#it simply feels........... strange

[sometimesanequine]

[hazelnewts]

🌌✨To Boldly Go✨🌌

[deklo]

and then we never speak of it again 😔🤚

[lulu2992]

god I hated the fc6 dlc, it just felt like it was written by people who barely knew the story and characters, they felt so out of character tbh

I don’t want to say I hate it because, as always, I’m sure the dev team did what they could with the time and resources they had, and the three DLC episodes do have qualities (their dream-like worlds, especially), but I’d be lying if I said I greatly enjoyed their stories, thought that everyone was perfectly in character, and that my instinctual reaction when I think about them wasn’t to tense up.

I’m also (and mostly, I think) sad they’re official and that the not-always-accurate events they show are unquestioned and now accepted as canon by many fans. I don’t blame them for thinking the DLCs are inherently trustworthy and I’m aware most players aren’t as fussy about lore accuracy as I am (good for them, honestly), but that still really upsets me.

[ganondoodle]

i know im an overemotional, overreactive pathetic little wimp about my hyperfixation, and i dont even mean that derogatory, i think its both my best AND worst quality, im well aware of it, especially in moments when im already stressed i have a hard time to get my brain back into control, im so well aware of it that i HAVE been managing to learn how to deal with it actually which is why, instead of letting myself spiral any further, i went to bed to let my brain calm down

and it worked!

i still hate the live action zelda thing, i still think it WILL be bad, and it will still negatively affect how i feel about the franchise as a whole, i am not spiraling out of control about it though, which i think is a win in my book, some people hate that i say my opinion at all though, more on twitter than here so hey, im grateful to not be called pathetic to my face bc i said something someone might decry as too 'weird'

[mysticaledelusion]

listen... ive done my moping, ive sulked for long enough about spocks forced female love interests.

it is infinitely funnier if you consider the idea that literally EVERYONE in the federation has the hots for either spock or kirk and then the two idiots get together with each other they break a trillion hearts.

[kacievvbbbb]

The plight of fictional mothers is something that will always stick out to me. Like either you die for the plot or you are forgotten by it. Fathers are something to be chased after a mystery to be solved. Mothers are a blimp that was once there and is now simply not.

She has no identity outside of mother sometimes barely even a name.

[tragically-jane-doe]

THEY TURNED MY GIRL ITSUKI INTO A TWINK?

I'm turning this into a ramble about the first three eps enjoy my psychotic ramblings there's most definitely spoilers

Ep 1

(okay so far this isn't so bad but like since it's a adaptation I expect certain things to like be the same and what the fuck do you mean Mary is student council the name changes are killing me also I hate that they just slapped a regular face mask on ririka)

Also ryōta (Ryan) not being a total lil bitch is actually harshing my vibes

I do like the girl who's playing Mary

Nvm I hate this so much

Id probably like it better if it wasn't ya know a Frankenstein monster at a already established series?

Yumeko is so straight forward wtf she's trying so hard to crazy but like yumeko isn't crazy all the time? Also again first episode why are you both introducing so many people and so much back story give it a minute would you we don't need all this info in the first episode jesus

Ep 2

I need to know who the other twink following suki around is

Omg they're harry pottering house system

I'm going insane why

Simon Barry you deserve torture

I hate suki so much

MOTHER CUNTRESS

Dori is the lesbian in all of us ngl

THE FUCK IS FHAT BEAVER WHAT THE HELL

Why can't we just play the games from the anime they were so much more fun

WHY WAS MARY STUDENT COUNCIL WHATS THE POINT

I hate how they're just telling yumeko everything instead of her figuring it out

WHO IS MICHAEL WHY IS THIS 30 YO MAN IN HIGH SCHOOL (I'm sorry to the actor if he's like 20 but this man's is grown)

Like who tf

Beaver?

Suki girl single earrings are not it

At least they kept with the nail thing

WHY IS RUNA A SHARK?

I do love the hoodie

But why does she have a beaver pet?

OH NO HE WAS ONCE A STRAIGHT WHITE MALE

NO YOU UGLY BITCHES DONE LOOK AT ME

Also so fucking lame he just breaks em?

Like it's such a big moment for itsuki to lose her nails in the bit bet off

This fucking beaver

Also insane to do the houses thing

I love Mary's hair so so much

BEAVER?

What is the point of this

Is Michael supposed to be ryōta? I thought Ryan is supposed to ryōta? Are they like split

THEY KILLED SUKI?

Simon Barry you absolute madlad why do you hate kakaegurui fans so much?

Ep 3

I'm forcing myself to watch this I'm hating it some of these lines are so good and then so so bad

Is Michael supposed to replace itsuki? What's the fucking point of him

Also I'm hating that runa is switching out hoodies it's lame

Death by literally could not even

IS CHAD SUPPOSED TO BE KAEDE

Kirari babe your so much lamer than anime or j live action kirari

What's the point of blake

They made midari into a weird gamer girl? Where's my beauty queen

I'm going feral over how they made Ryan so insignificant omg how can they fuck this up the Russian roulette was iconic

Is this show just afraid of being cool?

I'm sure the ddr nerds are thrilled

ALSO WHERE IS YURIKO?

And since when did yumeko listen to reason?

WHATS THE POINT OF MICHAEL

Also Mary is now yumeko guard dog wtf like what?

