#im so slow on answering asks but its not you all its me etc etc i DO love them and i AM slowly making my way through them❤️

[horrorshow]

hi suzy, happy wincest wednesday :) I know we share a love of protective!Sam -- when do you think that started happening in their lives? Did Sam have to get taller first, lol, or was it some story/life event that precipitated little brother starting to watch out for big brother?

happy ww liz!

i don't think sam's height has anything to do with it actually! i don't think sam thought of himself as stronger or more capable than dean at all. as a kid, sam always looked up at dean, and sam never fully grew out of seeing dean as a hero, so, it's not about that.

easy answer is of course that john trained them from a very young age to never trust anyone but each other. so due to the way they lived and the amount of danger they encountered on a daily basis, sam has always been more protective of dean than other siblings would be. and dean was very protective of him, while sam tried to be just like his big brother, so he wouldn't hesitate to protect dean in turn.

but besides that, i think sam's protectiveness of dean specifically developed hand in hand with his rebellion against john and hunting. and i imagine that started when sam was old enough to stay home alone, while john took dean 'away from him' on hunts.

i can't imagine how horrible it must have been for sam, as a kid, to be all alone in a motel room, waiting for his only family to return, not knowing IF they'd even return, being fully aware of the danger they were in, how often he must have waited impatiently for the promised 'we're okay' phonecall that wasn't on time, or dean and john returning hours or days later than planned, not in one piece, sam running to get the first aid kit, wounds, broken bones, stitches, bruises, all kinds of injuries, dean either too hyper or too quiet or completely out of it, but never truly the dean sam knew. anyone who has ever been worried about a sibling like that, or saw a sibling in serious pain knows that stuff stays with you. it's horrible. and when that person is the only long term relationship you have outside of your dad... there's so much to lose.

i have one very specific mental image of sam coming home from school in the middle of the afternoon, to a bruised and bloodied dean - just back from a long hunt - in dirty clothes asleep on the couch, looking hurt and exhausted and vulnerable, with sam staring at him, at first VERY relieved that he's home safe, but that fast making place for an anger on how UNFAIR and wrong it all is, how NONE of this is normal, combined with sam's constant uncertainty and anxiety and fear, suddenly wishing fiercely for a normal life where he and dean are both safe at school instead of having to deal with any of this, i think sam felt FURIOUS in that moment and that it shocked him how much anger he could feel towards hunting and his dad for doing this to them.

basically, sam tried to win dean back from john. not because sam thought dean was incapable of looking out for himself, but because dean belonged with sam. because sam would love him better. because with john there was always the threat of danger. so... his protective streak started as a bit naive and selfish, but i'm 100% convinced that it came from a place of love bc he was aware of how messed up their lives were, and bc he cared for dean and wanted him to be safe.

(and of course, it was never simply just about that. sam felt lonely and an outsider in his own family and he missed how close he and dean used to be. and a part of him tried to embrace hunting the same way dean did, but finding himself unable to, and a part of him was jealous of dean's special bond with john, making him feel even more cut off. his feelings for dean and his dad were always complicated)

i think sam always hoped, and even expected, that dean would eventually see the light and join his side. that dean would stop seeing him as his kid brother, but would listen to him and agree with his reasoning, and whatever they'd do next, they'd do it together, as equals. and that dean would somehow be grateful for it. so if he convinced john to postpone a hunt or go alone, so he could have dean with him, and dean could rest and do some homework and they could have fun or even if he was just hanging around or they'd argue or if dean stayed out all night, sam knew he'd come back in one piece to him with jokes and stories to tell him and that's what mattered. every win sam could get for dean like that was also a win for himself. in sam's mind they were supposed to be on the same team fighting the same fight, even if he had to do all the work himself to pry dean from john's hands.

but, one problem: sam was a kid, and he only ever looked at it from his own perspective, he didn't understand why dean did what dean did or what dean needed. he naively thought nudging him in the right direction would be enough. sam didn't understand why dean kept choosing john's side, didn't understand why dean didn't stand up for himself more, couldn't rhyme dean's obedience to john with his concept of the heroic big brother who could do ANYTHING he set his mind to. and with every year that passed they only drifted further apart bc of this, until it exploded.

but despite stanford and all that happened since, i love how sam only grew more protective of dean, in newer and even more bizarre ways, and he eventually got dean exactly where he wanted him, safe and happy at his side😌❤️ so it all ends well when it ends well! for a while at least :/

[depresseddepot]

so like. after i realized i had adhd it felt like my adhd got worse bc i was seeing symptoms everywhere, but it was really just bc i was paying full attention to it for the first time. now that i know i have autism too, it's doing the same thing, where i feel like its getting worse and harder to manage so i'm going to have to get really good at acting really quickly or i'm going to have to figure out how to not have a mental breakdown when my masking isn't working like it's supposed to

[vetyr]

hi, i ireally love your work and i don't know if you've answered this before but, what kinds of studies do you do or how did you learn color theory? i wanna get better at rendering and anatomy but im having trouble TT TT

Hi! Long answer alert. Once a chatterbox, always a chatterbox.

When I started actively learning how to draw about 10 1/2 years ago, I exclusively did graphite studies in sketchbooks. Here's a few examples—I mostly stuck to doing line drawings to drill basic shapes/contours and proportions into my brain. The more rendered sketches helped me practice edge control & basic values, and they were REALLY good for learning the actual 3D structure behind what I was drawing.

I'd use reference images that I grabbed from fitness forums, Instagram, Tumblr, Pinterest, and some NSFW places, but you could find adequate ref material from figure drawing sites like Line of Action. LoA has refs for people (you can filter by clothed/unclothed, age, & gender), animals, expressions, hands/feet, and a few other useful things as well. Love them.

Learning how to render digitally was a similar story; it helped a lot that I had a pretty strong foundation for value/anatomy going in. I basically didn't touch color at all for ~2 years (except for a few attempts at bad digital or acrylic paint studies), which may not have been the best idea. I learned color from a lot of trial and error, honestly, and I'm pretty sure this process involved a lot of imitation—there were a number of digital/traditional painters whose styles I really wanted to emulate (notably their edge control, color choices, value distributions, and shape design), so I kiiind of did a mixture of that + my own experimentation.

For example, I really found Benjamin Björklund's style appealing, especially his softened/lost edges & vibrant pops of saturated color, so here's a study I did from some photograph that I'm *pretty* sure was painted with him in mind.

