considering no one besides my parents and myself say it correctly ahaha. So I knew I wanted to give her a nickname, cuz if she’s basically me, I’d think she’d have the same views about her name. How many non french speakers can pronounce a french r and not be intimidated by an accent😅. Now taking the whole gender neutral thing into account, I didn’t want to go Véro, which is the typical nickname for her name cuz well it’s still difficult, so I experimented and found myself really liking the name Ronnie. Sure enough Ronnie worked for the her so I settled with it, and I still love it lol. (I also took inspiration of the name “Ronnie” from Ronnie Radke from Falling In Reverse lol I like their music)

Kana is inspired by me giving her a half asian background, I guess this last name makes her Japanese haha. Like I said I she’s very much me, half French, half Asian. Thinking about her last name, I always loved the Japanese culture, I’m an anime indulger, I love Japanese names. And at the time I was stuck between whether to name her first name Véronique (Ronnie) or Kana, and for a time her name would switch from Ronnie to Kana a lot. But I could never think of a last name. So it dawned on me that I can give her both the names I wanted to, my slow small brain just didn’t catch on very fast the Ronnie still needed a last name hahaha. Kana is also inspired by one of my favourite anime’s Fruit’s Basket (specifically the 2001 version, I am biased towards that version for nostalgic reasons🥲🤲💕), and my favourite character in the show Hatori. And Kana was the name of his wife and well me being a Hatori simp I was like “um I wanna be his wife??🤨🤨🤚🤚” lmfao

Combination of Anna and Belle or French form of Amabel. The name Annabelle is girl's name of French origin meaning "loving".

1000% stole the inspiration of her name from the pirate Anne Bonny because I’m obsessed with Uncharted (especially uncharted 4, for reasons…*looks at sam and rafe*…….reasons..) I was also visiting family in Calgary at the time of Stampede and well yeehaw cowtown lead to me rewatching Yellowstone for the spirit and I fucking love that show so much. Fell back in love with the wrangler Ryan from that show HAHAHA and decided fuck it I’m making another cowboy oc who will double as an RDR oc. But she goes by Annabelle Jones for RDR, nickname Elle. Idk why I just thought Elle was a cute and pretty name and also I had too many cowboy name ideas for Annie’s last name that I had left over. Deciding I’d change her last name to Jones and also change the nickname. My godmother and I were looking at cowgirl names after we went to stampede the first night to watch barrel racers being like “ok we gotta give ourself cowgirl names now” and so we thought about it. I settled on Lucky Annabelle Bonnie (as i said inspired by anne bonny but then it was also encouraged after I saw a “what’s your cowgirl name” generator thing that had both the names bonnie and annabelle on it and I was like well perfect, imma do that). And then proceeded to make an oc and though hey, in spirit of yeehaw, why don’t I go ahead and make my long awaited RDR and Yellowstone oc lol

The name Persephone is girl's name of Greek origin “Bringer of Death”

I always loved Persephone, her character, her story, her power and everything about her. And I also loved her name, I think it’s one of the prettiest names out there. When choosing Seph’s name I just kinda went into my mind’s collections of names that I love to pick out which name I could give her lol. Landed on Persephone because I always wanted a character named Persephone and then of course I had to give her a nickname. I love odd names, unique ones, ones you don’t really go for if you were to be picking nicknames yenno? Honestly now that I think about it I feel like Seph is probably the go to nickname for Persephone but I’d never heard it be used before so I thought it was cute, and not well known. But it was easy enough to pronounce, not long like if I were to have gone with Sephone which was one more syllable, have I mentioned I’m lazy? Seph just sounded cute and I hadn’t heard it before so I was like bingo that’s the one. Wilde comes from the idea of uncharted as a whole lol, they’re always out in the wild yenno? Adventuring, treasure hunting in unknown places. Jungles, forests, mountains, oceans. So I thought the name Wilde would be cute, and considering it is in fact a name, it worked out lol. I also wanted a name that sounded good with Sam Drake’s but that’s besides the point👀

The name Persimmon is girl's name meaning "a dry fruit".

Redraven I found on some dnd name generator that I thought fit her perfectly considering she’s a bright dark red ginger lol and sounded pretty with her first name. Persimmon I chose cuz I knew I didn’t want anything basic or boring lol I wanted a name that wasn’t usually found to be a name. A word that if not introduced as someone’s name, you’d think it’s not supposed to be a name. And well a persimmon is the colour orange, and she’s a ginger, so two and two together lol. And I love persimmons, they’re sweet and taste good so I was like lemme give this sweet name to a woman who has a secret sweet and soft side. And again the whole “androgynous/gender neutral name/giving a girl a boys name” ordeal with her nickname. I thought about going with Monnie, but it felt too feminine lol and I wanted something less so. Also Monnie sounds like Ronnie and I was like well I’m not creative am I AHAHAHA. So I went to the other half of the name and settled for Persi. I loved the way it sounded, I felt it fit her perfectly. And well it definitely fit the “you hear this name and think it’s a boy? HAH WRONG this character is actually a woman, who woulda thunk” motif.

that was a lot lol oops ^^ i tag anyone who wants to share the story of their oc!

#tagged #character name meanings #ocs #my ocs #ronnie mama #seph wilde #annie bonnie #persi redraven

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