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"hey! I think I found my footing in life!"
*proceeds to have the most earth shattering and perspective changing months of his life*
#it's been. alot...#some good. mostly bad.#im trying to actually better myself because ive found that i am frankly not that great both mentally and as a person#i get im young and im growing but its just getting tedious. everyday i feel tired. i dont want to get up anymore half the time.#id really like to have a regular ass upbringing and not deal with all this shit.#i haven't stayed with my parents properly since august and thrankly it feels awful#i miss my mum and i miss my siblings#i constantly feel so alone and yet in company i either dont feel better or i make things worse#and god knows i cant keep to a schedule. work is just piling and piling#i also don't want to work anymore. my life is trickling away and im spending my time at a development point behind a cash register#and its not like i can quit because i need to pay for myself#i dont know#i really dont know#ill likely delete this later#vent#random rambles
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my notes app is tired of the random shit my brain comes up with
#sorry for not posting alot of drawings ive been like dead#my job has been killing me#like why do they make me do three 11 hour shifts three days in a row every weekend#whatever#i say fuck it we ball#miraculous ladybug#miraculous#mlb#ml#miraculous lb#adrien agreste#chat noir#drawing
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Friendly reminder that if you talk about how representation is important and how there's not enough diverse media, I implore you to seek out the media that already exists. And if you live in an area with a public library, go to see if they're available at your public library. And then go check them out.
As a librarian, it is demoralizing to see how low the circulation statistics are on lgbt+ books and books by BIPOC authors. I include them in displays and readers advisory, but people still don't check them out as much. Libraries only have a finite amount of resources, including space. We don't get a book then keep it forever. If not enough people check it out, we have to get rid of it to make room for more books. And when James Patterson Book #69 gets checked out 30 times in one year and cool, subversive Sci fi novel with a Black trans woman main character has never been checked out once, the librarian (me) has to make a hard decision.
If you're looking for something tangible and easy to do this pride month, look for lgbt+ books (there are millions of lists online that you can find. It's easier than it's ever been to find diverse books) and check them out from your library.
No time to read? Look for a short story or poetry anthology and just read as much as you have time for. Or just check out a book cus it looks interesting and read as much as you can. We have movies too.
As cool as it would be for me to just keep the books I want and get rid of the ones I don't, I have to listen to the community on matters of collection development. And the community tells me what books they want by checking them out and leaving the ones they don't want on the shelf.
If you think this doesn't apply to you because you live in a progressive area and obviously the books are being checked out, you're wrong. I once worked in a community with a large lgbt population. Those books were not getting checked out. If you want to tell me you live in a conservative area and your library doesn't have any diverse books, you are legally obligated to check the catalog before replying to this post. I currently work in a conservative community and we have lgbt+ and bipoc books. And if you still cannot find any, you are legally obligated to see if your library has a collection request form that patrons can fill out before replying to this post.
#bookblr#library posting#pride#pride month#adding tags because i genuinely would like this to leave containment#been weeding alot and it is so demoralizing to see so many of my own community's books on the chopping block#lesbian#read with pride#booktok#the locked tomb#heartstopper#sorry for the tag spam#but if you think books like heartstopper and tlt aren't at risk because they're popular you would be wrong#alice osman's books have very low circ statistics at my library#murderbot#nona the ninth#the situation is dire#xiran jay zhao
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Posting a wip in the first time in foreverrrrrr…. I told you i was workin on stuff !!!!
#seriously though im so sorry for thr lack of activity#ive been working on alot of shit behind the scenes i cant show off yet but almost#chatter#one piece#nico robin#nami#cat burglar nami
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#saw this on pinterest#again#ive been spending alot of time there recently#remus lupin#sirius black#james potter#marauders era#marauders#wolfstar
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playing alot of r.e.p.o lately with friends and we had 5!!!! ducks in one round.
#art#digital art#digital fanart#my art#animated gif#animation#r.e.p.o#r.e.p.o fanart#repo#one appeared#and then another#and then another---#watching them slowly walk down the hallway to us one by one was an experience#you cannot comprehend just how happy I was during this round#absolute joy#I named the ducks billy and now all my friends call them that#look at all the billys#everytime I see one I go “Billy!!! :D”#my friends aren't as enthusiastic as me#they've been dying alot to billy recently
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Saw Beetlejuice Beetlejuice--it was alot of fun!
#beetlejuice#beetlejuice 2#beetlejuice beetlejuice#lydia deetz#my art#my fanart#digital art#that wedding scene was hilarious#used ref#been under alot of stress but slapping colors onto a drawing and being messy and just having fun always helps
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Decided to test out Krita for the first time, still getting used to so many brushes but I like how this one turned out
#my art#ninjago#lego ninjago#ninjago dragons rising#ninjago nya#ninjago pixal#pixal#pixal my beloved it#pixal borg#is that her actual full name lol?#nya smith#nya#I have been using Sai since I got my drawing tablet so it's sorta weird using another program lmao#Krita does have alot more resources tho#but I feel like nothing compares to how simple Sai is just to manouver around#breaking my never drawing pixal allegations#I like to think her hair are like wires going around her head#it is inspired by like Jumbo box braids#the hair tie being a old cable is like my favorite thing LOL#as for Nya I usally avoid using Yellow and blue cuz I like to think that's sorta Jay thing.... BUT HE ISN'T HERE SO....#Listen making Red and Blue work in this context is way too hard I'm sorry
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I do want to say re:food appropriation, for Palestinians it is a very very very sensitive issue. I don't know a single Palestinian who doesn't react vehemently to calling food "Israeli." One, because you have to recognize that this is within a larger pattern of completely erasing Palestinian identity, and two, because food is an essential core part of culture, where historical, familial instruction should be acknowledged.