Learning how to detail was definitely a slow process, and like all the aforementioned things (anatomy/color/edge control/values/etc.) I'm still figuring it out. Focusing on edge control first (that is, deciding on where to place hard/soft edges for emphasizing/de-emphasizing certain areas of the image) is super useful, because you can honestly fool a viewer into thinking there's more detail in a piece than there actually is if you're very economical about where you place your hard edges.

The most important part, to me, is probably just doing this stuff over and over again. You're likely not going to see improvement in a few weeks or even a few months, so don't fret about not getting the exact results you want and just keep studying + making art. I like to think about learning art as a process where you *need* to fail and make crappy art/studies—there's literally no way around it—so you might as well fail right now. See, by making bad art you're actually moving forward—isn't that a fun prospect!!

It's useful to have a folder with art you admire, especially if you can dissect the pieces and understand why you like them so much. You can study those aspects (like, you can redraw or repaint that person's work) and break down whether this is art that you just like to look at, or if it's the kind of art that you want to *make.* There's a LOT of art out there that I love looking at, probably tens of thousands of styles/mediums, but there's a very narrow range that I want to make myself.

I've mentioned it in some ask reply in the past, but I really do think looking at other artist's work is such a cheat code for improving your own skills—the other artist does the work to filter reality/ideas for you, and this sort of allows you to contact the subject matter more directly. I can think of so many examples where an artist I admired exaggerated, like, the way sunlight rested on a face and created that orange fringe around its edge, or the greys/dull blues in a wheat field, or the bright indigo in a cast shadow, or the red along the outside of a person's eye, and it just clicked for me that this was a very available & observable aspect of reality, which had up until that point gone completely unnoticed! If you're really perceptive about the art you look at, it's shocking how much it can teach you about how to see the world (in this particular case I mean this literally, in that the art I looked at fully changed the way I visually processed the world, but of course it has had a strong effect on my worldviews/relationships/beliefs).

Thanks so much for sending in a question (& for reading, if you got this far)! I read every single ask I receive, including the kind words & compliments, which I genuinely always appreciate. Best of luck with learning, my friend :)

[jeon-ify]

take a picture - c.s. || 18+

warnings: dom!reader x sub!san,

“fuck, that feels so good. please don’t stop,” he cries. you feel him throb inside of your sopping cunt, your lips reaching down to his neck to suck a generous amount of skin.

“you can’t mark me up baby, i have a shoot tomorrow~”

you ignore the entirety of what he says, riding out your high, and trying to focus on marking up your boyfriend for the entire world to see.

“yeah? who’s stopping me, sannie? i think the way you’re about to cum inside of me is telling me otherwise, hm?”

“yes, fuuckkkk,” you lick a stripe up his neck, biting down on the area and sucking almost a little too hard, your tongue turning sore and burning from how hard you’re sucking him in. your pussy convulses around him, and the feeling becomes too overpowering for san to bare.

“asked you a question, sannie. i expect you to answer.”

“baby, slow do— fuck! fucking vampire.” his hips stutter as he attempts to fuck up into you, pulling his hair and licking up from between his collarbones and up his addams apple, all the way up to his lips. you grab his jaw, squeezing his cheeks so his lips pout to you. your lips ghost over his as he squeezes his eyes shut in desperation to cum.

you stop all movement, tightening your grip on his length as he winces out in a cocktail of pain and pleasure. “its like you want me to stop, no?”

“no, no, no, no, no. please just let me cum. ‘can mark me up all you want, mami.”

your orgasm threatens to reach you due to the nickname san just threw at you. you feel yourself weakening in the knees— unsure if it’s from bouncing on his cock, or if its from what he just called you for the first time.

“when i’m done with you, take a picture and post it for everyone to see.”

| choi.san im all yours.

Today at 4:11am

| y/n.stagram my pretty boy

| atinyforever SAN????!?!?!? 🤨 whats this

| thattallmfinateez YOOOOOOOO

| fixonthis.d YUNHO U SEEN THIS SHIT

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[jokeflypop]

The Risks we take

part 2

Newt x Female Reader

Im sooooo sorry it took this long! I hope you enjoy! Should I do a part three that takes place in The Death cure? 👀 🫣

Summary: Newt is avoiding y/n after she confessed her feelings to him at a bonfire night. (Also note that in this universe, the Gladers have a bonfire night every week instead of every month. Just so it fits in the story!)

Warnings: Honestly it’s all fluff and angst. Nothing other than a few suggestive comments, but nothing crazy!

Words:

Y/N= Your name E/C= Eye color

H/C= Hair color. S/C= Skin color

H/T= Hair type (straight, curly,wavy,etc)

Sorry its kinda long!

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Running in the maze always felt oddly relaxing. The rhythm of your steps and heavy breaths mixed with the calming silence had a nice feel to it. The breeze in your face and ache in your legs. The thrill when you turn in every corner. It was a good place to think. Especially after what you just witnessed with Newt and Minho. After dragging Minho into the maze, you couldn’t stop thinking about Newt. Why on earth would he try to keep me from the maze again. I thought we settled this months ago? As your mind raced with possibilities, you didn’t notice the creaking of machinery in the distance.

creak

“What was that?” Minho said with a hint of worry in his voice.

“Huh. I didn’t hear anything.” You said, snapping yourself out of your thoughts.

You and Minho kept quiet and listened carefully. Then you heard it….

creak

scrape

“There it was again! You heard it, right?” Minho said, cooling his panic like the professional Runner he was, but you could tell he was still scared.

You nod and you and Minho slow to a stop. Unlike Minho, you were absolutely terrified at the moment. You’ve only been running in the maze for nearly half the time as Minho, and you’ve never run into a Griever.

“Grievers dont come out in the day though, right?” You ask, panic rising in your voice. Minho doesn’t answer.

“Right?!” You say. Minho puts a finger to his lip to shush you.

creak

scrape

whirr

He slowly creeps towards the sharp turn ahead and turns his head to the corner, peaking out. All the color drains from Minhos face and he freezes. A flicker of recognition flashes on Minhos face which quickly passes into pure terror. Something seems to unlock out of Minho as he stares at the thing up ahead. You peek out and freeze as well. Up ahead, lay two grievers on the floor. Their robotic limbs stretched out and broken. Green sticky goop poured from each. You and Minho quickly press your backs to the cold, stone maze wall.

“Are they…..dead?” You whisper. Minho shakes his head.

