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atomiclace · 2 months

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who knew that some agere people would be the worst type of people to exist (talking about you spinny)

#dont get your toddler army to do your anon hate and unblock me on discord if u want to talk #ik you act like a baby and thats fine but if youre bold enough to try to get me paranoid (and fail) then u should be bold enough to dm me #yknow without hiding yourself #either do that or leave us alone girl!! move on #like why do you preach about moving on to a new era and then actively seek out trouble ????#get a job or something #trying to make me think my bf is cheating on me is such a weird thing to do and a big low for you spinny. it's actually sad #the worst part youre not even good at doing it. youre making shit up from what you THINK you know & hiding behind ur friend #its okay to fall out of friendships and im not even trying to meddle with your life but you are literally actively seeking out problems #and thats so pathetic. especially when you paint yourself all high and might over us ??? clearly we tried everything for you #until we got to a point where we were literally drowning because we have other shit in our lives too #you keep losing friends and complain about it. maybe consider why??? because of lack of communication and empathy!! youre just mean!#especially to those who've always tried so hard to have your back and defend you! (buka and me!!!)#yet you didnt care. you dont communicate and expect us to read minds & you demand things #and u say that a real friend should know when to reach out & ya but when it gets to a point where i feel like im drowning? no thanks #im prioritizing myself and my mental health im sorry #not to mention i was ALWAYS IN THE MIDDLE IN YOUR BULLSHIT #so grow up. actually. and if you wanna dm me then unblock me and we can talk #if you want to keep hiding behind your toddler friends acting like youre all small and sweet and babies then go ahead but leave us alone?#at least ill have closure and finally come to terms that you're not rlly a good person and u use your illnesses to excuse ur behavior #because i still think about you and wish you were our friend but after everything thats happened (this being the cherry on top for ME)#then maybe you really just are a shitty person and you do more harm than good #soz to everyone else reading this just continue scrolling LOL #its drama cus an ex friend is sending their toddler militia on me for some reason???#delete later

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britneyshakespeare · 9 months

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Dresses that are nice but they're only made to fit you if you're 5'5 T____T

#tried on THE CUTEST dress in a medium but the waist was too high up and the skirt wasnt long enough #tried a large then and the waist was too big and the skirt STILL wasnt long enough!!#its the kind of style of dress that's supposed to cover like half your knees. and it didnt. blah #always the cutest dresses that are like long flowy and psychedelic that i like are like that #i did get a nice little green velvet victorian/swingin sixties jacket oh it was SUCH a success tho #i always have good luck with tops but dresses. ugh #i can only wear MINI dresses. bc a mini skirt is supposed to be short on you no matter what #medium-length dresses i have the worst luck with. im not even that tall im 5'7.#tales from diana #there's something weird about the black jeans from old navy #i bought two pairs of jeans at old navy in march of last year. the flare jeans are a size 4 and fit amazing #theyre like stretchy but not cheap and extremely comfy. theyre a typical denim blue #then i also got a straight-leg pair of black jeans. the black jean material is just not right anymore. it's extremely stiff #i know old navy mustve changed their sizes bc i have pants from them that are 5-10 years old (since i stopped growing)#and theyre all different sizes. like. i have old navy pants that are a snug 12 or a loose 4. but it was at least consistent at the time #i was trying on black flare jeans and i had to get an 8. i went in wearing THE SAME jeans i bought back in march #same CUT and everything. and even tho im tall the pants are still longer than what im used to #(im also used to my jeans being somewhat short on me) (so i dont mind it) (its more like they just cover the top of my foot)#the waist. bc i got two sizes up (old navy doesnt do odd number sizes for some reason). it like goes WAY up my waist #tho i dont mind that. im glad we're living in a high-waisted bootcut era. GRATEFUL #but still yeah.#the black jean fabric is just so stiff it's harder to squeeze yourself into even if it fits in the other color denim. u needa size up.#i went shopping w my friend (and kaily) (and our mom) (and then we went out to lunch after) bc i wanted to get her some pants #she's like 5'2 and all the pants were too long on her i felt bad. i bought her some sweaters and shoes #the sweaters were clearance only $6 i was like oh i have no problem getting those for u #still i felt bad bc they didnt have petite sizes in that store. like when she asked they were like 'no only if someone returns'#some other time we'll go to marshall's or tjmaxx >:F