I find it incredibly.... insulting to say "well food can be exchanged between cultures and people, so what's the big idea?" and neglect the fact that even within the Levant, there is a diverse array of cooking styles. To call certain dishes "Israeli" especially within the context of how the state of Israel was established, plays into the erasure of Palestinians.
It's often necessary to attribute the food we eat to specific cultures. For example, I, a Palestinian, would never claim ownership over Macarona Bil-Bashamil, or Yalenji, because they're "Arab." That's just not how food culture works. Different cultures, different climates, different environments all contribute to the food we eat and the clothes we wear. Food in itself is political because of how heavily it is tied to a location in which things are grown and raised.
Food is what builds community. Women, young and old, pass this knowledge throughout generations. And ESPECIALLY between peasant families that grow and raise the very flora and fauna we rely on in our dishes. This is a professional sort of knowledge that we celebrate and consider incredibly important. To strip our very food of our identity is not only insulting, but negates the centuries worth of food culture we've established in favor of homogenization. So yes, it IS possible to appropriate food, especially when you do not acknowledge the centuries worth of knowledge shared.
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It's fall....I'm thinking of 60s cloak/cape fashion trend
#been wanting one since october because i would want to wear one for halloween haha#they look so cozy yet aesthetically pleasing#it's one of my favorite fashion trend in the 60s#it's also really underated too since I don't see it got alots of mentions when it came to talking about fashion from this era#ohh to walk around in a cloak dress#david crosby#jimi hendrix#jimi hendrix experience#janis joplin#francoise hardy#roger waters#pink floyd#rita lee#os mutantes#crosby stills nash and young#60s#60s fashion#rick wakeman#yes band#donovan#donovan leitch#marianne faithfull#mick jagger#the rolling stones#my post
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He's drawing wolfie
#i dont like procreate#but i love drawing in bed#if you can't tell I've go at lot of time on my hands this summer#and ive been thinking alot about lu#ive regressed back to like...2 summers ago#that not a bad thing at all dont get me wrong#wilimia art#linked universe#linkeduniverse#lu warriors#lu hyrule#lu twilight#hc that Hyrule is rlly good at drawing#likes to draw all the different flora and fauna in all the Hyrules
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As much as I enjoy the system reveal SVSSS fics where YQY is sad but understanding about SY!SQQ and doesn't blame him for killing SJ!SQQ, I think the fics that explore more...extreme reactions are far more in character.
Like if YQY ever learned what happened to SJ, I think it would be completely in character to promptly attempt to murder SY. And if he didn't do that (because he understands it's not SY's fault, he's grown fond of SY, etc) he would instead be actively suicidal.
The worst part is that YQY wouldn't react this way because SJ died. He would react like this because SJ died, and YQY didn't notice. To learn that he not only failed his Xiao Jiu again, that he lost any possible chance of reconciliation (or more accurately, any chance for SJ to have his revenge*) and didn't notice?
In YQY's mind he not only failed SJ, but betrayed him, completely and utterly. And he will have realized all of this in an instant, decades too late for it to matter.
YQY would avenge him SJ, either by killing his "murderer", or by killing the person who failed him again. If YQY cannot blame SY then the only person left to blame is himself, and now he cannot even offer himself to SJ's anger, because it's too late, because YQY is always too late.
There is no universe where YQY learns what happened to SJ and takes it well, only difference in how extreme is reaction is.
(*This is YQY's view. He failed to save SJ and so he deserves every cruelty SJ gives him and won't even try to defend or justify his failure. Nevermind what SJ actually wants from him)
#my rambling#ive been thinking about qijiu alot...#their whole relationship is tragic and by the time to story starts its too late to fix#the story starting is what makes it too late#this could have been stopped if they made different choices. but they never could have made any other choices#qijiu#yue qingyuan#original shen qingqiu#shen jiu#cw sui mention#svsss
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Are you enjoying your journey, "hero"?
#pspsps.. morse code decorders.. where are thou...#block tales#blocktales#block tales greed#block tales solitude#block tales fear#block tales hatred#if youre wondering why ive been uploading alot#lets just say demo 3 revived me from the dead#fr pulled me out of my art block
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me when i get the opportunity to think about speculative biology and non-existent game mechanics in media i like
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#the candle creatures are revamps#i had created the idea for them years ago but i wanted to redo them slightly with new eyes#the “dark variants” of the mantas and birds are variants of them that have adapted for life in wasteland and the forests#and also#i like the idea of candle creatures that live in villages or within communities#that are sort of akin to strays that the whole community takes care of#means alot to me#this isnt everything ive been thinking about#ill make a couple diagrams about the large birds#yknow the ones from rhythm that we see once and never again. yeah.#they exist in my heart#anyway#skycotl#sky cotl#sky children of the light#sky#sky:cotl#sky: cotl#thatskygame#speculative biology#<- i guess?#im having fun ok#im happy to answer questions about my thoughts btw!#might be answered on my main if i cant muster a doodle or something#but i love answering asks#so if ur interested id love to hear thoughts :)
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crystals / fossils themed thingies! emojis or style for ur artfight account!!
#hiii im still here sorry for not posting alot!!! havent been doing many emojis lately#wanted to wait and make an even 3 for each but ive been occupied with ref sheets so im posting now before i forget!#ThemeReveal2025#artfight 2025#custom emotes#artfight crystals#artfight fossils
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Are they lovers? Worse
-an animatic I made with a silly dopamine song because I was too lazy to make a rendered art piece, and I couldn't just keep this scenario locked away in my brain cage!!
#sonadow#shadonic#my art#I know I've been posting ALOT recently but my semester resumes tomorrow so I have to lock in#but in the meantime heres even more sonadow!!#shadow the hedgehog#sonic the hedgehog#sonic#shadow#sth#sonic animatic#sonic animation
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