“I dont know….I’ve never seen grievers in the day, let alone dead ones!” Minho says. He takes out his notepad and jots down a record of this. The terror Minho showed earlier has changed into a look that shined more determination than ever. Then, he slowly walks towards the Grievers. You grab his arm.

“We really shouldn’t-”

“I know.” Minho says firmly. “Stay here. I cant have you get hurt, not with that stuck up shank keeping such close eye. Just let me take a quick look.” Minho says, a bit softer this time.

“Stuck up shank? Do you mean…..?” You ask curiously.

“Yeah, Newt. He’s been on my back about this for ages. You saw him fighting with me. If you get hurt here, just consider me dead.”

“Really? The last time I’ve seen him, he’s been treating me like some stranger! Its infuriating! Then he got the nerve to fight with you about me being a runner! One day we’re talking and flirting just fine, and then he just flips on me! I seriously don’t know…..”

Minho looks at you with a bit of an amused expression as you keep talking on about Newt. You realize that your rambling and you clear your throat.

“Well, anyways, this isn’t the time to talk about it. Are you sure I shouldn’t come with you to check on the Grievers?” You ask. Minho chuckles and starts walking towards the Grieves carefully.

“Just watch my back.” Minho pauses and turn around. “Oh, and also. You should talk to him, Y/N. Give him no chance. Corner him and talk, okay? Trust me on that.” Before you could answer, Minho turns around and heads to the Grievers. You pause a bit before switching back into stealth mode and watching every step Minho takes like a hawk.

step, step, step

Minho slowly gets closer. The creaking of the Grievers slow down.

step, step, step

The noise stops completly and Minho makes it to the Grievers. He gently nudges one with his foot. It doesn’t move. He does the same to the other before slamming both of them with his boot. Still, nothing happens. Minho turn his back to the Grievers to look at you, he calls.

“I think its safe to-”

“MINHO!” You scream as a griever whirs to life, slamming its mechanical arm into Minhos back. Minho crumples to the ground. You have no time to think as your instincts kick in. You burst down the corridor and grab Minho, hauling him up and jumping away just before the griever slams his arms again. You and Minho run, the griever chases close behind. You burst down the maze faster than you ever have before. Eventually, the griever catches up and stings Minho in the arm. You grab Minho and drag him along with as much strength as you can possibly muster and keep running. Y’now what, forget about what I said about the maze being relaxing.

This. Is. Pure. Hell

The aching in your legs is no longer rhythmic as is your breathing. Your lungs feel impossibly tight and your muscles throb with a burning pain. By the time you manage to loose the griever and head to the Glade, it’s night time. You cant rest, though. With Minho being knocked out and it being so late, you have to keep going. You couldn’t imagine staying in the maze overnight. You just couldn’t see any universe were you’d live that. Plus, you really missed the Glade, and Newt. The comfort of it all seemed miles away.

You kept running.

Much time later, you saw the Glade in the. Distance. Finally. Your body felt like it was torn in two.

groan.

The doors, they were-

groan.

No no no no no, please no.

groan.

You saw them slowly closing. You ran. The Gladers on the other side shouted for you to hurry.

groan

Please, you cant stay in this maze. The grievers, all alone. No. You saw Newt up ahead. You had to make it. Please. At least for him.

groan.

The doors were almost closed, but you were almost there. They shut slowly, you ran fast. All you had to do, a little bit more. You leaped forward as best as you could with Minho in your arms.

Shut.

The doors closed. All you saw was darkness. You felt tears fall. Please, not this maze again. You were so weak, so tired, so done…..

The last thing you felt was a pair of strong arms wrap around you and whisper in your ear.

“Dont worry, your safe, y/n”

It was Newt. It was home. You had made it through the Glade.

You did it.

You woke up with a start. Lights seared your eyes and you put your hand to cover them. After the pain subdued you glanced at the boy sleeping in the chair next to your bed. It was Newt. He looked….different. His skin was pale and his hair messy. He had deep eye bags under his eyes. As much as you didn’t want to interrupt his clearly needed sleep, you nudged him anyway. You needed answers. As Newt woke up he immediately pulled you into a hug. You missed his comforting touch, more than you would’ve liked to.

“Are you feeling okay? You sleeping for 2 days!” Newt asked, concern etched in his voice. You nod and rest your head against his chest as he pulled you closer. His body was tense, but it didn’t seem like it was because of your close proximity.

“Yeah. How is Minho?” You ask softly.

“Not great. But he’s….managing”Newt says.Theres a pause of understanding.

“The Changing….oh god. Minho…” you say, worried for your friend and partner of the maze.

“He’ll be fine, Im sure of it” Newt didn’t sound sure at all. But you still hugged him closer and a wave of understanding washed between you two. It was clear that everything was fine between you two. But you still had lots of questions. You pulled back slightly so you could look at his face.

“Newt? Why were you…..why have you been ignoring me?” You ask a bit hesitantly and you look down at the floor. Too embarrassed to meet his gaze. Newt paused.

“I-”

He cleared his throat.

“I don’t want to talk about it” Ignorance is bliss, they say. But you know that you cant handle another second of Newts ignoring.

“Newt. Please just tell me. Did I do something wrong?” Newt looked down and stayed silent.

“If it was because of what I said at the bonfire, just forget I said anything. Please…” you beg and Newt speaks up.

“I cant….have this connection with you. This feeling….its wrong” Your heart stopped. Wrong? What….

“Whats so wrong about it?” You ask softly. Newts gaze lingered on your face, studying its delicate features.

“I love you. Okay? I really do. But…..what happens if we…don’t make it out. Of the maze.” Newt asks as his eyes glisten, threatening him with tears. He takes your hand and squeezes it gently. Your heart starts beating again, faster than it probably should be. He loves me? Dont get out?

“What do you mean? Of course we’ll escape Newt! We have to….” You say, trying to reassure him. Newt shakes his head.

“Do you know how high the chances are in this place that we don’t survive? I cant…let myself get attached to something I cant keep.” Newt says softly and a tear rolls down his cheek. You cup his face and wipe the tear away with your thumb.

“I cant watch you die, y/n. I cant watch another one go. Especially not you.” Newt stares at you right in the face as he says this.

“Who says Im ever leaving? I promise-”

“No!” Newt interrupts. He squeezes your hand.