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bunny-j3st3r · 2 months

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#me making a new art thing account #but only showing one person because im still living in the #im cringe for doing this era ajbvjf #and like i dont want to be made fun of which is silly!#but i'll get better at it #eventually

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rearranging-deck-chairs · 2 months

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hang on are cougars like panthers

#'the cougar also known as the panther' SCREAM #dont mind me rewatching carmilla as a side effect of my newfound interest in vampires #you'd think it was renewed interest in vampires but no #i actually have never been all that interested in vampires as their own thing i was just gay #and i dont think carmilla really explored the concept itself #like A* in using the medium. D or whatever in exploring their subject matter #actually tbf their subject matter was lesbianism so. again probably an A. they knew what they wanted and they did it well #idk how letter grades work tbh #also not actually sure how much they got into the vampire thing which is why im rewatching to check #bc i was reading iwtv and i was like damn carmilla left stuff on the table #but i also think a lot went over my head #even just english wise im a little stunned at how much i didnt catch. like i was fluent in 2015 for sure but. you do keep learning words #also carmilla is like a popculture remix and i dont have a lot of popculture knowledge so a lot of that went over my head too #now i have just enough to know that im missing a lot #like theres a line in s1 where laura goes 'im living with a vampire. an honest to lestat vampire' and like. never caught that #bc i didnt know how the fuck that was fhkjghgh #but anyway im watching s2 and laura's like 'vampire seductress here is just crabby bc im not falling for her 17th century idea of game'#and like they keep calling armand Ancient right? but carmilla is not much younger #just the difference in framing is what made me start thinking abt it all #like carmilla is 400smth and laura is aware abt that to joke abt it and probably thinks it's a little hot but then you think abt how they #depict that kinda age with armand like what he says to madeleine. 'how do you go on when everything from your era is gone'#and sure carmilla has that loneliness but DAMN. like fuck. shes been doing this same trick. being like the abigail hobbs to the dean for #centuries? i mean there was that century or idk how long where she was buried alive or whatever. but THAT TOO #like damn fuck!!!!!!!!!! ive been going through the fanfic again this week and like there really isnt much #at least doesnt seem to be much that explores this. unless it's in all the aus bc i filtered those out (and still got them)#also interesting difference is if i remember correctly the hollstein happy ending is that carmilla becomes human #in iwtv of course like every important relationship is between vampires. and every lover turns vampire. and every vampire is a lover #sorta. bc abuse themes and stuff. so the inversion makes sense but wouldnt it have been kinda cool if she turned laura tho #anyway. can you believe they were like 'well shes a cougar thats her job and also her supernatural power' dhfkhjgkh as i said: A*

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carcarrot · 4 months

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old man yells at cloud about constant sequels

#i wantttttt to like the beetlejuice sequel (just saw the trailer) and i don't want to be a hater. however #i dont knowwwww i mean theres a lot of callbacks to the original. which is good. its just #maybe its seeing some of these same effects done in cgi. or something #like it just looks like every other modern movie except w some of that beetlejuice imagery #im assuming the sandworms are cgi. bring back the claymationnnn bring back practical effectssss #idk im just really getting to hate the way movies nowadays look that are likely shot digitally and are just so subdued color wise #is any of this making sense.#like thinking of the original beetlejuice like whoa the colors were popping! greens reds purples!#and theyre so important and tied to the look of the movie and how it sticks in your mind #(im sorry. beetlejuice has always been one of my favorite movies. but anyway)#and now the sequel just looks ehhhh. you know #also we still should have had beetlejuice goes hawaiian instead. if we had to have a sequel #plus the story of the sequel seems so dependent on the story of the first movie like is there going to be anything original?#what made the first movie so good was not only was it a fun different storyline of these ghosts and everything #but it was also a good satire of the yuppies of that era as well as the idea of the afterlife and ghosts and all that. which was different!#im probably not making all of my points clearly and this doesnt really matter anyway but anyway #i need movies to be standalone movies. i dont want everything to be part of a series #i dont want beetlejuice to be called beetlejuice 1 #bc then ill be saying 'back in my day we had only one beetlejuice'#LIKE. yes some movies are really good and you could watch a whole tv show more with the characters in that movie #but it doesnt actually have to be made. thats for you to imagine in your mind #like wow i love those characters in beetlejuice. i wonder what it would be like going forward for these people to live with ghosts #but thats for you and your imagination!!!! ugh i dont know is any of this making sense i ask again. i keep trying to wrap up this post #but im very passionate about films and as i think about my own main movie idea/screenplay #i love my characters and i could put them in dozens of scenarios that would be very funny for them to deal with #but i dont think they need a five film series. the one movie is enough for the main storyline #ok im going to eat something. enough bitching from me about the current state of film