Nvm Ryan is making it cool with his lil dancey dance

so lame

That fight was so lame

Ryan is so down bad AS HE SHOULD BE

Omg ew dory is a hero so fucking lame

Well yumeko that was rude

Aight I'm gonna take a break from this hell see you next time on why the fuck couldn't this just be its own thing Instead of a adaptation THEY COULD'VE KEPT EVERY THING JUST CHANGE THE NAMES A BIT MORE GOD

[mad-hunts]

what flavor is your soul?

salt.

ah little kraken, bold are you. restless sailor, dauntless fighter, lower your sword, let me see your shield. ah, of course, they are but the same object. oh, wave-tossed ruffian, lend me some of your mettle, would you? you have been struck by the sharpest of spears, yet you still stand here proudly. but off your guard, elsewhere of the battlefield, you will find your spirit can parch others. your words are but weapons crafted from your soul. little lion, sheathe your claws, or the ones you love the most will suffer. you do not have to be strong all the time, love. there's nothing wrong with being soft. vulnerability is not weakness, and if it were, what's wrong with that? strength is not always your greatest tool. your heart is good. put down excalibur, and use your words. you'll find they will carry you much farther. not everything in life is a battle.

tagged by: i'm not sure who tagged me in this BC this has been in my drafts for a while but!! i think someone did, LOL

tagging: @divingdownthehole, @riddlesnap, @sillyjokes, @whampow, @darkdevour, @vulpesse, @twcfaces, and anyone else who may want to complete this!

[jamandjazz]

I’ll never get ppl that get mad when others point out flaws in their favorite characters like bbg that’s my favorite part???? I LOVED and ADORE flawed characters to my very core because of how real they are. If someone comes on here and starts doing a good well written character analysis on why my favorite characters (dally mainly but it goes for anyone in the gang and other things I like) are bad people or maybe even badly written I won’t get mad. In fact I’ll read it, nod along, if they aren’t completely misrepresenting the character I’ll probably even agree but it has never crossed my mind to get upset.

[silenceaartist]

I hope we can hear md news soon because holy God, I can't stand the exposeds and dramas that this fanbase decides to do on a daily basis

I can't stand seeing unsupervised children on the internet wanting to act like heroes of the day, please shut up and start talking about the show again😭😭😭

[iwanttobepersephone]

Don't talk to me I went through all my selfies and found the photos which best represented myself and was left with a love and adoration not only for who I am but who I was and who I will become

[sunspira]

the twee fandom is dying. all tweakers please share this post

[3416]

one more person say something about mitch's mustache and i'll hack blogs and hit deactivate myself at this point

[arysamisu]

i think i really dislike the way people describe stories with tropes, especially with books, because it kind of spoils the character progression and i just want to know the hook and exeprience whatever the creator tried to explore with their story at my own pace :( i think thats the real reason i dont read as much anymore, the sense of wonder isnt there and i love to wonder

[mosstrades]

im someone who stuggles not to let his curiosity and drive sometimes (often) cross over into an overwhelming and maladaptive need for answers, for explanation, for certainty. someone who, historically, sees making art as a primarily intellectual exercise. this is not inherently a bad thing, we all have our temperaments and this kind of attention can be a strength. but, you know that artist who makes a painting, and then only wants to show it while explaining it to you? thats me, sometimes, more often than i like. every story i used to write had another hundred page document behind it, explicating every single choice -- often i would simply read that, instead of ever actually write the story itself. the explanation precedes everything. the answers alone are the experience.

david lynch's work and philosphy has been and is a vital foothold in my efforts to learn to love the questions as our breath. learn to appreciate intuition and dreams, trust them instead of fear them. learn to see that the world has so much confusing, uncertain, strange beauty, that can be terrifying but turns sublime when you cease rejecting it from fear. when you embrace the unknown and dont try to immediately & anxiously explicate it all away, a whole new world opens up to you. that you need the darkness in order to dream, and you need dreams in order to live fully immersed in what the world has to offer. a foothold in learning to be okay with abstraction, with imperfect subjectivity, with uncertainty. to know it is not anthitetical to truth and meaning. know that to skillfully make ideas come alive into a work *is* to rationally pin them down, but that you cannot lose sight of the intuition they were born as.

his artistic intuition reminds me of what i need to have -- the trust and humility for experiencing the inexplicable and understanding that to be enough. a devotion to ideas and their realisation. a balancing force, for my endless inquiry -- to not forget to live the question in my the search for an answer. to allow some thing to go without clear or universal explanation, allow for some things to remain unresolved, allow for others to have that be their resolution. it's why his work equal parts captivates me and disturbs me -- i am very bad at this. but feel in my heart a need to get better at it. to be a better artist, a better thinker, a better searcher, a better person. you need to feel it, intuitively, quiet your endless noisy need for an answer and simply let it fill you up, let it resonate intuitively, and find in that how life makes sense to you and you alone. mediation, mindfulness, humility to sit with abstraction without trying to pin it down. more and more i try to understand this. some things don't need to make perfect sense. some things dont need answers, or their answers are not the point. some things dont need anything but to be experienced as they enter you -- like dreams do. that can lead you to the answer, and that can also be enough in itself. that can be just an intrinsic value in being alive to experience it. and so often, it is all in conversation with the search for joy. it's why he feels so captivating, so unique, so tremendously alive. why people use the word "visionary" when talking about him. because he knew how to use his medium in all the potential he could see, so that it let you live in the strangeness and questions. he understood them as sublime, he understood them as enough, he understood them as a joy. he understood them as beautiful. and his memory will remind me to do the same; always to seek the space to dream.