“Just…stop it! No promises. I cant get this close to you, I cant be living in constant fear that you’ll leave me!” Newt sniffles and you brush off his tears. Newt couldn’t commit to this relationship. He wanted to push you away from him in hopes that his affection would dim. It clearly didn’t work. You press your forehead to his.

“Then what about if we’re safe? How about if we get out of this maze? Would you at least then consider it?” You mumble softly.

“I’d accept it in a heartbeat” Newt says softly. “I really do love you, y/n”

“I love you too, Newt” you’ve never wanted to kiss someone so badly. And so you did. It was soft and tender. Not too harsh and not too light. It was perfect. He was perfect. You pulled your lips away so you could hug him again.

“Could you do me a favor, though?” You ask

“Umm, yeah?” You hug him tighter.

“Just please stop ignoring me. I cant deal with it.” You say and Newt chuckles. He kisses your head.

“Sure, but this….this is risky, y/n”

“Well, I happen to like the thrill of it.”

[akunya]

ok hypothetically if the nijiboys were camboys instead of gamers and stuff. .... i feel so big brained for this and now time to brainrot about it for like a day

AND HAPPY BDAY !! 🌃 blessing

🌃

(im so slow with answering these asks. crucify me..)

you’ve implanted vox akuma camboy in my head. now you must pay the price and listen to my (incredibly short) rambles.

if you’d like to hear me thoughts about a different boy, let me know.

TW: toxic/manipulative (?), handjobs, masturbation, voice fetish, etc.

its strange, because personally, i don’t see vox being too submissive TBH. a more dominant camboy stream would fit him perfectly. if you’ve read BJ alex, jiwons streams are exactly what i have in mind for him.

touching his cock while having a shit eating grin on his face, chuckling at how desperate his chat gets. “aw, do you want me to take off my pants? you know what to do.” the offer is so tempting, it’s not long before the donations start pouring in. who could deny the demon when he’s so alluring?

he would purposefully bank on that parasocial aspect, IMO. it’s very ooc, so forgive me there, but hear me out. being vox’s special little viewer, having him call your name often when he does his streams. “another big tip, y/n? you’re spoiling me here. this loads for you, alright boy?” he can’t see you, but he gets off on the attention you and everyone else give him. spur the demon on too far, and he’ll even play with his own hole on stream.

oh, and he would definitely post those guided masturbation/nsfw audios online. ASMR cds where he calls you a slut — the whole works. not exactly camboy territory here, but you get the idea. he loves the power trip he feels knowing so many people depend on him to get themselves off, becoming addicted to his voice and body. half of that is just how he presents himself, and the other from the fact that he’s a literal demon. vox begins to wonder if he’s some sort of succubus.

now, a fic where you donate enough money to get a private session with vox sounds incredibly fun to write... but this is all i have for now. unless someone wants to hear more? ;)

[wonwoonlight]

im just wondering what kind of romantic trope that you think suits with each svt members?

(im sorry if this sounds like a request, its okay if you're not answering this)

HIII don't feel sorry about this omg i love this kind of asks tbh!!!! makes me think about writing and stuff hehe but personally, these are my thoughts:

cheol: strangers to lovers, friends to lovers, anything that is soft, mature love in which he feels safe playing childish bc his partner knows it's all just an act!! a dynamic in which the couple would know when to be playful but immediately gets into it when the situation calls for maturity.

jeonghan: exes to lovers (for some reason if i have an ex2l trope it's always him on top of my mind), brother's best friend (this man too loyal for his own good), rivals to lovers <3

shua: childhood friends in which he doesn't even realize he's been into them bc he thinks it's just obvious that he needs to take care of his friend lol his dumbass thinks it's all platonic when everyone can tell it's not he's in denial

junhui: friends to lovers, cowokers to lovers, roommates to lovers? anything that is somewhat slow paced and happens naturally, that one day just clicks to him that oh... this isn't platonic, is it? unlike shua he isn't in denial even tho he might be oblivious

hoshi: playful love, like introduced from a friend kinda trope!!! i feel like his character would be more open for a love in the first sight kind of thing, and he falls quick and deep. it'd be any trope that, at some point, would be filled with doubts because: are we moving too fast? do we actually understand each other? because hosh can sometimes be too playful for his own good despite his well meaning heart

wonwoo: ah... i can write an essay about his bc he's essentially my muse lol. but wonwoo definitely fits the slowburn trope no matter what title OC has. Whether they're friends, coworkers, friend's sibling, etc etc, it doesn't matter bc to him it only matters that they actually know each other; if it happens, it happens. His character definitely fits the silent pining kinda trope, in which no one even realizes he's into OC until he decides to actually show it. or, the other way around, i feel like he might act oblivious to OC's pining if he doesnt reciprocate the feeling.

jihoon: bestfriend or childhood friends to lovers!!! i feel like his characters fits more into steady, long lasting relationship if anything. so it has to be someone he already knows rather than in the moment kind of thing. perhaps even ex2lovers bc when he loves, he loves long and deep so it's never gonna be easy to move on even though he keeps on telling himself he'll be happy as long as they're happy

seokmin: this is basically my falling flowers trope but unrequited love in which he comforts OC because he's a good friend like that. perhaps he doesn't feel anything in the beginning, perhaps he does, but he really just wanted to comfort OC but things get out of hands bc he's too kind for his own good

mingyu: a trope in which he takes OC for granted bc he thinks their relationship (platonic, fwb, whatever) is a given and when OC has finally had enough and tried to leave that's when he starts to realize what OC really means to him so he tries to win OC back <3

minghao: like wonwoo, he fits the silent pining kinda trope. he thinks he's being subtle, but everyone knows he's in love even though he's not excessive with it. he has reasons for holding himself back though: OC is off limits, whether OC is a friend, his best friend's sibling, or even a friend's ex (!!) he's fine loving from afar until he isn't

seungkwan: this is also one of my fics but, lovers to exes to lovers lol seungkwan is a man with a mission, he knows what he wants and he's ambitious when it comes to it. he loves OC, he really does, but at some point his ambition gets to the best of him and he doesn't even realize until OC calls him out and the rest is history 😗

hansol: this is randomly out of the box compared to the other tropes but: arranged marriage. in which he's just doing it because his parents made him and it's not like he has any romance interest anyway? plus OC would already know what they're getting themselves into so there's no way it would get messy (it would). he was in it because it was his responsibility and he didn't see how it'd be bad for him until feelings get in the way aha

chan: in which he tries to play matchmaker but finds himself seeing OC in a different light the longer it goes. he knows what he wants though, so when he realizes that he's into OC, he'd try to steer OC into him instead ehe