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skeletalheartattack · 1 year

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happy almost birthday :o)

:) thank you!!! there's gonna be a bounce castle at my birthday party and every body is invited

#ask #catboygirljoker #ough.... the passage of time marches on.#on that tuesday i will be 25. fucked up.#i dont really do much for my birthdays honestly. besides my mom taking me out to a restaraunt to eat.#on the day of i just get a good pizza and thats enough for me #a friend did recently offer to get me a desktop computer. and the tower has been here since thursday.#im currently waiting on the monitor. which should arrive in a few days.#im. really bad at accepting gifts. that said. even after having accepted this one im still experiencing grief #the computers an older model. but it runs on windows 10.#im. internally scared to think about what it can and cant run. i even dread thinking about even finding out.#like. ohhhh how id love to play animal crossing city folk again... or even minecraft...#but im doing. my best. to keep my expectations low.#i really hope it runs emulators (gamcube/wii/ps2 era ones) well. i need to play dbz budokai again i need to look at zarbons model again #the monitor is 1080p. which i dont think ive ever had a monitor that high res.#ik that TF2 probably wont run the best. but i hope sourcemods run fine.#ill have to do so much re-installing of things....... ogh.....#it doesnt have a wifi chip so i think temporarily ill have to use a usb to connect to the internet.#which i can live with. ik theyre not as powerful but its fine. maybe at some point ill get a wifi card.#though. i dread the thought <- had internal ptsd thinking about touching anything within a computer again #tldr. had a good laptop. screen went dark one day. was told it was probably the cmos battery.#tried to do repairs myself. ooggh..... the horrible memories....#ik adding a wifi chip is incredibly easy. but that doesnt mean im not scared #anyway :) thank you for the soon birthday wishes

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pathologising · 2 years

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anyway. I don't ever talk about my experience with DID on here because well to me I am simply drifting through life in fractured pieces and I don't even think I'm the original me merely a congregation of parts with the job of living out life in a relatively normal way but anyway.

#its all very confusing to me the doctors are always like so you still talk to them?#and im like well they are me and i am them. i dont even remember most of life i feel like ive lived it in eras #its very dtrange i only feel i came to real conciousness at 17 and everything else #was just an orated history #its kindof like powering a machine you one day stumbled upon #others used it before you and the remnants of its use remain but everything else is new to you #and you only know ehat you know. does that make sense #anyway

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piplupod · 10 months

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ignore this i just need to be insane for a second

#life gets soooooo much easier when u decide u are on a clock thats running out and theres an end to it #like i can just fucking vibe now and not care bc theres an end in sight #im just running the clock out and having a good time as much as possible while the clocks still running #and then! i get to be done! and leave! when things get too intolerable! i can just be done and not deal w it anymore!#incredibly freeing! psychologists are terrified of me!#literally just. okay well I'll just live off the savings i have (very lucky i accumulated those) and then-#-either they run out or shit gets too fucked up for me to handle and i can just off myself then. thank fucking god #living in a way where u are just running out ur rapidly ticking clock is just so fucking freeing #things dont matter anymore and i can finally fucking chill a little bit #I've been living this way for a couple months and damn I've been going thru it sure but theres an exit door for me to use now #and thats making it SO much easier to cope. i have a limited amount of time and i can choose to end the clock whenever. thank god #just waiting it out and vibing in the meantime #anyways tonight was brutal lol and i feel the clock moving ahead rapidly but i am just going to make my silly little art instead of worrying #no need to worry bc theres no future to consider!! if things get too hard i can just leave! extremely freeing!#dont have to worry abt escaping or finances or anything lmao its all unnecessary now #this is probably unhealthy (i mean it definitely is) but i feel like i can deal w things so much better #family can say whatever they want now bc if i ever decide its too much i can just be done #and magically! my tolerance levels have risen! hurray! i can tolerate so much more bc i know it doesnt matter!#okay im done im done. things are so bad lol but at least i have an way out at the ready and no more apprehension abt it #me and death become besties era #she is my silly rabbit she is my rock she'll be there to catch me when i collapse djdjdkdl #I'll delete this later but i just need to be stupid a bit rn bc otherwise im going to do smth so much worse #everything is building and building and i am handling it the best i can! this is my best!#suicide tw