WHEW this took much longer than i thought it would but this was so fun to do 😫 thank you for asking this!!! i purposely didn't consider any non-normal setting like soulmate au and etcetc bc it would get way too long otherwise lol

[snomoscribbles]

How's Nanui when it's a readers first time? (if you're comfortable writing 😊)

This was posed more as a question instead of a request so Im assuming just general answering is okay! ^.^ Here is what the reader could expect from Nanui with him knowing its their first time: 18+ NSFW SITUATIONS AND DESCRIPTIONS UNDER READ ME

verbal confirmation is extremely important to Nanui when it comes to intimacy. He will only go as far as you properly ask him to go and no further. you will get a lot of questions 'is this where you wish to stop, yawne?', 'What is it, my heart? Am I not where you want me to be?', 'Look how lovely, ma'paskalin. Do you want more?' etc.

Thank yous! He would be extremely touched and emotional that you trusted him with something like that. Even if its not a big deal to the reader, he would still get all teary eyed and press kisses all over your face and nuzzle you so sweetly because even if he's not your last, he wants to absolutely drown you in love for your first.

Nanui is the king of body worship, he will press kisses and praises and soft endearments into every patch of skin he has access to, to make sure you are completely convinced of how much he cares for you. With his touch and his teeth and his tongue, mapping out your marks and making soft little sighs of contentment. And thats before anything properly heated even starts.

Slow. Everything is slow and loving and sweet and no matter how much you squirm and plead he will take his time because he's a sappy bastard and he cant help himself.

Soft jokes and light hearted comments. Nanui would worry about things being too intense or overwhelming. He doesnt want you lost in your head. So you would get a lot of playful bites and sweet comments to make you laugh. Because this is supposed to be something for the two of you to enjoy and look on fondly and he wants to help it stay that way.

Only applicable if the reader is nervous or antsy: He would probably reassure a lot that he will stop at any point and that he wont be upset if you want him to. Or if he thinks you're having second thoughts he will offer you multiple alternatives to actual full sex.

[under-lore]

Update on this blog

Hi !

So as you might have noticed, things on this blog have been quite slow for a few months now.

I’ve been asked a few questions about what was going on, or why have i not been posting even close to as many theories as before, etc...

So i’ve decided to try and answer all that as a sort of Q&A update to this blog.

Where have you been ?

I apologise for the lowered activity. My personal life lately has been causing me a lot of pretty bad problems, I’ve attempted 4 times within the last 3 months to pick this blog back up the way it used to be, but something would always come up at the wrong time and have me choose to delay it until that was fixed. Just last week, my personal computer broke down the very weekend i intended on doing so, and it is currently still in reparations so im writing this from a different device.

I do have several unfinished drafts and many things i want to talk and theorise about (i still haven’t posted a couple things that i’ve teased almost a year ago...), but i haven’t been able to find the opportunity to do so. I however have fairly good hopes that i might be able to get this blog back up and running within the next 2 weeks when my computer is fixed.

Hopefully, for real this time.

And again, i apologise about all this.

Whatever happened to the YouTube channel ? You posted one first video 6 months ago, and since then its been quiet...

The channel is not dead. I do intend on posting many more videos there in the somewhat near future. Some based on existing posts on this blog, and some more unique ones.

As a matter of fact, my computer gave up on me the day right after the day i told my friend and temporary editor that i wanted to start working on a second video... Tough luck...

It might be a bit early for me to say this, but once the blog gets picked back up, the YouTube channel should follow suit in the weeks that follow.

What have you been doing ?

Although the blog has been significantly slowed down for personal reasons, i have still made some progress on a few Undertale related projects of mine. While i have been generally staying quiet about those so far, i’ve decided to mention one of them today. After having been in this fandom for nearly 7 years and having seen literally hundreds of these from other people, it looks like it is now my turn to do so :

Im working on an AU

I will wait for a bit more progress before officially announcing it, but i am fairly impatient to be able to start talking about it !

What happened to asks ?

For a while even a bit before the blog lost its steam, i have been answering asks less often.

I used to always answer every single ask i got on this blog, but eventually as it grew bigger, there were too many of them for me to answer and it started to prevent me from posting theories as fast as i wanted to because otherwise i would get late on asks and have way too many in stock.

Eventually, i was overwhelmed by the number of asks i got and couldn’t keep up anymore. So i sort of took a break from the asks and now only occasionally respond to a couple.

I am actually not sure what to do about this situation. Because i do like answering questions i get, but i usually make pretty detailed answers which take time, and this blog lately has been quite short on time. I would be open to suggestions regarding how to handle this issue.

Thanks a lot for reading !

[uriekukistan]

Got one for you: top 5 writing pet peeves?

THANK U FOR THE ASK I MEANT TO ANSWER THIS LIKE TWO DAYS AGO BUT I FELL ASLEEP SORRY FOR TAKING SO LONG

okay top5 for myself

the word “shrugged”: i swear my characters shrug more in one chapter than i have in my entire life, but i cant seem to get away from the word…although when i put my work into this thing that counts word recurrence, it never makes the top 10, i still feel like i overuse it sm

proofreading: i hate hate hate proofreading….like reading my own writing is just frustrating to me, especially bc i actually write way in advance of when i actually publish it, so things i may have thought were good a month and a half ago i usually end up hating by the time i actually publish them…idk i think a lot of creators are their worst critics, im sure there’s not as much actually wrong w my stuff as i think

mixing action with dialogue: i dont even mind this much when im reading, but seeing a huge section of just dialogue in my own writing has me foaming at the mouth…and i have a hard time visualizing things so it takes me so long to add realistic actions in between certain lines, otherwise i feel like the scene flows weird if i dont do this…

figurative or overly descriptive language: no one has ever said anything bad abt this so i’m not sure why it but i always worry that parts of my writing will come off pretentious? like i’ll write it and be like “wow i cooked” and then i’ll read it back and be like “who tf do u think u are to be writing like that”

writing environment: i swear i need everything just so to be able to write efficiently, its so annoying. perfect caffeination level (not enough = no brain, too much = can’t focus), perfect playlist, comfy clothes and comfy seating position, not hungry but not full etc etc. i can still write without these things but it ends up being slow af. so annoying

top5 for reading others’ writing (ghhhh hope this doesnt come out mean)

poorly formatted dialogue: genuinely if i see dialogue lumped in with paragraphs of text I CLICK OUT im not reading that i’m sorry. it’s a visual thing like it’s overwhelming to read and makes the story flow weirdly, like pleasseeedseese put your dialogue on a new line

UNDERuse of the word “said”: ik this is contrary to most writing advice, but it bothers me fr when ppl go out of their way to avoid words like “said” “asked” “replied”…like sometimes they’re genuinely the best words for the situation, or the synonym that gets used is just not appropriate. when you get into more specific words like that it’s gotta fit well. i’m a big advocate for using modifiers rather than synonyms, like “whispered” “said softly” “said, a hint of softness creeping into their voice” are all different. anyway i hate when im reading and someone uses a synonym for “said” that doesn’t fit the situation

over reliance on physical description for characters: again like the synonyms- time and place. maybe it’s just me, it just feels kinda depersonalizing if youre constantly using physical descriptions when they aren’t relevant, especially in romance. ex: in dancing with a stranger, megumi notices yuuji’s muscles bc he purposely flexes, or the way his eyes catch the sun as part of the “view” on a sunny day, but the rest of they time, he’s thinking of yuuji as kind, warm, talented, etc. it just makes characters feel shallow, and especially in romance, makes the relationship feel shallow. if all megumi noticed about yuuji were his big muscles and loserboy puppy eyes, it kinda cuts the meaning and intimacy from the relationship. also noah fence but it also comes off as kinda lazy characterization

im a liar i cant come up 5 for this i already feel mean for saying what i said 💀 thank u again for the ask !!!! sorry for rambling so much skdjdk

[gb-patch]

I am the initial anon, sorry about the rainbow text, it's an extension i have for dyslexia, but i had no idea it would show up on the ask. a lot of people bring up "not knowing" their background but the thing is i think theyre looking at it in a different way.

"african american" IS its own ethnicity to me, with its own culture and everything. if an african american took a DNA test, they'd have different results from an African from africa, a jamaican, a Haitian (which is what I am), an afro-brazilian, etc. because African-American is its own ethnicity, with its own history, with its own culture, like every other black ethnicity out there and i believe saying otherwise is doing a disservice to yourself

i was including african-americans in my initial ask. because im frustrated that seemingly all your black characters are just "black" (which i believe is what you said for nate as well) when even if ALL your black characters were "African-American" i wouldve been happy because then at least you'd acknowledge that being black has more to it other than just dictating how you look.

thanks for answering my ask anyway and giving it a thought, thats all i wanted. again if you said they were all african-american i wouldnt even mind bc i admire african-american culture anyway

That's alright about the text! I can't tell other people what to think or feel about that topic, but I am sorry the way I did things was frustrating. Nate is specifically African American, that is part of his canon. However, it's definitely been multiple years since his ethnicity was mentioned in an ask because questions about those characters slowed down a great deal since 2019 and earlier. Sometimes in the past I did say he's Black without specifying, but back then it was more common knowledge that he was African American because the fandom was so small and I was talking mainly to the same few people who knew a ton about the game. Nowadays we have way more players around and I try to be more careful about not assuming how much people know. Though sometimes I still don't explain things the best or leave out information that would've been helpful.

I appreciate that people do send asks/leave comments to talk me about what they want to know, what they don't understand, and what's bothering them. That's very helpful!

[fairybloodsucker]

Phone Sex

Elvis Presley x reader

with 50s Elvis. warning: SMUT, little mommy kink. masturbating, fingering, . etc. author´s note: okay so I wanted to try making a smut fic about Elvis. this is the 1st time making/writing a story so if its bad im sorry. enjoy

you were Elvis's girlfriend, this was a big deal for you because you have never had a boyfriend before. you were on a vacation to paris. you have been away from Elvis for weeks, you were sad about not seeing him but he would call you every night. you often talked to him about what you did on your vacation and telling him how much you missed him, he would always say he missed you too, but this night was different.

you got to your hotel room as always, taking of your tight dress, and putting on your see-through night dress with your white panties, reminding it of Elvis because he loved when you wore those white panties. you fixed your bed while waiting for Elvis to ring your phone. when your were done fixing the bed, you sat down at the corner of your bed where your phone was, still waiting for him to call you. you looked at the time and saw it was super late. you thought to yourself that he perhaps fell asleep and forgot to call you. when you were about to turn off the lights, the phone rang. you smiled when you heard the phone ring. you answered the phone.

when you heard Elvis's voice, you felt butterflies moving all around inside of you. ´´hey, honey..´´ he said gasping. he was stroking his hard cock slowely, while thinking about you. ´´hey´´ you replied with a smile on your face. You heard him gasping thinking something bad has happened to him. ´´you okay, Elvis?´´you added worried. ´´yeah, baby, im okay, w-what have ya’ done today, sweetheart?´´ he said breathing a little heavier while stroking his cock a little faster. ´´I´ve been to the beach..´´you said smirking to yourself. you now understood what Elvis was doing hearing him stroking his cock in the background. you felt you got wet by the thought of Elvis touching himself while calling you. ´´are you touching yourself, Elvis?..´´you added, ´í-i-im sorry baby, I´ve just been missing ya’ ..´´he breathed even heavier than before. ´´oh yeah? How much?’’ you asked while sucking your index and middle fingers making them wet by your spit. ´í miss you so much, Y/N, i need you so bad right now, baby, I wish you were with me ..´´ He moaned, stroking his cock even faster. you could hear his small moans and it turned you on so damn much.

you took your two fingers out of your mouth placing them on top of your white panties. ´´slow down, I don't want you to cum yet ..´´you murmured. you took your panties to the side revealing your sex. you took your index finger between your wet sticky lips and to your sensitive clit moving in small circles. ´´okay, baby, i won’t ..´´ he mumbled, stroking his cock slower. ´´what are you wearin´ Darlin’ ?´´ he whispered in a soft tone. ´a white see through night dress, and white panties..´´ you whimpered, ´´oh damn .. no bra?´´ Elvis asked. ´´no bra´´you said with a giggle and a smirk. you dragged your index finger down your folds to your tight wet hole. you added your middle finger to your hole, pushing in your both fingers making you whimper even louder. you started thrusting your fingers in and out of yourself thinking it was Elvis's cock that was inside of you. ´´okay .. stroke your big cock faster now for mommy..´´ you said with a shaky voice. ´´yes mommy ..´´ he said, speeding up, making him whining. you loved hearing him whining making your pussy even wetter. you felt your slick on your hands making your thrusts faster and smoother making you moan out his name. Elvis heard it and got turned on even more making him near his climax. ´´m-mommy.. im g-g-gonna cum ..´´he whined and whimpered. ´´n-no, hold it, baby, hold it for mommy´´ you said with almost a whisper voice. you felt your teeth biting your underlip. you felt your climax building up inside of your stomach making you close your legs together while thrusting even faster. ´´I-im gonna cum a-any minute now,´´you added. ´´mm .. I wanna cum at the same time as you, Darlin´´ Elvis moaned, not even trying to hide it. you felt your orgasm coming. ´I-im coming ...!´´ you whined and moaned.