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get-more-bald · 2 years

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Brb. Getting my brain chemistry changed 👍

#this is about doctor who!!#sorry zane ninjago but youve been replaced by my dearly beloved ninth doctor. christopher eccleston ❤️#christ i just watched Dalek and holy fuckity heck #i dont even think like. supernatural merlin good omens or star trek had this effect on me #ya definitely not #maybee good omens but hm eh #theres only so much you can get with twelve episode adaptation of one book frankly #and i dont really even know why who is doing this??#like. ive watched maybe four episodes of season 1 #like 6 at most of capaldis era #and like one christmas special #it wasnt even really that deep but hollyyy. damn.#Dalek had me completely sold. time to endure the moff*t writing.#im NEVER gonna watch any season finales tho. except season 1 #bill getting turnt into a cyberman? no fcuking way i didnt see it so it never happened👍#any other companion dying? rose departing from the doctor?never fucking happened👍.#ten just left her at home to get a life and still visits her! and now hes travelling with donna!#and btw i know hes minor but danny pink literally never died! he accepted twelve in the end and lives (as much as he can) a peaceful life #im not saying anything about nine because hes deeply tragic and his regeneration was. something for sure.#and it was SO important. and also im not erasing his finale gay kiss 👍 from like 2005 👍#maybe its just because all the other finales were written by m*ffat 🖕#yeah. yeah. yeah.#i guess nine IS my favorite doctor. god i need to watch classic who #mine #doctor who #ninth doctor #the daleks #rose tyler #donna noble

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polaroidcats · 1 year

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today was one of those days where everything is just.. too much.

maybe it's the heat, maybe it's because my grandma was a bit more tired and confused than usual today, maybe it's because talking to a friend made me realise how incredibly boring and uneventful my summer is because i'm not going on any vacations and don't have exciting plans, but i'm in such a feeling-sorry-for-myself kinda mood and i hate it.

#ramblings #ughhhhhhhhhh i hate it i hate it a #i think it's also bc of my birthday coming up and turning 29 makes me realise i'll be 30 next year #which i KNOW means nothing but at the same time it's just a good opportunity for my brain to compare other ppls lives and mkne #*mine #and in the last years so many of old school friends etc started settling down getting married having kids etc #and like... i dont even want that #i was in the middle of my lets-have-a-gay-commune era when the pandemic hit and i became a caregiver with very little social life #and it just feels like.. i got maybe 3-4 years where i actually enjoyed my 20s and got to explore who i am and what i want #which is a lot and i'm grateful i even got to experience those yeare #years #but it also feels like i spent the last 3.5 years watching everyone else get on with their lives whilst mine is still on hold in many ways #ANYWAYS I KNOW IM JUST BEING DRAMATIC AND WILL PROBS DELETE THIS SOON BC ITS TOO PERSONAL #but i just needed to vent #and tumblr is the place to vent (sometimes)

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wcrldliar · 2 years

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catws is still singlehandedly the best mcu film

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ikyw-t · 2 years

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hm realizing that this year marks a decade of me writing my own songs and how im actually for real for real going to finally post some music online this year... which is mostly very exciting bc i have nothing to lose.

but then also i can't help but think of two separate occasions when i was 14 or 15 and went to an open mic night with my twin sister and one of her friends and when she found out i had signed up to sing + play a couple of songs she literally left the coffee shop and walked all the way down the block rather than have to endure 10 minutes of my singing which.... feels almost comically overdramatic and atrocious but mostly just still makes me feel pretty shite lmao .... esp when i remember how when i had first started writing i would try to show her all of my writing which believe it or not she was also never once supportive about... lol anyway. just twin things ig!