you moved your hips in a huge circle feeling the orgasm being super sensitive. You squished your eyes shut and held your breath. Elvis heard you orgasm so he couldn't hold it anymore so he got to his orgasm aswell, imagining cumming into your tight, wet pussy. ´´ohh God, Y/N!´´ he cried out of pleasure. the string of cum hitting his lower stomach and hand. ´´ you opened your eyes and breathed heavily. You enjoyed hearing Elvis getting his orgasm´´. ´i see you couldn't hold it,´´you said with a small giggle. ´´i-im sorry, baby´´ he said, trying to get his breath back.

‘’Its okay, Elvis, i really needed this’’ you said with a big smile on your face. ‘’Me to baby, me to ..’’ Elvis replied.

you ended up talking with Elvis for an hour before you two ended up falling asleep.

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this was actually very fun to write, sorry that its not a super long story But i hope this Will do.

[writermask-0807]

RUL3S AND REGULATIONS

Hi, I'm Lynne! Like all forms of Lyn Lynne or literally anything. So I just realized I didn't make this sort of post in the beginning of this blog, so I thought I might as well start now, since it's better late than never right? 🙃 let's see what else to put here… requests are open, I'm edit: 17 now!! (the 19 was a typo), she/her, and this blog is strictly sfw.

ANIME/FANDOMS I'LL WRITE FOR:

ARANYAK - because I literally CANNOT find any fanfics on it, and I'm down bad for angad malik

DORORO

fantastic beasts and where to find them

Fantastic beasts: secrets of Dumbledore

Harry Potter

Trollhunters

The hobbit

Hell's paradise

Spy x family

Avatar: the way of the water

My hero academia

Demon slayer

Assassination classroom

Violet Evergarden

Fruit basket

Horimiya

The girl who can see

Komi can't communicate

Death note

BLACKLISTED CHARACTERS:

overhaul/chisaki kai (he's a red flag and i regret the fic i wrote for him. and also its so hard to write for him ok 😩), mineta minoru (i just wanna strangle him until hes choking and red in the face) from my hero academia.

Sasuke (I have my reasons), and Jiraiya from Naruto.

Naruse shisuto from komi can't communicate

Akito sohma from fruit basket

(i honestly can't think of anyone else so ig that's all.)

THINGS THAT WILL GET YOU BLOCKED (OR CONTENT I WON'T WRITE FOR.)

I don't write nsfw. like at all. No smut, or any kinks or anything like that, so please don't request such things, and please respect my boundaries.

also that omegaverse/alpha (?) au sort of thing yall have, mainly because i honestly don't know much about it, and also because it makes me a tad uncomfortable

If you're pro-israel, sexist, misogynistic, racist, anti-vaxxer, fatphobic, Islamophobic, etc etc. I'm being honestly serious about this. Keep your shit opinions to yourself, the world is better without them.

If you send hate on anon.

STUFF THAT I'LL WRITE:

I'll write headcannons, scenarios, drabbles and imagines, though I might sound a bit rusty 👀

I also accept character x character fics although this mainly a x reader blog.

I'll be writing for female and gender neutral readers

Gore, yandere, and other dark themes are allowed, but the descriptions won't be that graphic

I can also write platonic relationships, familial relationships n the lot, for example like dadzawa or something.

All asks and requests will be answered and finished when inspiration/motivation strikes, which means there's no telling if its gonna be super quick or super slow, so please don't pressure me into writing quicker, and my sincerest apologies to the people who'll have to wait. There might also be circumstances where I won't be able to write for your asks, because it simply isn't easy?? Idk how to explain it (and im aware of how stupid that sounds,) but keep in mind that im not obligated (to finish the requests) either. Hope you enjoy!!! (I'm so excited!!)

*writermask out!*

[swifty-fox]

so im. currently writing a gale / john au of my own, and john is a tattoo artist in it. and as per an ask earlier you said you hated when tattoo fics were under reasearched-- so what things in particular bother you??

oh man okay disclainer: i am NOT a tattoo artist i just have a hyperfixation and also am trying to become one. also dated one (don't do that)

my biggest pet6 peeve is i see a lof of writers calling it a tattoo "gun" and they would never do that, that's what people who don't tattoo call it. The artist is always gunna refer to it as a tattoo 'machine'

tattoo machines are originally made out of doorbell motors fun fact. this here is your very traditional coil tattoo machine. A lot of artists use or have switched to the wireless Pen types but as an aesthete I love the classics.

Improper aftercare/ unrealistic post tattoo life.

Getting tattooed hurts. it puts your body through it you're going to be walking around with an open wound for a few days. No sex no touching it etc. but tattoo aftercare CAN be very sexy and intimate. partner washing the area nice and gently and then patting it dry and applying lotion.

I just personally love the methodology of tats. I LIKE to see the author has a knowledge of what they're writing about so I also look for the details and when I don't see it part of me is always oh :/ okay

Snippets from my oc story:

“Ever had a tattoo before?” He asks from where he was bent over a small hospital sink, headphones fully off his ears now as he fills a tiny cup with water and places it on a wheeling medical tray that was already covered with a box of surgical gloves, several more small cups, two packaged needles and a deconstructed tattoo machine. The rubber bands were the same bright yellow as Arnie’s headphones. His hands were bony and flushed at the knuckles; darkly tattooed with a mix of designs. Dom could make out a skull on one finger from where he was, as well as a cross, a dagger, and an assortment of meaningless designs. They threaded between a mix of heavy rings on the man's fingers, weaving between them seamlessly in a way that felt both entirely natural and deeply calculated. Dom found himself staring. 

“Yeah,” he answers, a beat too slow. “I wanted to get a cover-up done, actually.” 

Clink, clink, clink. 

The sound of Arnie removing his rings one by one, dropping them onto an empty ashtray echoed loudly around the room. His nails were painted with black chipped nail polish. He shoots Dom another friendly smile

-

“Just going to press really gently here,” Arnie murmurs, his now gloved hands applying pressure over the edges of the stencil to make sure the transfer was good. Dom is glad for the warning as his stomach flips uncomfortably. He exhales slowly. 

The next few minutes pass quickly as Dom tries to sit still so as not to smudge the still drying stencil. Arnie bustles about, putting on a clean pair of gloves, putting together his machine and testing it quickly before wheeling the tray of ink over. More cold goop is applied to Dom’s skin and he hisses again.

“Don’t remember this part last time.” He mutters, resisting the urge to cover the cold spot. 

“Yeah well, I can’t imagine your basement tattoo was done with much hygiene in mind.” Arnie says breezily, bracing a hand on Dom’s shoulder and leaning over him, “Ready?” 

Dom swallows against a dry throat. “Bring it.” 

I'm honestly being a lil lax with hygiene protocol here but.... its fine LOL. But little tidbits of the process of setting up and doing a tattoo all help it feel real!

[kasperbunny]

3 for all your ships!! Aand 6,9 13 and 14 for anyone you want :)

oh god hi hello. putting this under a read more bc it got long

What would their song to each other be?

i dont have an answer for ALL my ships but, heres just a few. and these are more like...songs that describe their dynamic or make me think of them if that makes sense!

danse/art - put your head on my shoulder by paul anka. this song isnt necessarily fitting to their dynamic, but...i always come back to this song bc it makes me think of the soft, more calm and sweet moments between these two. i can picture them listening to it and slow dancing clumsily together, whether theyre a lil drunk or completely sober i dont know, but it always puts that image in my head and makes me happy.

shane/elfie - froot by marina. listen. this song is just straight up longing/horny from elfie's pov and i love it. this song is just fun and i like thinking about how BADLY she wants this dumb lil guy. thats her man and shes gonna TAKE him. also this song slaps.

shane/me - loser by charlie puth. UGH THIS SONG. THIS SONG. i feel so self indulgent when i listen to this song. thinking about shane longing for me and wanting me when im with my other f/os. his jealousy and anger and self loathing is just in hyper drive when he sees me with danse or arthur or whoever. i love torturing my husband <3

What small quirks do they love about each other?

i'll do this for shane/elfie. hmm...shane likes how emotive elfie is sometimes. she plays with her hair when shes nervous, she talks with her hands, she wiggles/wags her tail when shes excited or curious.

i...am blanking on any little quirks shane has im so sorry.

How did they know they were right for each other?

can i answer this for danse/me!!!! because like. god. i remember before i played fo4 i would watch my bf play it and he had danse as his companion a lot and. i just started watching him play more and more bc i started to feel IMMEDIATELY safe and protected by danse. my crush on him was instant. i started thinking about danse more and more. i barely even knew him yet but i felt so infatuated and longed for him. it just felt good right away, and i knew he was right for me. my love for him is unconditional and i hope he feels safe around me too. im sure thats how he knows im right too, he doesnt have to be or do anything different, he can just be himself and i'll love him regardless. even if hes a shit head sometimes <3

How do they express their feelings (Words, visual art, a song, etc.)?

answering for danse/art. neither of them are very good with words. danse is a very "acts of service" type of person. if art has a piece of equipment or something that needs fixing, danse already has it jotted down in his head to fix it later. art doesnt even have to ask, danse is already on it and tinkering with art's gun or armor or whatever.

meanwhile, art is very touchy if hes close with someone. he used to be better with expressing his feelings thru words, but it got hard after everything he went thru. so he sometimes just touches danse on his shoulder, his arm, his back, or holds his hand when he needs attention. danse had to get used to being touched all the time, but now he picks up on when art needs something or is trying to express something because he'll just give danse little touches or stand/sit close enough that theyre touching in some way.

Where would they go on a 3am adventure?

this screams shane/elfie. elfie calls shane at 3 am asking if he wants to come over. hes like elfie, its 3 am, why. she says she misses him and she wants to see him. he absolutely cannot say no to her so hes throwing on his sweats and jacket and booking it to her farm. i think theyd just chill together, so not really...much of an adventure. but i can also see her calling him up being like "wanna go explore that cave on my farm? :)" and hes like. what the fuck, but okay.

[schizopositivity]

just sending this in because honestly i need someone to drop the mask to and just let out my thought processes as they happen with out trying to shape it up all pretty and present to someone neurotypical mind . you know?

it's like, i had to write a little letter to my professor about accomodations or somethingorwhatever. because my disorganized thinking is really bad right now and it's super hard to actually work in his class. brainthoughts are like we should look up the symptoms so we can better describe them and it's like..the same description that barely makes any sense to me lol. occassionally i find gems that get me perfectly like "feeling as though your brain is scrambled or fragmented and filled with pieces of conversations, music, and odd noises, etc"

it's just...why is this particular part so misunderstood. barely ever elaborated on. or explored. and so hard to find any in depth info that goes beyond the same repeated "Speech may be hard to make out and thinking disorganized." The symptom is called disorganized thinking!!! that's like going "symptom: hallucination. its when you hallucinate" no shit

sometimes i think it might be easier to find out what neurotypicals thought processes are like and then compare and contrast that to my personal experience tbh

i agree that there should be more info on disorganized thinking but i also see how that would be hard to describe cause it can show itself in so many different ways. if it helps i can give some examples of thoughts i experience that i think are disorganized:

•having a clear train of thought and then it just stops and i forgot what i was just thinking about

•being confused in general because i feel like things are going fast and i dont understand it

•a random phrase i heard or part of a song repeating in my head over and over so loud i cant think of anything else when i try

•someone asking me a question and me taking a long time to process it and answer because i feel like i have to concintrate very hard to understand the words and what they mean put together

•thoughts racing so fast i cant understand them as i think them so it feels like im thinking in gibberish

•thoughts being so slow that i get frustrated

•thinking several things at once all in an unclear jumble to the point where i cant talk

•trying to think about something but i cant cause it gets overshadowed by louder thoughts (usually random memories, trauma flashbacks or intrusive thoughts)

theres probably more but funny enough im having trouble thinking of them lol