#lol the real point of this post is that it's only taken me a decade to finally post some acoustic songs on the internet!#and she's probably why #she hasnt lived here since march and honestly it's much better this way #2022 was my villan era apparently bc i realized that she's actually always been just as mean and unsupportive of me all our lives #and starting in high school would tell me for like 8 years straight that she doesnt respect me at all and yet #would still constantly ask me for favors. which i did. bc im a kindhearted person and i have a small family #and i genuinely thought she would come around if i just kept being nice.. but she just never has lol #but anywayyyyyyyyy #sorry i dont think about her much nowadays and when i do it just makes me very upset #lol... probably cause it took me like 8 years to realize that shes just always gonna be like this #no matter how many favors i do her or how nice i am or how often i show interest in any of her hobbies when she has never done the same #lol ok ok rant over lol #i grilled salmon burgers so im gonna go have dinner now 😌 love and peace lmao

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britneyshakespeare · 28 days

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I had the worst dream last night that I had had a daughter at some point in the recent past and of necessity gave her up (I am far from the financial situation for raising a child and I don't even have the support of a partner, so that part is realistic). And I was just so wracked with guilt because I didn't even remember her name or who she was living with now. I felt so inadequate as a human being for not being involved in my child's life. And if I had to guess I had this dream because I was thinking a lot about abortion rights yesterday and how frankly they alone should be enough of a reason to go out and vote against Republicans. Like if you can't take a stand against people who are pro-forced birth, I don't wanna hear any excuse about it at all. It's some out-of-touch nonsense which reeks or either ignorance or privilege. Because if that were your own trauma-preventing medical procedure being legislated away, would you just let others get away with it being low on their list of priorities? Would you feel like those people still care about you or are your allies? The pro-life camp actively ignores cases where abortion is necessary to save the life of the pregnant person and/or the fetus has no chance of surviving to be born. They also constantly act like you can "just" put your child up for adoption, which to me is a much more terrifying and guilt-inducing idea than terminating a pregnancy. Idk. I just feel like family planning is as essential a human right as any other and yet it's constantly demonized on the right and still somehow trivialized as a "women's issue" from the center and left, from people who don't feel "personally affected"

#i can't stress enough that no medical procedure should ever be on the desk of any politician ever #it makes me incredibly heartbroken because it's a basic human right #if someone cannot or is not willing to be pregnant they should never ever ever have to justify that #or go through the humiliation of proving themselves THE EXCEPTION to a fundamentally unjust law.#abortion cw #probably should've put that sooner my bad #also when i say it comes from ignorance or privilege im not saying it's only amab people #who trivialize abortion rights as an issue. often a lot of ppl w uteruses just sincerely cannot or do not #picture themselves in the dire situation of a pregnancy they cannot bring to term.#again it just makes me want to cry because it's just so personal for people who have to go through it #a lot of ppl about a lot of things just think 'oh itll never happen to me' and adjust their apathy accordingly #(not to get sidetracked but that attitude drove me INSANE in the covid era)#but at the same time regardless of how unenthused some ppl w uteruses are about abortion access #the fact it's a political issue at all is still a sign we live in a (cis) patriarchy #but again a lot of ppl who are hypothetically my allies are quite milquetoast w their feminism #i most likely have been ruminating on this topic bc it's a big concern in my governor's race right now #(kelly ayotte is very much not pro choice no matter what she pretends)#but i also did see some nonsense 'dont vote' take recently that was like 'blah blah blah if u can't give up access to ur abortion rights #ur being selfish blah blah blah' im trying not to make a bigger deal of one nonsense person than i should #and blow that person out of proportion in their significance but jesus. what a ghoulish and evil thing to say

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sandrabullockthehedgehog · 2 years

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me online: okay so ive deleted all my social media and privated all my accounts and requested google take me out of the search results so i think I'll be okay for now.

me to the dutch bros barista: ...so anyway thats my complete education and work history! if you ever wanna come over to my house you have my phone number and address :^)

#dutch bros #from the sound of it google wont erase my name in searches though #even though all of my accounts are deleted so the links dont work #and my work bio is still on the website but theres not really anything i can do about that #i am starting to absolutely hate living in the digital age #why werent there more PSAs about the dangers of social media until it was too late #like not even stranger danger just a general #hey do you have any idea how bad it is that someone can easily find the city you live in and where you work #im entering my paranoia era #bless you tumblr #$20 to anyone who doesnt know me irl that can find where i work #me #mine

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waywardsalt · 1 month

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very freeing to actually own up (to myself) abt post-ph being an au. now i can make a little list of the little ways it deviates from leading to st

#i do not want to play st but i know vaguely enough to know where post ph deviates #rn its just tetra deciding not to find a new hyrule and linebeck being gay and unwilling and unable to have biological kids #with tetra ive been thinking kf her having a bit of a thing on realizing that she is technically what remains of hyrule #and it is ultimately up to her whether or not to let the kingdom remain a memory or to bring it back #and she eventually decides not to. try and erect a new kingdom in a world where people really dont even want that #like theres the whole thing abt the great sea being a dead zone or w/e and then theres fish in st. what is it #my hc for that is that the water around old hyrule is a dead zone but the further out the get the better things get #like the old kingdom is some blight under the seas and its not until its finally properly laid to rest does that dead zone fully disappear #look i know the gods fucking flooded hyrule but i honestly think its a biiiit much if they just gave the survivors a dead fucking ocean #that would likely lead to them just dying out with the only way out being to make the kingdom again #yknow the kingdom they fucking flooded. i feel like hyrule being re-established is fucking stupid and i think #mass-settling everyone on some landmass is a lot less interesting than everyone living one different islands and adjusting to this sea base #life. yknow? like i feel like theres a lot that can be done with islands with different geographies and cultures and populations #and also i think hyrule should stay gone i like the idea of the ww side of things being the one where the cycle ends #and so the world is free is from the cycle perpetuated by the kingdom’s existence and demise’s curse #i always think of demises curse as just being. as long as ur kingdom exists and whatnot there will be no peace #rather than a literal reincarnation cycle. its just. hyrule sucks and theres also a heros spirit thing #like theres a postal service and people are traveling and they have cultures and shit like. its not a hell situation #ppl are moving on and theres no kingdom to lord over all of them so they all have their own ways of life in their corners of the world #idk i think its interesting to think abt how the great sea world works and the different peoples and islands and how they go abt life #its more interesting to me than anyways yeah they are not free from the endless cycles of history and just make hyrule again #post-ph #salty talks #wanted to talk and didnt know what to talk abt so have a tag post #with a rlly tiny side of yeah post ph linebeck is sterile he got that shit removed bc he didnt want that there anyways #bottom surgery (or whatever its called its a hysterectomy) exists in the great sea. isnt there brain surgery mentioned #they got hrt in the great sea either its magic or its. idk potions. maybe the great sea era has decent medicine that seems to be the idea #tbh its not clear what happened to lead to st anyways i can just keep track of clear discrepancies #ill be honest im still iffy on the details with intersex linebeck and that. is an issue #i go with rn that he has ambiguous/female leaning genitals and had a malformed uterus and ovotestes that got removed

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ichigosoju · 3 months

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#i hope i'll be ok.. i hope im just in a bad phase of my life rn #but every era has an ending #and i mean things have to end one way or another #the situation at home is not good #and my mom says she'll move either way next years #next year*** in the beginning....#so like... if she moves this apartment.... wont be able to be in my name #so i have to move or end up homeless :'))))#bc bc of my financial situation (im on welfare) im not allowed to apply for apartments #so when my mom applies she can add my sisters bc they have student loans and a job #but she cant add me bc when you're on welfare you arent really allowed to apply for apartments 🥴#so i wont be able to move with..........#my mom isnt evil and she doesnt want me to end up on the street lnao #lmao**#but i am worried bc the situation at home is getting worse #and they all think im a worthless bum #my mom is getting sicker and sicker of me #so honestly... i think they would let me have nowhere to go as long as they dont have to deal with me anymore #i have to finish high school bc applying for a program and getting a studen housing apartment is my only bet #that is difficult too bc finding anywhere to live in these chaotic times is hard but #there ARE ways #im just getting so fkn stressed and anxious bc time is running out for real #and i do still have untreated avpd that i've asked for professional help for years now but they dont give me any treatment #idk what to do #i dont fucking know what to do but i have to do something #i dont even wanna be alive but ending it is too painful so i wont do that either #goshhhhhhh i hate this

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